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Coming Out (Part 2)
Some time later I got the urge again to go out. I went to the club again but I arrived about midnight. I parked, took a deep breath and went in. The scene was much the same as the first time only this time I was more relaxed and at ease. I ordered a beer and traversed the floor. There were lots of possibilities and I wanted more this time. I didn't want to settle for someone. I wanted someone cute and sexy who was my type.
After going around the floor once, I was approached by a very straight looking, handsome guy. He was about my build and height with short, black hair and a trimmed mustache. He wore a red polo shirt and bluejeans over his shapely buns. I thought he was very attractive and was surprised when he asked me to dance. We went onto the floor and after a bit we sat down for a beer. He said that he had followed me around the floor but that I was going too fast. He was barely able to catch up to me. I guess I was still a tad nervous about entering the club. Anyway, I thought it was a good sign that he was so interested in me.
After we talked, the club was near closing and he asked me if I wanted leave. I asked if he had his own place and he said yes. This was convenient since we couldn't go to my apartment. I decided to follow him to his house. We arrived and entered the house. We went into the dimly lit living room which was surrounded by Diana Ross photos and sketches. His infatuation with her left no doubt in my mind that he was gay.
We talked a bit and then we began to kiss deeply. I remember the feel of his moustache against my lips making me very excited. We felt each other and I began to fondle his crotch. I could feel his erection underneath his jeans. He began to feel mine as well and then unzipped my pants. I could feel his hand glide over elastic band of my white briefs as he slid it down further around my hard cock. I unbuttoned his jeans and he was wearing blue bikini briefs. My hands felt the soft fabric over his finely sculpted ass and stiff hardon. We began to feel and fondle each other more intensely when he asked if I wanted to move to his bedroom.
He took my hand and led me to his bed where we continued. We removed all of our clothes and ravaged each others' bodies in an intense frenzy. We were both incredibly aroused by our warm, naked flesh. He slid down my torso kissing my nipples and continued downward. He moved past my navel and he began to suck my cock. I held his head as he went up and down and brought me closer to climax. I enjoyed it immensely but I wanted this session to last much longer. We shifted positions and I put my mouth over his warm, hard dick and it felt good swishing in my mouth. He asked me to go deeper and I felt the head of his tool at the back of my throat. I tried not to gag by relaxing my throat and breathing slowly through my nose. Not wanting to reach orgasm just yet, he lifted my head off of his dick and pulled me toward him and we paused for a moment.
Then he asked, "Do you I like to take it from behind?"
Before I answered, a thousand thoughts raced through my mind. This was something I thought I would never do. I mean I knew I liked guys, there was no doubt about that. But I felt it would be something I never thought I would enjoy. First of all I didn't think I could take the pain of it, something so big inside me. This was not a technique I had ever fantasized about or found exciting. I even think I promised that I would say no if anyone ever asked me. So I went with my instincts.
"Uh, I don't think so. Not really." "Look, I'll take it real slow and go easy." "Hmm. I don't know."
He must have sensed the indecision from my answer as he tried to convince me.
"Here, try this. It will make it easier."
He handed me a vial of amo-nitrate and told me to inhale in it through my nostrils.
"What does it do for you?" I asked.
"The only way I can describe it is that it makes your head feel warm. Just put it under your nose and inhale."
I was not averse to drugs although I had never tried this. But it seemed as though I would be doing some other things I had not tried. I put the vial under my nose and inhaled. I suddenly felt a rush of fumes go through my head and as he said, it felt warm inside.
"Wow, that does feel warm." "So what do you think? Wanna try it?"
The sensation of the amo set me at ease. So did this guy. So far things were going well and I didn't want to stop. I didn't feel pressured by him and I think if I were to say no, it wouldn't have been a problem. But at the same time I was intrigued by his offer and excited at this new experience.
"Well?" he asked. "Yeah, I guess."
He sat up behind me and told me to get on my knees and put my hands forward on the bed. I was suddenly on my hands and knees with him behind me getting ready to penetrate my virgin ass. I was both timid and excited at the same time. The suspense grew as I waited for him to lubricate his rock hard dick and insert it into me. As I waited on all fours I thought, what a more vulnerable and degrading position? Yet I was so excited and aroused by my vulnerability.
"Just don't come inside me." I said. "Okay", he said as he began placed the head of his penis at my anus. He rubbed the slippery tool up and down my crack and I anticipated his entry.
"Just take it slow." "I will." he said as he I felt the sting of the first pierce. I groaned and then he pulled it back slightly. He slowly reinserted inside this time more deeply. He pulled back again, each time putting it in further. It felt strange and painful as he went in even deeper.
"Wait--" I said. "Don't worry." he said when in a single thrust he finally slid his hard dick all the way up my tight ass. I could feel it press into me as he then began to slide in and out with regularity. Suddenly, the pain subsided and became a totally arousing sensation. I moaned in ecstasy. He put his hands on the nodules of my butt to brace his thrusts and began to move faster and more forcefully. I grabbed the sheets with my hands to support the support of my ass in the air to support his forward motion. He continued to pump me unabated as my own cock was hard as steel. Again I felt the utter vulnerability of being on my hands and knees while he thrusted his long hard dick into my tightening ass.
"Fuck me. Fuck me", I said as my prick bounced up and down as I felt his balls hit my ass. On and on it went for what seemed like an eternity yet a microsecond at the same time. My hands slid forward until my face plunged into the pillow with my ass still in the air to meet his everthrusting dick. He took his hand and jerked my cock taking me over the edge. Finally, he pulled out his hard member and said "I'm cumming".
I felt the stream of his cum hit the back of my neck. Squirt after squirt, his warm fluid showered my back and ass. Losing complete control, I flipped onto my back and stroked my own dick and shot a long stream over my head and onto my face. The next squirt found its way into my mouth as I cried in ecstasy. I aimed it at his face and the next pulse shot into his mouth which he sloshed with his tongue. The orgasm ended and I felt completely spent. He lied on top of me and as we kissed and tasted my cum together.
Wow. What an experience. We lied together for a while reflecting on the moment.
"So, what did you think? Did you like it?" "Yeah," I said. "Pretty good."
When I got up to clean myself, my legs felt like rubber as I walked to the bathroom. It seemed like I had this huge, gaping chasm in my butt. I looked in the mirror with semen still dripping on my back, neck, and face, and thought to myself, "I just got fucked up the ass." But it felt so good.