Disclaimer: This story contains homosexual themes. If you are under the age of 18 or if reading this story is illegal to read where you are residing, please read no further. While the people in this story are real, the events are purely fictional.
I'd like to thank ScorSagian for his help and inspiration for this story. He is a dear friend and without him this story would not exist.
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Decisions
by DB
Chapter 7
You knew this morning's "breakfast meeting" was not going to go well. Both you and Justin were exhausted, as your lovemaking had continued through most of the night. You had managed to gather enough strength to shower at about 4:00 am, but that too had turned in to a romantic interlude with Justin pleading with you to make love to him one more time. You were happy to oblige him, but you were both paying for it now.
Johnny would be at the meeting this morning to discuss the upcoming tour and expected everyone's full attention. The meeting was scheduled to start in 15 minutes, and you hadn't even attempted to wake Justin. He was sleeping so peacefully, and you knew that four hours of sleep was not enough to satisfy his body's needs. You ran your fingers through his soft curls and whispered his name.
"Justin....Justin, it's time to wake up." He rolled over, put his arm around you and snuggled close. His voice was barely audible.
"Screw the meeting." "Call Chris and tell him I'm not coming."
"Justin, you can't do that." "Johnny's gonna be there." you reminded him.
"I'm not in the mood for him this morning." he complained.
You chuckled. "You're not in the mood for anything." "You're a grouch!"
Without warning, Justin rolled on top of you, his legs straddling yours. "I'm in the mood for something," he said as he was flashing his captivating smile, "just not listening to one of Johnny's lectures."
"Justin, you must be kidding?" you asked in amazement. "Last night wasn't enough?"
"Not even close!" he laughed and then added a pitiful, "Please?"
The phone rang before you could give him an answer and Justin grabbed it on the first ring.
"Hello?"
You could hear Johnny's booming voice and Justin quickly moved the receiver from his ear.
"Justin, get your ass down here now!" "You're late, again!"
Justin answered using his best remorseful voice. "Sure Johnny, I'll be right there." "Give me five minutes."
"Like hell I will!" "You got two, and make sure Gary is with you!"
Justin hopped out of bed and grabbed a pair of drawstring pants, putting them on as he talked.
"Shit!" "He's really pissed." Justin conveyed. "We got two minutes."
"We?" you asked.
"Yep, he said to make sure you were with me," he answered.
The news immediately disturbed you. Why would Johnny want you at the meeting? Only one thought ran through your mind. Johnny was not going to let you travel with Justin on this tour. Although he had never been rude, he had never gone out of his way to make you feel welcome during these last 3 months either.
The door to Chris' room was slightly ajar and Justin was hoping the two of you could slip in quietly, but Johnny had other ideas.
"Glad you boys could join us," he said sarcastically, "now sit your butts down and pay attention." "Chris give them an agenda."
Justin was disappointed. An agenda meant this meeting was not going to be a short one. He grabbed a pillow off of the bed and positioned it on your lap.
"Don't even think about it, Justin" Johnny snapped.
Justin exhaled loudly.
"Is there a problem?" Johnny asked. You were hoping Justin would let it go, but you knew better.
"Yeah, there is," he yelled. "I'm tired of you riding my ass."
"I shouldn't have to ride your ass, Justin, and you and I will discuss this in private when we're done here." "Is that clear?"
Justin was sorry he had lost his temper. "Yes sir, it's clear."
"Thank you," Johnny said calmly. "Now lets see how quickly we can cover this agenda." "The first item is the new staff." "I'm planning on a couple of changes in the touring staff." "First of all, Mark Matthews has agreed to join us as the "tour physician."
"Great idea, Johnny," Chris remarked, "we all really liked him." The others were in total agreement. Mark and his daughter had joined the guys for dinner after the Chicago concert and they hit if off immediately.
"Mark will be joining us the week before the tour starts." "He'll meet with each of you individually and for a physical, your shots, and so he can get a medical background on each of you."
"Shots!" JC exclaimed.
"Relax man, they're over and done with in a second." Lance was doing his best to ease JC's fears.
"Yeah, you did great last time," Joey added.
Danni could see that he needed some more convincing. She moved from Chris' lap and positioned herself next to JC. She took his hand in hers and patted it gently.
"It'll be ok, JC, Mark gave Justin a shot and he didn't even cry." "We all know you're braver than Curly." "You'll be fine."
Everyone roared with laughter except for Justin.
"Funny, Danni." "Real funny."
Deep down her comments didn't bother him at all, as long as it made JC feel better. He knew how terrified his partner was of needles.
Johnny continued. "Mark will be in charge of all aspects of your health and his decisions are final." "Meals, medications and injuries will all be handled by him; no outsiders." "He also has the power to impose curfews, if and when, he thinks they're necessary."
"Shit!" said Joey under his breath.
Johnny missed nothing. "Joey, would you like to share your opinion with all of us?"
Lance was siding with Joey on this one. "Don't you think we're a little old for curfews?"
Johnny had seen the effects of the late night clubbing more than he cared for on the last tour and sternly corrected Lance.
"Evidently not, and this is not up for discussion." "And for the record Lance, if I remember correctly, you were 20 years old when we finished touring." "You weren't even legally allowed in most of those clubs!"
"Gotcha!" Chris chuckled. Lance shot him a dirty look, but said nothing.
Johnny continued on for another half an hour discussing security, travel arrangements and other mundane topics that had nearly put Justin to sleep. He rested his head on your shoulder and exhaled deeply.
"Ok guys, one more item and then you can go."
He handed everyone a sheet of paper. "Here is the official tour schedule" "Trust me, its full." "If you notice, there are five dates that are highlighted. These dates will be concerts in conjunction with four other artists, Britney, 5ive, LFO and 98 Degrees. To make things fair, each group will headline the show on one of the five nights. We drew for cities. *NSYNC will have the last of the five shows in San Diego."
It was obvious from the chatter and the high fives all around that these arrangements were not a problem. In fact, the guys loved the idea. Even Justin managed to join in the celebration.
"Can you guys imagine the basketball games? We'll have enough for 2 full teams!"
Joey, of course, had his own ideas about the games. "Yeah, even Britney is a pretty good player, and I'll guard her any day of the week!"
Danni grabbed a pillow and smacked Joey on the side of the head. "You perv, do you ever think about anything else?"
Joey paused and rubbed his chin as if thinking. "Hmmm, no I don't think so."
"Down boy," Johnny interjected, "don't even think about it." I'm going to assume you all know that Britney is off limits." Everyone, including Joey, nodded in agreement.
"Ok, if nobody has any questions, then we're through." "Justin. Gary, I need to see you guys for a minute please."
The sound of his voice made you both uneasy, but you followed Johnny into the hotel corridor. Johnny reached into his pocket and removed his key card.
"Gary, could you wait for me in my room please?" "I need to talked to Justin privately for a moment." Your suspicions were right. Johnny was going to break the news to Justin first, then tell you that you would not be allowed on the tour. Damn, why now. After the events of last night, you hated for this to happen, but more importantly, Justin would be devastated. You said nothing, but took the key and headed down the hall to his room.
Johnny turned his attention to Justin. When he spoke, his voice had a fatherly tone.
"Let's talk about that outburst in there." "Did I deserve that?"
"No," Justin said apologetically, "I'm just really tired." "I'm sorry."
"Thank you, I appreciate that." "I would also appreciate it if you could manage to show up on time." "You're late for everything, and it's not fair for the rest of the guys to have to always wait on you." "I cut you slack when you were younger, but I shouldn't have to do that anymore."
Justin was sorry that he had disappointed Johnny.
"I'll work on it, and I'm sorry I let you down."
Johnny knew Justin was sincere and hadn't meant to sound so cross.
"Justin," he said as he tousled his hair, "you've never let me down. You have always been extremely mature and professional." You've been a joy, just not very punctual," he said smiling. "Now, why don't you go back to your room and get some sleep."
Justin couldn't stand it. "So, what are you gonna talk to Gary about?"
"For right now, that is a private matter," Johnny replied. "If Gary wants to discuss it with you later, that's up to him."
Johnny turned and headed towards his room leaving Justin standing in the hall, wondering what the topic of the mysterious discussion would be, and more importantly, why he was not included. The thought running through his mind made him uneasy.
The time you spent alone in Johnny's room seemed like an eternity. Finally, Johnny entered and although you were sure you were not going to enjoy the conversation, you were grateful that the wait was finally over.
His voice was serious. "Gary, I need to talk to you about the upcoming tour."
The butterflies in your stomach had now turned to nausea. This was it. No tour. No Justin.
"We haven't had much of a chance to talk, but I have noticed how helpful you have been to the crew in the last few months." "I have also notice the positive effect you've had on Justin." "I'd like you to join the tour." "I understand that you are a whiz with electronics and computers and it seems that everything on the tour is some how related to both of those. Our lights, sound, security; everything." "It's been a nightmare for me and I'm looking for someone who can oversee that whole operation." "I think you'd do a great job."
You couldn't believe what you were hearing. You were elated.
Johnny continued, "We could really use your help and if you are part of the crew, it would take some of the heat off of you and Justin." "There won't be any questions as to why you are traveling with us."
Johnny had really put some thought into this. You were impressed and grateful.
"I have no idea what you are making as a consultant, but I'm offering you $75,000 to start with all expenses paid." "If I am out of line with that figure, let me know." "It's negotiable."
He reached out and shook your hand. "Give it some thought and discuss it with Justin." "This will be a very time consuming job and I know Justin can be a little 'high maintenance' at times." "Just make sure it will work." "I hope you decide to join the team."
"Thanks, Johnny" was all you could manage to say.
You didn't even have the door fully open when you could hear Justin's worried voice. "Gary, what's going on?" "You've been in Johnny's room forever!"
You had to smile. "J, it was more like fifteen minutes and relax, nothing's wrong, in fact, I think you gonna really like the news." "Johnny offered me a position on the tour. "He wants me to oversee anything technology related." "Lights, sound, everything."
His face lit up. "That's awesome!" "So you told him yes, right?"
"Not yet," you replied. "He wanted me to think about it and discuss it with you, but I'm planning on accepting his offer." "He was very generous."
"This is great!" "We've got to tell Danni and the rest of the guys," he said as he hurried toward the door.
"Not so fast." "I thought we were gonna discuss this?" you reminded him.
Justin looked shocked. "Discuss it?" "What's to discuss?"
"Hmmm, maybe how much I love you," you said teasingly.
He paused for a second. After your last comment you expected to see a smile, but Justin's face was somber. He inched toward you, took your hand in his and exhaled slowly.
"Gary, I have a problem." "Can you help me?"
He caught you off guard. Only moments ago everything seemed fine.
"Sure Justin, anything." "What do you need?"
A devilish grin came across his face as he placed your hand on his crotch.
"I need you to take care of my 'little friend' here. "He's kinda lonely."
Damn, you loved this boy. He was so spontaneous. So full of life and ready to enjoy every minute.
You began massaging him gently. "I hate to tell you this, but that's no "little" friend.
With your free hand your brought his head to yours and allowed you lips to touch. He moaned with delight as your tongue slipped past his lips and into his mouth, exploring every inch.
You gently laid him on the bed and began to undo the buttons of his shirt exposing his chest. You moved your lips from his, kissing his neck before moving to his chest, licking and caressing his hardened nipples. By now, Justin was not the only one excited and your desire for him was evident. Your mouth moved lower as you hands untied Justin's drawstring pants and lowered them over his hips, leaving only his boxers. You stopped kissing him briefly and looked into his deep blue eyes. You could see his passion and knew that you would do anything to please him.
Within seconds, you had both removed what was left of your clothing and resumed kissing passionately. Without being totally conscious of your actions, your mouth once again left his lips and journeyed lower and lower until you heard his moans of desire as you put his cock in your mouth, teasing it with your tongue.
After pleasuring him for several minutes, you knew he was close to reaching his climax. You rolled over on your back and allowed Justin to have you one more time. Unlike last night, he was relaxed and confident. You knew nothing would ever compare to the special moments the two of you had shared last night, but you also realized you were both inexperienced and that your lovemaking would only get better.
Justin screamed your name as his body exploded with pleasure. Your body was ready too, encouraged by Justin's constant stroking. It was an incredible moment, both of your bodies in a passionate and exhausting orgasm.
As Justin lay on your chest, his breathing labored and his body fatigued from the events of the last 12 hours, you could not imagine being more in love.
Within minutes, Justin had drifted off to sleep, but your conversation with Johnny had given you new energy. You had two short months to learn everything about the operation. It's not like you were totally unfamiliar. You had helped out on several occasions in the past, but that was different. That was troubleshooting. Now the entire show would be in your hands. The challenge excited you, but at the same time left you with a degree of concern.
The phone's loud ring startled you and interrupted your thoughts. You quickly clambered over Justin trying to reach the annoyance before it woke him. He never stirred. Exhaustion has won this battle.
"Hello?" you said softly.
It was Chris. "Gary is that you?"
"Yeah, Justin's asleep." "I was just trying to be quiet."
"Sorry, I hope I didn't wake him," Chris said. "He looked pretty tired at the meeting." "Listen, I won't keep you, but we were all gonna get together for dinner tonight." "You guys have plans?"
"We do now." "Dinner sounds great." "What time?" It amazed you that after all the time they spent together the guys had remained so close and truly enjoyed each other's company.
"How about we shoot for meeting in my room at 7:00?" "That way you and Justin should be able to make it by 7:30" he joked.
"Ok Chris, put your money where your mouth is," you replied. "Twenty bucks says we're there on time."
Chris laughed. "Just pay up now Gary." "It'll never happen."
You enjoyed the banter with Chris and were grateful that you and he had become closer. He was a great guy.
"We'll be there at 7:00 and have your money ready!"
You hung up the phone and stared down at Justin's motionless body lying next to you. His innocence brought a smile to your face and you lay down next to him and floated off into a peaceful slumber.
Will Be Continued....