Summary: Hannah Rogers has a secret that she'd never told anyone else before, but she worries about what Bright and others will think about her if they know her secret, so she must learn to accept herself while making many new discoveries along the way.
Disclaimer: "Everwood" and its characters are properties of "Berlanti-Liddell Productions" and "Warner Bros Television". This story is for entertainment purposes only and I do not make any monetary compensation from it. No copyright infringement is intended.
Category: Lesbian/Celebrity
Hannah Rogers was a shy withdrawn young lady who had just graduated high school. After her boyfriend Bright cheated on her she was devastated but after his near-death experience she realized that she still cared about him deeply and agreed to be friends with him, though both of them clearly still had feelings for one another. Hannah wasn't quite ready to go back to girlfriend status, though that wasn't solely because of the cheating, there was another reason and one that Hannah had kept to herself and not told a single living soul about for fear of judgement from others(especially considering her religious background, though Amy had managed to sway her over to supporting abortion after she pointed out that the Bible never actually condemned abortion)Hannah had a dirty little secret about herself that she'd discovered in high school as a freshman-she liked to wet herself for fun, and the kicker was she'd discovered it by complete accident, it wasn't something she'd deliberately sought out.
On her first day of freshman year of high school, Hannah was so nervous she'd had a lot to drink during breakfast and lunch and near the end of the day her bladder was absolutely bursting, she was more desperate then she'd ever been in her entire life but she was much too shy and nervous to ask the teachers if she could use the bathroom(not to mention she was shy about using public bathrooms for both hygienic reasons and because she felt self conscious peeing around others). She resolved to hold it until she got home, gym class was an absolutely nightmare as running laps was absolute murder on her bladder and by the time class was over she was feeling herself starting to leak into her boxer shorts, she waddled towards the locker rooms as quick as she could(she always liked to wait until the rest of the girls had left the locker room as she was painfully shy about exposing her nude body in front of other people and was nervous about seeing other girls nude)thankfully the locker rooms were empty now, but just as Hannah had opened her gym locker to change into her street clothes the dam burst and she could no longer hold back the raging flood inside her, a huge pressure jet of pee surged out of her, drenching her boxers and sky-blue gym shorts in seconds. Having lost the battle Hannah felt burning humiliation at first but then another feeling quickly replaced it-pleasure, as her intense spray of piss kept raging on for several minutes Hannah suddenly felt herself getting goosebumps all over her body and a slow surge of pleasure gradually coming over her entire body, it got more and more intense until finally she felt an explosion of pleasure that radiated throughout her entire core and knocked her on her ass as her epic flood of urine continued flowing out of her unabated, Hannah relaxed leaning back against the locker in pure bliss until her ocean of pee had finally relented. Hannah couldn't believe what had just happened to her, had she just had an orgasm without even touching herself? She'd always thought masturbation was a sin after hearing some of her church peers badmouthing it and she vowed to herself that she would never do it, she figured as long as she never touched her genitals outside of taking a shower that she'd be fine, and yet she'd orgasmed without any touching required whatsoever. So did that still count as masturbation? Had she just sinned? Hannah's mind was spinning trying to make sense of it all.
"No it can't be a sin!" Hannah said to herself "everyone at the church said touching yourself down below outside of showers and baths was wrong, but I didn't do any of that so it can't be wrong!" "Besides it felt so good, so it can't be a sin!" she reasoned out loud. At any rate her shorts and underwear were soaked good, she changed out of her gym shorts and underwear, fortunately she'd been wearing a skort to school today so she didn't have to totally go commando or anything. She buried her clothes at the bottom of her backpack, fortunately by sheer chance Hannah's mom asked her when she got home if she could do laundry(as she was busy taking care of Hannah's dad with his Huntington's Disease getting worse every day)to which Hannah quickly agreed, tossing her wet clothes in with the rest of the outfits on the hamper and starting the load up. As Hannah was sitting on the washing machine pondering everything that had happened to her today, the machine started it's final spin and Hannah was about to get off when she felt more pleasure come over her, it was just like before at the gym except this time there was some stimulation below, but she still technically wasn't touching herself down there so technically it wasn't a sin right? She told herself that as her pleasure climbed higher and she once again had an explosive orgasm that left her reeling, she heard footsteps coming down and quickly recovered and tried to look like she hadn't just had an intense experience. One thing was for sure, Hannah would definitely have to do this again.
Since that day Hannah had wet herself secretly whenever she could, she never once had to touch herself, just the act of releasing her own piss into her shorts was enough to set her off every time, and she'd also found more ways to stimulate herself without touching her vagina outside of cleaning herself. She accepted a ride on a motorcycle from one of her dads friends and the vibration gave her several orgasms to the point where she was practically delirious when they finally reached their destination, she'd helped her neighbor out with his pressure washer and the intense vibrations against her crotch gave her a climax that almost made her black out with pleasure, and she'd discovered that Nimbus 2000 Harry Potter broom she'd gotten as a birthday gift years ago was good for more than just riding it and using her imagination(though she certainly did that too while she was getting off). However she still kept her escapades to herself due to her own shyness and not wanting to be judged by others. Besides who needed friends when she could have this much fun by herself anyways? Plus this secret of hers was helping Hannah cope with the tragedy her family was going through with her dad, every time she felt sad she would do her routine and feel better. Her mom thankfully didn't see anything strange about Hannah not having any friends or spending all of her spare time in her room, reasoning that it was just her shyness combined with the sadness of losing her father.
Even after Hannah moved to Nina's house in Everwood she still kept up her secret routine, even though Nina was more open-minded then most people in this small town Hannah would still never dream of telling her her naughty secrets, it would've been far too mortifying and awkward. However there was one person Hannah was planning on telling her secret to-Bright, she really thought he was "the one" but his cheating shattered that belief(at least temporarily) and that day she'd been ready to tell him about her secret(her feeling guilty about the two of them not talking for 2 days was what ultimately made her resolve to tell him, and since she'd already gotten nude in front of him in the shower she figured it wouldn't be too much of a stretch) and how maybe she could make out with him while wetting herself, she'd reasoned that she wouldn't technically be breaking her "no sex until marriage" pact since both of them would be fully-clothed and neither Bright nor Hannah would be touching one another's private areas, and she'd thought maybe just maybe Bright would really get into it too and they'd both be able to orgasm without actually touching one another's genitals, but part of Hannah was also afraid Bright would be too weirded out by it and reject her, and the fucked up part was part of her was almost glad Bright had cheated on her as it gave her the perfect excuse not to put her deepest darkest secret out there for him. For awhile Hannah reasoned that this was a sign from above that her and Bright were not destined to be a couple, but Hannah still couldn't get him out of her mind as much as she tried and she really did want to give him another chance. But the fear of rejection was still very much there, Hannah had to tell someone else first and get their advice before opening up to Bright like that, and she decided the best person to tell was Bright's own sister Amy.
Amy and Hannah had become fast friends who told one another everything, Hannah was grateful to finally have a friend like Amy, a beautiful and gorgeous and sexy... Dammit! Hannah mentally cursed herself for going to that place again, ever since she'd met Amy she'd started having weird alien thoughts about her in a sexual way, which surprised her as she'd never considered herself gay or even bi(though now that she'd thought about it, another reason she always waited to go into the locker room was because she was afraid of the other girls getting weirded out by her staring at their gorgeous naked bodies for too long) but her desires for Amy were undeniable. But it wasn't like she could do anything about it with Amy dating Ephram again and being inseparable since that day at the ferris wheel and with her and Bright getting closer again. So she'd tried to put those thoughts out of her mind, but Amy sure didn't make it easy for her, she remembered all the times she'd been next to Amy while she was nude in the changing room in clothes stores or in the locker rooms, she was truly beautiful to look at and Hannah's orgasms were always particularly epic whenever she thought about Amy in that way, she looked so hot in her gym shorts, Hannah had gotten accidentally beaned with a basketball more then once after getting too distracted staring at Amy's ass. Fortunately Amy and the others never noticed thankfully, gym was never Hannah's best subject anyways so nobody saw anything unusual about that. Hannah had also gotten turned on whenever she'd seen Amy and other females desperate to pee, and Amy wasn't the only woman she was thinking about in a sexual way other. She was even starting to see her former caregiver Nina in that light, she'd seen Nina working out in short-shorts and practically drooled and fainted and had to rush into the bathroom to "Take care' of herself by rubbing Nina's "foot massager" against her crotch, she'd also accidentally seen Nina naked more then once when going to take a shower. Even though Nina was an older woman who'd practically been her mom for the last two years Hannah couldn't help but occasionally think of her in a sexual light. But again it wasn't like she could do anything about that with her being engaged to Andy, even if she wasn't she knew Nina would almost certainly be too weirded out to do anything like that with Hannah due to seeing her as like a daughter.
Amy was definitely the most open-minded person she'd ever met, Hannah could take comfort knowing that Amy would never blab her secrets to anyone, not even Ephram. So she resolved to tell Amy today what she was going through and ask her for advice. Hannah hesitantly rang the doorbell to the Abbot's house(fortunately Amy's parents were away on vacation) and Amy answered in a sports bra that showed off her breasts and tight black shorts that perfectly clung to her ass, suddenly Hannah's mouth felt try and she started getting wet, this was going to be harder then she thought. "Hey Hannah!" Amy responded in her usual bright and cheery voice, "I was just about to go out for a run, but we can talk for a bit". Hannah walked in and Amy led her into her old bedroom(Bright's room had been turned into a nursery while Amy's parents were looking after Kathy's baby while trying to find her, fortunately they were able to track her down and get her condition under control so she felt comfortable taking back her child)which was still exactly the way she'd left it(no doubt because her parents were still guilt-ridden over how badly they'd treated her over Tommy and driving her to run away, she hadn't let them off the hook for it and didn't fully forgive them until they gave her back the car)Amy and Hannah both sat on the bed chatting just like they did in high school, it brought back a lot of fond memories. Hannah admired how great Amy smelled like always, after their usual small talk about their lives(Amy was putting in a lot of volunteer work for Planned Parenthood, which Hannah had learned to accept and she'd even referred a few of her church friends over who had gotten pregnant themselves, causing her to realize the flaw of Abstinence-only teaching)the topic inevitably went into their love lives with Amy gushing on about Ephram and her(he'd given her back the infinity necklace finally and it looked great on her)and Hannah got all wistful thinking of the good times her and Bright had, she remembered how hurt and angry she was after he confessed to cheating on her, as soon as he left Hannah had downed every single bottle of Gatorade she'd bought for their planned camping trip, pushing herself to her limits farther than ever before and having the longest piss and explosive orgasm of her life to help ease the pain of her heartbreak.
Amy must've noticed Hannah getting deep in thought and apologized for being insensitive when Hannah's own relationship had gone wrong.
"It's OK" Hannah said softly, "That's actually the whole reason I came over today, I wanted to ask you something". Amy listened inquisitively wondering what Hannah needed, "I actually have a confession to make, I decided to not go to Notre Dame" Amy gasped out loud before Hannah continued "I realized that i'd never be able to enjoy myself there knowing i'd be spending every waking moment thinking about Bright, deep down I still love him and I so want to get back together with him again, but i've got a secret that i'm not so sure he'll accept, which brings me to my question, oh god how do I put this it's so embarrassing to say this out loud, does Bright have any "fetishes"?. Hannah turned every shade of red imaginable upon asking that question, it had taken every ounce of courage she had to open up to Amy about this and was praying Amy wouldn't tease her about this. Amy looked surprised upon hearing this, she never would've thought her shy religious best friend would've ever asked a question like this and she was embarrassed to be thinking about her own brothers "fetishes", ugh just thinking about that warded her out! But Hannah was clearly in dire need of her help and she had to try her best, so she racked her brain trying to think of things she'd overheard Bright talking about in regards to his lady conquests and then she remember seeing him hide something underneath the floorboards in his room one day, she'd never checked it out before because she'd had no reason to, but with her best friend looking to her for guidance she figured it was worth a shot. But first she just had to know why Hannah wanted to know this so she asked her best friend
"why? do you have a fetish?". Hannah blushed once again, here it was, the first time she was ever going to confess her dirty little secret to anyone, it was now or never, no turning back now. Hannah took a deep breath and quickly told Amy the story about how she'd developed a fetish for wetting herself on purpose, she figured the faster she spoke the easier it would be to get it off her chest, finally after Hannah was done talking she let out a breath of exhaustion, there at long last she'd finally told someone, it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off her shoulders though she was still a bit nervous about how her best friend would react.
Amy's brain was swirling trying to process everything Hannah had told her, she couldn't believe her ears, her shy religious bookworm best friend liked to wet herself on purpose! Amy started blushing herself, mere words couldn't convey what she was feeling right now, she thought about her best friend pissing herself for fun and then found herself starting to get turned on, which shocked her as she'd never thought of Hannah in this light before, but looking at her now she could see how gorgeous her best friend was, especially with those glasses, she'd caught a glimpse of her naked before during one of their sleepovers. Hannah was always shy about getting dressed in front of her, but Amy had pretended to be asleep so as not to disturb Hannah and saw everything, now her pussy was starting to throb and she was getting wet between her legs and starting to sweat with excitement.
Hannah noticed Amy's change in expression and asked her if she was OK. Suddenly Amy's sexual impulses overrode the logic center in her mind and before she knew what was happening she was kissing Hannah full on the lips, Hannah was caught completely off guard by this, never expecting her best friend to do this in a million years, even more shocking she found herself actually liking it, she didn't attempt to pull away from Amy in any way and found herself leaning into the kiss. Yep it was definitely official, Hannah Rogers was bi-sexual, some of her church friends definitely weren't going to like this one bit, but oh well. After the kiss ended up Amy realized what she'd done and apologized profusely to Hannah, But Hannah assured her that it was OK and that she actually liked it.
"Really, you like kissing girls?" Amy asked in a double-take.
"Yeah I guess so" Hannah shrugged, somehow being kissed was making her a lot less embarrassed about herself now. Amy then came to a realization about herself, "I think i'm what you call pan-sexual" she remarked.
Both ladies had discovered something new and exciting about themselves, now the question was what to do about it? Ephram was making things right with Madison in New York right now so she was feeling kinda lonely, now that she thought about it she had to admit Madison was very attractive and she definitely wouldn't mind having a threesome with her and Ephram, maybe she'd do it for his birthday. Amy decided to take things to the next level, she wondered how far Hannah would go with her, she knew her friend had religious hang-ups about sex with guys, but what about women? Amy knew even with Hannah's bi-sexuality that she wouldn't likely get married to a woman, so she wondered if Hannah would be more willing to have sex with a girl as a result. Well there was only one way to find out, Amy by this point was starting to realize she had to pee pretty badly and wasn't far from losing it and she then got a sexy grin, now was the time to rock her best friend's world. "Hey Hannah guess what?" Amy's whispered in her most sexy and sultry voice.
"What"? Hannah asked, feeling herself getting turned on and her heart beating a million miles per hour.
"I really have to pee" she said in a breathy tone of voice. Hearing those words made Hannah whimper with pleasure and she felt her own pussy dripping with desire, she was paralyzed and stunned, giving Amy the perfect opportunity to sit on her lap and let loose the raging flood of urine inside her, Amy breathed a huge sigh of relief as her bladder emptied, thoroughly soaking her shorts and panties as well as Hannah's own pink nylon running shorts, suddenly Amy felt her pleasure rising and starting grinding her crotch against Hannah, who found herself doing the same thing, Amy's stream of piss continued as she felt her pleasure growing higher and higher until she had an explosive orgasm the likes of which she'd never had before, screaming incredibly loud(thank fuck her walls were soundproof so nobody outside could hear them)as her orgasm ripped right through her, Hannah's own bladder had been pretty full but for whatever reason she'd never gotten up to relieve it once during their conversation, subconsciously she must've been hoping this would happen with Amy and now that it was Hannah felt her own bladder give out and drench her boxers and further soak her shorts and the bed-sheets, the immense relief she felt combined with her sexy best friend orgasming soon caused her to have her own epic climax with shrieks of pleasure of her own, after several minutes both women's orgasms finally died and they collapsed together on the bed in a puddle of their own piss. Neither of them could believe they'd just done that, after recovering from her orgasm Hannah then started to get second thoughts about this, "what are you doing?" she scolded herself in her thoughts "you're supposed to wait until marriage before sex!". Then she had counteracting thoughts "But that was with Bright and he's a guy, I never said anything about not having sex with women before marriage, and since i'm not going to marry a women and neither of us actually took our clothes off, this doesn't really count as "Sex" anyways right?" she reasoned with herself.
"Hannah you OK?" Amy asked in a concerned tone of voice
"Yeah that was really cool" Hannah replied, "I just don't know if i'm ready for either of us to take our clothes off in front of one another yet".
"That's OK" Amy said reassuringly, "we don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with, but if you ever do want to do this again and go further I will be there for you". Hannah felt herself overwhelmed with happiness, eternally grateful to have such an amazing friend, she couldn't help but get a little misty-eyed, hugging Amy as tight as she could, Amy gladly returned the favor, feeling closer than ever to her best friend and eager to do this again.
Hannah then had a realization, "wait what about Ephram?" Hannah asks concernedly, "what will he think about all of this"?
"Oh I wouldn't worry about that" Amy said playfully, "i've seen his internet search history, he's got a major fetish for water-sports as well and I just know he's fantasized about me having sex with girls, so this'll be like a dream come true for him!". Hannah laughed at that, knowing Bright would feel exactly the same way, many times when she'd gone to his kegger parties she'd seen Bright loudly cheering whenever two drunk college girls made out with one another, as much as she found those parties uncomfortable, there was something weirdly sweet about Bright being accepting of LGBTQ folks in his own way, he'd even threatened to kick the ass of some jerk who was harassing a transgender woman this one time, it was a side of him she'd never seen before. That reminded her of the whole reason she'd came over to Amy's in the first place,
"so about Bright?" Hannah asked inquisitively.
"Oh crap right his fetishes!" Amy said in an embarrassed tone of voice, "Whoops, guess we got a little sidetracked!!" (Not that Amy minded one bit). "Anyways one time I saw him putting some stuff in a floorboard in his room, knowing my brother it's probably dirty magazines, so that's your best bet for finding out his fetishes short of checking his browser history". Hannah definitely didn't want to get caught doing that, so she agreed to check the floor board in Bright's old room(which had since been turned into a study for Rose to pursue her next career). Fortunately despite the room having a bunch of new stuff in it, the floorboard was still accessible, Amy went inside the closet moving some boxes out of the way and feeling for the loose floorboard, sure enough it was still there, she moved it aside and found a box inside which she lifted out.
Both Hannah and Amy nervously opened the box like they were opening the Ark of the Covenant and sure enough there was a big pile of porno mags in there, everything from the run of the mill Penthouse to lesbian porn to most surprising of all transsexual magazines, neither Amy nor Hannah ever would've figured someone as macho as Bright would've ever had a thing for "chicks with dicks" but judging by how many magazines of women with huge cocks there were, he most definitely did, Hannah and Amy both blushed staring at those mags, unable to resist flipping through them and admiring the sexy women in them. Amy had seen transsexuals a lot in Ephram's search history as well and made a mental note to hire a trans sex worker for her and Ephram sometimes in the future, Hannah also found herself getting lost in thought when staring at those big-dicked women, looks like this was yet another fetish she could add to the growing pile. Unfortunately there weren't any magazines about women pissing themselves, so they couldn't confirm for sure if Bright as into that sort of thing or not.
"Don't worry, just because it's not in here doesn't mean he's not into it" Amy reassured Hannah, "guess you will have to check his browser history after all". Hannah sighed, she was really hoping she wouldn't have to resort to that, but it looked like she had no choice, she certainly wasn't going to ask Bright's former jerk friends about it, that would've been too humiliating for words not to mention it would feel like a betrayal to him to go to his enemies asking about that sort of thing and they would no doubt taunt him about it. Hannah then realized there was someone else she could possibly get this info from, that woman he'd cheated on her with, as hurtful as that experience was, deep down she couldn't help but wonder who the mystery woman was, she'd often lied awake at night wondering what woman was so great that Bright had been tempted to fuck her brains out. Hannah had always had a morbid curiosity about finding out, and now was as good of an excuse as any to do so. "Actually i've got another idea" Hannah replied, "I could always ask that woman he cheated on me with, did he tell you who he slept with?" she asked curiously.
Amy was shocked, she definitely wasn't expecting Hannah to come up with that idea
"I don't know if that's such a good idea" Amy said nervously". "
C'mon please tell me!" Hannah whined in her adorable tone of voice, "I just have to know who was so great that Bright would be tempted". Amy sighed in a resigned tone of voice, she knew it was inevitable that Hannah was going to find out sooner or later, so there was no use in keeping it from her any longer.
"you know Ada, that blonde woman you made snide comments about when you saw Bright talking to her in the cafe that one day?" she asked. Hannah instantly had a flashback to that day, she remembered the burning jealousy she had not just over Bright talking to another woman, but to a woman that looked so stereotypical shallow and was pretty much the poster child for doing stuff like Girls Gone Wild.
"That lady who owns the yarn store?" Hannah gasped, "her? that's who he cheated on me with?", "I mean the cheating was bad enough but he could've at least picked someone higher class to do it with!" Hannah said fuming, even though she did want to get back together with Bright there was still definitely some old wounds there, but now she was no longer mad at him, now she was mad at this women who had slept with her, she then had a sudden thought-what if Bright hadn't actually wanted to sleep with her but she'd seduced him? Oh god she'd never even considered that possibility before, she'd been so angry and hurt she could barely think straight. Hannah then suddenly had a feeling of regret, what if this cheating hadn't been Bright's fault after all? had she spent months being angry at him and not talking to him all for nothing? The thought made her feel sick to her stomach, though that feeling soon turned to tranquil fury, one thing was for sure, Hannah was determined to get some answers from Ada, one way or another.
"I know she's a bit of a bimbo" Amy replied, "but cheating is still bad regardless of who it's with".
"Yeah but I could at least understand if he slept with Stephanie or Laynie"(who had come back to Everwood to celebrate her birthday and had invited Amy and Hannah to tag alone, Hannah admired Laynie's strength in spite of what had happened to her, she too was very attractive and Hannah had secretly spied on her having sex with one of Bright's ex-girlfriends)"those women are classy, Ada is just another shallow vapid woman with self-esteem issues who can't feel fulfilled unless she's ruining other people's relationship!" Hannah spat venomously, "You know now that I've had time to think about it, i'll bet that bitch seduced Bright, I just can't picture him making the first move on someone like that" Hannah remarked furiously. Amy was shocked to hear her best friend curse like that, Hannah was famously uncomfortable whenever anyone cussed in front of her, but Hannah looked truly pissed, even more then she was at Bright.
Hannah then had another awful realization, she remembered asking Bright to take a shower with her after he'd made her feel better about her body, they'd both seen one another naked in the shower and she could tell Bright was turned on, she'd tried not to stare at his huge dick while soaping up but it was like trying not to stare at a car crash, he'd taken a long time soaping himself down there and ended up jerking off in front of her which she'd found embarrassing, he'd shot a huge load of spunk down the drain and she could tell how sexually frustrated he was. Oh god this was all her fault! If only Hannah hadn't cruelly teased him like that he wouldn't have had sex with Ada in the first place!". Amy could tell Hannah was deep in thought and reassured her that this wasn't her fault, Hannah snapped out of it and replied acidly "yeah you're right, it's not my fault, it's that whore Ada's fault! I'm going to go over to her shop and give her a piece of my mind, after all the trouble she caused for me and Bright she owes me big time!, i'll make sure she tells me everything she knows about Bright, one way or another!". Amy was shocked, she'd never seen her best friend like this before, Hannah looked more determined then ever and Amy found it very sexy.
"You want me to come with you?" Amy asked,
"thanks but this is something I really have to do for myself" Hannah said determinedly. Amy compromised and said she would wait outside in the car just in case, Hannah reluctantly agreed and she drove down to the yarn shop. Fortunately today was the father's day barbecue at the fairgrounds, so the town was mostly empty, meaning nobody would be walking into the shop and interrupting Hannah. Her plan was to act like she was trying to get a fake ID and then confront Ada, Hannah walked into the shop and saw the other woman in the flesh with her blonde hair and big breasts, she looked like a porn star. Hannah suddenly found herself feeling inadequate next to her, as much as she was pissed at Ada she had to admit she had a hot body, but she couldn't let herself get too caught up in lust right now, she had a mission to do and she couldn't let her own sexual desires distract her from it. Hannah walked up to Ada with determination and purpose, "Can I help you?" Ada asked in a bright and chirpy tone.
"Yes, I heard you sell fake IDs?" Hannah asked hesitantly.