DISCLAIMER: If this is illegal in your area, do not read this. This story may at some point include some sexual acts between a teenage boy and an adult. If this sort of thing isn't your cup of tea, do not read this. This is 100% fictional and should be interpreted as such. All material is copyrighted Adan Brac 2005 and rights are reserved. Thank you.
GOING TO SEE ERIC
I had been watching Eric for days... I'd rented out the house across from his parents, so I could keep a close eye on him. And he had no idea! This was going to be perfect... Just me and Eric, finally. He was going to just love it, the perfect surprise for my one true love. And today was the day.
I met Eric on the internet several weeks ago. My friend Pete introduced me to him. Pete's straight, but he's pretty understanding of my feelings and a lot of the troubles that I go through in life. I've told Pete a lot of things that I haven't told anybody else. Eric is 22 and lives in Connecticut, while Pete lives in New York. They're both in college. I, on the other hand, am 17 and live in Georgia. Talk about a long distance relationship!
After my first conversation with Eric, I realized I was going to fall in love with him. I tried not to talk to him again-I didn't want to relive the pain of my last failed relationship. But Eric just has this certain charm about him, it's very hard to avoid getting into a conversation with him. After a couple weeks I really did fall in love with him, as much as anyone can across the internet-And I decided to meet him in person.
I walked up the sidewalk towards his parents' house, which he was staying at for the summer. Knocking on the door, I smiled and held onto the flowers I brought with a death grip. I sure was nervous! My heart was pounding, and it felt like it was inside my throat. I didn't really know what to say, but I had been thinking about this moment for weeks. When the door opened, I saw him in all his splendor...
..."Eric!" I said, probably a little too loud, smiling widely. I reached over and hugged him as tight as I could, evoking a reply from him.
"Hey, uh... Who are you man? I don't know you." He said, confirming my expectations that he'd like the surprise. I smiled.
Backing away a bit, but still smiling, I said to him "Eric, it's me... Chris!" I grinned wildly, my heart fluttering at the sheer beauty of the man who stood before me. He had the most stunningly brilliant green eyes I had ever seen, perfect blond hair that was spiked up a bit messily, a beautiful face... I realized I was staring, and said "Aren't you going to invite me in?"
Eric smiled. "Of course!" He laughed. His laugh was so bright that it gave me goosebumps. "I can't believe you came all this way, without even telling me... This is a really great surprise you've put together Chris." I handed him the flowers, and he smiled at me, and showed me into the house. He led me into the living room, and I nearly ran into the wall due to my staring at his luscious ass. I couldn't get him out of my mind, he was torturing me with those jeans.
My fantasies were unleashed upon me in that single moment. Oh, how I wanted to be with Eric! Yes, it would be so wonderful to sleep with him. But at the time, all I was thinking about was holding and cuddling with him, just loving him and caring for him. Though later on, that did change.
I sat down. "Eric, I came all this way because I need to talk to you about something that's been troubling me. I..." I couldn't say it, I wanted to but... God, he'd hate me if I said it... How could I come this whole way and then not say it!?
"What's wrong, Chris? Are you ok?" Eric said, putting his arm around me as I began to cry. He pulled me into his arms and held me tight. "It's ok Chris, just tell me what's wrong..."
I finally decided what the hell, and told him. "Eric. I came all this way because ever since the first time Pete told me about you... Well..." I said, slowly getting quieter, tears overcoming my ability to talk. "Eric, I... I... I..." I stuttered, unable to continue.
"Shhh... It's alright. Are you in trouble or something? Do you need help?" Eric asked, trying to soothe me. I couldn't stop thinking about what he would do when I told him.
"Eric, I..." I looked into his eyes, my face covered in tears. He was confused. I decided to just blurt it out and get it over with. "Eric, I love you." I whispered, so afraid that I wanted to throw up. I started crying even more than I had been already, and was surprised when he pulled me in even tighter and held me close to him. "Don't you hate me Eric? Don't you hate me... Pete said you did..." I said, between sobs. I couldn't stop thinking about how much I loved him, and the things I wanted to do. Not sexual things, only to hold him and kiss him and listen to his heartbeat. Just little things like that, just love. Eric's only answer was...
"I don't know."
(Yes, I know that's not the best introduction. I'm not good with that kind of stuff lol. Any comments/suggestions would be appreciated, thanks! Email is adanbrac@hotmail.com)