This is my story, read it if you will, but if you know that you shouldn't be reading this, then don't, this story is a slow process, im still learning how to write so bare with me, suggestions or comments on my story is appreciated, CONSTRUCTIVE criticism is welcomed. This is a love story, sure sex will come, but not just yet, if your patient enough then read on. And thanks in advance for reading my story.
Thanks in advance for reading....I might be able to squeeze in maybe 3-4 more chapters before a LONG delay occurs...Headed to military bootcamp..haha hope you guys enjoy...
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Chp 7
I should have guessed that In and Out burger would be packed at a time like this. It was roughly 7pm at night. On a Saturday, with the last person I would ever expect to be having a conversation with.
"so how have you been trev?" As if he didn't know how I was feeling.
"take a guess bro. not hearing from you and all of a sudden wanting to talk to me, how do you think I feel right now Gelo?" He was a bit taken back with how blunt I was, I didn't mean to be, but I was a bit on the edge at the moment, with another guy other than Jason, I didn't want this to come back and bite me in the ass.
"it wasn't me that dropped this friendship out of thin air." I was gritting my teeth just to hold my composure before I blurted out things I shouldn't be, not in the open like this.
"dude, I had a valid reason to stop talking to you man!" he was just staring at me.
"and what reason is that trev?"
"you were keeping shit from me after our game! You could have at least told me you had other plans, instead you had to be secretive man!" His face still had a calm demeanor behind it.
"did you ever think for a second that I had planned for me and you to get away? That all of that secretive shit that you think was happening behind your back was in fact something I had planned for me and you?" He was pointing between me and him as he spoke. What the fuck is he talking about?
"what?" he just looked at his lap and shook his head.
"you just dropped me cold turkey before I even had a chance to explain." All of a sudden I wanted to know, I wanted him to explain.
"explain it to me now."
"what you saw that night, it was a friend of mine, Caleb, his family had a cabin in White Plains and I planned a little weekend for the two of us, you can ask him yourself, I had everything planned out. What did you think was going on Trev?" Why would he plan shit like that for? Angelo never did things like that.
"first off, I thought that you and that guy were going to be the one with a plan that night, and secondly why would you want to go and spend the weekend alone for? If you wanted to just fool around you knew we could've done it at my place as usual." He was in thought, I guess what he had to say next was important.
"I wanted to officially ask you out." Oh no.
"you wanted to what?" He wasn't looking at me.
"Gelo look at me, you wanted to what?" When he looked up his staple Gelo smile with the grin was plastered all over his face.
"I wanted to ask you out. You know do the whole boyfriend shit. But I didn't get an opportunity to do that. Not then anyways." And he had a mischievous expression on his face now, and I knew that face all too well.
"and not now either Gelo." If you could see his face drop dear reader, it would've broke your heart.
"why not?" I might as well explain to him.
"im going out with someone now." He was just smiling.
"its that guy that was giving me the glare wasn't it?" I just nodded.
"I knew there was something to that stare, like he was staking his claim and shit, but you know me all too well Trev that im going to get what I want, and you know how that ends right?" and he just gave me a wink. I was just shaking me head, god this guy never quits, even after almost a year he still has that charm that attracted me to him.
"I don't think your going to get far with that, I really really really like him Gelo, with you I knew that even if nothing came out of us we would still be best buds, but with him, its different." I glanced his way and his face had a softer tone to it.
"I think we could be great Trev, like before, do you remember?" UGH! How could I forget, besides being a great friend Gelo knew me inside and out, he knew my fears, my aspirations, he was the there when my mother died, his comfort through those dark times made me realize that he was a great friend, and that's why I couldn't go out with him, I don't know what I would do if I lost him again ,these past couple of months have been hard on me, and now more than ever I needed a familiar face to be around, and who better than Gelo?
"I remember, but Gelo you've got to understand that I LOVE YOU! But not in the way that you want me to love you, I need you in my life right now, but I can't give you the feelings that you want from me." I started to tear up a bit, I don't know why, but I did. I guess you can say that I'm a softy at heart dear reader, especially when it comes to those I care about the most. I felt a hand on my shoulder as I wiped the tears away.
"Trev, don't cry! please." I tried to do just that, but I couldn't help let a couple of more drops fall before it ended.
"im sorry." I said. I looked up at Angelo, he had a confused look on him.
"for what?"
"for not being able to be your boyfriend, if I wasn't such a nut case who knew what could've happened to us back in Hawaii." I saw him sigh, god I hate doing this, especially to Gelo.
"the past is the past, im not going to lie im still not over you, but its clear that you've made a decision to stick with...uhhh whats his name?" I just smiled at him as I thought about Jason.
"Its Jason." He just nodded.
"yeah Jason, but get this straight Trev, if he ever fucking hurts you or cheats on you, or whatever. I am going to hunt him down and kick his ass, because you of all people don't deserve that." I just smiled at him, and nodded.
Checking my watch I noticed that we were talking for quite a while, so we opted to head out.
"so what now?" I asked as we headed out the front door. I looked over at him.
"weeeeell, since I cant have you im going to be needing some good lovin! Haha, you know anyone in particular that can satisfy my needs? Hmmmm?" I just laughed.
"gosh getting over me was that quick huh? Well I don't know to many people just yet, but im going to be on the lookout for some then." He grabbed my shoulders so he could face me.
"You go do that...." Then his face became serious.
"and no Trev, getting over you isn't going to be that quick, I don't know if I ever could, but im going to try." I just nodded, god I hate when he gets all sentimental on me, it makes me feel sad that I can't be his. After walking to my car I had a great idea.
"hey Gelo, come with me to a house party that I got invited too." He seemed to be thinking about it.
"sure why not? Any hot guys there?" I just laughed.
"haha, dude you have no idea, but my boyfriends going to be there, so you behave and be nice please? And im not out to anyone so lets keep the chatter about me to a minimum please?" he just nodded.
"fine, but only because you said so, but if steps out of line with me, Trev hes going to get it." I just nodded and we got into our respective cars and he followed me to Lee's house.
As we approached the house music was blaring, I was in for a long evening.
We approached the house but Gelo was called by one of the guys that I assumed he knew, we bumped fist and he told me that we would catch up again if we didn't see each other later on that night. As we separated to go our own ways I went in search of my boyfriend. Finding him didn't really take long because I heard hooting and hollering in the main living room, as I approached the gang I saw that they were all consumed with playing the newest game out on the console. I spotted Jason, but what I saw made my fist clench and my jaw tighten. He had a beer in his hand and what seemed like a very lively conversation with a guy I never met, then again I don't really know a lot of people here yet. The guy, who was a scrawny little punk, was touching up on Jason. I was so consumed with anger that I didn't hear my name be called, until it was yelled out.
"YO TREVOR!!!!" I turned to see that it was Lee.
"Hey whats up man, crazy party you got going." While I was talking to him I was staring at Jason the whole time, he must have heard Lee yell my name because he had a look of fear in his face, and I knew what it was about, the guy he was talking too. I just raised my eyebrows to him and continued my conversation with Lee.
"Nah dude it hasn't even begun yet man! But appreciate you coming, bro im stoked for this season with your addition to our team, were going to take that championship man!" I just nodded with a smile.
"yeah I hope I can help in anyway." He just patted my shoulder.
"dude you got it down don't worry." Lee was called over by some guy so we left and shook hands. I saw Jason walk my way but stopped when he saw Gelo come up to me.
"DUDE!!!! You know LEE?" I just nodded.
"yeah, how do you know him?" He had a sly smile like he knew a secret that I didn't.
"lets just say, that we both had a few too many drinks at one point at another party, and did what we use to do back in Hawaii." I raised my eyebrows in surprise.
"NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!" he just nodded.
"Gelo your joking right." He shook his head.
"Dude on our friendship I promise." I was dumbfounded, why is it all of a sudden that the more people I get to know around this school the more im finding out that a lot of people are gay, or have done things with other guys, shit was never like this in Hawaii, sure HI is accepting of things but I guess since Ive never opened up like the way I have here I didnt noticed.
Do that for a second reader, reflect back on when you came out; didn't it all of a sudden seem as if more people are out? Now that you are? Because when I came out I started to notice more and more people act in a not so straight way or were pretty much out. Is it just me? Sorry I got sidetracked back to the story.
"wow, but is he out? I thought he has a girlfriend?" he shook his head again.
"no, hes bi. But he has been trying to get with me since the party."
"then why don't you want to get with him? Hes a cool guy." Gelo rested both his hands on my shoulders and looked me square in my eyes with a look I couldn't decipher.
"Because im still into you remember? And now that I know I cant have you, maybe I can give him a try." I just looked down to the ground.
"Im sorry." I felt his finger on my chin and lifted them up to see his eyes.
"don't be, your always going to be my best friend, so don't sweat the small stuff kay?" I just nodded. He grabbed me into a hug that I gave back with the same amount of love that he gave to me. "Thank god I have Gelo back in my life." I thought. He separated our hug and looked at me.
"Now im going to let you go and im going to go search for my romeo, and you should talk to yours, hes been staring at me like he wants to rip my head off." He pointed in the direction of Jason, and if looks could kill, he would've burned this whole house down like the chick in "Carrie." I just nodded and let him go, he told me he'd call me tomorrow to catch up some more.
I approached Jason and told him to follow me out to Lee's patio which was surprisingly empty. Once we were outside I could feel not only the cold crisp night air but a tension that could be cut with a knife, man I hate having to have these conversations, especially with Jason. I turned around to face him, I was about to speak but he spoke up first.
"who was that guy you were talking to?
"who? Lee? That's your friend too." I said with a chuckle trying to lighten the mood, but he wasn't having it.
"stop being a smartass Trev. Seriously who was that?" now I was getting frustrated, but I knew that being mad and having a conversation is never a good combination so I calmed myself down internally and spoke up.
"that was Gelo." He turned to me now.
"you're on a nickname basis with that dude?"
"can you let me speak?" he just nodded.
"Me and him go way back, ever since Hawaii."
"oh..." I took that as my cue to continue.
"We were on the same football team up there, and before I moved here he was going to ask me out, but I left before he ever could ask." He interrupted me.
"Is that who you were with before the party?" I thought. "I could easily lie to him." But opted against it, I hate having bad karma, shit really gets you when you least expect it, and with anyone I know, not just Jason its best to always be honest. So I just nodded.
"Yeah, he wanted to go over the situation that we left back in Hawaii."
"Which was?" Jase asked.
"About asking me to be his boyfriend." I turned to him and as he said. "And?" I could see sadness in his eyes and maybe fear, but I thought fear of what? Then a light bulb clicked in my head and I immediately took his hand.
"I said I already have a boyfriend that I am really starting to fall really hard for." I squeezed his hand and he returned the gesture. Jason started to speak.
"But...what if..what if..he still might be into..." I cut him off right there.
"Jason like I told him, im going to tell you too, I would rather have him in my life as my best bud, and I wouldn't ever give you up to that little punk you were talking to back there..hmmmm?" I raised my eyebrows, he started to get nervous.
"Trev, im sorry about that, I was a bit tipsy and he came up to me, I don't even think he goes to our school to be honest." He was looking at the railing that had him propped up, he couldn't even look at me.
" Jason, just do me one thing." He whipped his head towards me.
"Anything babe."
"Promise that if you ever find yourself tempted to be with someone else, come to me and tell me, I would rather you be honest to me and to yourself, rather than hide it." I was looking right into his eyes as I was saying all of this, and he started to tear up. Jason walked up to me and Hugged me tight.
"God Trev, I would never hurt you like that, you have to know that I care about you." He kissed me on my head afterwards.
"I know you do, and I do too, a lot, but influence can be a big factor, your already out, maybe you might want a relationship that doesn't hide who your with. Not like me, I can't give that to you." He hugged me tighter.
"I don't care about that Trevor, you make me happy because I can finally have someone to talk to that understands me, and we have a lot in common with sports in all, its just so refreshing to be with you." I got out of his lovelock of a hug and kissed his soft lips.
"Your refreshing too." And I just smiled. Dear reader let me tell you, the more and more Jason and I communicate the closer we get. It was getting pretty late, even though it's a Saturday and it's a raging party, I wanted to be alone with Jason at that very moment. So I whispered in his ear.
"my dad is working at the hospital till Sunday night, you want to spend the night?" He was looking at me as if he didn't hear what I just told him. But he spoke up with an excited tone to his voice.
"Im game if you are?" I just nodded. Once that got settled we both said our goodbyes to our crew and headed to my house.
We were in my room,on my bed, both of us in our underwear, me in my boxer briefs and Jason in his boxers. The site of Jason on my bed sprawled out for me to just stare at got my cock real hard, and im not going to hide it, not to Jason of all people. I got on top of him licking first around his earlobes.
"God I want you soooo bad." I don't know why but I bit on his ear playfully, and guess I found a sensitive spot.
"mmmmm, god trev your killing me baby." I continued down to his neck as I gave him soft gentle kisses. And then I approached his right nipple, I licked and sucked at it which elicited a moan from him.
"mmmmm Trev, you don't have to do this if you don't want to, we can wait." WAIT? This guys got to be crazy. I got back up to his ear.
"Just enjoy it big guy." I grabbed at his not so soft cock, god it had to at least be 7in. and thick, Ive only sucked and got sucked by Gelo and Jason is in a different light, when it came to girth anyways. I got to his boxers and pulled it right off of him and once his cock sprang out I just went to town, i licked the shaft first.
"MMM oh god!" Then taking the head into my mouth as I worked my tongue around his cock and in his piss slit that really got him going.
"Trev...holy shit..Trev." I continued to suck for what it was worth, with him laying down propped on both elbows he was just watching as I got closer and closer to completely engulfing his fat cock, god he tasted sooo good.
"Ohhhh God baby." I held onto his thighs as I went to the hilt. I worked my tongue around his cock as I slowly came up for air.
" baby im close." Once I heard that I got up from my position and started to make out with Jason as I jacked his thick cock.
"oh shit babe." I went faster.
"Yeah shoot for me baby."
"aaahhh" I went even faster, and proceeded to lick his ear which got him.
"ahhhhh im cummming!" spurts, and I swear 5-6 continuous spurts came onto his chest and his abdomen. He was still convulsing a little bit, which was good ,at least I knew I still had it in me..hehe. I swiped a spot and licked my finger.
"mmmm you taste good babe." He just smiled at me and kissed me on my lips.
"thanks baby..." he held me close as we both laid on my bed.
"how bout you? You didn't even get off?"
"don't worry about me, we got the whole night." I kissed his head.
"night, my stallion." He chuckled at that, and we both took a long nap.
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Chris