ok ok, now i know that the last chapter was supposed to be just that, the last. but i have just over 100 members for my yahoo and i want MORE!! haha that and no one ever comments cries so heres the rest of chapter 10. oo almost forgot. THIS IS MY STORY! SO NO POSTING IT !ANYWHERE! WIthOUT my permission!!! Chapter 10B " MARK!!" my best friend Tabby yelled into my ear. "where were you ALL weekend?" My second mother.
" all I have to say is: interesting weekend."
" like my back hurts' or I got grounded again' "
" ha ha, very funny." I yawned. We slept in...and we still barely slept...
" yawning, eh?"
" shut up! I just had a weird night." weird it was. After we got done being all emotional Josh carried. YES you heard right. Josh carried me back to my room. He laid me down and we made love. Not fucked like we've been doing but love. Like when we first started, he wasn't rushing or looking at anything but my eyes. He took his time and we held eye contact the entire time, except of course when he marked me. The same spot he always does. My neck, the left side.
" weird, huh?" she stopped me in the middle of the hall and stared at me. "what happened?"
I really didn't want to tell her. No one knows about me and Josh, besides Johnny and I think our parents. And I'd like to keep it that way. The jealous bitches in his `fan club' would so try and break us up. Me and him have enough shit to deal with without other people fucking us up more. Damn high school drama.
" nothing..." she has a way of making me tell her the truth on MOST things. But Josh has been my secret that she has not been able to break out of me. She knows some details of our relationship. All the bad ones. She was there for me when he would break my heart over and over again. I would come to school crying and I couldn't help it, everything would come out. But I never said his name or who he might be. She tried to guess who he was but she cant. No one suspects `ladies man josh' of sucking some ones dick, which he does quite well...
" your lying to me..."
" I'm not. I just cant tell you-"
"did that asshole boyfriend of yours fuck up AGAIN!" she waved her hands in frustration. Like I said, she knows all the bad stuff about my relationship. She thinks he's got me wrapped around his finger, that he's using me. But she's wrong. I know me and Josh have been through some stuff but when were happy it' ll be worth it. Life is both good and bad. So who would I be to ask him to be perfect? He hasn't asked that of me.
" its cool, okay don't worry about. Me and him are good now. Better than we' ve been in a while." I smiled. I smiled hard, and I had reason to. Me and Josh were headed in the right direction.
" what the fuck happened to your neck?" uh oh...
I kept my smile up...well I tried. " nothing. Just a hickey." she didn't fall for it.
" Hickeys aren't that big!"
" oh my god could you be any louder!?"
" I really hate your boyfriend. You know that right?"
" he's not that bad...it's just..." were good. We just had a bad weekend, that' s all.
" so he did do it?" damn it! I cant hide shit from her.
" forget about it, okay. "
" No I wont! When he stops being a dick," she tiled my neck up looking at the bruises form the weekend.
" you don't even know him! He's different than what you think."
" I don't need to know him. The LITTLE that I do know is-"
" Hey mark," a blessing and a curse. He got me away from Tabby but I have to talk to him now.
" Johnny..."
" Look, I'm sorry about this weekend. I never meant to for that to happen... its just-" damn! I miss his smile. I miss HIM. WHY! Why did he have to like me... damn.
" HE'S YOUR BOYFRIEND??!!" she just had to scream that in the middle of the hall. She had everyone staring at us. " you sorry ass-"
" Tabby!! that's not him." I dragged her into an empty classroom and Johnny followed.
" I don't believe you. You and Johnny are always together....I should've known. The way he looks at you." she went of yelling to herself. what is with the way he looks at me. Am I the only one who didn't notice it?
Johnny and I shared a look. How do I tell him. tell him that Josh and I are still together. He's sure to find out...eventually.
" I don't know what we are. But I'm not the asshole your talking about." Hey... he's not an asshole...
" JOHNNY KNOWS AND I DON'T!?" I had to cover my ears. This girl is really loud. Remind me again why I associate with her.
" going now..." I mouthed to Johnny who smiled.
" NO! I wanna know what's going on! NOW!!"
"I swear I'll tell you but not now." I begged her with my eyes.
" tell me his name at least." I cant tell her. If I tell her Josh's name she' ll know for sure. I cant out him like that. And knowing her big mouth it would be all over the school by the next period.
"I cant do that..."
" fine. Johnny, spill."
My eyes went wide. Johnny knows everything and...and she has ways...shit.
" this is between you and mark. So don't put me in it."
" WERE LATE!" I looked down at my watch. I didn't even hear the bells ring. Damn! We already missed half the day because of...sleeping in. we might as well have skipped. Its lunch already.
" shit! yay...detention." scary. I think she's on her period. I HOPE she's on her period. She's not usually like this. Wonder what happened...
"I have lunch so..."
" and I have to get my detention,"
We left the classroom, going in our different directions.
" you should tell her." popping up on people. Something Johnny likes to do.
"I will." if Josh sees us walking together...
`after what I heard between you and Johnny I cant go on knowing what's between you and him. every time I see you and him together after today will feel...wrong.'
" my mom. Funny lady, huh" he chuckled. " she has a way of bringing things up at the wrong time..."
" yea..."
" if she didn't say that. Would you have stayed?"
" not talking about this." Josh wasn't right. I don't want Johnny...there's nothing between us. I don't want him...I love josh.
" Just answer the question." Johnny grabbed my shoulder.
" I'm with Josh-"
" I don't care. Answer the question"
" I'm with josh!"
" So. You were with Josh yesterday, when we were this close to-"
" But we didn't." I sighed. " why cant we just be friends? We were good as friends."
" so you only want me as a friend..."
" well yes...it was better when we were just friends-"
" we were never JUST friends!"
" then what were we? Were you just waiting for the right time or-"
" you've known how I felt about you since...forever. Ever since-"
"okay, okay but I thought you were over that." it was JUST a blowjob, like forever ago.
" whatever Johnny." I sighed, brushing my fingers through my hair. " I'm going to lunch now."
" NO! I want you. I want to be with you."
"I love-"
" I don't care. I love you."
" I can't...Johnny I'm sorry. But I'm with Josh." Johnny backed me into a locker. Wow, very high school.
" I want you." he whispered in my ear...his breath on my neck...his body on mine ...
"stop. STOP!" I don't have feelings for him like that...okay I do but I love Josh.
" Josh is waiting for me."
" so,"
" me and him are where were supposed to be, Johnny. You know how bad I wanted this." I pleaded.
"....next time mark, next time." I thought he was walking away. He backed up slowly, eyes locked on me the entire time.
I moved away, heading for the lunch room. I saw Johnny bite his lip, before putting me right back on the locker. He looked me in the eyes then at my lips...I can stop this. I HAVE to stop this...but I didn't. he kissed me and I kissed him back... A kiss that lasted forever...
" HEY!! I KNEW IT!! YOU FUCKERS LIED TO ME!!!" no...no...Josh.... A/N join my yahoo group to see CHAPTER ELEVEN!! COPYRIGHT 2005 emo_kid_storiez