Farthest Pasture Teenage Hardon
Auggie and Ray lie in the back of the beat-up Ford 250. Clad only in the tighty whities their mothers have bought them, they stare up at the night sky. It's a warm one topping off a sweltering day. The boys have worked hard all week on their families' farms and are now excited about having Saturday and Sunday off. A rare treat. Telling their families, they were going fishing and how they deserved at least a couple of days off a week once in a while. They drove the 250 to the farthest reaches of Auggie's family land. A small outcrop overlooking the farm. There are a creek and a small deep pond for swimming. There'll not be a lot of fishing, and everyone in their families knows this. They think the boys go up here to drink and get away, which, in a way, is true.
No fire tonight just the Coleman lantern on low until they drift off. Auggie puts his hand on Ray's chest. He feels for a heart and Ray's breathing. "What are you thinking about," a question asked to break the silence after they've come together.
"Nothing much, really thinking about how come we've never kissed," Ray responds.
"I don't know. I've never thought about it much," which is a lie. He had thought about it a lot but didn't want to push things too far. The truth is Auggie didn't want to put into jeopardy what they were doing. They didn't share a lot of how they felt about each other.
"Can we try it? I don't think it matters we've been playing around for forever." Auggie raises just a little and places his face closer to Ray. Ray meets him with a slightly opened mouth. It's clumsy, but the two enjoy this new addition to their lives together.
"Nice," Ray says.
"Yes," Auggie says, "Was it like kissing Lisa?"
"Not as soft. It's not the same. Like everything else, it's different in a good way."
"Okay," Auggie says not sure what all that means. In some ways, Ray was still a mystery to him even though they have known each other for most of their lives.
"Don't say Okay. You can't be jealous. Get out there and find you, someone."
"I really don't want anyone but you. I know you don't like hearing it, but it's the truth." Ray loved hearing this it represented his true life, and the pretend he must lead around school and his family.
"Listen, you know how I feel about you, and it doesn't change anything about our futures." Ray had never shared with Auggie or anyone how he felt about him. He assumed Auggie knew.
"But you could go away with me to college instead of staying here on the farm." A story that Auggie has told Ray several times, including them running to the state school, sharing an apartment and in the end, building a life. Ray knows all that sounds great, but he's the only son belonging to a long-owned family piece of land that will require him to step up and take over from his dad. So, no gay fantasy for him. Ray knows when Auggie goes, he's most likely going to stay gone.
"I know you have these plans. You know why I can't think I have a way out. I'd rather not go into it again. Can we just have fun this next day and keep the future from ruining a good time?"
"I guess. Just one thing, Your dad's only going to be 48 when you graduate high school surely he can work the farm another few years until you graduate with a degree in something that can help the farm move into the 20th century. And that's all I'm going to say." Auggie leans forward and nuzzles Ray's neck. Ray meets Auggie, and they kiss. This time they come together much smoother. This kiss is long and deep. Ray gets excited again and can feel Auggie's hardon pressing against his thigh.
"I love the way you feel," Rays says.
"Same." Auggie adjusts himself as he slips out of underwear, grabbing ahold of Ray's as he goes down. Ray makes the same movement, and soon they are naked underneath a big sky facing each other.
Auggie had been thinking about his best friend since before he learned what masturbation was. Once he discovered it, Ray had been the center of his fantasy life. A few others mixed in there on occasion...Gavin, who had a six-pack and Joe with his big arms and tight ass. Sometimes the locker room was a land mine for Auggie.
When he was twelve, and a cousin of his was two years older, they left the church and hid in the family van. It was during a game of DARE that Auggie made his cousin come. Auggie had never experienced anything like it. He didn't know anything else came out of the head of a dick. His cousin dared Auggie to let him make him come. Auggie didn't know if he could because he never had. His cousin pushed him back and into the seat. Undid his dress pants taking them down just a bit and pulling little Auggie out of its hiding place. He quickly took the small cock into his mouth. Auggie couldn't believe how it felt warm and tingly. Soon he felt something rising in him. He worried about peeing in his cousin's mouth. Auggie begged him to stop, but the cousin refused. Finally, every muscle in Auggie's body tensed along with the roar appearing in his ears, and suddenly Auggie had no choice but to let whatever was coming to happen. Auggie relaxed his muscles as his cousin removed his sensitive penis. He still tingled. He didn't have a lot of time to think about what happened at that point he was going to have to wait until he got home.
Ray has his own sexual awakening at the hands of a farmhand that wanted to see him come. Ray heard from older boys all about jacking off before he could produce sperm. He chose not to share with Auggie because he didn't want his best friend thinking he was crazy. To an eleven-year-old, it sounded crazy. Besides neither one had reached the stage of puberty where sex becomes the focus.
On the 54th day of Ray being thirteen, he found himself working along with his dad and a couple of guys fixing fencing and gathering brush. His father left early as did one of the other men leaving only Ray and Jude a nineteen-year-old from the town who worked on the farm when help was needed to finish up. It was August, hot and humid. The guys could smell each other's stink. Jude asked Ray if he wanted to take a dip in the pond. Ray agreed. When the work was done and all the tools put away, the two walked out past the barn into the trees and followed the stream until they came to the small pond. Jude immediately shucked his clothes and jumped in, leaving Ray alone on the edge to contemplate going nude or keeping his underwear. It was at that point that Jude stood up and Ray noticed his penis poking a little out of the water.
Jude had a hardon. Ray removed his clothes as fast as he could and climbed in. The water was a shock to the system, but once he adjusted, all was good. There was some roughhousing. Ray was sure Jude and his hardon grazed his ass once or twice. As the sun fell, Jude grabbed Ray around the middle pressing his dick against Ray's ass. Ray wasn't sure if he needed to fight or was this just another game. Jude whispered in his ear, saying something about making him come. Jude wrapped his arms around the smaller Ray, taking his dick in one hand. Jude told Ray to take it easy he wasn't going to fuck him. Jude began to hump Ray's ass at the same time he started in on Ray's dick. Ray confused, just let it happen. His dick said yes while his brain kept yelling for it to stop. No one had ever made him come. Hell, he'd only learned how to make himself shoot a few months back. He had to admit this was better than watching the dogs fuck or the horse show off his giant dong.
It took them both a minute to come. What Ray liked was Jude still wrapped around him, breathing hard. Jude asked if he was okay. Ray said, yes. They dressed and walked back across the field. Jude got in his car and returned to where ever he lived as Ray went into his house. Bedtime came early that night for Ray; he had had a hard time hiding his erection all night from his parents and sister. He wanted to make himself come over and over that night. He wanted to feel Jude wrapped around him again to feel his stubble on his neck to feel his breath coming and going.
Auggie and Ray began talking about girls and sex stuff soon after Ray's experience. He needed to understand what had happened and where these feelings were coming.
"So, you beat off too?" Ray asked.
"I guess," was Auggie's response not wanting to give too much away.
"Where do you do it?" Ray wanted to know all the details.
"The usual places," Ray lied. He did it all over the farm and even a couple of times at school. "Where do you?"
"In my bed, the shower, out in the barn loft and sometimes outside down by the creek."
"Cool," is all Auggie could say the shock of this information made him increasingly horny.
"Do you do it dry or use something for lube?"
"I use lotion sometime but mostly spit."
"Me too. I've tried some other stuff too."
"Like what?" Auggie was collecting as much information as possible for use later to get off.
"You know about anything slick just don't use Crisco it's a mess. GoJo works good, but you have to wash it off, or it burns." Seeing Ray beat off into a fist full of GoJo was a fantasy Auggie wanted to make a reality.
Without thinking, Auggie responded, "You'll have to show me sometime." He regretted it as soon as his lips closed.
"Maybe you can show me what you do." That ended the conversation. They went back to playing video games even though their jeans held teenage hardons.
Their first time had nothing much to do with masturbation. It may have started out that way, but in reality, it was something they both secretly wished would evolve. It was a night after a football game, and the two of them were staying in Auggie's basement den. Auggie took the lead. He'd sneaked a couple of beers at the game and was feeling confident.
"Let's do it beat off right here on the couch," Auggie said.
"Okay," Ray responded, adding something about some girl getting him all hot at the game. Auggie replied in the affirmative but didn't care about any of that. He knew he was going to have his best friend tonight.
They both undid jeans and reached into their underwear to fumble with dicks. They didn't discuss what was going to happen as they sat a foot apart on the sectional. Ray made a sound and Auggie mirrored.
"Fuck it," Auggie said as he rolled toward Ray. Auggie thought that Ray turned his way, but he couldn't be sure.
"What are you doing?"
"Shut up I promise you're going to love this," Auggie said as he pushed Ray's hands from his jeans and tore them down. Time stopped for Auggie. He was staring into his friend's dick. Its head moist with a little precum. Its veins engorged with blood. Ray flexed his cock as Auggie grabbed hold of it. He drug his tongue across the slit. How did he know to do that? He opened his mouth, putting the dick inside. It was like sucking on a finger or some other body part. He tasted a little pee and sweat, and that was about it. How could something so ordinary make him feel this excited? This was sex?
"That feels good," Ray said slow and low. To which Auggie only nodded. He was too focused on pleasing his friend in making him come. "You better stop."
Removing Ray's penis, Auggie looked up and said, "No." He continued sucking on the expanding member focused more now than ever.
Ray pushed his hips up, trying to get his cock down his friend's throat. How did he know to do that? He was enjoying himself, but the idea that this was his best friend wasn't far off his mind. "I'm getting close," Ray said.
"Go ahead," Auggie said. He could feel his own orgasm rising. It was at this moment that Auggie felt the muscles in Ray's body tense. Ray's legs got stiff, and then Auggie's mouth filled with come.
What a strange sensation come is. It's a liquid that clings to the mouth some parts thicker than others. The taste wasn't bad. Auggie had tasted worse he'd also tasted his own, so he knew what to expect. He had done it. He was proud of himself. He felt for his still hard cock even though he had felt himself come moments ago.
"What was that?" Ray asked.
"You know what a blow job is."
"That was intense."
"It was supposed to be," Auggie said. With that, the conversation went away as if the little romp never occurred. Inside both of them, their brains were working overtime, trying to make sense of what had just happened. Ray felt bad because he didn't reciprocate although he wasn't sure what he would have done. He'd never thought of sucking a dick. They put it out of their minds as they sat in shorts and t-shirts playing video games the rest of the night.
The sun wakes the barely clothed boys in the back of the truck. Ray moves. First, he's got to piss. He stands at the tailgate and does his best to aim his erection. As he turns, Auggie rolls over onto his back, showing off the big bulge in his briefs. Ray had to admit Auggie was larger than him in both girth and length. They don't speak. Ray returns to the truck bed as Auggie stands to relieve himself.
"Morning," Ray breaks the silence. He's glad they have the cook stove so they can make breakfast and have some camp coffee.
"You want me to get the water and make some coffee?" Auggie said instead of saying morning.
"I can."
"No, you stay there. I'll make coffee you can cook eggs and bacon."
They drank their coffee and ate breakfast pretty much in silence. Sometimes they didn't need to talk; it was enough being in each other's presence to satisfy them. Auggie picked up the pots and pans, taking them down to the water to rinse.
This place their place was beautiful. They were never bothered or interrupted here. It is the place where for whatever short period they got to be themselves. Auggie thought of it as them playing house. Ray saw it as his escape from being something he wasn't all that sure he was. How could he be straight and still have these feelings for Auggie? He didn't know if he would describe it as love cause he knows he doesn't know that concept.
Ray comes up behind Auggie, kissing him on the back of his neck. "Hey, where are you today?"
"I'm here just thinking about how many more of these days we have."
"Well, stop, or you're going to waste this one."
"I'm trying not to. You ready to go on a hike?" Auggie asks doing his best to distract Ray from his sadness. Tomorrow was Sunday. They had to go back to the pretend world where they were just best friends.