This one is a little more emotional, as some of them will be, but as always, we worked it out one way or another. We had known each other only 3 months and still had some issues. But in the end, neither one doubted each other and how we felt, enjoy:
So I woke up first as always. I felt kinda bad what I did, but no harm no foul I guess. I looked around the room, Derick was still in bed, Justin as usual was almost touching the floor his body was so contorted. I guess he was so involved in what he was doing last night, he forgot to get dressed before he went to bed. His little friend was hanging out over the covers, and his balls were staring me in the face. Man what a little horn dog he was. I walk over to him and shook him a little.
Me: You got everything god gave you hanging out dude.
He started to wake up and looked down, he didn't seem to care and just smiled. He pulled me in to kiss me, I looked behind me to make sure Derick was still sleeping and frenched him a little bit. I told him I hoped he had a good night, and I was happy he got what he wanted.
Me: Jesus, brush your teeth shit mouth.
Justin: haha, yea you too dude.
We both laughed, and I didn't ask him about the night before...if he wanted to tell me he would. I could tell he was proud of himself for getting a guy he liked on his own on the way to the shower. We showered separately again and went back to the room. Derick was starting to stir. I of course just dropped my towel in front of him while I changed. Give him a show.
Me: So you must have slept good last night huh dude?
He was staring at my dick and looked up quick.
Derick: Oh yea, nice sleep. Thanks for letting me use the room with you guys. I'm gonna shower and head back to Shane's room to get some stuff, I'll be back in a bit.
Me: Ok, come back in an hour, we can all have breakfast together.
He put last nights clothes on and looked at Justin a little bit before he left, but didn't say anything.
Me: So what was that like last night? I think you might have helped him make a decision which college to go to haha.
Justin: It was good I guess.
Me: I can tell you don't wanna talk about it buddy, its not a big deal...I heard you a little last night and it sounded like both of you got what you wanted.
Justin: I still feel like I cheated on you.
Me: Well you did, but I gave you permission, we talked about this Jus.
Justin: You aren't mad at all seriously?
Me: No, we agreed on you playing around if you wanted to.
Justin: I mean, I was kinda hoping you would be mad to be honest.
Me: You made the choice, and you had a good time.
Justin: Yea, it was fun, but I kinda did it just to see how you would react, I didn't really want you to be this ok with it.
Me: What did you want me to do? Throw him out of the room in between the groaning and moaning?
Justin: So you heard everything then.
Me: Yea and I jerked off listening, it was great for all three of us.
Justin: Drip from the ceiling when we went to bed....
Me: Yep, me. It was spraying a little, I doubt I made it to the ceiling after our little thing in the bathroom at the frat house.
Justin: Why do you have to ruin things for me?
Me: What the fuck are you talking about?
Justin: I was trying to tell you I wanted you to be more jealous of me, and you jerked off to me with another guy, and then you fucking sprayed cum on him? Jesus Brandon. All we did together was jerk each other off, but in your head you probably pictured him pounding me.
Me: I didn't picture anything, the sounds were hot enough dude.
Justin: You aren't getting it.
I guess I wasn't. He got his shit and got up to leave.
Me: Dude, don't leave the room, we can talk about it, obviously you and I aren't on the same page.
Justin: Imagining me as a sex toy with someone else is just as bad as using me as one Brandon.
Me: I wanted you to explore, I didn't know this was a little test to see how jealous I would be, I'll knock him out when he comes back if you want, will that make you feel better? (I was being kinda an asshole with my tone).
Justin: I'm gonna head over to Shane's room and go to breakfast with Derick, I'll bring food back for you.
Me: Ehh, fine, bye.
He left. I lugged Ben's bed back into his room (cum stains were not a factor thankfully, so didn't need to wash it.) and just sat on my bed in the room after. I didn't think I was the total ass this time though. I mean, he set the rules and exploited them to put me in a tough spot. How the fuck was I supposed to know what he was doing, or what they were doing last night. And yes, I will to this day jerk off if I am in the same dark room with two teen boys fucking around, is that a crime? I grabbed a drink and smoked a little weed, I know it was not even 11am, but I was still pissed. I needed to calm down a bit before he got back. It was over an hour and Justin hadn't come back. Fuck it, I put on shorts and a tee and got ready for the gym. If I couldn't talk it out with him, I was gonna work it out in the gym. I passed Justin on the way to the gym about 15 mins later:
Justin: Hey, I got the food where you going?
I kept walking, eyes straight and didn't say a word. If he wanted to play games, I can play them too. (I know I was being an asshole, please no emails telling me haha) No one in the gym I knew, so I could just rage lift. Use the rowing machine like I wanted to kill someone, I did almost an hour on the stationary bike. Did a little free weight lifting on my arms/shoulders and hit the leg press. I was still pissed and worked out like I was. Justin came into the weight room and kinda glanced over at me, he must have known where I went. He did some cardio and started his workout. I got up, toweled off, walked past him and left. I went back to the room and he had put the food in the microwave to keep it warm, there was a little note on top of it. I ate the food, and left the note to read after I showered.
Of course all I thought about was what it said when I was letting the water wash over me. I didn't know who was more of an asshole in this whole thing, but I knew it wasn't me totally this time. Who the fuck would trap someone like that? I gave him free reign to experiment with other guys, and he used it as a way to test my loyalty....I was still really pissed. I actually let out a long roar in the shower because the emotion was so built up, I needed to just let something out of me. Yes humans do roar, try it out, it helps a lot. I went back to the room and got dressed. I looked at the note, fuck it, I don't want to read it, I let it sit on top of the styrophome container and listened to music. I heard the door unlock and Justin came in and went over to his side of the room and sat on his bed. He was pretending to be doing something, but I could tell he was more interested in our situation. He kept looking over while I was just laying back in my chair listening to music. He tried to break the ice:
Justin: I'm gonna make a drink, do you want one?
Me: Nah, I'm good, I have one here already.
I held up my half filled glass to show him.
Justin: Let me top it off then.
Me: I'm fine.
Justin: ....did you read my note?
Me: I don't read notes, its either from a coward who is afraid to say things to someone's face or its bad news that I don't want to hear. (I was a blunt asshole, I know.)
Justin: I'm sorry, I should have just told you how I felt, you are right about the note thing, but you don't need to be such an asshole about it. (We were both being very serious)
Me: So read it to me then, if thats what you really want. It didn't look too long.
Justin: Fine. (He started to cry a little when he picked it up). He looked over what he wrote earlier:
Justin: Nevermind, you don't wanna hear this, its not right for the moment.
Me: Maybe your note will fix this fucking moment, just fucking read it, I'm getting tired of this shit Justin.
Justin: he read it "I was scared because you looked at Derick last night the way you looked at me the first time we met, I am sorry."
Oh jesus, that really hit home. I teared up a little bit, and Justin was balling his eyes out head burried in his pillow now. He wasn't testing me last night at all, he was just worried I was looking for a replacement. He must have caught me looking at Derick when he came over to the table. Derick was really stunning, and yea, I probably gave him that look, he deserved it to be honest. I just sat for a minute thinking, letting Justin get what he needed to out of his system.
Me: Buddy, I'm gonna admire beauty. Always, its human nature. And yea, I was sexually attracted to him, but I'm not gonna fuck everything I see that I can lure into my bed. I'm not Ben!
He raised up from his pillow, teary eyed and laughed at that a little bit. I went over and sat on the bed with him and put my arm around his shoulder. He leaned into me and said he was sorry again. I stroked his back and smelled his hair. He was still crying. It was 1pm.
Justin: Can we take a nap?
Me: Sure bud, I take it Derick isn't coming back to the room?
Justin: No.
Never asked him what he said to Derick at breakfast. He rolled over on his side and I wrapped my arms around him, spooning him from behind and went to sleep. Sometimes situations like this feel better than sex, and this was one of those times. I used my other hand to rub his hair a little and remembered he didn't like to sleep with his glasses on. I slowly took them off his face so I wouldn't wake him and put them on the floor under the bed. Emotion sucks sometimes, but sometimes its a great feeling. That afternoon was both, but at least it ended for the better.
We woke up a couple hours later and he gave me a hug. I didn't want to talk to him about what happened, it was over, and I knew he understood. Sometimes you don't need to talk things out; sometimes a nap and a hug translate better than any words. He hadn't showered after his workout so I told him to take a shower and we'll chill for a little bit. I reached under the bed and gave him his glasses as he started to get undressed.
Me: Put them on so you can see the look in my eyes.
He did.
Me: Nothing like that again last night ok?
Justin: Ok.
I kissed him and slapped his ass off to the shower. I had thought I had created a monster before with him, but after I think about it now, I hadn't. I helped him become his own person, and people can be emotional, especially ones who had to keep emotion in for so long. We would work on it together, and this was really the last time I ever got pissed at him for anything. I was a dick, it hurt him, and it ended up hurting me even more. I don't like to dissapoint people that look up to me, especially in that way...and especially someone that meant so much to me now. Justin came back in and changed.
So the weeks went by in November and December, we did our thing only one major story worthy event happened. I was gonna write about my birthday experience with him, but I decided not too. Sorry for the emails saying that was gonna be the next story, it won't be. Thats something I'm gonna hold on to in my head for myself, sorry.
This should be just as interesting. Winter break was coming up for the holidays. It was the last friday, and classes were over for about a month, I think it was a couple days before Christmas and lasted until the third week of January before the Spring semester started. Hockey was over (thank god) and I was beat from the season. It was my last year playing in college, we did ok that year, and I actually had my best season stats wise. To be honest though, I just didn't have it in me anymore, the grind, the practices, and the travel. It was bittersweet I guess, I loved the sport, but hated everything else about the season. If my body could just stay in shape with no effort put into it, that would be great haha. Justin was getting a little down, I'm sure he would have rathered to stay here over break than go home.
Me: So christmas with the family I take it?
Justin: Going to my uncles house with my cousin...shitty.
Me: Where are your parents?
Justin: They are traveling and won't be home until the middle of January. My dad has to travel for work, so my mom goes with him. They feel shitty about not being with me for Christmas, but he has to work I guess.
Me: And you feel shitty too huh.
Justin: Is it that obvious?
Me: Yea, you look like your halloween hobo, but you have no makeup on hahaha.
He bursted out laughing and I punched him in the shoulder. I was the youngest in the family, and we had room at our house....fuck it.
Me: Well call your uncle, you aren't going there for Christmas.
Justin: Donde esta Christmas por mi?
Hahah, cute. He had one semester of Spanish under his belt. I had 2 years in middle school, 4 in Highschool, and on my 4th in college.
Me: If you are trying to say "where is christmas for me", it would be "Donde es la Navidad para mi", thats what it should be, but thats still the wrong way to say it hahaha.
Justin: sorry senior haha.
Me: Christmas With me, we have extra bedrooms, I'm the only one living at home now, my brothers have all moved out.
Justin: Woah...hmmm ok. So how is that gonna work though?
Me: You can be the homeless 15 year old I picked up on the highway who needed a place to stay, just stay in character the whole time.
Justin: Asshole haha, seriously, how is it gonna work Bran?
Me: You are my roommate, your parents are traveling, you wanted to spend Christmas with me....maybe we can just use the truth huh? hahaha
Justin: Good point I guess. Still a little nervous about this. I mean, yes, the answer is yes, but the other stuff, I mean whats gonna be going on there?
Me: Well, I'll introduce you to my parents, and then you can suck my cock in front of my dad, no big deal.
Justin: haha stop being such a clown, really, will this be ok with your family?
Me: Yea, they have empty nest syndrome anyway, raise a bunch of boys and now they are all gone. My mom might kidnap you and keep you as another son. They will be happy about it believe me.
Justin: So whats the plan then?
Me: Go back to your house, grab your shit, and come over tomorrow morning.
I wrote down the address and gave him directions. He packed his shit, and left and told me he would see me tomorrow. I called my dad, and he was cool with it, sounded a little happy actually. Neither one of my brothers were gonna be there, so I think he was happy to have more people at Christmas. I was happy too, figuring out the sex thing and fooling around would be tough, but at least we would be together. I made sure everything was turned off in the room, said goodbye to a room that had given me so much pleasure and happiness the last 4 months and headed back home. I got home about an hour later and I hugged and kissed my mom. I didn't come home often when I was at school, so she acted like I was gone for 10 years. My dad, as usual, gave me a hard handshake and asked how things were going.
Me: Good, season is over, I'm a little tired I guess.
Dad: So this Justin kid, is he on the team?
Me: No, he is a freshman computer science major, he was having a tough time adjusting, so I moved in with him to help him out a little bit. (If he only knew, and no he doesn't know to this day about any of my fun in highschool and college)
Dad: Good for you, helping a kid out. I always told you to help someone in need, glad some of it stuck on you.
Me: Yea, I'm gonna head upstairs and put my stuff away.
Stuck on you haha, if he only knew. Maybe something else would be stuck to me the next few days Justin was over. It was a slow night, I got my parents up to speed on my grades and everything else that was going on. We had dinner, and I was beat. I told them I'll set up a room for when he comes tomorrow.
Dad: Use Todd's old room, I'm using your other brother's one for an office now.
Shit, Todd's room was at the other end of the house upstairs, this would make things a little more difficult. I made up the room and went to bed. Not before rubbing one out of course, thinking about tomorrow. Excited and scared at the same time about what could or would happen.
Justin arrived at about 10am in his beat up Nissan Sentra. He had left his car at home so I never did see it before. Man, the thing was a piece of shit haha. Not that my car was much better, but his car suited his personality. Small, but powerful when it needed to be, and just cruising through life looking for its next challenge. My dad came out to greet him. It was a comical scene and Justin had a look of fear in his eyes. My dad is bigger than I am, I am the smallest of my brothers at a little over 6 foot. My dad then was probably close to 6'4" and a big swede build. 5'6" vs. 6'4", it was funny and I laughed a little inside when my dad shook his hand.
Dad: Hey son, hope you brought an appetite, nice to meet you.
Justin: Yes sir I did, nice to meet you too.
My dad went back into the house, and I went over and shook Justin's hand. He rubbed it a little, thats pretty much all we could do outside my house at that point. We went in and got him settled. My dad is the opposite of most swedes, kinda like me. Very outgoing and curious, so he was asking questions left and right to Justin. Justin did his best to answer them and the day rolled on. It was getting toward the afternoon, and Justin and I still hadn't really had any time together to talk or anything.
Dad: Justin, do you want something to drink?
He looked over at me, I said it was fine, my dad didn't care.
Dad: You're staying here for a few days, and not driving tonight, alcohol is a big part of swedish culture around the holidays, don't be afraid to ask for a drink son.
Justin: Yes then, thanks.
I thought, he didn't know what he was getting himself into. My dad didn't mean jack and coke on ice. Around christmas my dad made glogg, a hard cider swedish drink, and he had akvavit shipped over from his cousins in sweden. Justin chose the akvavit. Its basically just flavored vodka chilled and served in a small glass. My dad brought both over to him so he could try them. Justin drank a little from each one and didn't seem to mind them. Glogg is served warm, and I hate it, the akvavit wasn't too bad, but I wasn't in the mood. I grabbed a beer from the fridge. My dad went downstairs to get more christmas stuff.
Justin: What the fuck, I could have had a beer?
Me: Yep haha, enjoy your choice bud.
He was funny pissed at me. But it impressed my dad that he chose the traditional over the beer. I told him I brought back some booze, so we can chill in my room upstairs later and make our own drinks. My dad came up with a tomte gnome and put it on top of the christmas tree.
Justin: What...the fuck...was that thing? It was creepy as hell!
Me: Its a tomte (tum-tee for you non swedes :), a tree gnome that comes alive at night to protect the house, its traditional...always on top of our tree.
Justin: Its face was frightening, and if that thing comes alive at night, I might run into your bed tonight, I don't care what your parents think.
Me: Sure, sure...blame it on the helpless gnome haha.
My mom and dad were gonna finish some last minute shopping and asked if we wanted to come. Ummm I don't think so.
Me: We are just gonna hang out, maybe I will give him a tour of the area and finish helping with the decorations.
They left.
Justin: Your parents are cool, I like them.
Me: Well, my dad seems to like you. You made a good impression, he likes that. Good work trying the tradional booze, he liked it.
Justin: Can we please drink real stuff now? Will you parents mind?
Me: Just pour half the glogg down the drain and we will say it was so good we couldn't stop drinking it.
Justin: Nice, you think of everything.
Me: Not really, our whole family does the same thing every year, so don't give me the credit hahah.
Justin: Can I see your room?
Me: Sure dude, lets go up.
Justin: Your room is cool. (he walked in slowly and looked around)
Me: Kinda like the first time you saw my room at school huh?
He smiled after he realized he was doing the same thing wandering in. I walked over to him and just stared in his face. I loved when he started stuff first, just to see what he learned. He just stared back at me.
Justin: Do something.
Me: hahah, you do something.
I loved his face so I didn't mind staring, I could keep this pose forever.
Me: Set your shit up in my brother's room. We have enough time to take a shower.
Justin: I want you to be naked in the shower when I get there, and I'm not fucking around.
He walked out. No problem with me, I mean we had a least an hour before my parents came back. I loved when he got forceful. I knew the look, I hadn't fucked him in more than a month. Not that he was against it, the time was just never right. I got in the shower and waited, 10 min later he opened the curtain up and stepped in.
Justin: Close quarters in here huh, no handicapped stall.
Me: Yea its called a regular shower haha.
Justin: Stop with the jokes and laughing, I need this now, we might not have much more time later.
We were washing each other and just looking at each other. Speaking through our eyes like we did a lot. I think he understood what I was thinking.
Justin: Fuck me on your brother's bed.
Well, not what I was thinking, but I didn't care, he liked weird shit, and I liked him. Todd moved out to his own place in the summer before my school year with his girlfriend and I'm sure he dropped plenty of cum on his bed on his own. I practically pushed him down the hall into the bedroom. Justin was looking at pictures in his room of my brother with different people, sports stuff, girls etc.
Justin: Woah, your brother is hotter than you I think haha.
Me: Let me give him a call and see if he is interested.
He pushed me on the bed and clawed at my chest a little bit.
Me: We have 20 mins left here dude max.
He got the message and we 69'd a little. I was trying to find something to use as lube to finger him with. I told him about my problem and he ran to the bathroom and brought back some medical jelly. He was still really tight and I had to prep him everytime we fucked. His ass, as always, still felt amazing with my fingers exploring inside of him. I could tell if I was doing a good job, because he would slow down sucking my dick and just enjoy the feeling. I had to make this quick. I threw him off me and on his back. Lifted his legs up and eased into him. His face scrunched up and he hissed a little bit. It had been awhile. We started slow and made out while I was banging him. His dick was hard as a rock.
Me: Don't cum while I fuck you, I want to finish you.
He didn't answer me, but I knew he understood by my eyes. I told him he had to swallow me, I didn't want to explain cum stains on the bed to my parents. I grabbed the sides of his face and just stared into his eyes while we fucked. I picked up speed and I was cumming soon. I pulled out and he got up and he started sucking me. I came really hard, probably 6-7 ropes. It had been awhile since we had a moment like this. I was thankful he hadn't cum, I wanted to treat him. His balls were almost in his throat. I fingered him a little more while I sucked his dick really fast. He came, and another sweet load from my buddy. I rubbed his chest for a bit and told him we need to get our shit together before my parents get back.
Justin: That was awesome Bran.
Me: Time and place I guess, get your ass cleaned up and dressed.
I opened the window and put a fan in it, it reeked of sex. I kissed him and we shared each other's cum leftovers a little. And he was right, it was amazing. Each time we did something like this, forbidden stuff, our dicks seemed to just explode. He wanted to take a nap, but we didn't have time. We got dressed and went downstairs.