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Chapter 14: Flashback (Night of the MTV Charity Concert)
The night of the charity concert I was backstage while Mandy Moore performed. I rehearsed some of the dance moves I had normally screwed up in practice with the dancers, I got them right, which made me feel alittle better.
"Ok, guys," I said trying to reassure them, "we'll begreat."
"You convincing us or yourself?" asked Shawn, one of the dancers I had become closest with.
"Shut up," I said with slight sarcasm, although I was trying to convince myself too. We said a little prayer, although we had varying religions, ranging from my Catholicism to Madelyne's Atheism, to Matt's Judaism. It was more for moral support than spiritual meanings.
"Ok guys," I said to my dancers, "this is a one shot deal here, so let's try to get it right..."
We went out and performed our numbers. We were great,well I thought so anyway.
Afterwards I went backstage to my dressing room andsat down.
"Can I come in?" someone asked after a couple ofknocks on the door.
"Sure, Matt," I said, recognizing the voice.
He sat down and I gave him a bottle of Aquafina and we chatted. After about fifteen minutes he started rubbing my right leg. I found myself getting hard, and fast...he noticed it as much as I did and began to rubthe lump in my pants.
I found my tongue exploring his mouth as he pulled me into a passionate kiss. My mind told me I was cheating on Brian and my heart did too, but my cock told me togo for it...
I pushed him away. "Matt, I'm seeing someone..." I said bluntly.
"He doesn't have to know..." Matt whispered to me.
"Maybe he doesn't," I said, but I still do!" I argued, "please leave if that was all you intended totry!"
Matt left, on his way out his said, "You know mynumber...call me..."
I had been strong when I needed to be, why couldn'tBrian have been?
sorry about the shortness, but hey, i wanted some more fan mail...