Entering Donnas World
By Donby
I entered the world in which I now live two years ago after my mother died of cancer. I never knew my father because he had deserted my mother and I when I was a baby. Because we had no other living relatives, my mother and I were practically inseperatable. I was always sickly as a young child. Because of this my mother was extremely overprotective of me. She wouldn't allow me to play any sports because she said I was too small and she didn't want me to get hurt. She never allowed me out of her sight for any length of time until I started school. All during grammar school she arranged her schedule at work so she was able to drop me off and pick me up from school. During high school I had to take the bus to the bar and grill after school and sit in a booth doing my homework or reading a book until she finished work. I took a lot of abuse from the regulars at the bar about being a Momma's boy. It never bothered me because I would rather be with my mother then with anyone else anyway.
The closest we had to relatives were my mothers best friend Marge and her daughters Sally and Terri. What little social life my mother had always included me. Because of this most of my time was spent in the company of women and girls. Marge owned the bar and grill where my mother worked as a waitress. Marge and my mother grew up together and had gone through each others heartaches over the years. Marge was there for my mother when my father deserted her and my mother was there for Marge when her drunken husband would abuse her and her daughters. Shortly before my mother died Marge's husband gratefully ended his life by driving his car off the side of a mountain while in a drunken stupor.
My mother had practically no social life and only afforded herself one luxury and that was her weekly trip to the beauty parlor. Naturally I always accompanied her on these trips. I always found it fascinating to watch the transformation of the women from the time they entered and the time they left. As they went through the beauty rituals reserved primarily for women I could see a change take place that was not only in physical appearance but also in their attitude. They would enter looking unkempt with their hair a mess and not wearing makeup. Most of the women would be wearing jeans or sweatsuits. It didn't seem to matter what ritual they underwent they always left with a look of satisfaction on their face. Most of the women had their hair permed, cut or colored.
What really left an impression on me were the women that came in for a complete makeover as the beauticians called it. Their reasons for the makeover would vary from proms, weddings, anniversaries or to some special occasion in their life. A lot of the women would come in carrying garment bags containing the clothing they were going to wear for the occasion. They would undergo hours of beauty rituals that not only included their hair. They would have facials, pedicures or manicures. Some had false finger nails applied and also had their makeup done by the beauticians.
The beauty parlor had rooms equipped with tanning beds, sauna, steam and bathtubs. Any woman wishing could also have a complete full body massage. There were changing rooms that could be used after the beauticians performed their magic. In these rooms the women could put on all their feminine finery to complete their transformation. I would sit in awe and watch them enter as moths and exit as beautiful butterflies. There was always something about dresses, nylons and high heels that was sexually stimulating to me. Watching these women change from seemingly sexless beings into women that exuded the ultimate in feminity always stirred my imagination. I oftened wondered just what a transformation like the ones they underwent would feel like. I knew as a boy I shouldn't think about such a thing but for some reason I couldn't help myself from having these thoughts.
It was at times like this that my thoughts would drift to a time when I went through a partial transformation from boy to girl. I was nine years old at the time. My mother always kept my hair long and for some reason I can't explain I liked it that way. She never cut my hair until I entered grammar school but only cut it shoulder length when she finally did. I was often mistaken for a little girl which should have bothered me but for some reason didn't.
My mother's friend Marge was having a Halloween masquerade party at the bar. The theme of the party was to be based on characters from movies or cartoons. Marge and my mother decided to base our costumes on the story of Cinderella. Marge decided to be the wicked stepmother and my mother would be the fairy godmother. It would be right that Sally and Terri would be the wicked stepsisters. The only role left was Cinderella and all the women decided I should play the part. I protested saying the role was for a girl but everyone agreed due to my size and my long hair I would be perfect for the part.
My mother dressed me in a beautiful long silk gown with a matching camisole panties and full nylon slip underneath. Marge took a long time applying makeup to my face. She told me what beautiful eyes I had as she applied mascara and eye shadow to them. She put powder and rouge on my cheeks and lipstick on my lips. My nails were polished with pink nail polish.
My mother supplied clip on earrings, a pearl necklace, a bracelet and a cocktail ring. Marge applied pink nail polish to my toe nails before slipping ankle high nylons and patent leather pumps on my feet. My mother used a curling iron to get the results she wanted from my hair and cut it so I now had the cutest bangs that almost covered my eyes. My mother and Marge had me stand before a full length mirror so I could see the way I looked. They told me how beautiful I looked and I had to agree with them. The image the mirror reflected was of a pretty girl not me. My mother said she always wondered what her daughter would look like if she had one and now she knew. My mother insisted on taking pictures so she could have them as a remembrance of what her daughter would have looked like.
The party was a lot of fun even though I had a strange feeling walking around wearing girls clothing. At the time I was too young to realize that most people didn't accept boys wearing girls clothes. Everyone accepted me as a girl that night especially the women and were all fussing over how cute I looked. They would tell me what a darling costume I had and how beautiful my hair looked. With my makeup they thought I was much older than nine years.
They held a contest to see who had the best costume and I won first prize. When it was announced that I was the winner everyone started hugging and kissing me. I was embarrassed but I was also thriving on all the attention I was receiving. A feeling was released deep inside that would stay with me for as long as I lived. It was the most intense feeling I had ever experienced in my life and it was happening because everyone believed I was a girl. I didn't realize it then but the seed was firmly sown in my mind that would continue to grow for the rest of my life. A seed that would always want to blossom into that beautiful girl in the mirror. The words cute, pretty and beautiful were now submerged in my subconscious mind. They were not words a boy would normally use when thinking about himself but they were now part of my subconscious vocabulary whenever I thought about myself.
When I was about to begin school my mother finally cut my hair but only shoulder length. A lot of the boys had long hair so this never presented a problem in grammar school. When I started high school I let my hair grow way past my shoulders and always wore it in a pony tail ala Van Damm which was accepted. At home I loved to take out my pony tail brush my long hair and let it fall over my shoulders. For some reason I could not explain, it just felt right to have long hair.
Once every month or two my mother treated me to a hair cut at the beauty parlor. I loved it as her beautician washed my hair wrapped a towel around it and had me sit in one of the same chairs I watched the women sit in as they went through their beauty rituals. As she combed and trimmed my hair she would say, "Your hair is too beautiful to be wasted on a man. You don't know how many women would kill to have hair like yours." Her words always embarrassed me in one way but made me proud in another. She would never let me put my hair back into a pony tail because as she said it would ruin all her hard work. I always enjoyed the ride home from the beauty parlor with my hair flowing down my head and past my shoulders.
Many times Marge tried to get my mother to move in with she and her daughters but my mother always refused. She had this pride about always being able to take care of herself and her son that would not allow her to let anyone support her. We were living in a one bedroom apartment and with the cost of my mothers medications there was little money left for anything but bare necessities. My clothes were mainly hand me downs or purchased at resale shops. My mother did allow Marge to give me clothes but only ones her daughter Sally had outgrown. Sally is two years older than myself and very tomboyish. She wore a lot of unisex clothing thank goodness because I would have been embarrassed if any one knew I was wearing girls clothes although I didn't really mind wearing them.
All through grammar and high school I was the runt of my class and took a lot of abuse because of my size. I was not involved in any extracurricular activities at school and consequently made no friends. Because of my mother's attitude I was never involved in sports and spent most of my time in the company of my mother, Marge and her daughters. I got along best with Terri who was two years older than Sally and the complete opposite of her younger sister. She was completely feminine. She always wore dresses, skirts, nylons and high heels. She had platinum blond hair that came half way down her back. She always wore makeup, earrings and jewelry. At least whenever I saw her which was usually as she returned from work. She was the object of many masturbatory dreams for me. She never picked on me about being so small or wearing my hair as long as I did.
Sally kidded me about being sissified because of my size and because she was better at any sport then I was. When she was in a particularly mean mood she would call me Cindy, show me the pictures of me dressed as Cinderella and ask if I wanted to have some of Terri's hand me downs also. She would tease me and tell me I had a bubble butt which was why her jeans and slacks fit me so well. She knew her mother gave me her clothes when she outgrew them because she recognized them. She would tell me I was too pretty to be a boy anyway. These words reinforced the words already implanted in my subconscious. Terri was constantly sticking up for me and telling Sally to stop teasing me. It hurt a lot when she ran away from home.
When my mother became terminally ill and needed to be hospitalized we were unable to pay our rent and the landlord was threatening to have us evicted. My mother died on a dreary October morning. The wake and funeral were attended mainly by customers from the bar and grill, Marge, Sally and myself. Marge paid all the funeral and burial expenses.
After the funeral we dropped Sally off at home because Marge wanted to talk to me alone about what I was going to do now that my mother was gone. I was trying to think of an answer as we turned the corner of the street on which we lived. I will never forget the feeling of utter hopelessness and desperation I felt finding the remains of our possessions on the sidewalk in front of our apartment building. Our landlord had made good on his threat and proceeded with the eviction. Since the eviction took place early in the day the vandals had their way with our things. All of our clothes and most of our furniture were gone. Marge drove past what were the remnants of my life and merely said it would be best if we went to her home.
Marge's home was out in the country up on the side of a mountain. The closest neighbor was almost a mile away. To get to her house we had to drive almost a hundred yards up a private road from the main highway. It was a very large home, almost too large for only two people as Marge explained. So I needn't worry about being any inconvenience and from now on I would live with she and Sally. Besides Marge said she was sure Sally would like having someone as a companion and to help with the chores.
Marge had kept up a constant flow of conversation all the way from the time we past the apartment until we got into the house. Once we entered the house it seemed that everything hit me at once and I broke down in tears, crying uncontrollably. Marge and Sally were very consoling and hugged me as I cried my eyes out. Marge had her arms around me and was running her hands through my long hair as I slowly regained my composure. She suddenly let out a scream. "Look at his hair Sally, it's full of lice. I won't have him living here like this. We'll have to cut his hair and shave his head to get rid of them. He probably has them all over his body also," she said. I cringed at the thought of becoming bald as I had always been proud of my hair. While my mother was in the hospital I had not been taking care of myself the way I should have but I couldn't imagine where I could have gotten the lice.
Sally came over looked at my hair and agreed with her mother about the lice but not what to do about my hair. "Your hair is so pretty and I'm sure it took a long time to grow. I'm sure you'll be willing to try anything to save it won't you Don?"she asked. The comment about my hair being pretty registered in my subconscious and Sally was right. I was willing to do anything to save my hair. Little did I know what anything was going to entail.
Marge said she was too tired to argue and needed to get to sleep. She said she would be up early as she was going to catch a plane to take her yearly vacation. She told us she would be gone before Sally and I woke in the morning. She told me she was sorry she had to leave but she had made these plans before my mother died. In order to take a vacation she always closed the bar and grill for two weeks. Since all her suppliers and customers had been notified about the closing she had no choice but to go on with her plans. She said she really needed the rest and that Sally would take good care of me while she was away. She told Sally she could do whatever she wanted with my hair but if she found any trace of the lice tomorrow to cut my hair and shave my head. She told Sally to make sure she removed all my body hair to ensure she got rid of all the lice. She also told me I better listen to whatever Sally said if I wanted to keep the hair on my head. From the sound of her voice I knew I better go along with Sally.
Sally took me upstairs to the bedroom that was going to become mine. It had belonged to her older sister Terri. Terri ran away from home almost four years before to get away from her abusive father. She never forgave her mother for not standing up to her father and never told her where she lived. All Marge and Sally knew was that she was living out of state with her lover.
It was quite a feminine room all done in shades of pink and mauve with a large canopy bed in the center. The bed had satin sheets, pillow cases, covers and a very lacy canopy and dust ruffle. The windows had light mauve mini-blinds and the soffit and drapes were also trimmed in lace. The carpeting was as soft as silk and also a mauve color. For a girl's room it was decorated impeccably. There was a sense of feminine presence throughout the room. My subconscious mind registered the words my room and feminine presence while my conscious mind said I would have to talk to them about changing the decor to something more masculine. But right now I had to worry about keeping my hair.
Sally told me to go in the bathroom remove all my clothing including my underwear so she could dispose of them to make sure all the lice were gone. I told her that these were all the clothes I had in the world and asked her why she couldn't just wash them. She wouldn't hear of keeping any of my things and she told me not to worry as she was sure she would be able to find some things of hers that would suit me just fine. "You should be used to wearing my things by now anyway. I know my mother has been giving you my old clothes for a long time,"she said. I did as she told me, wrapped a towel around myself and handed her my clothing through a half opened bathroom door. When she returned she told me to take off the towel as she had to apply a depilatory to my entire body in order to remove all my body hair.
I started to protest but Sally said "Would you rather do as my mother suggested or do it my way. I am a registered nurse and you have nothing I haven't already seen." Feeling the hopelessness of my situation and hearing the authority in Sally's voice I let the towel drop to the floor. Sally applied a pink cream to my entire body including my neck, underarms and genitals. She seemed to take quite awhile around my genitals and smiled at my embarrassment as she could tell I was getting aroused. I felt a tingling sensation as the cream did its work. After about ten minutes Sally ordered me to take a shower making sure I shampooed and conditioned my hair. She told me she was going to find me something to wear while I was in the shower. After the trying day I had gone through the hot shower felt good. As I soaped and rinsed my body however, I watched in awe as all my body hair went down the drain. I kept wondering what Sally was going to do to my hair to rid me of the lice.
I didn't have long to wonder as Sally was back telling me to get out of the shower because we had a lot to do before she was through. She handed me a fluffy pink towel to dry myself with and proceeded to powder my entire body with a very sweet smelling talcum powder as soon as I was done. She asked me how it felt to be as hairless as a woman and I know I turned beet red with embarrassment. She said she had looked all over for something for me to wear that wasn't truly feminine. She handed me a pair of blue satin tap pants which had lace on each leg. When I protested she said I should just think of them as undershorts and that blue was definitely a boy's color.
I had been standing there holding the towel in front of me to stop her from having full view of my naked body and thought at least the panties would give me some semblance of modesty. As I pulled the panties up my now hairless legs I turned my back to Sally only to hear her say, "You know you really do have a cute ass Don. Those panties fit your ass as well as they did Terri's, she said." As she said this she proceeded to stroke my ass through the satin which sent a chill up my spine. I turned around as quickly as I could only to find her smiling and holding out a matching blue camisole which she told me to think of as a tee shirt. As I slipped the camisole over my head and let it drift down over my now hairless chest I wondered to myself why I was allowing her to make me wear these things. Just as my thoughts started to drift she handed me a pair of pajama bottoms which also had lace on the cuffs and a top to match. I didn't even question her anymore and put on the pajamas without any protest. Sally helped me button the pajama tops as the buttons were really tiny. The sleeves of the pajamas had puffy shoulders with lace around the cuffs and bodice.
I had avoided looking at Sally when she handed me the lingerie and pajamas because I was too embarrassed. When I finally looked at her she was standing in front of me wearing the same set of pajamas as I, only hers were pink. "My sister Terri and I used to wear these same pajamas and pretend we were having a slumber party whenever our parents were out. We could never wear them when my father was around because he molested us enough without needing any of us giving him ideas. We could never have any friends over to have a real slumber party because we never knew how he would act when he was drunk. So we had our own slumber parties and always ended up falling asleep together. After your hair is done maybe we can have our own slumber party. I really miss my sister and those pajama parties," she said.
Sally stopped talking for a minute and closed her eyes. I watched in fascination as she caressed her breasts through the satin of her pajamas and camisole. The nipples of her breasts were hard and protruded through the pajamas. As she opened her eyes and saw me watching her she said, "I just love the way satin feels against my naked skin don't you Don?" I had to admit I liked the feeling, especially the double layer of satin against my hairless skin. I just wasn't ready to admit it to her.
. Sally now told me we had a couple of hours of work to do on my hair and that we better get started or we would be up all night. She sat me down at the vanity and covered me with a smock which she secured around my neck to make sure my pajamas didn't get wet. She started to put my hair up in rollers and when I protested she reminded me of Marge's words that I had better let her do whatever she wanted or I would surely lose my hair tomorrow. I had no choice except to sit there and let Sally do whatever she wanted with me. I had to admit to myself that I was enjoying what Sally was going to do just as I had enjoyed having my hair done by my mother's beautician. After she had my hair totally in rollers she applied a liquid to all the curlers that she said she was sure would rid me of the lice. She told me to close my eyes as she used a small brush to brush my eyebrows with the same liquid. My head began to tingle and I asked her what the liquid was. She told me the liquid was peroxide and it would turn my hair blond but not to worry that she would dye my hair back to its original color if the lice were gone.
She told me I would need to let the peroxide work for about thirty minutes and handed me a magazine to read while she went to her room to wait. The magazine she handed me was a woman's magazine with stories for women about finding and seducing a man. The articles included tips on dressing and undressing for a man. What a woman should do to get a man interested and when she knew he was interested how to seduce him using sexy lingerie. There was also an article on the latest in women's lingerie with five pages of women wearing sexy lingerie that really turned me on.
I didn't realize that Sally had returned and saw what I was admiring. "Those are some really sexy outfits don't you think," she asked as she removed the smock from around my neck. I started to mumble something about just killing time when Sally reached between my legs and stroked my erect penis. As Sally stroked she said, "You must have spent a lot of time exercising this muscle to get it to this size . Is that what you did when your mother wouldn't let you play sports. "Don't be afraid to admit that you are turned on by the pictures," she said. "Is it the pictures of the women that turn you on or are you having thoughts of wearing lingerie like they are wearing?" she asked.
I couldn't reply because of the pleasure I was feeling from Sally stroking my penis. Just as quickly as she had started stoking me she stopped. "I'll let you think about the question I just asked you while we finish up your hair," she said. Sally rinsed my hair and applied a neutralizer to it. She told me it would need to remain in my hair for fifteen minutes. "Now that I know what kind of pictures you like to look at I am sure you will enjoy looking at this," she said as she handed me a lingerie catalog. I said nothing until Sally left the room but as soon as she was gone I immediately opened the catalog. The catalog contained page after page of every conceivable feminine undergarment imaginable. The women modeling these garments exuded the ultimate in sexuality. My subconscious registered the words lingerie and sexuality. It also wondered what it would feel like to be wearing garments such as those in the pictures. Once again I found myself getting aroused and wondered about Sally's question.
Sally was right about my exercising my penis. I was constantly masturbating sometimes as often as six times a day. From the time I reached puberty and when Terri wasn't the object of my masturbatory dreams I had often masturbated while looking at pictures such as the ones in the catalog. I had often gone into the laundry basket and used one of my mothers soiled slips or panties to stroke my cock as I masturbated. I loved the feeling of the silk and satin of her lingerie on my cock and for the first time I was having that same feeling all over my body.
As I sat waiting for Sally's return I found myself stroking my nipples with one hand and my penis with the other. I was so caught up with the pleasure I was feeling I missed Sally's return once again. She moved the hand I was using to stroke my nipples and replaced it with both of her hands. She took both of my nipples between the fingers of her hands and ever so gently began squeezing them. She told me to continue stroking my penis as she alternated between squeezing my nipples and then massaging them through the satin. It didn't take long before I orgasmed into the panties and pajamas I was wearing. I had not masturbated in over a week because of the funeral and the load I released was quite large. I could not see Sally's face but if I had I would have seen a look of delight as she smiled to herself.
"Now that you have made a mess out of your panties and pajamas we'll have to find something else for you to wear," she said as she began removing the rollers from my hair. I was so caught up in the pleasure of my orgasm that I barely heard what she said but was really glad to be getting rid of the rollers.
Sally thoroughly rinsed my hair, put the smock back on my shoulders and began trimming my hair and as I would soon see cutting my bangs in a definite feminine style. I felt the uncomfortableness of the spent sperm between my legs and thighs but was too embarrassed to say a word. Sally was trimming the hair around my forehead when she said "We'll have to do something about those eyebrows of yours tomorrow but right now we have to clean up the mess you made. Take off everything you're wearing and wash them and yourself while I find some thing else for you to wear." For some reason I was no longer even thinking about questioning Sally. I removed the soiled garments, cleaned the now dry sperm from myself and began rinsing the panties, camisole and pajamas in the sink. I hung the garments on hangers to dry. I was totally naked as I finished my task. Sally called from the bedroom to tell me she was ready for me. I didn't even bother with wrapping a towel around myself because I knew that she would only make me take it off anyway.
As I walked naked into the bedroom Sally just grinned like the cat that had just swallowed the canary. The look on her face told me she knew she was in total control. Sally looked at me and said, "Let's see how these pretty things look on you. Since I know you like the way satin feels on your naked body I know you'll like the feel of these garments even better because they are all made of pure silk." I couldn't believe my eyes at what she had laid out on the bed. There was another camisole and tap pants set in the prettiest shades of mauves almost the same color as the satin sheets and bed covering. The camisole had thin spaghetti straps and lace around the bodice and bottom. The tap pants were totally hemmed in lace. There was a full length waltz gown with two inch shoulder straps trimmed with lace. Not only was there lace around the bodice and hem but both sides of the gown were slit almost to the waist and trimmed in lace. A full length robe completed the ensemble. The robe had long sleeves that puffed at the shoulders and was trimmed in lace at the cuffs, bodice and hem.
There was no way I could think of these garments as underwear or pajamas. They were definitely feminine nightwear and for some reason I was feeling a sense of anticipation knowing I would soon be wearing them. Sally told me to sit on the bed and proceeded to roll a pair of dark purple thigh high nylons up my now hairless legs. She explained that she preferred garter belts or corsets to hold up nylons but the elastic in these would do for tonight. She placed a pair of mauve colored mules with two inch heels on my feet and told me to stand up so she could finish dressing me. As I stood I almost stumbled from the way my feet were angled because of the high heels on the mules. I asked Sally why I couldn't just wear slippers. Sally merely answered, "Because the mules are the right color for the rest of your ensemble. I don't have any slippers that match the color of this lingerie. You'll get used to wearing them soon enough."
I wondered what she meant by that comment just as she was in the process of dropping the camisole over my head and having me step into the tap pants. When she told me to raise my arms so she could put the nightgown on me I knew that my life was about to change forever. As that second layer of silk floated down and encompassed my body I felt as if I had suddenly entered a world from which there was no escape. A world in which I belonged and had no desire to leave.
I looked down at my legs as I was standing with them spread apart to keep my balance and saw the dark purple nylons covering them surrounded by light mauve colored lace. The sight of lace and dark nylon covered legs had always been a turn on for me and now was no exception. What I could not believe was that it was my own nylon covered legs and the lace that surrounded them turning me on and causing the start of an erection between my legs. The robe was all that was needed to complete the transition into my new world and subconsciously I welcomed the third layer of silk. Every fiber of my body had become one with the silk that encompassed me. All I wanted was to be able to continue feeling this exquisite feeling for as long as I lived. If Sally were to be the one to allow me to feel the way I was feeling now she would be able to do as she wished with me with my full cooperation.
I was so caught up in the reverie of the feeling of oneness with the silk that encompassed my body that I had lost track of where I was. Sally brought me back to the reality of the situation by taking my hand and leading me into her room which had a full length mirror so I could not only feel my oneness with the silk but would also be able to see the results of her handiwork. I was not prepared for the image the mirror reflected. Instead of the unkempt runt I had been a few short hours ago the mirror reflected the image of a curly haired platinum blond woman all dressed in silk and lace with a look of total contentment on her face. I looked around to see if I could find where this woman had come from but every move I made the woman made. Sally stood right behind me watching my every move and every expression on my face. I didn't understand why but at that moment I wanted nothing more then to be able to continue wearing these beautiful things for as long as I lived.
"Do you like what you see Donna?" she asked as she put her arms around me from behind. I could feel the softness of her satin encased body especially her breasts as she pressed against me. She held me like that for a few minutes all the while stroking me through the silk that encomppased me. Sally then loosened her embrace and began moving from side to side. As she moved I could feel the hardness of her nipples as they played against my back.
"You see Donna I am also turned on by the reflection of the woman in the mirror and her silk encased body," she said. "I know you can't explain why you feel the way you feel wearing womens lingerie and it doesn't matter to me. I know you don't understand why the feel of satin and silk against your skin gives you erotic feelings. I know you are helpless to stop the effect the sight of lace against dark nylon covered legs have on you. I know when you admire women wearing dresses you subconsciously wish you could wear a dress. All these thoughts and feelings have been locked up in your mind since you were a small child. They have the same effect on you as a narcotic that sends you into another world. I know that you are addicted to these feeling and have no control over them. So why not enjoy them? As you can tell my pretty one, I like the effect they have on you and will help you enjoy them as long you please me."
"How could Sally know so much about me. Everything she said is true. I am just now starting to admit them to myself," I thought. All the years of subsconcious yearnings that I had buried so deep were about to end. The words pretty and beautiful were no longer subconscious words. They described the reflection the mirror projected. They described me. My feelings were no longer going to be only masturbatory feelings. They were about to become real. I couldn't believe a woman understood me so well by telling me she knew what I thought and felt. Was it possible a woman truly understood and wanted me to think and feel this way.
Once again Sally was playing with my nipples as she had done before, except now she was the one who was also playing with my penis. "I think you really like wearing all these pretty things don't you Donna. You cannot deny the way you feel to yourself, so why not admit it to me also. We can have a whole lot of fun if you do,"she said. I tried to say my name was Don not Donna but I kept looking in the mirror and all I could see was Donna and that is all I really wanted to see. Suddenly I knew all the years of the subconscious words and the feelings they had kept pent up inside were about to come to an end.
Sally began kissing my neck and ears and whispered, "Admit your true feelings to me Donna and you can spend the rest of your life wearing nothing but feminine things. If you don't admit what you truly feel I am going to totally undress you and give you an old sweatsuit to wear. I'll tell Marge that I was not able to get rid of the lice and you will be as bald as a baby when you go to bed tomorrow night. The choice is yours but you must choose now."
The only words I could get to come out of my mouth were the only words I truly wanted to say. I said "Yes Sally Yes. I really want to be Donna and wear all these pretty things. Please don't undress me I will do whatever you wish."
Sally said not a word but took my hand and led me as I walked unsteadily on my high heels back into Terri's bedroom. My bedroom now. She pulled back the covers of the canopy bed and the top satin sheet. She told me to lie down on my back on the bed and helped me arrange my lingerie so that I felt as if I was floating on a sea of silk and satin. She began a slow massage of my entire body through all the layers of silk. Sally said I reminded her so much of her sister and how she used to give her sister the same kind of massage she was now giving me. She said it always ended with their making love to one another. Sally said "Before this night is through you too will know what Terri felt as I made love to her. She told me that when Terri ran away she left clothing and lingerie behind and since I was the same size as Terri that I now had all the clothing I would need for my transition into Donna's world.
She told me to look into her eyes as she slowly stroked my penis and nipples. "You belong to me now and you will do whatever I tell you to won't you my pretty Donna,"she said. I had no chance to answer as she opened my robe, pushed the bottom half of my lace covered nightgown up to my waist and pulled down my panties just enough to expose my throbbing penis. She climbed on the bed and told me to spread my legs and be prepared to wrap them around her when she was ready for me. She said to close my eyes and remember only that I was Donna.
"You are the woman in the mirror and as pretty as you look tonight, tomorrow we will make you even more beautiful," she said. Sally began a slow series of kisses all over my face, eyes and nose. She kissed my lips again and again never stopping her persistent massaging of my nipples through the layers of silk that were now my new world. She ground her satin covered vagina against my exposed penis. Sally continued teasing me until I thought I would faint. She finally told me to form an opening with my lips into which she could slip her tongue and when she did slip it in she expected me to suck on it. She said she would also expect me to suck on anything else she decided to slip between my lips. As I formed the kind of opening I imagined she expected with my lips she told me to wrap my legs around her. As I did I felt myself being engulfed by a warm wetness that was as pleasurable as the sea of silk that consumed me.
At that same moment Sally's tongue began a rhythmic in and out motion in my mouth that matched the thrusting motion between my legs. I wrapped my legs as tightly as I could around my lover's body and sucked as hard as I could on my lover's tongue. I was surrendering my virginity to my lover as a woman would lying on her back with her legs wrapped around her lover. As I looked at my nylon covered legs wrapped around my lovers back I thought how slender and sexy they looked and could not believe they were really my legs. I began matching Sally's thrusts begging her to fuck me harder. Just as Sally tensed and began her orgasm a feeling began in my toes and spread throughout my entire body. Every nerve of my body and soul were in that feeling.
All I knew was that I was now Donna and was having this intense orgasm because my lover dressed me in sexy, lacy lingerie, laid me down on a bed of satin and silk and fucked me until I reached an orgasm. My subconscious registered the words loss of virginity as a woman and floating on a sea of satin and silk with the intensity of my orgasm. Our mutual climaxes sealed me forever in my new world and I was happier and more content than I had ever been in my life. As Sally kissed me goodnight and snuggled against me I thought to myself how wonderful my new world was and couldn't wait for the dawn of a new day in it.
The Dawn of Donna
Through half open eyes I could see the sun slipping through the window blinds. As the sun made its way into the room and I began leaving the subconsciousness of sleep once again I had the feeling of floating on a sea of satin and silk. I felt a sensation between my legs that could only be described as a heavenly experience. As I looked down past all the silk and lace that encompassed me I found myself looking into Sally's beautiful green eyes. Her red haired head was bobbing up and down between my nylon-covered legs. As soon as she knew I was awake she stopped her ministrations and smiled at me. "Good morning Donna," she said. "I just wanted to thank you for last night and be sure I had your undivided attention. We have a lot of work to do to complete your transition into your new world. Your reward may just be the completion of what I just started if I am happy with your progress. But for now I want you to satisfy me."
Sally came up next to me and laid on her back. She was completely naked and for the first time I took a good look at her. Her body was tight and taut like an athlete. Her red hair was cut in a very mannish style. Her skin was deeply tanned but showed no tan lines. She must sun bath in the nude I thought or use a tanning bed. Sally had a perfectly rounded ass, smooth thighs and beautiful long legs. Her body was as hairless as mine including between her legs. Her breasts were firm and full and her nipples were hard. Sally told me to kiss her nipples and suck on them until she told me to stop. I eagerly began to suck on her nipples as she took my hand and placed it between her legs showing me where to stroke her clitoris. I alternated between her breasts sucking one for a while and then sucking the other as I played with her clitoris.
After she reached an orgasm Sally said, "Now I want that pretty head of yours down here between my legs so you can learn some more of what I want you to do for me. You'll be spending a lot of time down there so I want you to listen carefully to what I tell you. I keep my pussy free of hair so I can feel every lick of your tongue or kiss of your lips. You will give me great pleasure if you do exactly as I say. Spread the lips of my pussy very gently as wide as you can with your fingers and slip your tongue inside. Lick up and down and from side to side. Alternate between licking my pussy lips and slipping your tongue inside. Pretend your tongue is now a sex organ and the only reason it exists is to give me pleasure. Keep doing what I have told you until I tell you to stop or you feel me orgasm."
I loved the taste of Sally's pussy and the moist feeling on my mouth and tongue. I tried to do exactly as Sally had told me and she was soon moaning with pleasure. I suddenly felt a sense of belonging with my head between my lovers legs and giving my lover pleasure. What I loved the most was Sally telling me exactly what to do to satisfy her. Sally kept telling me what a good little pussy licker I was. She said it was hard for her to believe that this was the first time I had ever eaten pussy. I was trying to tell her every thing we had done last night and were doing now were all virginal experiences to me. She said she didn't want to hear me talking, she only wanted to feel me licking. I went back to licking her pussy and just as my tongue was beginning to tire Sally orgasmed. She told me to keep my head where it was but to rest for a while.
Sally ran her hands through my hair and told me how beautiful my hair was. "I think I will keep you as a blond since all of Terri's clothes are designed to go with blond hair. I can't wait to get you all dressed up in her things and teach you what it feels like to be a woman. But for now I have something else to teach you." she said. Sally pushed my hair back from my ears and grabbed hold of them. As she pulled my mouth to her clitoris, she told me to form the same opening with my lips that I had formed for her tongue the night before. "Begin sucking my clitoris the same as you did my tongue last night and don't stop until I tell you to. You will find that I have a larger clitoris then most women. I think it became that way because of all the sucking Terri used to do on it. She just couldn't get enough of me and I loved every minute of it. Since you are going to take her place you will also be doing a lot of sucking and I want you to learn how to do it right," Sally said.
Sally held me by the ears as I formed the same opening with my lips as I had last night and began sucking on her clitoris. Sally was right about the size of her clitoris. Even though I had never sucked on one before I just knew this was not the size of a normal woman's clitoris. It almost seemed to be the size of some of the lesser endowed boys I had seen in the showers after gym class. As I sucked her clitoris in and out of my mouth another thought registered in my subconscious mind. I wondered to myself if this was the way a woman felt as she sucked on a man's cock. Sally must have been reading my mind because she said, "As good as you are at sucking my clit you will probably make an excellent cocksucker also. Terri was also bisexual and loved sucking cock or pussy. She told me I had a larger clit then some of her boyfriend's cocks. What Terri really loved was my strapping on my double headed dildo and having her suck it until I orgasmed. She had the best of both worlds as far as she was concerned, a female lover with a big cock for her to use as she pleased.
Sally released my ears and moved her hands to her breasts which she began stroking as she said, "Keep sucking my clit and remember that you are Donna my pretty sissy. You will remain my sissy and do exactly as I tell you if you want to continue your transition into Donnas world. You do want to continue don't you Donna?" she asked. Sally's words made me suck harder and faster because all I could think about was pleasing her so she would keep me in my new world. Sally once again grabbed my ears as she shuddered and reached her first orgasm.
Sally lay very still for quite a while but was breathing heavily. "You did very well Donna but you didn't answer my question," she finally said. "You need to tell me what you want now that a new day has dawned and you now know some of what I want you to do. If we continue, you will have no say in your transition whatsoever. You will do exactly as I tell you. You will dress and act as I tell you with whomever I tell you, whether it is a man or a woman. Do you understand, Donna?"
I said, "Yes Sally I understand. I will do whatever it is you want me to do if you let me continue to be Donna. All I want is to please you. If that means I am your sissy and you want me to be with another woman or even a man I will do it for you." The thought of sucking a cock would have been repulsive to me a few days ago. But now that I admitted I wanted to wear nothing but women's clothes and begin living as a woman I had no idea how I would relate to men. All I knew for sure was that I would do whatever Sally wanted me to do if she allowed me to stay in this wonderful new world.
I WAS TRULY HERS AND WE BOTH KNEW IT.
Sally once again took me by the ears and pulled me to her clit and told me to begin sucking. As I sucked, more words were implanted in my subconscious. Words such as woman and cocksucker were now a part of my subconscious vocabulary when I thought about myself. In my mind I knew I was sucking a clitoris but as a woman I wouldn't be sucking another woman's clitoris. As a woman I would be sucking a man's cock. As these thoughts were going through my mind Sally reached her second orgasm.
I had a raging hard on and needed to go to the bathroom. I told Sally of my problem and as she smiled she said, " Be sure you sit on the commode as all women do and wipe themselves with toilet paper when you are through. Take my soiled pajamas and lingerie with you, wash and rinse them along with your nightwear. Then take a shower and be sure to powder your body with talcum. I'm going to rest while you do that but be sure to wake me when you finish and we will continue with your transition. Be sure to use a shower cap because I don't want your hair wet when we continue."
As I climbed from the bed I once again felt a rush as the silk flowed down my body. I picked up Sally's things, put the mules on my feet and walked to the bathroom. The mules didn't seem as mountainous as they had last night. Sally was right I would get used to wearing them soon enough. As I walked the silk and nylon swished against my body. My penis was fully erect and the silk was adding to my arousal. I entered the bathroom, took off my robe and once again couldn't believe the reflection in the mirror. From the neck up I saw only the face of a woman. A very plain looking face with no makeup and very bushy eyebrows. It was the first time I noticed that my eyebrows were as blond as my hair. From the neck down all I could see and feel was silk, nylon and lace. I turned so I could see my ass in the mirror and had to admit Sally was right. What she had called a bubble butt when I had worn boys clothes now filled out the rear of the nightgown the same as a woman's ass would. My legs surrounded in lace and covered in dark nylons were sexy and shapely the same as a woman's.
I looked at my chest which was as flat as a board and wondered what Sally had in mind for it. I couldn't wait to find out. My nipples were hard and I couldn't resist rubbing them through the silk as I imagined what it must feel like to have real breasts. My penis was making a tent in my nightgown and I began stroking it through the silk covering it. As I began to masturbate myself to enhance all the erotic feelings flowing through me, I suddenly heard Sally say, "Don't even think about masturbating Donna. Save all those feelings for after your transition." I wondered how Sally knew what was going through my mind as I reluctantly stopped playing with myself, undressed and washed all of our nightwear. I hung all of our lingerie on hangers knowing full well Sally would want me to iron them later. I couldn't wait for Sally to tell me to iron them. I had washed and ironed my mother's lingerie for as long as I could remember. I knew now this was also a part of my subconscious indoctrination that had brought me one more step closer to my new world.
As I lathered myself in the shower, it was sensuous to feel the total nakedness of my now hairless body. I stepped out of the shower spray and soaped my entire body. As I rubbed my hands over my nipples they hardened and caused me to have an erection. I began stroking my soap-covered penis. Without any hair around it seemed to have grown about two inches. My penis was the only fully developed male part of my anatomy due to all the exercise I had given it by excessive masturbation. Sally's words about masturbating flashed in my mind and I backed into the shower spray once again, turning the cold water up full blast. All erotic thoughts past quickly as the cold water hit my body and I immediately became flaccid. I didn't fully understand yet but I would soon learn it was Sally that would control my sexual desires.
I finished my shower and powdered my entire body as Sally had told me. I was beginning to realize that I loved being told what to do by Sally. As Sally said, I would have nothing to say about my transition into Donnas world. It was strange to admit to myself that I truly loved the idea of not having to make any decisions about my life. Up until now my mother had made all my decisions for me and now that she was gone I had Sally to take her place. Another bubble burst inside and I was finally ready to admit to myself my submissive nature. A feeling of total contentment spread over me as I once again removed a subconscious barrier from my mind. I wanted to be told what to do by a woman and Sally would be the woman to do it. As Sally said I couldn't deny my true feelings to myself so I might as well admit them not only to myself but to her also.
It seemed strange to be naked and I longed for the feeling of silk, satin and nylon against my skin once again. I wrapped a towel around myself slipped the mules on my feet and went into the bedroom to waken Sally from her rest. Sally was lying on her back with only her head and arms outside the sheets. Her body was outlined through the satin. It seemed to have molded itself to her naked body. There was no way to deny the form under the satin was that of a woman. The satin enhanced all her womanly charms. Her breasts jutted outward and the aureoles protruded through the satin. The satin flowed downward outlining her vagina, round hips and then narrowed over her thighs and legs. Everything under the satin said, "This is a woman."
Sally's face and hair were a stark contrast to her body. Her short red hair was cut to give her a manly appearance including long sideburns. She wore no makeup and I thought to myself that I never remembered Sally ever wearing makeup. Her eyebrows were very bushy much like mine. I wondered to myself why she would want to wear her hair in such a mannish style when I had always subconsciously wanted my hair to look as feminine as possible. I looked at her ears and realized they were not pierced as most women's ears were. If I were only looking at her face and hair I could almost believe I was looking at a man's head.
I wondered what caused Sally to act so mannish and why she preferred women to men sexually. She always dressed in a mannish style also. Even her nurses uniforms consisted mainly of slacks and tops. As these thoughts were going through my head Sally opened her eyes and smiled at me. "I see you are ready to continue with your transition Donna. I hope you are as anxious to continue as I am," she said.
Sally slid out of bed and put on a satin kimono and slippers. She went to the dresser and began removing the undergarments I knew I would soon be wearing. I shivered in anticipation as I saw item after item laid out on top of the dresser. When Sally had all the items she needed arranged on top of the dresser she looked at me and said, "I want to watch you prance around naked for a while. Drop your towel and turn your back to me. Let me see you walk taking short steps so your hips and ass swivel from side to side as you walk." I felt completely vulnerable to Sally's gaze as I walked around the room with only the mules on my feet. Sally kept telling me to take shorter steps and to let my hips sway from side to side. I continued walking until Sally decided I had a pretty good idea of how she wanted me to walk. "I like watching you prance around naked Donna but I know you can't wait to get dressed," she said. "We will practice your walking some more after we have you dressed properly. Then you will know you are walking correctly by the way your dress and slip swish around your hips and legs," she added.
Sally beckoned to me to come and stand by her so she could dress me. As I walked toward Sally I saw the first garment she intended to have me wear. It was a very pretty blacked boned corset. Sally told me to turn my back to her as she wrapped the corset around my waist and proceeded to tighten the laces and tighten the laces and tighten the laces. I thought I would never be able to breathe the way Sally had tightened the corset around me. Sally told me to relax and to take short breaths until I got used to the tightness of the corset. The uncomfortableness soon past and the bones in the corset seemed to become a part of me. From my neck to my waist my body was completely flat but my waist seemed to be four inches narrower than before Sally put the corset on me. My hips and ass seemed to have increased in size. As my body adjusted to the new feeling I began to feel a sense of security from the tightness the corset provided. I knew I now had a thin waist and the corset enhanced my already womanly looking ass.
Sally next secured a sexy black garter belt around my waist. The garter belt had four straps on each side that hung down against my legs. Sally was holding black laced topped nylons in her hands as she told me to go and sit on the bed so she could put them on me. As I walked toward the bed, I had a raging hard on. Sally smiled and said, "I was afraid you might have a reaction like this so we better find you something to wear to keep that under control." Sally went back to the dresser and rummaged through it until she found what she wanted. She held up a black panty girdle and said, " I'm sure this will do the trick."
Sally worked the panty girdle up my legs and stopped at mid thigh. Sally took my erect penis in her hand and began stroking it as she said, "You are going to be beautiful my little one. As you will find, I will be the one who decides when this organ is to be used from now on." Just as I was enjoying her ministrations Sally stopped stroking. She used her fingers to find a spot somewhere near the base of my scrotum and squeezed it between her fingers. My penis went limp immediately. "That's a little trick we nurses learn to use to control male patients if they become aroused while we attend them. As you see I can truly control when you will have or keep an erection," she said. She again used her fingers to find the cavity she wanted and pushed my testicles upward into the cavity. She pushed my now flaccid penis between my legs as she finished tugging the panty girdle around my ass and closed the snaps at the crotch. I knew I would have no erection or any relief as long as those snaps remained closed. This was the third time in less than an hour I had been fully aroused and was not allowed relief. I was starting to wonder if I could handle this kind of sexual frustration.
"You really don't need any other panties if you are wearing a panty girdle but I think you want to wear as many items of lingerie as you can. Don't you Donna?" she asked. My frustration kept me from replying. Sally against sensed my thoughts. "Maybe you are having doubts about your transition now that you feel some uncomfortableness," she said. "It doesn't matter my pretty one because you belong to me now. I am not concerned if you are frustrated or uncomfortable. I will control your every thought and feeling from now on. You and I know you belong in this new world. I will be the one to bring out the woman waiting inside of you. The woman you know you want to be. You will just have to put up with whatever I decide to do to you whether you like it or not. You will be my lover or anyone else's lover if I so choose. So answer my question now so we can continue," she said.
Sally's words frightened me because I thought I had angered her. My conscious mind was fighting my decision to go further into Donna's world while my subconscious knew I belonged in it. The conflict between my conscious and subconscious was the problem I needed to overcome. How could I fight my subconscious mind? Sally was helping me change my conscious thinking and my subconscious was helping her. All the thoughts and feelings she was making me bring to my conscious mind were an accumulation of ideas already imprinted in my physche. The ideas existed because they existed. Where they came from or why they existed were of no importance. They were the essence of my being. I had absolutely no control over them and now they were helping Sally control me. I could try to suppress my inner desires, adhere to conventional thinking and continue to live my life as I had done until now. Or I could allow Sally to continue with my transformation.
Sally's words and actions had removed all the obstacles that crowded my conscious mind. I no longer had a valid reason to keep my feelings and desires suppressed. Sally not only accepted my feelings but was encouraging me to accept myself as the person I truly wanted to be. I finally said, "Please don't be angry with me Sally. Yes I want to wear as many articles of lingerie as I possibly can.
Please continue dressing me." Sally told me to sit on the bed as she rolled the dark nylons up my smooth legs and attached them to the straps of my garter belt. Next came French cut tap pants with pretty lace on each side and a black half slip with two inches of lace around the hem. The half slip just covered the tops of my nylons. Sally slipped black four inch heels on my feet and told me to stand up. The heels were a good two inches higher then those of the mules. As I stood, I felt I would surely topple from this new height. "When walking in heels such as these not only do you need to take short steps but you must always put your toes down before your heels," she said. Sally told me to practice walking because she needed to use the bathroom.
Sally closed the bathroom door and I proceeded to walk gingerly around the room. I walked with tiny steps for fear of toppling over. As I walked, I could feel the taughtness of my garter straps that tugged at my nylons. I could feel the tightness of my corset and my panty girdle that gave me a very womanly looking waist and flat crotch. I was glad I had an ass that was considered large for a man because it now made my ass very womanly looking. I liked my womanly looking ass surrounded by lycra and silk. I liked the feeling of my slips swishing around my legs as I walked. I practiced until I felt comfortable walking in the heels. Again words entered and registered in my subconscious. Words such as my corset, my slips, my nylons, my panties, my womanly looking ass, my garter belt, my swishing hips and my high heels.
Sally returned, complimented me on my walk and said it was time to finish dressing me. She picked up a very sexy lace encrusted, push up bra from the dresser and said, " This will be the start of giving you the illusion of breasts. I can't wait to see how you will feel when you are wearing a bra." Sally held the bra out and I slipped my arms through the shoulder straps. Sally was standing in front of me and as she reached around me to close the clasp of the bra her satin-covered breasts touched my chest. I could feel her hard nipples as she moved against me. I wondered what it would be like to have real breasts like Sally. Sally seemed to read my mind once again. As she was inserting a pair of pads into the bra cups she said, "These will give you the appearance of real breasts but they will not feel the way mine do. Wouldn't you like to have real breasts? If you had real breasts, you would be able to tease your lover with them the same way as I am teasing you."
Sally was moving from side to side as she talked to me and rubbing her hard nipples against my false breasts. She still had her arms around me and pulled the back of my bra away from my body and let it snap back. She did the same with the shoulder straps. As the bra and straps snapped against my body I knew I wanted to wear a bra for the rest of my life. I wanted to feel the tightness of the bra around my breasts and the tugging of the straps against my shoulders.
All at once I began to feel an exquisite tightness beginning in my bra. It seemed to be pushing all my flesh upward and toward the center of my chest. As I looked at my chest, I could see real cleavage between the lace encrusted bra cups. It really did seem to me that I had real breasts. The sight of twin mounds protruding from my chest and the cleavage between them made me lightheaded. I felt a stirring between my legs as I was again sexually aroused. I couldn't believe I was looking at my own body adorned with feminine lingerie and getting sexually aroused. Sally knew what I was thinking and feeling because she had a look of complete satisfaction on her face. She merely smiled and said, "It is truly amazing what these new wonderbras do for flat chests isn't it Donna?" I had no answer as I was caught up in my sexual urges and found myself running my hands over my breasts. Sally said, "That's enough of that my pet. We've still got more dressing to do and maybe when we are through I'll let you have some relief."
Sally had me raise my arms and dropped a beautiful black camisole over my head and arranged it around my bra-covered breasts. The bodice had a plunging neckline that was surrounded in lace. Sally then raised the most gorgeous lace covered full slip I had ever seen in the air. As I looked up into the folds of this feminine garment, I knew it was a view reserved only for a woman. I raised my arms and as the slip floated down over my body I knew I would have no more doubts about my new world. The slip and camisole were fitted so they adhered to every curve of my body. The shoulder straps and bodice were reinforced with elastic which molded them to my new shape. The slip had the same plunging neckline as the camisole and there was lace everywhere I looked from bodice to hem.
Sally had me stand in front of the mirror so I could see my new shape. Staring back at me was a very sexily dressed woman. She was wearing black lingerie, nylons and four inch spiked high heels. She had the classical hour glass shape that enhanced the sexy lingerie she was wearing. She exuded sexuality and as a man I knew I would have wanted to take her to bed. As I turned sideways, I got another image of the woman in the mirror. Her pert breasts protruded from her chest like twin mounds. They were soft and round and I looked at her deep cleavage surrounded by lace. Her stomach and crotch were as flat as a board. Her ass was the kind of ass any woman would be proud to have. It jutted from her narrow waist and flowed into a beautiful set of hips. Her nylon-covered legs and the high heels she was wearing added to her sexuality. This was definitely my kind of woman I thought. My years of masculine thinking were responding to the image in the mirror as a man would. Suddenly reality hit home. This was not my kind of woman. This was not a woman I would ever have a choice about taking to bed. The woman in the mirror was me. My subconscious asked, " If my conscious male mind reacts to this woman in this way how are men going to react to her."
Sally came up behind me at the same moment that thought was going through my mind. She began kissing my neck and slipping her tongue in and out of my ears. "I have never had anyone turn me on the way you do, Donna. Even Terri never got me this hot when she wore this lingerie," she said. She ran her hands over my entire silken encased body and kept telling me how beautiful and sexy I looked. She found every strap of my lingerie and the elastic bands of my half slip and panties. She took her time pulling on each one and letting them snap back against my body. My subconscious registered each snap with an exquisite shiver. The feeling of each snap would remain as invisible but indelible marks on my naked body. My subconscious no longer had a choice accept to cover these marks with the same kind of feminine garments that now adorned them. Sally pulled the lacy hems of my slips up so I could see the white of my thighs between the black lace of my nylons and panties. She snapped the garter straps of my corset, one at a time against the white flesh of my thighs sending sexual shivers up my spine. Once again implanting my flesh with indelible markings.
Sally rearranged my slips and began playing between my legs with one of her hands. Somehow she found my real nipples under my wonderbra and began squeezing them with the fingers of her other hand while continuing her playing at my crotch. She had her pelvis ground against my ass and I could feel the hardness of her clitoris. Sally began thrusting her clitoris into my ass as if it were a cock. As she did this she said, "Someday soon I will show you my double headed dildo that Terri so loved. I know you will learn to love it as much as she did my pet." Sally's entire body suddenly tensed and I knew she had reached an orgasm. The thought of Sally's words about her dildo frightened me but also excited me. My subconscious registered the words love and dildo along with my causing Sally to orgasm.
My penis was aching from trying to escape the prison of my panty girdle. Sally sensed my frustration and said, "I promised you a reward if I was pleased with your progress today. Now I will keep my promise while I teach you yet one more lesson you will need to learn as a woman. Pull your slips up and your panties down." As she said this, she dropped to her knees in front of me. Sally unsnapped my panty girdle releasing my hard penis. "Watch carefully as I show you how to give a proper blowjob".
"I have never liked sucking a man's cock. My father not only forced me to suck his cock but also to have sex with him. He did the same to my sister Terri. Terri saved me many times when I was younger by letting my father use her instead of me. That is the reason Terri and I became lesbian lovers. Somehow Terri was able to maintain relationships with men but she always preferred women to men the same as I do. I think the reason I have always been tomboyish and worked so hard at being strong was to stop my father from abusing us. When I became old enough and strong enough I was able to threaten my father to get him to stop molesting us. I think that is what caused him to drink even more than usual and eventually it killed him. I was so repulsed by what my father did to myself and Terri that I have always felt threatened about having a relationship with a man. That is until now. But you will never be a threat because I will be the one to control this relationship. You will be my woman with a male sex organ. As my woman I may decide to have you suck a cock even if it is only my double headed dildo. So you see you will have no choice whether or not you like sucking cock. You will do it if and when I tell you to my pretty sissy," she said.
Sally took my erect penis in her mouth and proceeded to give me a long lingering blowjob. She licked and sucked until I was ready to explode. She seemed to know just how long to lick and suck my cock and when to stop to keep me from exploding in her mouth. Just when I would be ready to orgasm she would remove my penis, lick my cock and suck on my balls. I watched in awe as she sucked my penis in and out of her mouth. It seemed as if she would be able to swallow all of me if she so desired. Her mouth and lips alternated between reaching the base of my penis and just sucking its head. While I watched Sally, my subconscious mind registered the thought of what it would feel like to have an erect penis in my mouth. Would I be able to suck another mans cock it wondered? I already knew if Sally told me to suck cock that I would be unable to refuse. As these thoughts were registering in my mind Sally finally brought me to a climax and swallowed every drop of my sperm. The intensity of my orgasm was so great I dropped to my knees and threw my arms around Sally. We lay there hugging and kissing while I recovered. When Sally felt I had come down enough she stood up, removed her robe and told me it was time for me to return the favor.
I assumed a kneeling position in front of Sally and I arranged my lingerie so I could feel the hems of my slips touching my nylon-covered legs as I readied myself for eating her pussy. I willing performed oral sex on Sally but I couldn't help spending most of my time sucking on her enlarged clitoris. My subconscious registered me sucking on a man's cock as I did. Sally played with her breasts as I sucked. "If you suck some man's cock the way you are sucking my clit you will make a fine little cocksucker," she said. Just as she said that Sally grabbed my hair and pushed her clitoris and pussy into my mouth as she climaxed. Sally sat on the vanity chair as she recovered from her orgasm with my head in her lap. "You will do just fine as a woman my pretty one and we will have many more sessions like this," she said.
Sally left me sitting on the floor and went into Marge's bedroom. When she returned, she was carrying one of Marge's satin waitress uniforms along with a frilly black apron trimmed with white lace. " I have to go to the hospital to speak to Doctor Ted about you and it is time for you to earn your keep around here. Stand up so I can put this uniform on you," she said. I wondered to myself why Sally needed to talk to a doctor about me as I stood up to allow her to dress me in the uniform.
Sally once again used her fingers to find the cavity she needed into which she could position my testicles. Finding it, she once again pushed my testicles upward and arranged my flaccid penis between my legs. She then snapped the crotch of my panty girdle. In my mind I knew even without a lock it would be as effective as any medieval chastity belt. Sally's power over me was growing with each step I took further into Donna's world. And I loved each new step.
Once my slips and panties were arranged properly she dressed me in the uniform and tied the apron around my waist. The hem of the uniform just covered the lace of my slips which in turn barely covered the tops of my nylons. As I looked at my legs in the mirror, I couldn't believe they belonged to me. They were as shapely as any woman's legs I had ever seen. Wearing high heels and the shortness of my uniform with just a hint of lace at the hem made them look longer and sexier. Sally had left the top three buttons of the uniform open so I could see my cleavage and the lace of my lingerie. The uniform hugged every curve of my body. With the short skirt of my uniform and my exposed cleavage I knew I could make a lot of tips if I were really a waitress.
Reading my mind yet one more time Sally said, "You may one day have to earn your keep wearing that uniform to work. You would certainly excite all the male customers at Marge's bar with your tits ready to pop out of your uniform top. All you would need to do is to bend over a table and that gorgeous ass of yours would come into full view. Those pretty panties and lacy nylons would make quite a sight for all the male customers. I am sure you would have all of them falling all over you dressed like that. They would all be having sex with you in their minds and would be fighting each other to date you. But since you belong to me you will wear this uniform only for me for now. While I am gone, I expect you to thoroughly clean the house," Sally said. "I also expect you to iron your nightgown, robe and our pajamas along with last nights' lingerie," she added. Sally didn't see me smile as I anticipated doing that task. I would save it for last because I knew I would get aroused as I always did when I ironed my mothers lingerie.
I didn't realize just how tightly the uniform fit my body until I started to clean the bedroom. It was tailored in such a way that it clung to my ass and hips but narrowed around my thighs and legs. It was designed to show every curve of the body. The tightness of the skirt not only forced me to take short steps but also followed every move of my ass and hips. Between the smoothness of the nylons on my legs and the sleekness of the double layers of my satin slips my uniform was constantly riding up my legs. First I saw the lace of my slips exposed, then the lace edged tops of my nylons and finally the tabs of my garters came into view. It seemed I would be spending more of my time pulling the skirt of my uniform down then I would be cleaning. Looking at my cleavage surrounded by lace and constantly seeing the lace of my slips and nylons as I rearranged my uniform skirt kept me in a constant state of arousal.
Sally finished dressing just as I finished cleaning the bedroom. She gave me a long passionate kiss while her hands roamed over my ass. Sally said she was excited about seeing Doctor Ted because he was going to be instrumental in my transformation. She reminded me that I belonged to her and that no matter how aroused I became I wouldn't be able to do anything to relieve myself. "I control your sexual desires now and I will decide if and when you get relief," she reminded me one more time.
Sally left to go to the hospital and I resumed my chores. I finished cleaning upstairs and as I made my way down the staircase I learned another lesson that only women wearing high heels know. The first time you go down a set of stairs wearing high heels is a hazardous experience. I found myself holding on to the handrail to keep myself from falling. When I finally reached the bottom of the staircase and began walking on the marble entree I thrilled to the sound of my high heels as they clicked on the hard surface. I was once again able to walk with the swishing movement I had done on the soft carpet upstairs. Except now I could hear every step I took as the marble echoed the clicking of my high heels. My subconscious registered the clicking of high heels as a sound only a woman would make as she walked across the entree. I wanted to hear that sound whenever I walked across the marble entree.
I spent the next two hours cleaning the rest of the house anticipating Sally's return. When Sally returned she was extremely excited. She told me Doctor Ted was more then willing to help with my transformation. Sally explained that Doctor Teds specialty was working with transsexuals. He was experimenting with a new technique that was not yet approved by the hospital. Even though he had been successful with every patient he used his new technique on, the hospital was reluctant to allow him to continue for the fear of lawsuits. Sally said that she felt I was a prime candidate for his experimentation. She told the doctor all about me and my reactions to wearing women's clothing. They had both agreed to use me in his research. I started to ask Sally just what this experimentation entailed when she looked at me and said, "Remember you are mine and I have decided to let Doctor Ted use you as he pleases. If we are right, you will be the most beautiful woman looking man on the face of this earth. If we are wrong, you will become a full time woman with all the proper female organs. Either way you will be my woman. I hope Doctor Ted is successful because I prefer you as a woman looking man. I really don't want to waste that beautiful sex organ you have between your legs."
Sally took me in her arms and kissed me passionately. I melted in her embrace and said, " I will do anything to please you Sally. I know I belong to you and I will be happy no matter how the experiment ends." We were talking in the kitchen when Sally began kissing me. I put my arms around her neck and our tongues were playing in each others mouths. Sally's hands roamed over my entire body but they always returned to my ass which she finally pulled tightly to her body. She worked the skirt of my uniform and the layers of my slips upward until they were bunched around my waist. She pulled my panties down with her hands until they were at my knees. She raised one of her feet and used it to push my panties to my ankles. She backed me against the kitchen table and raised me up so that I was sitting on the table. She unsnapped my panty girdle and stroked my erect penis. While she played with me with one hand she somehow undressed herself with her other hand. She told me she wanted to fuck me one more time before we started the experiment just in case I turned into a total woman and lost my male sex organ. She said she wanted to make it a fuck to remember.
Sally unbuttoned all the buttons of the uniform and practically tore it off of me. "I want to see you in all your sexy lingerie as I fuck you. I want to use that gorgeous cock of yours surrounded in lace just in case it ends up being the last time I get the chance to use it," she said. Sally pulled my legs around her waist and proceeded to thrust herself against me. She played with me for a while as I lay spread out on the kitchen table and finally she slipped my cock inside her moist pussy. I was definitely in the position of the female in this sex act. I looked at my legs wrapped around my lovers back and saw the straps of my garters attached to my lacy nylons. I saw my high heels crossed at the ankles to help pull my lover further inside of me. I saw the lace of my slips bunched at my waist as I matched my lover as she thrust in and out of me. I had my arms wrapped tightly around my lover's neck and I could feel the silkiness of my lingerie as I slid back and forth on the table matching her thrusts. Sally's tongue was in my mouth as I greedily sucked it. Sally and I orgasmed almost simultaneously.
After resting awhile Sally once again dressed me in the uniform, put on her clothes and said, "Doctor Ted is coming over soon to give you a complete physical examination. He is having some hospital equipment delivered along with the drugs we will need to complete your transformation. I want him to see you fully dressed so he can appreciate just how beautiful you will be as a woman. Besides I know you are not going to like this but we need to undress you totally during the procedure. We will need to keep you naked and sedated for about a week while we do the procedures that need to be done. Once the procedures are completed, you will not only be able to wear all the sexy feminine clothing you wish but your body will not require any padding." Just as Sally finished telling me this the doorbell rang. Sally quickly brushed my hair and told me to answer the door.
I started to resist when Sally said, "That will be Doctor Ted and I know he is as anxious to meet you as I am to have you meet him. It is time you got started having someone else other than me see you as the woman you want to be my pet, so go and open the door." My hand was shaking as I reached for the doorknob. I was also excited about what Doctor Ted's reaction was going to be seeing me dressed as a woman. I opened the door to find not only Doctor Ted but two delivery men carrying a hospital bed. Having three men staring at me at one time caused me to freeze in the doorway. The delivery men were looking me up and down and smiling. I had the feeling they were undressing me with their eyes. Their eyes finally stopped moving and I found them staring at my exposed cleavage. It was both unnerving and exciting. They were looking at me as a woman and obviously found me attractive. Doctor Ted broke the mood and said, "I am so glad to meet you Donna. Sally was correct in her assessment of you. You are very beautiful. If you allow these men to take their eyes off you long enough to make their delivery we can get on with our work." I know I was blushing as I thanked the doctor and moved out of the delivery mens way.
Sally said, " Show the delivery men where your room is Donna so they can set up the bed." I walked in front of the delivery men on my way to the staircase. As I walked across the marble entree and heard the clicking of my high heels my subconscious took over and said, "Make sure you give them I good view of your ass." I took very short steps and could feel my skirt and slips swish against my legs as I walked. I was hoping they were enjoying the view as much as I was enjoying the feeling of knowing they were watching my ass sway in front of them. As I walked up the stairs, my skirt began riding up my legs first exposing my lacy slips and then the tops of my nylons. I had to stop halfway up the stairs to rearrange my uniform. As I did one of the delivery men bumped into me. He excused himself saying he hadn't seen me stop. His hand was touching my ass and he was smiling at me. When he didn't move away from me I quickly straightened my clothing and practically ran up the remaining stairs. I pointed out my room and started back downstairs as fast as I could. I was embarrassed because another man had touched my ass with his hand but my subconscious was happy because he had been touching me believing he was touching a woman's ass.
I hadn't realized Sally and Doctor Ted had been standing in the kitchen door watching the delivery men and me as we made our way upstairs with the bed. Doctor Ted smiled at me but Sally looked upset as I made my way down the staircase. When I reached the bottom Sally said, "I can't blame that young man for wanting to touch your ass. That was quite a tease show you put on for those men, wiggling your ass the way you did. If you ever do something like that without my permission, I will pull that skirt of yours up and spank that pretty ass until you are in tears." Doctor Ted admonished Sally by saying, "It's really not all Donna's fault you know. You are the one who dressed her so sexily and taught her to walk with her ass and hips swaying so suggestively. Just looking at Donna dressed the way she is now and watching her walk has the effect of saying, I am a woman ready for sex. If you didn't want the delivery men to see her dressed the way she is you should have locked her in another room. Once we have completed the procedures, she will be even sexier looking than she is now and you will need to learn to control your jealousy."
The delivery men came down the stairs just as Doctor Ted finished. They went outside to get the rest of Doctor Ted's supplies. Sally came over, gave me a hug and said she was sorry about what she said. She handed me two five-dollar bills, telling me to give them to the delivery men and to thank them for helping us. As the delivery men were putting everything in my bedroom, I stood by the kitchen door waiting for them to leave. I couldn't help looking at my exposed cleavage with the lace of my slip and camisole surrounding the twin mounds protruding from my chest. As I looked down my body and saw the wideness of my hips I couldn't help running my hands over them and my ass. I felt myself getting aroused again. If I was getting aroused looking at my cleavage and touching my ass I knew I was probably having the same effect on them. As they were leaving, I held out my hand to the one who had touched my ass to hand him the tip. He took my hand and raised it to his lips kissing it every so gently. "The doctor and Sally are correct, you are extremely beautiful and sexy," he said as he smiled at me. I know I blushed with embarrassment at his compliment as I thanked him for his help. He held onto my hand as if he didn't want to let go. I felt strange having another man not only kiss my hand but also hold on to it as if it belonged to a woman. He finally released my hand and both delivery men left.
Sally came up behind me, put her arms around me and as she kissed my neck she said, "That young man is really turned on by you, not that I can blame him. Did he turn you on? Maybe you would like to go out on a date with him. What would you do if he wanted to kiss your mouth like he kissed your hand? What would you do if he put his hand between your legs and discovered your little secret? He wouldn't think you were so sexy then, would he? Don't worry your pretty little head about anything like that happening. You will never be in a position like that unless I choose to put you there. Right now I want you only for myself and as long as you please me it will stay that way. We have a lot of work to do to complete your transformation and we need to get started".
Doctor Ted had been upstairs preparing my room for his procedures while Sally was talking to me and called to us to say he was ready to begin. We went upstairs and when I entered my bedroom it had taken on the look of a hospital room. The delivery men had moved the canopy bed and replaced it with the hospital bed. There were gauges and monitors along side the bed along with various stands to hold whatever medications would be needed. There was an examining table with stirrups on one end. I wondered how it would feel to have my legs in the stirrups and all my private parts exposed for the doctor to see.
I didn't have time to finish that thought as Sally unbuttoned my uniform and pulled it over my head. She removed my half slip and pulled up the hem of my full slip to be able to remove my panties and panty girdle. Sally reached between my legs and as she took my penis out from its hiding place it sprang to life. She then somehow removed by bra without taking off the camisole or full slip. She said she would let me enjoy the rest of my feminine garments until Doctor Ted needed me naked.
Sally said it was now time for Doctor Ted to examine me. For the first time I was able to take a good look at Doctor Ted. He was very tall and had a muscular build. He had dark wavy hair and the most beautiful deep blue eyes. He was wearing green hospital scrubs and had a stethoscope around his neck. He had broad shoulders and a narrow waist. If I didn't know he was a doctor I would have guessed him to be a body builder. He was very handsome and the kind of man any woman would admire. All at once I realized here I was dressed in sexy lingerie, nylons, high heels and my subconscious was admiring a man's body.
As that thought was going through my mind Sally put her arms around me. She whispered in my ear, " I saw you admiring Doctor Ted's body my pet. He is a gorgeous man isn't he." Sally was playing with my nipples and erect penis. " How would you like to have sex with him? I know Doctor Ted would like to have sex with you because he is bisexual," she added. As Sally was stroking me through the silk of my lingerie I looked at Doctor Ted and saw him smiling at me. My subconscious registered his smile along with the pleasure I was feeling. Sally stopped her ministrations and said, " I will leave you with that thought until after your transformation. Now I will leave you and the doctor alone so he can examine you."
Doctor Ted told me to take a seat on the examining table so we could begin. As I walked to the examination table, my penis made a tent out of my slip. I had a hard time getting into a sitting position because of my erect penis. When I finally did, I found that my slip had ridden up, exposing my lacy nylon tops and the tabs of my garters. Doctor Ted smiled and said, "You are definitely one of the sexiest men I have ever seen. I am going to do everything in my power to keep that gorgeous sex organ between your legs intact. We will take care of your erection as soon as I finish my examination. Sally has requested that I extract some sperm from you in case you turn into a total woman. If that happens, she wants to impregnate you with your own sperm. That way you can have your own baby. It is my belief that will not happen but I will do as she has asked."
After taking all my vital signs Doctor Ted told me to lie down on the examining table. When I laid down, he told me to put my feet in the stirrups so he could do a rectal exam and also extract my sperm. As I raised my legs to put them in the stirrups, I realized I was still wearing my high heels. Doctor Ted smiled as he took one leg at a time and while holding it half way up my calf removed my shoes. After positioning my feet in the stirrups he pushed my slip up my thighs exposing my nylons, garter straps and my garter belt. He told me to raise my ass so he could push my slip up to my waist leaving all my private parts exposed.
As he did this, his hands brushed my thighs and ass. I felt strangely excited at his touch and my subconscious hoped he would continue. Much to my subconscious minds disappointment he stopped and sat at the end of the examining table. I watched as he put on a pair of plastic gloves and reached for a tube of lubricating gel. I was wondering what he needed the gel for just as I felt him begin to insert a finger in my ass. I stiffened as I felt his finger begin its entree. He told me I would need to relax in order for him to be able to complete his examination. As I relaxed, he began a slow in and out movement with his finger that I found quite pleasurable. I also found myself aroused by the in and out thrusting of his finger. Doctor Ted finished his rectal exam and removed his finger. He handed me a plastic cup telling me he would need my help to extract my sperm. He told me he would do the milking of my penis as Sally had requested. He told me to let him know when I was ready to ejaculate and hand him the cup to collect my sperm. He once again told me to relax because he was again going to insert his fingers in my ass. He said since he knew it aroused me it would make extracting my sperm much easier. He told me to close my eyes and think of myself as a woman in a doctor's office getting a physical examination. The doctor reinserted first one finger then two and eventually three fingers into my ass. He was working them in and out as he took my penis in his other hand and began to slowly masturbate me. I couldn't resist playing with my nipples through the silk of my camisole and slip as I closed my eyes and enjoyed his ministrations. I knew I shouldn't be enjoying having a man masturbate and finger fuck me but he was a doctor. My subconscious registered the anal pleasure I was experiencing from a man with my desire to please Sally. Doctor Ted was doing what Sally told him to do to me and I wanted to please Sally.
" Are you enjoying your first experience with anal sex my pet?" Sally asked as she replaced my hands with hers. I can see you seem to be enjoying it. After the procedures are complete and if you are not turned into a total woman I am going to teach you to love it. Even if you become a total woman, I will teach you the joys of complete anal penetration. I couldn't resist the urge to come and see your reaction to Doctor Ted's ministrations for myself. I also want to make sure we get a good load of sperm from you in case we need it for your impregnation should you become a complete woman. Now I just want you to relax and enjoy the experience. I'll be sure to catch your sperm as you orgasm," she added as she took the plastic cup from my hand. My subconscious again registered anal sex with pleasing Sally as she began kissing me. At Sally's command the doctor sped up both his finger fucking and his masturbating of me. I orgasmed almost immediately. I lay there enjoying the intense feeling of my orgasm as the doctor and Sally collected and bottled my sperm. "Now it is time to put you to sleep so we can finish your transformation. Get up and go stand by the bed and I will undress you, Sally said. As I did as Sally told me I wondered just what they were going to do to me.
Sally came over to me and reached down to the hem of my slip and pulled it over my head. The camisole was next to come off. When Sally removed my corset, garter belt and nylons I felt as if I was somehow losing my feminine identity. Sally seemed to know what I was feeling as she helped me into the hospital bed. " When we finish the procedures, you will not need a corset my pet. If you wish, you will even be able to go braless. But I think you are the kind of man that will always want to wear a bra and as much feminine lingerie as possible. Now I am going to let Doctor Ted explain what the procedures entail so you will understand why we need to keep you naked for the rest of the week," she said.
As Sally prepared to insert an I V into my arm Doctor Ted explained what he was going to do to me, by saying, " My procedure involves taking selected tissue from certain parts of your body. I genetically alter this tissue using just the right amount of female hormones. I then use the altered tissue to make a serum that I inject back into the area I want to alter. The hormones are very potent and the changes take place in a few days. In your case I will be working mainly on your breasts and waistline. I will also work on your Adams Apple and face. My technique also involves a form of oriental acupuncture. I surround the area to be altered with needles to cut off the flow of the female hormones thus altering only the area affected by them. This is where the danger comes in. If I don't effectively block the desired area the hormones will leak through and enter your system turning you into a woman completely. In all the cases I have worked with so far it was a complete transformation that was desired and I have been totally successful."
" I have also worked with women to use my technique as an alternative to implants. I use the acupuncture technique to only alter the area they wish to change. Since Sally has requested and in your case I agree, to have you keep your male sex organs intact, this will be the first time I am attempting this procedure. I am confident that I will be successful but if I am not the worst that will happen is that you will become a woman with all the proper female genitalia. Since Sally and I agree I am going to do all I can to keep that gorgeous sex organ intact. Now it is time for you to go to sleep and let Sally and I proceed." As Doctor Ted finished his explanation Sally opened a clamp and allowed a drug to enter the tube in my arm and I drifted into never land.
As I opened my eyes, I had the feeling that I had just seen Sally open the clamp to put me to sleep. The first sight I beheld was that of Sally's smiling face. "Welcome back my pretty one," she said as I tried to enter the real world once again. "You have been unconscious for almost two weeks but I am sure you will be most delighted with the results of Doctor Ted's work. Since everything went so well the first few days, I decided to have him make some other changes to your body also. I'm sure you will approve of what we have done once you get a chance to see them for yourself.
Now it is time for you to get up and start to move around again." I felt very weak as I sat up in bed. I was in the canopy bed between the satin sheets and there was no sign of the hospital equipment anywhere. I was dressed in a blue silk nightgown with a deep plunging neckline and lace around the bodice. The cleavage of my breasts was totally exposed and I knew I was wearing a bra because I could feel a tightness around my breasts. I could also feel straps pulling against my shoulders as they supported the weight of my breasts. Reality hit home as I fully realized that my breasts were really my breasts. I couldn't help touching them through the lingerie I was wearing. As I did their large aureoles hardened and sprang to life as I felt a stirring between my legs.
Sally was smiling at me as I played with my new breasts and said, " They are absolutely gorgeous aren't they my pretty little one. Although I can't really say that now since Doctor Ted gave you a set of thirty-eight D breasts. They are going to prove to be a challenge until you get used to them protruding from your chest, the way those do. Once you do, we will have a lot of fun with them. Because they are so large you will always have to wear a bra for support. I know you like the idea of being able to wear bras anyway. As she finished, Sally took my hands away from my breasts and helped me sit on the side of the bed. As I got into a full sitting position I felt as if I were sitting on a set of cushions. My ass had always given me a similar feeling but for some reason this was totally different. Once again Sally smiled and said, " I see you can feel one of the other changes I had the doctor make. You had a very cute ass before but now it is absolutely gorgeous. I had the doctor add a couple of inches to your hips and ass. Since your ass belongs to me anyway, I wanted it shaped my way.
Sally reached between my legs and began playing with me. It was then that I realized the stirring between them was my penis. "Yes my pet, as you can see the doctor did his best and saved this beautiful sex organ for all me. I told him as a form of reward. I might let him have sex with you when I got used to your new body. I don't know when that might happen because I doubt if I will ever tire of using you," she said. Sally helped me stand and took off my nightgown.
She led me to the full length mirror which she had moved from her room into mine. I was not prepared for what I saw in the mirror. I didn't recognize the woman reflected there. Even though I knew I was standing in front of the mirror this woman could not possibly be me. Her long blond hair was a mess. Her face was not a face I recognized. I did not have those kind of luscious full lips. They were the kind of lips Terri had. As a boy I used to masturbate thinking about Terri's lips, those kind of lips wrapped around my cock. My subconscious registered the thought of those kind of lips and sucking cock. The woman's face was soft and totally smooth while her neck showed no sign of an Adams'Apple. Her eyebrows were thin and arched which made her eyes seem even larger than they were. She had long curly eyelashes. Her nose was small and very cute. She should be wearing some makeup I thought to myself.
As I looked down her body, her large brassiere-covered breasts were protruding from her chest. Her deep cleavage and her push up bra seemed to make them look as if they were trying to escape. Preferring to show off their naked beauty. Her hard nipples were clearly visible through the material of her bra. Her waist was so tiny compared to her breasts, wide hips and ass that she almost looked Barbie Dollish. The panties she wore were skin tight. Between her long sexy legs I could see the tenting effect in her panties caused by her erection. I was thinking to myself that the erection didn't belong with the rest of her body. As I looked at this woman dressed in lingerie and exuding sexuality, I could feel my own erection in my panties. I was so turned on looking at this woman I began to reach for my erect penis at the same time she reached for hers. Suddenly the full impact of Doctor Teds' procedure hit me. Her hand reaching for her penis was my hand. Her erection was my erection. Her gorgeous face and breasts were my face and breasts. Her tiny waist, wide hips, beautiful ass and sexy long legs all belonged to me. I was this woman.
"This can't be me," I said out loud. My voice was another surprise as it was extremely high pitched. Obviously the result of the removal of my Adams'Apple and the female hormones the doctor had used. I knew I would have no problem speaking as a woman with such a high pitched voice as I now had. Sally had been behind me all the time watching me as I watched the woman in the mirror disbelieving what I was seeing. She came up behind me and said, "Yes it is you my pretty one and now you know what it is I like to see in a woman. And I can tell from your erection that you also like the same thing in a woman as I do. You came out exactly the way I planned. I am going to get a great deal of pleasure from using you as my sex toy. All I will need to do to turn you on is to have you stand in front of a mirror and look at yourself. I knew Sally was right. I realized that by merely looking at myself in a mirror would keep me in a state of sexual arousal for as long as I lived.
I want you to take a shower and then we are going to go to the beauty parlor and get you a complete make over. Don't bother doing anything with your hair. I have laid out some clothes for you to wear. It is about time you begin learning to dress yourself anyway. I have some fresh lingerie for you to wear laid out with the rest of your clothing. I will help you with the panty girdle after you shower but you can do the rest. Don't even think of masturbating in the shower." I quickly showered and although I had an erection from soaping my new feminine shaped body I didn't masturbate because of Sally's command. My subconscious registered Sally's command as an answer for my need to be submissive to a woman. I dried and powered my body and returned to the bedroom.
Once again Sally used her fingers to do away with my erection telling me she had plans for us after the beauty parlor. She positioned my testicles and penis between my legs and snapped the panty girdle shut. I walked over to the dresser and looked at the clothing Sally had laid out for me to wear. Being naked I was able to get the full impact of what having breasts meant. Without a bra the weight of my large breasts seemed to want to pull me forward. They didn't sag a bit and stood straight out from my chest but I finally felt their full weight. I liked the way they felt even though they did seem to get in the way of my arms as I moved.
I had to admit I was a little disappointed at Sally's choice of clothing. I picked up the pink nylon bra and liked the way it felt but I would have proffered something lacier. It was quite an experience getting the bra positioned to accommodate my new breasts. Luckily it was the kind of bra that had the clasp in front. I put on the plain, pink panties and slid them up my legs along with the thigh high pink nylons Sally had laid out. There was also a plain pink silk blouse along with a short denim skirt that I grudgingly put on. At least the blouse was silk and formfitting. It showed off my large breasts nicely. I could see the outline of my bra through the silk blouse. I slipped low heeled pumps on my feet and told Sally I was ready to go.
Sally was dressed only in sweats and gym shoes. Compared to her I guess I was pretty sexy looking even though I didn't think so. Sally read the look on my face and said, "The reason we women go to the beauty parlor wearing no makeup, our hair and nails a mess and dressed casually is so we can appreciate what beauticians do for us. Besides my pet you would look sexy wearing a gunny sack. I am bringing a change of clothing for each of us to wear after we finish getting primmed. I will only be getting my hair and nails done but you are going to get the works. Sally gave me a long passionate kiss and played with my ass. She said I wouldn't be disappointed with her plans for tonight so I should relax and just enjoy my first experience as a woman at the beauty parlor.
My first ride in a car dressed as a woman was quite unnerving. Sally's car was a small sporty model and as I sat in it my skirt rode all the way up my legs exposing the tops of my nylons and my creamy thighs. Sally simply smiled and said,. "I can see you have a lot to learn about being a woman. You don't look very ladylike with your skirt up around your ass. It is quite sexy though and if I didn't know better I would think you were trying to turn me on. We will have to practice having you sit like a woman. Now straighten out your clothes so we can get going." I pulled my skirt down as far as I could which barely covered my nylon tops and we drove to the beauty parlor. As we arrived at the beauty parlor, I was surprised to find it was the one I had gone to with my mother. I was more careful getting out of the car and my skirt didn't ride up as far on my legs as it did when I sat down. But I couldn't help exposing my legs past my nylon tops much to the enjoyment of the parking attendant who gave me an appreciative smile.
As we entered the beauty parlor memories of sitting watching the unkempt women enter as I had done as a boy not that long ago flooded my mind. I remembered thinking what it would be like to be one of the women about to get a complete make over as I had often done while waiting for my mother. Now I was about to find out. It turned out the beautician that would work on me was the same one that used to wash and cut my hair. I was worried that she might recognize me but as she shampooed my hair she showed no sign of recognition and asked me my name. I told her it was Donna and that I was a friend of Marge and Sally. I also told her I would be living with them from now on.
After washing my hair she touched it up at the roots with peroxide. After setting my hair she opened a brand new kit of makeup. She explained that this was the latest and most expensive makeup on the market. She said it was the closest to a permanent coloring of the skin as you can get. It would last for a full month with only minor touch up. She also said a lot of her beautician friends were worried that this type of makeup would hurt their business. She thought the opposite, feeling that women would be hesitant to apply it themselves for fear of making a mistake. Since any mistake they made would stay with them for at least a month. I know I would never be one to apply it on my own because I also liked the idea of being pampered.
As she worked on my eyes she said, "Your hair and eyes remind me of a boy that used to come in with his mother. She died a couple of weeks ago and he just seemed to disappear. Someone said he left to try and find his father. I don't think we will ever see him again. He was such a nice quiet boy and never complained no matter how long his mother spent here. He always seemed to be enjoying himself. I remember telling him he was to pretty to be a boy. His mother showed me a picture of him when he was dressed in a Cinderella costume wearing a small amount of makeup. I always hoped I would somehow get a chance to give him a complete make over the same as you are getting. I knew he would look absolutely gorgeous. I hope he will be alright on his own because he is so small and delicate looking." I wanted to tell her not to worry about the boy because I knew he was doing just fine but I stopped myself. I wondered what she would think if she only knew how much that boy was enjoying himself as she performed her magic on his face. I also wondered what she would think if she knew she was getting her wish to give that boy a complete make over.
While she worked on my face and hair the manicurist was busy doing my toenails and fingernails. My nylons had to be removed in order for her to do my toenails. She offered to take them off so we didn't interrupt the beautician as she did my makeup. As she removed my nylons she seemed to let her hands roam slowly over my legs. She gave me a very sensual foot massage which was both relaxing and stimulating. She also massaged my calves. Although I couldn't be positive it seemed to me she didn't want to stop her massage at my knees. She then painted my toenails a bright shade of red. After applying false nails to my fingers she also painted my fingernails the same shade of red. I couldn't believe how much sexier I felt with long fingernails. They made my hands as feminine looking as they could possibly be.
I knew they would also require some getting used to as I tried to rebutton a button that had come undone on my blouse. The manicurist noticed my dilemma and told me to relax as she would be glad to help me out. As she gathered my blouse to fasten the button her hands brushed against my breasts. She seemed to take quite a while with the button and it seemed to me she was enjoying feeling my breasts. She smiled and said she wished her breasts were as beautiful as mine. I felt a tingle between my legs at her touch and thanked her for the compliment. She asked me if I was going to get a massage because she was also a masseuse and would really enjoy giving me one. I couldn't believe a woman was telling me she was jealous of my breasts. And from the way she was acting wanted to be able to also touch my body all over. I wasn't sure about getting a massage but I knew I wouldn't be able to let this woman give me one. Although the thought was very stimulating.
The beautician broke the mood by telling us that I was not getting a massage. The manicurist asked if I wanted her to put my nylons back on and seemed disappointed when I told her I had a complete change of clothes with me. She told me to think about getting a massage the next time I came in to get my hair done. She finished by telling me how beautiful I looked and she hoped I would be coming back soon.
The beautician waited for her to get out of hearing distance before telling me I had to watch out for the manicurist because she was gay. She said she hit on all the woman especially the beautiful young ones like myself. I laughed to myself wondering what the manicurist would think of me if she knew what was between my legs. And if she would still want to hit on me. The beautician said she was finished and told me to go into the changing rooms. She said Sally was waiting for me. Sally let out a whistle as I entered and told me to look at myself in the mirror. I had to agree with Sally, I was absolutely stunning. Sally told me she would help me undress and dress until I got used to my new nails. She said my clothes for the evening were in the changing room. She said she would help me this time because she was sure I would ruin my nails if I tried to dress myself.
Sally was wearing a robe and as we entered the changing room she removed it so I could see the lingerie she was wearing. It was the first time I ever saw Sally wearing lingerie. She had on a very lacy black push-up bra. The black thong bikini panties she was wearing showed off her ass beautifully. Around her waist she wore a black garter belt with a rose in the center just above her pussy. A pair of black silk laced topped stockings were attached to a set of three garter tabs. She was also wearing black spiked high heels. The effect of the nylons and high heels made her legs extremely sexy looking. This was the sexiest I had ever seen her look and I couldn't help telling her what I thought. She thanked me for the compliment and said I was starting to bring out a little of the woman in her. Since today was special she would indulge me. Seeing me dressed in my lingerie and knowing how much the sight of it turned me on made her want to dress sexy for me. She told me that I would not see her dress this way very often. She reminded me I was the one who would be the sex object in our relationship and would be the one wearing sexy lingerie. I was terribly aroused and wanted to make love to her on the spot but she would have none of it saying she had plans for us later.
Sally told me it was time for me to get dressed or we would be late for our appointment. I tried to ask her where we were going but she said I would find out soon enough. Sally removed all my clothing including my panty girdle exposing my erect penis. The nipples of my breasts were hard and she played with them for a few minutes getting me even more aroused. "It's too bad we have no time to continue with this my pet," she said as she once again squeezed my penis at just the right spot causing it to go flaccid. Even though I was completely frustrated I thought I will need to have her teach me that trick now that I had such a womanly looking body. It definitely put the woman in control of a man's erection. I was surprised when Sally told me she was not going to put another panty girdle on me. I was wondering how I would be able to hide my penis. I knew I would never be able to control my erection between my new womanly looking body and wearing sexy lingerie as Sally said I would be doing from now on.
Sally opened a locker that contained my clothing telling me to turn my back as she did. " I know you no longer need a corset but you look so sexy wearing one I want you to wear this," she said as she wrapped the garment around my waist. I couldn't tell what color it was as I looked straight down because my breasts were in the way. It made me realize why women have full length mirrors. Especially if they had large breasts such as mine. It was the only way they could see the rest of the front of their body. Sally tightened the corset around me and I was surprised to find it actually felt comfortable. It was not a boned corset she explained because I was only wearing it for effect and not support.
It had four straps on each side to hold up my nylon stockings. Sally was holding the stockings she would soon attach to those straps. " I had these made especially for you my pet. They are actually two sets of silk stockings. The inner stockings are as black as coal and pure silk. The outer stockings are made of a combination of nylon and pure white silk lace. So you see my pretty sissy you will have the effect of white lace against dark nylon that you like so much. I know it has always aroused you to see the lace of slips and panties set off by dark nylons. Now you will have that same effect all over your legs. The double layers of nylon and silk against your skin and the tugging of these tabs will also help keep you in a constant state of arousal," Sally said as she rolled the stockings up my legs and attached the laced edged tops of them to the tabs of my corset.
My penis was hard once again and jutting straight out from between my legs. As Sally fondled it and my breasts she said, " I'm not so sure you are going to like these new panties I had designed for you but they will eventually teach you to control your erections. Then again you just might find them sexually stimulating. Sally was holding what appeared to be a pair of beautiful red silk french cut panties in her hands. They were trimmed in lace around the v-shaped leg openings and the slit at the crotch. Sally said she had them slit in front so I could leave them on during sex. Sally slid them up my legs and stopped as they reached the tops of my silky nylons. She let the elastic hold them in place while she caused my penis to become flaccid yet one more time. As she slid them around my hips and ass she slipped two rings that were sewn into a heavy cotton panel on one side of the panties around my cock.
Sally explained that the rings were made of fine polished ivory and had been designed according to Doctor Ted's specifications. They would keep my penis in a natural position so that it hung to the right side of my body against my leg. The rings were larger then my penis and the panties were definitely much more comfortable then the panty girdles. I could get the sensuous feeling of my silk lingerie touching the bare flesh of my hips and ass without losing the effect caused by the lycra of the tight panty girdles.
Sally then slipped a red lace encrusted camisole with a built in bra over my head. After fitting my arms through the bra straps she arranged my breasts in the built in bra cups. The bra cups of the camisole were made of two layers of silk that covered my breasts to the tops of my large aureoles. The rest of the bra portion of the camisole was all red lace. The tops of my breasts and the cleavage between them were clearly visible and surrounded in red lace. As Sally moved behind me she put her arms around me. She took my erect aureoles in her fingers and began squeezing them through the double layer of silk covering them. I loved the feeling and couldn't help running my hands over my silken encased ass and hips. As I did I felt my penis begin to stir and I knew an erection was about to follow.
"Now you will see what your panties are designed to do my pretty sissy," Sally said. As my penis hardened I felt the rings tighten around it. Just as I reached the height of my erection the ring at the base tightened at the same spot Sally had been squeezing with her fingers. The ring was as effective as Sally's fingers and I lost my erection immediately. Sally continued massaging my breasts while she slipped her tongue in and out of my ears. My penis became erect until the rings tightened and my penis went limp again. She caused me to come to an erection, only to lose it immediately, three more times before she finally stopped. " I wanted to be certain the panties would do their job. As you can see you had better learn to control that sex organ," Sally said as I nearly collapsed from sexual frustration.
Sally told me to raise my arms over my head as she gathered a full length red silk slip in her hands preparing to drop it over my head. The slip was absolutely the most exquisite article of feminine lingerie I had ever seen. It was tailored to fit over the camisole and follow the shape of my body like a second skin. The bodice of the slip consisted of a single layer of red silk covered by a layer of lace that ended at my waist. An elastic band was sewn in at the waist line causing the bodice to cling to my breasts and the top half of my body. It left the top half of my breasts exposed the same as the camisole did. The exposed tops of my breasts and their cleavage were surrounded by red lace which continued up to the shoulder straps of the full slip. From my waist the slip flowed down to barely cover the tops of my lacy nylons.The skirt portion of the slip was plain silk that ended with a two inch wide band of red lace surrounding the hem.The black nylons under all the white lace still clearly showed off the shape of my long legs. The skirt portion of the slip flowed over my hips and ass and seemed to mold itself to them. I now had four layers of silk and lace covering the lower half of my breasts and the cleavage between them. As I looked down at this gorgeous and sexual sight I couldn't keep my hands off my breasts and began to fondle myself. Sally quickly stopped me saying, "You don't need to do that my pet because before this night is through your breasts will be well exercised. Just keep looking at them and remember who helped you get them."
I was wondering what Sally meant by that last remark when she told me to walk around the room to see if we would need to adjust the length of the slip. She said she wanted to see if I remembered how she had taught me to walk before my transformation. As I walked I could feel my silk and nylon encased legs rubbing against each other. I felt my slip swish against my hips, my legs and my ass. My arms seemed to be constantly bumping against my breasts much to my subconscious' approval. My subconscious was taking more and more control over my conscious movements as I swayed my ass seductively hoping for Sally's approval. Sally smiled as I walked towards her and said, "Doctor Ted was right, you do walk like a woman who is ready for sex. Tonight you are going to find out what sex as a woman is all about. Are you ready to truly become a woman Donna?" My subconscious caused me to shiver in anticipation while my conscious searched for words in an effort to answer Sally's question. Sally interrupted my thoughts by saying, "There is really no reason for you to answer my little sissy. Since you are my sex toy I have already decided for you."
Sally was satisfied with the length of the slip and said it was time to finish dressing. Sally once again told me to raise my arms. As I looked up I beheld a sight reserved primarily for women and only a few select men. I found myself staring into the inside of a beautiful red silk dress Sally was holding. As that woman's dress floated down over my newly shaped feminine body my subconscious caused me to once again revel in the feeling. It knew I belonged not only in the dress but also in this new world. It knew it was only a matter of time before my conscious truly accepted it also. My subconscious knew once my body experienced sex as a woman there would be no room in my conscious mind for any thoughts about belonging in this wonderful new world. A world Sally and Doctor Ted had made possible.
After zipping me into my dress Sally slipped four inch red spiked high heels on my feet. Sally then took a pair of diamond earrings from a jewelry box and proceeded to push the studs through holes in my ears and secured the clasps in the back. The earrings were a long dangling type. As I moved my head they gently brushed against my cheeks. It was the first time I realized that I had pierced ears. Sally smiled and said, "I pierced your ears while you were sedated so you wouldn't have to go through any discomfort." Sally next took a pair of small diamond studded earrings and also pushed the studs through another set of holes in my ears. Not only had she pierced my ears, she had done it twice. Sally fastened a diamond necklace around my neck and slipped a diamond bracelet around my wrist. Sally picked up a watch and just as quickly put it back in the jewelry box saying, " I don't know what came over me. There is no reason for you to know what time it is. I will be controlling every minute of your life from now on." She then selected a cocktail ring and slipped it on my ring finger. "Now you are ready to face the outside world as a woman. Go take a look at yourself and see if you agree," she said.
The mirrors in the changing rooms were three sided so an entire view of the body could be seen by merely turning your head. I walked to the mirrors and once again could not believe the image they reflected. The woman standing in front of the mirrors was definitely dressed for sex. Her long platinum blond hair framed her beautiful face and hung half way down her back. Her eyebrows were highly arched to accentuate her beautiful blue eyes. Eye shadow and eye liner made her eyes seem even larger than they truly were. Dark mascara lengthened her long curly eyelashes. Her full lips were coated in bright red lipstick that matched the color of her fingernails. My subconscious told me they were the kind of lips meant to be kissed or wrapped around a man's cock. The red silk dress she wore clung to her body, leaving nothing to the imagination as to its shape. The tops of her breasts and the cleavage between them were exposed showing a hint of the lace of the lingerie surrounding them. Her large breasts protruding from her body so provocatively, almost begged to be felt. Her tiny waist, wide hips and gorgeous ass were clearly outlined by the tightness of the silk encompassing them. Any man given the chance would have a hard time keeping his hands off of them. Her dress ended at the middle of her thighs leaving most of her legs exposed. Her long legs covered in black nylons and white lace along with the red spiked high heels she wore added to her sexuality. Everything about this woman exuded sex. A woman dressed this way could have only one thing on her mind. And that was to attract a man.
This was my conscious minds reaction to the reflection of the woman in the mirror. The male portion of my mind was getting aroused by staring at this woman. This was the kind of woman it had always dreamt about being able to take to bed. This was the kind of woman any man would like to take to bed. My subconscious enjoyed reminding me once again that it was my image the mirror reflected. It was my womanly shaped body dressed to attract men. It was my womanly shaped body any man would like to take to bed. And Sally said tonight was the night that she decided I would truly become a woman.
While I was admiring myself in the mirror Sally had gotten dressed. She came up behind me just as my conscious mind was in the process of accepting what my subconscious mind had registered in it. "You are truly a gorgeous womanly looking man my pet. Now it is time to show you off to the rest of the world and have you learn what sex as a woman is all about. I am going to leave by the back door but I want you to go out through the beauty parlor. I want all of the women to be able to admire what belongs to me. Especially that gay masseuse. I want her to eat her heart out seeing you dressed the way you are. I will be waiting for you out front in a limo. So don't take too long. This will truly be a night you will remember for the rest of your life I promise," Sally said as she kissed me passionately.
Sally surprised me by the way she was dressed. She was wearing a black form fitting silk blouse that showed off her breasts nicely. I could see the outline of her lacy bra through the material of the blouse. Her black silk slacks clung to her ass and hips. The legs of the slacks flared at the bottom and gave the appearance she was wearing a long gown. She was still wearing her black spiked high heels. She had applied eye shadow and mascara to her eyes and had earrings clipped to her ears. A cocktail ring and bracelet finished her ensemble. Her nails were polished with a light shade of pink nail polish that matched her lipstick. "This is the most femininely I have dressed in years and it is all do to you my pet," she said as she went out the door.
I took one final look at myself in the mirror, left the dressing room and opened the door to the beauty parlor. The gay masseuse was the first woman to notice me as I entered the beauty parlor. I couldn't help but notice her mouth water as she looked at me. "I hope the man in your life realizes just how lucky he is to have a beautiful creature like you," she said as I walked by her. I thanked her for the compliment and said, "I know for sure one man in my life realizes just how lucky he is and how lucky he will be tonight." The rest of the women were all oohs and aahs as I walked through the beauty parlor. My subconscious basked in all the attention I was receiving. As I exited the beauty parlor I found the limousine waiting for me . The driver gave me a very appreciative smile as he opened the door for me.
We drove to a downtown hotel where Sally had made dinner and room reservations for us. The limo driver gave our luggage to the doorman who in turn handed Sally the keys to our room. Sally told me we were to have dinner with the man she had chosen to be my lover for tonight. I asked Sally who he was and she merely said it didn't matter to me who he was. I would just have to be happy with her choice. She told me the restaurant was on the other side of the lobby. She said she wanted me to go in front of her so she could enjoy watching my body as I walked across the lobby. The lobby of the hotel was all marble. As soon as my subconscious registered the clicking of my high heels it took over my conscious movement. It caused my hips and ass to sway as seductively as I was able to move them. It wanted everyone man or woman to notice me. And they did. It seemed every man's head turned as I walked by. I saw more then one women nudge her man in the ribs for staring at me as I walked by him. My subconscious was definitely enjoying all the attention my body was receiving. My conscious was feeling more and more comfortable with my womanly shaped body.
As I reached the entrance to the restaurant I found Doctor Ted waiting for me. He was dressed in a dark blue suit, white shirt and blue tie. My subconscious again registered just how handsome a man he was as it remembered Sally's words about rewarding him for all his help. My subconscious found the idea very appealing. He gave me a big smile as I approached and opened his arms to embrace me. As I put my arms around him he pulled me to his body and gave me a long passionate kiss. My arms were around his neck and for some reason I pulled him to me to return his kiss. I had never kissed a man before but my subconscious was controlling more and more of my conscious actions. It just seemed the most natural thing to do. He was the man responsible for my womanly shaped body. He was the man Sally decided would be the one to teach me about sex with a man. He knew I was a man and he still wanted to kiss me. So why shouldn't I return his kiss. I had to admit I liked the way it felt. My subconscious wanted me to form an opening with my lips to let him slip his tongue inside my mouth so I could suck on it. My conscious agreed but since we were in a public place that would have to wait till later. I couldn't believe how easily my conscious agreed with my subconscious this time.
Sally tapped me on the shoulder saying, "You two will have plenty of time for that later. Now it is time for us to have dinner." As we made our way through the restaurant Doctor Ted kept his arm around me as if to remind everyone that I belonged to him. At least for tonight anyway. We were seated in a private booth that was secluded from the main restaurant. I slid in on one side of the table and Doctor Ted sat next to me. As Sally sat down across from us she said to me, "I want to be able to see every expression on your face and watch every movement of your body as Ted seduces you my pet. As close as you two are going to become tonight I think Donna should stop calling you Doctor don't you agree Ted?" Doctor Ted agreed as he put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed my thigh very gently. Ted ordered a bottle of wine and we each had two glasses before dinner.As Sally and Ted made small talk about the hospital he would move his hand from my shoulder to my waist. Each time his hand found my breast as it went by, gently brushing my hard aureoles sending shivers of anticipation through my body. From time to time he would massage my back or my neck but he spent most of his time moving his hand from my shoulder to my waist. Ted's hand found my thigh time after time and he would gently stroke it for a while before returning to his food. With each stroke my subconscious gained strength over my conscious. The wine was also helping my subconscious. I saw Sally smile as she watched Ted's hands. She seemed to know exactly what his touches were doing to me by the expressions on my face. Throughout dinner whenever Ted's hands were in full view Sally would smile again as she ran her nylon covered foot up my legs. The rings around my penis were receiving quite a work out from their teasing. Between the two of them I remembered little of what I ate. I did find that I could eat only a small amount of food with my new body. I seemed to become full with only a few bites of food.
Sally excused herself saying she needed to go to the bathroom. She didn't even ask me if I needed to go. She wanted to leave me alone with Ted. As soon as Sally was out of the booth Ted pulled me to him. " You are the most exquisite man I have ever met in my life. I am going to enjoy teaching you about sex as a woman, he said as he kissed me full on the lips. I didn't need any urging from my subconscious as I formed an opening with my lips and began sucking on Ted's tongue. Without thinking I found myself stroking Ted's cock through his pants. As he kissed me he had one hand behind my head while his other hand was busy playing with my breasts. We continued our foreplay until I couldn't take any more sexual frustration from the rings and begged Ted to take me upstairs. All I wanted to be able to do was remove my panties and get some relief. Sally returned just as I was in the middle of stopping Ted's advances and heard me begging Ted to take me upstairs. As she sat down she once again had that look of total control on her face. Smiling at me she said, "So my little sissy seems to be ready to learn about sex as a woman. Even though you have my permission and Ted seems to be anxious to take you to bed you must tell us exactly what you will do tonight my pet. I will let you think about your answer on the elevator ride up to our rooms." Ted once again put his arm around me possessively as we left the restaurant and entered the elevator.
Upon entering the elevator my conscious mind suddenly took over as it realized the total consequence of the situation I was in. I took Ted's arm from around my waist and moved away from him as I listened to my conscious minds reasonings. It knew I was a man. It knew my real name was Don not Donna. It knew as a man I should not have been kissing another man and sucking his tongue. It knew I should not have been playing with his cock. It knew I shouldn't be thinking about taking off my panties for another man. It knew a real man would not be thinking about going to bed and having sex with another man. Sally was watching me as I moved away from Ted and seemed to know what I was thinking as she always did. She didn't say a word until we were inside the room. She told Ted to take a shower and give her a few minutes alone with me. Sally closed the adjoining door between the rooms as Ted went to take a shower.
She slowly unbuttoned her blouse and removed her gown like slacks. She stood in front of me dressed in her sexy black lingerie, nylons and high heels."Do you like what you see Donna? I know it turns you on to see me dressed this way. I know you like the sight of sexy lingerie on a woman's body as much as you like the sight of it on your own body. I have told you I also like the sight of sexy lingerie on your body. That is why Ted and I gave you such a womanly shaped body. So you would be able to wear all kinds of sexy lingerie and women's clothes all the time. But to truly understand what wearing sexy lingerie and dressing as a woman means you need to learn what sex as a woman is all about. This is the reason I have dressed you so sexily. This is the reason your hair has been permed and your makeup applied so flawlessly. So you will be sexually attractive to a man. That
is why Ted is here tonight and why you will have sex with him. Sally came over to me and stepped behind me. She unzipped my dress, took my arms out of the sleeves and pulled it over my head. She led me over to the full length mirror and once again moved behind me.
" I know what your conscious mind is thinking my pet. It keeps telling you that you are a man. It is telling you a real man would not enjoy being seduced by Ted or want to have sex with him. Look in the mirror my little sissy and tell me what you see. Tell me if you see an image that reflects anything manly about your appearance," Sally said. As she was talking to me she put her arms around me and was playing with my breasts. I could feel her hard aureoles rubbing against my back as she played with mine. She pulled her panties down far enough to expose her clitoris and began thrusting it into my silk encased ass. She kept playing and thrusting against me, adding to my sexual and emotional discomfort until I felt her shudder and reach an orgasm. As Sally came down from her orgasm she told me to look in the mirror. My subconscious took over as it registered the reflection in the mirror. It told me to take a good long look at my reflection. It told me there was nothing the least bit manly about my appearance. It told me the image was that of a woman dressed for sex. It reminded me Don no longer existed. That I was now Donna and would always be Donna. It reminded me just because I had a penis between my legs that I was no longer a real man. I was now a woman with a male sex organ. It was hard not to agree with my subconscious as I examined the reflection in the mirror.
Sally turned me around, took me in her arms and gave me a long french kiss. While playing with my ass Sally broke off the kiss and said, "Have you forgotten that you belong to me my pretty sissy? Did you really think you would have a choice in what was going to happen tonight? I showed you how to give a proper blowjob to a man and I expect you to give one to Ted. Ted and I have given you a womanly shaped body and saved that male sex organ for my use. It will do you no good to even think of it as belonging to a man. It belongs to me and will be used only when I want it used. I could have been selfish and taken your womanly virginity with my dildo but I wanted your first experience to be with a real cock. I want to see you with a real cock between those luscious full lips of yours. I want to be close enough to see your face as his cock enters your gorgeous ass. You and I both know you want to go to bed with Ted and have him take you as a woman. Now go knock on the door and invite him in.
As I walked towards the door my subconscious reminded me Sally was right. It registered the fear and doubt I was feeling with the trepidation any woman feels once she has decided to surrender her virginity to a man. Even though Sally made the decision for me to surrender my virginity to Ted my subconscious had also made the same decision. It was only what was left of my conscious male mind that was still fighting my taking the step across the final threshold into my new world. It knew once I crossed that threshold there would be no turning back. As I anticipated crossing that final threshold I raised my hand and knocked on the door telling Ted I was ready.
When Ted opened the door he was wearing only a short back silk robe and slippers. His dark hair was still wet from his shower. The fresh fragrance of cologne was in the air. He was smiling the same way he smiled when I first met him.Only now he reminded me of the delivery men in the way he was looking at me. He took me by my hands as his eyes roamed over my body. I could see an erection starting as his robe began to tent in the front. "You have the most incredible body I have ever seen. When Sally told me the dimensions she wanted for your body I wasn't quite sure how you would turn out. But as usual she knew exactly what she wanted and you are absolutely gorgeous. That lingerie you are wearing is the sexiest lingerie I have ever seen. Now you must tell us what it is you will to do tonight," he said as he pulled me towards him. Once again I was in his arms with his tongue between my lips as I greedily sucked on it. I could feel his hard cock as it made its way between my legs forcing the layers of silk surrounding my own cock to part as I felt his cock brush against mine. His hands were all over my ass pulling me closer and closer as he began thrusting his cock into the folds of my slip and panties. His thrusting only caused the rings to frustrate me once again. He broke the embrace as Sally said, "You still have to tell us what it is you will to do tonight Donna."
My conscious made another attempt to stop my subconscious from taking over completely but found itself losing once again as I submissively said, "I will do whatever Sally wants me to do. I will experience sex as a woman tonight. I am Sally's sex toy and will always be her sex toy. I belong to her and she has decided that I will be your lover tonight. Sally was behind Ted watching my face as I said those words. Smiling triumphantly Sally looked me in the eyes and said,"All your words are true. Now you must admit consciously that you also want to do what you have said. You must admit that you will be doing all these things because you truly want to do them and not just to please me. Let Ted and I hear you admit your true feeling in your own words." My subconscious knew Sally was right. My admission would be another blow to my conscious male mind increasing Sally's power over me even further. As a wave of total submission flowed over me I said, "I will suck Ted's cock and let Ted fuck me as woman because I want to learn what it is to be in the position of a woman during sex. I want to lose my womanly virginity to a real cock while Sally watches. I love being submissive and being told what to do. Yes I truly want to do all these things because I want to do them for myself and not only to please Sally."
With a look of complete authority on her face Sally said, "Since you like to be told what to do I want you to take Ted to bed my pet and give him the kind of blowjob I showed you how to give." Ted picked me up in his arms and carried me to the bed. It made me realize just how small I was in comparison to him. I wondered if he was as large between his legs. I knew it wouldn't be long before I would find out. He gently laid me on the bed removed his robe and began a slow series of kisses all over my face and neck. He freed my breasts from the confines of the slip and camisole and began sucking on my hard nipples. As he sucked on one breast he would massage and squeeze the other. I had never experienced such an exquisite feeling in my life. The effect on my penis was driving me crazy and I asked Sally if I could remove my panties. "Not just yet my pet. I want to see you to give Ted some head first," was her only reply. As I got into a proper cocksucking position on the bed I put my breasts back into the silky confines of the slip and camisole they enjoyed so much. I arranged my slip so as to have the freedom of movement I would need as I went down on Ted.
Sally came over to the bed and moved a chair so she could get a front row seat as I sucked Ted off. Ted rolled over on his back in anticipation. From my half kneeling half sitting position I got my first look at Ted's naked body. His wide neck flowed into very broad shoulders. His arms were very muscular. His broad chest was covered in hair which I found myself subconsciously running my hands over. I felt his nipples stiffen as my hand brushed them the same as my nipples had when he brushed them during dinner. It felt good to have a chance to tease him back. His waist seemed tiny compared to his shoulders and his stomach was as flat as a board. Each of his thighs appeared to be the same size as my waist. His legs were long and muscular. He could have easily been an exotic male dancer with a body such as this I subconsciously thought. Any woman would love to find a man with a body like this in her bed. And I was in the lucky woman's position in this bed.
I don't know at what point it happened but when I looked at his cock for the first time I found my hand wrapped around it. One of my hands with their long red fingernails was massaging Ted's fully erect eight inch cock while the other hand was playing with hairy his chest. As I played with Ted I bent down and kissed the head of his cock and licked it with my tongue. I removed my hand from his chest and reached down to begin playing with his balls. "Take his cock in your mouth you little sissy. You know you want to. If you were a man and did this you would be called a faggot. If you still entertain any thoughts that you are a man then you are about to become a cocksucking faggot. If you accept yourself as a woman then you are doing what most women do, giving your lover a proper blowjob. Either way you think of yourself you are going to suck Ted's cock. Now show me that you learned how to suck properly," Sally said as she grabbed my ears and pulled my head towards Ted's erect cock.
I once again formed an opening with my lips I imagined would be the right size to allow Ted's cock to enter my mouth. As his cock slipped between my lips I remembered what my subconscious said about them belonging wrapped around a cock. My conscious mind was agreeing once again as it admitted it liked the taste of his cock.Ted's cock felt as smooth as silk as it slid in and out of my mouth. I sucked his cock until I felt him tense and knew he was reaching his peak. So I did what I watched Sally do and let it slip out of my mouth. I began licking the side of his cock and sucking gently on his balls. I alternated between taking just the head in my mouth and trying to take the entire length also. I knew I was sucking him properly as Sally called it because Ted was writhing in ecstasy at my ministrations. He had his hands on the back of my head running his hands through my hair when he suddenly grabbed the back of my head. I knew he was about to come in my mouth. Sally face was only inches from mine as she watched me suck Ted off and she sensed he was going to come also." Swallow every drop of his come my cocksucking little sissy and then you can pleasure me while Ted recovers," she said as Ted began spurting in my mouth.
As I finished swallowing Ted's sperm Sally grabbed my ears and pulled me towards her hairless pussy and clit. I didn't give it a second thought as I greedily sucked on her enlarged clitoris as if it were another cock. Sally let me suck her clit for awhile before pushing my head down to her pussy telling me to lick her to orgasm. She said she wanted her lesbian lover to worship her with her tongue. It didn't take long before Sally was also writhing in ecstasy and grabbing my head to pull it to her pussy as she orgasmed.
As Sally laid on the bed breathing heavily she told me, " It's time to take off your panties and let Ted fuck that gorgeous ass my little sissy. I knew you would make an excellent cocksucker and you proved me right. I really enjoyed watching you with your mouth stuffed full of cock. I loved watching when you were swallowing Ted's sperm. Now I want you to experience the pleasure of anal sex while I watch the expression on your face." As I removed my panties my own cock sprang to full erection and I started to stroke it through the silk surrounding it when Sally grabbed my hand. " You will get some relief soon enough my pet, just be patient for a little longer," she said. She laid on her back and told me to come and lay between her legs. She didn't allow me to enter her but began kissing me lightly all over my face and lips.
She told Ted to see to it that I was properly lubricated in preparation for his anal penetration. Ted pushed my silk slip up leaving my naked ass exposed. He ran his hands all over my ass before finally spreading my ass cheeks with them. I tensed as I felt Ted slip a finger into my ass as he applied the lubricating gel to my anal opening. He continued finger fucking me until he was able to insert three fingers into me and was satisfied I had enough lubrication. I felt his weight shift as his hard cock brushed against my ass. He reached around me and began playing with my breasts. As he did I raised up to allow his hands between Sally and myself so I could enjoy his feeling me up fully. In doing this I raised my ass only to feel his hard cock pressed against my anal opening. My mouth opened as I felt myself taking a deep breath. I tensed at Ted's initial attempt at anal penetration. "I like that look on your face my pet. Is Ted's cock ready to enter you. I can't wait to see your expression change as he makes his total entree," Sally said.
Sally reached down and took hold of my cock placing it at the opening to her pussy. "We will each have a cock enter our pussy at the same time my little sissy. Only you will experience some pain as you lose your virginity. It will pass quickly if you relax and don't fight Ted as he enters you. I will feel only pleasure as you enter me. I want to see your face as you go from pain to pleasure," she said as she pushed her hips slowly against mine causing Ted's cock to begin its entree into my ass. I felt some pain as I knew Teds cock had made its initial entrance. Sally asked Ted if he had entered me partially and he said that he had. Sally looked me in the eyes while keeping pressure against my thighs with hers. "Now it is time to become a total woman Donna," she said as both she and Ted pressed their bodies hard against mine.
I let out a scream of pain as Ted's cock entered me fully but felt the pleasure of the warm wetness of Sally's pussy as it engulfed me. Tears of pain flowed down my cheeks. Sally kissed my face and licked my tears away saying, " Now you are truly mine my pet and we will show you the pleasure you deserve." Sally laid still as Ted began a slow series of in and out thrusting with his cock. With each thrust the pain slowly subsided and turned to a pleasurable feeling. I found myself pushing my ass in rythym to Ted's thrusts wanting his cock in even farther than his eight inches allowed. I was begging him to fuck me harder, faster and deeper. As I responded to Ted's thrusting I felt Sally begin thrusting against me in perfect rythymn to our movements. Ted's hands were playing with my full breasts while Sally's hands were busy squeezing my hard nipples. Ted used his tongue to further arouse me by slipping it in and out of my ears. I had never experienced such intense arousal in my life. Every nerve ending in my body was responding to the touching, sucking and thrusting of my lovers.
I found myself screaming to be fucked and moaning loudly. Very quietly Sally said,"Slip your tongue in my mouth Donna." As I did she formed an opening with her lips to suck it into her mouth. She was sucking so intensly I was forced to remain silent while she and Ted continued their ministrations. Being unable to speak forced my mind to respond to the exquisite physical pleasure I was experiencing. As I responded to the rythymn of my lovers movements I felt a rush of feeling flowing through my body. It was like the rushing of water in a rain swollen river as it forced itself against a damn. It started in my head and toes simultaneously, rushing toward the center of my being. As the intensity of the feeling grew, realization of just who I was set in. I was neither a man nor a woman. I was a sexual being. The center of my being was a sex organ. My being was designed to pleasure either sex. At this moment my being was pleasing both a man and a woman while realizing the ultimate in physical pleasure itself. The damn in my conscious mind that had been blocking my subconscious desires had finally burst allowing my subconscious desires to flow through and take control of my being.
Just as that realization sank in I felt Ted's body tense and knew he was ready to orgasm. I knew I would be soon to follow. Ted made one final thrust and I felt his sperm flow into my ass. At that same moment Sally realeased my tongue. She let out a scream as she also orgasmed. The feeling that had been building in my own being reached its peak as I also screamed and let my sperm flow through my sex organ to enter Sally's pussy. As wave after wave of orgasmic pleasure flowed over me I felt myself swept into a sea of sublime pleasure. A sea on which I could sail for the rest of my days in my wonderful new world. None of us moved as tears flowed down my cheeks. They were tears of joy and submission for finally allowing my subconscious mind full control in leading me totally into Donna's world.