Hi guys here is chapter 3, if you are a bit disappointed about the action in the story well just wait be patient but somethings need to happen first to move on. So here is chapter 3, let me know what you think about it, bye e-mail at noway16@hotmail.com. You can find all my own written gay erotic stories and more at www.geocities.com/timsfunplace.
(tim narrating)
I was waiting for Brian to continue and as he sat down I was able to see him clearly. He was younger then I first thought, somewhere around 25. He was well build and through his t-shirt I could see that he must have worked out quite regularly. He had a small black leather belt around his neck. He looked at the stage and at me from time to time but we didn't say anything.
"So why did Jeff suggest that we needed to talk?"
"I'm not sure, he said maybe so you might better understand what you're feeling."
I blushed now. Did he tell them anything I thought?
"What did he tell you?"
"Well not a lot, only that you where blackmailed in the past doing stuff, gay stuff."
"Oh ok, well I guess he's right about that."
"So what happened Tim? What gave Jeff the idea we needed to talk?"
"I'm not sure, probably the things I told him yesterday evening, the dreams, what happened during gym."
"How old are you Tim."
"I'm 17, almost 18."
"Ah ok, are you confused about what you feel and dream?"
"Yeah quite a bit, I told Jeff I and I was sick that you knew. He said I wasn't any different then others."
"Ok, can you tell me what the dream is about and what you feel in it?"
"Are you sure you want to know?"
"I think I need to, if I'm to help you Tim."
"Oh, yeah I guess. Well some start in the classroom and the teacher has left for some reason. Then we start a quiz, one of the cool jock kids is in charge. Each time, well it's stupid I must say, but each time that a question is asked and we don't have the right answer we must take off a item of our clothing. We are in there with 5 or so. Strangely enough I'm the only one that keeps giving the wrong answers and in the end I have to strip off my jeans. My dick is well, you know and I am standing there in very small briefs. The others start laughing and making fun of me and that is... well it then, most of the time that I wake up. There are other dreams sometimes but they all end in the same way."
"Ok, what do you feel when you wake up then Tim?"
"Well confused, excited as my dick is always hard in whatever undies I'm wearing."
"Ok, if you don't want to answer the next one let me know ok."
"Yeah, I will."
"Things like that, where they the things you needed to do for the guy you where blackmailed by."
"Most of the times, sometimes quite a bit more daring too but I had the dream before the blackmail started as well."
"So if you take out all the blackmail and the pressure, where there bits of it that you enjoyed, enjoyed in a sexual, exciting way?"
I looked at him, not sure how to answer.
"It's ok, if you did Tim."
"Well sometimes yeah, I think sometimes my dick takes over from my brain and I've lost any chance of a normal behaviour."
"And that is what you think is sick Tim?"
"Yeah, isn't it?"
He got closer now and whispered sympathetically "No Tim, it isn't, it's how you feel and who you are. It's just a way of how your preferences are kicking in."
"What, that's not right, I don't want that."
"Well I can tell you, trying to change it is impossible. You must find a way to let those feelings escape before something dangerous happens."
"Dangerous, like what?"
"Ok, the reason why Jeff asked us to talk with you is because who we are. The guy that Michel is talking with is...
(Michel narrating)
"So why did Jeff want us to talk with you guys and why did you split up?"
"Because we can help you to find some answers to your questions, at least that's what I hope Brian is doing and what I'm willing to do for you. For splitting up, I thought it would be easier on the both of you."
"Ok, so what kind of answers do you have?"
"No Michel I think it is more what kind of questions do you have."
"Well, did Jeff tell you about the things that happened to Tim when we just meet?"
"With this Brandon guy?"
"Yeah, that's him."
"More or less, he also said something about dreams."
"Yeah, he's had them too. And then today he got hard just wearing a brief. He hasn't worn one since the episode with Brandon. It is strange how easy he's triggered by that guy."
"You think it's all about Brandon then."
"It seems so."
"I think from what Jeff told me you need to look a bit further Michel."
"What do you mean?"
"Do you know if Brandon is in the center of the dreams too or if he plays a part in them?"
No, and I'm not sure he'd tell me."
"He's told you everything else so far hasn't he?" "Yeah, he trusts you then. After something like that it's not easy to trust someone again Michel. If Tim does tell you stuff it means he trust you and you should keep that in mind."
"Ok, so there's more then just Brandon."
"Looks that way!"
"But who and why?"
"I don't think it's a who Michel, it's more who Tim is."
"What you mean?"
"Ok, I'll tell you how I met up with Brian. I went to a bar on a regularly basis. A bar where people where only interested in hooking up. I'd seen Brian hanging around there a few times before I talked with him. Mainly because he always had guys around him, so the first time I saw him alone, but not that evening, I walked towards him and sat down. We talked a bit and I slowly starting to know who he was. He wasn't asking me a lot. He was just waiting for questions to be asked then he answered them. On that first evening he wanted to go with me. It was more or less the only question he asked me. I saw it for what it was but I also knew that he wasn't ready for it yet. So I went home alone. Not sure what he did, no I was, I knew he'd go home with someone to be fucked. At that point that was all it meant to him. I saw him from then on almost twice or three times a week. We talked a lot and after a few weeks I felt like I started to get through to him. I saw him saying no to several people while he was waiting for me to come up to him to talk. Slowly our relationship became more and more one of friendship. He trusted me enough to wait there until I was ready to come up to him and talk. After a month or so he waited once a whole evening. Just before closing time I walked up to him and asked him to go home with me. He wasn't very willing at first as he wanted to know why now, why not before? I told him he was ready now. I introduced him to some of my friends and he slowly became aware of who he was. After three months he said he wanted to become more then friends and that was the night we made love for the first time. I waited till he was ready. Shortly after that he said he needed more like he used to have, being humiliated etc. It gave him a kick as he said. So our relationship progressed deeper with love towards a more slave/master relationship as they call it. But I'm sure you've heard of things like that before. Just remember that this one was build on love, very deep love. We only play when we both want to so then it goes deep as well, with trust. He needs to be humiliated, sometimes just a bit, sometimes a lot. It helps him to keep him happy but also he said once it keeps him from doing what he calls stupid things like following the orders of strange men. He never told me what he did before we met but I know that through what we found and did together, he was afraid of it for sure."
"So he's your slave now then?"
"Yeah he is, but more he's also my lover and I'd never hurt him nor part from him."
"Oh, I though master/slave things only where about sex, about getting off."
"Some are, but most of them are a lot more."
"So you think then that Tim is, has slave feelings then?"
"Well it looks like it. I think it explains also what happened with Brandon in the gym. It has nothing to do with Brandon just with the fact that Tim fantasies about being told what to do by a man. He has experiences with Brandon in that direction and in a certain way he's responding to it."
"So what should I do now?"
"Well that's up to you Michel. It depends, if you want to help Tim with it somehow. I think it's who he is and that won't change. It should be either part of your relationship or you must be prepared to help him find a way out of it all within your relationship. To be honest I saw the last tried by others and in the end it never works."
"I'm not sure I can do that, I don't want him to hurt."
"This isn't about hurt, this is about pleasure Michel. Tim gains a lot of pleasure out of certain things. At least if he's anything like Brian is, but that's for him to find out and to start to understand, just like you need to find out how far you can go in the relationship."
"How do I know if I can do that?"
"I don't know Michel, that's something you'll need to find out for yourself. But at the moment I think the most important idea is to be understanding towards Tim. Don't get jealous or anything. Just try to be supportive about it and help him to discover what he needs, probably you'll find your own then as well."
There was a knock on the door.
"Can I come in guys", my uncle asked.
"Yeah I think we're more or less finished, aren't we Michel."
"Yeah, thanks for sharing this with me. At least I now can start to see what Tim is feeling."
"Good, was there anything you want Jeff."
"Yeah my final act in about 30 minutes has called in sick, now I know it's been a long time since Brian's been up there but I more or less hoped you'd be ok with him performing for us."
"Oh good idea, he needs to be taught a lesson of being humble again. He's been way too cocky lately."
"You think he'll mind doing it?"
"Oh he won't be happy with the idea in the beginning but he will be in the end as you know. Just put on his usual music. And make sure the audience knows he won't go further then his undies."
"Yeah, I know the rules. Ok thanks for this all you know."
"You're welcome and Michel, if you need to talk more then your uncle has my phone number."
"Ok, I will thanks sir. One question though. You're going to order Brian to go on stage."
"Yea, he hates to be out in the public like that but he'll be very happy to show what he has in his briefs."
"Ah, ok so he fantasies a bit like Tim then."
"Yeah a bit but he has its own other things too. You'll see how he'll respond."
{Tim narrorating}
"He is, well he is master" Brian said.
"Your master?"
"Yeah, well master and lover as I couldn't do one without the other to be honest."
"Master as in he tells you want to do?"
"Well not all the time just when we both know I need it."
"You mean also like Brandon was mine."
"Sort off, but then without the blackmail. I can say no, although to be honest I hardly ever do. And if I do then most of the times I asked him to punish me."
"Punish you?"
"Yea, I realize later that he was right. I've learned to trust him. He knows me a lot better then I do."
"So you think Michel should become mine then."
"That's up to the both of you Tim. I can only say that I don't know what would have happened if I hadn't run into Seth. I was on the dangerous road to becoming an uncontrollable whore to be honest. I know he really loves me and I love him. After we met it took me quite some time to see where he was goin. I think he recognized it in me the moment he saw me. He just didn't act on it until I asked. I think I was already living with him for almost a year when I asked him to give me a spanking."
"Oh, so you like that?"
"Yeah I still do. But there's so much more and I know that most of the time it's just a form of foreplay. It leads up to the most hot, exciting love play when we do a bit of that kind of foreplay."
"So I need a way to use these things into our love play then."
"Well that's up to you; how you want to move with Tim. You must trust Michel completely before you do and maybe even get to know each other a bit better before that too. It's totally up to you how you want to continue from this point on. Every couple does it in their own way."
"I need to think about this. It feels right and strange at the same time. But if I look back on how I felt with me dressed in those undies today and with everyone around. You might be right. I never felt hornier then I did then."
"Just make sure you don't hurry it Tim. It's something you'll have to find out and Michel will have to be up to it to. I don't know he is."
"Maybe, you think Seth is able to make him see how I feel?"
"No, maybe getting him to see what happened but the rest is up to you Tim."
"Hmm, not sure you have made this any easier Brian."
"No, I was afraid I wouldn't. I just hope you're less afraid of it. Just try to be more open with Mike about it so he can understand how you feel."
"I guess so, oh there they are." Michel, Seth and Jeff came walking to the table.
"Can we join you again" Michel asked?
"Yeah, come and sit." I said.
"Thanks Jeff" I said.
"I hope you understand a bit more about it Tim."
"A bit more for sure Jeff."
"Good, now ..."
"Oh, Brian I think you can go with Jeff for now. You know what to do."
"Now, I thought you said I didn't need to, not tonight please."
"That won't help, behave Brian and go with Jeff. You know you'll enjoy it."
Brain looked pleading at us. I wasn't certain what would happen but I saw Mike following it all with a lot of interest.
"Go, on they won't stop you."
Brian sighed and got up.
"See you are up for it" Seth said while pointing towards Brian crotch.
We all checked his crotch and when I looked up he'd gotten very red.
"What is he going to do" I asked?
"You'll see" Seth said.
"Oh."
Michel and Seth where talking and I was more or less spaced out, trying to deal with all the information I had.
"Ok there we go" Seth said and gave me a notch on my shoulder. We all turned our gaze to the stage where my uncle just appeared on.
"Ok, guys before we go into the final I have a bit of a surprise for you all. It's been quite some time since he made his presence here but I'm sure you all remember him and I think you still agree with me that he can leave his last piece of clothing on. Here he is back again, please give a warm applause to Brian."
"He's going to perform. You made him go up there." My horror memories from the last time came back again.
"Yeah, he has done it in the pasted, enjoyed it and it was time to put him back in his place again. You saw his crotch when he got up. He must have gotten hard the moment he knew what I wanted. He loves to play up in his undies, maybe not in front of such a lot of people but still."
"I guess."
Michel had his hands on my leg for most of the time now but he moved upwards slowly until he got to my crotch and I felt how my face started to turn red as for the last minute or so my dick had gotten hard.
"You want join him Tim" Michel whispered? I looked shocked at him and moved a way a bit.
"No, I won't Michel" I said a bit louder then I wanted.
"Take it easy Tim, just joking. Just watch."
Brian had come on the stage and with some very upsweeping music he'd started to dance. He could dance that was for sure. He slowly got his clothes off as well. He showed one hell of a muscular upper body, not too much just nice enough. When he put his jeans down though it revealed a nice white cotton tonga, very small and not leaving a lot to the imagination, especially as he looked to be very, very hard.
The tension on Brian's face got a bit more relaxed when he continued to dance to the music, enjoying it because it seemed he had a dick that didn't go down for one second. Was this what I wanted? What this what I needed? Thinking about it I could feel my dick getting harder and harder. But what about Michel what would he think? Oh, so difficult.
Hi guys well that was chapter 3, if you are a bit disappointed about the action in the story well just wait be patient but somethings need to happen first to move on. Chapter 4 will be here soon. Let me know what you think about it, bye e-mail at noway16@hotmail.com. You can find all my own written gay erotic stories and more at www.geocities.com/timsfunplace.