After that first time with Richard I resigned myself to the classification of "Gay" a term which had replaced "Queer" when describing a homosexual. I knew I had to be quiet about it as the guys at school would torment and maybe even jump on me if they knew. Richard and I continued to suck each other every chance we had and I became a very dedicated cock-sucker in only a short time. I knew he wanted to fuck me as he had hinted at it several times. I also found out that I was not his first lover but he had been with two other guys from another school one night . When he was sucking me he would play with my ass and trace his finger around my hole and a couple of times he stuck the tip just inside my tight ring. I knew it was only a matter of time until he got his prize as I was really starting to wonder what it would feel like. One day I was visiting his house when we decided to go swimming at a public pool nearby. We usually went iswimming in the creek without any clothes so I did not have a swim suit. He thought for a moment and said,"If your not to bashful I think I have an answer to our problem." He ran from the room and was back shortly. In his hand he had a pair of his sister's panties. They were dark blue and I must admit they looked just like the "Speedo" suits the swim team wore. I thought a moment and said, "What the hell, it's hot and I want to cool off ." I put the panties on under my shorts and we left for the pool. I loved the feel of the silky material as it rubbed my cock and balls. I kept rubbing the cheeks of my ass under my shorts and Richard noticed it. "I think you like those panties, don't you?" and he popped me on the rump. "You've got a girl's ass anyway so you should feel at home in them." I blushed as he squeezed my cheeks and I knocked his hand away, fearing someone would see him and find out our little secret. We paid the small admission fee and entered the pool. I threw my old cut-offs in an empty locker and jumped in the pool. I noticed that when my panties got wet the absence of a liner made my cock very visable and some of the girls were giving me the eye so Richard and I stayed mostly in the deep end. We grabbed each other's ass and cocks under the water as we played. I got horny everytime I felt his big cock and my dick was almost poking a hole in the thin material of my panties. Richard noticed and grabbed it every chance he got. We finally both agreed it was time have some fun so we headed to my house as my parents would not be home. We were soon on the bed sucking noisily on each other's cocks. As I took the big piece of meat in as far as I could I realized how I had grown to love it and the guy it belonged to. As he stuffed my mouth I let him just move in and out as he was too big to really suck in the normal way. I knew I would let him fuck me anytime he decided to do it even though I knew it would be painful. In fact I kinda wanted it to happen as I knew he wanted me so much. After we finished draining each other's balls I asked him if he wanted to fuck me. "Are you serious, he asked?" I nodded my head and asked how he wanted to go about it. "Do you have any vaseline?, He inquired. I went to the medicine chest in the bathroom and got the small jar of lube. He wasted no time in greasing my tiny hole as I pleaded with him to "go easy!" He promised as I lay back on the bed waiting for his next move. "I want you on your back like a girl so I can watch your face when I fuck you." He said and I felt him shove a pillow underneath me. I sucked his cock until it got ridgid again and then I watched as he greased it up good. I felt a little like a sacrificial lamb as he pushed my legs up on my chest and lined his splitter up with it's delicate, quivering target. "Today your going to be my girl and I am going to pop your cherry, Bitch!" It felt strange to be called a "Bitch" but I guess I was a "Bitch" now as I was being fucked like one. When his impossibly thick marauder entered my tiny little orifice I felt a burnig pain go through me and I hollored like a stuck pig. He stopped and put his hand over my mouth and shoved harder causing my tight ring to spread the size of a fifty-cent piece as his thicker than average cock ripped into me . I was skewered like a pig on a barbecue as he plunged farther and father into my blood spotted bowels. I never felt such pain but he showed no mercy as he lost control and tore into my heated depths. I had never seen him like this as he snorted and his eyes rolled around in his head. "Take that big hot cock, You little bitch!!" He shouted as he sunk in the resisting flesh. "Your my bitch now and I want that pussy every chance I get!!" I lay in agony as I watched a person I had never seen emerge from his body. I was being bounced up and down like a rag doll as he raped the little ring and sank up to his balls into me. Fortunately he came soon because of his arousal and I felt him plunge deep as he washed my tortured bowels with slick hot fluid. I could hardly feel anything as I was so numb and my hole burned like fire. He pulled his shrinking invader from it's well stretched little sheath and the head made a plopping sound as it left the over-stretched ring. I crawled out of the bed and went into the bath room and turned the shower on. As the water hit my butt I saw the traces of blood run into the drain and I knew for sure I had lost my cherry just like Richard had said!!. As I felt the warm water start to bring the feeling back into my ass I knew that even though I was furious at Rihard at that moment that I would feel his big cock again soon as even with all the pain I liked to be fucked like a girl!!!!! I also hoped he would give me the panties as I loved the sexy feel the created in me. I dried off and went painfully back to the room . I knew it would be awhile before I could walk correctly and I was tryng to think up a story to tell my parents. Richard start apologizing as I neared the bed, telling me he didn't know what came over him. He pulled me down on top of him and my face was even with his as he carefully massaged my brutilized ass." Your going to love being fucked after I break that little "pussy" of yours in and I will bring you some of my sister's panties as I know you love to wear them!" "She has a bunch and won't even miss them." I felt strange as he called my ass his pussy but the thought of those panties really had my interest. As he got up to leave he told me to soak in the tub as many times as possible as it would heal my "pussy". After that day he would allways call my butt his "pussy" and a couple of weeks later I was laying face down as he prepared to enter his pussy again. I had on a pair of pink, lacy panties pulled down to my knees and I felt very feminine as I felt him big cudgel spreading my ring for the second time. It still hurt but after about five times he had me stretched wide and he fucked me sometimes seven or eight times a week and I had really become his "little girl" as he called me. One day he snuck in our side door and motioned me to my room. He had a big brown sack full of his sister's bras, panties and two of her dresses. He held up a pretty red dress and said,"My sister is big and I think this will fit you." Now you can really be my little girl!" I knew then my life as TV had began and It was that same evening in my locked bedroom that He had me on my knees as he pulled my red dress up and my pink panties down before shoving me full of cock. I loved the feeling and I pushed back against the big piece of meat. ......................Enjoy...........