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Message #477 To: all Subject: How I Became A Bottom
My first experience took place in College during my freshman year. I was going to UCLA and to make ends meet, I was working at a market
Although I knew I was gay, I had never had any experience. Sexually I didn't even know what guys did to each other..guess I came from a very sheltered home. After working for a couple of weeks, I was assigned to the night shift. Since I didn't have a car and the buses stopped running when I got off work, I asked around to see if anyone could help me out. Lucky for me, the assistant manager was more than happy to help me out even though he lived in the opposite direction. His name was Joel and he was white, 6'1, 155lbs. He had brown hair and was handsome. He didn't act gay as far as my idea of how a gay person acted, flamboyount, effeminate...so it never dawned on me that he would be my first love. During the next few weeks we got to know each other during my ride home...I liked him because he was a nice guy with a great sense of humor..he was very extroverted as opposed to my shyness and this combination worked out well. He used to always ask if I was seeing any girls and I always said no. He would always reply how cute I was and that if he were a girl he would go after me. A few weeks later, Joel asked me if I would help him move over the weekend. I said sure.
After spending the day moving, we were all sweaty and dirty. Joel suggested that I take a shower, which I gladly accepted. After being in the shower a few minutes I heard the bathrom door open. It was Joel and he said thathe wanted to join me. Before I could say no, he explained that the landlord had told him that due to the age of the building he would have to wait another hour before there would be any hot water. Since I didn't want to be rude I said ok although I was nervous. He got in and he began washing himself. A few minutes later he asked if he could wash my back. I said ok and at first everything was fine. Then I felt the soap move down my back to just above my butt. At that point he said I had a really nice body. At the time I was an 18 year old, 5'7", 125lbs. He then asked me what I thought of his body. This forced me to turn to face him. I said he had a good body too. Without hesitation he took the soap and began rubbing my balls..it very quickly got hard. At the same time his cock became hard too. It was much bigger than mine(it was 8.5" x 5") but instead of running out of the shower I just stared. Joel quickly turned off the shower and we got out. He quickly dried off and left. I dried off and walked into the bedroom to get my clothes. They were gone. While standing there Joel walked in and said he was washing our clothes and that it would take a while. He gave me some shorts and a tank top to wear. Joel was wearing some speedo briefs and a t-shirt.
At this point I was scared, nervous, yet also excited and anxious to see what would happen next. (Stay tuned for part 2)
Message #478 To: all Subject: How I Became A bottom (pt.2)
I walked into the living room and Joel offered me a beer. Being nervous I quickly downed it. Needless to say I became buzzed. Joel apologized for what happened in the shower. He said that he was gay and that the sight of my naked body made him lose control. I accepted his explanation and confessed that I too was gay and that although his advances scared me it had also excited me. He smiled and said that he had a hunch that I was gay. That's why he was willing to take me home every night even though I lived out of the way. We started talking about sex and I explained to him that I was avirgin in every sense of the word. When he heard this, he grabbed my hand and explained that his first few experiences were not the most satisfying or pleasurable and that only by trial and error did he discover the pleasures of man-to man sex. He didn't want me to go through the same road so he said that if I was attracted to him he would prperly teach and show me the ropes(literally and figuratvely, SMILE).
I was attracted to him, horny, and anxious to have sex so I said yes.
Joel went on to say that I had to be open-minded as there would be things that we did which would hurt at first but would turn out to be pleasurable or things that wouldn't seem pleasant but actually are. To make sure that I this is what I really wanted, he tokd me that if in a week I still felt the same we would begin.
That was one long week. The following Saturday, I arrived at Joels apt. Joel was only wearing a robe when he answered the door. I quickly walked in and the first thing he said was to take off my clothes. I did. My journey was about to begin...
Message #479 To: All Subject: How I Became A Bottom (pt. 3)
As I removed my clothes, I could feel Joel's eyes watching me. When I was about to strip off my briefs, he told me to stop. He walked over to me and began rubbing my cock thru my briefs. I was instantly hard. Joel proceeded to remove my briefs and as he did so he gave my cock a quick lick with his tongue. Joel then removed his attire. There we were, a man and a boy, both naked, and both horny as hell, with the boy about to be initiated into the world of man to man pleasures.
Instead of jumping all over me, Joel grabbed my hand and led me to his bedroom and positioned me in front of a full length mirror. "look", he said. "Look at how sexy your body is. It was made to turnurn men on and it should be used to give men pleasure." For some reason, hearing those words and looking at myself in the mirror made me want to please Joel all the more. As I stood there, I realized there was no turning back.
As I stood there Joel instructed me to use my hands to examine myself. I didn't feel comfortable doing this but Joel said that's why he wanted me to do this. By knowing the parts of my body that feel pleasurable, I would understand how to please other men. I played with my whole body until Joel told me to stop. He asked if I had fully explored all my erogenous zones and I said yes. To my surprise he said I was wrong. He proceeded to squeeze my nipples which hurt but was also pleasurable. He lightly tickled my balls, and put pressure near my scrotum. These sensations all felt great and I was surprised that I had not done those things. This was Joel's way of showing me how much I didn't know and how he was going to teach me things that I could never have imagined. He was right. As I look back, the things he taught me had never crossed my mind.
I was then led into the bathroom where Joel confessed his love for smooth men. Because of my ethnic background, I was already very smooth, but he wanted me to be completely smooth below the neck. At first I was a little reluctant but he said that it was the least I could do since he was going to take the time to teach me about sex. I agreed and he proceeded to shave my body. When completed he led me back to the mirror and I was surprised by the difference. the smoothness also felt great and when Joel told me that he wanted to keep me shaved I happily agreed.
Joel then led me onto his bed and instructed me to explore his body with my hands so I could get comfortable touching another man. While doing this Joel would emphasize certain areas that he particularly enjoyed. As I was playing with his tits, Joel grabbed me and pulled my face to his. He gave me a few light kisses to make me feel comfortable. When I started to respond to his kisses he began to french kiss me. He was a great kisser. Feeling his tongue in men made me feel light headed and kind of lost in the moment. What seemed like a long time passed before we separated. Joel looked at me and gave me a smile and a wink and said, This is only the begining.
Joel then turned the Tv on and started playing a tape in his vcr. It was a straight porno tape. We watched it for a few minutes and it didn't turn either of us on. I said it was boring. Joel said that gay sex was definitely more exciting. Then he put in a gay tape. It was the W. Higgins film, "Best Little Warehouse in LA". (Bet you haven't heard that name in a while). Just seeing guys in action for the first time kissing, sucking, fucking, rimming, j/o left a lasting impression. Watching the movie got us both hard so Joel suggested that we j/o. He told me to go first so he could watch. It only took a few minutes for me to shoot a big load. It felt great. But by the look on Joels face I could tell that I did something wrong. He proceeded to play with himself, stroking and touching his body. Occassionally he would stop and then start again. He played with himself for a good twenty minutes. When he finally came, it was a huge load. Jor\el then proceeded to explain the importance of letting the orgasm build before you release it and that before he taught me anything else I would have to learn how to properly masturbate myself and then learn to masturbate him. Until I met his requirements we would not move on. Having said that, Joel said that my lesson for the evening was complete and that my next lesson would take place in three days. I was told to practice the things I learned tonight short of coming. From now on I could only come in his presence. Stay tuned!!
Message #481 To: all Subject: How I Became A Bottom (pt. 4)
A few days later I went to see Joel. What did he have in store for me today? I entered his apartment and we both stripped. After some light conversation, Joel and I began making out. His hands rubbed my whole body and I was just savoring the moment. Eventualy we stopped. Next Joel instructed me to jack off. He told me to tell him whenever I came close to cumming and that I was not to cum unless he said I could. I did as I was told for the first few times that I felt like cumming. But one time I just couldn't hold back and shot my load. Joel had been right. By delaying my orgasm I had the most intense orgasm of my life. However Joel was not pleased. In a stern voice, he said that I had disobeyed him and that if I wanted him to continue teaching me then I had to listen or he would have no choice but to stop. I apologized and begged him not to stop. He said that he would forgive me this time but that in the future he would punish me if I disobeyed him. He grabbed my arm and led me into thhe hallway where he pointed out four rings in the corners of the wall. He said that whenever I disobeyed him he would tie me to the rings and I would be punished by various methods. This frightened me but I did not say anything because I did not want to stop seeing him. Plus it gave me incentive to really try hard to do things properly.
Joel then asked me to jack him off and I was not allowed to let him cum until he told me. Well I made him cum before he allowed me to. Joel got out of bed and went to his dresser. He pulled out a pair of leather wrist and ankle cuffs. He led me to the hallway and strapped me to the rings. There I was, unable to move in a spreadeagle position. Joel was standing behind me so I didn't know what he was doing. Then he spoke. "You disobeyed me and now you will be punished". Then I felt a sharp pain on my ass. Then another and another. After ten or so whacks to my ass he stopped. Joel made his way in front of me and gave me a long, deep kiss. He said that he was not happy that he had to whip me but that I needed to be disciplined and if I didn't shape up the punishment would be more severe and if I didn't show improvement he would stop. I was teary eyed and apologized again. Joel untied me and for the rest of the evening I j/o while listening to his instructions and I jacked him off too. I did as I was told and was given a lot of praise afterwards for being such a good student.
The next meeting consisted of just jacking off myself and Joel according to his instructions. At the end of the evening, Joel said that it was time to move on to the next lesson.
When I showed up a few days later, Joel said we should take a shower. We showered and we went to his bedroom. He turned on his vcr and it just showed scenes of guys eating each others assess. Joel asked me to be honest and to tell him what I thought. I said it looked gross and that I had never thoght of doing that. Joel the then asked if I wanted to try it. I wanted to say no but I didn't want to be punished and I figured this is what he meant when he told me that I would do things which didn't seem too pleasant but would be. I said yes. He instructed me to get on my hands and knees and then place my head on the pillow so my ass would stick out. I did. Then I felt his tongue licking my asscheeks, my ass crack, and I felt his fingers tickling my balls and stroking my cock. Then I felt him spread my asscheeks and I heard him mumble "what a beautiful ass". He started by circling my asshole with his tongue, followed by light licking over my hole. The feeling was very enjoyable and erotic. Then he stuck his tongue deep in my hole, pushing and grinding his tongue. What a wonderful feeling. As he was doing this he was also stroking my cock. I couldn't hold back and shot my load. But I also felt my ass contracting around his tongue which felt neat.
Joel stopped after I came and told me that it was my turn to lick ass. I laid on my back while Joel straddled me. He lowered his ass to my face and I wasn't sure if I could do it. I closed my eyes and licked. To my surprise it was tasteless and odorless. With this fear gone, I begin kissing, licking, and sucking his hole. Joel stopped a while later. My tongue sore but it was worth it. I had just experienced something new and enjoyable. Joel called me a natural and said that its called rimming. Since there was no need to teach me any more he said that we could move on.
Joel popped in a tape and it showed guy sucking each others cock. I knew what was next. Joel got between my legs and began sucking and licking my cock. It felt great. At the same time he used his hands to play with my tits and balls. He also licked my ass. Eventually I came and it was another wonderful feeling. Now it was my turn. Joel asked if I had been paying attention to his techniques and I said yes. So he told me to try to give him a blowjob. I started doiung the same things except for one thing. I began stroking his cock like I was j{ackiQkng him off. Joel didn't say anything so I continued. When Joel was about to come I instinctively tried to pull my head away, but Joel grabbed the back of my head and forced me to suck his cock. When he came I had no choice but to swallow his cum. There was so much that it started dripping out of my mouth. To my surprise his cum tasted ok. When Joel was done cumming, I thought he would praise me for being a natural cocksucker. Instead he said I was to be punished. As he whipped me with his cat-o-nine tails, he said that I had not been paying attention. He remarked that the reason they call it cocksucking is that you use the mouth not the hand. He also said that he felt my teeth which was something he did not do to me. He also chastised me for pulling my head away when I came. As usual when he was done he and I embraced in long, deep, passionate kisses. For the next month I learned to suck his cock and was punished as well. During that time I swallowed a lot of cum and I became hooked on it. I would always make sure that I had sucked every last drop from his cock. I learned not to use my teeth. But I could never swallow his whole cock. I could only take about 6" before I gagged. But Joel realized my limitation and was happy with what I could do. Then it came time to move on. Stay tuned for the last chapter!
Message #488 To: all Subject: How I Became A Bottom(pt.5)
My introduction to anal intercourse was really when I realized that I was a bottom. To aloow another man to penetrate and cum inside you is in my mind the ultimate sign of submissiveness and the unique characteristic of being a bottom. My first time with Joel came when I visited him one Saturday afternoon. Things seemed different when I entered his apartment. Instead of the usual playfullness, Joel was very serious. He asked me to sit on his couch and said he wanted to tell me something. He said that the past few months had been wonderful and that he had grown very fond of me to the point that he felt that he was falling in love with me. This revelation surprised and shocked me. He continued that before things went furthur, he had a confession. He was a top and he was looking for a relationship with a bottom. He would play a very dominant role to the point that a relationship would end up as a master/slave one. Since I didn't know what he was talking about he explained. His definition of a top was that he would always be in control during sex, and as a bottom would submit myself to all his desires. If the bottom had the right attitude he would enjoy himself as much as the top. He said that I had demonstrated that I had the perfect qualities to be a true submissive bottom and that he could be the one to nurture me in this endeavor. Unless I could agree to this, he would no longer see me. I said that maybe I should think about it, but he said that to get an honest reply from the gut, I had to decide now. Since I was super horny and I enjoyed Joel's company and didn't want to stop seeing him, I agreed to be his bottom. Joel smiled and gave me a great big kiss.
Joel led me into the bathroom and told me that I was to get an enema and that in the future I would have to do this myself before I visited him because in the future my ass would be his at all times. After the enema we went back to the bed. Joel went to the closet and took out a box. It contained dildoes and vibrators of varying sizes. While in a doggy style position, Joel began working the toys in my ass. For the next few hours, Joel stretched my virgin ass. Then I heard him say, "time for the real thing!". The next thing I felt was the head of his cock pressed against my asshole. Then I felt a quick, short thrust and by the pain, I knew he had entered me. Slowly he moved his cock deeper in my ass, always pausing until the initial pain wore off. By his moans I knew he was in total heavan. Finally he had his whole cock in me. Then he quickly withdrew his whole cock. He must have done this seven times before there was no more pain, just discomfort when he entered me. At this poiQkA5}]{W|{w3{q he decided to pull out. He gave me a hand held mirror and told me to squat and look at my asshole. I could not believe how stretched it was. The sight of it really turned me on. Joel then told me to straddle him and to fuck myself on his cock so I could get used to the feeling. He told me to go as deep as I could and then to go up just until the tip of his cock was all that was in my ass. I did so and after a while it felt pretty good. Iincreased the pace and when Joel sensed this, he told me to stop. With his cock still in me he flipped me on my back and began to fuck me. It was such an incredible feeling, the pleasure and pain. Before long Joel had to come. His pace quickened and the thrusts were harder. When he came he let out a yell and his fucking slowed down. He left his cock in me after cumming and collapsed on top of me. He kissed me and said that my ass was the best he ever had. After relaxing Joel told me to stand by the mirror and as I looked I could see how stretched my hole was as the cum dripped out of my ass. A little while later Joel had the urge to sample my ass again. This time he instructed me to jack off while he fucked me. As I came I could feel my muscles involuntarily contract around Joel's cock. He loved that feeling.
After that evening I was sore for a couple of days but it was worth it.
For the next few weeks Joel trained me in how to please him using my ass. At first I thought just being in me was enough. Wrong. Joel taught me to "milk" his cock. With this technique I had to learn to control my muscles so that I could literally make him cum using only my ass so that he would not have to exert himself. This technique took a while to learn but when I had mastered it I felt like I had really accomplished something. During this time Joel had also begun teaching me about B/D and light S/M. To me being tied up or getting spanked as I was fucked was a great turn on and I couldn't get enough. In fact I think that I had become addicted to butt fucking.
After about 8 months of constant training, Joel and I had developed a master/slave relationship. I was his sex slave who did everything I was told. Stay tuned for one more part. I promise!!