This is a work of fiction, all the usual legal jargon applies. The characters in this story live in a disease free world, the use of condoms is not portrayed. The real world is very different, practice safe sex, wear a condom.
I poured my heart out to Todd, practically telling him my life story. Our food had arrived and mine had grown cold as I continued to talk while Todd ate his dinner. The drinks IÕd already had had me buzzed and I knew I needed to at least eat something, otherwise the next morning would not be pleasant.
Todd listened, nodding here and there, indicating that he was listening. He knew I needed to vent and vent I did. I did more than vent actually, I exploded. I finally had ran out of things to say and started to pick at my food.
ÒYou want me to have them warm that back up for you?Ó Todd asked.
ÒAre you kidding, sending anything back to the kitchen is a recipe for disaster. Chefs donÕt take kindly to that and IÕve heard horror stories about what they do to food that is returned, even for reheating.Ó I said.
We sat in silence and I ate my cold fries and took a few bites from my cold hamburger. I gazed out of the window of the pub, my eyes felt puffy and swollen. I looked back at Todd. There was confusion in his face and concern. Had he truly come to have feelings for me? Could I develop feelings for him, feelings other than lust? I needed time, time to think, time alone.
ÒLook, I should go.Ó I said, pulling out some money and placing it on the table to cover my share of food and drinks along with a tip.
ÒFeel like company tonight?Ó Todd asked.
ÒI donÕt know Todd, I donÕt know what I feel like tonight.Ó I said in a flat voice.
ÒAt least let me walk you home then.Ó Todd offered and he threw his share of money on the table, grabbed his coat and stood to leave.
I sighed, grabbed my own coat and got up. We headed back towards my apartment, in silence. Todd reached for my hand and I quickly pulled away. I could see, out of the corner of my eye, the look of rejection cross his face.
ÒSorry,Ó I finally said. ÒHabit, part of the uniform bullshit.Ó I added, reaching for his hand again and him giving it to me, his face lighting up, a smile forming at the corner of his lips.
ÒJonathan?Ó I heard a voice say from behind us. ÒShitÓ, I thought as I quickly let go of ToddÕs hand and turned to see who was behind us.
ÒGeneral!Ó I exclaimed, ÒImagine running into you here.Ó I said.
ÒYou and your friend on your way home? Mind if I walk with you?Ó He said, approaching us.
I looked over at Todd who just shrugged his shoulders, indicating he didnÕt mind. We waited for the General and started walking the remainder of the blocks back to my apartment.
ÒGood news Jonathan. The Chief of Staff has approved you and I converting to civilians. We just need to give him a date.Ó the General said.
ÒThatÕs great sir, really great. As far as IÕm concerned, the sooner the better.Ó I added.
We soon arrived at the doors to my building. We stopped and the General asked if we felt like a night cap. I looked over at Todd, he looked really uncomfortable but nodded that a night cap might be good. We entered my building, made our way to the elevators and within a few minutes were safely inside my apartment.
The General and Todd made small talk while I fixed us some drinks, Gin and Tonic with a twist. Gin wasnÕt one of my favorite things to drink, but IÕd managed to get used to the evergreen taste, and as numb as I felt right now, I doubted IÕd even taste it. The General filled me in on the details of applying for retirement and getting ready to be a DoD civilian. Todd would chime in from time to time, trying to understand how all of this worked.
ÒWell, you both look tired, so I think IÕll head for home. Mind if I use the head before I go?Ó the General asked.
I nodded no and noticed that heÕd left the door wide open while he pissed. From the living room, because of mirrors IÕd placed in the apartment to make it look bigger than what it was, it gave a birds eye reflection of the toilet. The General had managed to turn so that both Todd and I could see him pissing in the mirrors. I glanced over at Todd who just shrugged his shoulders.
We looked back and the General was now looking at us, cock in hand, stroking it. ÒHeÕs got a fucking huge cock!Ó Todd whispered to me.
ÒHe likes water sports Todd. IÕm really not into that are you?Ó I asked, my gaze glued to the General continuing to stroke his cock for us.
ÒIÕve never thought about it.Ó Todd said as he reached down to adjust his hardening cock in his pants. The General realized that we werenÕt that interested tonight and, sighing, he stuffed his hard cock back into his boxer shorts, zipped his slacks up, flushed and headed back to the living room.
The General said his good nights and Todd and I headed back to the couch. Todd sat down and, after handing him his drink, I laid down, resting my head in his lap and closing my eyes. Todd softly stroked the side of my face with his hand. I opened my eyes, looked up at him, him smiling back at me. I could something in this mans eyes, something IÕd never seen before. I closed my eyes again, feeling ToddÕs still hard cock throbbing in his pants.
I started rubbing his cock through his pants, my own cock beginning to stir and rise, contained within my own briefs. I reached up and unbuttoned his jeans, reaching in, pulling his hard cock out through the fly of his boxer shorts.
ÒWe donÕt have to do this tonight.Ó Todd said, leaning over and kissing my ear. ÒI know youÕre tired, you poured a lot of emotions out tonight.Ó he continued.
ÒI want to,Ó I said, looking deep in his eyes before turning and sucking the head of his cock into my mouth.
I tasted the saltiness of his piss slit. Indications that heÕd pissed not too long ago. I also tasted the first bitter sweet tang of his pre-cum as I continued to lick and suck on the head of his cock.
ÒOh yeah Jonathan. Nobody has given me head like you do baby. Oh yeah, fucking suck my cock.Ó Todd cooed and panted.
I slid his cock to the back of my throat and left it there. Using my throat muscles I clenched and relaxed them around the head of his shaft, a soft moan escaping his lips. Todd pulled me off of his cock and turned my head so he could look into my eyes.
ÒYou are so absolutely fucking beautiful Jonathan.Ó he said, leaning forward and kissing me.
ÒTodd, I...Ó I paused.
ÒSshh, Jonathan, just shhh. I know, itÕs OK. I would like nothing more right now than to be with you and tell you I love you and, and, and, just fucking spend the rest of my life with you. But I understand, I understand you need time, youÕve been through a lot. IÕll wait.Ó Todd continued.
I gazed into his incredible eyes and, for the first time, I saw what true love must surely look like. I sobbed, the tears welling in my eyes and streaming down my cheeks.
ÒCÕmon, letÕs go to bed. ThereÕll be plenty of time for this later.Ó Todd said, lifting me off off of him, pulling me to him and kissing me again. I felt such tenderness in his kiss, a tenderness that IÕd never experienced before. I wanted this man, wanted him in a way IÕd never thought was possible.
My very being ached for him and I knew, I knew that this was someone worth taking a chance on. Todd lifted me from the couch, picked me up in his arms, and kissing me, led me to the bedroom where he gently laid me back down on the bed and began to undress me.
Every nerve ending in my skin was on fire and every touch sent a shot through my spine. By the time heÕd reach my jeans, I was rock hard, my cock pouring out streams of clear sweet fluid. Todd removed my jeans, socks and underwear. Grasping my rock hard cock he gazed at it, leaning over, his tongue licking into my piss slit and lapping up the clear juice that ooze out for him to taste.
ÒGod you taste so sweet. I have never tasted a manÕs juices that taste as good as yours does.Ó he whispered as he kissed my pubic region and moved up my stomach and onto my chest, latching on to one of my nipples.
I groaned and arched my back in response. ÒMake love to me tonight Todd. Please? Please fill me up with your cock, I need to feel you inside me so bad.Ó I groaned.
ÒNo, not tonight babe. Tonight, you need to rest. YouÕre reacting to your stress, let it go. You need sleep tonight.Ó Todd said as he pulled the covers over us and snuggled up to me.
I reached down and grabbed his rock hard cock. I ran my thumb over the tip of the head, smearing the clear fluid that was leaking out around the top. Todd reached down, grabbed my hand and put it on his chest.
He leaned over and began to kiss me, turning me over on my side. He snuggled up to me, his cock running along the crack of my ass, my hips naturally pushing back, trying to get him to enter me.
His hand found my rock hard cock and he began to slowly stroke it as he licked, nipped and bit on my ear lobe. I groaned at his touch and continued to press my backside against his hard cock. I reached behind us and, pulling his cock down, guided the head of his wet cock to my hole.
ÒAre you sure?Ó He whispered in my ear.
ÒYes, I need you tonight, need you like IÕve never needed a man before.Ó I responded back, pushing back until I felt the head of his cock begin to enter me.
I let go of his cock and let my hips do the rest. Slowly, deliberately I pushed my hips back until I felt his cock penetrate me. I cried out as the head of his cock pushed past the lips of my ass.
My own cock trembled and throbbed in his hands. His mouth moved to my neck and he began to nuzzle and lick my neck, moving from the bottom of my ear to top of my shoulder.
I continued to push down on his cock, feeling him fill me up. Within a few minutes, I felt the hairs of his crotch tickling my ass and I knew IÕd taken his full length. I laid there, waiting, luxuriating in the feeling of this manÕs cock deep inside me. Touching me in places no man had ever touched.
ÒFuck me.Ó I cooed.
ÒNo, tonight, I wonÕt fuck you, instead, IÕll make sweet love to you.Ó Todd whispered in my ear as he began to thrust his hips forwards and back.
His hand wrapped around my cock, stroking me with slow and deliberate movements. My passion began to rise and before long I was trembling in his arms. I shuddered, cried out, bucked and thrashed as an orgasm of sorts washed over me.
ToddÕs movements remained slow and deliberate, all the while kissing me, his lips roaming my face, covering my lips, chin, neck, ears, eyes. We said nothing to one another, no words were needed. Instead, we lost ourselves in the feeling we were embracing. The feeling of two men coming together, coupled by something more than mere sex, something that went beyond passion and the need to cum.
Todd pulled out of me and rolled me over on my back. I watched as he moved over me, his knees pushing my legs apart. My legs naturally pulling up. Todd grabbed my legs and threw them over his shoulders, pushing me back he gently entered me again. My cock was so hard it hurt and I could feel the puddle of clear cock juice beginning to pool in my stomach.
ÒCan you suck yourself?Ó Todd asked.
ÒYeah, sort of.Ó I replied.
Todd grabbed my legs and gently moved me forward more, until the tip of my cock was touching my lips. I stuck my tongue out and started licking the head of my cock while he started sliding his cock in and out of me again.
ÒThatÕs fucking hot!Ó Todd said as he watched me clean the head of my cock with my tongue.
ÒCan you cum like this? Without touching our cock? By just using your lips?Ó Todd asked.
ÒYesÓ I replied, listening to Todd groan as he played over in his mind what it must look like to see my cock shoot in my mouth.
Todd began to thrust into me faster, his passion mounting while I continued to lick at the head of my cock.
ÒFuck yeah, oh GOD thatÕs so fucking hot! IÕm fucking your ass and youÕre working on your own cock!Ó Todd cried out, throwing his head back and growling.
I could feel the head of his cock begin to swell in his ass and I knew it wouldnÕt be long before heÕd be dumping his load of cum inside my ass. The thought of feeling his powerful cock emptying into my ass was pushing me closer and closer to my own orgasm.
ÒI want us to cum together. Think you can do that?Ó Todd panted, now pounding my ass as his orgasm approached.
I nodded, speeding up the flicking of my tongue across the head of my own cock. Todd began to really pound me, his cock swelling up even more.
ÒYou close?Ó he asked, sweat dripping from his forehead and landing on my chest.
ÒUh huh!Ó I managed to pant.
ÒIÕm gonna cum baby, oh fuck, IÕm gonna shoot.Ó He panted as he slammed into my ass.
ÒCÕmon, fucking shoot your cum in your face. I want to see you fucking paint your face with you cum while I dump my load in your ass. CÕmon, canÕt hold it much longer. Gonna fucking cum, gonna fucking......Ó Todd stiffened and I felt the first two jets of cum fire out of his cock and land deep in my ass.
My own cock responded and within seconds, I was painting my face with my load.
ÒFuck yeah! Oh thatÕs fucking hot! Watching you fucking cum in your face, shit!Ó Todd screamed as he continued to pound my ass while he shot his cum.
Ribbon after ribbon shot out of my cock, landing on my lips, my tongue and chin, dripping down into the crook of my neck. He let my legs go and, rolling us over so that I was now on top of him, we began to kiss.
He licked the inside of my mouth, tasting my load, he then licked the cum off of my chin and from the small of my neck. We were panting, glistening with sweat. My cock was rock hard still as was his and I began bucking up and down on his massive meat.
ÒFuck me Todd! God fuck me!Ó I screamed as I bounced up and down on his hard cock. Todd held me and started piston fucking me from underneath. I groaned and panted with each thrust of his cock. My hand flying over my still hard cock.
ÒIÕm gonna fucking cum again baby. Get ready, gonna fucking fill you with my cum again.Ó Todd shouted as he slammed into me one last time, screaming as his cock dumped another load in my ass.
I cried out as well as my own cock fired again, covering his chest and stomach in my sweet sticky load. I collapsed on top of him, my cum sealing us, binding us as one. We covered each other with kisses as his deflating cock fell out of ass and plopped between our legs.
We continued to kiss for what seemed like hours before I rolled us over. Facing one another we kissed some more before we drifted into that blissful slumber of after sex. We woke up the next morning and, after showering, I fixed us breakfast.
We gazed at each other from across the table as we ate our scrambled eggs and toast and took sips from our coffee. I think IÕd fallen in love with this man and was sure I was willing to see where this would take us.
Stay tuned for more....... DonÕt know about you all, but I certainly need to go take care of some business......