I miss having my best friend I had in grade school, we were inseparable for so long. I don't know why he stopped hanging out with me when he did, I suppose her started having other interests in his life and I wanted to focus on my studies and music. While he sport and helping his mum and her business interests. i figured when I told him I was gay after we finished junior high that was the end of our friendship as the first year of high school he didn't talk to me or even make contact with me and last year when we were in the same form class and gym class. He barely even acknowledged me. I miss him and I feel that he hates me and I wish he would just come and talk to me as I need a friend like him back in my life. Mum and dad know I am gay and have tried to counsel me as both are psychiatrists and damn good ones. But nothing will change who I am
Once again jason and I we put in the same form class and he ignored me on the first day and I feel I need to talk to him. This year I am going to get more involved in sports and I decided top join the football team, I made the team and I was Jason's team mate. I was just a running back and a spare parts one, jason is a defensive end and I hope to talk to him. I went and used the gym after school, I have put a I bit of muscle on since last school year and I think I am buff. Jason was in the weights room by himself and I desired it was time to talk to him. I tapped him on the shoulder and he spun around and smiled as if he was happy to see me "hey Eric been a long time" he put his hand out and I shook it "its been too long jason and I want to know why" he sat on the bench and started talking about the day I came out "when you told me you were gay I was shocked and I didn't know how to feel or treat you. I wanted to be a friend but I didn't know if it would look like I was gay as well" I sat on the bench I front of him "it wouldn't mean you were gay jason, you are a smart guy and you know thats bull shit. The last 2 years I honestly thought you hated me"
I was in tears explaining to him how he had ripped my heart out ignoring me for so long. He also was crying and I felt that he had something to confess but I am not sure he wanted to tell me today "I know that I have gone on to different things and gone to a different crowd, but I still needed you as a friend and that friend I had all through grade school" he stood up and started hitting himself and he definitely had something to tell me. I stood and went and hugged him "you can still tell me things man, I am your best friend" he put his hands on my hands and said "I didn't hate you Eric, I loved you and I didn't know whether you thought I was bullshitting if told you and I have hidden this from you and I was afraid of what might have happened if I told you" this brought a tear to my eye. I was holding a man that I miss and now have a chance to go further than a friendship "jason I have known you since we were in preschool, I know when you are bullshitting" I know he isn't bullshitting here. He turned around and kissed me and it was the best kiss ever. It was soft and nice "I'm not bullshitting man I love you"
We talked about what might happen next over texts that night, I said I would understand if you blew me off around your friends as I knew he has a close bond with them. He said he didn't care about them anymore as they had been bullying him for a year for not going out on dates with girls and that was terrible. once again mum tried to convince me that I wasn't gay again tonight and its becoming over the top, she has to realise that I am gay and nothing will change it. Dad has already realised that and he just wants me to be careful and always wear protection and I think mum is turning the same way. She hugged me and told me she was proud of me no matte what. At school the next day jason sat next to me in form class and he held my hand and smiled and said "we are for life man" I wanted to kiss him but I didn't want to embarrass him or make him look like a weirdo in front of friends
We sat together at lunch and it was nice having him back with me, he doesn't stop talking about sport and he is a great athlete. i'm a bit like that when it comes to music, he loves his music. But he doesn't know how to play an instrument or sing, I am hoping to get into a music college and have a career there and plus do a medical degree. Jason wants to play sport and he also wants to become an architect and he always liked drawing and wanting to build houses. Again we met up in the weights room after school and he is ripped and I want a body like his. I could see he was wearing the same jock strap I was wearing "have you had sex yet Eric" he asked I was sort of waiting for him to ask "nah I'm still carrying my v card" he laughed and kept doing his weights "mum is going away this weekend and I have the house to myself If you want to come over" he came over and grabbed my arse "is that a date man" he kissed me and said "make it what you want" I didn't know what I felt but sex is something that I have been thinking about for a year or so "what is your preference jason. Fucking or be fucked" he smiled and said "you won't have the v card after Friday night man I want that hole"
We kept apart until Friday as I think we both knew people were starting to look at us and think we were a couple. I went to his house after going home and showering, mum and dad had some news for me. They told me they were divorcing after 25 years of marriage. Mum said she wanted to start a new fresh life and dad just wanted to get away from her, I now know why I am an only chid, thought I have seen mum with a woman a bit of late and she has stayed the night many times. I got to jasmines place just after 7 as his mum was leaving she was so happy to see me. She got out of her car and came and hugged me. Now I know hot mum was seeing it was Jason's mum. I went inside and jason was in his home gym, god he is ripped. He came up and kissed me "I missed these Friday sleep overs Eric" his hand was inside my shorts grabbing my arse "but we didn't have and sleep overs like this" his finger was probing my hole "I don't want to wait any long Eric" he went to his bench and pulled his shorts down "have you sucked a cock before" I nodded my head and it was my only sexual experience too be honest. He sat on the bench and waited
I went and dropped to my knees and looked at his cock. His shaft expended and the foreskin was pulled from my lips. As it retreated, the mushroom tip exposed itself. My heart started beating faster and it was getting harder to breath. I couldn't take my eyes off it. "It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." I thought. It looks like the Liberty Bell and the ridge next to the shaft flares much wider than the shaft. It's rounded at the top and when I pinch it, the piss slit opens and closes. I placed the tip into my mouth and sucked on it like I was drinking through a straw. Guess that really is what I was doing anyway. His piss vein being the straw to his balls and the reservoir of his seed. Because Patrick had already experienced two strong climaxes and several smaller ones, I was hoping he wouldn't cum while inside my mouth. My hands were resting on his ass cheeks. I spread out my fingers and pulled him to me. "I want all of it," I said, but with my mouth full no words were heard. I continued to pull him closer until the hair at the base of the shaft tickled my nose. Stopping at the bottom, I held him to me. My fingers squeezing his cheeks and my tongue tickling the top of his ball sack. "I wish there was enough room inside my mouth for his balls too." I thought. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and kissed me "I wanted to shoot a load down you throat but ill save it for your bum"
We went up to his bed and he pulled my shorts down and my boxer briefs. I laid on my back. His dick was now poised to start its inward travel. Jason stayed in that position a long time. His eyes never let mine. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Yes" I said with no hesitation. He spread some lube on my ass and on his covered dick.
I took a deep breath and jason slid the head inside. He held it there and asked, "Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I Love you jason" I said. He slide further inside. I could feel the rim around the mushroom head scrape the sides of my pussy as it tried to find the end of the tunnel. I felt each vein on his shaft as he pushed more inside.Further and further he pushed until he was in as far as he could go. I was shaking like an oak leaf during a summer storm so I wrapped my arms around him and pulled myself to his chest. I kissed his neck, his cheek and again tasted those lips. Laying back down, I grabbed my legs around the knees and pulled them wider apart and closer to my chest. When I did, he slid in another inch or so. He had no more to give.
I was whimpering not from pain, but from the spasms inside my ass his dick was causing. I looked down to where we were joined and then back up at Patrick. Never have I been so close to another person. We were more than friends and lovers.
We understood each other on a level that transcended the body or mind. It was as if we were the same person, pleasing ourselves, as only we know how to please ourselves. What jason did to me not only brought me pleasure, but it also took him to new heights. The same for the things I did to him.
Jason stopped, giving me a chance to adjust to his size. After a couple of seconds, "It's OK, just don't pull out." I told him. "You're dick feels so hot inside of me and I can feel each beat of your heart. Make me cum with you inside. Let me feel your dick open my womb and pump your seed inside of me." I continued. jason hesitated no more and started to slam his hips to my ass. They slapped each other as they touched. The faster and harder he pumped, the faster and harder I thrust back at him. I was getting light headed and my dick was straining for release. jasons dick was touching something inside that had me on the verge of a climax bigger than anything before.
He pumped harder and I started to scream. "Fuck me...fuck me harder... Babe I'm getting close...Right there, rub it there... Babe... Babe...OH SHIT!"
I lifted my ass off the bed and my cum boiled inside my balls. One more down stroke and my dick was pumping cum all over jason's abdomen and my chest.
My asshole clamped shut holding his dick so tight he shot his cum in the end of the condom. "I Love you too eric!" jason collapsed on top of me. He wrapped his arms around me and kept his dick up my ass. Its good to have him back
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