CONFESSIONS OF A CROSSDRESSER
I am a male 2 female crossdresser !!!!!!! Did you ever do something "not quite right but felt better and better" as soon as you did it again?????? This describes my feelings when I was younger and still describes them today. Whenever I am either putting on my bra or putting on my pantyhose I get this wonderful but "guilty" feeling(s). As I look at myself in my full length mirror looking at my somewhat feminine image I can't get over the fact that I feel better about myself, I look more desirable and want to extend this feminine image permanently.
I now feel eyes looking at me and realize that my wife is staring at me with her arms folded across her ample chest with a smile on her face. I have been discovered so now there is nowhere to hide, no covering up the obvious so I turn around to face her. She starts to walk towards me and we meet half way in our bedroom. She looks at me with a more critical eye and encircles me with her soft delicate hands and arms and pulls me to her with this look of lust in her eyes. I respond to this highly charged moment with the same movements. Our lips meet and the duel of our tongues start immediately. Her breasts are crushed against mine and my feminine desires are raging deep inside me as for her I can only imagine the same is happening to her. We look like two lesbians getting very turned on by the other. At this point my wife gently breaks away and lies flat on her back on our bed and tells me to lick her pussy and then suck on her clit. Who am I to argue!!!!!!! I lovingly slide her panties down from her beautiful pussy which is now glistening because she is getting very excited and start to kiss up her very feminine legs in order to lick and suck on her pussy. I plant my mouth on her pussy and my tongue emerges from my mouth and starts to lick her slit up and down and intermittingly my tongue stabs her pussy and finds her clit. She is now moaning and thrashing on the bed and calling me all sorts of female names and wanting me to suck on her clit so she can cum. I find her clit and start to suck on it like I would suck on a cock if I were a girl, oh how I want to be a girl right now!!!!! She screams and orgasms!!!!!! She then orders me to fuck her so I slide my panties down with my pantyhose and my "thingy" is rock hard. I position my "thingy" at the entrance to her pussy and push, in it goes without any trouble and I push myself into her in one steady push until I am completely buried in her. She again starts to moan but this time she orders me to fuck her like another girl would do if she had a strapon. At this point I am soooo excited and realize that I am going to have an orgasm very quickly. I try to slow down the action but my wife is thrusting her hips up and pushing on my ass with her hands on a downward motion. She wants me to fuck her with more strength and push even deeper into her. I am as deep as I can get and suddenly I am erupting, my sperm into her wet, warm pussy. We are laying together, me on top of her still wearing my bra and my panties and pantyhose are at my knees and my "thingy" or "clit" is still inside her but shrinking. She is kissing me and is telling me that maybe just maybe I should consider dressing as a girl more often. Maybe staying dressed as a girl with the exception when I go to work. I just look at her and smile and tell her if that's what she wants then of course I'll do it. I am now totally soft and have slid out of her but she is not done yet. She wants to clean me up but first I have to lick and swallow all my cum from her pussy. I dive right in and suck everything I have deposited into her out of her. She now is sliding out from under me and is kissing my thigh and now has my limp "thingy" in her wet, warm mouth and is using her tongue to lick all round me. She is now sucking harder which in turn is getting me harder and harder. She has stopped sucking on me and is looking at me with this devilish smile and says that after we get finished with each other and take a shower, we are going shopping for some girl clothes for me. I know what she has in mind and I will have to go with her dressed as a girl. We finish our hot love making, take a shower together and we get dressed together as two sexy girls. I feel so good dressed this way that I sometimes consider getting a sex change. Somehow my wife knows this but says that she doesn't want me to change my sex because she has the very best of both worlds.
Crossdressing gives me the advantage to see both side of the coin so to speak and I like all things feminine but sometimes when the masculine is thrown into the mix things can get very steamy and very satisfying. An understanding and accepting wife makes all the difference