Darrell Becomes Diana

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Darrell Becomes Diana

I have been very uncomfortable with myself since I was a small boy. I have always had strange feelings when I have been around men, especially in men's rooms while taking a leak or especially in communal showers such as when I was in high school and in the military. Many times I had been approached by gay men as early as when I was in high school. I had always ignored the obvious invitations and implied propositions; the first was when I was in high school and many more over the years.

I didn't understand my obvious excitement over these encounters, but continued to ignore them and the men making them and tried to put them all behind me as if they didn't happen.

But I couldn't help noticing a man's cock next to me at a urinal, I kept telling myself that it was only natural to be curious, but deep down I knew it was much more.

I got married and found that I was not all that excited about having sex with my wife, and had to concentrate to come to orgasm. This went on for only about 6 months when I started noticing the way women dressed when we went out to clubs. My wife and I both liked to dance. This was in the 70s and the women were wearing mini dresses, no bras and more than once, in fact many times it was obvious they were not wearing panties either. See thru blouses were also the fad back then, and in the dark night clubs more than a few were wearing tops so sheer that their nipples were very obvious and in the light of the juke box and close to the stage there tits were very much on display. It really excited me. So I started urging my wife to dress more revealing. She wore long dresses, slips, panty nylons bras the whole enchilada. Now she was very sexy brunette, tall, long legs, nice perky tits and a nice firm ass. Of course I only knew that because at home when we went to bed I could see her naked, but in the clubs she had all those assets covered, but even then she was sexy looking, just not in a slutty way like most of the women in the clubs.

It turned me on seeing the men dancing with these women who were dressed so hot, many times you would see couples walk off the dance floor with the man sporting an obvious raging hard on.

It took a while with continuous urging on my part but eventually my wife was dressing as revealing and slutty looking as the other women in the clubs. Short minis, no bra or panties and sheer tops. It took a long time and it came slowly, first the slip, then the panty nylons, finally the bra and it really took coaxing from me to get her to finally get rid of the panties. Then it was coaxing her to wear shorter and shorter dresses and skirts, and more and more revealing tops. It took a year or more but finally she was the woman in the club the men were all looking at. She looked like she was available and I loved it. Men started asking her to dance and I always gave my OK and enjoyed watching them on the dance floor, especially when the man had an obvious hard on when he walked her back to our table.

I kept wanting more and she now seemed willing to do whatever I wanted, of course it soon led to men propositioning her, especially when it was obvious I was agreeable.

Finally one day she told me about a guy at the local grocery store that kept hitting on her. I was now telling her how hot it made me when she showed her body off, and when making love would get into really talking sex, telling her how hot it made me when men saw her tits and pussy. I would tell her to spread her legs when she got out of the car or bend over at the produce counter when Ben, the guy in the grocery store was there. Without panties, I knew he would see her ass, and probably her pussy too. Her dresses by now were very very short, day and night.

She knew how hot it made me so would tell me about any encounters during her day and our sex that night would be great. Finally.....she said she had invited Ben over and I was on cloud nine and told her how much I would love that. Well he did come over that Saturday night and at first was uneasy with me there, but I put an old 8mm x rated film on and we were drinking Bourbon for me, Rum for him and coke for my wife, she never drank. My wife was wearing a very short black dress that zipped up the front. I started unzipping her dress until I could get my hand in and cup one of her tits. I could see Ben looking at us instead of the movie. He was on the other side of my wife and we were all three on a couch. I kept playing with her tit, and with my hand forced the zipper further down until both titties were on display and her nipples were now rock hard. Ben finally got up the nerve, whether from my actions or from the Rum but he let his hand rest on my wife's knee. When she didn't do anything he started rubbing her leg until his hand was between her legs close to the hem of her dress, which was now so high that I could tell that her pussy hair was peeking out from under the hem. But I saw that she had her legs tightly closed, but as I played with her tits, now both completely uncovered I could hear her heavy breathing.

I was really getting excited and let my other hand go to her other knee and gently put pressure letting her know I wanted her to open her legs for Ben. Finally she let her legs spread a little allowing Ben's hand to slide down onto her inner thigh. There was just enough light for me to see that his fingers were gently brushing the very tip of her bush. I almost came when his hand finally reached further up her inner thigh forcing her dress up revealing her full bush. I was almost breathless as I watched my wife finally spread her legs open allowing Ben full access to her dripping pussy. Then she did something that both surprised and excited me even more. She reached over and unzipped my pants and at the same time unzipped Ben's pants and our swollen cocks sprang out, one in each of her hands. I am I guess hung a little on the small side, 6 inches hard, but Ben looked like he had a cock over 10 inches, and it excited me so much I wanted to touch it, stroke it, but was afraid to. I unzipped my wife's dress all the way and opened it all the way so we both had full access to her swollen nipples, titties, and wet pussy. We all got so hot we got up without a word and headed to the bedroom. I wanted to see that beautiful cock slide into my wife's hot wet pussy so bad!

In bed it suddenly came to both my wife and I at the same time, we had no condoms and neither did Ben as it turned out. I had a vasectomy so my wife was not on the pill anymore! My wife ended up jacking us both off at the same time, Ben coming almost immediately. After that he was in a hurry to leave, he got up dressed and we walked him to the door. Needless to say, I went out that very next day and bought a large supply of condoms,

I didn't know whether Ben would ever come back, as I think he was embarrassed that he came so fast. But after a few more trips to the grocery store my wife told me he was just embarrassed over the way the night ended, and she was sure he would be back. I couldn't believe how my wife was discussing another man coming over for sex and I was now able to have sex with her with no problem, her dress and obvious willingness to fuck another man really turned me on. I kept thinking about all those nice hard cocks, gorgeous cocks fucking my hot sexy wife.

Of course this is not the subject of this story, but for the next 15 years she was fucking any man she found that turned her on, and it seemed most men did. We played a lot of games in clubs to attract men, and she met many during the day while out shopping or whatever women do. During this time our sex life was more than any man could ask for. I found I really enjoyed licking and sucking on her pussy after she had been with another man, I loved the taste of her juices mixed with another man's cum. It was delicious and when she saw how it excited and turned me on, she would hold it in until she came home, after meeting a man for sex so I could drain her pussy and lick it clean. Now Ben was the only threesome, and it was strictly M2M with no MM action. But I thought about it a lot, just afraid to bring it up. We were in San Antonio for three years and Ben was a steady fuck and two other guys also became fairly steady. We moved around and continued this activity for 15 years then it tapered off because we settled down and both became employed with fairly public jobs, where we knew a lot of people, and where we live is more of a small town then big city, so most everyone knew your business. Finally about 1990 she decided she needed to become "normal", our son was grown and her parents moved here. Those 15 years and the next 5 or 6 where she was still friendly with men, and occasionally would meet men ruined me for life when it comes to "vanilla sex behind closed doors". I just couldn't get excited during sex and that tapered down to where it is now completely a non thing in our marriage.

Now toward the later part of the time when she was slowly starting to dress more and more conservative, and had completely stopped fucking other men, I started to remember all the cocks that had fucked her, and how hot and beautiful Ben's cock looked. I didn't admit it even then, but I knew deep down, that I was more interested in the men that fucked my wife, and wondered how good it would feel to hold another man's cock in my hands.

One week my wife went to a wedding out of town and was gone from one Saturday until the next Sunday Late. I decided to go out and have a few drinks that first night and wandered into a club I had heard about. It was a club that was a day bar but a private club after 9 and completely gay after 9. Private was a farce, as if you wanted to go in you paid 5 dollars and signed a form that said you knew the club was gay after 9 and you were OK with it. They gave you a card and from then on you would pay the 5 dollar cover after 9 after showing your card.

I sat at the bar and when my eyes got adjusted to the dim lighting I was amazed at the relaxed atmosphere of the club. I saw a few men kissing, and the waiter was wearing jean shorts with the seams at the side ripped up to the belt line. He was also wearing a cut off t-shirt that came just below his nipples. When he came close I saw he was wearing makeup, lipstick and eye shadow. I found myself getting excited looking at the couples in the club, mostly men but some female couples, men dancing with men to a juke box, and more of the guys in the club were also wearing makeup to one degree or another, not all but a lot. I also saw one guy, very young; wearing a pair of short shorts so tight you could see the outline of his cock down to the outline of the helmet head advertising his availability. I got a little tipsy and decided to get up and go home. I was very surprised at my reaction in the club; I loved it but at the same time very much conflicted.

On the way home I passed the one Adult Book Store in town and being a little tipsy had the nerve to stop and I went in. The front of the store had videos, mags, and toys, plus a lot of very sexy garments for both men and women. I found myself more interested in the women's garments; they looked so naughty and sexy. I found myself browsing in the gay section of the mags and videos. I saw a sign at the back over a doorway covered with a thick blue drape. It said movies so I went to the curtain the clerk at the front desk called to me and asked if I needed quarters. I had not thought anything about quarters I was just going to go back and see what was back there, but being embarrassed to ask gave him a five dollar bill and asked for change, he laughed and said I should at least get change for a ten, so I pulled out another five and gave it to him and he gave me a roll of quarters, I thought this was a bit much, but again I was too embarrassed to question him so I took my roll and went behind the curtain. It was dark so I had to let my eyes adjust before going much farther. I could finally see that I was in a hallway with doors every few feet on each side of the hallway. I also noticed red lights lit on a few of the doors. I started walking down the hallway; it was probably 50 feet long with 5 doors on each side. I walked to the end and noticed three guys leaning against the wall, two were older and one was about my age, 38. They all three looked at me and being very uncomfortable with this new situation for me I turned around and went to the first door that I knew had a vacant cubicle behind it. On the way down the hall I noticed a plaque that either said vacant or occupied like the little signs on airplane bathroom doors. You slid it left and right; one way slid the vacant plaque in place and vice versa. I slid the tab to the right and the cube now showed it was occupied. I saw the coin slot so slipped a quarter in and the screen came on with two men in a 69 position, one black and one white, the black guy had an enormous cock, swollen and dripping pre-cum, my own cock started to strain against my pants. I noticed a rather large hole under the screen and leaned down to look and saw one of the older men that I recognized as standing on the back wall sitting on the bench facing me with his pants around his ankles and he was stroking a beautiful uncut cock. My breath caught in my throat as I watched him milk his cock surrounded with wiry pubic hair, and could even see the pre-cum glistening on the head of his cock; the screen must have been on the wall between us and gave enough light so I had a very good view. I started rubbing my own swollen cock. I couldn't believe how turned on I was just watching him stroke, I almost jumped off my bench when I saw him glance right at me, knowing he could see me looking as well as I could see him stroking. I quickly sat back on my bench and moved to the side of the hole thinking he wouldn't be able to see me any longer. My face was flushed and red with embarrassment. But I was still rubbing my swollen cock through my pants.

The movie stopped and I put in another quarter and the two men were now in a different position, the white guy was on his back and the black was squatting over his head holding his ass cheeks open as the white guy was licking and sucking on his ass, while the black was leaning over stroking the white guy's rigid cock. I couldn't keep my eyes off the huge swollen black cock as it swayed in front of the black's muscular stomach sticking straight up in the air like a flag pole, with a huge swollen plum like orb toping it. I was really excited watching the action, and didn't know how, but my swollen cock was now out of my pants and I was stroking it for all I was worth. About this time the door to my cubicle opened and the guy about my age that was at the back of the hall when I came in was standing there. I didn't know it then but if you didn't lock the door when you entered a cubicle the red light stayed on and this was a signal that you would welcome company. I didn't know about the lock so didn't lock it when I entered the cubicle. I was so shocked sitting there with my cock in my hands, caught by a complete stranger! I was speechless and when I didn't say anything he came in and locked the door. He grinned at me and about that time the movie went off. He said he'd get it and put in a bunch of quarters saying that if you put in at least 5 dollars of quarters the movies would keep running.

There I was afraid, my cock in my hand but at the same time trembling with excitement, a voice in my head was asking "damn am I really gay or what?" He sat down next to me on the bench and without any further ado said he was really glad I came into a gay booth, I had really turned him on and with that he reached over and removed my hand from my cock and placed his hand on it and slowly stroked it. It felt so good, I couldn't believe it, and couldn't believe I was letting him. He smiled and whispered that I must be new to this as my cock started to shrink as my body was shaking so bad. He tongued my ear and undid my belt all the while telling me to relax and enjoy. I was still shaking but was afraid to do or say anything. When he had my belt undone and my fly completely open I felt I had to get out of there, but he reached over and placed my hand on his swollen cock. It was swollen and I could feel the wet pre-cum soaking through his shorts and I could tell he had no underwear on. Still holding my hand against his swollen member he lifted up and slid his shorts down around his ankles and then kicked them aside. Now my hand was on his swollen cock and I could feel the hot flesh pulsing under my hand, I couldn't help myself and when he released my hand I found myself stroking up and down his long hard member. Then he asked me if I had ever sucked cock before and I finally found my voice and whispered "no" in a very meek voice. Then his voice got stronger and he stood and then reached down and lifted me to my feet and I felt him remove my shirt then pants and finally slid my jockey shorts off. I felt so apprehensive, but was completely under his control, I felt so submissive and couldn't believe how good it made me feel. He then became very domineering and told me to get on my knees in front of him, when I hesitated he reached over and grabbed my now dripping cock and pulled me toward him and all but forced me to my knees. Then he surprised me and said he knew that anyone that looked so sexy must be a little slut at heart and he was going to give me my first lesson. He forced my head down all the while calling me a little slut, cocksucker and he was going to make me into his bitch. Tears were coming to my eyes but I found my mouth opening as his cock head pressed against my lips and couldn't believe how good his pre-cum tasted, then he pushed his cock farther down my throat until I thought I would gag, but he pulled out a little when he felt my gag reflexes start to choke me and when I could breathe again, he continued feeding me a little more and a little more of this cock until I felt his heavy ball sack slap into my chin. He let me get use to the monster filling my throat and kept calling me his little cunt, slut, whore and my cock was raging between my legs dripping pre-cum down my thighs as it swung back and forth with in concert with my head being forced up and down this man meat fucking my face. My god I loved it and soon I was using my tongue and sucking as hard as I could. He patted my head and told me what a good cocksucker I was going to make once I had more experience. I soon felt his cock throb and knew he was about to shoot his load and tried to back away, but he forced my head down into his crotch and I felt the hot thick gism shoot into my mouth and down my throat, I had to swallow to keep from choking and found the taste was wonderful, shit I loved it! He got up and made me lick him clean then unlocked the door and again thanked me for the great blow job. When he left I sat on the bench still nude and couldn't believe what I had done. I quickly dressed and almost ran out of the store!

All the way home and all that night I thought about what I had done. I was at first scared, then embarrassed, but by morning I had to admit to myself that I had enjoyed sucking his cock. I told myself that I would forget it and go on. But it was Sunday, I didn't have to work so I spent the day loafing and thinking about all the times I had seen cocks in bathrooms, in locker rooms, in showers and fucking my wife and how now I realized how much it had turned me on, I just wouldn't admit it or let myself even think that I could be anything but hetro. Then I thought of how I really never got all that excited making love to my wife until she started dressing and being slutty and finally started fucking other men, and how I was losing interest now that she was tapering off, and I could foresee that she was becoming more and more conservative in dress and sex every day. By the time it got dark I told myself I was going out for a couple of drinks again, but only drinks. So I got dressed and went back to Saturday's, the gay club I had gone to last night. I told myself it was just a good place to drink and after all I did have a membership card now. I took the same seat at the bar and noticed the same hot looking waiter, dressed the same as he was dressed the night before. I hadn't ordered yet and saw a table come open and moved there, telling myself I just wanted a more comfortable place to sit and drink, but knew in my heart I want the waiter to wait on me so I could get a closer look, it was fairly dark in the club and I really didn't get a good look at him. He saw me and came over and asked me what I wanted to drink. I didn't want to get drunk tonight and the night before I noticed a lot of the guys drank wine, mostly white wine, and I had seen the waiter deliver a lot of colorful drinks, I knew to be cocktails that were mostly ordered by women. So I decided to order a glass of white wine. He winked at me and left to get the drink. His ass was wiggling like little girls, and when he was leaning over the table I could see more clearly how his shorts opened at the side from being split all the way to the beltline. He was obviously not wearing anything under the shorts and I even thought I could see a bit of his ball sack hanging between his legs. He came back with my drink and I gave him a 5 and told him to keep the change when he went to make change. While he was standing there I could see that his shorts were cut so short that his ball sack was peeking out from under the loose legs. I hadn't even started to get a buzz on and already my cock was hard and dripping. I drank the wine down and the waiter noticed and brought me another and I gave him another 5 spot. I ended up sitting by myself for a couple of hours looking at the customers, and say a lot more kissing and now that I was sitting amongst the tables I could see some covert fondling going on. I ordered a last wine telling myself I was going to call it a night and the waiter came over and I asked for a night cap. He brought me another glass and finally introduced himself as Donny. I had been noticing his makeup and decided he looked really sexy, dark red lipstick, purple eye shadow, his lashes were so long he had to be wearing mascara and now I could see up close that his face had something on it, base I think my wife called it, and his features seemed so feminine even though his hair was not long, he looked like a cute little pixie who was flat chested. I was really confused because I found myself envious of him. I finished my drink and waved goodbye to Donny and left. I headed home, but you guessed it, when I saw the ABS ahead, I turned into the parking lot. I told myself I would just browse the toys and garments and maybe watch a short movie or two then go home and get a good night's sleep before work tomorrow.

Well I did browse the toys and gay magazine and video section. Then I went to the clerk and asked for a roll of quarters. They only had 10 dollar rolls I found out. I slipped back into the dark hallway and walked slowly down the dark hall until my eyes adjusted. I again saw a couple of guys leaning against the wall in back. I am a quick learner and with all the thinking I did last night going over my past experiences and last night's experience I more or less knew the system. Occupied cubicles with a red light meant that the person was inviting company. Reading the titles of the movies posted to the right of each door, which I read coming in tonight made it obvious that every other cube was showing gay flicks and every other was showing straight flicks. The hole, which I knew was a glory hole, I had read about them, was between the straight cube and the gay cube. I watched a couple of men come down the hallway and duck in straight cubicles. Then I saw a masculine construction type go in a gay cube and when he closed the door the red light came on. When I saw him walking this way, my cock started to get hard, he was really hot looking, damn I was calling men hot looking. I have no idea where I found the courage, maybe it was the wine, but I went to his cube and opened the door halfway and he looked up with a smile and I saw him holding a gorgeous cock that looked 7 or 8 inches long, but nice and slim. I could tell by his smile that he was giving me an open invitation. I was mesmerized by his beautiful cock and his gorgeous body, he had his pants down around his ankles and his legs looked so firm and muscular, he had hairy legs a real man's man. I closed the door locked it and smiled back at him. It wasn't the wine I knew then, I was just turned on by this sexy creature and wanted to please him in any way I could. He slipped his pants completely off and here was another guy not wearing any underwear. He stood and came over and took me in his arms and kissed me. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and I let my tongue intertwine with his, he put my arms around his neck and while he kissed me he started to undress me and I let him, it felt so exciting and yes made me again feel so submissive, so feminine. Then he sat back down on the bench and pulled me down so I was sitting on one of his strong legs with my legs between his legs. My ass started to tingle as it felt his warm flesh against my own warm flesh. His kisses were so different then kissing a woman, the faint feel of his beard stubble, his hairy legs on my ass and his hot tongue taking control of my mouth. He soon lifted me up, he was so strong, and gently pushed me down between his open legs. He didn't have to push my head down, his dripping cock was so close to my mouth and I couldn't wait to taste his pre-cum then feel his length down my throat. I opened and took him in my eager mouth and was soon sucking and licking his cock all the way to his balls, I licked his thighs and took first one ball into my mouth twirled it around with my tongue then traded for the other, my sexy man was moaning with pleasure and It made me feel so good, and I kept thinking, made me feel so submissive and feminine.

I was disappointed when he lifted me off his delicious cock and lifted me up on my feet but then he bent me over with my hands on the bench. I now got scared, I knew what was coming. He could tell by my body shaking and told me to relax he would be easy, and told me that my ass looked too good not to fuck. He spread my legs out then I could feel him spreading my ass cheeks, I gasped it felt so good, he was opening me up and I was on complete display in front of him. He told me he would be easy, he could see my little cunt was tight and I needed to relax. He asked me if I was a virgin, and I nodded yes. He smacked my ass hard and said we would correct that right now. I jumped at first when he smacked my ass, but the sting felt good. Then I felt a slick finger push into my virgin hole and a second one. My ass will full now but after he messaged my ass hole and I started to feel my excitement raise and at the same time my sphincter muscle relax I felt a third finger enter me and message the inside of my hole. He whispered into my ear telling me that my cunt was getting looser and eager for a cock. Every time he called my ass hole a cunt my cock dripped and my excitement level rose another notch. I felt his fingers slip out of my ass and then felt what I knew was his cock pressing against my sphincter, he pressed harder and the swollen head finally popped through and the pain struck me like a lightning bolt. But he stopped and let my ass muscles get use to the stretching and soon the pain left and a calming soothing effect started to take over my body, and I started to push back at him. He felt me pushing and started to press harder and harder his cock entering my hole a bit at a time. I started hurting again when he started pushing at first but then my ass muscles relaxed and he was able to push further until I felt his heavy ball sack smack my ass cheeks. Now he started to pull out and push in slowly at first and the pain was now all gone, and only a wonderful feeling of complete abandonment and I became completely submissive to him, allowing him to use my body as he wanted. Now I knew how good a woman felt when she was fucked, it was exciting and wonderful at the same time to completely submit to a man. I was soon slamming back into his cock as hard as he was slamming into my hole. I felt his cock tremble, throb and then he slammed into me, his balls slapping my ass hard and I felt the hot thick seed fill my bowels and I felt released. He pulled out of my gapping ass hole with his thick cum dripping down my inner thighs. He whipped his cock with paper towels in the cube meant for that, got dressed and as I was still leaning on the bench with my hands, my dripping ass in the air, he slapped my ass again and said, "Honey you are a great fuck, I hope I see you again." Then he left. I cleaned my ass and got dressed and left as fast as I could. I was embarrassed again, hoping that someone that knew me didn't see me come out of the ABS. On the way home I could feel his seed still in my ass and it felt good.

Yes I was embarrassed but excited at the same time. I had to admit to myself I was probably gay. I did a lot of thinking that night and got very little sleep. I had never been so turned on or enjoyed sex with a woman, even my wife when she was dressing and acting the slut, as I was tonight. I had taken a shower and stroked my cock most of the night as I thought about all this. I was almost glade my wife was not interested in sex that much anymore, I wouldn't have to pretend. When the alarm went off I had just fallen into a very restless sleep. I called in sick and decided to come to terms with myself before the wife got home next Sunday night. I took a leisurely shower and while the hot water was massaging my body I had a thought and wondered how my wife must have felt in public in such revealing clothes. She didn't remember I don't think but she still had some of her old mini dresses in a bottom drawer of a chest in our bedroom. I went in and rummaged around and found 5 of them. She had gained some weight since her twenties, and wouldn't be able to wear them, but I pulled out a slinky very thin blue dress with white polka dots and it brought back fond memories.

We had gone to a go go bar in San Antonio about the time my wife was dressing in her most revealing outfits and just before she brought Ben home and started fucking other men. It just so happened it was a night when they were having amateur night. Girls would dance and the audience would clap at the end and the one with the loudest clapping would win, this night I think it was a hundred dollars. We found a table that seated 6 that was empty, we had got there early. Before long we had company, an older man and two young airmen from the nearby base. Now my wife is 5'7" and I am 5'6" and her dresses were so short that when sitting her pussy hair would peek out between her legs. I always was watching for men eyeballing her, and had gotten to the point that I would urge her to spread them a little to give the guys a thrill, hell I wanted her to give them more than that and she knew it but we weren't to that point yet. Now looking around there were only 4 women in the club, 4 counting my wife. The MC got on a little stage and asked the contestants to come on stage and be introduced. The three women went up on stage and the MC looked at my wife and said, "Honey aren't you going to dance for us?" She started to shake her head, but the two airmen, who we had been talking to for almost an hour, urged her to enter. I had been noticing the one sitting next to my wife glancing down at her lap a lot and knew he could see her pussy hair peeking out; also her nipples were very hard and obvious under the thin material of her dress. She was completely naked under a very skimpy dress and it was very obvious to anyone who looked our way. That is what really turned me on about the way she dressed, men were not hesitant to flirt with here or even openly proposition her even when she was with me. Any man would think she was available the way she seemed to flaunt it, and I seemed to be OK with it, if they only knew, I was more than OK with it. For over 20 years I was very open about our open marriage, it was only open on one side though, I never was interested in other women, only interested in my wife spreading her legs for other men,

Anyway I started urging her also and she finally got up to my surprise and went to the stage where the MC helped her up on the stage. The MC huddled with the women and then turned to the audience and held my wife's hand up and said, "Gents this little lady is wearing nothing at all under this dress so she will not be able to strip down to panties and pasties but I convinced her to dance anyway. Everyone clapped and yelled and my cock got hard and started dripping seeing her up there. I think it was fixed because one girl was led to a pool table in the room with plywood over it giving her a dance platform. Two on stage and my wife was led to the bar which was higher than the stage or the pool table and the MC and bartender lifted her up on the bar right in front of a group of men, not ten inches from her pussy and as short as her dress was I knew they could almost see up her dress along with a lot of the closer tables. I was really getting hot now. I heard the two young airmen gasp and one of them turned to me and said, "Wow man you are lucky to have a wife like that!" then he turned around to watch again. The music started and after the first dance which all four danced fully clothed if you could call it that, they all wore miniskirts and flimsy tops, with bras obviously under them. When the second song started the girls started to strip as the danced in their areas, first the tops, then the skirts and finally the bras under which were pasties. My eyes stayed glued to my wife and I could tell the airmen were staring at her also. She was more than able to compete in the dance department, and when the girls started stripping one of the men at the bar reached up and grabbed a hanging light. There were lights with a metal cone as a fixture and they were hanging down from a high ceiling. He was just able to reach it and turn it dead on my wife. The two airmen gasped and I almost shot my load in my pants which were tented like never before. I was being turned on knowing how thin her dress was and that the men right in front of her could see her, tits ass and pussy very clearly sitting that close, but when the light hit her, her dress all but became completely transparent, most of the club was seeing my wife's beautiful body on display. The song ended and the girls were led on stage. The clapping started as the MC held his hand over each girls head. No my wife didn't win, she came in second. The winner was a hot looking blonde but the airmen told me that she was a dancer at another club and a lot of the guys in the club knew her. My wife came to the table as the men clapped as she walked by and she sat down between me and the one airman. The airmen both looked at us and said as far as they were concerned she was the winner and like young guys with no couth slid a 20 over saying they wanted to give her a prize. We didn't want to take it but they insisted so I bought a round for the table with it. We stayed until the bar closed and the airmen had to leave. I noticed that my wife's legs were spread a little further apart then before her dance, guess she thought everyone in the club had seen her pussy, so she might as well relax. The airman beside her sure was enjoying the view, and his attention was really turning me on too. We went home and had a wonderful night of sex, and during sex talk I was urging her to go further and further. By now I was telling her I was fantasizing about her fucking other men and spreading her legs for any man that looked at her. It was sex talk and got me going but I really meant every word, and I think she knew I did also.

Looking back after the many propositions men had made to me over the years and the obvious interest men showed in me and especially after these last two nights I begin to understand myself a lot more. Our sex life was only good when she was acting slutty and fucking other men. It was the interest men showed in her and the way they treated her and the thought of their hard cocks filling her mouth and pussy and my sucking their cum out of her sweet hot cunt that turned me on and made me able to perform so well in bed.

Sorry got off the subject. I slipped her blue dress with white polka dots over my head and felt it slide down over my hips. Wow it felt so sensuous and hot. I looked in the mirror and was amazed, the dress fit me perfect, my cock was just above the hem and my ass was just barely covered. I walked around the house for a bit and being so naked under this thin dress really had my heart pumping and my cock dripping. My wife had always had a wet pussy when she was acting slutty for me, and now I knew why, the feeling was almost obscene, wanton, even more so then being completely naked. I went into the back yard and walked around and the breeze under the short dress, well I can't explain it, if a man walked up to me right then and said "Bend over I want to fuck you" I would have bent over and begged him to fuck me. I tried on a pair of her heels and they also turned me on. I lounged around for a couple of hours stroking my cock thinking how unfair it was that women could dress this way but men couldn't.

I slipped off the dress and heels and started thinking about my situation some more. I had felt so feminine with the two guys in the ABS, wanted to submit to the guy who fucked me. Me excitement when he was treating me like a slut and calling my ass his cunt, whore, bitch all rattled around in my head. It hadn't bothered me then and now it only turned me on. The dress and heels, the feeling they gave me. I started to realize that I was living sexual experiences through my wife. I looked in the mirror and said out loud, "Shit I am gay, not only gay but a complete slut." All those propositions in the past I had ignored, they obviously could tell I was gay too. Also I was remembering being kissed by a couple of guys, it had felt so sensuous to have my arms around my first fuckers neck while he tongued my mouth, I had felt so submissive and it had felt so very good, my body shivered as I thought about it.

It was mid afternoon now and I was surprised that I was accepting the fact that I was probably gay and was wondering what I should do about telling my wife. That thought scared me, I didn't want to lose her, I loved her very very much, and I was just not sexually attracted to her. I know that doesn't make much since but it is the way it is.

I knew that Saturday's was a daytime normal "straight" bar so decided to have a few afternoon drinks. I got dressed and unconsciously left my jockey shorts off. I was wearing a fairly tight pair of slacks and a button up shirt, short sleeves. When I went out to the car I grinned at myself when I felt how naughty if felt to go naked under my slacks. Yes I was beginning to really understand why my wife use to be so wet all the time, and probably why she went along with fucking other men, hell she must have been on fire all the time being naked under such short dresses!

There were only a few customers at the bar and no waiters; I found myself a bit disappointed that Donny was not there. l sat at the bar and when the bartender came over and I unconsciously ordered a glass of white wine, I had a taste for it now and it only made me tipsy instead of drunk like bourbon did. The bartender was a nice looking girl about my age or a little older. Her name was Jenny and with so few customers and only me sitting at the bar she started chatting with me. I was not there to get drunk so only sipped my drink and a couple of hours later it was getting dark and I noticed the clock over the bar said it was already 7:30. I had enjoyed chatting with Jenny so much the time had just flown. Jenny mentioned that she got off at 8 and the club would start to "revert" she called it. When I didn't ask what she meant by "revert" she giggled and said, "I thought you probably knew about the club turning gay at nine, drinking white wine and all." I turned a little bit red and gulped my drink down. She got me another and told me to relax, she further said, most of the guys who come in during the day are gay, they just don't let it all hang out until after 9, so to speak, when the club turns private.

For some reason she really put me at ease, and I relaxed and grinned at her, and told her that I was just beginning to understand my feelings and told her that I was married to a wonderful woman who was out of town until Sunday Night. We started chatting and it felt good to talk about my feelings and situation to a third party. She was such a good listener. I even mentioned how comfortable I felt in the club after 9, everyone was so relaxed with their sexuality, and open it seemed. Jenny put her hand on my hand and said she completely understood. I looked into her eyes and smiled saying, "Jenny you are so understanding, I wish my wife would be as understanding."

She asked me if I had ever been with another man and I was now pouring out my heart to her, it felt such a relief to put my confusion into words to such an understanding friend. I told her about Saturday and Sunday nights at the ABS after leaving here. She seemed to understand again, which confused me as she was a woman, how could she understand a man's feelings for another man. Jenny looked over my shoulder and said, "Hi Donny let me introduce you to Darrell." I turned on my stool and was surprised to see Donny the waiter from the other night. Donny was wearing his short shorts again, and the same kind of cut off t-shirt. I saw his face was made up again, this time dark blue and black eye shadow and his blood red lipstick. God, I thought, what an erotic creature. Donny said hi and told Jenny that he had waited on me the last two nights. Jenny excused herself and was relieved by Jeff the night time bartender, a very pretty tall obviously gay man. I had noticed him last night. Jenny came out from behind the bar after counting the cash register. She took her drawer out and Jeff put his drawer in. Jenny went to the office behind the bar and came out without the drawer of money and swinging her purse on her shoulder. I saw her for the first time from the waist down. She had a nice ass, a very short skirt and I could see the top band of black thigh highs peeking out from under her very short skirt. The skirt was slit up one side and it was obvious she was not wearing any panties either. Wow I thought wish my wife still dressed like that, what a slut. Jenny saw me staring and giggled.

Jenny asked me to have a drink with her now that she was off duty and led me to a table in the corner. Donny followed us to the table and Jenny ordered for both of us, a white wine for me and a sloe gin fizz for herself. Donny back with our drinks and Jenny said to him, "Honey I missed you last night where were you?" Donny flushed and said, "I'm sorry Jenny, but Stanley wanted me to entertain a few friend of his out at his place in Mims."

Jenny giggled and kissed Donny on the lips and smacked his ass as he left, saying "That's a good little slut." I was a little put off by this exchange and didn't know what to say. Jenny looked at me and said, "Relax Darling, you are finding out you are just like us so accept it and enjoy. You obviously loved having your cherry busted last night and I would bet you are going back tonight for some more cock." I didn't say a thing, just gulped down the rest of my wine and Jenny motioned Donny to bring us another. When he came over with our fresh drinks I almost fell back in my chair, she started telling Donny about my experiences the last two nights and my face was getting red. Donny winked at me and said, "I thought you were probably new to the life a couple of the Tops in here made a few comments about how hot you looked and what a nice ass. I told them I thought you were here by mistake, but they all told me that they knew a hot bottom when they saw one."

Jenny and Donny had me hot talking about me like that; Jenny seemed so different now that she was off duty. I was now thinking about visiting the ABS again later tonight. A masculine black guy walked by to the men's room; actually the two bathrooms were both marked as unisex. I excused myself saying I had to take a leak, I didn't notice Jenny wink at Donny. I hurried into the bathroom just behind the black Adonis. He was standing in front of the urinal all the urinals were the very low ones with not very big wings on them so there was no privacy at all. He had his pants not only unzipped but unbuttoned and wide open while he held his monster black cock and was pissing a stream that reminded me of a garden hose. I took the urinal next to him and unzipped and started my own stream. I couldn't keep my eyes off his cock, and I saw him glance at me and smile. When he finished he shook his cock and turned toward me and slowly put his cock up as I stood there with my dick in my hand like a complete fool. He smiled at me and said, nice cock honey and left. I was now embarrassed all over again, I had made a fool of myself and was standing here still holding a raging hard on from just looking at a man's cock, a black cock at that.

I zipped up and went back to the table. Donny was back with another round of drinks for us and Jenny giggled and asked if I enjoyed the trip to the bathroom. Then she turned to Donny and said, "I think our friend Darrell here is a slut in the making. I think we should help him out." Donny giggled and walked away. I watched his little ass wiggle toward the bar. Jenny noticed my looking and asked me if I was turned on by him, or just jealous because he is so comfortable with his sexuality. I didn't know what to answer and she answered for me. "Sweetie I think you are just jealous." I blushed and buried my face in my glass of wine. Jenny finally got up and said she had to leave and go home and get ready for a night on the town. She was planning on coming back later. It was now 9:30 and the club was filling up when Jenny got up and left. Donny came over and asked if I wanted another glass of wine and I said no, I would be back later. As I rose from my chair Donny said, "Don't get upset with Jenny Darrell, she is just very open about everything. I hope I see you here later."

I left and was going to go home and get dressed up a little better as I had just thrown slacks and shirt on, plus Jenny and Donny had me dripping in my pants. I don't know why, Donny was not my type, and I was really not turned on by women. It was just the openness of their conversation, the fact that they both knew that I had just been fucked last night and there was just something so different about Jenny, I couldn't put my finger on it, but she seemed to have a very sexual aura about her.

I didn't even think about it, my car just seemed to turn into the parking lot of the ABS on my way home. I told myself I was just going to check out a couple of flicks then go home, shower and head back to Saturday's for a quick drink or two before going to bed. I would have to go to work in the morning.

The clerk winked at me when I went in and had a roll of quarters waiting for me. I handed him a 10 and felt my ears turn red as I went through the curtain. I just knew the clerk was laughing at me behind my back. I went to the back and leaned against the wall with two other guys. They both smiled at me, one was stroking his cock through his pants. I felt so wanton standing here knowing that the clerk and these two guys knew I was looking for a man. I just knew they thought I was gay and it still kind of embarrassed me. But not enough to make me stay away. My ass was still a little sore from last night, but thinking of that wonderful cock filling my ass, had my whole body shaking with anticipation of another experience.

I saw someone walk down the hallway toward us and was shocked to see that it was Jenny. She was in the same mini skirt slit up the side with those slutty looking thigh highs on. Women did not turn me on, but for some reason Jenny did. She was not nearly as beautiful as my wife, nor built as good, but there was just something. She came up to the three of us and smiled at me. "Thought I would find you here honey." She grabbed my hand and led me to a gay cubicle. As I followed her one of the guys standing in back said hi to here as if he knew her.

Jenny left the door unlocked with the red light on and fed a bunch of quarters in the slot. She told me to relax and told me that she knew what I wanted and she started to undress me, first my shirt and then she undid my belt and slid my pants down to my ankles and then completely off and threw them to the end of the bench. My cock was now dripping and pointing at the ceiling. I was standing there in front of Jenny completely naked when I heard the door open and flushed when I saw it was the muscular black guy that I had followed into the bathroom at Saturday's earlier. He grinned and looking at me said to Jenny, "You were right nice ass I won't mind breaking her in at all."

I turned completely red, he was referring to me in a feminine term "her", and I was also worried and very apprehensive not knowing what was going to happen. He came over and squeezed my cock then turned me around and bent me over onto the bench like the guy had done last night and now I was getting excited; I was going to be fucked again but this time by a hot looking black guy with a huge cock. I heard Jenny tell him to let her get the little slut ready, and then felt my legs being spread, my ass cheeks being spread and a warm finger with something slippery on it enter my tight little hole. The finger was massaging my sphincter muscle and I started to moan, it felt so good. Then another slippery finger joined the first and the two fingers started to wiggle, massage and start to fuck my hole. Soon a third finger joined in the assault on my ass hole and my moans became louder and louder. Jenny said, "Told you Tommy, she is a natural, I could tell by just talking to her at the bar. She's ready now, make her beg for that black cock."

I felt the fingers slide out and felt my ass cheeks being spread open even wider by two large hands then I felt a huge wet object push against my sphincter until it popped through and a searing pain ran into my guts, tears were coming to my eyes and I was so glad when the assault stopped for a bit, and my black assaulter let the head of his swollen cock rest just in my ass hole until my body started to relax and now the pain turned to an unbelievable high. He felt my sphincter open and the assault started again, as the huge pole was forced into my almost virgin ass hole very slowly inch by inch. Now I was moaning with desire not pain, it felt so good, oh how I loved it. By the time I felt his swollen ball sack smack against my ass I was pushing back wanting more and more of that wonderful cock. I was so hot and when Jenny sitting next to my head asked me how I liked being bred by a black stud, I answered without any hesitation that I loved it. My head was right next to Jenny's hip and I saw she had her skirt raised and had her hands between her legs stroking her swollen cock........"Swollen Cock? Damn Jenny had a cock and it was at least 7 inches and looked delicious!"

I felt a hand slap my ass sharply and the huge cock in my ass reach far into my gut and when I felt the throbbing I knew what to expect and my ass pushed back against a hot crotch begging for his hot cum, and when I felt the explosion and hot thick spewing from the end of my studs cock, I moaned load and my cock spit my load all over the floor between my spread legs.

Tommy pulled up his pants, slapped my dripping ass and again told me that I was a good fuck. When Tommy left Jenny got behind my upturned ass and spread my ass cheeks and I felt her tongue licking my open ass and then felt her sucking Tommy's seed out of my ass hole, I relaxed and let the thick cum load flow out of my ass and felt her tongue licking me clean once I felt my ass empty of cum. It felt wonderful, and then she got up sat next to me again, and leaned over and gave me a deep kiss letting the thick cum now in her mouth flow into my mouth and our tongues played with each other, until we had to separate to catch our breath. She then spread her legs and lifted her skirt and told me to get on my knees and relieve the pain in her swollen clit. That caught me by surprise, but I caught on fast, she was talking about her swollen cock. I let her pull me down between her open legs and felt her hands behind my head as she pushed me down and my mouth opened and engulfed her swollen dripping dick, it tasted wonderful, and she was soon adding her cum load to the cum load she had fed me out of my ass. I was completely exhausted and was just able to get up and sit on the bench next to Jenny. Jenny reached over and kissed me and I was more than happy to open my mouth and let her tongue enter.

I felt a presence and looked at our door, it was open halfway and the two men that I had stood with in the back when Jenny came in were smiling and the one that said hi to Jenny earlier, asked if we wanted company. Jenny smiled and said you nasty little boys, not now; we need to get some rest but maybe later if you come to the club. Jenny got up and closed and locked the door. Then she turned to me and asked if I was OK. I smiled at her and told her everything was just great. She laughed and said, yes they are real, and I had implants two years ago. Men seem to like tits to hold on to when they fuck, and let's face it I prefer dressing like a woman. I now knew why she had turned me on, she had a cock.

I got dressed and Jenny straightened her skirt and blouse and we left together. The clerk told us to come back and Jenny told me she was going to be at the club later, it didn't close until 2 AM. I rushed home and took a shower and this time I didn't feel embarrassed at all, not conflicted or anything. I was accepting the fact that I was gay and maybe more, I was willing to find out.

I got back to the club at 11 and Donny waved at me as I came in the door. I went toward him and he told me that Jenny was sitting over by the dance floor next to the juke box. She had told him to watch for me. I let him lead me to a table where Jenny, my black fucker and another black guy was sitting. Jenny got up and hugged me giving me a deep kiss on the lips. The other black was asking Tommy if I was the new slut and I heard Tommy say "yes and a nice tight pussy that needs some more training."

I started to turn red, Jenny felt me hesitate and she whispered in my ear, "Relax honey, you know you like it, Raymond here is into white ass and Tommy was bragging about you." I let Jenny sit me down between Tommy and Raymond, the table was small so she was also between them on the other side of the table from me. I noticed that again she was wearing a very short dress with a lot of cleavage and those same black thigh highs with the elastic tops just below her skirt showing a small strip of bare flesh, she looked very hot, slutty just like my wife use to look but now that I knew Jenny was really a he it turned me on but not in a sexual way, I found I was envious, and remembered how it felt when I was trying on my wife's old mini dress and heels. I was envious because I knew how Jenny must have felt dressed so slutty in public.

Jenny said she felt like dancing so she got up and went to the nearby juke box and leaned over to play some songs; she fed 4 quarters into the box and played some slow stuff. I didn't pay much attention to the songs as my attention was captured by the vision of Jenny bent over in front of the lighted juke box. Her ass was more than peeking out at us, and my god you could see her cock and balls hanging between her legs, that and the slutty black thigh highs made an obscene, naughty and very hot and exciting picture. Tommy looked at Raymond and said, "Now that is what I mean, makes my black snake rise to the occasion man." He turned to me and said, "You baby, need to show off your white meat like that. I know you know how to use that white snatch of yours, you just need to learn to show it off more."

Jenny stood up and came back to the table and Tommy stood and grabbed her around the waist and led her to the floor. I saw Jenny put her hands around Tommy's neck and his hands reached around and cupped her ass cheeks. She was snuggling against his chest and I watched as his hands rubbed her full ass cheeks until her skirt rose just enough for his fingers rub flesh. All Jenny did was snuggle closer to him. It was a very hot picture and I was now breathing so hard that Raymond turned to me and asked what was wrong.

I didn't have an answer for him, I didn't know but I was mesmerized by the sight of Jenny and Tommy. Donny came over and asked if we needed another round and Raymond ordered. As Donny walked away to get our drinks Raymond said, "Now that is a great ass." He looked at me and said, "I just got in town last week to visit Tommy, he's my cousin. How about filling me in on what's the action around here, you know the do's and don'ts."

I looked at him and didn't know what to say, so decided to be honest with him. I was noticing the huge bulge in his pants and was getting very hot noticing it. I pulled my eyes away from Tommy and Jenny and said, "I'm new to this also, this is only my third time here and only last night did I meet Jenny and Tommy."

Raymond looked at me funny and said, "Man, Tommy told me you were a hot fuck really knew what you were doing and Jenny was taking you under her wing. I just assumed you were an open minded slut like she is. Tommy has told me a lot about Jenny, always ready for anything, will bend over anywhere for anybody and that she likes black cock the best."

My cock was dripping like crazy now making soaking the front of my pants and I knew it must be obvious. I didn't know what I was going to do if I had to stand up, everyone would notice it. About that time Jenny and Tommy came back to the table, Jenny giggling as Tommy patted her ass. She leaned down to me and said, come on honey let's visit the bathroom, I have to pee so badly, that Tommy get's my juices flowing."

I got up trying to hide my wet slacks and followed this hot chick; I couldn't believe was really a man, into the bathroom. In the bathroom Jenny went into a stall, no doors on the stalls in the bathrooms, and pulled up her skirt and sat and peed. She took some paper and wiped her cock and then stood and came over to a sink. The sight of just her squatting to piss and wiping her cock and the sliding her skirt down had my cock dripping again. I didn't understand, I was not interested in sex with her, but I wanted to know why I was so hot and excited watching her. It was crazy, when I saw a man's cock I had always gotten a little excited, now a lot excited, but it was a different kind of excitement. Jenny was watching me and finally said that we needed to have a private talk and should call it a night and go to her house and have that talk. She said she knew what I was feeling and the confusion that must be in my mind. She told me to leave my car here and she would bring me to get it in the morning. I didn't know what to say, I needed to work in the morning and said so. She said she promised to get me here in time for work. I saw it was almost 1 in the morning and knew I would be worthless the next day and I had already called in sick today. Finally I decided I could be sick two days, I never did call in sick. So agreed and followed Jenny to the table to say goodbye to Tommy and Raymond. Tommy kissed Jenny and surprised me when he turned and took me into his arms and kissed me too. I was taken by surprise and my mouth opened in reflex and I found my tongue doing an erotic dance with his hot tongue. Oh Wow I loved the feeling of a hot man kissing me and filling my mouth with a hot wet tongue.

I got into a mustang with Jenny, the top was down, and the wind felt good on the way to her apartment. She lived in a condo on the beach and we were there in less than 10 minutes. Most of the way we both were quiet, my glancing at her lap where the skirt was hiked up and her cock and balls were on display, for the first time I really noticed how she had shaved her pubic hair, all but a little strip above her cock. I must say it was a very erotic view, and she just seemed like such a wanton, naughty slut. I was starting to understand my feeling about her, I was envious the same as I was when my wife was dressing slutty and fucking other men. After trying on my wife's dress and heels, I begin to understand, I wanted to be the slut and fuck the men feel the way that my wife and now Jenny felt all the time. Oh my god what was I going to do, I just couldn't and what would my wife say and more important do, probably a divorce and hell I loved her still, even without the sex.

In Jenny's condo, she told me to relax while she got comfortable and got us a drink. I sat on the sofa still thinking about my latest revelation and started to think about it in a logical way. Yes I talked my wife into dressing and acting the slut, because I could not being a man. This made me able to have sex with her because I was so sexually turned on by her actions. I looked at Jenny because she was dressed the same and obviously available to most any man and was so blatant about it in public. She turned me on the same way my wife did and even more so because she was like me a man, so when I thought I couldn't be a slut because I was a man Jenny just had shown me that thought was wrong, I could be a slut, in fact Tommy, Raymond and a couple of guys I met in the ABS thought I was a slut already. Wow that thought made my cock jump in my pants.

I looked up and saw Jenny standing in the kitchen door with two drinks. She was wearing her thigh highs and heels nothing else. Her tits were in fact real with huge nipples, her cock was hard as a rock and the black thigh highs and heels made her look like so many hot pics in Playboy and Hustler Mags. Jenny smiled at me and told me to get comfortable and take off my clothes there were just the two of us there in her condo. I stood up to take my clothes off, and as I was undressing I thought, "Damn am I really undressing in front of almost a stranger, and a man at that, and one that dresses and acts like a woman, and who really has tits. It was too much to think about but I was soon naked and Jenny came over and sat by my side and handed me a glass of white wine.

Jenny looked at me and patted my leg and kissed my cheek and started talking while I listened in rapt attention, "Honey you are feeling completely at a loss right now aren't you, you don't have to answer I can tell. I went through the same thing a few years ago. You told me about your wife and you are feeling the same excitement around me. Honey you were just envious of her back when she was acting the slut and now watching me. I watched you with Tommy and you are a natural, if you weren't you would never have been able to take his monster cock, and watching you really turned me on, you were trying to get his cock deeper. The final test so to speak was when you fed Tommy's sperm to me by opening your ass and then let me transfer that hot load into your mouth and you're swallowing it as you were kissing me. Only a real slut could have done that, and on only her second fuck. You would have been able to do it on your first fuck also; you just didn't have me there. The feeling you are having is a combination of two things. You are a gay slut and you have to accept it sooner or later and other then that you are a feminine gay and would love to be able to dress and act like me and I know it is not possible but you are envious of my tits also. But let me put you at ease, many feminine gays, what some call transsexuals, transvestites etc, dress like this with or without falsies. Masculine gay men don't want a woman they want a sissy, twinkie or a slut like me. You have been stamped with the sissy or twinkie label by most in the club, those that can see your true nature like Tommy, Raymond, Donny and me can tell you are a slut and if you want I will help you transition over."

I was now completely hot, my cock dripping and swollen, and I was also very comfortable with our conversation and with Jenny. I looked at her with tears in my eyes saying, "Oh I wish you would help me Jenny. I am so confused."

Jenny: "Am I right so far honey? Did you enjoy getting fucked and do you enjoy men kissing you and treating you like a slut?"

Me: "Yes yes, you are so right, I loved it all."

Jenny: "I can tell you are feeling very submissive and feminine right now and am thinking of me as your friend, girlfriend. Do you want to try some of my clothes on?"

Me: "Oh yes please, I tried on one of my wife's old mini dresses with her heels and they felt so good, I even went out in our back yard for awhile. I couldn't believe I was actually admitting that to anyone, but yes it felt so good."

Jenny took my hand and led me into her bedroom. She looked at me and said if I was able to go through with the transition I would have to trim my pubic hair and shave my legs and underarms. She smiled and said that would be easy as I had little hair on my body. I would probably be able to keep myself shaved smooth, but she recommended I get my hair removed professionally. She chose a leather skirt slit up the side, like the one she wore that day. She then chose a cut off t shirt like Donny wore no sleeves and cut so it fit just under my nipples, which were hard with excitement. Next she chose a pair of black thigh highs like the ones she was wearing and a pair of black 3 inch heels. She told me to see if her shoes fit me and they did when I tried on one. Then she told me to get dressed and see what I thought. She had to show me how to put on the nylons without putting runs in them but, Wow, they felt so good sliding up my legs. I then slipped on the mini skirt and heels. She helped me put on the t-shirt and told me to check myself out in the mirror. I was shocked at the way I looked, from the neck down I looked so sluttish, my cock pushed out the front of the skirt.

Jenny said, "See honey, you don't need tits to turn someone on, it just helps. Now we need to fix your face and make you look like what you are, a real slut."

She sat me down and applied a base, rouge, eye shadow and liner and finally a deep shade of red lipstick. My hair is not real short but not long either, so she brushed it into a feminine pixie or as close as she could. Now I didn't even recognize myself, I looked like a female slut and loved the look, for the first time I felt comfortable with myself, this was the real me.

Jenny asked how I felt and I turned and told her I felt better than I have ever felt, so natural and real, not a lie. Jenny grinned and asked if I would like to see how it felt in public. It was 2 AM now and I knew Saturday's was closed so asked her where we could go and she grinned and said she knew a place that Stanley owned in the county with no curfew and no restrictions. She slipped on her skirt and top, touched up her face and led me back out the door. In the mustang I became so conscious of the way I was dressed, the breeze flowing up my skirt kept me conscious of that fact. Jenny patted my leg just at the hemline of my skirt and her fingers actually touched the tip of my cock. I mentioned at how conscious of this to Jenny and told her I was a little afraid of being so on display in a public place. She patted my leg again, and said, "Baby believe me you will fit right in, I have been watching you and you will have no trouble relaxing once you get in the place.

I asked what kind of place it was and she giggled, and said she wanted to surprise me.

She drove up to a large building with no lights on. There were at least 30 cars in the parking lot. We got out of the mustang and she led me around back to a door that led to a set of stairs that led down into a huge basement. We had to knock at the door and a huge black man came to the door and smiled when he saw Jenny and asked who I was. Jenny told him I was her friend diana and we were looking for some fun. The giant's name was Leroy and he was the bouncer. Jenny told me that he was off limits and would not join in on any fun; he was strictly there to keep the peace. Jenny led me to a bar in the corner and ordered drinks from a completely naked white guy who was wearing makeup and black thigh highs like Jenny and me. His cock was rigid as he walked behind the bard. Jenny introduced me as diana and the bartender as nikki. I felt a hand pat my ass and turning saw a handsome stud wearing a very tight pair of short shorts and no shirt, Jenny turned and smiled and introduced me to him as diana and introduced him to me as Jerry. Then she told Jerry that this was my first time and that I didn't know the rules yet so give us some privacy for a bit. She then led me over to a table in the corner. As we sat a heavy set man came over and Jenny introduced me to him again as diana, his name was Stanley, and owned this club and Saturday's. Jenny explained this was my first time there and didn't know the rules she was going to fill me in and let me watch awhile so I knew what was expected and if I was uncomfortable she would leave with me and vouch for the fact that I would not blab about the place.

Stanley laughed and said, "I heard about her from Donny, from what he said I doubt she will want to leave. Just make sure she understands as Jerry has already told me he and a lot of guys were interested and that you told him you wanted privacy."

Jenny winked at him, didn't even try to hide it from me, and said, "Don't worry she will understand completely."

He left and I was surprised to see Donny walk up, he was still in makeup but was now completely nude and his swollen cock was dripping pre-cum. He told me how good I looked and that he was anxious to see me in action. Then he left and I almost dropped my drink when a guy stopped him and I saw Donny grin and bend over a chair and the man spread his ass cheeks and slipped his cock in Donny's ass which was now pistoning back at the man who was pounding into the pumping ass in front of him. I saw the many stiffen up and press into Donny's ass as Donny groaned in ecstasy as his ass was filled with a hot load of cum. The man backed off Donny and a slim very pale white guy placed his face between Donny's legs and seeing this Donny squatted down on his face and I saw a thick stream of white cum drip from Donny's ass into the cum lovers open mouth. It was the most obscene, naughty, wanton, dirty, yes exciting thing I had ever seen, my cock had pushed out from under my skirt and was poking straight up and dripping like crazy.

Jenny laughed and said, "Don't think I need to fill you in, but the one rule is that you have to be friendly to everyone. If someone wants to do something too kinky for you all you have to do is say no you don't go in for that and he will leave you alone. But I must stress only if it is far out. The Far out sex that can be put in this category is only three things, scat, real pain, and blood. Other than that you have to be available to everyone and everyone to you. Do you understand and can accept those rules?"

I was watching as another man pulled Donny over and spread his legs, Donny grinned and got on his knees and started sucking the man's cock, I recognized Tommy and saw him walk over and while Donny was still sucking the man's cock helped the man up on a table forcing Donny to stand bent over still sucking the man's cock. Then Tommy slapped Donny's ass saying something and Donny reached back and spread his ass checks while Tommy placed his cock head at the entrance of his hot hole and shoved it home. The movement of the three soon drew a crowd and those that still had clothes on stripped naked and most were stroking their cocks watching the action. I was amazed when Tommy finished and another guy replaced him, Donny not missing a beat as he continued to rock back on whatever cock was fucking his eager ass. I watched as four other guys fucked Donny as he sucked two more cocks. It was out of this world.

Jenny reached over and rubbed my cock and said, "You didn't answer me honey, can you accept these rules or do you want to leave?"

I was still watching all the cocks being stroked as Donny finally stood up and casually answered Jenny, "Yes I am more than eager to accept. This is so crazy, it is beautiful. My cock has been dripping non-stop since I put on these clothes and now it is streaming, god I am so hot!'

Jenny said, "You need to remember something diana, you have a clit, your ass is your pussy. It turns men on when they are fucking you and you tell them how your clitty or pussy feels. Just a suggestions if you want to really turn men on."

Donny came over about then and grinned when he saw me stroking my cock, oh shit, I mean my clit. He told me that a couple of his friends wanted to meet me. Jenny smiled and told me to go and have a good time she would be around having her own good time. I followed Donny, watching his tight little bare ass wiggle in front of me and we walked up to a group of 4 guys. Three white guys and one Black, all naked and showing beautiful dripping cocks. Donny introduced me as diana and left. The black guy was more or less the alpha male and said he'd be last he wanted my pussy to be nice and lubed for his black monster. They didn't even strip me, but just bent me over with my hands on a chair and my ass in the air. I felt my ass cheeks spread and the first cock head touch my sphincter, the guy behind me told the other guys waiting their turn that my pussy felt like a cherry, very tight. Then as he shoved his cock deep inside me I heard the black guy say, "not a cherry for long Jake, by the time I get to her pussy it will be as big as a whore's on Line street." The pain was only there for a nano second as my sphincter stretched to admit his cock head. Then I was pushing back at him until I could feel his ball sack slap my ass cheeks. He must have been horny because he shot his cum load into my waiting ass too fast and I soon felt the emptiness of his cock pulled out only to be replaced by another swollen sausage. It felt so good and I could hear and see people watching and I loved it, I was living the sexual experience I had always dreamed of and trying to experience them through my wife.

I was still pushing back on the cocks fucking me when I felt the black snake start to enter my pussy, I was so wet, had so much cum in my hot wet cunt that his cock slipped in with no trouble at all and when I felt his hand slap my ass and demand to know if I liked his black cock in my pussy, I moaned and said, "Oh shit I love that black cock in my pussy, my clitty is so swollen and dripping, please fuck me harder, Argh yes harder, I love it!"

Donny came over when the black monster softened and left my gaping pussy and put his head between my legs and I knew what to do, I squatted over his face and felt his tongue first lick, then enter and lick up the nectar in my pussy, then his lips surrounded my pussy and started sucking the hot cum from my relaxing pussy. When I was empty I heard a voice in the crowd say, "Feed the new slut Donny."

Donny got up and placed a kiss on my lips and my mouth opened and as his tongue entered my mouth I felt then tasted the thick cum from 4 hot studs enter my mouth and I swallowed with relish and heard the clapping in the crowd.

Stanley came over and patted my ass under my skirt and told me to take my skirt and top off he wanted to show me off. He said my cute little ass was going to be a hit in both of his clubs. He watched as I stripped to my thigh highs and heels. He then unzipped and let his fat swollen cock free. He didn't have to say a thing I knew what he wanted and got on my knees and cupped his balls and swallowed his cock down to the balls. I sucked as hard and used my tongue as I was learning turned men on and in a very short time I felt his cum shoot into my open sucking mouth. I held it in my mouth and motioned Donny over who was watching me, and when he came over he knew what to do, he gave me his lips and I fed him his bosses cum. Then we licked each other's face clean of cum and with one last kiss I picked up my skirt and top and walked them back to table. Jenny was not there but as I turned she was walking up, and she was also naked in only thigh highs and heels. We placed our clothes on the table and sat down for a few seconds.

Jenny looked at me and leaned over and gave me a long deep tongue kiss, then leaning back she said, "I was watching you honey, you are a natural and I don't think you need any more advice from me."

Me: "Oh but I do need a friend and someone to confide in and you are so nice and understanding. I still don't know what to do about my wife."

Jenny: "You can stay with me until you get your life together if you are forced into a divorce, or you can keep clothes and makeup at my place and stay in the closet to your wife, or who knows she may get turned on by your new lifestyle and join you."

About then Stanley came over and smiled at Jenny saying, "You did good Jenny, this slut is hot, gives a good blow job too."

As he left I asked Jenny why he kept his clothes on and she giggled and said her was ashamed of his fat ass.

Tommy came over and he had Raymond with him. He leaned down and kissed Jenny and then kissed me sitting down. Then he said, "I was wondering how long it would take Jenny to get you in drag and get you to visit this place. Raymond and I have to leave how about a quick fuck before we leave. Jenny got up and leaned on her chair and Tommy told Raymond to fuck the new white meat he would fuck Jenny. I watched as he slapped Jenny's ass and then watched as Jenny put her head on the chair while reaching back to spread her cheeks putting her beautiful rosebud on display, Tommy didn't wait he rammed his cock home all the way to his balls. I was also leaning on a chair and following Jenny's lead put my head on the chair and reached back and spread my ass cheeks completely putting my pussy in Raymond's control. He slapped my ass saying what a nice considerate slut I was and like Tommy he didn't waste time, he slammed it home, his balls slapped my ass with a sting, but it felt so good and I couldn't help but keep telling him to fuck my pussy hard and how I loved cock pounding my pussy. His load filled me and started dripping out of my open pussy as his cock pulled out. Donny was there in a bit and told me to lift Jenny's legs up and suck out Tommy's cum. Jenny was now sitting on the table and I lifted her legs high giving me access to her beautiful rosebud and I buried my face between her ass cheeks and licked and sucked her pussy dry of cum. I felt Donny behind me sucking Raymond's load out of my dripping pussy and when I felt donny come up for air I turned and we kissed and let Raymond and Tommy's cum mix and then we both swallowed half of the mixed load. It was wonderful, and then we kissed and licked each others face clean again. I turned to Jenny still sitting there and gave her a long deep tongue kiss allowing her to taste the delicious cum that Donny and I had just swapped.

I looked at the clock and said, "Shit it is almost 6 in the morning and I need to go to work at 8."

Jenny said she was sorry and we grabbed our clothes and slipped the skirts and tops on and said our goodbyes to Donny and Stanley then Jenny sped me back to Saturday's. I kissed her good night and we exchanged telephone numbers. I went home and took a shower cleaned my face of makeup and tried to get to sleep. The alarm woke me at 7:30 and I was groggy from only about 1 hour of sleep. I got dressed and made it too work a few minutes late. My eyes were red from lack of sleep and I felt light headed. My boss came over and told me I looked like shit and should go home for another day, he didn't want what I had to spread. I thanked him and left thinking "if only he knew what I had."

I knew that Saturday's was closed until 1 PM so Jenny was home in bed probably asleep and I didn't want to interrupt her so I went home and crashed. I woke up at 7 that night refreshed and feeling that I had been dreaming the last few days. But no my ass told me I had been used more than once. Shit, I had to get use to calling it my pussy, but then that was only to men so I guess I could still say my ass was still open and a little sore but a good kind of sore if that is possible. I called Saturday's and Jenny answered the phone. I told her about being sent home this morning because the boss thought I was still sick, because I looked so bad with no sleep. Jenny told me I should have called her and come over but told me to come to the club now if I could. I hesitated and said I would have to dress in men's clothing because I had nothing except my wife's old minis and didn't feel right about wearing them. Jenny laughed and said I had sure come around and that we would have to get me some clothes before my wife got home and I could keep them at her house but until then I could wear her clothes. She told me to come to the bar and she would give me a key so I could get in her condo. I found the tightest pair of shorts I owned and a t shirt with no sleeves, a muscle shirt they were called. I wasn't wearing underwear; those were a thing of the past after these last few days and liked the way my cock was outlined in the pouch it formed at my crotch.

I went outside and got in my car and was at Saturday's within 20 minutes. Jenny had a glass of wine waiting and smiled at my outfit. She said I must have gotten up on the right side of the bed; I looked delicious and was now sending out the gay vibes that she had barely noticed when she had first met me. She mentioned that if I wanted to wait to get dressed I could as there were a lot of straight men in the club now. They would leave before 9 thought when it turned gay and private. She said she could pass for a woman but I may have a problem only because I had no tits, other than that I could pass any day of the week as a hot sexy woman. I flushed at the compliment and was still flushing when a body came up to the bar next to me and asked Jenny for a bourbon and coke. Jenny introduced him as her favorite straight guy who came in for drinks after work every weekday. His name was Randy and he shook my hand as Jenny introduced me as diana. Randy smiled and said, "Oh another tranny I see, hey don't get upset, I love trannies ask Jenny."

"Yea," Jenny said, "Randy means no harm just needs to keep up the macho image in front of his friends."

I told Jenny that I was a little worried about getting dressed by myself because I didn't know how to put make up on yet. Jenny told me she had makeup here and all I needed to do was go to her condo get dressed and put some lipstick on and when I got back to the club she would take a break and fix my makeup. I asked if I should dress conservative during the normal day hours of the bar and Jenny laughed. She came out from behind the bar and I saw she was wearing a skirt so short I didn't see how her clitty was not showing and the sexy black thigh highs and a see thru blouse with no bra. She asked me what I thought and I grinned took the key she offered and a slip of paper with her address in case I forgot the way last night. Without thinking I leaned over the bar and kissed her and left the bar. I was at her condo in 15 minutes and met her neighbor a tall Spanish guy, with a sexy mustache, when he saw me unlock Jenny's door he asked if I was a friend. I told him I was a very close friend. He winked and said he would look forward to seeing me around the condo. I slipped into the condo and went into the bedroom and looked through the closet. I found a red skirt made out of a clingy material and a white top that was not see thru, it had a silky white lining that you could not see through. The top only came below my nipples and left a lot of bare midriff showing. I then found a pair of red 3 inch heels and in a drawer found a pair of black thigh highs. I opened another drawer to see what I could see and found two bras that had rubber false tits inserted. I couldn't help it, I tried one on and was amazed how normal it looked I slipped on the top and I was grinning from ear to ear, I looked like I had a beautiful pair of tits, the felt good also. Then I sat in front of the mirror and applied lipstick and a little blush, I was afraid to try anything else didn't want to look like a clown. Then I took a brush and brushed my hair like Jenny did into a pixie type cut. I felt I looked pretty damn good for a first time getting ready on my own.

As I was locking the door I heard a whistle, I looked around and saw it was the neighbor. He introduced himself as Mario and I told him my name was diana. I was hoping you were into the lifestyle he said, you have a great ass. I giggled and told him I would probably see him around quite often.

Back at the club it was 8:30 and the straights were just getting ready to leave and the gays were starting to gather at the front door to show their cards, some were already in the club sitting around sipping drinks. I spied Donny he was talking to Jenny as she was counting her drawer and her replacement was putting his draw in the register. Donny saw me come in and came over with a grin and kissed me on the lips saying I looked beautiful. He walked with me over to the bar and Jenny grinned and said I looked good enough to eat. She grinned again and said, "I meant to tell you about my old bras, glad you found them. They work good but not as near as nice as the real things, this she said as she cupped her implants.

On the way out Randy came by and whispered in my ear, "you look much better now diana, very sexy."

When Jenny was finished turning over her duties to the night bartender she led me to a room behind the bar where she had her things including makeup. It took her only a few minutes to put on the base, eye shadow, eye liner, blush and more lipstick. She also put some red nail polish on my finger nails, saying it would look sexier, and my toenails needed polish also, but I was wearing closed toed shoes so she said I could get by without my toenails polished for the night.

We went out and found Tommy and Raymond sitting at our table and Jenny kissed both of them, and I did the same without hesitating. I was now very comfortable in my skin. Tommy commented on my new tits and said I should get implants like Jenny, made for nice hand holds while he fucked her hot little pussy. Then he made a comment that had my pussy actually get wet, I didn't know my ass hole could really get juicy. He said, "Honey with an ass like you have, you just have to get a nice set of titties for us to play with while fucking you." I giggled and rubbed his cock through his pants.

I noticed that all the day customers were gone and the club was filling with an obvious gay crowd, a few TS in drag and sissies, twinkies and studs. I could tell now what a person seemed to be by just looking. someone turned the juke box on and Tommy grabbed my hand and led me to the floor. I was kind of self conscious being led onto a dance floor by a big black stud while dressed like a little slut, but that quickly left as Tommy placed my arms around his neck and placed his hands on my ass. My arms around his neck, because he was so tall, caused my skirt to raise up uncovering a couple of inches of my ass. I rested my head against Tommy's hard chest and disregarded the fact that I was showing off my ass and when I remembered how hot it made me feel when I wife would dance with a stranger with her ass showing I started to drip like crazy. Tommy nuzzled my ear and slipped his hands on my bare ass cheeks grinding his hard cock into my stomach. It felt great and I felt so damn submissive I would have let him do anything to me even in the club. The song ended and when we got back to the table Jenny said, "Honey you are really hot, but you need to get it under control. Last night the club we were at is wide open, here we are in the city even though it is a private club so we have to be more careful. You can have all the fun you want but be discrete, here at this table or any table that is half way private." I giggled and nodded my head while Tommy patted my inner thigh just above my thigh highs a finger just brushing my clitty.

I danced with a few guys and let them feel me up; it felt so good acting the slut, the way I use to get my wife to act. I loved it and wanted more. At 1 I asked Jenny if we could go back to the private club in the county. She grinned and suggested that I either get some sleep and go to work or face the possibility of losing my job. I knew she was right and decided to follow her suggestions so I kissed her good night and left for home. As I left Jenny told me to give her a call tomorrow when I got off work.

I went home and saw Gerald our neighbor getting out of his car in his drive which was right next to ours. It was too late he saw me drive up and waived for me to wait and he started heading toward me as I sat in the car wondering how to explain me dressed and made up like a slut. Gerald was a pain in the ass he always was outside when either I or my wife was outside, I was sure he was turned on by my wife. He was probably 10 years older than us and not married, and we never saw any women visiting. He walked up and when he saw me his mouth dropped open and his eyes got as big as saucers. I thought hell he would find out soon enough and I was not sure I couldn't hide it from my wife when she got home so I just sat there and asked Gerald what he wanted. He stuttered and tried to keep a straight face and asked when Di, my wife was going to get home. I told him Sunday late, and I guess the way I looked gave him the courage he never had before, he said, I sure have missed her beautiful face around here, will be glad when she is back home. I thought a lot of good it will do you honey, she does not fuck anymore. Although I was wishing him luck. I felt his eyes watch my ass as I walked up to my door and unlocked and entered the house. I peeked through the window and saw that he was still standing there, and the surprise was that he was rubbing his crotch. I giggled and went to take a shower and get some sleep.

I woke up that Wednesday morning and got ready for work. It was hard work trying to get the polish off my fingers and when I left for work there was still some specks of red polish on my pinkies and one thumbnail. I thought I could hide it. On the way to work I grinned because I had put Jenny's black thigh highs on under my slacks they felt so good and I felt so naughty. When I walked into work the boss mentioned that I looked much better. I went to work and found that the day seemed twice as long as normal but finally 4 rolled around and I started to put my stuff away and got up to leave. Marge the office manager came over and with her eyebrows arched and a sneer on her face said, "Nice color Darrell." She had glanced down at my hands when she said that. I left thinking, shit things were not going to be easy and hiding my new lifestyle may be harder then Jenny seemed to think. On the way home I called Jenny at Saturdays, and she told me to run to her condo and get dressed and come to the club she had good news for me. She added for me to pick out something really hot, and leave the falsies off this time. That last had me curious but I was now comfortable doing just about anything Jenny asked, she was my soul mate in a way.

I went to the condo and wondered how I would get in, I hadn't thought about it when I called Jenny. As I was standing there getting my cell out to call her Mario came out of his condo and said Jenny had called him to let me in. Apparently he had a key to her condo. He let me in and told me to lock it on my way out and holler if I should l need anything else, he said this with a wink. I chose another skirt split up the side, yellow this time, and a white cut off t-shirt. Again the black thigh highs and I found a pair of yellow 3 inch heels with open toes. This made me think of Jenny's suggestions the other night and I laid all the clothes aside and went to the mirror first and applied the makeup as best I could, I used a little base, blush, was able to put the eye shadow on, pink, but the eye liner was still out of my reach, I would have poked myself in the eye for sure. Next I chose a deep shade of lipstick, and found some nice pink polish and first polished my toenails and then my nails. I wondered if I would be sorry in the morning trying to get the polish off for work, but I thought "the hell with it." When the polish was dry I slide on the nylons which as usual gave me a hard on and started my cock to dripping. Next the skirt and top, slipped on the heels and finally brushed my hair into the pixie cut, the men were use to seeing me in. I sort of missed the falsies, but I felt sexy and ready for another night at Saturdays, and was hoping we could go to Stanley's other club later.

I got to Saturday's at 7; it had taken me awhile to get ready. I sauntered in the club and loved the eyes that followed me in. I noticed Randy and waived at him. I took a seat at the bar and reached over and kissed Jenny. She poured me a drink and smiled telling me I looked so sexy in yellow. I asked what the surprise was and she grinned and said Stanley wanted to talk to me. I wondered what he could want other then another blow job. Jenny picked up the phone dialed and said "diana is here shall I send her back?"

Jenny pointed to a door I had never noticed before and I decided he could no more than fuck me and everyone knows I wouldn't fight that. So in I went. Stanley was sitting in a chair facing a couch and another chair. On the couch was an older man, probably in his 50s. Stanley introduced me as diana and him as Justin. I was informed that Justin was half owner in both Saturdays and the club in the county plus he owned clubs in Miami and Jacksonville. Justin said I see what you mean she is a hottie. A couple of the guys at the other club mentioned they would like to see her at the club all the time, like Donny. She made such a big impression I had to come and see her for myself. Of course she could use some tits, but other than that she even has my cock hard, that ass is to die for. All this time I was standing there like so much meat on display. Stanley finally said, "Damn I'm sorry honey, have a seat and let's talk."

Justin was the talker and said he would like to make me an offer. He needed another employee at that club. Apparently Donny and the bartender were the only employee's and if the crowd was not that active the night was a waste. Donny kept the sexual atmosphere at a high level but he was only one little slut, Justin wanted me to help keep the customers happy, and sexually interested. He even told me if it worked out he would foot the bill for implants if I wanted them. The thought excited me, but I had to think about my wife. I asked them if I could visit the club as a customer a few more nights, and give them my answer next week. Justin patted my nylon clad thigh and agreed. Justin and Stanley then excused me and said they had business to talk about.

I went outside grabbed a stool and after Jenny poured me a drink I told her about the offer. She grinned and said she suspected as much. I told Jenny I would tell them that I would not take the job unless she was hired also. Jenny giggled, "Honey they have been trying to get me to go there for a long time. If you go I will too. Donny says he enjoys it a lot, the money is good, but he comes out of there almost crippled some nights." I then told Jenny that I would have to think about my wife and told her that I decided I had to come clean with Di when she got home. I could not hide this from her, and I could never go back to my lifestyle before last Friday night. Also I would never be able to do that and go to work at 8 AM Monday thru Friday. Jenny laughed and said, "I don't know what you make honey, but I would bet my condo and mustang that the pay would be much better."

I noticed the crowd changing and saw it was 9 already and Jenny had already been relieved. The night bartender tonight was Lee, a very sissified twinkie with a nice firm ass, but small 5 inch cock that was always hard. How did I know, well he wore shorts so short and tight his cock and balls were outlined in base relief on the left side.

I decided that I needed to find a way to get out of work the next two days, so I could enjoy this week and come to some very important decisions. I decided to email my boss and tell him I had to go and pick up my wife as she had vehicle problems and I was going to drive to Baton Rouge and get her. I wanted to email him because it was late and it would look good that I was leaving on the spur of the moment. I told the boss I would be to work next Monday. I was lucky there was a computer behind the bar and I didn't have to go anywhere to send the email. Now I felt relieved I had the rest of the week to enjoy my new lifestyle and would worry about Sunday night when it got here.

I was surprised when Randy walked up and asked me to dance. He led me to the floor and when I asked him what he was doing at a gay club, he answered, "You just turn me on so much I had to join so I could see more of you and dance with you." I giggled and breathed a thank you in his ear. I placed my arms around his neck and pressed my body into his. He had a muscular body and it fit nicely against mine. He didn't say much and after the song he walked me back to the table and thanked me for the dance. It made me feel so good, so feminine, I loved it. When he left to sit at a table with two of his friends from the day crowd, Jenny giggled and said, "It seems we may have some closet doors opening."

Jenny then got serious and asked me if I was really committed to this lifestyle as much as I seemed to be. Donny and I are committed, we both can't get enough sex, we go to a nudist camp ground out at Fort Pierce once in awhile when we can, and you would not believe how wild that place is, makes the county club look like a church picnic. We just can't get enough, and everyone knows that we are ready to suck and fuck all the time. She wanted to know if I was really serious and if not I needed to call it off before I screwed up my marriage and had nothing to show for this week's experiences.

I looked at Jenny, kissed her deeply, and said, "Honey, after the other night at the county club, and being with you for the last couple of days, I am more committed then you know. I am going to come out to my wife Sunday night. She knows I love her, she also suspects I am gay, and she knows that I am not interested in sex with her anymore. If she loves me for who I am then it will turn out all right. My wife is a smart woman, and after going over the years since we were married, she has to know that I am at least gay, the problem will come when she finds out I like to dress as a woman and feel more natural dressed as a woman. I will make my decision about quitting my job and living this lifestyle 24/7 after I talk to her. I so much want to live like you honey."

Jenny, "OK sweetie, I'm here for you. You are off the rest of the week so why don't you come over to my place and we can go shopping in the morning and you can come to work with me tomorrow."

That night went fast I danced with a couple of men and enjoyed the hands on my ass, and loved glancing at the bulge in their pants as they walked me back to the table. I couldn't help thinking how it had turned me on to watch a man walk my wife back to our table sporting a huge erection.

I followed Jenny home and we left my car at the condo, and took her car to the county club. The giant let us in with no question, the word must have gone out that I was welcome in the club. The big black that had led the foursome that had fucked me first the other night came over and smacked my ass saying he was hoping I would come back tonight. I decided to let it all hang out from now on and reached over and cupped his huge nut sack. Like most of the guys in the club he was already naked. He reached around and cupped my ass cheeks lifting up my yellow skirt, it felt good when I felt his hands spread my ass cheeks showing the crowd my rosebud still tight but begging to be loosened.

I felt my skirt being slid down off my hips and the black was pulling my top over my head. Then he told me to lick his ass, I saw Jenny do this and decided to go with the flow. He turned his back to me and leaned against the table, I found someone sliding a bar stool in front of me and a hand to my back let me know I was suppose to lay over it with my ass in the air. Now I was in the right position and I reached up and spread the firm black ass cheeks open and his rosebud winked at me and all of a sudden I was horny and wanted to fuck his ass hole with my tongue. When I was licking and testing the taste of his ass hole I felt my ass cheeks being spread open and heard a voice say here it is guys, lets break this sluts pussy in. I felt a finger slip in with wet lube on it and then in quick succession a second and then a third. The voice said, "Damn this slut is open and ready, must want some cock." and with that I felt a hard cock slide into my passion pit. I was now fucking this black ass hole with my tongue and switching to sucking and licking, it was wonderful, I loved to eat ass but preferred it with a load of cum. The first cock left his load in me and then I was fucked by a second, then a third and lost track after the 4th or 5th. I was loving every cock that entered me and the black ass was soon replaced with a black cock and after receiving a thick load from that cock, it was replaced by more cocks then I can remember. I was finally helped off the stool and led to a table where Jenny was waiting with a smile on her face. She told me to wait and she lay back on the table while the giant came over and lifted me up and helped me squat over Jenny's mouth. I finally relaxed my pussy muscles and let the huge load of cum stream into Jenny's mouth. We had a crowd and everyone was now naked and jacking off. Finally the Giant helped me to sit down on a chair while Jenny crawled off the table and joined me.

Donny came over and I saw cum dripping from his ass, I told him to come over here and got on the floor with my head back on the chair, he didn't need any hints he came over and leaned over and spread his ass cheeks and sat his ass down on my mouth, where I sucked and licked until I had every drop of the delicious load he was carrying. I swallowed the nectar of men and licked my lips. About that time Stanley came out of the back, he was the only one with clothes on now. He walked up to me and patted my leg saying he had been watching me as I came in. He hoped I made the right decision next week; he would love to have someone so friendly in the club every night. Then he unzipped his pants and I knew what he wanted, I scooted my chair over a bit and buried my face in his crotch, taking his fat cock into my mouth. It only took a short time before he shot his thick load into my mouth and Jenny was right there to share his load with me as we kissed.

Stanley left and Jenny said as long as he had his cock sucked whenever he wanted he treated everyone great both at Saturdays and here at this club. Some of the guys and girls like us don't like to suck him off because he is so fat, but hell a cock is a cock. I giggled and told Jenny that I liked getting on my knees for anyone and in public made it even more exciting. I shared with Jenny how I use to urge Di, my wife to be more and more exhibitionistic and to fuck any man that pulled his dick out. When I told her that for over 15 years she did just that, but now had decided to be normal due to family close and her job.

Jenny looked at me and suggested that I may be surprised when I came out to Di, she just might be waiting for you to come out. You may be surprised at how she will take it, from what you told me she has to know you are not kind of gay, but completely gay. She also told me that a woman knows when a man is gay and if he has a lot of feminine traits, and she further told me that she would bet Di knew that I had a feminine side that was taking over.

I hoped Jenny was right, but I couldn't help but worry about Sunday night, it was just around the corner and the time was flying by. Raymond came over and said he was leaving Friday to go back to Atlanta and wondered if I would give him one last fuck, I giggled stood up and kissed him and bent over the table and spread my ass cheeks for him, he didn't need any more hint then that, I was soon feeling a nice hard wet cock head spread my pussy lips open and slide all the way to a full low hanging ball sack. Man I love all cocks but there is something really hot about a black cock, maybe it is the taboo of it or just because it looks so hot black on white, but I loved it and told him to fuck me hard and give me his man juice. He exploded and I moaned and waited for with my legs spread open knowing Jenny or Donny would be there soon to suck me dry and lick me clean, sure enough it was Donny and when I was dry I looked up to see Jenny looking straight at me with Tommy behind her pumping his black snake into her wide open pussy. I heard Tommy moan as he slammed into Jenny's ass and released his hot sperm in her sucking pussy. Tommy pulled out and I slipped around the table and got under Jenny while she squatted in my face and let the hot thick cum stream into my open mouth while at the same time Donny was kissing her feeding her Raymond's load from my pussy. When Jenny was sucked empty by my eager mouth and tongue, I continued to lick and kiss her beautiful rosebud.

I was fast becoming the slut who was always ready and never turned anyone down. This was only my second night in this club and I was already offered a job at the place, and I was seriously considering it. I know that I would never be able to hide my lifestyle at work, and now I was bound and determined to come clean with my wife come what may. No way I could hide it from here either. I would just have to hope for the best and if I was kicked out of the house, I could always stay with Jenny until I got settled. Sure wouldn't need any of my stuff in the house, I will be purchasing a brand new wardrobe if that happened and it would all be feminine I was going to quit my job go to work at the club and live the lifestyle 24/7, and if I was kicked out, would opt for that implant Justin offered. Just thinking about it sent shivers up my spine.

I had my mind on my wife coming home, quitting my job, and working here at the club full time, so was running on auto pilot. I remember being fucked by a lot of hard dicks, one group of at least 6 all at the same time. I must have sucked a dozen cocks and my pussy and mouth were totally exhausted, I could feel my pussy gaping open and dripping from all the cocks and cum that had filled it that night. I knew it would eventually shrink back to almost normal, but now I found that my pussy was much bigger then when I was a virgin, very little if any preparation needed to be done before I could take a nice big cock. I loved it that way, I felt so sexy when my ass cheeks were spread and my rosebud was on display open and glistening as it seemed to beg to be filled by the nearest cock, I was now living the fantasy that I wanted to live through my wife. I know she was as slutty as I am now, but now I can enjoy it the way I had dreamed of, me being the slut.

The night ended too soon and I went home with Jenny, we both were so tired we took a quick shower together and passed out on her bed. We awoke at 10 the next morning and I awoke with Jenny kissing me awake. "Come on sleepy head, let's get up and go shopping before I have to go to work."

I only had my shorts and muscle shirt at Jenny's house and holding up my shorts I looked at Jenny and she laughed and said, "No sweetie, you are going to go shopping with me in the clothes you will be wearing from now on. She opened a second closet I had never seen into and the closet was filled with mini dresses, sexy but not as revealing as the skirts slit up the side. She picked a blue mini dress for me and a black one for her. She then brought out one of the bras with the inserts and laid out sheer taupe thigh highs. She then picked out open toed 3 inch heels in black for both of us. She told me to lay back on the couch while she polished my toe nails and then my finger nails. She then put my makeup on, not as garish as at night, just a little eye shadow and eyeliner, pale pink lipstick and brushed my hair in the pixie hairdo that was all my short hair would do. She then said that sometimes you could meet a hot stud while out shopping so wanted to make sure I looked inviting if I by chance bent over and showed a little ass or clitty so she laid me back down on the bed, and got out a razor, scissors and aloe cream. She creamed my ball sack and being very careful shaved it smooth and then shaved around my clitty until my pubic hair was a half inch or so shaved around the base of my clit. Then she took the scissors and trimmed my pubic hair real short. Next she shaved may stomach down to a couple of inches over my clit, and around the pubic hair and between my legs and ball sack so I ended up with a circle of hair trimmed very short around my clit which looked twice as big now without the jungle of hair. Next she turned me over and got a jar of Nair out and spread my ass cheeks and used the Nair to remove the hair between my ass cheeks and around my rosebud. My god I felt so naked now, almost obscene and I loved it. Now I started to put on the dress and Jenny handed me the bra with the inserts and told me to put it on which I did, and then I slipped on the mini dress after sliding the thigh highs on my legs. I slipped on the heels and I was ready to venture out in public for the first time as a woman, not in a club, but on the street and my apprehension level rose immensely. When we went outside Mario was there and Jenny waived to him as we opened the doors to the mustang. I waived also as we drove away.

Jenny suggested we stop for a drink on the way she knew a day bar down town that is gay friendly but made a point of saying that very few gays go there during the day. She pulled into a bar called Over the Tracks downtown Melbourne. I was a little embarrassed walking in knowing that I would be recognized as a man but no one seemed to pay much attention. A table with construction workers looked up and I could see them talking about us, but it looked like a normal conversation between horny men seeing a couple of women in really short dresses. Jenny and I went to the bar and she ordered a glass of wine for me and a sloe gin fizz for herself. We took them to a table close to the bar but far enough away so we could hold a private conversation.

Jenny: "OK diana we need to decide what you need to buy, first I am warning you I am going to push you toward feminization because I feel that is what you want. Next we need to buy you some nice panties, I know we don't wear them but at times Stanley has a couple of men friends that like to be with what they call a trannie and they like their sluts to wear panties. Next we need to get you some toys, butt plugs, dildoes, nipple clamps. You need to wear a big butt plug periodically to get your pussy use to being stretched so you can take some of the huge black cocks you will be expected to fuck. I know you feel you can take most anything right now, but believe me I have been fucked by a few that have stretched me until I thought I would be split open. Also you will love to walk around the house wearing one. Your pussy will soon actually start to manufacture its own juices, and your pussy will be stretched bigger then you can imagine. But don't worry it will relax and shrink back down. But it will be more open then before you started and lube will no longer be needed. Now do you have any questions at all, how far do you want to go, are you going to be just a boy in a dress and lipstick or a real slut that is what you have to answer to yourself and eventually to your wife."

She made my brain whirl in my head, just what did I want. Just last Thursday I was convinced I was a hetro male, and now I know that has been a lie all these years, I was also ashamed that I had used my wife for my own sexual thrills for so many years. Now I find out I am not the man I have thought I was for these many years, what do I want Jenny asked, well I know for sure that I love to suck cock and get fucked like a little slut, I also know I am comfortable dressed as I am now, in fact I feel like I am finally being who I am. I look at Jenny and am almost certain I want to be just like her, including a nice pair of real tits. The question then is, do I really want to be a woman pussy and all, no I like my cock to play with and jack off, but with a man I only need his cock, for him I am a real woman. What does that make me I don't know and hope someday to find out? My only concern now is that will my wife accept me or throw me out of our house. But I did know that living a lie was something I was no longer willing to do.

I finally looked at Jenny and said, "Jenny I only know I want to continue with you and no I don't want to be a boy in a dress or lipstick, I want to be a real slut just like you and I would appreciate all the help you can offer me."

We finished our drinks and left the bar and she took me to the very same ABS where this all started. The clerk looked at me funny as if he knew me from somewhere but just couldn't place me. Jenny took me to the toys and she suggested a huge pointed butt plug that could be blown up to make it even bigger then it was. It was bigger than any cock I had taken so far I was sure. Then she picked two dildoes, both huge and black, one with a base that would stick on a flat platform and one that was two headed and at least 20 inches long from head to head. Then a nipple clamp with assorted weights and finally a nice set of Ben Wah balls. We paid for the purchases with my credit card and while paying the clerk did a double take as I signed the receipt as Darrell, he grinned and I think it finally dawned on him where he knew me from. I grinned back at him and he told us to hurry back, and to let me know he knew me, he said, "I'll have a roll of quarters waiting honey."

Jenny giggled and said I had handled that very well. Then we left and went to her favorite clothing store. It catered to the younger and wilder crowd, had a great selection of sexy tops, bottoms and lingerie. We picked out 5 pair of panties two black, one white one yellow and one red, all the butt floss type with very little material to cover our clitties. She told me I didn't need any bras as I could use the ones she had before her operation. She added, "That is until you decide to have your own operation, they you won't need bras at all, you'll want to show them off.....giggle!"

Finally I bought 10 pair of thigh highs 8 black and two taupe next was the tops and skirts. I liked the skirts with the slit like Jenny wore so chose 10, I wanted to be committed, 4 black, 2 red, 2 yellow and 2 white. I had to stick to tops that were loose and hemmed just below my nipples as I had no tits to hold up a real top such as Jenny wore. I bought 8 of them and also two tops like Jenny wore that I would wear with her padded bras. They were both white.

Now we went to the Makeup department in the same store and Jenny helped me pick out the right base, eye shadow and eye liner and 3 different shades of lipstick. She said I could use her blush, as she had more then she would ever use. Now I felt really like a woman carrying all of my purchases to the cash register. I again paid with my credit card and the cashier didn't bat an eye when I signed Darrell. I asked Jenny about it when we were outside and she laughed and said, "You would not believe how many TS, CD, TGs are in this small town. Just about all of us shop at that store."

It was only 12 now and Jenny didn't have to be to work until 1 so we drove to her place and we quickly changed into sexier clothes. I chose one of my new red skirts, a white cut off t-shirt top changed my taupe hose for my new black ones and Jenny watches as I tried to apply the sluttier looking makeup. I only needed help with the eyeliner and was proud of how well I did. We left needing to hurry to get Jenny to work on time and ran into Mario outside. He whistled and said he liked me better in this outfit. I giggled and thanked him as we hurried into the mustang and left for the club. We just made it; Stanley was waiting at the door for Jenny. Jenny said she was sorry to be late but we had gone out shopping to get me set up with some outfits. Stanley looked me up and down and said, "OK honey, you are excused, the results are outstanding." He rubbed his crotch while looking at me and asked me if I would come back to his office he had something to discuss with me about next week.

Jenny winked as she went to the bar to count her drawer. I followed Stanley's fat ass into his office and as he turned I reached out and unzipped his pants, and his fat hard cock slipped out of his pants. He said, 'I knew you were a natural little cock sucker the first time I saw you, chow down baby, make daddy happy." I got on my knees and sucked his cock and played with his full nut sack until he was moaning and groaning so loud I thought they would hear him in the bar. Finally I felt his seed spew into my mouth and I sucked him dry and then licked his cock clean. He put his cock up and thanked me. I didn't ask what he wanted to talk to me about; the conversation had just been consummated.

I went out to the bar and only three customers were there, none that I recognized but then I never came to the club this early before and supposedly only straights came during the day. I took a seat at the end of the bar and Jenny brought me a wine. She winked and I winked back and leaned over and kissed her giving her a lot of tongue. When we parted she giggled and said, "I think someone has been making my boss happy, that isn't cum I taste in your mouth is it?" I told Jenny that I couldn't stay here all day I'd be drunk by the time the club changed clientele and she got off. I was sipping my drink when Jenny asked if I would like to spend the afternoon with a friend of hers, he was a Dom and it might be good for me to learn how a Dom treats us sluts. She said if I wanted to be broken in right he would be the one to do it and he had a lot of friends who were also into the dominant role with men women and girls like us. Since Friday night I have found I can't get enough sex, it was the built up sexual frustration of all the years I lived a lie as a straight hetro. I readily agreed and she went to the phone and made a call. She was talking for almost 5 minutes and finally hung up with a big smile on her face and came over to me and exclaimed, "It is better than I thought. They have a sex club that gets together every Wednesday and right now there are 5 tops and only one girl like us, they thought I was a real female slut who is going to show up also. He said they would love to add you to the menu, there should be another three tops there by the time you get there. I know the girl who is there now, a really hot slut really into everything. His name is Manuel, a good looking Spanish guy. Just knock on the day and say you are diana and they will know I sent you."

I got the directions from Jenny and she gave me her keys and told me to make sure I got back to pick her up at nine and to have fun.

I left and followed her directions which took me to the south end of town. I pulled in front of a two story with minimal parking so had to park down the street, hoping I wouldn't be blocking anyone who lived in the area. I walked the half block to the address Jenny gave me and rang the door bell. A real sexy looking guy wearing only shorts came to the door and I told him I was diana. He stepped out of my way and said, "come in my little tamale caliente!" I walked in and saw 6 middle aged men all completely naked and a sexy little brunette on her hands and knees her dress flipped up over her round white ass which had a pair of black panties pulled up into her ass. She had on a t shirt like mine and also black thigh highs and 3 inch heels. She had a collar around her neck and a leash attached to it held by another Spanish looking hunk a little older than the rest. He was holding her in front of a big black stud while telling her to lick his big black cock. As she licked and sucked on this black spike her handler was urging her to suck harder and harder or he would spank her little ass until tears would come to her eyes. The sight of this one guy holding the slut on a leash and the 3 other guys standing around jerking their swollen meat obviously waiting their turn had my pussy twitching and my clitty dripping. I felt a hand on my ass under my skirt and turned to see the Adonis who let me in was now naked and his cock was standing at attention at over 8 inches, and uncut. He squeezed my ass and announced, "We have another slut now gang, and she is already ready for action, no panties and a very open pussy." He said this last as he slid two fingers into my ready hole.

He pulled me over to a chair and announced that I needed to be disciplined to show me what would happen if I didn't perform well. He pulled me over his lap lifted my skirt baring my ass and he started spanking me harder and harder until tears were coming to my eyes, the sting was tremendous, but my clitty was swelling up and dripping, it was so humiliating, to have my ass bared and spanked in front of so many strangers. He finally stopped and told me to get on the floor and suck the slut's ass. I quickly got on all fours and crawled behind the girl in a lease and put my face into her ass and started licking around the panties pulled into her ass. Someone slapped my ass and told me to pull her panties off with my teeth and suck her ass right. I pushed my face into her ass spreading her ass cheeks with my face and was able to grip the silk in my teeth and pulled the silk out of her ass, and then I pushed her skirt up with my head and grabbed the band of her panties and pulled them over her ass. I felt so humiliated on my hands and knees while 6 men watched as I used my teeth to strip the panties off another girl. When I had her panties down to her knees she lifted up first one knee then the other so I could get the panties past her knees then I was able to crawl back stripping her panties completely off. I knew what they wanted next so I quickly crawled back up her upturned ass and spread her ass cheeks with my face and started licking and sucking for all I was worth. I got a mouthful of thick sweet liquid in my mouth and knew she had just been fucked, when her pussy emptied her cum load into my mouth I crawled around and saw she had just finished receiving a mouthful of cum from the black and I looked her in the eye and she understood, we crawled up to each other and kissed exchanging our mouths full of cum. The men all clapped and Manuel said, "Jenny said she was good." They wanted to watch terri and I do a 69 and I ended up on top. We were just starting to get into it when I felt my ass cheeks being spread and a hard cock slide into my cunt. It went in without any problem at all and I started pumping back at whoever it was as he pounded my cunt with a fury. I soon was being flooded with a thick gush of sperm and I felt the cock soften and withdraw only to be replaced with a second cock, then a third, fourth, fifth and finally the sixth and last. They let us get up after that and made terri get under me while I squatted over her mouth and I released my sphincter and let the nectar flow into her open mouth. Then without being told I leaned over terri and kissed her as we let the huge load of cum flow back and forth between our mouths and finally we both swallowed. The guys liked that and told us so. We had been so good they let us go to the bathroom and clean up. When we got back they even gave us a drink of water.

The older guy pulled terri into his lap and Manuel pulled me into his lap. The men drank a couple of beers and then Manuel slid me off his lap and told me to suck his cock while he discussed the next get together with his friends. I got on my hands and knees in front of Manuel and buried my face in his crotch and licked first his inner thighs and then slipped one ball in my mouth and swished it around and played with it with my tongue, then slipped the other ball in and moved the two of them around in my mouth until I got Manuel's attention and instead of discussing the next party he was moaning with pleasure. Next I sucked his foreskin in my mouth and slowly stripped the foreskin back off his cock head and flicked my tongue on the pe hole now dripping with sweet pre-cum. I used my lips to pull his foreskin back over his cock head and then stripped it back over his swollen cock head, I did this at least 6 more times and now he was shaking and moaning trying to hold back his load, I knew he couldn't hold it much longer so I slid his foreskin back off his cock head and kept my mouth going until his cock was buried deep down my throat and his balls were swinging back and forth slapping my chin with ever swing. When I buried his cock in my throat he pushed to meet me and with a loud moan the shot a huge load of hot Spanish seed down my throat, I can't believe how long I went before tasting the sweet nectar that comes out of a throbbing cock.

When Manuel caught his breath he told me to crawl over to the next guy and suck him off and continue around the group until I had sucked them all off, except for terri's handler, she would take care of him. When I finished going around the group Manuel told me to come to him and he told me to check with Jenny and see if she and I wanted to come next week to their party. Then he slapped my ass and told me I was a hot chili pepper and sent me on my way. I left with a smile on my face and it was now a little after eight, I couldn't believe I had been there for about 5 hours, I thought time passes fast when you are having fun;.....god I thought I am such a slut.

I ran by my house and cleaned up and checked the mail, it had been awhile since I had been there. I then went to Saturday's to meet Jenny when she got off. I got here right at 9 and she was waiting for me at the door. She wanted to go home and rest a little and shower and change clothes. Apparently Stanley was in rare form that day, and Jenny ended up giving him three blow jobs during the afternoon and she had gotten runs in her nylons kneeling in his office.

We got to her house and low and behold but Mario was in the front of his condo as we drove up. Jenny thinks he must watch for her and come out when he sees her drive up.

We both jumped in the shower, Jenny needed to freshen up and I needed to wash away the sex from the party so I can start all over again. As we were lounging around for a bit before getting ready to go back to Saturday's I told Jenny how hot the party was at Manuals'. She laughed and told me she was sure I would enjoy it. We weren't in a hurry to get back to Saturday's; we just needed to kill time until the county club opened after 1 am.

Jenny wanted to know if I had decided on what I was going to do when my wife got home. It was getting near. I would have to come to some decision soon. I told her that I was still apprehensive about coming out to her, but I was determined to come clean and hopefully Di would accept the situation and not ask for a divorce. Jenny told me to explain to her my sexual orientation which hadn't changed but my frustration level has just made me have to accept it.

Jenny: "Honey you said Di became a slut for you and fucked other men for over 15 years, right?"

Me: "Yes but now she says she only did it for me."

Jenny: "I hope you don't believe that, if she didn't enjoy it she wouldn't have done it for over 15 years."

Me: "I feel the same way honey; she fucked a lot of guys who became friends of not only her but me too. Most of them couldn't understand my being OK with her fucking other men, but when they saw I was OK with it, and in fact encouraged her, they would be open with me also. They all told me what a hot fuck she was and the best cock sucker they ever had suck their cocks. Most were married and said their wives never sucked them, and if they did always kept a wash cloth close to spit out the cum. They were all surprised and excited when they found that Di would swallow, she loved cum. I use to love to hear about the men that hit on her and when she met one I would always wait with bated breath for her to come home and tell me all about it. I can't tell you how hot she looked when she came home, she was glowing and her lips were swollen and her whole body was hot to the touch. I couldn't wait to suck her pussy and taste the man seed still in her stretched cunt. Ben her first had such a huge cock, the first time I saw it, I wanted to touch it so bad, but was so afraid he would think I was a fag.....which it seems I am."

Jenny: "Well you have already told her you were gay and she told you she had known it all along. She spread her legs for other men for over 15 years and only stopped because you settled down and she has a job that makes her known in the area. I think you should sit her down and explain to her that you love her and want to grow old with her, but that you need sex and that your feminine side has continued to get more prevalent over the years and you feel more feminine now then masculine. You should also tell her that you feel bad because you can't give her sex any longer and thought she should find sex partners also. It's time you and her had an open marriage so she can have her sexuality satisfied and you can do the same. Sex and Love are two different things. You love her and want her to be sexually satisfied and happy with life and you want to satisfy your urges also. You should also, after explaining all this tell her about your wanting to dress and act the slut like she use to act the slut for you. Just tell her you feel like a woman and want to dress as a woman and have sex as a woman. I think you will be surprised at what the results will be. The two of you are of an age now where you don't have to worry about public opinion, and you can both be discrete. You will be going out to places where like mined people congregate, and after seeing you the last few days, I can tell you that you can pass as a woman and I don't think even your closest friends will be able to tell, unless you dress around them.?"

Me: "I think you are probably right, it would be a dream come true if she understood and became my best girlfriend along with you of course. I agree that she would be happier if she started fucking again. I think she may feel she is too old, but I know from being on the internet that there are a lot of young studs that are turned on by mature women. She would not have any trouble finding cock to fill her juicy pussy that is for sure."

Jenny: "If you need any moral support honey, you know you can call on me, and if it goes wrong you can always move in with me until you get a place of your own. But if you want to try to keep it a secret you are free to keep clothes and stuff at my condo. But how you will keep it a secret is beyond me, and especially if you take Stanley up on his offer of working at the county club."

Me: "Oh I want to take Stanley up on his offer so bad, I don't think I can keep working where I am now. The Secretary, a real bitch, saw residue of nail polish on my nails the other day and I can see problems in the future."