Pairing: Justin, Britney,Lance and Jc ,Joey,Chris and Danielle, Justin, Lance and Kassy Martin, Chris,Howie, Aj&Danielle, Jennifer Martinez and Joey- eventually
Disclaimer: Rated R: lots of sexual content , fowl language and swearing and of course male masturbation, and no i don't know nsync or kelly baldwin or bobbi thomas.
Falling
Chapter 5
"Howard open up this damn door or i'm picking the lock on the door. Howie got into the shower. "Oh please god give me the strength to tell Alex i cheated on him with Chris Kirkpatrick." Howie said out loud. Aj gasped as he heard Howie talking to himself about cheating on him. "Just then Aj called and asked Nick to bring the cock ring and butt plug he has hidden that Brian doesn't know about.
" I can't tell him so here is my only solution." Howie said grabbing the knife he put in the shower then and is about to slit his wrist but Aj picked the lock just in time and open the shower curtain to find Howie with a knife in his hand. "Are you crazy D as Aj said taking the knife away from him then slapped him. "Why are you stopping me?" Howie asked as he got out grabbing for his clothes but Aj took Howie's clothes. "Get in the bedroom now" Aj screamed.
"Come on Alex,Give me my clothes i'm freezing." Howie whined. "If you don't i'll kick your ass ." Howie left the bathroom and went back into the bedroom. "Now lay on the bed and jack yourself off." Aj said knowing Howie doesn't like to jack off in front of people especially him. "Please no." Howie sobbed. "I said jack off and i mean now." Aj said evilly. "You know i don't like that." Howie said embarrassed. "Oh you will cause Nicky is on his way here with supplys i asked for. "Brian i have to go Aj's but before i do there is something i have to tell you first but it's in my journal, I hope you can forgive me." Nick said sobbing.
Chapter 6
"Just tell me Nicky,It can't be that bad." Brian smiled. "Here" Nick threw the journal at him as he grabbed the supplys he had put in a paper bag. "Why are you throwing your journal at me, You never let me read it." Brian asked surprised and worried. "Because it'll probably be the last time you see me. Nick said. "What are you talking about you're my boyfriend of course i'll see you." Brian said scared. "Probably not after you read the journal because some things can't be fixed no matter how i want them to. Nick said then left his and Brian's house. Brian opened the journal. January 28th 2002 I started a new journal because my old one could fit my sin in it. I did something that will destroy what me and Brian had. i slept with Jc and Lance two weeks ago. I am taking the coward way out by leaving on birthday before all hell breaks loose. I rather be alone for my birthday because i don't deserve a party or friends as of now. I'm headed to Aj's then i'm off to my new life called heaven. "So sorry Frick I hope to see you someday but for now the ocean will due.
"Son of a bitch." Brian screamed then dialed his cousin's number. "Hello said a female voice. "Kristin, is Kev there?" Brian asked from the other end of the phone. "Yes of course he is." Kristin said then yelled for Kevin. "Hello" Kevin answered. "Kev it's Nick, He is going to kill himself." Brian sobbed. "What are you talking about? Kevin asked.
"He threw his journal at me then said he was going to Aj's, But he also said in his journal that he cheated on me with Jc and Lance then wrote he rather be alone for his birthday and didn't deserve a party or friends as of now and headed to aj's then headed to my new life called heaven and that he's sorry that he'll see me someday but the ocen will due.
Chapter 7
"Oh my god, Is he stupid! Kevin exclaimed. Never mind that we have to find him." Brian said. "Meet me at Aj's ok Brian." Kevin said. "Ok, I hope he is still there." 2 hours later Nick arrives at Aj's and gets out of his car with the supplys and walks up the stairs and knocks and Aj opens up to a teary eyed Nick Carter
. "What's wrong Nick?" Aj asked. Nick hands him the bag. "Don't ask it's too painful." "Ok i'll drop it Nick so happy birthday." Aj smiled. "No parties this year, I'm not in the mood or will ever be in the mood again." Nick said just as there is a banging on the door as Nick ran into the bedroom to see Howie jacking himself off. "Geez Nick don't you knock?" Howie asked. "Shh Brian's here and i really don't want him to know as Nick went in the bathroom and locked the door. Aj opens the door to Brian and Kevin.
"If ya looking for Nick, He isn't here because he walked out few minutes ago. Aj lied. "Where is Nick Aj we saw his car outside so don't bother on lying to us, because i can tell when you lie Aj Kevin fumed. Meanwhile Nick undresses and turns on the shower to medium hot then got in."Aj, No time to lie to us, Nick is gonna kill himself." Kevin fumed.
Chapter 8
"What are you talking about, He's not that stupid." Aj said. Kevin then heard Nick sing a Nsync song called I Drive Myself Crazy.
"I knew you were lying Alex." Kevin ran into the room to find Howie now going under covers. "Don't bother Nick locked the door and only Alex knows how to open it. "I decided instead of the ocean, I put this knife on the counter to use cause it's much quicker Nick whispered but loud enough for Kevin to hear. "Kevin found a wired the hanger to pick the lock with while Nick grabbed for the knife then brought it back into the shower just as Kevin picked the lock and was able to get in. He opened the shower curtain as Nick is about to slit his wrist but Kevin took the knife away from him then slapped him.
"Are you crazy Nick?" "No, It's a perfect solution." Nick said. "No, It's not." Kevin said taking Nick out of the shower. "Now get dressed Nicholas." Kevin said then leaving the bathroom with the knife. But Nick went back in the shower to finish cleaning himself and shampooing his hair when Brian came in this time.
"Get out Nicholas." Brian shouted. Once Nick finished he got out and dried off and put on his clothes on. "You are coming home with us right now." Brian said grabbed his arm as calm as come be considering the man he loved cheated on him. "No, I'm staying here." Nick said. "No you arn't, Don't piss me off more than i already am." Brian said yanking on his arm. "You're hurting me." Nick shouted. "Just be glad it isn't your balls i'm yanking on." Brian said frowning. "I can't come home with you." Nick sobbed then broke free and ran out of the bathroom but Kevin came up to him and put him over his shoulder.
Chapter 9
"You are going home to Brian's with us wheather you like it or not." Kevin said. "I hate you." Nick screamed. "No you don't, You're just mad cause you know you're busted about cheating on Brian and worried what is going to happen when you get home." Kevin said. "I already knows what gonna happen and it'll save me alot of pain by staying here for my final breath." Nick said. "
Not gonna happen Nick, Brian will not let you kill yourself and neither will i." Kevin said. "Why won't you just let me die, there is nothing left to live for, my parents disowned me when they found out i was gay so there is nothing left." Nick screamed over Kevin's shoulders. "You still have us Nicky." Kevin said when Nick's cell phone rang showing the doctor's office number. Kevin grabbed Nick's cell from his pocket and answered it. "Hello this is Nick's band mate Kevin Richardson, can i help you?" "Nick came here 2 weeks ago with nausea reasons i had to clue until his blood results came back, I'm afraid Nick is 3 months pregnant." Dr. Harrison said. Kevin dropped the phone then picked it up. "That can't be right, Men can't have kids." Kevin said. "I'm sorry but he is pregnant." Dr. harrison said. Just then Nick Puked on Kevin. "Brian take Nick he puked on me." Kevin said. "Ok Kev." Brian said. "Thank you doctor." Kevin said then hung up. "God dammit Nick look at what you did." Kevin said as Brian took him from Kevin. "I don't feel so good." Nick said.
Chapter 10
"Nick, You're pregnant." Kevin said. Nick looked at Kevin then at Brian then everthing went black. "Oh my god he fainted in your arms Bri." Howie said. "I know move over so i can lay Nick down. Five minutes later Nick woke up dizzy. "What happened?" Nick asked.
"You fainted Nick." Brian said. "Why did i faint?" Nick asked. "Because Kevin told you that you are pregnant," Brian said. "That's a lie." Nick said then got up unsteadily ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
"Great, Here we go again." Brian said. "Come on Nick, It's not the end of the world. Brian said. Nick threw up again then said to leave me the fuck alone." Nick shouted then sat by the door in tears. "Come on baby, Please open the door, I love you no matter what you did." Brian said. "I fucking hate you Brian so go away." Nick screamed. "Don't listen to him Bri, It's his hormones, when pregnant you tend to be bitchy for the first couple months." Kevin said."It's not my hormones it's how i feel bitch." Nick said upset. "Didn't you hear him kev, He hates me." Brian started to cry. "No he doesn't Bri, He's upset cause you got him pregnant." Kevin said when Nick came out and laid on the bed face first.
"Kaos, I know you don't hate Brian, You love him with all your heart and Brian loves you no matter what." Kevin said. "I know your secret and i know Lance's. Nick said. "What secret?" "That you and Lance got drunk and had sex, I also know you went to his house and found out he slept with Tyler when you went to confess your love for him, I also know Kristin doesn't know her hubby cheated on her too, Poofu confessed to me he's expecting after i called Aaron last night on my cell, Yes the baby is yours because you are Poofu's first time with anyone, He told me he went to the doctor the same time as me." Nick said. "How did you find......... Kevin trailed off.
" I walked in on you with Lance's girlfriend Elizabeth, Lance told me he was a virgin when you two slept together as well as virgin the whole time he first started dating girls." Nick said. "Oh my god Kevin, How could you do that to Kristin." Howie, Aj and Brian shouted.
Chapter 11
"I was drunk the night before and didn't realize what i did, I called Lance a fag but apologized after and he kissed me and i kissed back, then pulled away and denied that i wanted to stay with my wife and he yelled saying it was bull shit since i kissed back and then he said if i left now there wouldn't be a next time and i flipped when i knocked on his door to find tyler naked then said you and lance had sex when Lance came and tried to explain but i wouldn't and he fell to his knees in the drive way crying. Kevin said.
"You fucking asshole Kevin." Aj shouted just as g Kristin came into the room in tears. " "You fucking jerk, how could you hurt Lance like that?" Kristin screamed . "Um,How did you....... Kevin trailed off. "Because Lance told me and i brought him here." Kristin said. "I'm married Kris it had to be done." Kevin said depressed. "Who said i was leaving because of your love for both of us, Did you really think i give you and Poofu up." Kristin asked now smiling. "What are you talking about Kris?" Kevin asked. "I'm the one that got you both drunk because i knew how you two felt for one another." Kristin said.
"How could you do that to us?" "I made love to you as he fucked you." Kristin smiled. "Why Kris?" Kevin asked. "I love you both as well." she smiled as Lance came in the unlocked house. Kristin, Where are you?" Lance hollered. "In the bedroom Lance." Kristin hollered back. Lance came to see Nick, Brian, Kevin Kristin Aj, and Howie.
"God Boo, I've been looking everywhere for you so i went to yours and Kristin's house, I love you Boo." Lance said. "You should of thought about that when you fucked Tyler." Kevin said angry and in tears. "God dammit Kevin, You are so damn stubborn." Kristin said.
Chapter 12
"I want a divorce Kristin for getting us drunk against our will, And i want nothing to do with you Lance except our baby." Kevin said upset but not meaning it. "Please Boo, I'll do anything for you but letting you go without a fight." Lance pleaded. "Nicky, what's in the paper bag?" Kevin asked. "2 cock rings and 2 butt plugs. Nick giggled.
"Ok hand me a cock ring and a butt plug. Kevin demanded. " What the hell are you gonna do with those?" Lance asked. "You'll see when we get back to your house Kevin smiled evilly. "No way are you using those on me Boo! Lance gasped in anger. Kevin went up to Lance and put him over his shoulder.
"Brian, you take Nick in his car, I'll take Poofu in mine." Kevin said. "Ok, lets go Nicky as Brian grabbed the paper bag. "I'll bring this back the cock ring back in a month, you can keep the butt plug as he threw it to Aj." Brian said carrying his pregnant boyfriend with a evil grin. "Please no Frick that's too long." Nick cried as he carried him out of Aj's house.
"Yes way Frack, that'll teach you to keep your cock in your pants." Brian said. " "God i'll die if you keep it on me for that long" Nick wailed as Brian put him in Nick's driver seat then pulled his sweats and boxers down an clipped the cock ring on his boner. "Ow, you'r hurting me." Nick screamed in pain as Brian pulled his boxers and sweat pants on. "Nick I'm sorry it has to be this way, But you gave me no choice to hurt your sexy cock." Brian said feeling bad that he had to do this to the man he loves.
Chapter 13
Nick grabbed his dick on the outsid of his sweats crying. "I fucking hate you Brian." Nick wailed. "Your cock will remain hard for a month and can't cum either, isn't it a shame." Brian said. Nick slapped him and said he would leave him if this doesn't come off soon. "No you won't cause you love me and nothing is going to change that, not even this cock ring." brian said. "I can't stand this, it hurts, please don't do this to me, I'm pregnant." Nick sobbed. "The cock ring won't harm our baby Nicky." Brian said. "Yea well i'll never be able to carry again." Nick sobbed again. "Nick, Justin said the doctor said it won't ruin any chances of carrying again. "Jc did it to Justin after they discovered he was pregnant and he can still have children. Brian said. Nick still had both his hands covering his clothed cock. "It hurts so bad Brian." Nick complained.
"I know it does, It'll hurt only for month baby, But i promise you when it comes off you'll get the best blow job ever and so much back up cum you've ever seen." Brian said now pulling up to their house. "Nick got out running with his hands on his clothed cock and ballsand into the house and into the guest room and locked the door. Brian got out of the car then headed into the house then saw the guest room was shut. "How can live a month without cumming Nick sobbed quietly to himself then undressed and out of his boxers also and then went under the covers of the unmade bed. Brian used the key to the guest room to see Nicks clothes and boxers on the floor.
Chapter 14
Brian pulled the covers down to see Nick crying. "Brian go away, I hate you." Nick said then cried himself to sleep in pain. Next week has flown and the backstreet boys are due to tour again in a few hours but nick refused to get up out of bed. "Nicky, we have to leave in an hour to go on tour." Brian said. "I'm pregnant and in pain and you assholes want me to perform, well forget it, you guys go without me." Nick said when Brian took the covers off to see a bright red swollen cock between his boyfriend's legs and felt awful but couldn't take it off for three more weeks. Nick got up to shower with brian following him in.
"Brian, leave me alone." nick shouted in pain. Brian undressed then carried nick in the shower to wah him. Brian started by washing nick's cock which nick screamed.
"It hurts so bad Frick, please take it off." Nick pleaded. "No can do Nick, It's only been a week and you have 3 weeks to go." Brian explained washing him and shampooing him and rinsing it off. "But it hurts god dammit." Nick whined. "You will go on tour with a sore cock and balls nick." Brian said."Don't expect me to dance cause i can't." Nick said. "Oh but you will or fatima will have your ass." Brian said. "I don't give a flying fuck what she does i am not dancing with my condition right now." Nick said getting out of the shower drying himself off then coming out of the bathroom naked. "Yes you will on hi. "Oh does Nicky hurt like howie is right now. Aj replied noticing the cock ring.
"Shut up Aj." Nick shouted in tears then got dressed. A minute later Howie came holding his clothed cock and balls in tears. "I hate you aj." Howie sobbed. Aww does my baby hurt, Now you know how i felt when you told me you cheated on me howard." Aj said.