Fraternity Memoirs Part V -- The Camping Trip, Saturday AM
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I woke up and opened my eyes. It was still dark in the tent, but I could see that the sun was up. I wondered what time it was and wished that I had my watch. I realized that it didn't make any difference if I had my watch. With my hands tied behind my back, I wouldn't be able to see it anyhow. My arms were very uncomfortable this way; I was surprised that I slept through the whole night like this. Kevin was still sound asleep.
I gazed at his face. Kevin was no longer my enemy. We had shared something that would forever stay with me. We had shared an intimate moment. Our relationship from this day forward would be completely different. How different, I wasn't sure. But I was sure that what ever it was to become will reveal itself in time. I replayed the events of last night in my head. I wasn't remorseful at all. Kevin's words echoed in my head, 'it's no big deal', 'nothing wrong with two guys getting off together' and 'it's not gay'. Kevin was right; I had to stop thinking about it. I had fun last night and that was all I had to think about. But thinking about it was making me hard again.
Speaking of being hard, even though Kevin wasn't up yet, his dick certainly was. I could feel it pressed up right against mine. It was still slippery as hell under this sleeping bag. I found it so erotic, Kevin sleeping next to me, our hard cocks rubbing against each other. I started lightly grinding my dick against Kevin's sleeping body. I started thinking with my dick and not with my head. I wanted a repeat of last night. I wanted to cum.
Slowly but steadily, I was grinding my body against Kevin's stiff dick and hard body. I wondered if I could cum while he remained asleep. I wondered if I could get Kevin to cum while he was sleeping. I continued the grinding motions. It felt so hot. I had my eyes closed, hearing Kevin's dirty talk from last night in my head, 'yeah, you cock feels so good', "What's this round two?" I heard Kevin's voice say.
I was startled and opened my eyes. Kevin woke up. "You are a horny little devil, aren't you? Looks like I converted you last night, huh? Trying to rape me when I was sleeping, you perv?"
Although there was no need, I felt guilty and tried to come up with an excuse, "Umm, sorry Kevin. I must have been...umm...," I couldn't think of anything. I just looked back at him.
"You know, you're one hot mother fucker. I can't believe you never been with a guy before. Were you just pulling my leg last night, playing the virgin?" Kevin said. He had begun grinding his dick against me, and once again joined his rhythm.
"No Kevin, I swear," I answered. The grinding motions becoming more intense, our legs rubbing up against and in and out of each other. He felt so fucking good against me, I couldn't wait to shoot another load.
We left the conversation at that and just continued the assault on each other's bodies. Our chests rubbing against each other was making sort of a suction cup sound. Both of us were moaning and saying 'yeah'. I felt like I was given my first smoke of crack last night and now I was addicted. Kevin's cock was getting stiffer and I could tell he was getting close. His breathing was heavier and his grinding harder. I felt his body convulsing and his legs wrap around mine tightly. He gave one more 'oh yeah' and he came all over my dick and lower stomach. He was still convulsing and shaking, his head nudged against my shoulder. I wanted to cum too. I wasn't far away from cumming myself. Kevin kept up his side of the grinding, which I thought was very considerate. I was picking up the pace. I was getting real close when I heard the zipper to the tent opening and Adam say, "Rise and shine!"
'HOLY FUCK!' I thought to myself. We both quickly stopped and I saw Kevin's mouth drop. "Just be cool and act like we just woke up," Kevin whispered. I was mortified at Adam seeing us like this. In all likelihood, we both would be expelled from the class. We tried to calm down our breathing. Adam opened the tent and crawled in. "Hope you two got a good night's sleep last night. The fire is low and we need more wood."
Thank God Kevin spoke because I wasn't able to speak. I was afraid as all hell and inside I was freaking out. "Uhhhh, yeah Adam, we did. Walsh just woke me up not two minutes ago," Kevin said in his best 'I just woke up' voice. I was suddenly sweating like crazy.
"Good," Adam said, "Let me get that zipper for you two and then you can get dressed." My heart was racing. Both of us were still hard as a rock and Adam was going to see it. I couldn't look at Adam as he started unzipping the bag. I was pleading with my dick to go down, but he wasn't listening.
Adam had the bag half of the way unzipped. My mind went into defensive mode. I had to think of a way out of this. "We can get it from here Adam, we'll be out in a minute," I said. It sounded desperate.
"And exactly how are the two of you going to untie yourselves?" Adam asked.
I had forgot about that simple detail. Adam zipped the bag entirely open and the sleeping bag slid off of us. I have never been so ashamed in my life. Adam just kneeled there in silence looking at us. The shock evident on his face. I looked down at the both of us to see what Adam was seeing. Although Kevin's erection was subsiding, he was still pretty hard. Me on the other hand, I was still hard as a rock, sticking straight out and sporting all 7.5 inches. Kevin's fresh cum was smeared all over my stomach. We had been caught, red handed. I was going to cry. I had no idea how Adam was going to react. I can only imagine the look of horror on my face.
His face and tone was serious, but not demeaning, "Alright you two, kneel up."
I was petrified. I felt like I had just been caught stealing something by my mother and she was totally let down. I had to say something. I had to apologize. "Adam, I am so sorry... We didn't...Its just that...I think..." There was nothing to say. What could I say? I just knelt up and looked down in disgrace.
"Listen you two, I'm going to untie you both," Adam said as he was loosening Kevin's hands. "Put your bathing suits on, grab your towels and go straight to the river and wash yourselves off so the rest of the pledges and Brothers won't see you this way. I'll let the rest of the guys sleep a little longer to give you some time." I didn't look at Adam once while he spoke. I saw Kevin go to his bag to get his bathing suit, he was untied.
"Jesus, Walsh, you got dried cum all over your chest. Are you sure you guys slept at all last night?" Adam asked as he leaned behind me and started untying my hands. His voice was friendly and almost understanding. Bordering on humored. But I still felt like total shit. My erection had gone down. I felt my hands released from the confines. I slid across the tent to my bag and fished out my bathing suit and slid it on. I had to lift the waistband over Kevin's cum so that I didn't smear it all over the front of my suit. I still hadn't looked up at Adam, or Kevin for that matter. I just kneeled there, waiting for Adam's final instruction.
"Go ahead you two, hurry up. Come back with fire wood, and then we will wake the rest of camp up," Adam said. We made our way to the tent's exit. "Hold up a second and look at me," said Adam. We turned around and looked at him. "What happened here this morning will remain between the three of us. If this got out to the Brothers, I don't know what would happen. But each of you owes me a huge favor. Understand?"
"Yes Adam, we understand," Kevin answered for us, his voice sounding so confident. We turned and went to leave the tent. Kevin got out first. I was ¾ of the way out and turned my head back into the tent. "Thanks Adam," was all I could say. He returned my remark with a smile.
Kevin and I made our way towards the river. The sun was shining brightly. It was much warmer than last night, actually a beautiful day for November. It was probably 50 degrees. Chilly, but bearable. I felt extremely angry with Kevin. I immediately put all the blame on him for what happened last night and this morning. After all, he was the one who suggested that we do it. I felt so fucking stupid that I didn't think of the consequences of my actions. I guess that's what happens when you think with your dick. How did I forget that we would have to be let out of the sleeping bag and untied. We walked to the river in complete silence. I wondered what was going through Kevin's mind.
We got to the river and I realized just how slimy and disgusting I felt. I had Kevin's dried cum all over my chest and stomach, and his fresh cum all over my dick. Not to mention all the baby oil. Without much regard to the temperature, I just dove in the water. God this water is fucking freezing. But the coldness felt good and refreshing. I came out of the water and stood up. Kevin had dove in behind me and came up right next to me.
We just looked at each other for a few seconds. His hair was slicked back, drops of water rolling off his oiled hard body, his nipples erect from the temperature, his blue eyes amazingly blue contrasted against his red bathing suit. God, he looked phenomenal. "Kevin, man, we were just busted fucking big time. I can't believe that Adam caught us like that. I can't believe that we did that last night. That was such a bad idea. What are we going to do? You think we'll get expelled?" I thought Kevin might have some answers, him being the 'expert' at this.
"It's all right Walsh. Adam seemed really cool about it. He didn't flip out or anything. He's totally covering for us. If he were mad, he would have lined us up in front of everybody and mocked us. He said it himself, that this was between the three of us." Still with that confidence and coolness, verging on his egotism. I hated (yet admired) is self-assurance.
"Yeah, but still Kevin. We were just caught fagging out. That doesn't worry you? How come you're not totally freaked out about all this?" I asked.
"I've been through this scene before bro. I've been busted a few times screwing around with another guy. Call me lucky, I don't know, but each time it's never been a big deal. Adam handled it the same way everyone else did. Put your clothes back on and don't let anyone else know what you've been doing. Most of them have probably been with guys themselves. In my experience, those guys usually come back in a day or two wanting some action themselves."
"You think Adam has been with a guy before, that's why he acted so cool?" I asked, my curiosity was piqued.
"Adam? Who knows? I don't know Adam that well, so I can't say. But between you and I, there are a few Brothers in this Fraternity that like to get their rocks off with a guy as well."
"Really? I never would have guessed that some of the Brothers were gay," I said, astonished at what he had said.
"Listen Bro, you got to get that gay word out of your head. You got some serious moral issues. You said you grew up in Brooklyn? Brooklyn where, Brooklyn, Kansas? I didn't say that anyone was gay. Just because you fool around with a guy, that doesn't make you gay. Look, did you enjoy what we did last night stud?" Adam said with a grin as he grabbed my nipple and pinched it.
"Ahh, yeah," I said as I jumped at his touch.
"You still like girls?"
"Yeah."
"Are you gay?"
"No, I'm not gay."
"There then, point proven. This is the way I like to look at it bro; people are sexual beings. Our search in life is for great sex, and along the way find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. A lot of guys think that since they are going to settle down with a woman, the search for great sex has to be only within the realm of women. But the two searches aren't necessarily the same, you know, and those guys are missing out on a lot of great sex. Me, I know that I am going to get married and have kids some day. But until I find that lucky lady, I'm going to have as much sex as I possibly can. And in my search for great sex, I've found that sex with guys is awesome and totally hot. You following me?" Adam said. He was rinsing his body off in the water the entire time he was talking to me.
I listened intently to everything that he said. I felt like he was my older brother and he was lecturing me on how life works. It made complete and utter sense to me. It was so simple yet logical. I felt totally enlightened. "Yeah Kevin, I totally hear what you are saying." Maybe it was what I wanted to hear.
"Cool. I've oversimplified it a little, but you'll figure it all out. The way I see it, as long as you are having fun, it can't be all that bad," Kevin said and flashed me his trademark smile. He reached into the river and started splashing me and laughing. I had more questions, but I was feeling better. I was still worried about what Adam was thinking, but I guess we wouldn't be in the river right now if he was totally freaked out or anything. He actually took it rather well. I also wondered which Brothers Kevin was referring to about getting off with guys. I saved the questions for later and started splashing Kevin back. We had a splash war for a couple of minutes, jumping on top of each other and dunking one another.
The splashing subsided and we tried to get as much of the baby oil off of us as possible. Both of us forgot to grab a bar of soap. "So Walsh, did you get all my cum off your body yet, ha ha," Kevin said in his conceited voice and laughed.
"Fuck you Daugherty! You're just lucky that Adam came in when he did, otherwise you would have had a load twice the size as this girlie load, all over you," I said, laughing and mocking him. Did I just say that?
"That's right, you never came this morning bro," he said. "Well, we're just going to have to take care of that, won't we," his smile was devilish and he walked closer to me.
"Enough for today Kevin, last thing we need is to get busted again. Besides, I still have some figuring out to do" and I pushed him away from me. "Lets finish cleaning up, get some firewood and get back to the camp. Adam is probably waiting for us."
"You're loss bro," Kevin said, stuck his tongue out at me and went under the water.
We finished rinsing ourselves off and got back to the shore. We took our towels and dried ourselves off. I watched Kevin as he wiped himself dry and was struck again by how perfect he was in almost every way. I was so thankful that I was paired up with him, thankful that Kevin shared all this with me, thankful that Kevin took interest in me. I was amazed that before last night, Kevin and I had not said a word to each other in weeks.
We started walking back to camp. I was curious about Kevin's 'hetero' side so I asked him if he had a girlfriend. We turned off the path about 50 yards from the campsite looking for wood. "Girlfriend, no, Girlfriends is more like it," Kevin said. Again, I was struck by his ego. He started telling me about this one girl he is seeing. She was a real hot junior (he was much more descriptive) and a nymphomaniac. As far as girls go, he said, she's the best fuck he ever had. She was into some real kinky shit. Kevin went into this wild story about how he was fucking around with this guy on the side and one night before pledge season they double-teamed her. I'll spare you the details, but it was one hot fucking story and got me really turned on. Kevin and I were searching the ground for some good wood while he was telling me the story. The details of his story got me hard as a rock. As you all will soon learn, Kevin had this gift to pretty much seduce anyone. I hadn't realized it, but Kevin was suddenly next me.
He grabbed my dick through my bathing suit. He nearly scared the shit out of me. "Lookie here, here's a nice piece of wood," he said, again with that dubious smile of his. The way he played these games turned me on so much. Everything with Kevin had a way of alluding to sex. The boy was fucking crazy. His hand was slightly stroking me and it felt fucking awesome. "Come here, I want to show you something..." he said, leading me by pulling on my dick.
I was totally aroused and curious, but scared at the same time. "Kevin, we're too close to camp. Come on, we're gonna get busted. Lets not do this, please." I was afraid to tell Kevin that I really wasn't certain if I wanted to do this again, at all.
"Quit being such a wimp. The chance of getting caught is half the rush. Can't you feel that? Lust and fear makes a great mai tai cocktail, bro. Testosterone mixed with adrenaline leads to one hell of an orgasm. Trust me."
I don't know what it is about Kevin, but he has this power over me. His tempting me was so erotic. He was a way of mesmerizing you. I wanted to see what he wanted to show me. He leaned my back up against a tree. "Close you eyes," he said.
"Kevin, I don't know. Somebody is going to catch us," my brain was saying, but my dick was telling me to shut the fuck up. I was ready to bust out of my bathing suit my cock was straining so much.
"Walsh, close your eyes. We're not leaving here till I show you this, and the longer we are gone, the more likely we're going to get caught. Quit being a whuss and close your eyes," Kevin said, slightly authoritative but with a wink.
I closed my eyes. There was no arguing with Kevin, or my dick. I was his. I wanted to be his. I felt Kevin pull my shorts down to my ankles. "No peeking," he said. My dick sprang straight out and my heart dropped. It was beating real fast, like I had just run a two mile. I was terrified yet excited. Terrified at getting caught. Terrified at my sexual appetite with another guy. Excited at the prospect of getting caught. Excited at the pure sexual intensity of the moment, guy or not. I was standing there, waiting for Kevin to touch me. I yearned for the feel of his body against mine. I was restless.
It seemed like minutes had passed, but I'm sure it was less than one since he had pulled my trunks down. He had yet to touch me. I was about to open my eyes to see what he was doing when I felt his tongue lick right under my balls. It stunned me, I was not expecting this. It sent shivers through my body and I moaned, 'Uhhhhh'. I stood on my toes as his tongue made its way over my balls and up the length of my dick. I was holding my breath. John, there's a GUY licking your balls. You've got to stop this, what's wrong with you? Kevin's tongue came off the tip of my cock and I sighed and said, "Oh my God Kevin. That feels so fucking good." Again, my libido telling my conscience to chill the fuck out.
Kevin went back to my balls and was licking them clean. I love when a girl plays and licks my balls. But it's not often that you find a girl who will stay down there too long, if at all. He was driving me insane. His tongue was relentless. He took my right nut and sucked it into his mouth. He rolled it over his tongue and sucked hard. He moved to my left ball and repeated his talent. Then he put both of my balls in his mouth at the same time. I was totally moaning and in another world, trapped in some magic place. The pleasure so intense you can't put it in words. He grabbed my sack and pulled on my balls, real tight and worked his tongue over them. I couldn't stand it anymore, I was going crazy. I was flooded with emotions, my body didn't know how to react. No girl had ever done this to me. He wouldn't stop working my balls. I kept repeating, "Oh God Kevin, Oh God Kevin we can't do this". I had to do something with my hands, I had to hold onto something. I reached out to Kevin's head. I felt his short hair. It was a strange sensation not feeling the long hair of a girl that I was used to. It made the moment even more erotic. Every muscle in my body was contracting. I was about to tell Kevin that he had stop, I couldn't handle it anymore, when he stopped.
I kept my eyes closed and my body went limp. Thank goodness Kevin leaned me against that tree, because otherwise I would have collapsed to the ground. What I had just felt wan an orgasm within itself. Kevin didn't take a long break. I felt his warm breath on the tip of my cock and I prepared myself for what I assumed was coming next. I felt Kevin's top lip encircle the top of my head and he brought his tongue under the length of my dick. God, his mouth was so fucking hot. Like the rest of my sex life, it had been weeks since I got my last blowjob. If Kevin's talents sucking dick were half of his previous talent, I was going to be in for one hell of a ride.
He wasn't quite sucking yet. He was sticking his tongue out, brining it to the underside of my shaft, and licking. It sent a tingling sensation to my toes. He was repeating this, each time sticking his tongue out further so that it reached farther along the length of my dick. I couldn't move. I was frozen to the touch of his wet tongue. I was amazed at how far he was reaching with it, easily half the length of my shaft. God, how long is his fucking tongue I wondered? My hands at this point were resting on his shoulders.
Without warning, Kevin brought his lower lip to my dick and swirled his tongue around the head of my cock. My knees buckled slightly. I groaned. I felt goose pimples on my body, but it felt strange since I had no hair anywhere. He was tugging my balls with one of his free hands. Instinctively, my hands went back to Kevin's head. He sucked about half my dick in his mouth and then slowly came of it, never letting the head of my cock out of his mouth and swirling his tongue over it. We continued like this for a minute or so, real slow movements. He was driving me crazy because it felt so good that I just wanted to cum, but the pace was just a bit too slow to take me over the edge. Each time he sucked my cock in, he went just a bit further than he did the last time. He was about 6 inches onto my 7.5" dick. Could he take it all? I felt him getting closer and closer to having all me in his mouth. I could feel the tightness of his throat as my cock slid its way into the back of his mouth. I felt his lips make it all the way to the base of my cock, he had taken all of me. I wanted to open my eyes and see Kevin's mouth stuffed with my dick. But that voice inside me told me not to do it. It reminded me that it was a guy smoking my dick and I was afraid that if I actually looked at him, I might freak out. Better to enjoy it this way. I didn't have much time to think it out because Kevin was picking up his pace. I could here the slurping sounds as Kevin inhaled my bone and I could feel my balls begin their ascent. I could feel his head bobbing furiously on my dick, reaching the back of his throat. I felt Kevin's hands grab my ass and he pushed me further into his mouth. God, this felt fucking unbelievable. He was a pro at this. I've had some pretty good blowjobs from some slutty chicks, but they were novices compared to Kevin.
I was real close to cumming. I was taken over by an animalistic desire to shoot my load. I started fucking his mouth, meeting his rhythm. On some of the porn videos I've seen guys fucking girls mouths, but in real life I never found a girl that would let me fuck her mouth with full thrusts. They'd usually gag and come off. But not Kevin. He took it like a champ. My dick was soaked with his saliva and I could feel him drooling a bit on my legs. This was raw sex, sex that one fantasizes about but is too afraid to act out. I drove in and out of Kevin's mouth and he sucked harder. The slurping grew louder. The cum began to rise out of my balls, but it felt like it was coming all the way from my toes. My shaft grew thicker and harder, my head swelled, but Kevin didn't miss a beat. "God, suck that dick, yeah. Oh yeah, oh god, oh yeah, I'm going to shoot. Kevin, I'm gonna cum." He didn't let off, he kept on sucking. One more thrust into Kevin's mouth and I plastered the back of his throat with my first shot. Kevin quit his sucking and just remained still with my dick down his throat. I lifted my head back and looked at the blue sky. I shot a second load. I felt Kevin's throat trying to swallow it. He pulled off a little as my third shot landed right on his tongue. He gulped it down. Two more small shots and the best load of my life was done. I fell to my knees and rested my arms over his shoulders, forehead to forehead. I was breathing heavy, still regaining my composure. "God...damn...huh,huh...Adam," I said, between breaths, "that...huh, huh...was...fucking...huh,huh...intense!"
"Damn bro, you shoot one hell of a load. I didn't think you were ever going to stop," Kevin said.
I felt the sweat dripping off me. "I can't believe you swallowed it."
"Had to show you what you were missing all these years," Kevin said. I still had my head against Kevin's, but I knew he was grinning that killer smile and dimples. "Holy shit, it's fucking Adam!"
I nearly swallowed my tongue in absolute fear. I jumped and pulled my shorts up. I looked about, but I didn't see Adam anywhere. I turned around and still no sign of him. I heard Kevin snickering and turned around to him.
"Got ya. Ha ha ha. Sorry, I couldn't resist. You should have seen the look on your face, ha ha ha," Kevin said.
"You are such a fucking asshole dude. That's not funny," and I punched him real hard on his arm, "you almost gave me a heart attack."
"Ooowww," Kevin said, purposefully overreacting to my punch. "Yeah, it was funny."
"Let's get some wood and get back to camp. We've been gone a long time and Adam is probably flipping out." I noticed that Kevin was sporting some major wood under his bathing suit. I hoped he wasn't expecting the favor returned. I certainly wasn't ready to suck dick. I started picking up some wood. Kevin did the same. Guess I was off the hook. I felt bad, but I'm sure he understood.
We walked back to camp and it was vacant. Everyone must have still been asleep. There was no sign of Adam. Kevin and I were quiet as possible. We put some of the wood on the fire. The heat felt good. We just sat there in silence while we waited for Adam to show up. A few minutes later, Adam came up the path in different clothes, his hair slightly damp and towel in hand. He must have taken a shower. I felt the guilt come rushing back to me. Adam and I had really hit it off during rush season. I was so excited to be his brother, hopefully his best friend. We were told during rush that we would receive Big Brothers. I was hoping that Adam would be my Big. But since pledging, all that had changed. And now, I didn't know what Adam would think of me after this morning.
He came up to the fire and held his hands out. He just stared at us for a minute, eyeballing us. "Glad to see you guys made it back. The fire looks good. Go put some warmer clothing on and then wake up and untie the rest of your pledge brothers."
Kevin and I went back to the tent to get changed. I was putting a sweatshirt on when Kevin said, "Well Walsh, now we get to see if any of our pledge brothers had as much fun last night as we did," the excitement abundant in his voice.
I hadn't thought of it. Kevin's mind must always be on sex. But he was right and I was equally as excited. Not that I wanted to 'catch' anyone. But it would be good to know that Kevin and I weren't the only ones. "Let's go," I said......
So there it is, Part V. Hope you fellas enjoyed. Let me know your thoughts, I appreciate your feedback. alt76frat@yahoo.com