Falling for Phaedra (part 6)
What happens when a straight man falls for an exotic woman that is more than he ever expected, challenging his view of right and wrong? I hope you enjoy this work of fiction.
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I awoke the next morning and just lay there looking at Phaedra. I felt tremendous desire for her, but still struggled a little about her being transgendered. Did I desire her because she was transgendered, or in spite of her being transgendered? I realized that it was stupid to even think of things in that way – people are a "package", it doesn't make sense to judge them by parts. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that I just plain liked Phaedra, and her being transgendered was simply part of the package.
As I watched, Phaedra's eyes fluttered as she awoke, and we kissed. I knew that I wanted her, and held her tightly as we kissed. "I'm glad I talked with Tom last night," I said, "it helped me see things differently."
"So you are ok with me then?" asked Phaedra.
"I've been ok with YOU," I said, "I'm getting better with being ok with ME."
"I'm not sure I understand," she said, "I thought it was me that you had doubts about."
"I have wanted you from the start," I said, "but I struggled with squaring my being straight with wanting a woman like you – I'm straight and I want you and you want a straight boyfriend – the only way I can make sense of it is to kind of blur my view of things, which I've begun to do."
"Ok," said Phaedra, "I'm ok with that, so what's the problem?"
"I don't really know what I'm getting into," I said.
"Nobody really knows what they are getting into in a relationship," Phaedra said.
"That's not what I mean," I said, "I don't know what other surprises your being transgendered will bring – will I have a new struggle to face every week?"
"I think I get it," said Phaedra, "you know what to expect with a woman but not with me."
"Yes, I think that's it," I said, "I really wish I had more confidence."
"Are you worried that some aspect of intimacy will be something you are not comfortable with?" she asked.
"I suppose that's it," I replied, "sucking your clitty was a challenge for me at first, but I think I'm fine with it now – but I don't know what other challenges I may face."
"Ok, so if you knew all the ways that a man and a trans-woman have intimacy, you might know what you'll be facing?" she asked.
"Yes, I think that is exactly it," I said, "Is that something you can explain to me?"
"I can give you some internet references," Phaedra said, "you can read them and discuss any questions you have."
She said, "While I would like to go out with you today, Bill, I think it is better for you to read some of this material and get whatever doubts you may have behind you."
I agreed and went to the first of the links Phaedra had given me. I read a number of articles, some of which were very explicit. When I finished I went to Phaedra and said, "I think I know enough for us to discuss intimacy now."
"Ok," said Phaedra, "ask me anything that you want."
"I read that most transgendered women are very anal erotic," I said, "does that include you?"
"Yes, I am very much so," she replied, "does that offend you?"
"Not at all," I said, "in fact I think I like that – any time I touched a genetic woman there they didn't like it and thought I was some kind of pervert."
"So you are ok with anal then?" asked Phaedra.
"Generally, except I have a couple of questions," I said, "will you want to do anal on me?"
"Is that something you would want me to do?" she asked.
"No, I don't," I said, "but if that was important to you, I probably would end up agreeing."
Phaedra kissed me and said, "dear boy, I am strictly a bottom, and would never want to do that!"
"I suppose it was silly of me to even wonder," I said.
"Its not silly if it is something that concerns you," she said.
"Ok, just one more thing," I said, "Do you like to get rimmed?"
"Bill, you don't have to do that," Phaedra assured me, "If you aren't comfortable with it, we won't even discuss it – I want you to feel completely comfortable with everything we do."
"I think that is all that I was concerned about," I said, "except hurting you."
"You mean during love making?" she asked.
"Yes," I replied, "I have read accounts of genetic women saying how painful it is."
"You are a kind and caring man," Phaedra said, "I know you will be gentle with me."
We kissed and I said, "Let's go out for lunch and catch a movie."
We went to the food court in a local mall where there was also a movie theater. The food court featured well over a dozen small food vendors. Phaedra got a gyro platter and I got a Thai noodle platter. We sat in a commons area and talked further. I was becoming completely confident in being with Phaedra. I had feared that I would be faced with surprises I couldn't handle, but now had no such concerns.
We went to the movie theater and selected a movie. Standing in line to purchase tickets Phaedra asked if I wanted her panties off, and I said I did.
"Ok, but don't make me cum," she insisted, "that is only for when we are home together."
I agreed, and we got our tickets and went to the theater room. After we were seated Phaedra removed her panties and handed them to me.
Once the lights we turned down I reached under her skirt and fondled her clitty. It felt just so wonderful to arouse her in this way. With her clitty in my hand her kisses were so amazingly intense.
I just needed to moderate my attention so she did not climax. When she became fully hard I eased up and just held her gently, waiting for her to soften again. I continued this throughout the entire movie – over two hours. When the movie ended I removed my hand as soon as the credits displayed, so her arousal could subside before she stood up.
As we walked out of the theater, Phaedra said, "you were really good to me, and kept just the right balance – but I'm so horny I can't wait to get you home!"
I kissed her and opened the car door for her. She really enjoyed the simple attentions of opening doors for her and treating her like a lady – I was glad to do whatever would put a smile on her pretty face!
I drove us back to her place, looking forward to taking care of Phaedra upon our arrival.
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