Dripping Wet 4
Chapter 4
I am in my closet looking for something to dry off with. My hand is shaking. I grab the towel. As I hold onto the towel my hand is shaking so badly that I drop it.
Reign is the one who comes over and picks up the towel.
“I got it.”
“Reign. Please tell me I'm seeing things. Please tell me that isn't Wade.”
The both of us look back at the bed. Sure enough Wade is sitting in the middle of my bedroom. He is so wet there is a puddle underneath him.
“It's Wade alright. You're not seeing things,” Reign explains taking a deep breath.
Reign seems more bothered than perplexed. I don't know how I feel. Wade is staring at the ground. He's completely naked. He looks the same only older. He's so beautiful. His skin is that tan complexion similar to his brother. People always used to argue who was the more attractive brother. They both had that baby face yet still sexy thing going for them. People used to tease Wade and say that he looked like Taylor Lautner. Now that he was older he could pass for twins with the actor. It didn't help that he had a somewhat hairy chest. He has very few pubes. His dick flops down over a slim bed of pubic hair. They used to call Wade a wolf because Taylor Lautner played a werewolf in Twilight. Wade now had a beard though. He never had it before. It's a thick manly beard. It's makes his baby face look a little bit more mature. It makes him even sexier. I can't stop staring at him. He's still so fucking attractive that it kind of makes me sick to my stomach seeing him.
The thing that gets to me the most about Wade are his eyes. They are as black as night. They are so deep. They are sexy and innocent at the same time. He must notice me watching him because he looks back up.
“How is this possible?” I ask him.
“Let's go find out,” Reign replies with a blank suspicious stare.
Reign walks over to Wade. He hands him a towel. Reign and I both look away as Wade dries himself off. It's not everyday your childhood ex who you thought was dead shows up naked and a million times more attractive at your doorstep. It's so awkward but sooner or later he wraps his towel around his waist.
“Reign, how have you been man?” Wade asks.
Reign looks confused. The last time Wade had spoken to Reign he had said that he hated him and was attempting to kill him. If it wasn't for Blue stopping his brother a part of me thought that Wade actually would have done it. He would have killed Wade. Now he was being somewhat polite.
“I've been alive...” Reign says and then bluntly answers, “I can't say I thought the same thing about you to be honest.”
Wade laughs. Hearing his laugh is bringing tears to my eyes. This can't be happening. This can't be fucking happening.
“It's a long story,” Wade explains, “I've been through a lot.”
“Have you been in Atlantis? This whole time?” I ask.
Wade shakes his head.
“No. I've just arrived,” Wade says before turning to me and taking a step towards me, “It's a long story guys but honestly I came to see Krill...”
As he approaches me Reign blocks him off. I'm surprised when Reign does that. What the hell did he think Wade was going to do? Reign puts a hand on Wade's chest. Wade is muscular similar to Blue. They both had that body that made you think they spent all day in the gym. Reign may have been slim but he was taller and I knew how powerful Reign was first hand. Some skinny guys were stronger than they appeared.
“I understand it's a long story man, but we have the time,” Reign says.
“I tried to kill myself all those years ago. I was heartbroken by what happened. You two having sex was heartbreaking. I tied a brick around my waist and I jumped into the ocean. It didn't work. Clearly I think you'd all assume why it was that I couldn't drown.”
He was one of us. He was a merman.
“Where have you been?” I ask.
“I've just been living in the ocean. A few days ago I heard a song. I saw all these signs. I followed them.”
It must have taken him a little longer than the rest of us to get here. Reign and I exchange glances. I don't know whether to be shocked or happy. I choose happy. I start moving towards Wade. Reign blocks me again but I shake past him. I don't care right now. I'm so happy. I walk over to Wade and I hug him. I hug him tighter than I've hugged anyone else before.
“You kind of making me excited with this hug man,” Wade laughs.
Wade isn't joking. His dick is hardening in between us.
“Um...”
I don't know how to react to the fact that my dead ex boyfriend is hugging me and fully hard right now. I step back a little bit. A tent is underneath the towel. It's a pretty impressive tent too. Wade laughs again and rubs his head as though kind of embarrassed.
Reign shakes his head.
“I guess you're not wasting any time huh?” Reign asks.
“Sorry, Krill. I just haven't been intimate in a real long time. I mean. I'm just happy to see you.”
The awkwardness between Reign, Wade and I is so heavy you can cut it with a knife. I'm happy to see Wade but I'm not happy to see Wade while I'm with Reign. I kind of wish Reign would just leave but he just stands there staring bullets at Wade the entire time.
“Blue is going to be so happy to see you,” I state, attempting to change the subject.
“My brother's here?” he asks.
Wade's eyes light up. My heart smiles knowing that Wade and Blue are going to be reunited. Blue had no one. No family was here. Wade was alive. Tears are rolling down my cheek. I feel like the softest person in the world. I can't help it though. The feelings that I have right now are so deep and strong.
“I should give you guys some time,” Reign finally says when he sees the tears.
He looks over at me. He starts taking a few steps towards the door. There is an awkwardness on his face as though he doesn't belong here. Reign and Wade were never really all that close. Looking back I never really knew why. We all hung in the same group. They were always cordial but never close. Blue and I were close to both of them so they hung around each other just to be around us. There was always this weird sort of tension between them. I never quite understood it. I just assumed they were competitive. Wade was a really good swimmer too. Him and Reign used to compete all the time with me. I'd actually met Wade when he taught me how to do a backstroke. I figured it was always that, but the way I see Reign look at Wade right now I kind of assume it might be something a little more. Sure we were all friends but they never really seemed to like each other.
I follow behind Reign to walk him out.
“Are you going to get Blue and the others?” I ask.
“It's late. People are drunk. One more day won't matter. I mean he did make us think he was dead for all these years anyway, right?” Reign says.
“Reign don't be like that.”
“Don't be like what? I just think it's funny how he shows after all these years. At the exact moment that you and I are...nevermind.”
Reign stops speaking because his whispering is really awkward. Wade isn't far away. I'm not really expecting this from Reign. Truth be told it comes of a little sharp. Knowing Reign I would think it was just my imagination though. Reign was never really rude to anyone...ever. It was like against his moral compass or something. The guy was this perfect fucking scout.
“We should at least get Blue...” I state at normal pitch making sure Wade heard it.
“It's OK,” Wade states, “Tomorrow is fine. I'm really tired from the long swim over here. Maybe I should get some rest.”
I nod, “OK.”
Reign looks over at me, “Have a good night Krill.”
He walks out of the room closing the door behind him. It is very clear that he didn't say the same thing to Wade. Reign shutting the door behind him like that is so weird to say the least. I'm sitting in the room looking at Wade when he does. Wade smiles at me. His teeth are so white and so perfect.
“He still thinks we are competing for you. Even after all these years,” Wade says.
“What?”
That was a weird thing to say.
Wade shrugs, “Never mind. Damn I missed you. Krill. Your hair is so much longer. What's up with the fancy room? The fancy bed?”
“I may or may not be the son of a god,” I admit with a smile.
“What? You?”
“You know about that?”
He shakes his head oddly but turns around, “Nah. It's just...nevermind. Come here. Lay with me.”
I hesitate. I'm not sure why. My ex boyfriend who I thought was dead for years just showed up out of no where. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to react. I was still attracted to him. That wasn't the problem. We were kids back then. It was puppy love back then. None-the-less I get into bed with him. Wade puts his arm over me. It feels so...good. I exhale. All these memories are coming back. He holds me close for a minute.
“I can't believe you're here,” I state.
“I thought about coming back a million times.”
“Why didn't you?”
He pauses, “I don't know. I guess I was scared. I guess I couldn't. I thought you and Reign would have been together honestly.”
“Me and Reign?”
“Yeah. Is that so hard to believe? I didn't want a second heartbreak. I never stopped caring about you.”
“When you tried to drown yourself...you left a suicide note,” I remember out loud, “You blamed me for everything.”
“I shouldn't have,” Wade responds, “I loved you so much and I was so heartbroken by you and Reign. I just wanted you to understand why I did it.”
“Are you still mad?”
Wade turns me around. He looks down at me. Damn the boy is sexy. I press my hand up against his chest. I let his chest hairs tickle my fingertips. He looks down at me through his squinty little dark eyes. His bites down on his pink lips.
“I forgive you.”
He kisses me at that moment. We kiss for what seems like forever. So many times in the past I lost a sense of time once we start kissing. I remember the millions of times we did it. Puppy love. We'd forget where we were. This warmth would cover us.
I don't expect Wade to turn me over but he does. He opens my ass up and starts to lick in my ass. I feel his tongue ripple through me. Almost immediately I feel the wetness. Wade licks every last inch of my fluids up. He fingers me as he eats me out letting his index finger and middle finger go deep in my ass. He twists it around creating a rhythmic motion as he does it.
I feel myself squirming, “Fuck yes.”
It feels so good. He goes deeper and deeper with his fingers but does the same with his tongue. I turn back to him and watch him lick his finger tips tasting every bit of me. I'm so horny at that moment. Wade removes the towel that he had around his waist. His dick is hard. It is fully hard at that moment. The thick dick curves upward almost like a hook. He hits it a few times with his fingertips. There are streams of precum that come out. It looks so fucking good.
“You don't know how much I've missed you man. I love you...” Wade says.
He starts to line up his dick to my asshole. I use my hand to stop him. I push him away from me right when he is about to enter me.
“No, ” I stop him.
“What?”
“Listen. I'm a different person then when you met me,” I explain to him, “I lost myself when I thought you died. I used my body for anything and everything but love. I'm not the same boy that I used to be.”
“You're always the same to me.”
“No. No I'm not.”
I blamed myself for his death all these years and he wasn't even dead. I'd never been so vulnerable or felt so broken in my life as when I thought I caused Wade's death. Now that he was back I couldn't just allow myself to feel that vulnerability again. I couldn't just let him back in my life.
“Are you with him?” Wade asks me.
His tone changes. Some things don't change. Wade was a good guy but he did get jealous. I could always hear the tone in his voice when the jealousy took over. It took over him sometimes.
“What?”
“Reign. Are you and Reign together?” Wade asks me.
“No. Reign is still with Marina. Nothing's changed with him.”
“Really because I could have sworn I saw the two of you kissing when I fucking walked in here,” Wade says seeming confused.
There is an awkwardness at that moment. It's way too awkward. I feel stupid for a second. I was kissing Reign when Wade appeared. He'd caught us. A part of me wants to try to deny it so hard. I want to let Wade know that nothing is going on between me and Reign. But I wasn't even sure of that. I liked Reign. He was with Marina but that didn't mean I didn't like him. Truth is though, Wade was not my boyfriend. He was not my lover. I didn't owe him any explanation.
“You can sleep on the bed,” I tell Wade, “I'll sleep on the floor...”
~
The next day I gather all my friends in one of the public baths. Sebastian is the only one who actually takes it upon himself to bathe though. He doesn't seem to give a fuck about what's going on and he shouldn't. This had nothing to do with him. He winks at me clearly flirting with me every time I look his way. The guy was a flirt. The rest of us drift around in the waters. Yara does her usual thing sticking her tail in the water. Reign and Marina seem a little awkward with each other. A part of me wonders if they argued last night and if I had something to do with it. Reign did walk me home.
Blue is the last one to show up.
“Is there a reason I'm here?” Blue asks.
“I asked you to come,” I respond.
Blue looks over at me. He can't stand being around me even for a second. He crosses his arms.
“So what? Because you are descended from gods I'm supposed to just kiss your ass?” Blue asks me.
“Blue stop being like that,” Reign says.
“Being like what? This is nothing new. I've always felt this way towards Krill. I haven't changed. You guys are the ones changing. Marina can you be any more fake?”
Marina rolls her eyes, “People change. You weren't always like this towards Krill. There was a time when you weren't.”
She had a point. We were best friends once. Blue and I were inseparable. I think right now that time comes into Blue's head because he gets really quiet.
“That time has passed,” Blue says.
It's the same cold shoulder that he's given me a million times. And even after all of those times it still feels just as sharp. He starts walking away but he's stopped. He's stopped when his brother walks out of the shadows. His brother walks right in front of Blue and for this brief moment I'm sure Blue has no idea exactly what he's looking at. He falls over damn near falling on the ground in shock.
Blue isn't the only one reacting like this. The others are shocked too. Yara's mouth drops. Marina stands up and gasps so loud that it sounds like someone strangled her.
“Is there a reason everyone is acting weird?” Sebastian says swimming up to Yara, “Whose the Twilight looking guy?
“It's Blue's dead brother.”
“Don't look dead to me,” Sebastian says with a laugh.
“That's the point.”
Blue stares at his brother for a minute. Then all of a sudden without asking a single question or saying a single word he dives into him. He holds onto his brother hugging him. He hugs his little brother so tight that Wade starts to cough out a little bit. Seeing this brings tears to my eyes. God. I've been crying so much since I came to Atlantis.
Marina and Yara both walk over to Wade. They both smile at him. I descend in the background and let them talk. The entire time though I'm watching Blue. I'm watching his reaction. He doesn't show his emotion through tears like me but I see the way he looks at Wade. He doesn't want to let him out of his sight.
“So let me get this right? You tried to kill yourself by drowning only to find out you are a mermaid who can't drown. That forced a transformation somehow and you lived in the water alone this entire time?” Sebastian asks.
Wade has told us the story a million times by the time the afternoon really starts. Yara is sitting around quiet looking on. Blue for the first time since he came to Atlantis is smiling next to his brother. Seeing the two drop dead gorgeous brothers next to each other after all these year is amazing to tell the truth. They both turned into mesmerizing young mermen.
“That's about right,” Wade answers before pausing and taking a hard look at Sebastian, “Whose the pirate looking guy?”
“Sebastian. Nice to meet you and sorry to interrupt your extremely awkward reunion,” Sebastian says.
At first I'm not sure what Sebastian is talking about but then I turn and see Reign's face. Reign doesn't know how to react. It's awkward. Wade killed himself or at least tried to kill himself because of Reign and I. The fact that Reign and I are here right now together makes this even more awkward. It's bringing back all those bad feelings that we never resolved. Sebastian is just so blunt that he has to be the one to call it out.
“There are no bad feelings,” Wade says, “Everything's in the past. I'm just happy I'm here with you guys now. If anyone wants to continue feeling some type of way that's on them.”
“Oh everything's fine. Hopefully you don't try to kill yourself again. We'll be all good,” Reign responds.
Awkward silence.
“We should tell the Goddess Amphitrite that we have a new orphan that has returned,” Yara says, “Just to be on the safe side.”