The events, names, story, places, occurrences in this store are all fiction. Any information which can be traced to anyone is purely coincidence. I have written this as if in the eyes of a young man, at the tender age of 21. Each chapter will be in the form of a journal entry, as young Corey adds events to his journal. If you have any comments or suggestions you can email them to me at: ppdanny@gmail.com
Corey's Dear Journal!
Chapter 6: Time is nearing.
April 23rd, 2007: Surgery Tomorrow
I didn't think I was going to write another entry until after I got back from my surgery. This pretty much says how I decided otherwise. Time grows ever so closer and I am worried about how the surgery will turn out - I guess everyone does. I sometimes hate stating the obvious but I do it anyways. I guess what I do it here is because I know people read this other than me. Though, there are people in my life that if they read this, it would be bad.
One of those is my best friend: Tammy. She just spent the past few months in UK and just came back to Canada. The first weekend she was here she spent at my place. Shes like a big sister to me, and my parents treat her as family. It was finally good to have her back in my life. It's funny she feels weird about me driving her though - since shes older to me and thinks it weird to have someone she considers her little bro drive her.
Chris and I are... I dunno how to explain it. We talk a lot less now. Though, we still do talk - it seems like once the mutual ground got established then things settled down. So now its like we just talk as friends. I appreciate that a lot. One can never have enough friends, especially good ones. I have little friends as is.
Its been good these past few days. Things seem to be calming for me emotionally, as right now I realize that I want to be single. Although I want a relationship - I have come to realize that my life is in no position right now to be able to support any type of serious relationship. I live with my parents, and I have no source of income, and I have debt, and I have this surgery tomorrow. I have things I need to set in order before I decide to get into a serious relationship. Kinda hard to explain what I mean by that.
Well, my 2nd uncle goes home in less than a week now and it has been great having him here - I still am looking forward to writing my entry about his whole visit. Im riding the rollercoaster as always - just right now instead of dropping down, it has leveled out... hopefully sometime soon it will be gong up again!
Corey \