Hay and Straw Chapter 4: Timber
Warning: Raceplay Story
We had been walking through the forest for about an hour. Our entire group had been split up in teams of four to five people. Apparently this had been done before I had arrived at the bus, as I found myself to be in a group with Felix, Chris, Ben and Gregor. Gregor was a feisty guy with a temper. He did boxing and kickboxing. Although he was only 5.7 tall, like me, he was quite strong and a good athlete, just as talented at his discipline as Chris was at Soccer. His family came from Poland two years ago, so he still had a noticeable East European accent. He had a strong jawline, a clear cut shave, mid-long dark blonde hair that were neatly styled with pomade and icy blue eyes, although he was wearing sunglasses today. He always looked like he had a self-confident smile on his face.
I was sure Felix had arranged for me to be in his group. I would have liked to get a rest from all that weirdness we were in. I was relieved when I heard that Gregor would be joining our group. I was sure Felix and the others would not dare to try something funny with him around. Surely they wanted to keep our little secret as hidden as I wanted to. It actually was a nice walk through the forest. It was warm but the trees casted pleasant shade. Felix was walking up front, leading the way. Behind him Chris and Gregor were walking, probably talking about sports. Close behind them was Ben and, with a little distance, came me.
I was in my own world. I still couldn't wrap my head around things. Why I was doing those things. I had gone far beyond the starting point where I would give head to Felix in exchange to receive some head from him. I had sucked all of them off. Felix even twice. And what was that thing on the bus. Felix didn't force me to do anything this time, he was just whispering shit into my ear. I was the one who grabbed his dick, I pulled it out and sucked him off. Right there on the bus. Anyone could have walked in on us. Our teacher, some of the girls, I could have been exposed, expelled, my girlfriend could have found out. And all of that risk for what? To suck HIS dick. To make HIM cum without getting anything in return? Sure, if it would have been the other way around, if I would have been the one receiving head on the bus, I would have taken the risk, even of getting expelled. But that wasn't the case. I had been the one taking three dicks up my mouth, swallowing the nut of three boys without anyone of them returning the favor. My thoughts were racing. And at the same time I could feel an erection forming in my shorts as I thought about all of this. Guilty, ashamed and horny at the same time, I tried to make sense of all of this. It was like I had a deep buried need, a desire to please other boys... White boys, in particular.
"Here we are!" Felix shouted, pulling me out of my thoughts. It was a beautiful spot right at a river. "I think this is ideal for us to have our lunch break, don't you think?" Chris and Gregor looked around, inspecting the place. "Yeah, looks good to me." Gregor said. Chris nodded in agreement. I walked up to them and looked around. It was so peaceful. There was nothing there but nature. Only trees, stones, sticks, leaves, bushes, the sound of birds and the river was all one could hear. I was happy to enjoy the quite peaceful atmosphere, hoping to get some rest from all the confusion I was going through. I was walking towards the river to get a closer look, how the water was peacefully rushing, following the river's stream.
"Tommy, come back!" I heard Felix shout. I looked back to the group. They had formed a circle around our stuff, our bags and food supplies in the middle of them. Apparently they were getting ready to eat, so I walked back. I just noticed now how hungry I was from walking through this forest for so long. "Guess what I brought!" Felix said, as he pulled out a six-pack of beers. "No way!" Chris said joyfully. "Wow cool man!" Gregor said in excitement. We all were still not allowed to drink legally, as no one was 21 yet. Felix handed a beer to Chris, Gregor and Ben. I looked at him, expecting him to hand me a beer as well but he just smiled at me. "Not for you." He said. "Whites only." I looked at him angrily. "Stop it, Felix! It's not funny!" I said. "Oh, I am not joking. Slaves don't get to drink beer with the masters." He said. I was in complete shock. What was he talking about? He was going way to far now. "Oh by the way, it is time for you to get undressed. You should be naked in front of your masters, like the slave you are!" I looked at the others. Chris and Ben were smiling in amusement while Gregor was looking really confused. "Shut up Felix, I am not your slave!" I screamed. I was so angry at that point, I didn't even notice Chris walking up to me. I just saw his hand coming towards me, slapping my across the face hard. "Slaves do not talk back, you understand! Now do as he says or I will beat you up!" he said. My anger turned into fear. Chris could fuck me up pretty badly if he wanted. He was bigger and much stronger than me. So I complied and began to undress. Before I could start, Chris pushed me right into the middle of the circle the boys had formed.
Everyone was watching as I began to take my clothes off. It was terrifying and humiliating. I took of my cap and t-shirt. I took of my trekking boots and my socks. I undid my belt, unbuttoned my shorts and bulled them down to my feet and stepped out of them. Finally I pulled down my underwear and placed it on the pile of my clothes. There I was, naked in the middle of four white boys, encircling me. I didn't bother to cover my genitals with my hand because I knew they wanted to see me like this. Completely exposed and humiliated. I could hear the boys opening their cans of beer. All except Gregor. He didn't understand what was going on. Why they would make my get naked.
"Why are you doing this to him?" he asked the others. Felix, Chris and Ben, still holding their beer, looked at each other. Then Felix stepped forward. "You are not from this country so you don't understand it. But don't worry, I will explain." He said, as the positioned himself, fully dressed in his trekking gear, next to my naked black body. "See black people are inferior, we understand that here in the US. But to the outside world we have to pretend that they are our equals. For moral reasons, you know? But everyone knows that in reality white men, like you Gregor, and me, we are at the top and all the Niggers, Chinks, Shitskins, all the rest of them have to serve us!" Gregor looked at Felix in surprise, shocked at what he had just heard. "Look deep inside your heart Gregor. Deep down inside you know it, don't you? You know that you and Tommy are not the same. You are white and therefor better than him in every way." Felix said. Gregor slowly walked towards me and looked at me with a serious look. I hoped he would come to defend me, protect me from these bullies. He was strong. Together we might be able to take on Chris and Felix, and Ben was a wimp. A wimp whose dick I had sucked, but still a wimp.
I got nervous as Gregor stood close to me, looking me in the eyes. Suddenly he clapped me on the cheek like I was a dog. "Hahaha, you don't have to tell me, man. In my country everyone hates Niggers!" he said. My heart dropped as the boys around me bursted out in laughter. Gregor opened his beer can and they all jolted. "To us! Man, it's good to be white!" Felix said. I didn't know what to do. I pulled all my courage together and decided to speak up. "So did you have enough fun now? This is getting ridiculous." I said. "I am not a slave, for god's sake!" Felix shook his head. "He still thinks we are joking, he really doesn't get it. But well, Niggers have really low IQs so we can't really be surprised, can we?" he said, walking towards me. "You think this is a joke, that this is not real. Well, maybe this will convince you!" he said. He grabbed my clothes and shoes and walked over to the river. "What are you doing?" I screamed, wanting to run after him, but Chris and Ben were holding me. And just like that, Felix through all my stuff into the river. I watched my clothes drift away, while all I could do was watch. I sank to my knees in shock. I was naked in the forest and my clothes were gone. Tears started running down my cheeks. "There we are, now you are a real slave, Tommy! Naked, like you were meant to be." Felix said. "Now serve us our food. Oh and were are going to eat your portion as well."
I had no choice but to do what they said. I hoped if I played along to their sick game, maybe they would borrow me some of their clothes later on. I'd have to walk back barefoot that was without a question but maybe someone would at least spare me a pair of boxer shorts. I walked over to our supplies and pulled a blanket out and placed it neatly on the ground. I figured that they could not sit on the blanket with their dirty trekking shoes. I kneeled down in front of Felix. "Do you want me to take your shoes off, Felix?" I asked submissively. "Yes Slave. Maybe you are not that stupid after all." He responded. I undid his trekking shoes, first the left and the right and slid them off of his feet. Felix set down on the blanket. "My socks too" he said. So I took off his socks as well and neatly place them into his boots. As I had his feet in front of me, I looked him in the eyes. He didn't have to say anything, I already lowered my hand and kissed his feet. He threw back his head, releasing an arrogant and loud laughter. While I was kissing his feet I could feel my dick getting hard. "Oh no, please not now!" I thought. I tried to stay in this position longer, hoping my hard-on would fade. I kept on kissing Felix' feet, but he pushed me away. "Enough! The others are waiting as well." He said. I had no chance of hiding it, since my dick refused to calm down. So I faced the humiliation straight on, standing up, exposing my rock-hard erection to everyone.
Everyone laughed at me. "Tommy, you are such a fucking faggot, unbelievable!" Chris said. "Wait a minute, he likes to kiss feet?" Gregor asked confused. "Well then come here next, slave!" he said. I walked over to him, took of his shoes and socks and gently kissed his feet. "Oh man, this is great!" he said, laughing and rubbing his feet in my face. I got more and more horny, I began to lick his feet and suck his toes. "Yo, cool down, fag, maybe this will help!" Gregor said and poured some beer over my head. The others were laughing loud while I silently endured the humiliation. I let go of Gregor and took of Ben's boots and socks and finally I got to Chris. I took of his boots and socks. I remembered his athletic feet from the other night. How I serviced them for quite some time. Of course I had to kiss and lick his feet again, while looking him into his cold blue eyes. "Ok enough Tommy, you can kiss my feet later, now serve us our lunch!" I complied and got up, obviously still spotting a raging hard-on.
I unpacked the food and handed Felix a sandwich. "Say here Master!" he said laughing. I swallowed any pride that was left in me and said "here Master". I did the same thing for Chris, Ben and Gregor. They were sitting on the blanket, eating sandwiches and drinking beer. I was sitting naked in the dirt a few feet away, hoping they might be kind enough to leave something for me. But I was wrong. The finished every last bit of food. "Man I could eat some more, those sandwiches just weren't enough!" Ben said. I was so jealous and furious, that little wimp and his friends got to eat my food while I was sitting here and starving.
"Slave, get here, I'll let you continue to worship my feet now!" Chris said, as if he was doing me a favor. Nevertheless, I walked over to him and began to lick his feet, while he and the other kept on drinking their beers. I looked up at him and could see him slowly massaging his own bulge. I moaned softly, as I saw the erection forming in his shorts. It didn't go unnoticed. "What are you moaning about pussy? You want my dick or what?" he said loudly as unzipped and pulled out his big meaty cock. Just the look of that fat arrogant cock made my knees week. "Ok whatever, I'll let you suck it. I wouldn't mind getting off hahaha!" he said. He didn't have to tell me twice. I quickly moved over to his crotch, grabbed his dick and took it in my mouth, letting go a loud moan, so everyone could witness how desperately I craved to suck Chris' cock. Felix unzipped as well and sat down next to Chris, making it clear, I was supposed to service both of them. So I went back on forth on their dicks, while they kept chatting and drinking beer. Felix looked over to Gregor, who was looking very surprised.
"What are you doing? That is gay!" Gregor said. "No man, only the one who sucks dick is gay!" Felix said. "That's right!" Chris added. "Let me get a little more comfortable, while you suck me!" Felix said to me. I set down on the blanket, spreading his legs, offering me his beautiful hard white cock to service. I got on all four, and began servicing Felix cock for the third time now. He moaned as I was sucking his dick, licking the tip of his head and running my tongue up and down his hard shaft.
Gregor walked over to us. "So only the one who takes the dick is gay?" he asked again. "Exactly, Tommy is the fag, we are just getting off." I moaned with Felix' cock in my mouth as if I was agreeing to his humiliating statement, sucking him even harder in order to make him feel even better while he was degrading me. Gregor took of his t-shirt and dropped his pants, exposing his hard cock. He walked around me to my behind, spit on his dick and jerked it. "Well, it that is right, how do you like this, faggot?" he said, as he got on his knees behind me and pushed his dick in my unsuspecting asshole.
I screamed out in pain, trying to get away. "What the fuck was that?" I shouted. The other boys looked at each other in confusion. "Dude, we were just going to let him suck our dicks man!" Chris said. But Gregor looked at the others, determination in his face. "No man, I want to fuck this Nigger!" he said. "Come here, monkey boy!" I panicked. Sucking dick, as humiliating as it was, was one thing. At least it was not painful. But getting fucked? I never have had anything up my ass. And Gregor's dick was very big, surely 8 inches. And aside from the physical pain. If I'd take dick up the ass, it would irrevocably turn me into a total faggot.
"Listen guys, I think this has gone too far..." I tried to reason with them. Chris and Ben had undressed as well in the meantime and they all walked towards me, forming a circle around me. I was still on my knees, as they gathered in on me, my dark face now being surrounded by four hard white dicks.
"I don't think I can do this..." I tried to go on, as Chris began slapping his big dick on my check.
"I know you really get off on this, but I just don't think I can go through with this..." I continued, as Felix whipped his cock, wet from my spit, across my face.
"You guys kind of talked me into this, but..." I went on, as Ben rubbed his dick on my other cheek.
"...I think I am just not gay, at least not enough to take it up the ass!" I finally ushered, as Gregor was sliding his hard cock across my lips.
"Oh shut the fuck up, you fucking faggot!" he said, and pushed his hard cock right into my mouth, while the other three slapped their dicks on my face.
"YES SIR!" I said, before being muffled by his gigantic cock. "Gregor is right!" Felix said. "We are going to fuck up this bitch good today! It is what he deserves for being such a fucking faggot!" I closed my eyes and surrendered to them, agreeing to let them do with what they wanted with by black body, just as white men had taken advantage of black bodies for centuries. Gregor was hard on my mouth. He didn't let me suck and serve him, like Felix and Chris would let me, he fucked my mouth like it was a pussy. Hard and strong. I was gagging, my eyes tearing up. Several times I tried to get away, to get a rest, catch my breath, but Gregor would not let his dick slip out of my mouth, hammering my face with his hard manhood.
In the meantime I could feel the others fingering my asshole. I didn't know who did what, as I was too busy taking Gregor's massive Cock in my mouth, but at some point I could feel a pressure against my sphincter that felt different and much bigger than the fingers I had felt before -- and that was when I knew it was coming. "Here it comes, take my white cock in your pussy, Tommy!" I heard Chris say. It was extremely painful but at the same time, while I heard Chris say those degrading words, my body opened up for him, welcoming his hard cock as a weapon of conquest, declaring his ownership over my black body. I arched my back to push my ass up further, allowing Chris to get in deeper. "Fuck yeah, that feels to tight!" he said. Despite the insufferable pain I was feeling, I also felt a sense of pride, that my body was making him feel so good. Chris started moving in and out of my asshole while Gregor continued to fuck my face. I was being split-roasted by two arrogant white boys, taking one dick in my mouth, the other in my ass at the same time. It was the epitome of sexual, racial and social humiliation I had reached. And I relished in the degradation, the abuse, the submission. I don't know why I got off on it so much. I never ever had been like this. I had always been self-confident, strong, assertive, and smart. But ever since I have had a taste of white dick, something had been woken up inside me. Some primal instinct to subordinate myself, to debase and lower myself for the enjoyment and pleasure of white boys.
How could that be? I had always been very active in black causes, fighting for affirmative actions on college campuses, the improvement of blacks in society, overcoming oppression, disadvantages and racism. But what I was doing here contradicted all of that. I served my oppressors, I was being complicit in my oppression and the oppression of black people everywhere by allowing these privileged white boys to abuse me, thereby confirming my inferiority to them, reinforcing their racist world view of whites being better than blacks. Andy proud black man in the right man would have beaten these boys up, after one of them had ushered the N-word once. But not me, I was letting them call me that and other racial slurs, while I was sucking their cocks and now even taking their dicks up the ass. All the while my own cock was so hard, it was about to explode, yet being utterly ignored by everyone, like it didn't even exist.
I tried to reach for my dick to stroke it, as Chris and Gregor were split-roasting me, but I was stopped by Felix, who grabbed my hand, twisting it on my back, while my other hand was needed to support my body, as I was being fucked doggy style. "What do you think you are doing? This is about us! You do not get to get off. If I see you trying to touch that useless dirty dick of yours again, I am going to slap you across your ugly face!" Felix said. "I am so sorry, Sir!" I whimpered, before Gregor stuffed his dick back in my mouth. Felix stood up and got next to Gregor, presenting his hard cock to me. I understood, that I was supposed to suck both of them off now. They moaned in ecstasy. It was so unfair. They were getting to enjoy such heights of pleasure while I was not even aloud to jerk off.
But despite that, I just loved the sight or those two big arrogant dicks standing tall in front of my face, commanding respect, demanding to be served, all the while I was feeling the thrusts of Chris cock, moving in and out of my asshole. I moaned, louder and louder and Chris fucked me faster and faster. "Damn, you Niggers are always so loud, it's annoying! I need to stuff your face!" Felix said, while the pushed his hard cock deep into my mouth. I immediately began to suck hard on Felix' cock, causing him to let out a pleased sigh. I could feel Chris pumping harder and harder. The pain had disappeared and all I could feel was the pleasure I derived from knowing, how good my hole felt on Chris dick.
"Fuck, I am close!" he said, as he kept pumping, while I was moaning, with Felix' dick in my mouth. Chris slammed my ass with a few final hard thrusts until he came. "Yeah Nigger, this is White Power right here! You feel it?" He screamed, unloading in my asshole, as the others were laughing. He pulled out his dick, and like acting on behalf of some kind of primal instinct, I turned around, took Chris dick in my mouth and licked it clean. "Fuck, no way! Look guys, now he is giving me ass-to-mouth! What a total slut! He didn't have to do that!" Chris said. Yet I eagerly sucked his dick clean, looking him in the eyes, longing for his approval. But he just shook his head, disgusted at the thought that I took his dick that had just been in my ass into my mouth. "You are a fucking animal!" he said, pulling his dick out of my mouth and walking away to grab his bear. But I didn't care if I was an animal in his eyes, all I wanted was more dick.
I went back to Felix who had sat down on a stump with wide open legs. I crawled towards him and began licking his hairy balls. At the same time Gregor walked over to my ass and pushed this cock in my now already opened up asshole. I moaned in ecstasy, grateful to have my asshole filled again with white cock. "Yeah, you take my cock you stupid monkey!" Gregor said. I got so turned on by his aggressive dominance that I just couldn't contain myself any longer. "Yes Sir, please fuck me, fuck me please!" I screamed, encouraging him to abuse me for his pleasure. "Please? You are begging me to fuck you now? What a fag!" Gregor said. I looked up at Felix, while he was watching Gregor fucking me with a cocky smile. "See man? I told you. This is how it is in America. Slavery never ended! These shitskins will forever submit to us Whites. Isn't that right, slave?" Felix asked, looking down at me, in contempt. "Yes Sir! I will always be your slave! I was born to serve you!" I didn't know what it was, but the words just came pouring out of me naturally, like I couldn't help it.
"Ok Gregor, lets switch it up!" Felix said, as he roughly pushed my greedy mouth off his hard cock. He walked over to my ass, while Gregor assumed Felix position on the stump. I could feel Felix enter my ass, while Gregor stuffed his hard dick in my mouth. "How do you like the taste of your own ass, Nigger?" he laughed. I eagerly nodded, while I began sucking on his hard cock. "Dude, I can't believe this guy!" Gregor laughed. "Seriously, how could anyone be such a slut? It's pathetic!" he said. "Hear me? You are pathetic! A pathetic, worthless peace of shit!" he said, spitting on my face, while I continued to gratefully suck his cock, wearing his contempt like a badge of honor. I don't know why I felt this urge to further encourage their abuse of me, but I couldn't help it. With tears in my eyes, I looked up to Gregor and confirmed "Yes Sir, I am worthless and grateful, that I am allowed to serve your big white cocks." Gregor smiled down at me. "That's great, you should be grateful that we allow you subhuman to serve us! No suck me off you until I cum!" he said.
I began to suck on his dick faster, using my hands and mouth at the same time, to get him off. I could feel by how hard and thick Gregor's dick was, that we was about to blow his load any minute. But he didn't give me any verbal indication or warning. He closed his eyes, through his head back and spread his legs further. I kept on sucking like there is no tomorrow. I couldn't wait for the fantastic feeling of his dick unloading in my mouth. Feeling his climax through the semen gushing into my mouth. I wanted it so bad. Wanted his orgasm so bad. And suddenly he came, without a word, he just let his jizz pour into me, climaxing into my warm mouth. He must have felt like in heaven. I kept on slowly sucking his dick, hoping to deliver him the highest possible amount of pleasure, yearning to swallow every drop of his load. I didn't want to let go of his wonderful dick, but eventually he pushed me head away without a word, getting up and leaving me, longing for more.
As Gregor had left to grab a beer, Felix flipped me onto my back, while he went on fucking me. I could feel him fucking me even deeper in this position, while he looked me straight in the eyes. "How do you like it, Tommy? How do you like being fucked in the ass by your best friend who has turned you into his little bitch? Tell me, how does my big white cock feel inside you?" I was moaning, whimpering, and letting myself be overcome by the lust and pain of his thrusts and the humiliation of being fucked by another man. And foremost to be fucked as a black man by a white man. To subject myself to his dominance, to allow him to conquer me, like white men have conquered black bodies and lands over and over in time again.
While I was losing myself in lust, guilt, and inferiority complexes, Ben approach my face and held his dick in front of my mouth. I looked up to him, I knew what I had to do. I opened up my mouth and let him fuck my face. The head of his dick was full of pre-cum, he probably wouldn't need long to cum. "Look at you, two white dicks fucking your ass and mouth. Unbelievable what you let us do to you!" Felix said. I just let him talk down to me. Honestly I enjoyed every word of his. My dick was so hard, is could have exploded, but I refrained from touching it. Of course Felix and the others didn't pay any attention to my raging hard-on, leaving me hanging there, while they used my holes to get off.
"Fuck yeah, Tommy, this feels so good! You will never know how good this feels. Poor you! Oh fuck...I'm gonna cum. Yeah Man! Here it comes! Felix screamed, as he unloaded in in my asshole. At the same time I could feel Ben cum in my mouth. Something about having these two white guys pumping their sperm into me at the same time pushed me over the edge and I could feel my dick twitching, my balls contracting... and I knew I was about to cum hands free. I moaned heavily as he first squirts of cum came out of my dick, foreshadowing a massive orgasm that I could feel building up in my dick. I was so desperate for this release, I could feel this climax would be bigger and stronger than any I ever had before.
But I was wrong. As Felix saw those initial little drops of cum squirting out, he immediately grabbed my hard cock, pulling it down forcefully towards my balls, while also squeezing my balls with his other hand. I cried out in pain. The explosive orgasm I was expecting got interrupted and faded into nothing but pain. The pleasurable release turned into unbearable frustration as I could feel my nut dripping out of my dick instead of shooting loads of cum. Nothing in the world could have prepared my for the feeling of pain, frustration, emptiness and unfulfilled longing of this ruined orgasm, knowing very well, how amazing and wonderful it would have felt, it I would have been allowed to climax uninterrupted.
I looked up at Felix, who had a devilish smile on his face. "I told you, you do not get off! Your pleasure doesn't matter. Only white cocks matter!" I sighed in resignation, got up from lying on my back and assumed my position on my knees in front of Felix. In one final act of degradation I took his cock into my mouth to clean it from the sperm left on it, thinking about the amazing orgasm he must have felt while unloading into my ass. He pad me on my nappy head, saying "good slave". I looked up at him, with his cock in my mouth, raveling in his dominance and cruelty, in all the pain and humiliation this boy was causing me, and I said "Thank you, Sir!"