This is a letter i wrote to a 19 year old novice Dominant Man just prior to our meeting in person. He was attracted to me because i was an experienced submissive, albeit entirely at the hands of Dominant Women. He had asked me what a session with someone like him might be like from a submissive's point of view. He had already told me some of the things that interested him. Though sexually experienced with both men and women, he had had only a little opportunity to experience the Dominant role with women and none with a man so he was very curious about what a submissive would feel.
Master:
You have asked me to describe for You what a slave/submissive might be feeling as he is bent to Your will and subjected to the kinds of things You listed for me:
i am waiting in the hotel room to which You had instructed me to go, not knowing what to expect, feeling apprehensive, and afraid, but at the same time intensely sexually aroused. i have been in the control of Dominant Women before but never A Dominant Man, in fact i've never with a man at all. i am almost ready to blot from the room when there comes the knock at the door. i walk to it on trembling legs and open it. You push past me entering the room carrying a small black bag. "What are you doing clothed, I want you naked immediately". Quickly i strip off everything until i am naked. i am mortified to be so exposed, my penis visibly partially erect. i try to hide my tumescence but You make clasp my hands over my head and slowly turn for You.
Standing before You naked only intensifies all the feelings i had before. You lounge back on the bed and slowly examine me. "Pull that table into the middle of the floor facing the foot of the bed". The table serves as the work desk and is about four feet by 2. Quickly i remove everything from it and drag in to the end of the bed. "Now bend over it and grip the legs in front". Quickly You take several short ropes from the bag and bind my ankles to the back legs of the table and my wrists to the front legs pulling me spread-eagled over the table. You walk around me slowly, Your fingers trailing over my back and buttocks. The feeling of apprehension is intensified as i realize that i am now truly helpless, every part of me is totally exposed and completely vulnerable to whatever You might wish to do.
You go back over to the black bag and retrieve some more items, but shield them from my view. As You walk back towards me there is something You don't make any effort to conceal. i can see the huge bulge in your jeans and my legs begin to tremble with fright and anticipation at the same time. By now my penis is very erect and rubbing against the table. You step behind me and i feel something cold and wet along the cleft of my buttocks. "I must prepare you for later". Then i feel something press against my anus and i begin to struggle but am bound fast, the table forcing my ass up and its length spreading legs making my anus open to you. The pressure increases until i think i will be split open, then whatever it is pops through and the pressure eases a bit but is still intense. "I have placed a butt plug to open you a bit and get you ready". You have already told me, "ready" for what. I feel the intense pressure in my anus, I look at the bulge in your pants and while my brain is torn between fear and desire, my body knows only arousal as my cock now fully and almost painfully erect rubs against the side of the table. You see all of this and make another trip to the bag. You return and tie a cord around my cock and balls, "Here, I wouldn't want you to lose that lovely little erection along the way would we!"
You had me positioned the table so that it faces the foot of the bed. Slowly and leisurely you begin to strip in front of me and i marvel as each part of your magnificent body is bared to my view. Finally, at last, You toss away Your shorts revealing Your fully erect penis standing up hard and perfectly formed, standing at a 45 degree angle from your hard belly. i stare at it with awe, with fear, with anticipation all at once, when suddenly it hits me that what You contemplate doing to me has brought on that incredible erection, that in some small way i am responsible for it and i am humbled by the knowledge. At the same time, i am also deeply humiliated, i am bound naked and helpless, my anus violated, in front of a completely naked and obviously sexually aroused Man who intends to use my body for his pleasure.
Leisurely, You rise from the bed and walk slowly the few steps toward, Your large, thick penis bobbing with each step. You stop with the thick purple head just inches from my face. You take it in Your hand and slowly extrude a large drop of pre-cum that you slowly and deliberately smear over my cheeks, teasing out more and more as You brush the head of your cock over my face. Pulling it up against your belly You step a bit closer and whisper "Put out your tongue and lick my balls, lick them both and do a good job". my tongue touches the firm heavy sac and I run it around each of Your full heavy balls. When You tell me to take them in my mouth i do so gently sucking each one. You pull back slowly and it drops from my mouth. You release Your Cock and drops against my cheek. "Worship it, pleasure it with your mouth, make me hard and ready to give you my thick rich cum load". i reach out with my tongue and begin to lick at the thick moist head, finally wrapping my lips around it and letting the broad head into my mouth. i am trembling with anticipation, dread, and intense arousal all at once, i have never before had a Man's Penis in my mouth. Somehow, worshiping it seems natural and i begin to lick and suck it and run my lips and tongue over it trying desperately to please You. "Take more of it" and you place one hand behind my head to control me and push forward with your hips pushing the head all the way to the back of my mouth. i gag slightly and you tell me "It's alright if you gag, I don't care, in fact it feels good when you constrict your throat around My Cock. Now I want you to take more, before we are done I am going to be Fucking your throat with the full length of My Cock until I have your face pressed tight against My hard belly. I know it will choke you and you won't be able to breathe but you can and will take it. You don't have much choice do you? You are tied and I have your head in my hands and I am going to Fuck your throat and mouth as I please." And You did so. With increasing pressure and longer thrusts You began to inch Your Cock into my throat forcing ever more of the length of it into me. You would take three or four thrusts in my mouth, followed by a longer deep thrust into my throat where You would hold it for a few seconds while i gagged before pulling back and starting the cycle over again. Each time You would push a little more down my throat until finally You were pressing my face tightly to You with each deep thrust. my mind was lost in the moment of Your taking Your pleasure, i became and knew i had become a mere receptacle, a moist willing hole for You to pleasure Yourself in. "Don't worry, I won't cum down your throat, my load is going in your mouth, you are going to taste and swallow every drop" You groaned through clenched teeth as You pulled back the final time. I felt Your Cock twitch and throb once before a hot, thick, jet of Your fluid squirted into my mouth, and it continued to Cum, spurt after spurt, Your Cock throbbing and swelling with each one, filling my mouth faster than i could possibly swallow, and Your Cum leaked out of my lips and down my chin.
Finally, You finished Yourself in me and allowed your Cock to soften before You slowly withdrew Your Cock from my mouth. You wiped it clean on my cheeks and collapsed back on the bed. "I think you are a natural cocksucker, it seems like that is one of the things you might be useful for. I will have you a few more times and if you continue to improve i will share you with friends. If you don't improve it will be much the worse for how I will share you with them. I am going to rest a bit before we move on to the next level.". And You stretched out on the bed and closed Your eyes, Your now flaccid Cock lying on Your belly. You made no move to free me and i lay draped over the back of the chair, Your Cum slowly drying on my face.
After a half hour or so You arose and walked over to stand behind me. You reached down and without warning pulled on the butt plug bringing it almost to the widest part before letting is settle back in me again. "How is it feeling" You asked when i cried out. In truth it was more from surprise than pain because my anal ring had begun to accommodate to the stretching of the plug and the sensation had become more of a constant low-grade sexual stimulus. You began to manipulate the plug slowly, withdrawing it beyond the widest part, letting my hole begin to close then pushing it back in all the way. "I think you are beginning to like having your ass fucked, I don't think those groans sound like you are in pain but in rut. Maybe you need it fucked for real. I think I might breed you if you beg me, maybe shoot some Cum in your belly, really make a bitch out of you. You would like that wouldn't you. Tell me, would you?" my face turned crimson with shame and humiliation for You were right, i did want it, i wanted anything that might heighten the sensation that You were producing deep in my belly. Keeping hold of the butt plug with one hand You positioned Yourself in front of me again and said "You are going to have the pleasure of using your mouth to get my Cock ready so I can mount and fuck you properly". With that he lifted his cock in his hand and pressed it against my lips. This time without being told, i took it in my mouth and began to vigorously lick and suck on the head and run my lips up and down the still soft shaft. For now my mind and body were as one, inside i was screaming for You to enter me with Your Penis, anything to take the current sensation up a level from that being produced by Your slow torture with the butt plug. Apparently the thought of it had a similar effect on You as You were quickly hardening, growing, elongating in my mouth as i sucked You. The feeling of You growing inside me was intensely erotic and only heightened my need to be filled, to reach another level of stimulation, anything to relieve the building pressure and tension in my groin. Pulling Your now full erect Penis from my mouth You said "I think you have Me ready now, but I don't know if you want it, I don't know if you really want Me to pump this thick hard Cock into your belly and breed you with a thick load of my cum, do you want it, tell me if you want it, tell me, beg me for it!"
With that i sunk to a new low of humiliation, did i want it? at that moment i was dying for it, i had to have relief and i could only get that with You inside me, Fucking me, anything to lift me to the next level. "Yes, please, please" i groaned. "Please what" You replied. "Please fuck me, please put Your Cock in me and Fuck me, Please!" And with that You did. You pulled the butt plug from me and began to slowly tease my stretched anus with Your Cock head then You began to push and i felt myself stretching even wider to allow the head to enter me. i felt the head pop through my anal ring as the butt plug did. You groaned as You entered me, stopped for a moment then thrust hard sinking several inches of Your Cock into me at once. I moaned with pain and pleasure as You withdrew a bit and thrust again this time sinking the full length of Your Penis in my belly. You caught my hips in Your strong hands and began to thrust into me with long, slow strokes going in the full length of Your Cock then pulling out until i could just feel my anus begin to close before You would thrust forward again. The sensation moved rapidly from pain to pleasure as Your Cockhead battered my prostate and Your thrusts drove my swollen throbbing cock again and again against the side of the table. "I'm going to cum now, I'm going to cum deep up in your ass" You groaned. You thrust deeply into me and held Your cock there and i could feel it twitch and throb as You emptied into me Your second load of cum of the afternoon. After a few last strokes to fully empty Yourself, You slowly pulled out and wiped Your cock on my buttocks.
Once again You flopped on the bed and rested a bit before getting up. When You did You walked around me again, inspecting Your handiwork. "What a lovely sight, My cum is dried on your chin and is beginning to drip out of your ass, down over your balls and down your thighs. Your asshole isn't entirely closed from when My thick Cock was inside you. You have also created quite a mess on the floor where your puny cock has been leaking. "
You bent down and began to unfasten the cords that bound me to the table. "When I release you, do not touch your cock and follow me on your hands and knees." When i was free i sank to my knees holding on to the table for support, i don't think i could have stood or walked even if You had allowed it. You turned and walked to the bathroom with me following. You opened the shower door and stepped in, "Come inside, on your knees, you will wash me now." You turned on the shower, stepped under the stream to wet Yourself then stepped out and handed me a bar of soap. i took it in my hands and began to lather Your entire body as high up as i could reach from my knees. i took special care with Your Penis, Balls, and Buttocks, washing the cleft thoroughly. When i had finished You stepped back under the stream and rinsed Yourself. You stepped out of the stream of water, turned spread Your legs wide and leaned against the wall arching Your back presenting Your buttocks to me. "Now I want you to bathe my ass with your tongue, slave." i crawled to You and took Your buttocks in both hands spreading You wide. i began to lick the inner sides of the cleft of Your buttocks circling ever closer to the tight puckered ring of Your anus. Finally, i was there and began to lick the ring itself. That produced a series of loud groans and twitches from You as the sensation was clearly pleasurable. "Push your tongue into me." You demanded. i stiffened the tip of my tongue and began to push at Your asshole until i had worked the tip in a little ways. When i did i felt Your anal sphincter clamp down on my tongue. Finally You turned facing me, "I want you to stroke your pathetic cock right now and cum into your other hand." i know i must have turned very red again, this was so humiliating to be forced to masturbate, to display my pathetic need for release before this Dominant Man. But my need was overwhelming and with only a few strokes of my right fist, a huge cum load spurted into my left palm. "Wipe it on your chest, rub it in good." This only made my sense of powerlessness and subjugation grow as slowly i speared my cum over my chest and belly. "Now its time for your shower." and with that You let go a stream of hot golden piss, splashing it over my chest, my belly and my face until You were completely drained. "Now clean My Cock with your mouth, lick and suck away the last of My piss." i crawled to You once more and opened my mouth to You taking Your Cock in. i could taste the drops of Piss still hanging on the head and as i sucked You more came into my mouth. To my fear and amazement once again You began to grow and swell in my mouth. "It looks like I am going to have to Fuck your throat again, you have gotten me all aroused with your nasty mouth." As soon as You were fully hard You began to fuck my mouth and throat, holding my head firmly and pumping Yourself roughly down me, almost as though You were unaware of me other than as a warm, wet, tube to push Your cock into until You shot Your third load of cum into my body. This time You didn't pull back into my mouth but came with Your cock far down my throat. "Clean me good." You said when You finally pulled back. When i had finished licking the last of the cum from Your Cockhead and orifice, you told me "You are mine now, I have breed you and will use you when I feel the need. I will also let others use you for my amusement and their pleasure from time to time. When I call, you are to come." With that You stepped out of the shower and left me there on my knees Your cum in my mouth and my belly, my throat and anus still dilated from the series of hard Fuckings You had given me. A few moments later as i knelt there trembling i heard the door close behind You.
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