Stacy's point of view
Lunch time rolled around. This time I had a place to sit. I was nervous, but glad that Jessie invited me to sit at her table. Now all I had to do was find her. There she was waving her hands. I spot her and go get my lunch. She introduces me to her friends. I don't remember all of their names, but the one I do remember is Sammie.
"Looks like we got ourselves some fresh meat" she says with hunger in her eyes. I see Jessie kick her chair, and the flirtations look in their eyes. Jessie tells me that Sammie flits with everybody, but from the looks of it I think it's only with her.
The conversation at the table was about random teen stuff, and I speak a fair amount. When chat about relationships came up I felt myself move closer to Jessie. I hope she doesn't notice. Someone's foot is creeping under the table. I scan everyone's eyes to look for a sign of who it is. Everybody is engaged in the conversation but Sammie, who is smiling in Jessie's direction. I knew something was going on when I saw Jessie close her eyes. RING!! Everybody goes their seperate ways except Jessie and Sammie, who are secretly making their way under a staircase. Sammie whispers something in Jessie's ear then seductively glides her tongue the length it. I'm not gonna lie I felt more than jealous. I look away quick. I don't think they saw me.
Jessie comes back to the table where I was cleaning up my mess, and we head up the stairs. I ease my hand over to hers and lightly touch it. She doesn't seem to mind so I keep my hand there. It's time for us to part but I don't want her to go. I grab her by the hand and give her a hug good bye. Her scent is so sweet and intoxicating.
RING!! 7th period begins. I was lost in my day dream thinking about my lover I left behind in California Alex, when I hear someone calling my name repeatedly. I jumped to realize my teacher was asking me a question. I haven't thought about Alex this whole time why now?
"Stacy?"
I don't know what the question was.
"France?" Everyone begins to laugh. That's when I realize I was sitting in math class.
"No, 540 degrees. This is school, you need to pay attention." I sink in desk about 30 feet. I just wish class was over. I feel like everybody is looking at me. RING!! I grab my stuff and run to the door, and to my locker. Before I get to the bus I run in to a giant football player.
"Hey babe" He says with a grunt.
"Gross." I whisper to myself with my head down. Should I be over this "stage" of thinking boys are icky?
I enter the bus with a smile on my face hoping that Jessie was going to be there, but no Jessie. I sit in seat L5 next to the emergency exit (I don't know why she likes that seat so much) and wait. The bus is going to leave at any second. Here comes Jessie!! There's a frown on her face.
"Hi, you almost missed the bus."
"I know, I was talking to Sammie"
My heart instantly sank.
"Oh" is all I could muster up.
"You look freezing"
"Yeah, this Minnesota weather is killing me" I don't want to talk anymore
"Don't worry you'll get use to it" she said with the cutest smile. I didn't want to talk but I can't resist that warm smile.
"I sure hope so. Feel my hands" Did I just say that. I wish I could take it back. What if she says no? As soon as that thought crosses my mind she places her hands out, and I put mine in hers.
"Your hands feel like Ice cubes"
"I know your hands are so warm" We're looking into each other's eyes, when she looks at my hand and begins to glide over my palm with her index finger gently.
"Your hands are so soft" She whispers. I start to cry, she reminds me so much of Alex. She asks me what's wrong, I say nothing. Her words are so sincere when she says that she's here for me. I put my number in her phone, and she does the same. Her stop is next. When she stands up to leave I touch her hand so she looks into my eyes. I feel electricity shot through my fingers. She exits the bus only after we make eye contact one more time.
I'm left on the bus with all of these thoughts running through my head. I try to remember the good times, and forget the bad me and Alex had.
Alexis a.k.a Alex was my middle school sweet heart. I told her ever thing. We did everything together. It was only nine months ago when we started dating. We only broke up because I was moving, and that long distance thing just wouldn't work.
I miss her so much.
Why doesn't she call anymore, it's not my fault I had to move.
I want her in my arms.
I hate her for not supporting me when I needed it the most.
Her smile warmed my soul.
I'm glad I moved, I don't need her.
I want thing to go back to the way they were.
She was my, first my only.
I never got the chance to say I love you.
The bus driver lightly presses the break. I exit the bus and walk home. The cold air hitting my face makes it appear although I'm crying again.
"Mom I'm home" No answer, she must be at work.
"Dad?" No answer. He's never home, must be at the nearest bar.
I head to the kitchen and throw some pizza rolls in the oven.
"Dinner for one again" I say under my breath as I flop on the coach, and turn on the tube.
The ding from the timer goes off. I grab my pizza rolls and head right back to the coach. Soon I drift to sleep.
DANG!! An explosion appears on the T.V. I pop up and look at my phone. It's 12a.m. I have the urge to call Jessie all of a sudden and explain the reason behind my tears. No, she's asleep it would be rude, but I have to get this off my chest before I see her again. My heart beats a million times a minute as I stare at her number and press send.
My point of view
BUZZ!!! BEEP BEEP BEEP. I jump nearly out of my skin as I reach for my pocket to get my phone. The caller id says it's Stacy. Why is she calling me this late at night? I quickly pick up the phone.
"Hello" My words are slurred
"Hey, are you asleep?"
"I was"
"Sorry, I just called to say that I was sorry for what happened on the bus" her voice seemed like she was scared, but of what?
"It's fine, everybody has their moments" I sit up in my bed and rub my eyes.
"No, this was allot more than that"
"What do you mean? Do you want to tell me about it?"
She takes a big breath "Maybe"
"I'm all ears"
"You know what, it's no big deal. I just wanted to her your voice."
"Okay? See you at school"
"Yeah, bye"
That has to be the single most random conversation I have ever had, but I wasn't mad. I was actually happy to hear her voice too. I take off all of my clothes and go back to sleep.
BUZZ!! My alarm goes off. I get up slowly still tired from my wakeup call just a few hours before. I take a shower, pick out my clothes, due my hair, and head to the bus. I see Stacy in seat L5 and make my way to her.
"Hey can I sit here?" I say with a cheesy smile. She smiles and moves her bag.
"So what was up with that call?"
"I just wanted to apologize"
"There is no need for that" I explain and wrap my arm around her trying to break the awkward tension. She leans her head on my shoulder, and I lean my head on hers. We silently await our arrival to school. When the bus finally stops at the schools entrance I see that Stacy has fallen asleep. I nudge her and whisper in her ear that we are here. We exit the bus and walk into the school together. Before we part I rap my arms around her, and she wraps hers around me, and I tell her that I will see her at lunch.
I anxiously wait for the lunch bell to ring. The clock seems to be moving slower. 5...4...3...2...1...RING!! I jump up and head to my locker to get my lunch, and trout down the stairs.
"Crap" I say to myself, Sammie's at the table. I shoot her a smile, and take my seat.
"Hey, can I talk to you in private?" Sammie says with a straight face. Stacy walks towards the table and sits next to me. I tell her I have to go finish some homework. She gives me a nervous nod, and I leave with Sammie.
"What's up?"
"Just follow me" She grabs my hand and leads me to the school auditorium. Its dark, she hits a switch and everything lights up. She then pushes me up against the wall, and whispers in my ear "I want you." Those words allow are enough to drive my mad. I lean in and kiss her. My mind says no but my body says yes. She kisses me back and runs her hands the length of my back and up my shirt. I wince as she unclips my bra. She glides her hand up the front of my shirt and caresses my now erect nipples. I moan in her mouth, and then she makes her way down to my pants and unzips them. She reaches her hand down my panties and begins to rub my clit. I tilt my head back in ecstasy, as I creep towards an orgasm. Her hand moves faster and faster and I get closer and closer.
"Wow your wet" She says
"Shhh Don't stop. Please don't stop" I beg just wanting release.
My body begins to shake and I scream out in pleasure as my eyes roll back in my head. I feel myself begin to fall but Sammie catches me then licks her fingers and kisses me with her soft lips. She guides me to the ground with me on top. As I straddle her body I pin her arms above her head look deep into her big brown eyes and search for emotion. I don't see love, I don't see pain, I don't see hate, I just see shire lust, the one deadly sin I fear. We hear a door squeak open.
"HEY WHOS IN HERE?!!" A deep voice screams. I quickly jump up, grab Sammie's hand, clip my bra, zip my pants and make a mad dash to the nearest door with Sammie in close tow. We exit the large room and silently make our way back to the lunch table with two minutes until the bell rings, not a word is spoken. I sit next to Stacy and Sammie sits across from me.
"Did you finish your home work?" Stacy asks.
"Yeah" I say with a fake smile. Sammie winks at me from across the table and glides her foot up my leg. RING!!
"Call me if you need any more help with your homework." Sammie says with a devilish grin. I nod and head up the stairs with Stacy at my heels.
"Hey, what was all that about?" Stacy grabs my shoulder and spins me around.
"Nothing she was just helping me with my history homework." I try to say as nonchalant a possible."
"Oh... I sure could use the help too, I have a history test today."
"Good luck" I say then give her a hug. She seems unpleased, but there is nothing else I can do.
I'm sitting in 7th period going through today's events and wondering how I could have prevented them. There was no way no, my body was too deprived of what it needed. Love, which is what I didn't get from Sammie. I tried to give her one more chance but she came back with the same answer. RING!! I avoid all people by heading straight to the bus as fast as I can, and sit in my normal seat looking out the window. Thank god it's Friday. Someone flops down next to me, it's Stacy. I turn to see a frown on her face.
"What's wrong?"
"I failed my test"
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Yeah, but lucky for me he's letting me take it again."
"If you want I can come over and help you"
"Sure, that would be great." Her frown changes to a smile.
I pull out my mp3, and put one bud in my ear. Stacy reaches for the other one. The whole ride to her stop we listened to the smooth sounds of Tegan and Sara. The bus scratches to a halt and we exit only to be smacked in the face with the cold hand of winter.
"Where are your glovers?" I ask.
"I left them in my locker" She looks freezing, so I hand her my gloves and pull her close to me. (Two minutes later)
"My house is the blue one on the left." We walk up the stairs and enter the front door, we are greeted by silence. I take off my snow covered shoes and we head to her kitchen. There's a note on the fridge door.
Working over time. I'll be back 10-11. Here's $40.00 for dinner and snacks, sorry Stac.
Love, mom
She crumbles the note up and throws it in the trash, and exhales as she opens the refrigerator and pulls out a couple of apples and ask me if I want one, I accept and we take a seat at her dining room table and she pulls out her books.
"Alright, when was the declaration on independence signed?" I ask after taking a bite of pizza courtesy of her mother.
"Ummm...."
"I'll give you a hint, the Philadelphia basketball team"
"1776!!"
"Correct" She jumps into my arms, and squeezes me tight. After an hour of studying we decided to take a break and go watch a movie. I loved the view when watching her bend over and put the DVD in the player. We sit on her couch, with little space between us and watch the sad tale of a baby deer and its mother. She begins to shiver and reaches over me to grab a blanket, her chest inches from my face.
"Are you cold?" She asks. I nod even though I'm not, and she wraps the blanket around the both of us. She shifts, and she is now lying between my legs with her head on my chest and my back against the arm rest. My heart begins to beat faster and faster until she comments on the rapid pace.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just fine" she turns around and looks me in the eyes. She I now straddling my body. She leans down and lightly kisses me n the lips.
"Sorry" She says, and begins to leave.
"No it's fine" I pull her back to my level and engage in a lip lock that would take even most promiscuous persons breath away. I feel up her back and my hands naturally make their way to her ass. She begins to lift up her shirt, but I stop her. Things are going way to fast.
"What's wrong?" She asks
"Slow down"
"But you don't know how bad I want this."
"I do, and I want it bad too, but we don't ruin this do we?" At that moment my phone vibrates in my pocket, and it clicks to me that I haven't told my mom where I was at.
"Hello" I try to say with a natural tone.
"Where are you?" her voice is agitated.
"I'm at a friend's house"
"Why?"
"We were studying"
"You studying, I'll believe it when I see it." She laughs.
"Hahaha, funny."
"I'm coming to pick you up"
"Why?" I whine
"Because I said so, and don't talk back or your diving privileges are gone." Parent always say "because I said so" when they don't have a valid reason. Life as a minor can be so rough. I have no chose but to shot her the gps coordinates.
"I have to go" I sigh.
"Why?" Stacy says still hovering over me.
"My mom is mad because I didn't tell her where I was"
"That's not a very good reason"
"You're telling me. It was either that or no driving."
"How long till she gets here?"
"I'd say five or so minutes"
"That gives us three minutes of fun" She says with a smile. I nod and she leans down and begins to kiss me again. She makes her way to my neck. My neck being my secret spot I begin to moan softly. She hears my reaction and continues. I guide her face to mine and our tongues twist like a vine in the forest. I flip us over so I am now on top and begin to kiss and lick her neck. Her moans increase as I begin to roam her body with my hands. Just when things get hot the door bell rings. I place my forehead on hers then kiss her lips one last time before I rise to retrieve my things. She walks me to the door and gives me one last hug before I exit.
"You should come over again tomorrow" She says softly.
"Alright, but this time I'll ask" We both laugh and she kisses me on the cheek.
I jump in my mom's car and head home.
"You know I could have walked right?" I argue, not really wanting an answer.
"No talking back remember" She shoots back. I lean back in my seat arms crossed and wait to arrive home so I can finally get out of this car. We pull up into the drive way and I jump out of the car slam the door and head inside the house. (Why so dramatic? I guess it's in my blood.) I jet up the stairs and in to my room where I go over the day's event. First being the mysterious phone call, then the unmentionable act with Sammie, which I'm starting to regret, and now this. All of a sudden my phone blows up with a million text messages from random people about random things. I attempt to respond to some, but with my short attention span, I turn on the T.V and watch some cartoons to sooth my aching mind. And as my eyes get heavy I give in and fall asleep.
End of part 2