Disclaimer, you know the deal, no reading unless you are over the age limit of 21 or whateva it is that your country says it is! blah blah blah! This story does not imply that anyone ('Nsync) mentioned here is gay blah blah, or that I know any of them personally blah blah....... I wish I did know them though, it wouldn't be all that bad.
YAY! I never thought I would be saying this...I LOVE THIS! Writing is defintely for me, it's something you should try. But for some news to everyone out there reading my humble story, then I have decided upon a little plot change...I'm going to be including a little 'somebody' into it...NO names as of now, but if u read REALLY carefully (I love making you think) u might find out who it is...but i really doubt it. No more details, since I don't wanna give away anything...but I wanna thank everyone who has sent me feedback, LOVING IT! and a special thanx to Malak (author of Justin's Real World), he's done alot for me even though he doesn't know it, PLS go check his story out, he's updating soon so go read the ones already up!!
Destiny's Decision
|Previously on Destiny's Decision|
They let go of each other, and stared into each other's eyes. Justin leaned forward and placed his lips on Jason's. The embrace seemed to last for eternity, it was the first kiss for both of them, and it lasted until Jason ran out of air. They broke the embrace, but they now had a lot more than a mere friendship, their eyes had said everything to each other, and, after all the twists and turns fate has put them through, their destiny was to be in each other's hearts and face the world, together.
Chapter 4
1:30pm
For the third time that day Jason woke up next to Justin. He leaned over and lightly kissed Justin's forehead before slowly getting up. Hoping Justin wouldn't mind, Jason grabbed some of his clothes and took a shower. When he came out he found Justin spread out over the bed, still asleep.
"Oh well, let's see how long he can stay asleep." Just then Jason's stomach let out a low grumble.
"Woops, I haven't had anything to eat yet." Jason said to no-one in particular. He wandered downstairs to the kitchen, but he remembered that there was nothing to eat. Slowly jogging back up to Justin's room he slid into the room without a sound. He leaned down on the bed and placed his lips on Justin's. Within seconds Jason got a response from Justin, the two were embraced in thier kiss for what seemed like forever. They finally broke apart for the air they needed.
"There's nothing to eat for lunch, I'm starving and I need to get changed into something." Jason stated as-a-matter-of-factly.
"But you are changed...." Justin looked at the clothes Jason was wearing, they were different to what he was wearing before...then suddenly he recognised the clothes, they were HIS. "HEY! those are mine!"
"Sorry, I needed something to wear, how 'bout you go get ready now, we can go over to my place so I can get changed when you're done, and then have lunch wherever?"
"Fine, be down real quick." Justin got up, grabbed some clothes and bolted into the bathroom. Jason got his stuff together and sat down downstairs on the couch, waiting for Justin.
After about 20 minutes Justin came bouncing down the stairs.
"You certianly took your time...what were you doing?" Jason seriously didn't know WHY it took so long.
"I had to make myself look pretty." Justin grinned at Jason.
"Well you take longer than my sisters do.....but......lets go now before I starve to death." Jason took Justin's hand in his own and they made their way to Justin's car. The drive was a silent one, but during the whole trip their hands remain locked together. They got out of the car and entered Jason's house, it was big, but nothing compared to Justin's. Upon entering they almost ran straight into Kathy and her cup of coffee.
"WOH! Watch it kid...don't mess up my beautiful day with your clumsiness." Kathy and Jason had always maintained a 'rude' loving relationship with each other.
"Well hello to you too Kathy." Jason mocked her stupidness.
"Where the hell were you last night? You could have at least told us you weren't coming home!" Kathy was being too 'motherly' but she was just looking after her younger brother.
"Don't mind her, she's like that, this is her normal self." Jason said to Justin, before turning his attention to his sister "I told Jesse, didn't she tell you this morning? I stayed over at Justin's place."
"No...." She caugh sight of Jason and Justin's hands intertwined with each others'. She looked up Jason and gave him a smile.
"Kathy, I'm gonna go upstairs and get changed, don't give Justin a hard time ok?" Jason began walking off when Kathy called out to him.
"WHOSE JUSTIN? I don't know a Justin, I only know that a really cute and sexy guy is standing infront of me!"
"DON'T YOU DARE!" Jason called back out from his room.
Justin and Kathy made small talk for a while before Kathy excused herself, reason? She went to make lunch, knowing Jason would've been too lazy to make lunch. Justin had relaxed a bit during the conversation and felt welcomed for being his REAL self. He just wished that his mom would react the same way, and that the guys would be on his side. Suddenly he felt a pair of arms wrap around his neck and a head peek out from next to him.
"Hey sweety, whatya thinking about?" This was all new for both Jason and Justin, neither of them knew if this was going to work, but both knew how dangerous it was for Justin's career.
"Nothing, just silly things...hmmmmmmm" Justin inhaled the aroma that lingered around him, "is that you or has your sis cooked up something really nice?"
"How about both." Jason hopped over the couch and dragged Justin up and with him to check to see what lunch was.
They walked into the kitchen to find three huge plates of Spaghetti Bolognese waiting for them. Without a word Jason and Justin grabbed a plate each and ran out to the living room and plopped themselves on the couch. Every-now-and-then the two would feed a little to each other, and all the while Kathy sat and watched them. She was happy that Jason had found someone, they seemed so happy with each other, but she knew for a fact who Justin was, career wise. She didn't want Jason involved in something that he wouldn't be able to manage and become heartbroken. She needed to talk to Jason about that, soon.
"Hey Jase, I used your laptop last night, hope you don't mind?" Kathy asked.
"No prob."
"By the way, you have tons of emails waiting for you...and I think 'BeAds' misses you." Kathy knew that Jason had a 'friend' on the net, they chatted all the time, sometimes he hang up on her because he had to get online to chat.
"OH SHIT! I forgot all about him, he's gonna kill me now." Jase was all worked up, Justin didn't know or hadn't even heard of this BeAds guy but from Jason's reaction he must be special.
"Whose BeAds?" Justin wanted to know desperately who he was.
They had finished their huge lunch and were walking up to Jason's room.
"He's just someone I chat with whenever I have time. We've never met, I don't think so anyway, and we're both anonymous, but we're like brothers. We tell each other everything and try not to hide things from each other."
"Does he know...that...you're, um...gay?"
"yeah, he is too."
Justin could only nod his head, he had too much to think about, about this BeAds guy. He sat down on Jason's bed while Jase opened up his laptop to check through his emails. All the while Justin couldn't help but be slightly jealous, how couldn't he. His boyfriend, if that's what he was, had a better 'relationship' with some unknown guy than he did with him. Justin finally got up and walked over to where Jason was busily typing away.
"Whatchya doing?" Justin wrapped his arms around Jason's neck and rested his head on his shoulder.
"Nothing much, replying to all these stupid emails." Just then the corner of Jason's laptop screen started flashing, saying 'BeAds is online'. Jason quickly dropped the emailing and turned his attention to the chat room.
"Is that the guy your sis was talking about?" Justin felt left out now that Jason's attention was probably now gone from him.
"Yep..."
^author's note: JayTe is Jason^
BeAds: Hey man! where have u been, u haven't been on for days
JayTe: HEY! sorry, u know how i told u that I was gonna interview for a job?
BeAds: yeah...
JayTe: well I had to fly to Orlando for it, and that took ages, then I had to go straight for the interview, and guess what?
BeAds: just tell me, u know I hate guessing
JayTe: I got the job straight away!
BeAds: Thats GREAT! what's the job? u neva did tell me what it was.
JayTe: thats coz i didn't know if i would get it or not, i'm an assistant tour manager!
BeAds: THATS COOL! who r u A.T.M. for?
Justin started laughing at what BeAds called Jase. Jason quickly responded by lightly hitting Justin.
JayTe: that sounds shit! don't call me that
BeAds: fine...i'll call u STA.
JayTe: wtf is that?
BeAds: Stupid Tight Ass
This sent Justin over the edge, he fell on the floor laughing.
JayTe: FUK U! wait a minute here, I have to teach someone a lesson
Jason got up and stood next to Justin's laughing body. "Are you gonna stop laughing or am I gonna hafta make you stop?" He got no reply from Justin but laughs so he knelt down next to Justin and placed his lips on Justin's. At first Justin kept laughing, but seconds later they were once again embraced in a passionate kiss. They broke apart at the loud HONK that erupted from the laptop.
JayTe: Sorry...got caught up...
BeAds: With what? I know u, and u don't do nasty things to ppl so it had to be interesting
JayTe: Don't worry...
BeAds: I am though, I thought our chats weren't gonna be read by anyone else?
JayTe: He's not anyone...
BeAds: Who is he then? u know perfectly well i don't like guessing. and if u don't tell me i'll hafta nuke u
JayTe: u dunno how to, remember u r computer ILliterate!
BeAds: FUK U! i'll get someone to nuke u then! now tell me! and who you're working for too
JayTe: u won't believe me if i tell u!
BeAds: maybe...
JayTe: Its 'Nsync...
BeAds: I don't believe u!
JayTe: I am...don't believe me then!
BeAds: i wont then, i just got this cool idea
JayTe: your ideas are pathetic
BeAds: They are not! well me and the guys just found out that we're going to Orlando next week and mayb we could meet then?
JayTe: y the hell r u coming here?
BeAds: work...
JayTe: i guess we could, whats the date?
BeAds: 21st, but we have to meet some ppl that day, so mayb we could meet on the 22nd?
JayTe: ok, i'll send u an email with my number on it, call me when ur free.
BeAds: k, i hafta go now, work...and if i don't get my ass out there then they are gonna
kill me
JayTe: I'd like to c that, anyway, BYE! remember to call when u get here!
BeAds: OK, BYE!!!!
BeAds Has Logged OFF
"Well that was an interesting conversation." Justin got up and sat down on the bed.
"We didn't have anytime, alot of the time he has to work, but when he ain't working on the next day we chat for hours on end." Jase sat down next Justin and put his arm around him.
"You two seem really close, but you've never met, you two know more about each other than your parents do, but you don't know each other's names." Justin shrugged off Jason's arm and lay down, he was thinking out loud, and of course Jase heard it.
Jason saw the look on Justin's face, it was of confusion and jealousy, "you feeling alright Just?"
"yeah, I'm OK" Justin rolled over on the bed.
"if this is about BeAds then I'm telling you now that we're just friends, even if he turns out to be the world's cutest guy I'll still love you. No matter what happens, I'll love you." Jason had also lay down next to Justin and as he spoke he draped an arm over Justin, and as he finished he lightly kissed Justin and the cheek.
At the same time in England
"PAUL! HURRY UP!" Ben yelled out from outside the bathroom.
The door flew open.
"Yeah yeah, I'm done ok, Jesus, you don't have to rip the door down."
"Maybe if you didn't take so bloody long in there I wouldn't have to."
Ben slammed the door shut behind him as soon as he stepped in.
"What's up his ass today?" Paul asked the other two guys.
"Probably didn't get to chat with that guy on the net again." Mark answered
"Probably and remind me to never talk to him whenever he ain't in a good mood."
"Not so good an idea, especially if he's in the group, anyway, how do you think those 'Nsync guys are gonna be like?" Christian decided to change the subject.
"I heard they're pretty cool, pretty normal and all, but they say the status and fame does get them sometimes."
Ben walked out of the bathroom, dressed and ready for something
Right outside on stage
"AND NOW FOR WHAT YOU HAVE ALL COME FOR!" the speakers blaired out. Hundreds to thousands of screams echoed away through the area.
"WELCOME, BEN ADAMS, MARK READ, PAUL MARAZZI, CHRISTIAN INGEBRIGTSEN because they are...A1!"
WOW! i actually did a long chapter! but i don't think it'll be very frequent! im not a long chapter writer! forgive me if this chapter hasn't been too good, i had trouble trying to fit in the chat section.....but after so long it is finally done.....HOPE U ALL ENJOYED IT! and all comments welcome.......bad ones i read too, since they can be INFORMATIVE sometimes!
and i also have to tell u that a1 will be in the story also now. i dunno when they'll leave but i know that they're staying for now!