Cuck Holiday – Chapter 11
After spending a good half hour scrubbing the tally marks off my body, and especially off my face last night, while listening to the sounds of Harry and Josh fucking together after their romantic date, I finally got to bed, and slept for a really long time. I woke up to the sound of the two of them in the kitchen making coffee. As my eyes adjusted to the morning light, I overheard them talking.
"What do you think about me having some time with your boy today? Take him out for a walk while you get some chill time?" I heard Josh saying.
"Sure man. Would be cool for you guys to hang out more and get to know each other" Harry said.
"Cool, that's a plan then" Josh said. "You ready for coffee now, yeah?"
"Definitely babe" Harry answered.
Hearing them talk about me and plan my day without even consulting me got me hard in bed, and like yesterday I felt weirdly guilty just for getting hard.
When I got up, Harry poured me a coffee and told me the plan. I was a bit apprehensive, wondering what Josh wanted, but I went along with what they suggested.
After we all had a bit of breakfast, Josh encouraged me to get ready quickly and we headed out into the warm morning, walking out towards the beach.
As we started walking, Josh didn't say anything, so I tried to think of something to start a conversation, fearing that we actually weren't going to have anything to talk about.
"Did you guys have a good night at the restaurant then last night?"
Josh looked at me but just smiled and kept on walking. After the pause had lasted a while I realised he had no intention of answering my question and I felt embarrassed at how little respect he had for me.
After a long enough break, he said to me "I thought it was about time you and me had a little chat".
"Ok" I answered, cautiously.
We got down to the beach front and started walking along the sand, which ran through my flip flops as we walked, warming my feet.
"The fact is, you're cute and Harry loves you"
I looked across at him, very surprised but happy to hear him say those words.
He caught my eyes as I was looking across, "...but you're not enough for him"
My heart sank again. Of course there was a `but'.
"Harry needs more than just an obedient slut. Right now he fancies me more than he fancies you. I think that's pretty obvious..."
That stung to hear him say. It was exactly what I'd been thinking though and I couldn't argue.
"Sometimes he's gonna want a guy in bed with him who can match his kind of energy and who he really respects. Don't get me wrong, he will still need you a lot of the time, because you've got two nice holes to fuck, and you're just gonna keep getting better at taking his dick the way he wants you to. But realistically, that's as far as you can go sexually, pure holes for him to fuck. That's not your fault. It's just what you are. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
His words were setting off sirens in my head. I couldn't work out how to answer them though. Some of what he'd just said sounded true, but it also sounded worrying. I couldn't process it quick enough, so just nodded and let him continue.
"You see how he smiles after we fuck? Me and him I mean. It's because he's got something different from that. I can match his passion and energy. With other guys, he might enjoy that thrill of conquering a new guy, or in some cases maybe he'll want to let another guy fuck him. This is all stuff you can't do, you can't give him"
"I can learn and adapt though" I said. I could hear how feeble it sounded in my head.
Josh laughed. "It's not about that. That's just not how you tick. You need a less equal dynamic. Look how turned on you are by having real men to serve. Am I right? Does it turn you on more than anything when you submit to a real man?
I paused, but there was obviously no denying it. "Yeah, it does"
"Exactly. And what are you? Are you a real man, bitch?"
"No sir"
"Of course you're not. And am I a real man?"
I looked across at him. His face was rigid. He looked very masculine right now"
"Yes sir" I answered.
"Exactly. I'm mainly a bottom, but I'm not a submissive bitch like you. Like I wouldn't let a guy like Nathan throat fuck me like he did to you. I wouldn't let a guy lock me in chastity, and I definitely wouldn't let a guy make me sleep on the floor. I'm a bottom, but I'm a real man, which is how we're different. And right now, Harry is enjoying having a real man to fuck, especially now he's seeing how low you can go when real men push you hard".
"I don't want our relationship to change though. This was always just about exploring stuff while we were on holiday"
Josh smiled and shook his head. "It already has boy, and there's no going back to before. He knows all the shit that Nathan made you do. He's told me already he sees you kind of differently now"
I looked at him to see if he was being serious. I must have looked half broken, because I suddenly saw a look of compassion in his eyes.
"Look, it's not a bad thing. This is who you are, and you've shown him that, which is awesome. You've also accepted him fucking other guys and even spending the night with them. Your power dynamic has already changed. Now you just need to work out how your relationship adjusts to that"
There was so much in my head, I wasn't sure what I believed. The main things that were in big neon lights were that everything has changed. I thought about Harry spending all last night on a date and sleeping over with another guy, and me barely registering with him. Was this the beginning of the end of us? Was he just not interested in me any more?
As this was all sinking in, Josh diverted us off the beach, back onto the street, and across the road to a side street.
"Listen, all this doesn't take you out the equation. You guys are good together in a lot of ways, and he has a high sex drive, so he needs your holes to be always available for him when he wants to dump a load in them..."
We were approaching a sex shop down the side street, and I suddenly started to wonder what Josh had in store next.
"...you need to be always ready to serve his needs. And the dynamic needs shift. You need to let him know that your ass is his property. Your body is his property. That's what he's going to want".
Josh opened the door to the shop and ushered me in.
"Hey Carlos" Josh said to the guy behind the counter, who greeted him back in English, with a strong local accent.
"So we're looking for a new cock cage for this slave. Me and my boyfriend want to make sure we can keep him obedient for us"
I looked at Josh and he winked back at me. "Don't worry, we'll get you one that fits properly. I promise you this is something that Harry wants. It's going to make him want you more".
I thought about what Josh had said about the relationship changing, and the way Harry was increasing behaving to me, and it felt like he was right. I followed Josh and Carlos who were now picking different cages off the shelf and talking about them.
"Drop your shorts" Josh said to me.
I looked at him surprised.
"Come on, stop fucking about. Carlos needs to see what size he needs for you".
I slipped my shorts and briefs down, while they both looked expectantly at me. My small soft dick hung down.
"Is it ok to handle him?" the shopkeeper asked Josh, still assuming I was Josh's slave. Josh quickly agreed, and I didn't bother to try and correct his misunderstanding about roles. It seemed easier to just let Josh be in charge.
The shopkeeper held it then measured it and based on that pulled down two main options for Josh to choose between. Josh chose a black cobra option and took it across to the till.
"Wallet out slave" he said to me.
Again, I was shocked, but I knew there was no choice here. I got my credit card out and handed over way more money than I'd expect to pay for a small bit of plastic, especially one that would be used to stop me from experiencing orgasms. After it was bought, Josh asked Carlos to help with fitting it on me, and in a few minutes they had manoeuvre my balls and soft dick into the cage. Josh had a big smile on his face as he turned the key, and slid it into his own pocket.
As we walked back, Josh continued where he left off.
"The only issue Harry has now is feeling guilty about being who he is. He wants to fuck with anyone he wants to, but he feels guilty about doing it, because of you. He thinks maybe it's not ok to just fuck around when he has a boyfriend. But the fact is he's accepting of you being a fag, and he even let you spend last night on your knees sucking off 30 different guys in a nasty sex club. So it does feel like it's time you started supporting him to be who he is"
I nodded, taking on board what Josh was saying. I genuinely was grateful to Harry for letting me explore what I needed to, so maybe Josh was right.
"Harry will always want to fuck different guys, and it's your job to let him know he can do that, and you're good with that. At the moment he's too nice to train you into being the submissive cuck bitch you want to be, but I know he would love that dynamic. So between us we need to get him comfortable with that dynamic"
Josh reached down and grabbed at the plastic cage around my dick.
"And this is going to really help us I think" he said grinning. "Can't wait to get back and show your man".
Back at the apartment building, we met Harry relaxing on a lounger down by the pool. Before we sat down, Josh told me to go and fetch three beers, so I left them to chat while I went to get them.
I figured Josh would have told Harry about the cage while I was gone, but Harry didn't say anything when I returned, so I figured not, and just sat there feeling the plastic pressing against my thighs while I drank beer with them both. For the next hour we just lounged and Harry and Josh got onto talking about films for a while, which I contributed only a little bit to. It was nice just to relax and not think about anything for a bit.
After a while Josh suggested I go round to the shop and fetch a box of beers so we could all go relax up in the apartment for the afternoon. Again, I accepted his suggestion without arguing, and as I headed to the shop, the two of them went up to the apartment. I got back with the beers, 20 minutes later, and came in to the two of them relaxing on the sofa, both with a beer from the fridge already half drunk.
"So Josh says he bought you a little present while you were out?" Harry said to me, as I put the box of beers down on the kitchen counter.
I fought the instinct to say it was me that had paid for it, and just nodded.
"Strip then and let me see you" Harry said with a confident smile.
Josh took a swig of beer with a smile on his face.
I slid my t shirt over my head, then slowly dropped my shorts and briefs to the floor, so I was fully naked other than the cage. I walked across to them.
Harry held the keys up, then leaned forward and grabbed the cage.
"Nice. So I now have full control over this"
"It's all yours man" Josh said. "You're welcome".
Harry smiled and took a swig of beer. "I think it kind of suits him actually. It looks way better than the one he borrowed from you before"
"Yeah, definitely" Josh agreed. "Even more reason to keep it on him for more of the time".
Harry laughed. "Absolutely". He turned to me. "So boy, maybe you need to show Josh how grateful you are to him for this gift, in the way you know best"
"Mmm, fuck yeah" Josh said, opening his legs wide, as Harry's hand on his crotch quickly got him to semi. He slipped his shorts off so his dick was standing up ready.
I dropped to my knees and saw Josh's smirk as he slid his hand into my hair and grabbed it, pulling me down on his dick. As he pulled my head down, I heard Harry leaning over and kissing him deeply.
They carried on like this for 10 or 15 minutes, before Josh pulled me off his dick and pushed me back on my knees.
"Hey, I've got an idea. Now we're all getting to know each other a lot better, how about another beer, and we play a game of truth or dare?"
My heart skipped. I wondered how long Josh had been planning for this.
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