I know the last chapter was a bit deep and a lot of you didn't like it, but that's all in writing I suppose. Here is the day after, when Jay goes to school. As mentioned previously, this is a work of fiction...sort of ;-)
The weight of my books was nowhere near the weight of the nerves I built up on my way into class. I took so long in the shower this morning that I was late for school and had to go to detention for the first half of the day. Now it was fourth period and I HAD to see him. I wondered at first if Reid told anyone about what we did, and then I thought that perhaps he would be ashamed too and not come into school. My feelings were so fucked up. I wanted to see him but I couldn't bare the thought of him seeing me. My dream excited me so much I couldn't ignore the fact that I wanted to mess around with him, or any other guy for that matter, even more than I could comprehend. In the shower as I washed my body, I closed my eyes and imagined Reid soaping my up chest, grazing the nipples with his callused hands of a man, innocent eyes of a boy, and the excitement of a teenager getting ready to shoot his first wet load.
My backpack was a thousand times heaver than it should have been. Why do teachers insist on homework and why do school administrators only give us four minutes to get between classes? I didn't have time to go to my locker, and for so many reasons I wish I had been able to. I could have put some of these books up for one, and I would have been able to see the pictures of Melissa taped onto the door of the metal locker that I personalized as my own. I contemplated skipping class as I ended the sterile hall to our classroom but as I looked at the tile floor my thoughts kept reversing to yesterday with Reid.
I swallowed my fear, walked into the classroom and my mind toyed with my fears and induced thoughts of my peers staring at me. I was dirty and it was because of Reid. I committed an unimaginable atrocity by feeling his cock in the barn. I sinned by thinking of his dick embedded in my ass. I would definitely go to hell for wanting to taste his musk scented ass pucker. Hell, however, would be better than being ridiculed by my peers.
I looked at my desk and Reid was not there, the seconds passed and I inched closer to the desk to place my books and binders before the weight of them in addition to the weight on my heart caused me to collapse into my chair.
"Dude, you look like shit"
My friend Andy sensed that I was stressed out. Did Casey and Cynthia see that I was sweating right above my top lip? Could everyone see the perspiration accumulate above my eyebrows? It was May in North Carolina and it was warm, but the air conditioners were pumping cooled air throughout the school for several weeks.
"Yeah, I am fine I just had to run to get here. I didn't want to spend the rest of the day in detention" I retorted.
I took my seat and pulled a gym shirt from my bag to wipe the sweat from my forehead. When I reached down into my bag I could feel a bead of sweat roll down my side.
I looked through my bag with intent for what seemed like an eternity in an effort to hide my face. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to laugh on the inside. I was the only one that knew what happened last night. Reid isn't even here. He didn't tell anyone. He is too chicken shit to tell anyone. He did just as much as I did. Wait a minute, he was more popular and no one would believe that he put his hand on my chest first. My nerves started to tickle my stomach and induce nausea in my guts. I felt the bile rise up from my belly as the realization that whenever people found out - and people would find out - about what happened I would be looked at as a molester or a pervert. My search had ended and I yanked the t-shirt from my gym bag just in time to place it to my lips and catch the vomit that poured from my mouth and with that shirt over my mouth I ran from the classroom into the hallway.
I crouched down to my hands and knees right outside the door welcoming the cool floor on my flaming palms. My eyes filled up with tears as I gathered my thoughts. The bathroom was right across the hall from the class, so I picked myself up off the floor and entered the sanctuary of the room.
"Dude, what the fuck happened?" I heard as I splashed water onto my face.
"I must have eaten something that didn't agree with me" I responded. Andy followed me out of class after I jolted from my desk.
"Are you going to be alright?"
"Yeah, I just think I need to chill out for a bit. I ran from the commons to get to class on time, I guess it stirred some stuff up. Get back in class, Ill be fine"
"Alright, but I doubt Melissa will be making out with you tonight. She and Jennifer saw the whole thing"
"Gee, well that makes me feel real great, get the fuck out of here. I don't give a fuck if I get a piece of ass tonight; right now I just want to get the puke out of my nose" I tried to joke with Andy and not sound as desperate as I was feeling.
I couldn't believe it I puked in class. Andy left the bathroom once I assured him that I would be fine, and I think the smart ass remark about the stench of vomit made him feel like I was going to be fine. I am sure he would report the whole thing to the class. I tried to play it cool; well as cool as one could after puking into a shirt, so that would cover the thought of my nerves getting to me. It was the food that they served in the cafeteria that made me sick. I could play it off and a couple of kids would surely use it as an excuse to be too sick to come to school tomorrow.
The tardy bell rang as I splashed water onto my face. I blew the chunk filled snot into my hands and washed them in a poor attempt to get the smell out of my nose. The water was a cool welcome to my face. The sound was relaxing to my ears. The taste cleansed my mouth. I was lost in the moment. The tranquility of being in the bathroom with no one around, the water running from a faucet soothing my mind gave me peace. How could I let this get to me this bad? Was it my dream or the actions that took place in the barn? Was it the fact that I wanted Reid to do more to me than he did...but a little less than I dreamt? While I flushed my mouth with one more handful of water everything seemed to be at peace. I could do this. I could go back to class. I was making a mountain out of a molehill.
I gained my composure and looked into the mirror. My face was void of the tan color I accumulated over the previous weekend. I was flushed and my eyes were red, but I would be fine. I smiled at the reflection in the glass.
"Damn pizza," I rehearsed.
I walked out of the bathroom with a little added pep in my step. "I'm cool" I told myself, but as I edged the door of the classroom Reid rounded the corner.
"Are you OK?" he asked
I stammered, how would I find the right words? Before I could mutter an answer he put his hand on my arm, forcing me back into the hall and over to the bathroom again.
His hand was mighty as he gripped my bicep and led me back into the bathroom.
"Hey, I am fine. I had some bad lunch, man"
"Bullshit, I looked for you in the lunchroom and you weren't there" he forcefully said in his deep southern drawl
"What the fuck, you think I have to eat in the lunchroom." I said angrily, "I had detention because I overslept and I had to eat in ISS"
My back was against the cold brown wall opposite of the sink and I could see Reid's back in the mirror. He was looking at me but I ignored his stare and focused on the sink.
"Jay, look at me"
I could feel his breath on my face and I did not know what to do. The tears flowed from my eyes and I sunk down the wall into a squatting position on the bathroom floor. Trying to cover my eyes with my hands to push the tears from their ducts I breathed that I wanted him to leave.
"Jay, I am not going to leave. Listen to me. Look at me"
He gripped my wrists with his hands and pulled them away from my face.
"Jay, I know how you feel. I was up all night. I didn't know what to do. Is that why you're acting this way?"
"What do you think? I don't know what you're doing in here. Shouldn't you be in class laughing at the freak that ran out of class? I am sure you would love to make fun of me now, it would be a great way for you to look like the big ass jock in front of your friends."
"Is that what you think of me? Do you really think that I would do that? Dude, I like you. I wouldn't have asked you to help me out yesterday if I didn't."
"Reid, I don't know what I think" I looked at him in the eyes, his squared jaw softening as the grip of his hands loosened. As his eyes looked into mine, I saw a tear form and fall down his unshaven face.
"Jay, we'll get through this. I don't know what will happen because of yesterday. I liked it. You excited me. I don't want to broadcast it all over the school, but I liked the feeling of your cum on my face" his lips broke into a smile as he continued, "And I liked the taste of your kisses and your hand on my cock"
I smiled at the memories of our tryst amongst the horses and hay. I even had a wicked flash of the dream from last night.
He placed his lips on my forehead and cupped his hands behind my neck, "Now, we have to get back to class before anyone comes in here. Tell you what, you dry that face of yours and quit your pouting and you can help me shovel horse shit again tonight. My mom and dad won't be back until tomorrow. Maybe you can spend the night"
I stood up and smiled, thinking of how dramatic that whole puke fest had to have been. Reid rapped his arms around me, one under my arm and the other over my other arm and squeezed me tightly.
"Jay," he repeated, "we'll get through this"
II
Over the course of the hour of Spanish class, I felt a lot better. I realized that Reid wasn't going to make fun of me and that it wasn't just a set up to see if I was queer. While working on our assignment for the class Reid tapped his pencil on the back of my neck. The soft thump of the eraser was an innocent reminder of his presence. The next classes were a breeze, compared to my stress filled morning, and before long the bell of freedom rang and we were released from school for another night. I didn't know what to expect from Reid tonight now that the primary tension was broken. I didn't even have a chance to see Reid the rest of the day. He did, however, send me a text message reminding me that I needed to help him after school.
I had the top off of my Jeep, put in the CD from "Big and Rich" then turned the volume up enough to blast the music across the parking lot. As I was waiting in the parking line Andy ran up to the Jeep and jumped in.
"Can you drop me off at my house? Casey left this afternoon and I need a ride"
My mouth dropped and I turned up my nose as I watched Reid's truck pull in the line of cars behind me.
"Dude, you look a lot better than you did this afternoon, I guess it was that pizza from lunch"
"Yeah, I just needed to get it out of my system I guess" I responded mildly.
My phone vibrated signaling that I had another text message, it was from Reid, "Sup? U Comin?"
If only he knew how badly I wanted to.
"Listen Andy, I'm still not feeling that well, can you get a ride with someone else?"
"Come on just drive, you can stop by Melissa's. I'll bet she would give you something to make you feel better"
"Right, but I just want to get home and get some sleep. I am supposed to help Reid with his Spanish homework tonight and I want to go home and take a nap. Lauren is right behind us get a ride from her.
"I've already ridden her. I doubt she would let me do it again" He quipped.
"Andy, get the fuck out of my car" I said with a smile because I knew he would get her to take him home and in turn he would get a piece of ass or at least a blowjob from it.
He slapped my chest in and pretended to cough into his hand, "OK, yeah I need to get a ride with her. You might be contagious and I don't want to get what you have" He joked.
"Later man" I said as he hopped out of the car and grabbed his back pack out of the back seat.
I picked my phone up and typed in a response to Reid, "Wldn't mis it"
The sun warmed my body as I drove out of the parking lot and onto Raleigh Road. I pulled a baseball cap from beside my seat and put it on my head backwards to keep my hair from blowing into my face.
Within ten minutes I was at Reid's and I pulled into the gravel drive and parked. He pulled into the parking space beside me and looked over with a devious smile before pulling his gearshift into park. We both turned off our vehicles at the same time and our radios and engines silenced. As I got out of my car the gravel crunched beneath my feet and we slammed our doors shut.
"Should I get my books?" I questioned
"Nah, I don't think our lesson will come from a text book today"
Reid stepped over to me and put his hand on the small of my back and winked his right eye. I could tell that we would learn more from each other tonight than we would the entire year in school. His mouth broke into an enormous child-like grin and I couldn't help but laugh as I felt the butterflies in my stomach.
"What???" Reid exulted
"Nothing, I just feel like a kid with his first crush or something"
"Me too"
I couldn't believe that I was standing here in the late afternoon of an early summer day with the star football player from school. I didn't know how to comprehend what was going on, but I did know I liked it.
Reid grabbed the long belt flap from my Abercrombie shorts and tugged me toward him with enough force to jolt me against his chest. Our lips met and his emerald green eyes sparkled with excitement. Again my lips parted and broke into a smile, but this time they were in full contact with his full mouth and we gazed into each other's eyes.
"Let's get in the house" He whispered still locked onto my lips.
"I am following you're lead, I don't live here remember" I jokingly responded.
Reid and I ran up the stairs of the grand porch and he opened the door to the mudroom that I remembered from my dream. He closed the door behind me and the glass rattled in the old wooden frame as he pulled me to his body and brought my face to his, introducing his lips to mine once more, but this time with more aggression and passion.
Our lips pulsed against each other's as our hands groped our teenaged bodies. Reid's masculine hand slipped up the back of my t-shirt and I gripped his thick neck, pulling him closer into me. His chest heaved and he pressed his groin into mine as my hand wrapped around the back of his neck, gently digging into his muscular skin.
We were much more aggressive with each other today than yesterday in the barn. The preliminary hesitation of touch could not be farther from where we were at that moment, as we let our animalistic urges begin to take over. I walked him backward into the kitchen until he was ass against the kitchen island. He carelessly sat on one of the barstools and stroked the side of his face with my hand before hooking my thumb under his chin, lifting his face to stare into his eyes. Not losing contact with his gaze I lowered my mouth slowly toward his mouth. I never felt lust like this. Reid was bringing out a side of me that I had never known. I was possessed with desire for him. My heart raced and my cock strained in my shorts, dripping with pre-cum. I brought my mouth down toward his, and when he moved to meet my kiss I reinforced my grip and exposed his neck for my lips to experience.
Reid had not shaven this morning and his stubble was nothing short of a beard. I scrapped my lips across his neck, pressing them into his skin ever so gently. I mapped my way up to his ear and kissed behind his lobe before suckling the small fleshy drop of skin. I could tell he was getting turned on from my possession of his body. The more I tightened my grip on his neck and the stronger I forced my free hand over his body the stronger he panted. I kissed the inside of his ear and whispered a soft "thank you" to him before releasing my grip from his face.
He looked at me bewilderingly and grabbed my shoulders again pulling me into his kiss. Reid wrapped his arms around me holding me close to his body. His thick chest and powerful arms felt so warm and natural. With him being taller than me, Reid picked me up off the floor and sat me on the counter spreading my legs around his waist. Just as quickly as we became engaged in our lust, he relaxed. Reid kissed my lips with a small peck and put his hands on my thighs. He had such an amazing power over me. Here we were in the kitchen of his parent's house, me sitting on the cold marble counter with this stallion of a teenager smiling at me.
"Why did you stop?" I questioned with a smile.
"I don't know. I just wanted to look at you for a little while." Reid responded with a sly smile. "Jay, what do you think about this?"
"You know what I think about it. It made me sick. I don't know if it was from being scared, nervous or ashamed, but I don't see how I can feel any of that right now or even with you last night in the barn"
"I think I understand. Last night when you left, I walked into the house and thought about what we did over and over and I wanted not to smile and feel good about it, but it just felt right." Reid continued to speak while looking directly into my eyes, "Jay, I have never felt this way, you know, this close to a girl"
"I love everything I have done so far and I had a dream last night that we did more, but I wouldn't have thought that we would be here again today. To be honest, I thought it was a set up or something to find out if I was gay"
"Jay, I don't know why I did that with you yesterday. I haven't ever even thought about being with a guy, but now that I kissed you and felt you in my mouth and tasted your cum, I can't think about anything but being with you"
I pulled his ear back into my mouth and gently bit his lobe once more before demanding, "Then let's do some more"
III
Before it got too late I called my mother and told her that I was spending the night over at Reid's. She knew Reid from the local paper and the football and baseball team pages from my yearbook, but I never talked about him at home.
"OK, your father and I didn't do anything to upset you did we? You haven't been yourself lately"
"No, mom, he's in my Spanish class and he needs some help with it to stay in honors"
"OK, well tell his mother thank you and if she needs anything she can give me a call"
I hung up the phone and looked at Reid, "Well, it looks like Ill have to borrow something to wear to school tomorrow"
We moved up to his bedroom before I called my mother, so when I hung up the phone he pounced onto the bed, tackling me. "I am sure we can find something for you to wear what size is this shirt" he asked as he pulled the shirt from my body in one quick shuck. I pulled his t-shirt over his stomach exposing the silky hair that covered his abdomen. He grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his chest and head. He still had me pinned on his bed and he dropped his shirt over my face so I could not see his shirtless body. I squirmed under him but he was too heavy for me to move, but he sat on m crotch and ground his ass into my cock. We were both still in our shorts but I could feel the heat of his thighs and ass on my midsection. I reached for his chest and felt one teasing handful of his chest hair before he pinned my hands above my head. His grip was vise-like, but not painful, and he lowered his face to my chest and licked my nipple.
I looked down at him and again our eyes were locked but his mouth continued to tease my sensitive nipple. I thrust my hips up pushing myself again into the fabric of our shorts. Reid sucked harder on my nip as I thrust harder into his backside.
"Let me get rid of these shorts" He muttered and he let his grip on my hands loose in order to free our cocks from our shorts.
Reid took off his shorts but instructed me not to move. I watched him loosen his belt and unbutton each button from his cargo shorts before they exposed his tight white briefs. He had to pull the otherwise baggy shorts over his bulbous ass before they dropped to the floor and then he stood with in his underwear with his trunk like thighs stretching the white fabric contrasting with his tanned and hairy legs. His cock leaked so much pre-cum in our wrestling around that his cock head was visible through the wet fabric. He adjusted his growing member by reaching into his shorts and when he pulled his hand out of his underwear he gathered a sample of his personal lube onto his thumb then pushed it into my mouth. It tasted sweet and savory with the same intensity. I sucked every drop from his thumb and began to whimper for more. He smiled and climbed back onto the bed and put his brief ensconced cock to my mouth. As I sucked some of the juice from the fabric I could feel his dick throb against my nose. I could smell the musk from the day and I felt my cock throb in ecstasy.
I outlined his cock with my mouth and with every exhalation I closed my mouth over the pipe of manhood and intensified his hard on with hot breath. He pulled away from my mouth and sat back down onto my crotch and I felt his spit soaked briefs on my flat stomach.
"Let's get this out of the cage," Reid said as he reached around and grabbed my cock. I reached down to my shorts and after I unbuttoned them they slid down my narrow hips and slender thighs with ease. Reid has legs of an ox; while I was more of a long distance runner with a slim defined build so we didn't have to play tug of war with the fabric of my clothing. My boxers and shorts landed on the floor and my ridged prick slapped up toward my belly button. Reid smiled wickedly with a grin that half exposed his perfect teeth while biting his bottom lip.
He reached out and wrapped his massive hand around my dick before he lowered himself to the floor in front of me. He licked the underside of the shaft before burying his nose into my bush. My pubes were not coarse or thick, but they held onto a nice musk from the hot spring day. He inhaled my scent and his eyes were transfixed with mine. I nodded and placed my hand on top of his head before he slowly licked my thighs and scrotum while stroking my young cock. He followed his hand up and down with his tongue, tasting my shaft along with spreading my pre cum over my cock. His mouth finally kissed the tip after minutes of the slow methodical jacking of his hand. He gripped the base of my dick and released his square jaw, then opening his rose red lips he inched my dick into his mouth.
I sighed with exasperation as my fingers gripped the pillow under my head. My audible approval gave him the faith to devour more of my cock and with each decent he swallowed more of me until I was root deep in his mouth.
"Stop" I panted
"What did I do? Am I doing it wrong?" Reid questioned, he looked at me with those huge green eyes and pressed his lips to my dick. He resembled a child that had been given a lollypop for the first time.
"No, you are doing it all right!" I canted. I told him that if he didn't stop I would cum soon, and to be sure I didn't want to do that. I wanted this to last a little while longer. He refused my request and began sucking vigorously on my cock. Reid reached up and placed his free hand on my chest and I clasped onto it quickly as if to hold my heart in the cage of my body. I could feel Reid's spit trail from my cock and down my balls. He was making me completely wet with his mouth. My sweat mingled in with the sweat on my balls and ass, as I got closer to my orgasm I gripped and bucked tighter with him.
Reid furiously pumped his dick as his mouth did all the work on my member and as I neared closer to my orgasm I warned him to stop but he took his hand from my chest and commenced to prime the juice from my balls. He stood between my legs and matched his assault on my meat with the strokes of his, and he let out a moan from the bottom of his stomach as he came on my balls and cock. Shot and shot again covered his cock filled hands and my sack. Mixed with spit, he finished jacking me off with his natural lube and as I pulsed in his hand I propelled high into the air the first of a dozen shots of my seed. My back arched and he covered my lips with his mouth welcoming my orgasm with his kiss. I convulsed as he continued to extract the sweet nectar of my teenage honey from my dick. I could feel each pulse from the base of my prick and my ass twitched to shake the last drops from my head.
We lay there entwined in each other for several silent minutes. Out bodies exhausted and minds reeling when Reid finally took his sticky hand away from my body. I was covered in a thin layer of sweat but I didn't get up as Reid exited the room and disappeared into the bathroom.
I heard the water of the shower begin and then he came into our makeshift love den and sauntered back towards the bed. His chest hair was matted from the sweat and cum that was the final product of our lesson. His lips broke into his devilish smile and his eyes glistened.
"Come on pretty boy," he stated "let's get in the shower then you really do have to help me with my Spanish."