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There seems to be an interest in this kind of post, so I guess I'll include mine.
The first time I ever masturbated was about a week before Christmas when I was 14 years old. I had enjoyed playing with my penis (I liked getting hard and then laying around my room with a hard-on) since I was around 9, but I had never really masturbated before, and didn't really realize that I was then. Anyway, a few months before, I noticed that if I stayed hard for a while, some pre-cum would form at the end of my kid-sized cock. It kind-of surprised me at first, because I thought I was leaking in my pants, and when I discovered the relation between it and a hard-on, I thought that I was ejaculating and that someone would notice the light stain it made in my underwear, so I was always trying to clean it up.
Over the next few months, I would try to stay hard longer, and get harder to try to get more of the fluid to come out. One day I was sitting on my bed, playing with some icewater and my penis, and I decided that maybe if I pumped my 4-inch dick a little bit, I could get more of the fluid out. Well, about a dozen strokes later, I discovered that I couldn't stop stroking, and I had my first orgasm. My little hairless penis exploded, sending my first cumshot down my hand and across my acorn-sized balls. The ejaculation seemed to go on forever, but just as soon as I began to wonder if it was going to stop, it did.
I sat back and began to think about a million things at once; I was now a man because I could ejaculate sperm; did this mean that my dick had finished growing? Would I be able to do it again? Would anybody find out what I had done? How was I going to clean up the yellowish-white mess my little pecker had created? Was it wrong to masturbate? Had I, in fact, masturbated?
Well, luckily my dick continued growing (up to 6 inches, and still increasing in size, allbeit very slowly, as I am still going through puberty at age 19), I did it again the same day, nobody found out (not an issue anymore because I don't feel guilty anymore), I found some kleenex, and I've resolved myself to the idea that masturbating is a perfectly healthy practice.
Five years later, I masturbate at least once a day, with gobs and gobs of pre-cum, just like when I started out. And every year on the anniversary of my first young orgasm, I celebrate with a few good strokes and a good cum.