This is a work of fiction. Any places, events, themes and characters dead or alive are purely coincidental.
We won the semis and Caleb congratulated all of us. We were supposed to face-off with them on the finals. The final round was an all-out academic decathlon. We needed to study round the clock for tomorrow since the drugs were only effective for 5 hours.
"Yay! That was really easy than I thought it was. Anyways, finals! Oh, this is so epic!" Sean said as he walked backwards and cheering at us.
I was kinda scared if I won or lose the competition. I don't know how Caleb's brain works, but wish me luck that he won't send that video to Tommy. To be frank, I haven't asked Vadim about it. Did he really meant what he said and did to me? Or was he just in a post-rem state that made him do crazy things. I have to go speak to him.
Vadim was sitting alone in the bench and I sat beside him. My heart was racing and pounding as words barely come out of my mouth.
"Malcolm, about what happened 2 days ago..." Vadim said as he covers his face with his hand and sighs. "Ok, about what happened to that.......I......mean it! There's this weird spark inside me that just...ignited and made me feel something. Look, I know you barely even know me, but I....like you Malcolm." He said as redness emerge from his face. He stood up and walked as fastly as he can.
Wait, what?! The fuck? He likes me?! Ack!
I was left with a ton of emotions. Shock, confusion, fear, and I was shocked to feel....flustered. It wasn't long enough when Aldous sat beside me and snapped his fingers at me.
"Oh wow. Vadim likes you. I mean, I confess I kinda like you, but you're already taken. Anyways, what did he said about 2 days ago? Was it because he drank your grapefruit punch?" Aldous asked.
"Umm, no. Anyways, we still need to study! They say it's gonna be an academic decathlon. 10 categories and may be randomized. Let's bounce." I said while Aldous held my hand. I let go of it, since it was weird.
I haven't received any calls or messages from Tommy lately. Hmm, maybe he's busy. I don't wanna be a meddler, so maybe I should stop annoying him with a ton of text messages. The study hall was silent as we picked our books. We needed to share all 10 books for all 10 possible categories. We're studying round the clock as we heard the Rockies, rummaging through books and sample questions. Hmm, does it mean that Caleb won't use the drugs?
We ignored them as I got to the desk. Vadim saw me and stood next to me as I can see that he was shaken. His brown hair was really messy and his blue eyes were kinda sad.
"Malcolm. Can I sit next to you?" He asked.
"Oh..sure. Do sit." I replied. Shit! His arms were large and oh my god, it's teasing me! I wanted to touch it, but no!
Vadim looked shaken and confused. Maybe he's having trouble at Chinese History.
"Um, what's wrong, Vadim? You look a bit...gloomy." I said as I pat his back.
"Gloomy? What does that mean?" He asked. Oh, I actually forgot that he was an exchange student. Wait, does he know about dirty words? Malcolm. No. Your mind needs to be cleaned! Stop thinking dirty!
"Uh, it means something is bothering you. What's wrong? Are you scared about facing off with the Rockies?" I asked as our eyes locked at one another. Dang! His sapphire blue eyes were sparkly!
"S-something is really bothering me, Malcolm. Look, I am still turned on about how you kissed me...that night. That was most unforgettable night that I had. Don't deny it, Malcolm. You enjoyed it, am I correct?" He said as he held my hand and the "thing" we did the other night replayed on my mind as I was stopping my dick from getting hard.
"Uh....erm.....Vadim. I don't want to hurt you..." I said as he interrupted my answer by covering my mouth with his finger.
"Yes, I know you have no feelings for me. I just wanted to let that off my chest, you know. Either I keep it in or let it out, the possible outcome of my feelings for you will still end up on a ditch like a caribou being shot in a ravine. Thanks for listening, Malcolm. I appreciate it." He said as he softly punches my shoulder. Ow! That still hurt though.
Oh, that actually feels...good. I don't know why am I feeling disappointed, but I didn't care since we needed to do an all-nighter study! Round the clock, people!
It was 8 pm. We needed to have dinner, so we took takeout Chinese food. I could live with only noodles and chicken. Everyone was memorizing, solving and also keeping their voices down since they wanted to eavesdrop on the Rockies.
"You useless pricks! I can't even trust you with a fucking competition!" I heard Caleb's voice echo as the 4 of them fake memorizing and asking.
"W-We're sorry Caleb. It's too hard without the creamers!" A voice said as I heard a smack.
"Dependent! How in the world am I going to win now?! Hm, I suppose maybe losing to Malcolm might sound wonderful, but I can't risk losing this to a newbie. Now, don't even think about sleeping tonight, you understand?! All of you! Study, study and study for fuck's sake!" Caleb's angry voice echoed through the study room as we pretended to study.
"Dang, that bastard really is psycho." Aldous whispered as we got back to studying.
Damn, he seems not the kind of person that you would trust to become a leader. I just told them, win or lose at least we got to enjoy this and the first time, got to the finals!
11 pm. Abby and Sean were half awake as I was surrounded with empty energy drink cans, and maybe some beer cans. Vadim and Aldous were making a thesis and anti-thesis on quantum mechanics. I'm still stuck on Calculus and I still needed to read the entire history of Asia in only...13 hours before the finals start. This was an all-nighter and we needed to study and practice every second.
I can't seem to concentrate. Everytime I read and try to remember something, Vadim's topless body and his amazingly beautiful arms were teasing me. Nghh! Malcolm! Study! Forget about it! You don't like the guy! Nope, nope, nope!
I tried to read but the words jumble and tumble as Vadim's everything's were filling up my head. What the fuck is happening?! I tried to solve calculus and phew. It was only me. I answered it perfectly. But, why though? Why was Vadim suddenly kept popping up on my head?
It was 2 am. I let them sleep to have some energy. I stayed up late even though my eyelids were getting heavy and heavy over time. I...need...to...study! I was reading the silk road countries when Caleb bonked my head and I counter attacked by tripping him over.
"Hey! What the fuck?!" He said.
"Don't tell me that. You're the one who bonked my head in the first place!" I stood up and stared angrily at him.
"Oh, Malcolm. It's you. I thought you were somebody else." He grinned menacingly as I rolled my eyes and ignored him. He went away as I continued reading. It was 3:34. I am halfway done on Marco Polo's expedition. I needed to read this book over and over again, only for my brain to absorb every single knowledge from this book.
The hours go by slowly as Caleb's team was still up and studying. There were only 3 of them and they saw me.
"You're Malcolm, aren't you?" This girl asked as I nodded and the 3 of them were shocked.
"Listen. Please don't let Caleb win! We need to study but we also need to assure that you will win. Caleb is a dangerous guy! Please, do not trust him if he ever sets up a deal or an agreement with you. His mind is twisted and he'll never keep a promise. Make us lose, please!" All 3 of them begged me as I was shocked.
Why do they needed to lose? Why shouldn't I trust him? He's gonna rat me out even if I win or lose! If I win, there's a big chance he'll tell Tommy or expose it. If I lose, the chances were all tied judging on how his teammates told me about him. It was a do or die situation.
I needed help. Now, who was the best at these kinds of negotiable things... Aldous! I need help from him! I told them I'd do my best as I bolted out the room and Aldous smiled at me.
"Sounds like you need help from an expert, Malcolm." He said, blocking me.
"Oh, thank goodness you're a lifesaver. Please, I need help. See, there's this....video about me....... masturbating and I'm afraid Caleb may show it to the public and tell how much of a masturbator I am! You gotta help me!" I shook his shoulders as he gave me a "you gotta do something for me first" look.
"Well, nothing is free, Malcolm. How about we do a win-win situation. I help you with your problem, you help me fulfill my fantasies about you fucking me. How's that sound?" He winked at me as he grinned.
Why the fuck?! Why?! Why are people always after my body?! I guess I should start gaining weight. Well, a little bit of fun won't hurt. Also, it's beneficial for a lot if people, including me, Aldous, and also Tommy. I...may do it. But, how about Caleb's...deal?
"Okay, great! So, I just need you to buy some time and give me info about his DNS server. I'll forward his database from his phone, to my laptop and I'll try to delete the video of you, without a trace. Trust me, nothing illegal will be done.....but they'll never know about it. I work as clean as a whistle. I'll put some earmuffs on Vadim so we can...you know." He winked as I smiled at him. Nah, pretty easy. The easy part is the hacking, but the hard part is to fuck Aldous. Geesh, Tommy will never know. He won't mind if I had my fun. I need a break.
We went back to our room, covering Vadim's ears with earmuffs. Aldous clinged unto me as we ended up on the bed. He kissed me as I just stayed put. You're not enjoying this, Malcolm. Just pretend that you're not in the mood for it.
Aldous gave me a look that said "Can you please pretend that you're enjoying this?" as I faked a smile and kissed him. He got disappointed as he stood up.
"Wow. You're no fun, Malcolm. Maybe it's because you feel the weight of guilt, pounding and crushing you like a feeble bug. Squashed, you feel helpless but to immerse yourself to the weight and try to actually get used to it. You're never faithful to Tommy, Malcolm. There's always another guy that's obviously better than him." He said, grabbing my neck and strangling it softly as I coughed.
He was like a snake, seducing me, tempting me and making me feel guilty. He kept licking and licking and licking every part of my body as he takes my shirt off. His head ended up on my chest as I froze like a post about what Aldous said.
I...was unfaithful to Tommy. I love him, but he can't fill my hunger for sex, that's all. I've became a fucking sex addict when I got to highschool. Shit, what happened to me?! I used to see the world with tons of possibilities and now, I'm in a mercy of a boy that has been longing to have sex with me. Have I ever loved Tommy?
That was actually lust to begin with. I lusted his body as he lusted mine too. My feelings for him only grew when I got to know him, but have I really ever knew him that much? Am I just uncovering only the tip of the iceberg? Does Tommy really.....love me or is it because he just lusts my body? Ugh! I'm so full of questions!
Aldous stopped kissing and licking me as he saw my droopy face. I was real confused that night. It made me realize about how I really felt about Tommy. He was nice and cool, but was he ever that nice dude that became my best friend after he got the first taste of my cock? He...only lusted for it. Everybody else does. Nobody....really loved me that much. Was I really living in an illusion this whole time? If he loved me, he would not be ashamed to kiss me in public. He always disagrees with his teammates when the topic was all about me and him being together. He only wanted me to be me when we were alone in our bedrooms. Have I been living in a huge lie this whole time?!
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