GOING FOR THE GOLD
This is a fictional account of what I could imagine taking place between my gender therapist and myself.
Good morning doctor, thank you for seeing me.
Good morning, it says here on the intake form that you prefer the female name of Jaye in place of your male name, is that correct?????
Yes doctor that is correct.
All right then, I suggest that you tell me everything concerning why you are here and what you plan to accomplish.
I started to cross dress when I was 13 or 14 years old. I started wearing my mom's stockings and garter belt just for experimental reasons, I think. I loved how the stockings felt on my legs, the swooshing sound that nylon makes when walking, the joy I felt when I crossed my legs. At first it was just a inquisitive thing for a lad of my age. Very soon thereafter I started wearing panties in conjunction with the stockings and garter belt. I started to feel guilty but aroused as well. Next came a bra and in order to fill out the cups I rolled up stockings. I started to envy girls who could wear all these items. Next I think came high heels, skirts and blouses. I LOVED how I felt and my arousals became more frequent and I climaxed every time. One day my mom came home early from work because she wasn't feeling well. I was standing in front of her full length mirror admiring myself when I heard a gasp and turned to face my mom. She just looked shocked and sat down on her bed quickly. She kept looking at me and finally asked me why I was doing this, how long was I doing this, and how did I feel when I am all dressed. It took me what seemed a lifetime to answer but I answered her truthfully as best I could. I told her that it just started out as an experiment but then when I was dressed it made me feel like a girl and I liked that feeling. Mom just looked at me again and told me to leave her alone for a little while until she had a chance to come to terms with what she saw and what I had told her. I went down stairs fully dressed as a girl and sat down on the couch and crossed my legs. Now my head was spinning because I wanted to be a girl, I wanted to dress like this all the time and I wanted to have a boyfriend. Almost 3 hours had passed when mom finally came downstairs and sat next to me. She took my hand in hers and tried to explain to me that boys just don't do the things that I am doing. An experiment maybe, but not to the same extent as I was doing it. I told mom how I felt and how much becoming a girl meant to me.
As the years rolled by my cross dressing became an almost every day event especially when I was home. Mom helped me with my makeup and hair. She came to accept my cross dressing and even encouraged it.
Well Jaye, the time is up for this session and I am very pleased with all the openness you have achieved. There is a lot of ground to cover and I feel that you will discover some very important aspect of your life desires. Until our next session then.
The week went by extremely fast and I was actually looking forward to seeing my therapist.
Upon walking through the door to his outer office I had this feeling of "outward calm", I wanted nothing more than to feel at peace with myself and the final decision that I would make regarding my sex re-assignment.
Good afternoon Jaye, I trust you had a pleasant week?????
Yes doctor I really did. As soon as I arrived home last week after our first session I showered, washed my hair and shaved my entire body smooth. I applied polish to my toes and my finger nails, do you like the color????
Yes Jaye, the color compliments your finger nails very well. I can also see that your lipstick is the same shade as the polish. Yes doctor and thank you.
Alright then, tell me why you decided to come dressed as a woman today?????
I wanted to fully experience the sensations, feelings and experiences. I also wanted to show you that I really am a woman in this (ugh) male body. I feel so much more relaxed and talkative when I dressed this way. I feel feminine and love the way I feel. When our session is over today I am planning on going shopping for some lingerie, a pair of heels and maybe a few pairs of stockings. BTW doctor, I almost never wear pantyhose but always wear fully fashioned nylon stockings with a garter belt. Do you like the way my legs look in these stockings and my heels?????
Yes Jaye, I must say you do portray a very sensual looking woman. Actually I am very pleased that you decided to dress this way today because I wanted to judge just how much of a woman you really are. I can see that you are very comfortable dressed this way. Now tell me about your mother and how she encouraged you to be the woman of your dreams.
To be honest with you doctor, I struggled with this decision to be fully dressed today because I was afraid of rejection and possibly ridecule. But I now realize that all that was for naught. As far as my mom was concerned (she died 4 years ago) she not only encouraged me to be who I am today and I mean today but to follow my dream(s). The biggest dream I ever had and am having is to be a woman. Not a woman on the outside but I woman physically. I am planning on having full breasts and a functioning vagina. I want someone, either men or women to fondle my breasts, kiss and suck on my nipples, rub my vagina, insert a finger or fingers into me, lick and suck on my vagina and if I'm really lucky, slid a 6 or 7 inch blood engorged penis into me. I want to change my name legally to Jaye Dee Miller on every document that shows my (ugh ugh) male name. From that day forward I will really be the person I was supposed to be.
Jaye, you know of course, that there is more to becoming that woman then just the obvious. There is the usual mundane things that women go through. Things like a job, house keeping, finding friends, sexual discrimination both in salary and occupational position, and these are just the few of these things.
Yes doctor I am fully aware of all these things and more. I have lived through most of the items that you have just mentioned. The job that I have now is very accepting of my transitioning objective and is very supportive. I have spoken to the HR dept. and have been watched over "so to speak" by the HR dept.'s supervisor. Actually we are becoming friends and she is helping me quite a bit. To be candid, she suggested that I see you for the final recommendation for my transition.
I see, I am thankful for that confidence that she has placed in me and for her recommendation. Alright then, let's move to the final stage of this process. I'm going to start calling you the name you have chosen. Miss Jaye Dee Miller you are a very determined, very attractive woman that has spiked my feelings of arousal. If I may, I would like to sit next to you and make advances. How would you like that?????
Oh doctor, I was hoping something like this would happen. Please sit next to me and make me really feel like a woman.
(Doctor gets up and sits next to Jaye, his left arm extends around her waist and gets as close as they can. They face each other and the kissing starts. Jaye's right hand is on the doctor's thigh and starts to slide upward towards the very obvious bulge in the doctors pants. The doctors right hand slides onto Jaye's right hand and places her hand on this bulge. Jaye's breath starts to become rapid and she feels this "monster". Somehow the zipper slides down and Jaye reaches in and feels silky panties. Jaye wants more than ever to pleasure the doctor and slides her hand into the doctors panties from the left leg opening and is now holding a cock, a very big cock. She now is sliding off the couch onto her knees so she can have that cock in her mouth. Jaye has dreamt of this very moment and her own "clit" is very hard and leaking pre-cum into her panties. The doctors cock is now fully exposed and Jaye just slides her hot, wet mouth down and onto that love muscle. She starts wetting the engoraged head so she can get the entire length into her mouth and it slides down her throat easily. Jaye starts to think how wonderful this is and why did she wait so long to do this. The answer is simple, she is now a woman and women do this to men. The doctor is now breathing very quickly and thrusting his hips upward when Jaye's thrust are downward. Jaye slides off the doctors cock and tells him to slide that cock into her ass pussy. They change positions on the couch with Jaye on all fours on the couch and the doctor standing behind her with that beautiful cock ready to slide into Jaye. When Jaye turns her head around to look she sees that the doctor is wearing a garter belt with stockings, just like her. This makes Jaye even hotter than she is. The doctor now has his cock lined up with Jaye's pucker and he pushes. At first there is resistance but then the pucker opens and the cock goes in. Jaye feels some pain at first but then pleasure. She pushes back when the cock slides in and soon a rythem develops and they both explode, the doctor into Jaye and Jaye onto the couch. When the cock begins to soften it slides out and cum starts to leak out of Jaye's hole. Jaye pulls up her panties and turns to face the doctor. She starts to lick the cock that was just inside her and rubs her hands up and down the doctors nylon encased legs. The doctor cums again and Jaye is now a woman, and very soon she will be a real woman. A woman with breasts, a real vagina that a cock can fuck or a tongue can lick.
Jaye and the doctor look at each other and a feeling of love starts to envelop the both of them. At this point the doctor has to pull up his panties and adjust his stockings. Jaye just smiles and wonders if her and the doctor could become an item. She loves the fact that the doctor cross dresses also. When the both of them have recovered the doctor tells Jaye that he will write the recommendation for her and that he hopes they can become better acquainted and become an item. Jaye thanks him for the recommendation and tells him that they are already an item and that she has found the person that she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Jaye also tells him that she wants him to continue cross dressing becuase she finds it very exciting and stimulating and maybe, just maybe he should consider becoming a woman as well.
Jaye and the doctor move in together, Jaye has her surgery to become the woman of her dreams, the doctor continues to dress with Jaye's help and becomes a transexual. They both are very happy together and council each other from time to time as two people do when in love.
Going for the gold is not as hard as you think.