Part 4 Chapter 12
I awoke with a start as dawn was just appearing. I at first was not sure what woke me then I heard a voice call out. "Hey, anybody around?" I tried to jump up but was still impaled in Tom's hot ass and as I did I had yanked both my balls and Tom's where I had tied them together before we went to sleep. I yelled out "Yeah, were here and will be out in a little while." I fumbled with the rawhide and finally got it undone and off Tom's nut sack. I did not have time to remove it from mine. I just grabbed my pants and pulled them on stuffing the excess rawhide down the leg, reached for my rifle and jumped out of the wagon. I looked around and saw a stranger standing with his back to me looking out over the stream. He was dressed in buckskin breeches, and a buckskin jacket that hung loosely below his ass. All I could see of his build was his broad shoulders.
He turned and began walking toward me and I saw that he was quite attractive. He was about thirty with the powerful build of a full maturity. His face was handsome and covered with a full dark beard. He said. "Sorry, for waking you." He introduced himself as David Smith and I introduced myself. Just about that time Tom jumped out of the back of the wagon. I was relieved that he had pulled on his breeches also. But, the rawhide was still attached to his nipples and the two ends that ran down to his cock were covered by his pants. I saw David stare at him, but he did not say anything. I began to build up a fire and put the kettle on as David and Tom stood to the side and talked.
David explained he and three others were camped further up the stream and had seen our fire the night before. He explained that they were headed also for Pittsburgh by horse back, but one of their horses had thrown a shoe. Tom told him that he was a blacksmith and if it did not require a forge he would be glad to take a look at the horse. I told David to go get his other people and bring the horse and by that time I would have some breakfast cooked and we could all eat, then Tom could see what he could do. I could tell that he was hesitant.
Maybe I should tell you about my party before I go after them, you might change your minds. He explained that the party consisted of himself and his twin nephews that were twenty and a friend of theirs that was seventeen. I saw nothing wrong with this and still was not sure I understood. David said that the friend of his nephews was a full blooded Indian named Gray Fox.
I looked at Tom, I knew that I had no problem with this, but thought that he might since he was the one with the bad experience. Tom, said to David that this was not a problem. I could see a relief on David's face. He said to us. "Not many white folk feel like being around an Indian. Thanks for being open minded." Tom smiled and said "Oh we're open minded all right."
After David left I told Tom to put on his shirt. He asked me why, and I asked him if he did not see the way that David had looked at his chest. I told him, I just did not want any questions. Tom did as he was told and I also pulled on my shirt and my boots. I told Tom that all my life I had worn clothes and now felt them to be uncomfortable and restraining. He smiled and said. "You don't know what restraining is." I knew that he was referring to the rawhide on his nipples and foreskin and asked him if he wanted to remove it. He just smiled at me and rubbed his crotch and said. "No, maybe David would like to remove it for him." I threw a small pebble at him as he ran behind the wagon.
Soon, David returned leading four horses. He was followed by an incredible site that made my mouth drop open. There were these two identical blond men and one youth with long dark hair. The blondes were tanned and almost as dark as the Indian youth. The blond guys had a slim but quite defined build. This slight build made them look younger than they were dispite that they were well over six foot tall. But, what made my mouth drop open was what the three were wearing which was not much. They all three had on loincloths made of skin and decorated with beads and moccasins. That was it. Tom came around the wagon and stopped dead in his tracks. These three guys were gorgeous.
Dave introduced the two white men as Mark and Mike. I asked him how he told them apart. He said that usually he couldn't. Then he introduced Gray Fox and told me that the Indian never had a problem with identifying which one was which. One of the two said. "He just thinks he can. We can fool him." Gray Fox replied in very good English that they just thought they had fooled him. I could tell that there were undertones here that were not meant for me to understand.
Tom and the three other guys hit it off great. After we ate Tom looked at the horse and had a shoe that would fit and hammered the nails in to the horses hooves after scraping it and cutting the hoof down to fit. They went down to the stream so Tom could get in some early fishing before we started out for the day. David and I sat down beside the fire and we both lit up pipes and watched the three youths. Even though the twins were older than me, I felt older and closer to David than them.
I noticed that Tom had removed his shirt and the other three were examining his nipples. David said to me. "Did you do that to his tits?" I said that I did not pierce them but I did put the rawhide on them. He asked me who had done the piercing. I told him that it was done by Red Diamonds. He just took a draw on his pipe, glanced at the river and said. "Understood."
I relayed to him our stories up to this point leaving out the sexual things between Tom and myself. But, for some reason I knew that he knew. He said that Mike was his boy, and Mark was hooked up with Gray Fox. He never elaborated and I did not ask any questions.
Tom yelled to me from the stream that we were having fish for lunch and he held up a string of trout. He said that they were going swimming. I watched as the four guys stripped out of their clothes and dove into the icy water.
David stood up and said he thought he would join them. He began to strip as he walked down to the waters edge dropping his clothes as he went. I thought I might as well join in and stripped, ran to the stream and took a flying leap into the cold water. It felt great and we all frolicked and became at ease with each other. I had forgotten that my balls were still tied with the rawhide until I felt some one grab the loose end and give a yank. I looked in the direction that my balls had gone when they were stretched by the rawhide. I could not tell who had tugged at them because all of the youths were together with David about five foot from me. I tried to remove the rawhide but the water had made it slick and I could not untie the knots. I carefully got out of the water keeping my back to the others and found my pants and put them on fast.
Soon, they all climbed out of the water and came around the fire. I had thrown blankets down so we could all set down. I was a little surprised that no one except myself bothered about covering up their nakedness. I began to feel out of place, but knew that I could not do anything without them seeing the rawhide.
The four youths cleaned the fish and salted them down and stored them in the wagon. David got his pipe and sat cross legged in front of me stark naked. It gave me a good chance to take inventory of his body without him realizing that I was staring. His body was trim but had a powerful look about it. His waist was trim and he was covered with a mat of dark hair from his ankles to his face. He had a huge cock that was full and covered with veins and was dark. His balls were large and hung in a leathery pouch. When he had stood up to get his pipe I saw that they hung half way to his knees. Now they just lay between his hairy legs on the blanket with his large member draped over them. This was one hot man and you could tell he was all man. He had a complete sensual attitude about his whole being.
Mark, Mike and Gray Fox helped Tom hitch up the team. Tom asked me if I was going to ride my horse or travel on the wagon. I told him just to put the bit in my horses mouth and tie him to the back of the wagon.
David asked me if I minded if they traveled along with us. I told him no that we would welcome the extra company. He said also that there was more security in numbers, and I agreed. I knew this was going to put a cramp on Tom and my activities, but it made sense to travel in a group. While the four youths got everything ready for us to move on, David and I continued to relax around the fire. David said he did not want to go into many details, but the twins were orphans and had lived with the Indians until he had rescued them about four years ago. He said that Gray Fox had also been a captive and when he freed the twins he had freed him also. Since that time they had all traveled together up and down the Ohio River. They had been as far south as the Kentuck territory and had gone as far north in the Ohio territory as the large fresh water lakes. I listened and wondered why he was telling me all of this when he explained. He told me that I might find the youths ways a bit strange because they had been away from civilization for five years. That had meant that they were only ten years old when they had been captured. He said that in many ways the twins were more Indian than Gray Fox.
Tom came over and said to us "Get your lazy asses of the blankets and get ready." Gray Fox came over and began to cover the fire with dirt. David got up and stretched, scratched his low hanging balls and said to me. "Nate, you better get rid of that rawhide, it shrinks as it dries after being wet and it could slowly castrate you." He grabbed his pants and called for Mike. One of the twins came running and the two walked into the under brush at the top of the bank. Gray Fox looked at me and told me it was Mark, but that David did not know the difference. I looked over toward the two and could see David, but not the twin. Soon I saw the twin stand up and soon they joined us and the twin gave out a large belch. I thought I knew what had gone on, but could not be sure.
David pulled on his pants and said to me he had to protect his family jewels while he rode. "They are just too big to ride comfortable bare back."
Chapter 13
So we headed out. We must have been quite a sight. David led the way on his chestnut horse wearing just his buckskin breeches followed by Gray Fox on another chestnut horse holding his rifle with a gray foxes tail hanging from the barrel. He was still as naked as the day he was born. He was followed by the naked blond twin hunks on identical palomino horses. They reminded me of two book ends. Then Tom and I in the wagon. Tom was still nude except the rawhide that was laced through his nipples and foreskin. I saw that what David had said that the rawhide, as it had dried had shrunk and was now pulling at both nipples and was stretching his foreskin up past his navel. I asked him if it was uncomfortable or if it hurt. I also asked if he wanted to remove it. He told me that he didn't. He said the other guys thought that it was hot.
I knew one thing my nuts were starting to hurt. I could tell that the rawhide was cutting into my skin and making my balls ache. I gave Tom the reins and told him that I was getting in the back of the wagon. I lay on my back and pulled down my breeches. I looked at my balls and saw that they had swollen to more than twice their normal size. My sack was dark from the cut off blood flow. I tried to untie the knot and found that it would not give. I started to panic. I grabbed my knife and slowly worked the point between my skin and the tight restrictive rawhide. Finally I was able to cut one of the strands that was wound around my sack. It was still tied by the knot but I finally cut that also. The blood began to rush to my balls and sack. I felt a tingle then and immense pain. It felt like some one was holding a flaming torch to my crotch. I grabbed my nuts and pulled up my knees into a fetal position until the pain began to subside. I must have yelled, because Tom asked if I was OK. I told him yes.
I finally pulled up my breeches and climbed back up on the seat. Tom asked me if I was OK. Pretty soon David dropped back and asked me if I felt better. I said yes. He told me he was surprised that I had put my breeches back on, then he pulled back into the lead. Tom, asked me why I had put the breeches back on. I told him I was not quite ready to show my nakedness to the world. He asked if it was bothering me that the world was showing its nakedness to me. I did not know what the answer to that question was just yet.
We stopped when the sun was high by another stream. We built a fire and Gray Fox prepared the fish on planks around the fire and soon the aroma was great. He went into the woods and soon came back with some things to add to our feast. He had mushrooms, some wild root vegetables and some berries. We all gathered around the fire and ate. The four youths were still naked, but David and I still wore our breeches. Why, I don't know but I felt at ease with my surroundings, even though I found them strange. David suggested that we all bathe. I told him that we had soap but that it was home made and rather strong. He said that was fine that it would take strong soap to get the weeks grime off of him.
Tom came over to me and asked me to remove his rawhide from his cock so he could go into the water. I cut the rawhide and pulled it through the pierced foreskin. I started to remove it from his nipples but he asked me not to, just to tie it between them. We all waded into the cool water and began to soap our selves up all over. The twins took turns washing each other. I intensely watched their ritual and found that it was giving me a hard on. I waded into deeper water to hide my erect cock. David joined me. He said to me that they were doing the same to him. He said that he found the boys quite arousing. I again did not know my feelings. I had come to the conclusion that these four men were not new to male to male sex. I also felt a strong bonding between the four of them. I just did not know if I was ready to accept an open display of sexual activity around me. I knew that I was not ready to show any sexual desires to any one but Tom.
David asked me if I was finding all of this too much. He sensed my feelings, but also told me that Tom had told him that I was up tight about the situation. He said to me that it was all right, and asked me if I wanted him to tell the boys to cool it around me. I just said. "I don't know."
When we all climbed out of the water, Tom laid out two blankets around the fire. He sat down on one and I sat beside him and reached for my breeches. He reached out his hand and placed it on my arm gently and said "Don't." I pulled my arm back and laid back and let my cock and balls soak up the warm sun. David came over to me and sat down with his pipe. Tom went to the wagon and got mine and gave it to David and he filled it and handed it to me. Tom retrieved a burning twig from the fire and lit both our pipes. David looked at me and asked if I was all right. I told him I was, but that it was taking some getting used to. He said that he understood and said he did not mean to make me uncomfortable but that it was a shame to cover up a cock as beautiful as mine. I think I blushed.
I noticed the other three youths in a circle with arms wrapped around each others shoulders. They were circling , chanting and dancing. It was a strange sight to see these three hunky young men with their cocks and balls bouncing and I became mesmerized by the sight. Tom turned to David and asked him what they were doing. David said that it was some type of Indian ritual to prepare Gray Fox for the hunt. I asked him to explain. He said that Gray Fox had decided that he needed to go hunt for fresh meat and that this dance was to assure him of success. Soon, I watched Gray Fox slip a quiver of arrows over his back and gather up a bow and disappear in to the woods. Mark and Mike came over to us and helped us get ready to move on. I asked David if we should not wait here for Gray Fox. He told us that he would find us when he was ready.
I was surprised when the wagon was loaded that David climbed up on the seat beside me and Tom mounted Gray Fox's horse. Mark tied David's horse along with mine to the back of the wagon. Since David had not put on his breeches I just threw mine into the back of the wagon. David asked me if I was comfortable. I looked at him, scratched my balls and said "Very."
Now all five of us were traveling along naked. I looked at Tom's back and watched his ass move up and down in the saddle. I wanted to grab that ass and bury my tongue between his cheeks and taste his sweet nectar. I saw the twins and wondered what it would be like to fuck one of them while sucking the other down my throat. I was getting turned on and felt my cock rise between my legs. I looked over to David and saw that his organ was standing at attention also. He said to me. "God, what a sight, it is causing me to be so horny that my balls are hurting." And he reached down and began to stroke his prick. I noticed that his fist barely reached around its girth and that the head was glistening as it appeared through his leathery foreskin. This was even turning me on more. I tried not to think about it and concentrate on the team and my surroundings. But, it seemed that all my surroundings just oozed sex.
Chapter 14
The climb was getting more difficult as the road continued to rise over the first ridge of mountains. We soon reached the top and stopped to give the horses a breather. The three youths joined us at the wagon and we all drank our fill of the cool water in the barrel. David said that he needed to relieve himself and headed for the bushes. He did not ask one of the twins to join him this time. Tom, looked at me and smiled. He blushed for the first time since I had met him. He stammered and asked if he could join David. I nodded and he scampered into the bushes also. They did not go far I could still see them. The bushes at this elevation was not as tall as before. I watched as Tom knelt in front of David and take his cock into his mouth. I could tell that David was pissing in Tom's mouth.
I figured I should be upset about this, but Tom had asked for my permission. I knew what was going to happen. I was not stupid. But, I still felt a pang of jealousy. When they returned, I could tell that David did not know how to react around me. I tried to put him at ease by acting like I did not know what had happened. Tom was very happy and that made me happy also. We climbed up on to the wagon and began our journey. David asked if I was OK. I told him yes. He said that he did not want to upset me and would not have let it happen if Tom had not told him that I gave my permission. I said that I had told him it was all right to follow him into the bushes and by now I had figured why he always took one of the youths with him. He asked me if I thought it was sick to like to piss down a hungry throat. And I admitted that I had done that to Tom and loved it. He said then he would not feel bad since I was not jealous. I said that I did not say that I was not jealous. He asked why then had I let Tom go with him. I said "Oh I am not jealous that you pissed in Tom's mouth, I am jealous that it was not me kneeling in front of you."
The rest of the day we traveled down hill. It took one to handle the team and another to hold the brake to keep it from over running the horses. We took turns. But David was stronger and able to control the brake much better than I could. By the time the terrain began to level out we were both exhausted. David sent the twins ahead to locate a camp for the night. I was ready to stop, my back was sore, my ass was sore, I needed to stretch my legs and loosen up my body.
Pretty soon one of the twins returned and said that there was an abandoned cabin about a half mile ahead with plenty of water in a small stream and a meadow where the horses could rest and feed. He led the way, I did not know which twin it was and knew that it was no use to ask David. It had been proven to me by Gray Fox that he could not tell even though he thought he could.
Soon the twin stopped and led us down a dirt path to the right about a hundred yards. You could tell that at one time in the not too past this had been a dirt road off of the Pike. It now was over grown as nature reclaimed its own. At the end was a beautiful sight. A small cabin by a fast running brook set against the beautiful mountain background. There was smoke coming out of the chimney of the cabin. Behind the cabin was a small meadow that had once been fenced in, but now most of the split rail fencing was on the ground. You could tell that this had within the last three years been a homestead. I asked David why it was abandoned. He said that probably since the road was so close the owner had decided to move farther away. He said there were a lot of people on the frontier that moved on as civilization approached.
The other twin stood in the doorway of the cabin waiting on our arrival. He told us that he had cleaned out the cabin and built a fire. He said that there was some home made furniture in side and he felt that it would make a nice resting area, especially if Gray Fox was successful with some large game. I asked David what was meant by that. He said that if he returned with a deer or bear that it would have to be hung for a couple of days to age before it could be smoked, salted or eaten.
I roamed around and stretched my legs. Tom hauled one of the barrels from the wagon and began carrying water from the brook in buckets to fill it. I helped because we needed fresh drinking water and wanted to get it before we let the animals drink.
David and the twins roughly put the fence back in enough order that it would hold the horses and give them enough space to graze without hobbling them. We pulled the cooking utensils out and put them in the cabin. There was a rude built table and three benches. There were the remains of a bed but it had a straw tick on it and I could tell that it was crawling with bugs. I drug it outside. I brought out the lanterns and some candles. I pulled the blankets out and folded them on the end of the table. There was one window and the shutter was still intact on its leather hinges. The door though was hanging off and I leaned it up against the wall inside the cabin.
David came in followed by Tom. He looked around and said that the place now began to look lived in. He said that we might be glad we found it because he felt a storm coming. I took his word for it because the sun was still shinning bright as it began to settle in the west. From out side one of the twins yelled that Gray Fox was coming.
We all went out side and stood with our mouths open. In front of us I saw one of the hottest sights I could ever imagine seeing. There stood Gray Fox, naked with the exception of his moccasins. Over his shoulders was the carcass of a young male deer that had been gutted. His copper skin glowed with the sweat of his exertion under the heavy weight. Blood had dripped from the carcass and ran down his body and matted his pubic hair. He looked like a wild man from some prehistoric time. I looked around and saw that we all were aroused by this sight. David moved over to him and helped him with the deer. They hung the deer by its hind legs from a tree limb. Tom filled a gourd dipper with water and gave it to Gray Fox. The twins just kept circling the carcass and examining it. David told Tom to get the soap and take the Indian to the brook and clean him up. For some reason we all fell in behind them and all began to lather up the bronze skinned youth, washing his hair and his body. Nobody had touched his crotch. He told Mark to come over and clean his prick. The blond twin lovingly bathed the Indian's genitals. Then we all bathed ourselves.
Afterward I went back to the cabin where I began to fix us all an evening meal as the sun was begining to set. I wondered where we would all sleep. There was room in the cabin for all of us on the floor. What I was wondering was more of what would happen. If we all slept in the one room it might get quite interesting. My cock was starting to rise to the antisipation. I was torn between two feelings. One was that I wanted Tom alone. The other was that I wanted to see what arrangements the other four would make for sleeping or other nocturnal activities. I really missed being alone with Tom. The two days after I began to get comfortable were days of constantly touching and caressing as well as the hot raunchy sexual activities that we got into spontaneously. About that time David came into the cabin.
He looked down at my hard cock and said. "A penny for your thoughts." I turned red again embarrassed. This was unreal. Here we all six were running around naked. We knew that there was a sexual undertone to each relationship, but yet there was never any open sexual advances. It was not my natural state that caused me embarrassment, but my sexual desires. I would have been much more comfortable if I saw one of the other four guys fall on his knees in front of another and swallow down a cock. But, there was none of the caressing, or touching that I had experienced with Tom. And certainly no visual sexual activity except when David had taken one of the youths into the bushes to piss down their throats. I wondered why he never invited me into that activity. I found that I was craving it with a wild desire.
David sat down at the table on one of the benches. I glanced at him and saw that his huge cock and balls were hanging toward the floor. I wanted to go over and fall on my knees and start licking this gorgeous manhood. Instead I told him that dinner would be ready shortly. He said that he hoped I had not fixed too much, that Gray Fox and the twins would not be eating. He said not to worry he was so hungry that he could eat enough for four men. I looked over to him with a questioned look on my face. He explained that the guys were fasting for the ritual of the kill.
He went on. "In fact I need to talk to you and Tom about that." He asked me to call Tom to come in. Tom came in and sat down across him and he continued. "Nate, I want to tell you and Tom a little of what will happen tonight. In fact some of it you will be allowed to watch. I have talked this over with Gray Fox and he understands. What will happen here tonight is going to be way too much for you Nate. So at a point in the ceremony I am going to signal you two to leave and come into the cabin. I want you to close the window, put the door in place and secure it with the timber. I do not want you to go back outside for any reason until dawn. You probably are going to hear a lot of noise but for no reason are you to open the door. Not even if I come to the door. I have told the boys that you and Tom need time to be together. They also know that no one is allowed to view the ritual without first an initiation. And as I said Nate you are not ready. Tom probably is, but I am not even sure about that."
I replied. "David, I don't think that you know us well enough to say what we are ready for or not ready for. All you have done is to arouse a curiosity in us both."
He could tell that I had taken offense and said. "When I first saw and became a part of this ritual I had been in the wilderness for ten years. I thought that I had experience every thing, but even I had problems with what happened. As far as your curiosity, most of this will be satisfied as the ceremony progresses because I will try to explain it to you. I will even give you an idea of what will happen after you lock yourselves in and why you should not open the door. You must just trust me on this. I will tell you this that one person who thought he could watch this and not be caught was roasted alive. Not, by our group but another group of Indians after the kill. Now lets eat."
As we ate David explained that the ritual of the kill was a very sacred ceremony. If it was not performed the hunters will be haunted by the spirits of the animals. No women are ever allowed to take part in the ceremony only men. The hunters of course and other men that have been invited by initiation into the group. He told us that a failure of the ritual would mean that the hunters had lost their masculinity and would never be able to hunt again because the spirits of the killed animals will warn all the other animals as the hunter approaches. He also told us that the twins and he had been initiated and that Gray Fox would prepare the ritual because he had been taught by his grand father. He said that he would explain as things progressed.
When we finished eating we all went out side and saw that a large fire had been built about 25 feet from the cabin. I saw the three youths were now circling the fire and chanting. We sat down near the cabin on one of the blankets. I could sense a high tension in the air. I could also sense a strong sexual atmosphere.
David said that the ceremony had began when Gray Fox had returned and the venison had been hung. An important part of the ceremony was the cleansing of the body both externally and internally. The washing of Gray Fox by all of us was the begining of the ritual.
The dancing stopped and I saw Gray Fox go to the carcass and slice open the throat of the deer still chanting. He held a pot under the wound and collected some of the blood. He cut off the genitals of the animal and returned to the fire and continued chanting. He said that the Indian was begining to prepare a potion that would be used in the ritual. I saw the Indian add to the pot of blood some strange mushrooms. David explained that these were very powerful and had an effect of delusion on any one that ate them. He then took several leather pouches and added some powders from each pouch. He was careful of the amount that he added and any excess he threw into the fire. It blazed with amazing color. David said that he did not know what was in the powders that only a medicine man was allowed to know. He handed a gourd dipper to one of the twins. Then he urinated into it. Not much just about a half of cup. The twin took the gourd to the other twin and he also added his urine. He then passed the vessel back to Gray Fox and then this twin added his own urine. Gray Fox carried the gourd over to where we were setting and David stood up and also pissed a small amount into the gourd. I could tell that it was two thirds full. I was amazed when he walked over to me and asked me to add my nectar to the spirit of the kill. David gave him a look and then looked at me as I stood and began to flow. David warned me not to piss too much that it would ruin the ceremony. Then he approached Tom and he added his own hot piss to the rest of ours. He returned to the fire and I watched as he poured the liquid into the pot with the blood.
David explained that it was not usual for the piss of non participants to be used in the ceremony. When it happened it was because the hunters felt a strong spiritual bond with the person.
I then noticed that Gray Fox added something else to the pot and set it on the fire. David said that when the potion was finished that each participate would drink from the pot and then rub some of the potion on their cock, balls, ass and chest. He explained that the potion was a very strong aphrodisiac and would make the participants so horny that they would perform sexual acts all night long and that some of the acts would be painful as well as stimulating. He said that the ones that had used it would fuck suck and any thing else that turned them on until dawn when they would collapse satisfied. He told us that he had cum over twenty-five times once in this ceremony. He explained that each person would act out their fantasies with no inhibitions. Each other one would perform whatever was required to satisfy the other persons desires.
He said that it was now time for the internal cleansing and that we might be invited into the act. He said that we could watch until the potion was ready and it was ingested and rubbed on their bodies. Then we were to go to the cabin and lock ourselves in. He said this last with a very authoritarian voice that made us know that he meant it.
I asked David how the internal cleansing was done. He smiled and said that is why we needed to save our piss. Each person would now be required to drink as much water as possible. After a half hour one person will piss in the ass of another until the person is full. He must hold until allowed to release it and this will be repeated for about a half hour. If the guy is not filled completely then another person will add his piss. This will continue until each one is full. The reason that I said that you might be requested to help was that they may want your piss also. He said that already we had been allowed to participate more than was normal.
David got up and said that now he must join the others, reminding us that when the potion was ready to leave and not try to watch. He walked over to the fire and Gray Fox filled the ladle with water. He added some powder from another pouch and gave it to David. David drank the liquid and the Indian filled the gourd again. Then he did the same with the twins. He then came over to us and brought us over to the fire. He prepared a gourd of water for me then Tom. Then he prepared a second one for each of us. David escorted us both back to the blanket we were setting on. He said that we had better take a couple of buckets with us into the cabin. I looked questioning at him. He said whatever the powder was that Gray Fox used would make us piss all night long. He looked at me and smiled. Already I could feel my bladder swelling. He said that this should also make my and Tom's activities interesting tonight. Then he asked me whose ass I would like to fill up with my hot piss. I could tell that he was teasing me. I looked straight into his eyes and told him. "Yours."
Gray Fox was stirring the steaming potion and took it off the fire. David said that it would be allowed to cool for the final cleansing. I watched Gray Fox fish something from the pot. He skewered what ever it was on a sharp stick and stuck it in the ground to cool. Then he did it again. He took the first stick and walked toward us. David said one word under his breath. "Shit."
As the Indian approached David explained that he was bringing one of us one of the nuts from the deer. He said that if we accepted the item and ate it that we were automatically one of the group. If we rejected it then we would be offending the hunters. He thought that Gray Fox knew that we were not to participate but it appeared that one of us would.
The Indian walked up to Tom and presented to him the gonad on the stick. Tom looked at it and stuck it in his mouth and I saw him eat and swallow it. The two of them walked back to the fire leaving Dave and I setting alone on the blanket. He looked at me and asked again if I was going to be all right with this. I just stared at him. I did not know what to think.
I watched the youths and saw that they were conferring and soon Tom picked up the other speared nut and walked toward me. He handed it to me. I looked over to David for advice. He just shrugged his shoulders. I stared at the item then took the stick from Tom's hand he looked at me and said. "I love you Nate, and can never fulfill my fantasies without you." I ate and swallowed, got up and followed him toward the fire. David got up and joined us just shaking his head.