This is a work of fiction. Any places, events, themes and characters dead or alive are purely coincidental.
It's been 3 weeks since Tommy and I broke up. I was getting back to my boring life and I just felt really gloomy than ever. Frank and Chandler sometimes comfort me but Tommy rarely talks to me now and it really makes me sad that he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. I have a feeling that he still loves me, but he's too scared to tell it to me or anyone else. It was lunchtime and I kept staring at Tommy as he finally sits in front of me.
Frank and Chandler were doing romantic stuff, like dirty jokes and telling each other how much they love them and it really made me uneasy. Shit, these 2 just can't stop so I left and I was gonna change seats when this girl spilled my juice. "What the fuck!" I said as she grabs a towel and apologizes to me.
"I'm really sorry about that, Malcolm." She said as I wondered how did she knew my name.
"Uhh, who are you?" I asked while I wiped myself
"Really? This is Abby! The one that gave you the frogspawn specimen yesterday." She smiled at me. To be frank, I felt a bit okay about it and kinda forgot that I was feeling heartbroken.
I sat alone when Abby sat beside me and chatted with me. I had no choice but to answer her questions just to forget about you-know-what. Tommy saw us and he had this look on his eyes that seems that he's feeling....sad and happy at the same time. I kinda enjoy having someone to talk to. Abby was smart and talkative and I sometimes feel good when she's around. A couple of weeks went by, Abby and I became real good friends and Tommy.....well, he moved on. I saw him at the bleachers.
"I see that you're finally moving on." I said as I held his hand tightly.
"Yeah, you too. Abby seemed nice. Are you 2 dating?"
"No. Uh, nice talking to you." I said as my heart just leaped when he smiled and said: "I...miss you, Malcolm." I knew it! He still loves me!
"But, I have a girlfriend now. I'm sorry. Still friends?" He smiled nervously and hugged me
My heart weakened again. Wow, he really is more indecisive than me. He pats my back and continued to spy on him. I can see that he and his...girlfriend are not that close. See, you can't even make him smile for Pete's sake! Maybe he's right tho. I do need to move on. I may ask Abby out, even though that won't satisfy me enough. As usual, she said yes and I feel nothing about it. I just feel normal.
I fucking miss Tommy just like fish misses water. Abby became my girlfriend and Tommy was a bit....sad about the news. She said that she likes my cold personality, even though this isn't the real me. I just feel cold because I can no longer feel Tommy's warmth near me. I am madly jealous about his good-for-nothing girlfriend! I don't know why but everytime she flirts with Tommy, I just wanna tear that fake excuse of a bangs off of her head.
To be frank, Abby treats me like a fool and I would sometimes hate her for that, but overall she's a really great girlfriend. She would listen to me but, she would sometimes humiliate me but she said she did it because she loved me. I think she's using my little known knowledge about love, but she underestimated me.
I was eating alone when Abby came in and slapped me then threw my recorder at my face. "You're a big wanker! That's why you never liked me! You're just a fucking wanker! Go back to your boyfriend and..." I stopped her from talking by spilling juice unto her clothes. All of them laughed at me so, I thought maybe returning the favor.
"Oops, sorry. Here, a tissue. Oh wait, nothing can wipe off that shitty attitude of yours." I said, leaving her offended.
"Do your face always looks like you smelled somebody else's fart? Oh sorry, you're the one that smells like shit!". I said, making her more offended until she ran away in fear. I kinda felt bad about what I done to her, but she deserves it for touching my private stuff.
I was alone at my room, lost in thoughts when, someone knocked at my door. "Come in." I said as I continue to watch Fish Sticks swim around in a circle. To my surprise, it was Tommy. He was holding a bottle of bourbon. He entered and sat beside me.
"Look, I'm really sorry about what happened today. Maybe Abby was not your ideal girlfriend, but I'm sure you'll find someone that can fill that empty gap in your heart." He said as he pats my shoulder and offers me a glass of bourbon. To be frank, I don't actually feel anything. I just feel happy that Tommy is finally talking to me and the whole dumping me didn't deal that much damage.
I sighed and said: "You're the only one that filled this gap, Tommy. You're the one I love. I realized that now. You are irreplaceable." I said as I kissed him softly and to my surprise, he kissed me back. I can feel that he's crying.
"I-I'm really sorry about breaking up with you Malcolm! You're right, you're the one I love. I can't get you out of my head! I am selfish. I broke up with you because of my own desires. I'm really sorry, Mal. Forgive me." He said as tears broke in and started flooding his eyes. I knew that he still loves me and I cried too. I whispered: "I forgive you, Tommy. I love you."
"I love you too. I fucking miss your dick!" He said as we kissed passionately and I pushed him to the wall and licked every bit of his face, seductively. We kept kissing until he unzips my pants and grabs my hard dick and takes it in his mouth. Fuck, I miss putting my dick into Tommy's mouth and I remembered that it just feels fucking amazing. I never had a blowjob in a month now and finally, my hunger was replenished. I could moan freely since we were home alone and our house was far from the neighborhood. He keeps sucking it until we got to the bed. We did a 69 to prepare ourselves for our "fun".
His asshole was nice and clean and It was tightened up because it's been untouched for a long time now.
"Malcolm, put it in me! I've been wanting this forever!" He said as we changed positions and I slowly moved my dick into his asshole. Wow, it really became tight and Tommy whimpered and squealed.
"Fuck! It's been too long and my ass is really hurting now!" He shouted and I continued to go a bit slower now. I kept going back and forth slow but hard and he was moaning as I was grunting and groaning.
"Malcolm....nghh...Fuuck!....Go s-softer!....ugh....your dick... it's too...big!" He said as I got a bit slower now because it sometimes pains me to hear him begging and whimpering. I missed having sex with the boy I love. The room was filled with moans, whimpers, grunts and groans of Tommy and I. For weeks, I dreamed of this and finally I once again have him in my arms, making love, having lots of sex. I may have stored lots of cum. It has been weeks since I had my orgasm. I forgot how it felt until now. The excitement, the intense overdose of serotonin and dopamine filled my brain. It was a wave of pleasure, surging through my veins as I cried of relief and emptied my load at Tommy's hole.
"I missed you a lot, Tommy. I can't live without you." I said as I climbed unto him and kissed passionately.
"I love you, Malcolm. Our love and lust combined us again." He said as I suck his dick clean and he licked my asshole to make it wet. I sucked his dick balls deep and it made him moan really loud. "Malcolm, I think it's enough." He said as I got to our favorite missionary position. We kissed as I watched Tommy's dick slowly disappear and it made me squeal from pain. Shit, I forgot that it has been weeks since I had something up my asshole.
"Don't worry, Mal. I'll be careful." He said as he slowly inserts it and kisses me. I squealed and whimpered but Tommy kept kissing me and I felt safe about it. I teared because I missed him do this to me.
"Tommy, I'm ready. Go faster now." I said then grinned at him and he went faster. I was slowly getting the hang of it again. We were just having too much fun that I forgot that he already had a girlfriend.
I sat on the bed, with my rock hard dick and I said: "Tommy, I-I'm sorry about this. You found your girlfriend now and...I don't want to take your happiness away from you. You 2 are perfect for each other."
Tommy hugged me as our dicks touch and he whispered: "Okay, maybe we're just doing this as friends. Besides, we have sexual needs. I still love you, Malcolm." We stood up and I pulled him to the shower to clean up.
I woke up to find out that Tommy was gone and the room smells like sex. He left a note that said: "Can't wait to do it again with you, Malcolm". To be frank, I felt sad about it. So, he's saying that he used me to fulfill his fantasies? He loves me but, he loves another person. But, he kissed me! He loves me more than that bubble headed excuse of a girlfriend that looks like an accident in a thrift store. I have to make the first move!
I got to school excitedly and I saw Tommy, chatting with his girlfriend. I waited for the perfect moment for his girlfriend to get out of the way. I crossed my fingers and Tommy smiled and greeted me. You know what, screw it. I kissed him, in front of all the other people and he resisted. I kept hugging him tightly, until he kissed me back and whispered: "You're crazy, I love you".
We kept kissing until his girlfriend separated us and said: "You 2, get a room. Look, Malcolm. I'm not mad about it. I already know that you and Tommy are more than just friends. I respect his decision. You can have him back." She said then kissed Tommy's cheek. Finally! We had our first public kiss! Frank and Chandler were shocked about it, but they were cool with the 2 of us being in a relationship.
"I knew it! You 2 tried to hide it from us?!" Frank confronted us.
"Yes, Frank. We knew that you couldn't keep your mouth shut and you might tell everyone, including our parents!" I said as we had lunch. Everyone was teasing us, but I have a few tricks up on my sleeves. I can hijack test questions and make it harder so I threatened them if they wouldn't leave us alone.
"Yeah, I agree with Malcolm, Frank. You just can't keep a secret! Don't worry, you 2. Your parents can't know anything about it." Chandler winked at us and it made us a bit relieved.
I was at the locker room, organizing stuff when Brandon came in, locked the doors and hit my head.
"Hey, what the fuck? What did I do to you?!" I said angrily at Brandon.
"Ooh, feisty. I didn't expect this side of you, smarty-pants!" He said while pushing me to the wall. Oh great, what does he want now? Usually, Brandon bullies me to get test answers or so.
"I see that you and Tommy are...you know. That makes you...gay, am I right?" He kept pushing me and winking at me, making me uneasy.
"Get out of my way, you dickhead!" I said angrily while pushing him but he was too strong to push. "Ah, I see. Being disobedient?" He grinned and licking his lips. He pushed me until our lips touched and he kissed me. Ew! What the fuck! I pushed him and tried to immobilize him, but...Ack! I can't find a nerve!
"Trying to knock me out eh? Maybe this'll change your mind." He said as he unzips and reveals his massive dick. It was 6 and a half inches long..... I'm in shit loads of trouble!
TO BE CONTINUED....
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