Cuck Holiday – Chapter 4
"Kneel faggot" was all he said and he went across, sat on the bed and started looking through his phone. I dropped to my knees and stayed there, fully naked except a jockstrap, on the stone floor, just looking up at him on the bed. He was completely ignoring me, knowing I'd continue to obey him and just wait there for his next order. I started to tune in to the noises in the flat, and to the noises from the room on the other side of the lounge.
I could hear the sound of Harry and Josh talking excitedly, although couldn't hear what they were saying. It came and went, and I figured the quiet bits was where they were making out. After a few more minutes I could hear the sound of the bed starting to move.
"How's that feel, hearing your boyfriend taking another man to bed and forgetting all about you?" Nathan said, not even looking up from his phone.
I didn't know how to answer it. I wasn't sure how I did feel, so I said nothing.
I felt the slap of his hand across my face. He moved so quickly I wasn't even ready to get out the way of it.
"When a man asks you a question, you answer straight away, you little bitch"
He grabbed my neck, pushing me backwards enough so I couldn't move, and spat in my face. "Answer the fucking question. How does it feel knowing he's upgraded and he's fucking a hotter man now and he's left you in the other room with a guy who's gonna treat you like shit?"
"I don't know Sir" I said, wanting to answer quickly. "Kind of humiliating I guess Sir"
I saw a smirk creep over Nathan's face. "Totally humiliating. You're so pathetic" he said, and spat in my face again.
The noise of them fucking was getting louder. I could Harry's grunts, and Josh's moans as he took the fucking.
"You ready to take more dick?" Nathan asked.
I quickly replied yes, but he just laughed. "Actually I don't give a fuck if you're ready. You take my dick whenever I want it. It's all you exist for".
He grabbed me by my hair, pulled me across the room to where there was a long strip mirror on the wall and he pushed me forward so I was bending over in front of him, facing the mirror. He let go of my hair and pulled my hips in towards him so I could feel his hard dick at my hole. He then reached down and pulled off one of his socks, gave it a quick sniff, then reached forward and pushed it into my mouth until it was fully inside and my lips closed around it.
"Don't want the guys to hear how bad I'm destroying your hole".
He got back to my ass, squeezed a load of lube onto his dick and rubbed some round my ass, and I felt him push inside again. I rested my hands against the wall by the mirror, so I had stability as he eased inside me, but once he was in, he grabbed a handful of my hair again, and pulled me backwards so I couldn't get any support from the wall. He pushed my head down so my body was almost at right angles, then he pulled my neck back so I could see myself in the mirror. His muscled alpha body standing behind me, and me bent over, head pushed down, ass resting around his thick dick, and my mouth stuffed with his sweaty black sock, tasting the scent of his feet. I was nothing more than his fuck doll.
He started sliding in and out slowly, and then picked up pace. His dick was so big it was hard to take, and made me squirm as I tried to accommodate it all. When it hurt I just bit down on the sock and waited for the pain to subside. I knew I only had one purpose and I had to please him.
He fucked me in that position for a good 5 or 10 minutes, before turning me and pushing me towards the bed, without taking his dick out. With me pressed down into the bed, he could slam harder and hold his dick in deeper. It was getting harder for me to take and my moans through the sock were getting louder. He didn't stop and let me rest though, it just made him go harder and deeper and after a few minutes he gave a final slam into me and let out a deep moan as he unloaded deep inside me. After he shot his load he stayed on top of me, dick still deep inside and his seed draining out into me. I felt his hands over my face as I was pinned down by his body. He spat in one of them and started rubbing his spit across my face, then two of his fingers entered my mouth and felt the sock still lodged in there.
"Such a good obedient little faggot. I could tell straight away you just needed a bit of training up".
Eventually he lifted off me and sat on the bed, then lifted me by the hair and pushed me back on my knees on the floor. He reached down and pulled the sock out my mouth.
"Clean it" he said, and assuming he could only mean one thing, I leant forward and took his dick in my mouth, swirling my tongue around it and rubbing my lips across to clean it.
"Good bitch" he said, pushing me back by my forehead.
He took one of the pillows and threw it on the floor next to me. "Enjoy your bed tonight" he said, and swung his own legs up onto the bed, spreading his legs to take up more of the space.
I looked down at the pillow, and the thin rug on the floor. It was plenty warm enough in here not to have a sheet, but I knew how uncomfortable this would be. But I also knew I didn't have an option. I couldn't go and interrupt Harry and Josh, and there's no way Nathan was going to let me sleep on the bed tonight.
The only thing worse than the idea of sleeping on the floor though, was the thought of Harry finding out that Nathan had made me do it. He'd think I was so pathetic. He'd never be able to see me in the same way again.
"Sir, please can I ask something?" I said, after a few minutes, still on my knees by the bed.
"If it's about sleeping in the bed, don't waste your breath. Beds are for real men. Fags stay on the floor"
"But..."
He sat up. "This isn't some kind of love story like Harry and Josh you dumb bitch. I'm training you like an animal, because its what you deserve. You're beneath me"
"I know Sir, but..."
"Say you're beneath me"
I swallowed, knowing I couldn't get any further without obeying him.
"I'm beneath you Sir"
He laughed. "Good. I'm glad you know it."
"Please can you not tell Harry though. About using me like this, or sleeping on the floor. He's not ready to know that about me Sir. Please."
Nathan reached down and put a hand on the side of my face, the first time it felt like he'd been in any way tender with me since we met. He rubbed his hand down my cheek and slid a couple of fingers into my mouth to open it. Then he leaned forward and spat into it.
"Shut up faggot" he said and slapped my cheek twice.
"Now, here's your orders for morning. You're gonna get up 6.30am without waking me up. You're gonna go make me coffee and you're gonna come back and wake me up with your lips around my dick, ready for me to pound my morning wood down your bitch throat. You got that?"
I looked up at his stern eyes. "Yes Sir".
I obviously slept really badly. After an hour or two trying to get comfortable though, I did somehow fall asleep and at least got a few hours. I kept my phone next to me so I could check the time, but couldn't set an alarm, because I didn't want to wake up Nathan. From about 4am, I only really dozed, because I got scared of falling asleep and missing my 6.30 get up. In the end I got up at about 6am, and silently walked through to the lounge. I went over to the windows and just watched the sun rising out there. About 6.15 I heard a movement from the main bedroom and quickly started to think what I'd say to Harry if he saw me out here at this time. I'd just say I couldn't sleep I figured.
As the bedroom door slowly opened though, it was Josh who crept out and slipped the door closed behind him. He saw me and grinned.
"Guess you're on coffee duty" he whispered to me.
I nodded.
"He likes it black, one sugar by the way". The realisation I'd never asked that hit me. I started thinking how annoyed he'd have been if I'd got it wrong, and I felt really grateful to Josh.
"Fuck, thankyou so much" I whispered back, almost without thinking.
Josh laughed. "Always amazes me how quick he whips bitches like you into shape".
I looked up at him and his words sunk in. Two nights ago we met Josh for the first time, and we were all playing in a threesome. Suddenly now, I'd let him see exactly how much his mate had turned me into an obedient bitch. I looked at him kind of dumb, just not sure what to say.
"I gotta piss" he whispered. "Probably won't be long til he's got you taking care of that too" Josh said, and gave me a light slap on the cheek.
I listened to the sound from the bathroom, thinking about what he said and picturing Nathan using my throat to piss in. Then I watched Josh tiptoe back across the lounge and slip back into the bedroom. Through the crack in the door I could see Harry's naked sleeping body with no sheets over him. Josh turned and gave me a wink before shutting the door closed behind him.
I got the coffee together and put it onto the bedside next t Nathan, then slid onto the bed, between Nathan's thick, hairy legs, and slid my lips onto his semi-hard dick. As soon as I was in place I felt his hands close around the back of my head. I couldn't tell if he'd been awake the whole time, or just the feel of my lips on his dick had woken him up. Either way, he soon got fully hard and took complete control of my skull as he bounced my throat up and down on his dick like a fleshlight. My throat slime was leaking out all over, but I just switched off my brain and allowed him to use me however his dick wanted. As he got close he turned me on my side and draped a leg across my body so he could fuck down harder in my throathole, and he slammed a load deep down inside me.
After a few seconds he pulled out, wiped his dick over my face and hair to clean it off, and told me to get out of the bed.
"Alright, I've finished with you for now boy. Go back in the lounge, start prepping breakfast, and make sure none of the men need to lift a finger this morning, while Josh and me get ready for work. I'm gonna have another nap – dumping a load like that always makes me sleepy"
I watched him roll over and realise how jealous I was that he was getting more comfortable sleep after I was so sleep deprived. The inequality between him as a man and me as a fag was massive. But I also knew I wasn't going to say anything. This was just how it was.
"Get out my fucking room faggot" he said, from underneath the blanket, and I grabbed my clothes and went back through to the lounge, closing the door behind me.
From the other room I could hear the bed moving a bit and some laughing and chatting, and I could imagine their bodies rubbing against each other, and their hard dicks close to bursting as they kissed and stroked each other. My boyfriend and the guy he chose to spend the night with instead of me.
Instead of listen to them fuck, I went and took an early shower, then had a walk out and picked up some pastries, and came back and put fresh coffee on. When the guys did get up, hearing the coffee being made, they were massively grateful, and even Nathan acted really civilly to me in front of the others, and thanked me for prepping all this stuff. When I told him "thankyou Sir" he laughed and told me "you don't have to call me Sir outside the bedroom, unless you want to", and he gave me a hug. As he came in for the hug though he whispered in my ear "good boy".
Gradually each of the guys went and showered and came out without worrying about wrapping themselves in towels. When Josh emerged from the bathroom, Harry couldn't keep his eyes off him, and he intervened on Josh's way to the bedroom, to kiss him deeply and feel all over his body, giving Josh another full-on boner.
Eventually the guys got ready and headed out to work, leaving Harry and me relaxing in the lounge, and looking out at the stunning weather and the beach and sea in the distance.
"Man, Nathan is in amazing shape, and his dick looks massive" Harry said, seeming so relaxed after his night and morning. "Guessing you had a hot time?"
The truth was I had in no way processed everything that had happened. I couldn't work out myself if I liked what happened or if it was too much. I didn't know if I wanted to serve him more or never see him again.
"Yeah, he has a really great dick" I said, not wanting to get into much more detail than that, and letting Harry assume it was just a normal night.
"Did he get into any of the dom / sub kind of stuff that you wanted?" Harry asked. "Josh said he was really into that?"
I nodded. "Yeah, definitely, he likes to be in control, so I got a really good fucking"
Harry nodded, but didn't seem to look completely convinced. I just wasn't ready to talk to him more about it yet.
"Thanks for letting me experiment with this stuff" I said, honestly, to Harry. Whatever I was feeling now, I was still grateful to have the opportunity to feel it.
Harry smiled and hugged me into him on the sofa.
"Thankyou too. It's really cool that you're ok with me exploring with another guy too. You are cool about it still, right?"
I nodded. "Yeah, I am. I guess, I don't want you falling in love with another guy or anything though..."
Harry squeezed me tighter. "Promise I won't. This is totally just a holiday fling. Chance for us both to try other things. You're not gonna get rid of me that easily!"
I smiled and felt warm and happy pressing my sleepy head against his beautiful body and just relaxing. Even so, all the thoughts running through my head were Nathan's voice telling me how good Harry and Josh looked together, how they were a proper love story, and how I needed and deserved to be on the floor, how I was beneath him and how my job was to serve real men.
Maybe he was right. Maybe Harry deserved a real man for a boyfriend and I deserved to be used by men like Nathan. I closed my eyes and squeezed more into Harry's warm chest. Right now, I really didn't want that to be true.
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