Finding What I Want

I was lying in bed beside my boyfriend, Russ. We'd just finished sixty-nining and we were both panting for breath. Somehow we'd managed to come at the same time and I felt boneless from our exertions. He nudged my leg then turned around to lie next to me so we could kiss. I tasted my come on his lips and proceeded to lick all around his mouth.

It was Senior Skip Day for both of us, a long held tradition at our high school where all the seniors skipped school. We'd arranged with our parents to spend the night together at his house and we'd fucked around all night. The best part of being gay at that age was that neither of our parents suspected a thing when we wanted to have each other over for a night.

Russ and I had known each other since we were freshman, when we both started at the regional high school. He lived two towns away and I'd seen him at soccer games where we'd played against each other with our middle school teams. I'd thought he was hot back then. When we found ourselves on the same soccer team just before freshman year started, we became fast friends. We decided to go out for the swim team later that year and were practically inseparable.

We got jobs together over the summer, working one year at an ice cream stand then a fast food restaurant where we could work part-time during the off season. We both did well in school and were in many of the same classes. He excelled at math and science while I was better with history and English. We complimented each other in academics and sports, helping one another succeed.

We spent a lot of time at our respective homes, sleeping over. It wasn't until the summer before our sophomore year, however, that I worked up the courage to grope Russ when he was supposedly asleep. We'd always shared a bed and I'd woken with his butt pressed up against my hard-on. I quickly found that he was as hot for me as I was for him. We spent so much time sucking each other off and jacking off it's amazing that our parents never suspected. We worked our way up to fucking without any problems.

Our other friends never said anything if they thought more was going on. I knew for a fact that none of them were having sex and I felt bad for them. We managed to keep our relationship quiet throughout our high school careers. We both pretended to date girls but discussed our relationship all the time and made plans for college together.

College was part of the reason why we'd been so desperately fucking all night. Russ had climbed on top of me three times and I'd fucked him twice, not to mention blowing him and the sixty- nine this morning. For the first time we were going to be separated for the summer. Graduation was just three days away then I would be working for my parents about three hours away. I'd only be home for weekends and we were both nervous about what that would mean for us.

Russ' parents had enough money to send him to school, but my parents didn't. I had three older sisters they'd already helped put through college and three younger brothers they had to support. I'd gotten a couple of scholarships and grants but it wasn't enough money and I needed to make some serious cash if I wanted to attend NYU with Russ.

My parents are electricians and had started subcontracting with some bigger corporations. My mom is Puerto Rican and they used her minority status to get some smaller jobs, working themselves and hiring friends. They had a job starting doing highway lighting and had offered me a position as a laborer where I would make a lot of money. I couldn't turn it down.

We would be putting up lights along I-90 near the Massachusetts border. It was about three hours from our home in upstate New York. My parents had rented an apartment in a town near the center of the construction where all their workers could stay during the week. I appreciated the opportunity but I didn't want to leave Russ. Not to mention the fact that I couldn't imagine going all week without some of his dick.

I rolled off Russ and stood to find some clothes. We had plans to meet up with some friends at the lake. His come leaked down the insides of my thighs. We'd never used condoms. We had discussed it the first time we tried fucking but had agreed that we were virgins and would be monogamous. I think we both thought we were the only gay boys in a hundred mile radius anyway. I thanked God we were the only ones home and I pulled Russ up to follow me into the bathroom naked.

Of course, being horny teenagers, he fucked me again in the shower. It was great but I was starting to worry. We'd perfected the art of getting each other off and I noticed more and more that I was on the bottom most of the time. I didn't really mind because Russ could make me come just with his big dick inside me but, being young and idealistic, I thought things should be more even between us. I didn't want to think of myself as a "bottom" no matter how much I actually enjoyed getting fucked. And I did enjoy, it was probably my favorite thing we did together. Although I loved going down on his meaty cock and fucking his tight little ass.

We never made it to the lake, opting instead to take advantage of the empty house and his pool. The days flew by and before I knew it graduation was upon us. We did the whole tradition thing then my family went to Russ' house for a big graduation barbeque. We all had a good time and I arranged to spend the night at his house which turned into most of the weekend.

Russ was tall and beautiful. Extremely white he had the palest skin I'd ever seen and white blond hair. His chest was magnificent from all the years he'd swum butterfly for our team but completely hairless. We looked like complete opposites. I'd inherited some of my mom's dark coloring but my German father's hairy burliness. I was more muscular and still cut from swimming but I'd never be as ripped as my boyfriend.

On Sunday we had one last desperate fuck in my parents' garage before Russ left to head home. I had to go to bed early, my parents' foreman, Dave, would be picking me up really early to head out. I'd known Dave practically my entire life. He'd worked with my parents for years and been a close friend of theirs. He was younger than them, maybe in his mid-thirties, and had served his apprenticeship with my dad. He was tall, about two inches taller than me, around six-four or five. He was black and rugged looking. We'd always gotten along well, he'd taught me to play the guitar when I was fourteen, and I was glad that he'd be there to show me the ropes.

My parents had other jobs they'd be working on and they couldn't really leave my brothers alone during the week, so I felt better having someone I knew would be looking out for me. I'd been out with my dad on various side-jobs since I was thirteen so I knew some stuff but this was new territory, almost like being on my own. It was exciting and nerve-wracking at the same time.

Dave picked me up around four in the morning and we headed out. I had a duffel packed and I threw it in his truck. The drive passed quickly. We talked about my plans for college, the job and Dave's wife being pregnant. I felt more comfortable with each mile that passed. We stopped at the little apartment just off the highway and stowed our bags inside.

Dave and the other guys had been staying there, working for about a month and I got my first look at my home away from home. It was a mess, the carpets were dirty and an ugly blue. The cheap furniture in the living room looked greasy and frayed. There were two bedrooms. One held two single beds and the other, bigger room, had a twin and a single. The bathroom was pretty disgusting and the kitchen wasn't much better.

I got the five-minute tour from Dave. I learned the bigger bed was his and the smaller was this guy Donnie's. I knew Donnie, a little, and he was another laborer like me. The other room I would be sharing with Keith and Brian. They were brothers I'd met a couple times, close in age they were both journeyman electricians. My parents had sent down an inflatable mattress that I would be using in that room. Dave collected what he needed; some blueprints and tools, and we took off to meet the other guys at the contractor's main site.

When we got there Dave gave me an old orange vest. It was mesh with reflective strips down the front and sides, grimy it looked like it had been well worn. Dave explained that I had to wear it at all times while on the job. He put one of his own on and we set off to find our guys at a big metal box, it looked like the back end of a shipping truck but without the wheels. All of our material and tools were stored inside.

I said hey to the guys and Dave gave us all orders for the day. The other guys went off while Dave and I stayed to wait for a supply shipment. I could feel that Dave had something to talk about and I waited around, anxious to get to work already.

"Tommy, there's a few things we need to discuss. You're a good kid, and I'm glad you're down here to help out. We'll need all the help we can get to finish this part of the project on time." I smiled and nodded, eager for Dave's praise. His deep bass voice rumbled over me.

"But there are some things you should know. We're all away from home here, and the guys can get kind of wild. They don't have any family or girlfriends around to make them behave like they would at home. They're going to drink a lot, they're going to cuss and talk dirty and you haven't seen it yet but there are a ton of porn magazines back at the apartment." I wasn't really surprised. I'd been around construction workers my whole life and I had a pretty good idea of what he was talking about.

"You might see or hear some things that you probably shouldn't repeat to your parents. They trust me to run this job and I wouldn't do anything to betray that trust. But I also have to trust you not to go back telling every little detail of what goes on down here. Do you see what I'm saying?" I nodded at him.

"Good, I want us to have an understanding. You trust me and I'll trust you. If you do see or hear anything you think is weird or don't understand just come to me first, okay? You can tell me anything, kid."

I nodded again. "Don't worry Dave, I know what you're saying. And, Dave? I've never done this kind of work before or been away from home, so just tell me what to do and I'll do it. I don't want to look stupid in front of the guys."

"You got it, kid. Why don't you go over and get a soda. Get me one too. The truck with the supplies should be here any minute and I'm going to look at these plans." He gave me a couple ones and I headed over to the machine by the big trailer.

That first day passed in a blur. It was muggy and hot by mid-morning and I worked my ass off. The supply truck dropped off a stack of pipe. It was ten-foot long steel pipe, four inches wide. The fuckers were heavy and it was my job to load them into the trailer. About a dozen of them I had to load into the back of Dave's truck. Dave sat and chatted with the driver while I did all the work. They watched my progress, Dave smirking around an unlit cigar. I knew it was some kind of an initiation and I trudged through it.

My arms felt like spaghetti by the time I was done. We had a break and some food, then went to find the guys and drop off the pipe. I unloaded it for them and Donnie showed me what they were doing. The contractor had a backhoe digging a trench and the guys were laying the pipe. I jumped in to help and me and Donnie did most of the work while Dave and the two brothers went off to check something. It was really hard work getting the pipes lined up and level. I was sore all over by the time we finished the stretch.

Donnie was like a workhorse. He just powered through the job and I pushed myself to keep up with him. Before noon we'd taken our shirts off, putting the vests back on. I knew I was going to be really dark by the end of summer but with a crazy tan line, no shorts on the jobsite. Donnie was buff but had a little bit of a beer belly. He was definitely hot though. I couldn't help stealing glances at his hairy chest and stomach. His biceps were huge and he made manipulating the rigid pipe look easy. We were both sweating rivers and he started to smell, my deodorant wasn't doing much for me either. In the trench I could smell him getting riper and instead of being gross, it totally turned me on. He smelled good and it reminded me of sex. Luckily, the hard work kept me occupied and I never got a full boner.

By the time we were halfway done the guy on the backhoe had finished the trench and moved back to fill it in behind us. When we were done Donnie radioed Dave and we took a break while we waited for him to come and pick us up. I quickly found out that Donnie was raunchy and hilarious. I laughed my head off at his dirty pussy jokes.

Dave took us back to the manhole where he and the other two had been working. They were making connections to the line of bases where the tall lights would be mounted. Dave showed me how we'd be pulling wire on the next day to the line of bases on the other side of the manhole, where the pipe had already been laid. Donnie and I helped out however we could and the rest of the afternoon passed quickly.

Dave took us back to the site where the guys had left their cars and we followed them back to the apartment. We ordered a pizza and took turns taking showers. I went last and when I opened the closet door I found stacks of porn magazines. I'd never seen anything like them. There were all different kinds and I'd thought some of them were only jokes. Everything imaginable was displayed in these magazines. I was already naked so I took a couple and sat on the toilet to look at them.

There were pictures in one of them where these two hunky guys were fucking a blonde chick with the biggest tits I'd ever seen. The scene was hot and I tried to imagine what it would be like to be in her position: on my hands and knees with a guy fucking my ass and another in front of me, feeding me his cock. My dick had gotten rock hard and I started pulling on it while I looked at the rest of the pictures. One of the pictures showed the girl getting fucked by both of the guys. At first I thought they were both in her vagina but a close-up inset picture showed one of them was in her ass, the other in her cunt. The idea of getting fucked by two guys set me off and I leaned back to come all over my chest and stomach.

After I finished my shower I went out to find the pizza had arrived and I helped myself. The guys were sitting around the living room eating and drinking beer. Dave gave me one of the beers with a grunt and a look to remind me of our talk earlier. I nodded and took the beer. We all ate and watched tv. A little before eight I was yawning my head off and Dave said I should go to bed. I didn't argue and went to the second bedroom.

Keith followed me and helped me set up the inflatable mattress close to his bed. I could tell that he was pretty lit and I ended up getting the thing inflated more in spite of him than with his help. My bed was now right next to his but it left a little empty space in the middle of the room. I pulled off my pajamas and crawled into bed as Keith let himself out. I hadn't slept in anything for so long it felt weird to keep my underwear on but I thought it would be even weirder to sleep naked. I passed out before I'd even rolled all the way over onto my stomach.

Sometime later I woke up to a heavy weight on my back. "Russ..." I reached behind me to grope him. Realization struck at the feel of a soft cock and hairy belly. It came rushing back to me where I was and that Russ couldn't be here. I pulled my hand back quickly.

I heard a groan and felt the soft cock hardening against me. I smelled beer on the guy's breath and wondered who could be on top of me. Shit, I was holding my breath and hoping that whoever it was would forget I was even there.

"Who's Russ?" It came out as a beer-stenched whisper beside my ear. "You get a good feel of my dick, kid?" He started rutting against me, pressing his hard dick against my ass. "I'd never have guessed you're a queer, Tommy. Is Russ your boyfriend?" He said the last sentence in a slurring sing- song voice.

I tried to push him off me but he held me firm. I wasn't sure what to do so I said the first thing that came to mind, "I'm not a fucking fag. Get off me, dude." I bucked beneath him but I couldn't dislodge him. He started laughing softly, making his chest rumble against my back.

"Brian passed out on the couch. I forgot about your bed and I fell on top of you." He grabbed my arms and stretched them up above me, pinning my wrists with one of his hands. "Looks like I got lucky." He pushed his other hand into the middle of my back to hold me down as he leaned up. "No regular guy moans when a dude is on top of him and then reaches back for a feel of cock." He let go of my hands and turned me around onto my back.

It was Keith above me. He just had on a pair of old briefs. He knelt beside me and I could see his dick tenting out his underwear. "It's okay, kid. I already know, you may as well admit it. Shit, I'm drunk and I've let guys blow me before. Guys give good head. You want a taste, don't you?" He pulled the waistband of his briefs down below his balls. He had a big dick and I just stared at it.

"Come on, kid. I can see you want it. I won't tell no one, I promise." He stroked the length a few times while he waited to see what I'd do. "Unless you leave me hanging..." He thrust his cock toward me a few times. "Do it, man. Don't make me tell the guys." He was watching me and my cheeks were heating. He sat up on the edge of the bed and leaned back against the wall. His groin was displayed right at the edge of the bed.

His dick was so big and mean-looking. I'd thought Russ and I had big dicks but this was gigantic. God, I wanted a taste. Keith and his brother were both hot. Just five or six years older than me they were in really good shape. Keith was less hairy than his brother, with more padding around his middle. Brian was really hairy but had a better body than any guy I'd seen his age. I moved toward him, just a little.

"Come on, do it. Look, you're practically drooling. I can't believe you're a cocksucker." I was even closer now and he leaned up to grab my short hair and pull my mouth toward him. I caught a sniff of the musk of his balls and realized that my mouth really was watering. I took a second to think of Russ, but I didn't really care. He'd never find out, I was telling myself.

I gripped the big shaft at the base and licked from halfway up to the head. I stuck my tongue into the slit and frenched the tip of the big head. Keith's hand came up to the back of my head applying gentle pressure. "That's it, kid. Tastes good, huh?" I pulled off with a sudden thought.

"What if Brian wakes up and comes in here?" I still gripped his dick in one hand and barely stroked it.

"He's passed out. Shit, he drank half a case of beer. Don't worry, get back on it, Tommy."

"Okay, but you gotta keep it down or someone will hear you." I went back to the big head where he'd started leaking. I took in the head and part of the shaft. I used my other hand to free my own straining cock. He brought his hand back to my head. I took in several more inches and was running my tongue all over the underside. I pressed it and flicked against his trigger where the head met the shaft. He moaned and the pressure at the back of my head grew greater.

I was just wondering if I could deep throat him. He was big and stretched my lips tight so I was having doubts, but God, I wanted him in my throat. I let him guide me down and when the head pressed against the opening at the back of my tongue I fought my gag reflex and forced the head in. Russ' dick barely went past the opening but I still had about four inches to claim on Keith's dick.

I swallowed against the head then forced the rest of the monster in. I pulled back after reaching the base, then quickly sucked the whole thing back in. Keith moaned and was rubbing his fingertips against my scalp. His cock tasted really good, different from the one dick I knew so well. And the added size thrilled me. I went crazy pumping my face up and down the shaft. I looked up to find Keith's dazed eyes.

"Fuck, kid, you know how to make a man feel good. Keep it up and you're gonna get my load." I attacked his dick with even more enthusiasm. I held my breath and took him deep, swallowing the length I had buried in my throat for long minutes. "Fuckin cocksucker!" It was barely audible but I took it as a compliment and went back to fucking my mouth on his dick. Ten strokes in and he was coming. I pulled back to catch some of it in my mouth and groaned at the taste.

I'd been pumping my own dick from the start and when he shot off I came hard. I swallowed all of his considerable load, then I licked and cleaned him before releasing his cock. I sat back and rubbed my come-drenched hand against my sheets.

"Thanks, kid. That was awesome. Best blow-job I've had in a long time." He laid down and turned his back to me. I followed suit and heard him whisper a soft "Goodnight, kid." Then I passed out again.

I woke up tired and sore the next morning. I heard someone's alarm going off and rolled over. I groaned at the ache in my shoulders and back. Brian was back in his bed and Keith was passed out in his. I looked at him and I couldn't believe I'd sucked his cock the night before. He looked good and I almost wished I could do it again. I wondered what that horse cock of his would feel like in my ass.

Keith rolled over and reached to turn off the alarm. He had a morning hard-on and I stood for a moment admiring the length tenting his briefs. I started when I realized what I was doing and turned to dig through my duffel bag for clothes. I got dressed and left the room before he'd even rolled out of bed to wake his brother.

I found Dave in the kitchen making coffee. He pulled a mug out of the cabinet and I recognized it as one my mom had bought at a yard sale a long time ago. I took the coffee gratefully and sipped at it.

"You ready for another day, Tommy. Bet you're sore today." He gave me a teasing kind of smile and I groaned in acknowledgement. He handed me a granola bar and I unwrapped it to wolf it down.

"I'm pretty sore, but not too bad. Kind of like I hit the gym really hard. I'm ready to pull some wire, though."

"Good kid." Dave chuckled and went to make sure the others were up and getting ready. We all piled into Dave's truck and headed out to our trailer. We loaded six reels of heavy wire onto a small flat trailer with wood floorboards. We drove to the site where we'd been the day before and set up the reels on metal stands we screwed to the floor. We marked the wire with various color spray paints and I pulled a length off each reel to bundle together. Dave formed them into a lead and tied them to a guide wire Donnie had blown through the pipes from the base of the first light.

Brian and Keith went to work elsewhere while we ran the wire. Dave guided the wire I pulled off the reels into the pipe while Donnie worked a "tugger" on the other end to draw the wires out. Dave had a big bucket of goo that he kept slopping over the wires, essentially lubing them. We got a few runs done and I was thanking God for lunch time. Pulling the wires off the reels was a lot harder than I thought and my arms ached.

Brian and Keith pulled up in Dave's truck. Brian volunteered to get us subs from a place he knew nearby. He told me to hop in. I looked to Dave and he nodded, Keith went to take over the job of pulling for me. I jumped into the cab and we took off. Brian merged into the traffic of the highway and we pulled off at the next exit.

"Oh man, I'm starving. The granola bar this morning ain't cutting it." All of us had stripped off our shirts and were wearing jus the sheer, mesh vests. I couldn't help admiring Brian's hairy abs and his big arm resting casually over the top of the steering wheel.

"I hear you got a secret, kid. Wanna tell me if it's true? You like cock?" His gaze was piercing and I looked away, blushing.

"I... I don't know. I don't know what you're talking about." I met his eyes trying to show confidence.

"Me and Keith don't keep secrets from each other, especially when it comes to pussy. It's okay, Tommy. I don't mind if you're a fag, I want head as bad as the next guy. My girl's back home and I'm down here all alone. I need some relief." He was rubbing his crotch with his free hand as he pulled onto a deserted country road.

"I'll keep look out. Get to work, we don't have much time, man." He was opening his pants and glancing around. He hauled out his half hard dick and waved it at me. I knew I couldn't argue, I felt like I had no choice. And most of all, I wanted it. He was big like his brother and the smell of his crotch sweat made my mouth water. I scooted closer over the bench seat.

"That's it, kid. Keith said you have a mouth like a professional. I couldn't wait until tonight." He used one hand to drag my head down while he used the other to hold his dick straight up. I went at it with a vengeance. Part of me wanted to prove Keith right, another part of me wanted to please this guy. I was glad for the practice with his brother because he forced me to take the whole big cock without any warm up.

"Shit, yeah. That's good. Keith says you have a boyfriend back home. You take it up the ass, too?" Of course I couldn't answer with his dick in my throat. He moaned and I pulled up to just the head where I lathered it with attention.

"Make me come, dude. You have three minutes." I pulled all the stops. Shit, the last thing I wanted was to have to explain to Dave what took so long. I swallowed him whole, over and over. I ran a few fingers into the fly of his jeans to massage his balls, then behind them to press hard on his taint. He shot a geyser down my throat. I didn't take the time to savor his load, I just pulled off with my jaw aching and panting for breath.

"Fuck, that was nice." He stuffed his rubbery cock back into his pants. "We better go get those subs now, huh?" He smiled at me and I thought maybe this wasn't the worst thing ever.

We made it back in plenty of time and we all ate. The spicy Italian sub cleared the taste of come from my mouth and the rest of the day passed much like the morning. I was exhausted by the time we got home. Dave made us all spaghetti and I devoured my portion, hungrier than I'd realized. I was the last one in the shower but I didn't bother with the magazines this time.

Coming out, I ran into Brian. He must have been waiting for me. "You turn in early. Keith will come in first and I'll give you guys an hour before I have my turn." He went into the bathroom and shut the door before I could reply, let alone process what he'd said. I'd already planned to turn in early because I was too tired not to.

I stayed up a token half hour then said goodnight. I crawled into my bed and laid there thinking about Russ and the brothers. Life had gotten complicated all of a sudden. Not even fifteen minutes later Keith came in the dark room. I watched him undress, savoring the view of his muscles playing beneath his skin in the half light. His eyes had adjusted and he found me watching him.

"Good, you're still awake. You like watching me?" He pulled down his briefs and his big dick reared up. "Sorry about Brian, I had to tell him. He won't tell anybody, Tommy. I swear. He told me what happened. I have to admit that we kind of planned that whole lunch run thing." He laid back on his bed and rolled onto his side so he could see me lying on the floor.

"Brian told me something else too. He said you like to get fucked?" I was stunned, but I guess I shouldn't have been.

"Only my boyfriend fucks me." I whispered the words because I felt embarrassed at the admission.

"I thought all gay guys liked to take it up the ass? Come lay up here with me, man. We got plenty of time. Come on."

I laid down beside him when he scooted over to the wall. There wasn't much room and our sides were pressed together. He pulled one of my hands to put it over his hardness. I grasped it and slowly pumped its length.

"So, you don't like getting fucked? I've never done that with a guy. Brian has done it a couple times and he said fags, er, gay guys have asses like cunts. That you all love it, and beg for it. Was he lying to make me look stupid?"

"Nah, Keith. I guess he wasn't lying. I do like it, but... Well, I let my boyfriend fuck me bareback and we are... were monogamous. If I let you fuck me, I'll have to tell him. It wouldn't be safe. Not that I think you or Brian have any diseases, but I can't lie to him."

"And you guys are pretty serious?" I nodded, still slowly pumping his dick. "What if I wear a condom? Would you take it then?" I considered this. It would be pretty safe, maybe Russ wouldn't have to know. I surely wanted to feel that huge cock stretching me out.

"You got condoms?" He reached up to the dresser above his bed and pulled out a box and a bottle. "You got lube, too?"

"Brian walked down to the convenience store and got some for both of us. He says that he knows about fucking guys. You want to do it? I'm really curious. Brian told me it's almost better than real pussy because guys like to get pounded and can take whatever you give them. Was he lying?"

Fuck, where was the confident guy who'd made me suck his cock the night before? "You've got a big dick so you're going to have to go easy at first. Let me get used to it, then you can pound on me." I opened one of the condom packs and unrolled it over his cock. I squirted some lube onto my fingers and set the bottle down. "Gotta get myself ready. Give me minute," I explained as I reached back and lubed my hole. I stuffed two fingers in and reached my other hand over to play with his nipples.

"Shit, that feels good. You ready yet?" He was stroking himself and I shook my head as I pushed another finger in and slowly spread them.

"Almost. How you want to do this?" He looked at me and smiled before he said. "There's more than one way? I thought it was doggie-style."

"You want me on hands and knees? We could do it in any position, but for that you'll have to get up." He patted my stomach and rolled over me, his dick dragging over my abs. I pulled the fingers out of my ass and picked up the lube to stroke some over his cock. I rolled over onto my hands and knees. He got on the bed behind me and positioned himself.

"Easy, remember." He pushed against my hole and slowly the big head slipped in. I grunted at the pain of his entry. God, he felt huge. "Give me some more." He thrust a couple of inches in and I slowly lowered my chest to the bed as I pushed back onto him. I could tell I had most of him inside me just before he reached the bottom of my ass. He was pushing against something and it felt uncomfortable, making me ache inside. I pushed a hand back against his hip to stop him. He must have felt it too because he started to pull out and thrust shallowly back into me.

As I opened up to him my hole relaxed more and more. Before too long he was giving it to me pretty hard and the bed started shaking. The metal frame was squealing and we both froze. I had just been getting into it.

"This isn't going to work. Let's move to my bed." He pulled out and got off the bed. I laid back on my bed and raised my knees to my chest. "Come on, dude. Put it back in me." He knelt down and aimed his cock, pushing in a little deeper. It still ached at the bottom of my ass but I felt a little less tense there and I thought maybe I could take his whole dick.

"Push in, hard." He was over me in a push-up position and I felt him bearing his weight down. I let my legs go to rest on his shoulders and reached back to my ass. I pulled my cheeks wide and pushed my inner muscles against him. I moaned really low as his cock breached some inner portal I hadn't even known about. God, it fucking hurt and felt really good at the same time. He left it there for awhile, just throbbing. I pulled my hands off my ass and brought them to his hips, urging him to move.

Using shallow thrusts that barely moved his cock in and out of me he started cursing under his breath. I couldn't believe the feelings in my ass. It was more intense than anything I'd ever felt. He pulled back until just the head was locked inside me and thrust all the way home, hard. I cried out and had to bite my lip to keep from screaming. He put one hand over my mouth while he long-dicked me.

It only took a dozen of those long, deep thrusts and I was coming all over myself, crying out into his hand. The clenching in my ass must have set him off because I could feel his hips jittering and his cock throbbing hard inside me. He pulled out and rolled over. I let my legs down and panted, trying to get some air back in my lungs.

The door opened, startling us both, and Brian stepped in and shut the door quickly behind him. He looked us over and grinned. "Perfect timing, huh?" He cupped his crotch and looked down at me. "You ready for some more?"

"Ugh," I grunted and tried to sit up. "Give me a minute man." I stripped off Keith's condom and threw it in the trash near the top of my mattress. "He's big, I just need a second. My ass is on fire."

"Okay, man." He pulled his sweats off, he wasn't wearing any underwear, and his half hard dick fell out. "I been thinking about getting into your tight little cunt all day." His words shocked me and turned me on. I felt blood pooling in my dick. He jacked himself up to a full erection and grabbed a condom to put on.

"Get off the floor, dumbass. It's my turn to test drive his pussy." Keith grunted and climbed up into his bed. I was staring at Brian jacking his latex covered dick.

"You're both hung. I didn't know they made them that big." My dick had filled up to almost hard as Brian knelt down in front of me.

"Roll over, kid. Let me see what I'm getting into." I did as he said, picking up the lube to pass over my shoulder to him. He poured some over the condom and smoothed it along the shaft. He thrust a couple of fingers in me, making me catch my breath at the abrupt intrusion.

"Mmh. He got you all ready for me. You ready to get fucked?" He pushed the head against my hole, barely penetrating me. "Tell me you want it, kid."

"I want it." I really wanted it but I wasn't going to beg for it. He added just a little more pressure, barely stretching. I was trying to stay relaxed but all my ass wanted to do was clench tight.

"Tell me you want my cock, kid. I wanna hear you beg for me to fuck your cunt." I'd had enough and I thrust my hips back. I easily took half his cock and we both grunted at the intense sensations. "Fuckin bitch." He slammed the rest of his dick into me, breaching my ass utterly. It felt like he went even deeper than his brother had.

"You want it, I'll give it to you." He'd leaned over to grunt his words into my ear, letting his dick throb inside me. He straightened then pulled his dick out all the way and punched it back in. I dropped my chest to the mattress and buried my face in the pillow to muffle my scream. He repeated the action again and again. It hurt, to be sure it fuckin hurt, but it felt like I was being taken, raped almost, and I was getting off on it. I started thrusting back to meet each thrust.

"Knew you'd like that." He stopped pulling all the way out and set up a deep, driving rhythm. "Giving you the Farrell brothers' special... Ten inches of hot meat." He reached down and twined his fingers in the barely-long-enough hair at the back of my head. He pulled my chest up and used his grip to fuck me harder. "Take it, bitch." My dick had wilted a bit at the rough fucking but it came back to life now, it was starting to feel incredible.

Brian liked to talk dirty and kept up a constant litany just under his breath. "Yeah, squeeze my big cock... You got a cunt like heaven, kid... This is how you fuck a guy's pussy, bro." I looked over my shoulder to see that Keith was watching us and stroking his reawakened dick.

Brian started hammering his dick into me and I couldn't keep meeting his thrusts. I finally had to give up and just let him use me. I'd pretty much adjusted to his big dick and I was moaning for more, writhing on his cock. He used the weight of his body to press me down onto the mattress and hammered into me. The new angle had me crying out as he roughly plunged against my prostate.

I started coming and he rode me hard through my climax. It was unlike anything I'd ever experienced, the come jetting out of me. He wasn't far behind and I felt him coming into the condom as he draped over my boneless body, rutting inside me. He was gasping for air as he pulled his dick out of me and rolled over on his back next to me. Once he'd caught his breath he climbed over and up onto his own bed.

"Go ahead, bro. He can take some more." I rolled over and looked up to see him watching Keith pull on his big dick. "Sloppy thirds, man. Do it, he's cock-hungry." I didn't think I was up for it but Keith was looking at me and I nodded. He found the condoms and opened one to roll it over his dick.

"You sure you want this, Tommy?" He whispered his question to me, over the side of the bed. Brian snorted, sounding disgusted. "Yeah, he wants it. He's in fag heaven right now. Two guys with big dicks, of course he wants to get his pussy fucked some more." Brian rolled off the bed and stood in front of my mattress.

"Come on, Keith. We'll make this even better for him. Get back on your knees, kid." Brian's cock was getting hard again. Keith stood up at the bottom of my mattress. I thought of backing out but I knew what was going to happen and I thought back to that magazine, with the chick getting spit- roasted by the two guys, and how hot I'd thought it was. I rolled over and pushed up onto my hands and knees.

Brian knelt in front of me and shoved his thumb into my mouth, making me open wide. He slid the head of his dick in. I could taste his come and the latex from the condom he'd worn while he fucked me. He cupped his hand at the back of my head and slowly sank his dick in my mouth and on into my throat.

I felt Keith move into position behind me. "His asshole looks all swollen." Brian pulled out and leaned over me to have a look. "He's fine. That's what a well-used pussy looks like, bro. Go ahead." I could feel Brian guiding his brother's cock to me. The idea of Brian touching his brother like that made me hot and my dick started to fill up again.

Keith eased his cock into me, Brian stayed to watch the penetration, and I moaned as the last few inches sank into me. Brian straightened up and fed me his cock again. For a second they were both in me, to the base, and I trembled with anticipation at being between them.

I had to concentrate as Brian plunged his dick in and out of my throat, but I couldn't ignore the sensations from my ass as Keith took me hard. Keith must have gotten some ideas from watching his brother because he was really nailing me with fast, deep thrusts. All conscious thought dropped away as I could only focus on the two dicks riding me. I heard Brian muttering and moaning above me but I couldn't even begin to pay attention to his words, besides I had a pretty good idea what he was saying.

It felt like it went on for hours, although it couldn't have been more than twenty minutes. They were gripping each other's right hand above me and using the hold to rock inside me. I was doing everything I could think of to make them feel good. I was swallowing against Brian's dick when he bottomed out, running my tongue over it constantly. I was squeezing Keith's cock each time he plunged in and rotating my ass against him.

I'd never felt anything like servicing these two studs. I gladly took everything they gave me. Without realizing it was going to happen, my own dick erupted beneath me. My hole spasmed around Keith's dick and I could feel him coming inside me. His thrusts became erratic as he unloaded, then pulled out to climb back onto his bed. Brian ripped his dick out of my mouth. He grabbed my hair in his fist and stroked his cock with his other hand and came all over my face, groaning out his lust.

I licked my lips and collapsed onto the mattress when he let go of my hair. I lay there panting for awhile. Brian climbed into bed and rolled over, turning his back to us. Keith let one hand flop down beside me. He patted me on the head a couple times and whispered, "Thanks, kid." I heard his breathing settle into a soft snore and I passed out myself.

The next morning I woke before the brothers and went out to the bathroom. I scrubbed the remnants of Brian's come off my face and chest. Next, I did the same to my lube-sticky ass. I went to get dressed and returned to find Dave in the kitchen making coffee. I gladly accepted the cup he offered and leaned against the counter. My ass was sore and I ached on the inside. But the sex had been so good, I didn't regret a minute of it.

We all left the apartment and headed to the job site. I spent the whole day with Donnie and Dave while Keith and Brian went to another part of the job. We made easy work of the wire pulls, especially since I'd gotten the hang of pulling the wire from the reels.

I couldn't help but admire the men while they worked. Donnie looked so butch and hot. Dave looked more like a model. I hadn't ever noticed how buff and cut the man was. I observed him from the corner of my eye while he worked, rendering him naked in my imagination through the mesh safety vest and his jeans. He was real dark from the sun and his skin glistened with sweat. I'd never considered him in a sexual way, thinking of him as one of my parents' friends. Now, I took the opportunity to admire what a fine looking man he was.

The day passed quickly, the only disruption coming at lunch time. Donnie had walked down the side of the highway to call his girlfriend after we'd finished our sandwiches. Even from a hundred feet away we could hear him yelling. They were obviously arguing. When I looked at Dave he just gave me a half-smile and shrugged.

Back at the apartment we all settled down to our dinners of take-out Chinese and relaxed in front of the tv. I was nervous about what was going to happen and weighed my options while the others took their turns in the shower. As usual I got mine last.

When I came out of the bathroom the guys were sprawled around the living room except for Brian. I sat on the floor with my back to the couch. I could tell that Keith was practically staring at me so I finally looked up to catch his eye.

"Brian was real tired, so he turned in early." I knew what he was trying to tell me and I figured pretty quick that I was up for it, although a little worried at being alone with Brian.

"I'm pretty sacked too. Think I'll head to bed. Goodnight, guys." They each mumbled a goodnight and I headed to the room, Keith watching me. I opened the door to find Brian naked, laying on my mattress.

"Took you fuckin long enough. I almost had to jack off." I quickly closed the door behind me and walked into the room. "Come and get it wet for me, then I'll fuck you. Been thinking about that tight pussy all day, man." I stripped off my sweats and t-shirt as he talked. I crawled up between his legs and took his big cock from him. I fisted it slowly then brought the head to my lips.

Brian sighed and slipped his hand around the back of my head as I let him slip into my mouth. He tasted really good and pretty soon I was trying to swallow him. It didn't take long to get my throat open and I finally had my nose buried in his crisp pubic hair. He gasped and thrust with his hips, holding me on his cock. When I pulled up for air he sat up and pushed at my shoulders, making his dick literally pop from my mouth.

"Shit, that feels good but I wanna fuck you." He got up on his knees. "You want to take it like a bitch again?" He pulled a condom off the table and rolled it slowly down the hard length of his cock. "Or you want it on your back? That was hot, watching my brother do you yesterday. But he told me today that he fucked you like a girl, too." He grabbed the lube and tossed it to me. I caught it and held it up.

"Get your cunt wet." I knew he was bullying me, but I was kind of getting off on it. I laid on my back in front of him, pulling my legs up and back. I opened the lube and drizzled some on my fingers. I rubbed all over the outside of my hungry hole, then poured more lube over my fingers to insert two inside. I groaned and rode my own fingers for a minute then added another.

"Yeah, kid. That's hot, watching you finger yourself. Getting ready for me. You like my big cock, huh. Tell me you want it." I knew where this was going and I didn't respond, other than spreading my fingers and twisting them.

"You're getting yourself all worked up. Say it, kid. Say you want my big dick in your pussy."

"Nah." I pulled my dick up from my stomach with my other hand and stroked it. "Tell me you want my ass. Maybe I'll let you fuck me... Oh shit, this feels good." I was really working myself, thrusting and twisting my fingers, so I added a fourth. "Don't need you to get off." I started stroking faster.

Shit, I couldn't believe I was laying there with half my hand shoved up my ass playing with this guy. I had no idea what Brian would do but I was excited to find out. And I was sick of putting up with his shit. No way was he going to put his dick away and go to bed, so I figured I had the upper hand.

"Fuckin cocktease." Hi hissed his words at me and climbed forward on his knees. He grabbed my ankles and held them in the air. "Put it in, slut. I'll make you beg." I pulled my fingers free and grabbed his dick, lining it up with my ass.

He shoved in hard, more than halfway before he hit my second opening and found the way blocked. He scooted forward on his knees to get a better position and applied pressure. I moaned and slowly my ass opened to him. He sank into me, making me ache. When he hit bottom I shuddered through the length of my body.

"Fuck, that's tight!" He pulled back a just a bit and thrust back in.

"Ungh shit, I'm so full. Give me a second, take it easy."

He pulled my legs up higher, rolling my ass up. The new angle made it easier for him and he took advantage by pulling out until just the head stretched my ring. Slowly he sank back in.

"Nice and easy, kid." He was giving me those deep, steady slides and my ass started to melt. I felt myself opening up to accept his enormous cock. He locked both of my ankles in one hand and reached down to hold the base of his shaft. He pulled all the way out and plunged back into me. He repeated the action a half dozen times, making me exhale harshly with each one.

He shouldered my legs as he moved into a push-up position over me. He thrust hard, moving only a couple of inches. He varied his angle and depth with each motion, making me writhe. His dick rubbed over my sweet spot and I moaned and thrust back at him. He chuckled as he pushed gently into me right on target.

"Say it, kid." He kept pushing his dick into me in just the right way. I was moaning and gripping his ass to pull him in deep.

"Fuck me." He was using that gentle, rocking motion to drive me crazy. Suddenly he changed his position and angle, breaking the wave that had been ready to crest inside me.

"Oh man, come on. Fuck me."

"Say it all, kid. Tell me what I want to hear and I'll fuck you good. Teach you to mess with me when I'm ready to fuck." He held still and looked down at me expectantly.

"Fuck my pussy, Brian. Give me all that big cock, hard and deep. Want you to wreck my cunt. Fuckin rape me."

I'd barely gotten the last word out before he started giving me what I'd asked for. He never did bother to find my sweet spot again, but he fucked me like a pro. He raised up on his hands and toes, driving his hips down to thud against my ass. His big, hairy balls were bouncing off me with each plunge. He had me bent in half, my ass pointing straight up so he could plunge down into me.

He rode me hard and rough, I loved it. I was trying to thrust up at him, but I could barely move. I was whimpering and I shoved my fist in my mouth to keep from screaming. My ass started spasming around him and I was coming. He fucked me right through it, making me come harder until I was sobbing. His thrusting became erratic and he collapsed on top of me as he hit his climax. His body jerked above me, his hairy belly rubbing the backs of my thighs.

He rolled over and his semi-hard dick pulled out of my ass, hurting. I slowly let my legs down and we both rested, panting. My heart was still racing. I reached down to my ass, unbelieving I'd gotten fucked so hard, and ran my fingers over my swollen, lube-slimed hole to check for damage. My ass was loose and throbbing, I felt echoes of his dick still inside me.

"That's the way, kid. Fuck! You're a good lay. Never seen a guy come just from being on my dick like that. You're made to be fucked." He pulled the condom off and slowly made his way to his bed and climbed up into it. He rolled over and fell asleep.

I laid back, thinking about Brian and what he'd said. Just how many guys had he fucked? And did I enjoy getting fucked more than was normal? Russ had never come while I fucked him unless one of us was touching his dick too, although he seemed to enjoy it. Yet I couldn't help but wonder that I ended up on the bottom way more than he did. I was thinking about how I wished I had someone to talk to about all this when the door cracked open and Keith came in.

"Ah, Keith. I'm fucked out man. You want some head?" Really, I didn't feel up to even a quick blow-job but I didn't want to leave the guy hanging. And I liked Keith more, on a personal level, than his brother; even if I couldn't deny that Brian had more sex appeal for me. The man had just fucked me like no other.

Keith kicked off his sweats and sat on his bed, facing me. His big dick was already hard and I climbed up onto my knees between his legs. We didn't exchange a word as I pulled the sticky head of his dick into my mouth and got it wet. I took my time working my way down his shaft. Despite myself I started to get into it and my dick got hard. He smelled so good and I pulled off his dick to mouth his balls. They were really loose and I managed to stuff both into my mouth. I pulled them from his body and moaned as I sucked at them.

Fuck I was starting to get turned on all over and my tender ass was starting to feel the itch. I thought to myself, what could it hurt? I let his balls go and looked up the length of his cock to meet his eyes. I whispered to him, "I know I said I didn't want to but... Well, you taste so good, you got me all hot. Would you, I mean, I want you to fuck me."

Keith nodded down at me and stood up. I laid the upper half of my body over the bed and stuck my ass up in the air. He searched for the lube and found it on the mattress but I stopped him, telling him, "I'm plenty lubed up already." He squatted down behind me and shoved his dick into me without ceremony. I groaned as he stretched me wide open, going deep.

His cock felt so hot squishing around my insides, in the lube left from his brother's fuck. Suddenly I realized that he didn't have a condom on but it felt so good I didn't want to stop. My conscience caught up with me as he started to pound into me. I reached back and put a hand on his hips, gripping it and making him stop. I looked over my shoulder at him to say, "Wait, Keith. You forgot the condom."

"Ah, man. Come on. You feel so fuckin good. I'll pull out before I come, I swear." He hadn't even finished speaking before he started fucking me again. I tried to hold him off even though both of us knew I wanted his cock any way I could get it. He took my hand and twisted my arm up, holding it against my back as he hammered his dick into me.

I can't lie, I loved the feeling of his huge cock raw inside me. My dick and ass took over my brain and I let myself believe what he'd promised me. I ground back into him as he delivered each blow, punching his dick deep into me. I moaned and whimpered with each gasp, urging him to fuck me harder. I'm amazed that he lasted as long as he did before I felt him dump a ton of come into me. The sudden heat and force of his squirting semen sent me over the edge and I milked his cock dry as I came and came.

Keith pulled his dick out in one long slide and pulled me up into the small bed with him. He rested his big bicep under my head, whispering `thanks', and pulled my body tight to his. I fell asleep almost instantly.

As usual I woke up well before the brothers. My mind was whirling with thoughts of what I'd done the night before. I made my way to the bathroom, thinking of all the consequences of what had happened with Keith. I knew I'd have to tell Russ, it was the responsible thing to do. I couldn't even imagine what his reaction might be. I pissed and cleaned the lube and come from my ass, then brushed my teeth, trying to come up with some way out of the situation.

I went looking for some coffee, only paying attention to the jumbled thoughts and half- formed plans in my mind. I didn't even notice that Dave was sitting at the kitchen table as I poured myself a cup. He cleared his throat behind me and I whirled around, startled.

Dave gave me a big smile before greeting me, "Good morning, kid. You sleep good?" I was having a hard time gauging his expression. It was like he was in on a personal joke and I was the punch line.

"Yeah, Dave. I slept really well. How about you? This coffee is awesome." I saluted my cup to him.

"Not bad, most of the night. Donnie got a call from his old lady, though, around two this morning. They were yelling and screaming at each other. I'm surprised it didn't wake you up. He had to take off, he probably won't be back before the weekend so it'll just be the four of us."

"Sucks to be him."

"Yeah, well... that's the way it goes. He needs to get rid of that bitch but he's had some bad luck with women. I think he feels like he's gotta stick with this one `cause she puts up with his shit. Anyway, that means you'll go out with me today to finish up the last pull on that section of lights. You think we can handle it by ourselves?"

"Hell yeah." I wanted to impress Dave and show him that I could work as hard as any guy.

"All right, Tommy. Go wake up the boys and we'll get moving. They must be exhausted, they're usually up before the alarm. Maybe they're staying up too late." He gave me a wink and got up to put some bagels in the toaster. I went to wake the guys feeling a little uneasy.

We left the apartment about ten minutes later, each of us with a bagel in hand. It was already turning hot and we stripped off our shirts before we even left our trailer. We dropped the brothers off with their tools and some supplies and went to where we'd been the day before. I got everything set up with the wire at the edge of the man hole and Dave drove down to set up the tugger.

When we were ready to start Dave called me on our little radios and told me he'd start pulling on the guide-wire in a minute. I pulled off a couple dozen feet of wire and dipped into the big bucket of `lube' to get the wires really slick. It was hard work. We had to stop every five minutes so I could climb into the manhole and lube the wires, then climb out to pull some more slack and guide it into the pipe. We finished just before lunch and I was exhausted.

Dave came back to cut the wires while I reeled them back up and cleaned everything up. We broke for lunch, eating some sandwiches we'd picked up on the way. I drank about a gallon of water and laid back in the grass alongside the highway. Dave joined me for a little while before saying, "Better get back to work. I'm going down, you stay and relax a bit."

I could hear him whistling to himself in the hole while I zoned out and watched the clouds. Pretty soon he called up to me and I ran to the opening. He needed some more red tape and I went to find it. When I brought it back he suggested I climb down and he'd show me what he was working on.

I scrambled into the manhole and leaned back against one side. There wasn't much room but we both fit without bumping into each other. Dave worked and explained what needed to be done while I watched. It was much cooler underground. The air was a little damp but it felt great, cooling off my body. I helped Dave as much as I could with my limited knowledge and a comfortable silence settled over us.

I was still muddling over what I'd say to Russ and how he'd react when Dave broke the quite, making me start, "So, Tommy, everything going okay?"

"Yeah, Dave. It isn't nearly as bad as I thought. And I like working outside. It's been pretty nice. Why? You think I'm doing a good job?"

"Kid, I think you could work circles around us old guys, you're doing great and I'll be sure to tell your parents. I'm more worried about how you're getting along with Brian and Keith." He was focused on the work before him but glanced back to look at me before continuing, "I couldn't fall asleep last night so I got up to get some milk. I heard some funny noises coming from your room so I stood by the door to listen. Unless you were having a really vivid dream, I think one of the guys was fucking you."

I turned bright red and buried my face in my hands. Dave was like my dad and I was mortified that I'd been caught by him. I wondered what he'd heard, if he'd heard me begging Keith to fuck me. I started sobbing; it felt like the end of the world.

Dave grabbed me and pulled me into his strong arms, holding me tight. I couldn't help but notice how good he smelled, the fresh sweat on his body musky and spicy, even in the midst of the most painful moment of my life. He rubbed a hand over my back, soothing me for a moment before holding me at arm's length.

"It'll be okay, Tommy. You don't have to be afraid. I'm going to kill those motherfuckers. You won't ever have to do anything you don't want to again. They'll never even get near you, I promise. Just relax and take a breath." At first I couldn't understand what he was saying then it dawned on me that Dave thought I'd been raped or coerced. I was tempted for just a second to let Dave think so but I wasn't the one being taken advantage of; even though sometimes it made me feel better to think so.

"Fuck, Dave, that's not what happened." I wiped the snot off my nose and upper lip with my forearm. "I'm gay. I've just looked up to you since I was a kid and I can't believe you found out like this." I took a step back to put some distance between us. "Look, I'm sorry I'm acting like such a fucking sissy. You just took me by surprise. Me and my friend Russ, you know him – my best friend, we're boyfriends. We have been for a couple of years."

"Then what the fuck is going on with Brian or Keith? Are you fucking around with both of them?" He looked pissed and I felt even more mortified.

"It happened by accident. Shit, man, I didn't mean to cheat on Russ." I looked down at my feet, too embarrassed to meet his eyes. "Yeah, they're both fucking me," I whispered. "But it's not their faults." I looked back up at him, determined to be a man about this. "I love getting fucked, Dave. And they do it for me. They're a couple of hot construction workers and we're sharing that little room. Of course I want to service them if they'll let me."

"Fuck, Tommy! I don't even know what to say. On one hand I want to kick your ass, and theirs. On the other hand... You know, when I went to your swimming competitions I always admired you. You're a hot little jock. I used to fuck around with guys when I was younger, before I got married. I guess that makes me bisexual. And I would get so hard when I saw you in that tiny little swimsuit. Maybe I'm so fucking pissed off right now because you're messing around with them and not me. Maybe I'm jealous, Tommy." His voice had gone husky.

Suddenly the tension between us changed and my dick started to get hard. This guy I'd known for most of my life and had a crush on for years was coming onto me. This was one of my wet dreams actually coming true. He stepped closer, leaving me backed into the brick wall, and ran a hand up my stomach. He pulled the small Velcro tab of my orange vest and it hung open. He pushed it off my shoulders and it fell to the ground.

Dave ran the back of his knuckles over my cheek and spoke in a thick, rusty voice, "I thought it was a phase I'd grown out of, fucking guys. I love my wife and I've never looked at another woman, or guy. Not until a couple years ago when you started to turn into a man. All these thoughts about getting you to suck my cock or bend over for me started popping into my head. I watched that hot little ass of yours, so round and muscular, and I'd get a boner I couldn't believe. Fuck, you weren't even seventeen and I was afraid I was turning into some kind of pervert."

I took his hand and held it as I reached up with my other hand to undo his vest and push it off. I looked straight into his eyes as I rubbed over his thick chest, flicking his hard nipples. He shuddered and I finally spoke, "You're no perv, Dave. You're not even that much older than me. I've been hot for you since my dick could get hard." I pulled our entwined hands to my crotch to show him just how hard I was. He smirked at me and leered, pushing our hands against my dick.

I dropped to my knees and unbuttoned his pants while holding eye contact. I pushed his jeans and boxers down to bunch up over his boots and his dick swung out at me. It was big and thick, a dark brown with a big purple head. He wasn't as massive as Brian and Keith but it was thicker and had to be eight or nine inches. I wrapped my hand around the base and my fingers could barely stretch around his hard meat.

I opened my mouth wide, saliva flooding into my mouth, and took the head. His cock filled my mouth and pressed my tongue down to lie flat. He tasted a little ripe and so fucking good. A bit of pre-come started to leak out and I drew back to lap at the big pee-hole. When I sucked him back in he put his hands in my hair, just holding my head. I slowly eased more into my mouth until he reached my throat. I stopped there and rubbed my tongue around the underside of his big dick.

My jaws felt stretched wide as Dave whimpered and started talking, "That's it Tommy. Suck my cock. Fuck, I haven't gotten head like this in forever. Swallow it, that's it. Take me deep." He was gently applying pressure to the back of my head and I pushed, forcing the big crown into my throat where I swallowed around him.

He tipped his head back and sighed, letting all the air out of his lungs. I let his cock stretch my throat some more then I started going down on him hard, deep throating him on every stroke. In less than a minute his body tensed up and he dug his fingers into my scalp. "Oh shit, Tommy, I'm going to come. Take my load, baby. Eat my come." The first spurts landed on my tongue before I took him deep and the rest shot down my throat as I swallowed convulsively around his cock.

When he was completely spent I licked his cock clean and stood up waiting for his reaction. Dave opened his eyes and pulled me to him. I was shocked to the core when he pressed his thick lips to mine and shoved his tongue into my mouth. I returned the kiss just as aggressively and humped my crotch against his thigh.

Dave spun me around by the shoulders and pulled my body up against his. He ripped my jeans open and hauled out my cock, handling it with his big calloused hands. He licked into my ear as he spoke, "I could taste my come in your mouth. Mmmm. Tasted good, kid. You're gonna sleep in my room tonight." I came as he roughly pumped my dick, the thought of sleeping with him making my orgasm fiercer.

There was come all over the brick wall as Dave stepped back and stooped to pull up his jeans and underwear. He picked up our vests and put his on while I tucked my dick away. He smiled at me when I turned around to take my vest from him.

"I hope your other boyfriends don't mind, Tommy, but tonight that ass is all mine. You up for that?"

"Dave, I could get up for that right now." We both chuckled as he slapped my ass and climbed out of the manhole. I shook my head, still shocked at what had just happened, and followed him out.

The rest of the day passed quickly and we went to pick up the guys. We stopped at the trailer to stow some of our stuff and headed back to the apartment. Dave started making some spaghetti while Brian and Keith went to take showers. I sat at the little kitchen table and watched Dave work, amazed that this stud was going to be all mine for the night.

After we'd all eaten and showered we sat down to watch some tv. At the first commercial Dave made his announcement, "Since Donnie isn't here Tommy can sleep in his bed. Bet you're getting sick of that air mattress, huh, kid?" I nodded, smiling goofily at him. I looked over at the other guys. Keith was already half-asleep but Brian looked pissed. I almost laughed at him.

Ten minutes later Dave got up to go to bed, making excuses about how tired he was. I stretched and yawned and followed right after him. I'd snuck the condoms and lube from my room into Dave's. I went to the drawer and pulled them out, putting them beside the bed on the nightstand. When I turned around Dave was completely naked with his hard cock jutting out in front of him. He jumped onto the bigger bed and patted it beside him.

I tore my sweats and t-shirt off while I admired his masculine beauty. I'd never seen a guy who was so fucking hot. His abs stood out in perfect definition with his big dick arching over them. He had big square pecs and thickly muscled thighs. He pulled his hands up to rest behind his head and his biceps bunched up big and hard. He didn't have much body hair, just a small, short patch around his equipment and under his arms. Even his leg hair was sparse and thin. From the waist down his skin was a lighter chocolate-milk color in sharp contrast to his upper body that was a dark mahogany brown.

I crawled onto the bed and ran my tongue along his cock from the base to the head. He reached down and put one hand on the back of my head but I shook it off and looked up at him. "I want to taste your body first." I ran my tongue over his stomach, exploring each indent between the muscles. I licked and bit at his nipples to make him moan and squirm. I licked into his armpits and inhaled the sweet smells of soap and his musky aroma. I moved down and sucked his big balls into my mouth and stretched my jaws until they ached so I could fit both of his nuts in. I tongued and sucked at the firm orbs until Dave groaned.

I moved my body up along his and met his lips, unsure if he'd kiss me again. He did and our kiss turned into a passionate bout of tongues and lips as we each pressed for dominance. He rolled us over and held my hands down on the bed as he forced his legs between mine

I let him take control completely, surrendering to him, and he fucked my mouth with his tongue while he ground his dick against mine. After a few moments he pulled up to look down at me, "Fuck you're hot, kid. Did you wash your ass out good? I want to eat your pussy before I fuck you." I nodded and he pushed up onto his knees between my legs. He grabbed my ankles and pushed my legs up to expose my hole. He moved down the bed and bent to blow air right onto my opening.

I gasped when his tongue made contact and my whole body shuddered as he immediately pushed it into me. He thrust his tongue in and out then stopped to nip at the sensitive skin of my crease. He sucked on the muscles and tongue fucked me some more before adding a finger.

I started begging, "Fuck me, Dave. Come on, I need you inside me. Stop teasing, I can take it. Please, Dave. Please." I felt more than heard him laugh against my ass. He pulled away from me and scooted forward on the bed. He grabbed the lube and poured it onto my hole. He used his finger to push it into me, then used two fingers to fuck me. I writhed below him as he stretched and prepared me.

I grabbed the condoms and tore one off as I curled up and reached for his cock. I opened the packet with my teeth and pulled out the rubber. I rolled it down over his cock and pumped the shaft a few times. I knocked his hand away from my ass, making his fingers pop out. I leveled my eyes at his as I grasped his cock and guided it to my hole. "You're going to fuck me now, Dave."

"Pushy little bottom-boy, whatever you say."

He gently pressed forward and the head slowly entered me, stretching me wide. I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to relax. When the rim finally burst through my muscles I sighed and sank into the bed as he slowly embedded every inch of his big cock. He placed my feet over his shoulders and let go of my ankles. I opened my eyes to watch him as he lowered his body to rest on his forearms, bending me in half. His dick slid in deeper as he brought his mouth to mine. The kiss was sloppy and wet as he started pumping his dick into me in short circular strokes.

He broke the kiss and looked at me, "God, Tommy, you feel so good. I've wanted to get inside your tight little pussy for so long. I'm going to fuck you all night long, baby."

He watched my face as he started long-cocking me, making me take his whole cock over and over. I started babbling and moaning. Begging for more, harder. Begging him to never stop fucking me. My ass opened for him and he really started pounding me, hammering his cock against my prostate. I lost it and started coming all over myself. He was right behind me as my chute milked his dick and he lost all rhythm, just thrusting into me.

When we'd both cooled down he eased his cock out of me. He pulled off the condom and dumped the load on my chest then rubbed it into me as he kissed me. Needing to break for air we both pulled apart and Dave rolled me over and pulled me up against him, spooning me as we both drifted off.

He fucked me two more times in the night, the last time just before dawn. Each time lasted longer and I felt sore and used as I drifted off for one more hour of sleep. When the alarm went off I could barely drag my ass out of bed I was so tired. I headed for the bathroom as Dave went to make coffee, promising me a fresh cup.

I was just coming out of the bathroom and I ran into Brian in the hall. He pushed me back into the bathroom and shut the door behind us. He looked at me with contempt as he snarled at me, "You're fucking the foreman now? You little slut."

"I fuck who I want, shithead. Back off, Brian." He was moving into my space. "Be nice and maybe I'll get you off again, sometime, asshole."

He grabbed my shoulders and tried to force me down onto my knees as he spoke, "How about right now? You're nothing but a little whore and I'll use you when I want."

I pushed his arms out with mine, breaking his hold. He tried to reach for my hands but I grabbed his wrists before he could react. I looked him straight in the eyes as I said, "Fuck off, Brian. We had fun, but you're not going to force me to do anything I don't want. Dave's a way better fuck so I don't need your dick. You're going to have to make me want it. And that means playing nice. You got me?" I didn't give him a chance to answer as I stormed out of the little room.

Dave was just coming around the corner from the kitchen. I could see the concern on his face as he put a hand on my shoulder and we walked back to the kitchen. He whispered in my ear, "Everything okay, Tommy? I heard Brian go in the bathroom and I was starting to get worried. What's going on with you and him?"

"It's all good. He's just a bully and I put him in his place. Nothing to worry about. Where's that coffee?"

I wolfed down a bowl of cereal over the sink while Dave talked on his cell to my parents. Brian and Keith came into the kitchen and helped themselves to some coffee and bananas. Dave got off the phone and we all headed out to the truck. I liked sitting in Donnie's place up front with Dave. My ass still ached from the multiple rounds of fucking and I caught myself staring at Dave a few times.

When we got to the jobsite all the guys took off to complete their duties. Everyone was eager to finish their job since it was Friday. I helped out getting the guys anything they might need. It was an easy day. After lunch Dave said we needed to make a trip to the job trailer for supplies. When we got there he led me inside and shut the door behind us. It was totally dark until he turned on a flashlight and set it on a table near the opening.

In a rush he unfastened my jeans and pushed them down. As usual we'd taken our shirts off earlier and were only wearing the vests over our upper bodies. He bent me over a wooden wire reel and fished a condom out of his pocket. He spit on his sheathed cock a bunch of times and gave me a rough, hard fuck. He jerked my cock at the same time and we both came within seconds of one another.

As he shoved his dick back in the fly of his jeans he patted my ass and kissed my cheek. He told me, "Thanks, baby. That'll tide me over until Monday." I grinned over at him, "No, thank you. I love your cock."

We made it back to the jobsite in less than thirty minutes. Everyone finished what they were doing and we left a little early for the apartment. We all made quick work of packing our shit. Brian and Keith left first to go home.

I met Dave at the front door with my bag. I grinned as he dug out the keys, putting a hand on his shoulder. "We have time for one more fuck." He laughed and punched me lightly on the shoulder, "Ah, kid. I wish. You shouldn't tease an old man like that. I gotta get home as soon as possible or my wife will have a fit. Besides, you'll have your boyfriend to keep you company all weekend." He kissed me quick then opened the door and we headed for home.

We spent the first part of the drive talking about the job and what we'd be doing the next week. It was nice because Dave treated me like one of the guys. After awhile I worked up my courage and started telling him about all the stuff that had gone on over the week and how it was making me feel. I explained about Keith and blowing him, then letting him fuck me. I told him about Brian and how he tried to humiliate and debase me, but how I kind of got off on it. I told him about Brian admitting to fucking guys. I told him about Keith coming in me and that led to Russ and what I'd have to tell him. I told him about my confrontation with Brian and what I'd said to him about Dave. I told him it was the best sex I'd ever had and I was worried about what that said about me, letting three guys use me. Lastly, I told Dave how I was worried what would happen next week when Donnie came back.

I must have babbled on for an hour before I finished. Dave patted my leg as he glanced from the road to me and back before saying:

"Tommy, I gotta be honest, I don't think I can give you any answers. Before I got married, when I let guys suck me off of fuck them, I never got into any kind of gay `scene'. I just let stuff happen. I recognized that I liked it but I never thought it would turn into anything.

"But here's what I think. If you want to be a slut for three guys, well that's no one's business but your own. If you're doing it because you like it, not because you're trying to hurt yourself, then there's nothing wrong with that. You're not looking to get married to any of us, so I think you're doing okay. I don't get the vibe when we're together that you're doing it to put yourself down.

"As far as Russ goes, you've been with him since you were a boy. I think it's only natural that you'd be curious about sex with other guys. And if you really love each other you'll work this out. I doubt Keith has any STD's or anything for you to be worried about. We get tested every six months, it's part of the union's insurance plan. I can't speak for Brian and Keith, but I know I'm clean and I'd bet Keith is too. In fact I'd love to ride you bareback sometime. I'm getting hard just thinking about it. I think you should hold off telling Russ anything until you know how you feel about all that's been going on. Don't be dishonest but don't borrow trouble, right?

"You don't need to worry about Donnie. He's a good friend and I'll make sure he knows that you'll be sleeping with me; and what we'll be doing. If he has a problem with it then I'll take care of it. You and I have a good thing going here and I'd kill him before I let my wife find out anything. We're just two guys who're helping out their buddy, even if I've been wanting you, and vice versa, for a couple years. We both know I love my wife and I'd never jeopardize that.

"As far as Brian is concerned, I think your best bet is to just ignore him. I'll understand if you want to keep fucking around with them. I can see where you'd think they're pretty hot. Just remember, he can't have any power over you unless you give it to him."

"Thanks, Dave. You've helped me figure a lot of this shit out. I'll think about what you've said. In the mean time, you want some road-head?" He didn't say a word, just unzipped his jeans and pulled his hardening cock out.

I went to work on his cock and let the blowjob build slowly. By the time he came we were almost home. He dropped me off, I told him to have a good weekend. I found my entire family there, just about to start eating. I joined them to find out that one of my older sisters had just found out she was pregnant and that was the reason for the get-together. After dinner I went to take a shower.

Russ arrived while I was in the shower and I came out of my room to find him with the rest of my family. He looked good and I was trying to think of an excuse to get some private time. Unfortunately we couldn't sneak away; Russ had to leave too soon, his family was going on a two week vacation early the next morning. I walked him to the door where we snuck a kiss before he left. I was kind of relieved that I wouldn't have to worry about what to tell Russ before we could have sex.

The weekend passed way too quickly. My family managed to drive me absolutely crazy, especially without Russ around to cushion me. I spent most of it hanging out with my best friend Jill, who lived across the street. We'd grown up together and had been BFFs since second grade. She and her boyfriend kept me entertained but I was waiting eagerly in the driveway at four when Dave pulled up. I was still kind of tired and I slept most of the way.

I woke up as we got closer and Dave turned down the radio before speaking, "You have a good weekend, Tommy? How'd it go with Russ?"

"Actually, I'd forgotten about it but he left for Canada for two weeks with his family. I only got to say hi' and bye' to him. How was your weekend? Your wife is, what, six months now?"

"Yeah, thanks for asking. She was kind of a bitch all weekend, I only got laid once. Makes me look forward to tonight even more."

"Ha! Glad to be of service. Speaking of... did you talk to Donnie?"

"Yeah, it was kind of hard to make him understand why I'd want to fuck you. But I'm sure he'll keep his mouth shut."

Like the week before we dropped our stuff off at the apartment and went to meet the guys at the trailer. Donnie and Brian looked like shit. They must have had a rough weekend. Everyone got straight to work and the morning passed quickly.

At lunch time Brian volunteered to go and get subs for everyone. He invited me along and I accepted, giving Dave a wink to let him know that everything would be okay. We climbed into the truck and took off. We'd barely pulled out onto the highway before Brian started talking.

"Listen, kid. I'm sorry I was such an asshole. Maybe you'll let me make it up to you tonight..."

"Um, about that. I have a feeling that I'll be sleeping with Dave tonight."

Brian slammed his hand against the wheel, "Fuck. Whatever, man. I only wanted to get off anyway. If Dave wants to turn fag for you, well that's on him."

"It's not like that, Brian. He doesn't treat me like his bitch, you know? I know he loves his wife, all we're doing is having a good time and relieving some pressure."

"But you liked playing bitch for me. I could tell that you got off on it. Are you going to deny it now?"

"Ah, fuck, Brian. Yeah, I can't deny it. I liked it, I guess I get off on being dominated a little. I'm not saying it was horrible. It's just that I like what Dave and I have going too. Maybe tomorrow night I could come and keep you guys company."

"I'd like that. And... well, I get it, Tommy. You're a hot fuck. Truth be told; I can't deny I don't get off on it too. I guess it does something for me, making a guy do what I want. Especially a hot looking, butch guy like you. Making you beg for my cock, fucking you as hard as I want is hot. Not that I'm gay, or anything. It's just different. I fucked my girl all weekend, but I still want some of your pussy."

He was turning me on and my dick started getting hard, I could tell he was getting the same problem. I decided to take pity on both of us, "Isn't your car still at the job trailer? Maybe we could stay a little late cleaning up. You know, have a quickie?"

"Kid, you got a date. Now let's get those subs. I'm starving."

We picked up lunch and brought it back to the guys. Everyone worked hard to finish their jobs in preparation of the light poles being delivered later in the week. I spent most of my time fetching stuff for the guys and helping out where I could. It was time to go home before I knew it.

On the way back to the trailer I told Dave that Brian and I were going to stay behind and clean the place up a little. He started to say it was unnecessary but I stopped him with a wink in the rearview mirror and told him it wouldn't take long. We packed everything up and the other guys took off.

While Brian put his and Keith's bags in Dave's truck I stripped out of my jeans and put my boots back on. When Brian came back into the trailer, closing the door behind him, I already had a flashlight on and was tearing out of my safety vest. I arranged my jeans over an upturned wire reel and laid back with my ass hanging off the edge. I drew my legs up as Brian walked over to me with a condom and the lube he'd taken from his bag.

"Fuck, boy. I like that, how you show me your hot little cunt. Just begging to get fucked." He unleashed his big cock as he walked towards me, palming and squeezing it. When he finally was close he ripped open the condom wrapper and sheathed his dick. He opened the lube and drizzled it all over his cock. God, it looked so much bigger than I remembered. He shouldered my legs and rubbed the head down my crease.

"Not so fast, dude. Give me a couple fingers first or you'll rip me up with that big thing."

"Relax, kid. You've got a good pussy there. You'll take it if you really want it. Tell me you want my big cock," he ordered me.

"Shit, I want it. Just not... Arghh, fuck!" He plunged the head into me before I could finish and the rest of his shaft followed in one smooth thrust. It fucking burned and hurt. He held his dick inside me so I could get used to the stretch of his girth, the depth of his penetration. He swiveled his hips and stirred his cock inside me until I moaned. He took that as his signal and set straight to fucking me. He used my ass hard as he held onto my hips to keep me from sliding forward.

It started to feel so good, I moaned and gasped as he pounded into me. After only ten minutes he came and I grabbed my dick, stroking it, to follow right behind. He eased his cock out and stripped off the rubber as I let my legs sink down to the floor, trying to catch my breath. He patted my thigh as he stuffed his dick back in his underwear and buttoned up his jeans. He smiled as he looked down at me, "Thanks, Tommy. Now put your pants on, we better get going."

When we got back to the apartment dinner had just arrived from the closest pizza place. We all showered and the guys had some beers while we ate and watched tv. As soon as the food was gone Dave nodded his head at me and we both went to his room.

We didn't say a word as we stripped out of our clothes. When we were both naked Dave pulled me to him and pressed his lips to mine. He kissed me thoroughly, running his tongue all over the inside of my mouth, before pulling away to look at me. "Do I need to get a condom, Tommy?"

"Only if you want one. I trust you, Dave." He kissed me again and pressed me back to the edge of the mattress. Before I let him push me back I broke our embrace and went over to my bag. I'd been flattered to realize he'd put it in his room when I went to take a shower earlier. I'd brought some of my favorite lube and I pulled it out. As I was searching for it Dave had laid down on the bed and stretched out. I went over to him and knelt on the bed beside him. I lubed his cock generously and climbed up to mount him. It took some effort on my part but I finally forced his cock into my ass and sighed as I sank down onto it. I started slowly and worked myself up to a hard rhythm, plunging down onto his cock over and over.

Dave grabbed my shoulders and pulled me down to press our chests together. He held me around my back with one arm and held my ass with the other as he rolled us over. I spread my legs wide on either side of his hips as he kept our bodies pressed close and started humping into me. I felt my mouth hanging open, unable to close it, as he fucked me hard and deep.

He came suddenly, surprising both of us, and I felt the hard jets of his come deep inside me. His body shuddered and froze atop me. My orgasm swept through me, starting in my ass, and I locked down around him. He moaned and thrust into me, making me shoot harder.

His dick never lost its rigidity as he fucked me again. He pulled his cock out of me and flipped me over, pulling me up onto my knees. He hammered back into me and rode me hard. It seemed like it went on for hours as his cock roughly plunged in and out of me. He alternated between punch- fucking me, long-cocking me and using short jabs to punch his big cock into my colon. The harder he fucked me the more I moaned and whimpered for him until I was moaning out the word `please' with every thrust.

The pleasure became too great and I came on his cock. Sperm just flew out of my dick in incredible amounts. His dick stuttered in my spasming hole and he unloaded a second time inside me. I collapsed beneath him and he followed me down onto the mattress, both of us trying to catch our breath. After a moment he slid his dick out of me. He groaned as he got out of the bed. He opened the door and stuck his head out to yell, "Hey Donnie, man. It's safe to come in now." He came back to the bed and pulled the covers over us as he spooned me up to him.

I was asleep instantly, barely registering Donnie's entrance.

The next morning I woke well before the alarm. I eased my way out of Dave's embrace and pulled on my sweats. I went to the kitchen to make coffee then headed for the bathroom. When I came back into the kitchen Donnie was there helping himself to some of the coffee. He was already dressed for the day and he was looking much better.

"Good morning," I said as I pulled down a coffee mug. He grunted an acknowledgment to me and nodded his head. I started to load up the dishwasher while my coffee cooled. Donnie sat at the table and watched me.

The silence started to feel awkward so I tried again, "Hope we didn't keep you up too late last night."

"No, you guys turned in pretty early. Shit, I can't believe we're talking about this like it's no big deal. You and Dave were in there for an hour playing hide-the-salami and it's just normal?"

"Look, dude, if you're not comfortable with it then you should talk to Dave. Maybe we could switch things up except... Except I might be spending some nights in Brian and Keith's room too." I found it hard to meet his eyes but I did my best.

"Jesus, Tommy. Do you hear yourself? What are you, some slut, faggot? You're getting boned by three guys regularly?"

"Listen, Donnie. I'm barely eighteen and I'm having a good time. I don't understand why you'd care one way or the other."

"I don't give a fuck what you do. I just... I don't know, kid. I guess maybe I'm a little bit jealous or something."

I was shocked at Donnie's confession and I wasn't sure what to say so I sipped on my coffee. He wasn't looking at me and I found it easier to talk to him because of it, "Donnie do you want to, um, you know... mess around with me?"

He finally looked up at me, blushing, before he spoke, "No, at least I don't think so. It's... complicated. My girl, she's the only woman that could ever take me `cause my dick's so big. That's why I've stuck with her for so long, even though she's such a bitch. I don't think you could take it, either."

"Wow." I couldn't even begin to think of what I should say so I just said the first thing that popped into my head, "How big is it?"

"Man, I don't know. A little longer than a foot. I only know that because it's bigger than those wooden rulers you get in school."

"Shit, that is big. I didn't know they could get that big." I did some quick calculations in my head and figured I could probably take him up the ass but I'd have to see and try it before I'd know if I could swallow it. Was I up to the challenge? My dick started filling up at the thought of it. So I said, "Brian and Keith have really big dicks too. If you want I could give it a try. If you ever want to..."

"Yeah, but can you fit me in your schedule, kid?" He smiled at me and I started blushing.

"I'll make some room for you." Just as I said that Dave came stumbling into the kitchen. He nodded to each of us and headed straight for the coffee. Donnie and I looked at each other but didn't say anything except `good morning' to Dave.

I left to get dressed for the day. Once I'd changed into my jeans and a t-shirt I went out to find everyone ready to go. We went to the job trailer and started in. As we worked I couldn't help but keep an eye on Donnie. He was so masculine and my thoughts always returned to his confession from that morning. Could I please him?

After lunch Dave and I went back to the job trailer to meet a delivery. I told him about Donnie and my desire to have sex with him. Dave was all for it and willingly offered to "stay up" so I could have Donnie to myself. I spent the rest of the afternoon formulating a plan.

Back at the apartment I told Dave he should take the first shower and pulled Brian and Keith into their room. I started undressing immediately and they soon followed suit. Brian shook his head at me as I dug out the condoms and lube; I still had concerns about Brian's history and didn't feel comfortable taking him bare. Not that he'd ever expressed any desire to.

"Don't you want us to shower first, kid?" Brian asked me as he pulled his underwear off.

"Nah, I like the way you smell. All sweaty and sun-baked."

"You're nasty, Tommy." It was Keith's turn to talk.

I sat on the edge of Brian's bed and motioned them over to me. Their cocks were already half hard and I took one in each hand as I leaned forward to take Keith's first in my mouth. I worked them both with my lips and hands until they were hard and ready.

"Who's first, guys?" I looked up at their faces. Brian looked amused and Keith looked dazed.

"Let Keith do you, I'll take seconds."

I rolled one of the condoms down Keith's cock and lubed him up. I laid back on the bed, spreading my legs, and lubed my ass as Keith got into position. He took my legs, holding them open, and I positioned his big dick at my entrance. He sank it into me and I groaned with the burn.

Keith didn't give me much time before he started fucking me hard, making the bed squeal in its frame. He was a good fucker but he didn't last very long this time. After he came in the condom I was hot to take on his brother.

Brian pulled me up to stand and bent me at the waist to rest my hands on the mattress of his bed where Keith was laying. It only took him a second to get the condom on and he thrust his dick into me. He held my hips as he eased his cock out of my hole. He went at me from different angles but always with the same metered thrusting. I started begging him for more and harder but he didn't pay any attention. He kicked my legs further apart, fucking me deeper.

I'd wanted them both to fuck me so I'd be nice and stretched, ready for Donnie. I was beginning to realize that Brian knew and was taking his time, toying with me. I began paying more attention to my ass, milking his cock with my muscles as he rode me. He didn't let it faze him and the slow torture was driving me crazy. I knew one thing that was sure to turn him on and I decided to go for it.

"Mmm, Brian. God, that feels so good. Fuck me with your big cock. Does my pussy feel good?" He groaned and slammed his cock into me, but withdrew it slowly again. "Oh yeah, give me that cunt-wrecker. Doesn't it feel good? Don't you want to fuck me and make me come?" He grunted and picked up the pace, but just barely. "Yeah, man. Do it. You're ruining me for other guys. Nobody's got a dick like yours." Finally he started fucking me for real and I kept up the dirty talk, getting off on it.

He fucked me through my orgasm and when I was done he pulled out and pushed me forward to sprawl over Keith. He turned me around and pulled my head up by wrapping his fist in my hair. He aimed his dick at my face as he pulled on it and I opened my mouth. He came in seconds, hosing me down. Come landed all over my lips and eyelids, my nose and in my mouth. When he was done I sucked the crown of his cock to get the last drops. I used the back of my arm to wipe the come from my eyes and grinned up at him. He turned around and walked out into the apartment naked, headed for the bathroom.

Keith and I put our work clothes back on and waited for our turns in the bathroom. Dave had some chili in a crock-pot and we all ate, not saying much. I took my shower last, put on some nylon soccer shorts and headed out into the living room. As I walked into the room the guys all turned their heads to look at me. I was overcome with a case of nerves. Could I really just walk in here and take Donnie back to the bedroom? It felt wrong to be so open about it, but I was primed and ready to tackle the challenge he'd given me.

I looked at the two guys who'd just fucked me, then at the guy who'd be fucking me later and lastly to Donnie, who'd be fucking me soon. I took a deep breath and said the first thing that popped into my head, "Hey, Donnie, could I see you in the room? I gotta ask you something."

Brian snorted, Keith looked down at his hands in his lap and Dave just smiled at me. But Donnie got up off the couch and approached me. I led the way back to the bedroom, glancing over my shoulder to make sure he was following me. I went in and Donnie closed the door behind us. I'd been trying to come up with some way to handle this situation all day and so I just started talking.

"Listen, Donnie, I want you to know something: I love cock. I love sucking cock and I love getting fucked. You don't have to kiss me, or take it easy on me. We're going to fuck but it doesn't have to mean you're gay. I want you to be comfortable with what we're going to do. How you feeling?"

"Horny as fuck, kid. Me and Dave had a talk today about cocksuckers and letting them get you off. I had a chubby all day so you ain't gotta worry about me."

"Um, okay, cool. Two things: You have to take it easy when I say. And have you had sex with anyone but your girlfriend recently?"

"No problem on the first, still don't think you can handle it. But I'm hoping. And no on the second, it's just been her in the last two years."

"Good, then we don't need condoms. Unless you want one?" He shook his head no and watched me intently to see what would happen next. "I want to see you naked, Donnie."

"Shit, kid. I know I ain't good looking and you ain't gotta butter me up. I already promised you my dick." He hadn't really, but I didn't want to point that out. Instead I shucked my shorts, feeling more confident.

"You're fine as fuck, dude. I can't believe you haven't caught me looking at you while we work." I gave him a hard stare, daring him to disagree. He just chuckled and pulled off his t-shirt. He bent and pushed his sweats off.

As he straightened up I had to check out his meat, looking there first. Fuck, he was only half hard and looked bigger than Dave already. I took a step toward him and dropped to my knees. I'd learned a couple of things from the brothers in the living room, so I knew it would be easier to suck him down while he wasn't yet hard.

I grasped his shaft at the base and held it tightly to prevent more blood from getting in. I hefted it up to my lips and sucked the big head into my mouth. He tasted really fucking good and I groaned in appreciation. He hummed as I stuffed his big rubbery cock into my mouth. I quickly swallowed the head into my throat, taking all of it as I let go of the base and buried my nose in his pubes.

Donnie groaned and put his hands on my head to steady himself and keep me held in place. His dick grew quickly and soon it had cut off my airways. It stretched my throat wider and wider as I swallowed against him and fought my gag reflex. Quickly it grew to be too much and I had to pull off. The head popped out of my throat as I made the long pull back.

I sat back, one hand stroking it, as I admired Donnie's huge cock. It didn't look real. I stroked my hand up and down the long shaft, it was slick from my spit, and tried to get a feel for it. It was easily thicker than Dave's cock and much longer than Brian or Keith's. I couldn't encircle it with my fingers. It was the embodiment of everything I could ever want, something that might finally quench the fires that seemed to always burn inside my ass. I had to have it.

I stood up and said, "Give me a second." I grabbed the lube from beside the bed and uncapped it. Donnie watched me as he gently stroked his cock with one hand. I poured some lube over my fingers and reached behind me to rub it into my hole. I put a couple of fingers inside, still relaxed and stretched from my earlier fucking. I silently thanked Brian and Keith for fucking me good and getting me ready for this. I nodded to Donnie to step closer and I poured a generous amount of lube over his dick, telling him, "Rub it in good, make it slick." He nodded at me and I turned around to kneel on the edge of the mattress.

I pulled my fingers from my ass and poured more lube into the channel of my bunched fingers. I put them back at my hole and worked three in this time. I let the lube sink into me as I fucked myself with my hand. I stretched my tight ring of muscles and concentrated on relaxing. Donnie was staring down at the action with an intent look on his face. When he finally looked up to see me watching him I nodded and pulled my hand away.

He approached me with his big, shiny cock and got into position behind me. He pressed the head to the target of my hole and waited. I was taking deep, calming breaths to stay ready as I felt the weight of the tip at my entrance. I nodded back to Donnie and braced my hands into the mattress, facing forward. I whispered, "Easy, easy. Nice and easy," as I felt him begin to exert pressure. The pressure on my muscles grew until suddenly the head popped in and I groaned at the sudden invasion. He didn't wait but immediately began sinking his dick into me.

I gritted my teeth as it went in further, making room for itself inside me. Then it went deeper than anything had before and I opened my mouth to pant, willing myself to accept it. Finally he was buried balls-deep inside me and I felt fixed in place on the end of his gigantic cock. He settled there, behind me, as my ass went crazy squeezing and spasming around him.

He stroked his hands up and down my back to ease me as he asked, "You okay?" I just nodded my head, still lost in the sensations from my ass. He must have taken it as a sign to proceed and he pulled out a little, making his dick pull on my guts wherever it was buried. I groaned and squirmed and he pushed back in. I felt like I could feel his dick throbbing somewhere near my heart.

He held my hips, seated firmly inside me, until my body calmed and my hole stopped twitching. I was starting to accept him and I wiggled my ass around the axis of his hard pole. I dropped my head and shoulders down to the bed and told him to fuck me. As he started to withdraw I searched around me with one hand for the lube.

When just the head was inside me I passed the bottle back to Donnie and told him, "All the way. More lube." The head popped free and I heard the bottle as he flicked the cap open. He must have poured some on his cock then I felt the cool liquid being poured directly onto my hole. Then he was pressing back into me, more confident this time. I moaned as the last half slid in so deep, still not entirely accustomed to his probing.

"Fuck me, Donnie. Do it, man. Give me that cock." He started thrusting, only using about half his length. I couldn't control my body and I came suddenly. He didn't pause and I don't think he even realized as he just fucked into me harder. Soon I was moaning and begging with every breath as he used longer and harder thrusts. I started saying "fuck me" over and over. He pounded his dick into me and I felt freer, more open than ever before. I took everything he had to give me and reveled in it.

I actually felt his dick grow bigger and harder just before he came. I followed right behind him as I felt the warmth flooding me in the recesses of my body. He rested his chest against my back as we both tried to catch our breath. He stood and slowly pulled out of me. Luckily Dave's bed was pretty close as I moved to it and collapsed. We just lay there, coming down.

"Hey, Donnie? Could you let Dave know it's okay to come in now. You don't have to leave... if you don't want."

Donnie stood slowly and made his way to the door where I heard him call out to Dave. He left the door open a crack and laid back down where he turned to look at me. "Thanks, Tommy. That was fuckin incredible. Can't believe you took my dick like that. You okay?" I just nodded with a stupid, proud grin on my face.

Dave came in and looked at us, back and forth, grinning. I motioned him over and pulled him down next to me. I looked over to Donnie then back to Dave. "I told Donnie he could stay, if it's fine by you?"

Dave chuckled and pulled off his shirt, saying, "You wanna see a show, man?" Dave finished undressing and Donnie tossed him the lube. He opened it and applied some to his already stiff dick. He half climbed over me, half pulled me under him. He pulled my legs up to rest over his shoulders and shoved his cock into me. It slid in easily and we both moaned.

I'd been afraid I couldn't take Dave's thick cock so soon but it felt good and my dick slowly came back to life as he used me. I glanced over to Donnie who was unabashedly watching us, he was handling his own cock as it slowly reawakened. Dave fucked me good and hard until he came and rolled off me. I had just been getting close and I looked over at Donnie. I caught his eye and he nodded.

I got up and went to Donnie's bed. He mimicked Dave and got over me as I laid down. He didn't waste time and pushed his dick back inside me. I moaned and groaned as he started to fuck. Neither of us lasted very long before I came and he followed. He let my legs down and we rested with him still inside me.

When I felt like I was going to pass out I pushed Donnie off me and made my way back to Dave's bed. He pulled me close, whispering, "Damn, kid. I don't know how you did that. I never knew his dick was that big. You okay?" I nodded and pulled him down to kiss me before rolling over to press my back against him. I passed out almost instantly.

The rest of the week passed pretty much the same way. Brian and Keith fucked me or Dave and Donnie did. Either way I always ended up back in Dave's bed. The weekend went by quick and I couldn't wait for Monday. The next week was much the same, except I took on all four of the studs on Tuesday and Friday. I also found time during the day to get off with at least one of the guys.

I found myself drifting in total contentment. I hardly ever even thought about Russ or our relationship. The following weekend we finally saw each other and I was surprised at how easily I made my confession. Russ was mad at first but he wasn't as upset as I'd thought he would be. We had a long discussion and pretty much agreed to just be friends. Of course I still let him fuck me.

As the summer progressed I found myself spending most of my time with Brian. I'd never realized how funny and charming he could be. Not to mention he knew how to fuck me better than anyone. I loved the feeling of Donnie's giant cock, but only Brian seemed to know what I needed. Sometimes I wished I could share his bed instead of Dave's. Brian was smart and we could spend all day talking about electrical work, or soccer, or any subject really.

One afternoon Brian was fucking me on my back behind the rest stop. It was brand new and still closed until the lighting was completed. We'd spread out a blanket we kept in the truck and went at each other with more passion than usual. He was fucking me hard, holding my legs open so wide it hurt. He was giving me his usual dirty talk, going on and on about how good my cunt felt, and I was begging him to fuck my pussy harder when he dropped his hold on my thighs. He leaned down against me and pressed his lips to mine.

I was shocked for only a second before I opened and took his tongue to suck at it. He fucked me even harder, if it was possible, and we both came as we moaned into each others' mouths. He pulled back, hiding his eyes, and pulled out. He patted my ass as we got dressed and mumbled a thank you. Neither of us spoke of the kissing and it didn't happen again at the apartment.

The summer was drawing to a close and we had most of the tall lights put up and ready to go. The job was almost done and I felt anxious that things would be changing so soon. I decided not to go to college right away and signed up for an apprenticeship with the union, but didn't tell anyone.

As the time went by and my parents started making plans for my leaving I told them about my apprenticeship. They were surprised at first, but happy that I'd found something I wanted to do. They unexpectedly gave me the week before I started classes off to enjoy the last of the summer. I was sad that I wouldn't get to tell the guys but I was happy too. I felt more like a man, I'd learned a lot about myself over the summer and I was happy with who I was for the first time.

I spent most of my week off with Russ or my friend Jill going to parties and hanging around the lake. On Friday night me and Jill were sitting on my front porch. We were talking about the future, about staying in touch, what our friends were doing and stuff like that. Out of nowhere a red camaro came flying down the street and stopped, pulling halfway onto my lawn. Brian had talked about the car enough that I knew it was his.

I was thinking, "What the fuck?" When the engine shut off Brian sloppily pulled himself out and staggered toward us. I turned to Jill and told her it was a friend from work and that she should go home. We both went down the stairs and headed toward Brian. Jill nodded to him as she passed on her way across the street.

I realized as soon as I got close that Brian was drunk, he reeked of alcohol. He put an arm around me, squeezing me against him as he said, "Hey, buddy. We missed you at work this week."

"Brian, what are you doing here?"

"I rented a hotel room at one of those places down by the lake. Thought I'd stop by and say hi." His words slurred out and I had to run them through my head again to make sense of them.

"Fuck, Brian, you're drunk. I can't believe you drove over here. You're lucky my parents didn't notice."

"It's okay, kid. It wasn't that far and I'm not even that drunk. Wanna come back to my room with me?" He tried to leer at me but he just lost his balance and fell on his ass. I shook my head as I helped him stand up again.

"Let's get you in the car and I'll drive you back." I helped him into the passenger seat and ran into the house.

I grabbed my cell and my keys. I told my parents I was going to a friend's house and I didn't know when I'd be back. They just nodded, not even looking up from the movie they were watching with a couple of my siblings. I ran back out to the car and got in. Brian was slumped in the seat, watching the stars. I started the car and asked him which hotel he was staying at. I knew the place and drove us back there. I helped him out of the car and into the room where I deposited him on the big bed. He relaxed back into the mattress and grinned up at me.

"I want some more of that pussy, Tommy." He patted the bed next to him and smiled goofily up at me.

"God, Brian, what were you thinking. What if I hadn't been home? And I'm not your whore you can just come and pick up when you're horny."

"Hey, man, it's not like that. I just wanted to see you one more time before you left for school."

"So you had to get drunk for that? You could have just called me. Besides I'm not going anywhere." He stared at me, dumbstruck, so I went on to explain: "I took an apprenticeship. I'll still be working for my parents. But they want me to work with them so I'll probably be working at that traffic signal thing they're doing over in Rochester."

"No shit? Well, sorry I'm such a pain in the ass. I really didn't mean to make you mad, I just sort of missed you." He laid back and turned his head to look up at the ceiling. I didn't know what to say to that. Neither of us spoke for a while until he sighed and continued, "Why'd you always sleep with Dave? You could have stayed with me..."

"You are so full of shit, Brian. Where is this coming from? I don't get it. What happened to Mr. I-can-barely-stand-your-faggot-ass? Where's the guy who only wanted to fuck me?"

"Ah, Tommy, it ain't like that. I thought you knew. I thought you understood. You... you remember that time I kissed you? I wanted it like that, all the time. I'm just too chicken-shit to admit it." He still wasn't looking at me so I went over to stand by the bed, looking down into his eyes.

"What are you telling me, Brian? I still don't understand."

"I think... Fuck! Tommy, I think I love you. I think I'm a little bit gay... maybe."

"Brian, what the fuck? You're just messing with me, huh? I can't believe this shit. Fuck you, Brian." I turned and moved toward the door but Brian caught my hand.

"Don't go. I'm not fucking with you. Please, Tommy, you gotta understand this is hard for me. That's why I had to get drunk, to come see you. I thought I wouldn't get to see you ever again."

I slowly turned back to him, gauging the sincerity in his voice against what I could read in his eyes. His expression was vulnerable, laid bare; all his cockiness and attitude gone for once. I almost joined him then, on the bed, but I didn't want to take it easy on him yet. He didn't deserve it yet.

"Brian, you can't be a little bit gay. You are or you aren't. Or you're bi. What's going on here?"

"I haven't fucked a guy in years. I was afraid it was turning me gay so I started seeing my girlfriend. Then I met you and it was like I couldn't get enough of you. It killed me to share you with those other guys, even my own brother. You don't know... and then I broke up with that bitch about a month ago. I couldn't even get it up for her unless I was thinking about you." He pulled gently and I moved to lay beside him on the bed, facing each other.

"Tommy, I have these feelings for you... like, I think I love you. If you'll let me."

"Shit, Brian. I've had a thing for you too. I just didn't think it could go anywhere. You're always playing the macho, butch guy. I figured I was just a convenient hole for you to use."

"But didn't you ever think how we could talk and laugh for hours? How we get along so well even when we're not fucking?"

"At first I thought you were just an asshole, until I got to know you more. And you're the best fuck I've ever had."

"Even better than that horse-hung-fucker Donnie?" He smiled at me to let me know he was teasing.

"Yeah, even better than him."

"Even better than Dave who was fucking you every night?"

"It wasn't every night, and yeah. Better than any guy. Why don't you show me how good you are?"

"God, I thought you'd never ask. I brought condoms and lube."

"We don't need the condoms, but Brian? I want you... I want us to make love. You know?"

"Baby, I've wanted that for a long time. Come here." With that he pulled me to him and started kissing me. We made out for what felt like hours, tongues twining and lips nibbling. We slowly worked each other out of our clothes until Brian was lying on top of me. We pressed our dicks together and devoured one another.

I felt like I would go insane after awhile and I pushed Brian up to look at me. "Where's the lube?" He pulled the bottle from the nightstand and I felt my heart warm to see that he'd remembered which brand was my favorite. I took the bottle from him and opened it to pour some in my hand. I grasped our cocks between us and slicked them both up. I held his at the base and pushed until he shifted his hips up. I guided the big cock down and canted my hips up.

Brian pulled away, reaching for the lube, but I stopped him. "I want you inside me now, baby." He looked down at me to see if I was telling the truth then let me pull his dick into me. It burned bad as my hole stretched to allow him inside. He pushed into me in one long, slow thrust and I cried out as he bottomed out.

I stretched my legs out and bent my knees to put my heels just over his butt. He pressed our chests together and took my lips with his as he started easing his cock in and out of me. He fucked me forever, nice and easy, as I whimpered and moaned into our kisses. He pulled back and stared into my eyes as he picked up a faster, stronger rhythm. I couldn't look away from the intensity I saw in his stare. All my feelings coalesced and I realized the truth of what I'd been denying to myself, "Fuck, I love you Brian." He groaned and buried his face in my neck as he started coming. He gave me a series of brutally hard jabs as he pumped his come into me and I went over the edge, spraying between us.

We rested and talked some more. We made plans and we fucked again. The second time I begged him to really pound me and he did. We slept and we woke up to fuck one more time. When the sun was up we showered together. I called my parents to let them know I was still out. Then I climbed on the bed between Brian's legs. I'd no sooner gotten a taste of his cock when he pulled me up to kiss him. I couldn't have been more stunned when he turned us over and got between my legs. He wasn't very skilled but it was the best blow-job I'd ever gotten.

We spent the whole weekend fucking and talking, only leaving to get food. We learned a lot about each other and cemented our burgeoning relationship. I even told Brian about my rape fantasy and he helped me make it come true. He fucked my ass into the bed while I was tied up and begging him to stop. I never came so hard in my life.

I realized that Brian was what I'd always wanted. Things with Russ had always felt forced and practical, even some of the sex. Being with Brian was so natural. He was smart, funny, and sexy as fuck. The things that turned him on were exactly compatible with mine. It felt perfect and by the end of that weekend I knew we were both in it for the long haul.

Epilogue

Brian and I worked for my parents for a couple of years. We both came out and got an apartment together. When I finished my apprenticeship we went to work in Alaska. We made a lot of money and saved it. We used our spare time to take online classes in business management and interior design, and fucked like bunnies. Brian even let me top from time to time. After a few more years we came back to New York and started our own business, specializing in home renovation. We're living our happily ever after.