HARDMAN'S MOUNTAIN
By
Rev Jesse Penfield Gibson, MDiv, DMin
DISCLAIMER: This story is fiction. Any similarities to any person, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
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FIVE
They ended up in separate beds. Whether Danny and Johnny heard the sex the night before probably didn't much matter but they didn't want to throw it up in their face as much as both of them might want to cuddle. As it was, they only reluctantly struggled up out of bed anyway and stumbled down stairs clad only in their underwear -- Tashi in tight black boxer briefs and AJ in colorful briefs but also tight fitting. They were boys, no doubt with pects underdeveloped and neither really needing to shave much or often, but not entirely. The hair on their legs and under their arms, the long, lean muscles defined and most clearly the bulges in their underwear, still hard with morning wood, marked them out as young men. And whatever innocence they might have had was gone and neither mourned the loss. And neither did they understand why they should.
They were grumpy as they retrieved some Pop Tarts and settled in the couch to check their screens. Almost instinctively, AJ cuddled up next to Tashi but bolted back when Johnny entered the room.
"Are we supposed to pretend or is it okay that we are together?" AJ asked.
Johnny threw up his hands. "I don't guess I really know. I think things are what they are."
AJ moved back and cuddled up next Tashi, who put his arm around him. As they each scrolled and looked for a while, silently eating their pastry, they just kind of laid next to each other propped up by the sofa arm. Danny came out of the bedroom, saw them, said nothing and sat down in the chair.
"You two want to go bike riding on the trail with us today?"
Tashi looked up from his screen and looked at AJ for confirmation. "Sure. We can do that"
"OKay. when you get dressed." Danny said.
They went back to their screens thinking it was open ended but it wasn't and Danny subtly communicated his impatience. With some reluctance they struggled up to start the day. Another day, another shower. AJ wanted to be in there with him -- just to soap his back you understand -- and the sight of his naked body drove him to distraction. Although he had had more sex in the last couple of days than in the whole of his life, AJ found himself even more horny, not less, and even more hungry. He wanted that boy constantly. He worried about it a bit. Was it love or just lust? But he honestly did just like being with him, learning about him, laughing with him. That must be love, right? That he loved doing other things too that was normal, right?
They had mountain bikes. AJ took Johnny's, who didn't want to go. They went to the trails at the state park nearby and the three of them rode up and down. The view was awesome and it was fun. They even took a break and did a zip line again before heading back out. By the time they settled in for a picnic lunch, they were all sweaty.
"So, listen guys," Danny said as he dished out sandwiches. "I want you to know that I am sorry for my reaction yesterday. I get that you are 15, and I do remmber what that is like so I'm not that old, and I get that you really aren't that interested in staying young and innocent. One day, maybe, you'll get that parents don't want to see you grow up too fast. And I worry that maybe you don't know how to handle the emotions that all this ... that there is more to love than sex."
AJ stared down at the ground and so did Tashi. "Yeah, but, how do you learn if you never do?"
"I don't guess you do, AJ. But what you have right now is intense, it's really too intense to last I think. I would rather that neither of you get hurt but especially not Tashi of course."
"Isn't love supposed to be intense?" AJ asked
Tashi cut in. "What if you can't help what you feel?"
"I don't guess you ever really can. Just try to not hurt each other, okay?"
There was nothing there about not having sex and all teenagers are instinctive lawyers, parsing the meaning of words and looking for loopholes to further what they want.
Later on, they sat around on the porch, just the two of them, laughing and talking. Tashi talked about home -- Bhutan-- and growing up in the mountains. AJ talked about coming out and about moving, something that just a few days ago had seemed a nightmare but now not so much. They talked about lacrosse and about school. They told stories. Each would listen to the other, hanging on every word. AJ did wonder to himself about that because usually when he would talk to someone he would half hear and be thinking about what he wanted to say next but with Tashi he was just interested in what was said. They were wrapped up in each other's arms as they did.
They went swimming, playing in the water, still laughing and making out a little but not much. And it was for the best. After a little while, Danny and Johnny came up, both of them in their swimming trunks.
"Didn't catch you skinny dipping did we?" Danny asked but with a smile.
Tashi got behind AJ and draped his arms around his shoulder. "Not this time."
"Okay, fair enough," Danny said. "If there weren't children around me and Johnny might would"
"He keeps promising" JOhnny said, giving his husband a playful shove.
"We are kind of interrupting you" Danny said
"It's cool. We're just swimming. This time. But we're not pretending anymore, right?" AJ asked
"It doesn't seem that way" Johnny answered
AJ smiled and gave Tashi a kiss, underneath his arms, pressed up against him, open mouthed.
"Get a room" Danny said
AJ grinned. "Can we use yours?"
"No" Johnny answered.
They watched a movie that night, called Travellers and Magicians, set in Bhutan. The main story involved a minor government official traveling the capital, supposedly for a festival but really to leave for New York. The journey is broken up by a monk's tale of a young man in a forbidden love affair. Tashi could clearly follow it without the subtitles of course and occassionally made homesick type comments about Bhutan but AJ got really absorbed in it. He finally just made Tashi be quiet so he could watch. They were cuddled up and quiet as they watched, Danny and Johnny doing the same.
"Did you like it?" Tashi asked as the credits rolled.
"Oh, yeah, definitely" AJ said. "BUt you're cuter than he was"
They were sheepish still, not wanting to to rub Danny's nose in it but they wanted to be by themselves. Johnny, though, seemed to read their minds.
"Go" he said. "And be careful"
It wasn't urgent or hasty. They were no longer hiding. Whatever else happened in the future for this night they were together. Side by side on a narrow bed, they had stripped off before getting in, they kissed and touched. Just the sight of him but then the touch of his skin excited AJ. A little bit of scruff on Tashi's chin rubbed against AJ's face as they locked lips and he liked it. Tashi took AJ's nipples in his mouth and sucked on them hard. At first, he didn't get it since he wasn't a girl and didn't really have tits but his tongue against the nipples and sucking on it really did feel good. Really good. Just for an idle second, he thought that girls might actually enjoy boys going for their boobs. He did wonder about Tashi's experience with girls -- had he fucked one yet? Eaten a pussy? It didn't matter he knew, the boy was with him in this bed tonight, hard and ready.
Playfully, AJ found himself sitting on Tashi's chest, feeding him his dick into the mouth. Tashi's own dick was sticking up, pointing toward his skin, the cherry red head showing. AJ loved it, of course, but he also wanted to get after the other boy's beautiful cock. They 69'd instead, AJ on top and feeding his cock down while going after the other rod like a dog with a bone.
"Do you want to fuck me?" Tashi asked
AJ stared at him. "Really?"
"Yeah, I guess. You like it, huh? I guess I ought to try"
"Okay" AJ answered. He was skeptical. He was surprised and a little disappointed. After only a very little bit of experience, he was beginning to think he was a born bottom.
Tashi lay there on his back, a pillow underneath him, a look of apprehension in his ink black eyes, still hard though. AJ rolled on a condom and smeared KY on it. He was about to push it in when he remembered that the hole needed some slick stuff too. Glopping some on his hand, he put a finger in Tashi's ass. The sphincter spasmed around it. He was tight. AJ decided that he ought to put two greased fingers and Tashi grimaced when he did.
"Are you sure?" AJ asked
"Yeah" Tashi answered but he sounded less than certain.
Holding it like a weapon, AJ got between his legs and tried to slowly push it in. He got an inch or more in as Tashi grimaced again.
"Stop, stop, stop" Tashi cried out. AJ pulled out. Tashi lay there for a minute, his dick going soft. "You can try again"
"We don't have to, Tashi" AJ said
"No, go ahead"
He tried again and got a little further in. Tashi started pushing on his on his torso almost immediately but AJ thought it would get better once he was in, like it had for him. He did but Tashi was clearly in pain. He pulled out.
"I'm not going to hurt you. I love you too much" AJ said. He then regretted saying love. "I like it when you fuck me.You can fuck me anytime you want"
Tashi was quiet. For a minute, he said nothing. Then, slowly, he said, "I thought that maybe, you know, that you would, you know, want to be like the man, you know"
AJ looked at with a cocked head. He leaned over and kissed him. "We're the same. I'm just as much as you are even if I take it"
"No, I know" Tashi said with a sputter. "I didn't mean..."
"I get it. But you don't have to be something you're not because you think I want you to. I am crazy about you the way you are."
Tashi smiled, a broad big grin, white teeth showing. He patted AJ firmly on the ass. "Maybe less talking, more other stuff?"
AJ grinned and reached over to kiss him. Tashi wrapped his legs around AJ's torso and ass as he leaned over him and they wrestled a bit, naked. AJ ended on top of him, leaning over and kissing him. They were hard again. This time, though, AJ rolled a condom onto Tashi and greased himself up. He guided the boy in him as he sat on Tashi's dick. Now, not just on his lap but having him up inside him. He moved back and forth, rocking his hips, controlling the pace. Tashi has pawing desperately at his ass and AJ picked up the pace but that only drove Tashi more wild. He must really be feeling it, AJ thought, and realized that part of it was the pleasure but part of it was the loss of control too. But AJ was moving to pleasure himself too. Tashi stopped, for a time, grabbing at his ass and took AJ's stiff prick in his hand and masturbated him as AJ moved back and too rhythmically and steadily faster.
AJ got up on his knees, keeping Tashi inside him, and leaned forward to kiss him. He bounced up and down, trying to get him deeper inside but Tashi took advantage of the break and let a hundred thousand years of instinct kick in and began to buck his hips and fuck AJ the way a top would. AJ just had to surrender to it, it felt so good. His own dick, now free of Tashi's hand, flopped up and down on his chest as he rode the cock but that wouldn't do. He grabbed himself, stroked it hard, doubling the pleasure.
Both boys were grunting and moaning. It just felt too good. After a couple of days of fucking, they didn't cum quite so quick but it was growing harder and faster and entirely more physical. Free from the burden of hiding, they were freely letting it all out. Tashi almost literally picked AJ up and turned him over in the bed, climbing on top and ramming his cock in him like a piston.
"Oh, fuuuck" AJ groaned. "Fuck me. Fuck me hard"
Tashi just banged on him senselessly, both boys beyond the capacity for reason. He pile drove the ass. AJ was flailing at it furiously as the intensity grew. Then, he couldn't help himself -- Tashi couldn't help him either as he was lost in his own lust and nearing the end too -- so AJ just roughly grabbed it. He exploded in a blind ecstasy, almost passing out as he dumped wad after wad of hot semen onto the bed. The shivering underneath him must have caused Tashi to completely lose control. With hard savage strokes, he too came, only seconds later.
The bed was too covered in jizz for either of them to sleep in. They moved over to the other and crowded up together, cuddled, lost in a post orgasmic glow.
"One more full day" AJ said. It seemed a bit wistful.