When I came into high school, I realized I was gay. I don't know if it was seeing all the jocks changing in the locker rooms, or if I was finally coming into my own at age 14, but one day, I just realized that I wasn't attracted to women the way everyone else was. The toughest part was hiding it from my parents. They were devout Christians and I had a Japanese father and Korean mother. It's like twice the shame in Asian culture.
I remember going through the school day getting an erection every other period fantasizing about getting fucked by at least 5 guys in the class at the time. Whenever possible, I'd hurry into the school bathroom, which was filthy, and jerked off. It'd be difficult to try and keep my jeans from falling to my ankles and touching the piss covered floor while being so taken in by my almost constant masturbation. It turned me on even more when I reached climax during lunch because of the knowledge that on the other side of the stall or door, there were 15 other hormonal guys, whether they were straight or not.
Freshmen year was tough for me because of the fact that I was just coming into my homosexuality. I didn't know whom I could tell, whom I could trust, or what I could actually do with other guys. Even if I knew I wasn't attracted to women and wanted nothing else but to get with a guy, I had no idea what gay sex actually was like. Because of my parents' lack of trust of technology and their fear of the availability of porn, I tried my best to work around the school blocks on the Internet to find out what I could about gay sex.
It was entirely difficult because apart from having to use a school library, I almost had an erection while having another student less than 3 feet away from me on the next computer. It wasn't until I spent a night over at my cousin's house that I first began to actually... develop as a gay man.
My cousin and I were relatively close up through high school. The biggest reason for that was probably because we started to fool around together. Ricky was a year older than me. Although his mom was my mom's younger sister, he had entirely Caucasian characteristics because of his American father. He had an amazingly slim body that was taut with muscles. His whole body was lightly covered with hair and he had dark brown curly hair with a slightly freckled face.
One weekend, during my first winter break in high school, I spent the night while his mom was at work and his dad was farting around in his own room. Ricky and I were watching dirty movies and talking about random dumb stuff that we always talked about. Finally, when we decided to call it a night and turn the lights off, I finally decided to come clean with Ricky.
"Hey Ricky, are you asleep?"
"Nope... what's up?"
"I need to tell you something..." I almost whispered hesitantly. Ricky sat up looking concerned. Hearing him move, I sat up too, unable to meet his eyes. Ricky's room was so small that the two of us could only sleep on the floor, head to foot. By sitting up, we were essentially facing each other from opposite sides of a large walk in closet.
"Anything, man. Don't worry I won't tell anyone." I nodded pausing again before I started.
"I'm gay. It's not some kind of confusion thing because I can't get an erection whenever we watch dirty movies or look at porn by thinking about the girls. I only get hard when I look or think about guys. I haven't done anything yet, but I only know that... I want to try stuff out with you..." I finished weakly, still unable to meet his eyes.
Ricky got up and crouched before me. Putting his hands on my shoulders, he whispered, "Take your clothes off, I'll be right back."
Nervous, I stripped down until my 6" cock met the warm air in Ricky's small room. I pulled my knees up to my chest, hiding my cock and balls. I sat there nervously feeling oddly vulnerable when Ricky came back in with a bottle of Vaseline.
"Lie back," Ricky commanded gently. When I obeyed, he spread my legs and knelt there bending over my crotch as he began to suck off my dick. My cock was already so hard that I couldn't imagine it getting any harder or bigger. Ricky held the base as he initially began focusing on the head of my dick. He kissed it, licked it, sucked on it, he even nibbled on it a bit. After a few minutes, he began to suck off the rest of my dick forcing the head of my dick down the back of his mouth and into his throat. I moaned as I felt his tongue massage and envelope the length of my cock in his mouth. Ricky licked and sucked my balls and lifted my legs in order to lick my butt crack.
This shocked me the most because the only thing that had ever touched my ass crack before was either shit or toilet paper. The sensation of his tongue touching untouched skin sent jolts of electricity throughout my body. My limbs convulsed and I lied there on my back prostrate, unable to move, as if his tongue's contact with my ass paralyzed me. Ricky pushed my legs up so that my knees were up against my chest and my feet were up somewhere above my head. This spread out my ass cheeks wide apart giving Ricky a glorious view and great access to my whole.
Ricky continued to kiss and suck on my hole until it relaxed enough for him to insert a finger. The feeling of his index finger forcing it's way into me past my sphincter was nothing like his tongue. It burned through me like fire making me groan out loud. Ricky maneuvered himself so that his now exposed cock could be forced into my mouth as he still worked on opening up my ass. Having his 7" member fucking my mouth kept me from making too much noise. Ricky used his mouth less but focused more on letting my ass adjust to being finger fucked by his index, then index and middle finger, then along with the ring finger, then the pinky. When he finally had his index through pinky fingers fucking me comfortably, he removed his cock and repositioned himself between my legs. He lined his cock up with my ass, but didn't begin fucking me immediately. I felt the head of his cock pressing against my sphincter, and I even felt his pre-cum leaking and lubricating my hole.
Suddenly, Ricky began kissing me. I tasted his lips and my own ass on his mouth as his tongue forced its way into my mouth. It was my first kiss. Well, it was my first romantic kiss. I was blown away by the fact that Ricky was kissing me the way lovers did in movies, the way men and women kissed in pornos, the way I wanted half of the guys at school to kiss me. That was when Ricky forced his dick into me. Ricky held my head in place and continued to fuck my mouth with his tongue as his cock fucked my virgin hole.
In a single fluid movement, Ricky shoved his whole cock into me and bottomed out so that I felt his pubes and balls against my ass. I moaned into Ricky's mouth, my fingers digging into his back, my legs wrapped tightly around his waist above his pale muscular bubble butt. Ricky paused for a minute allowing my hole to adjust to the massive invader while he continued to kiss me disregarding my moans of pain and pleasure.
When Ricky finally stopped kissing me in order to take a breath, we stared into each other's eyes. Still holding eye contact, he began to fuck me. He pulled his cock most of the way out of me, making me feel like my stomach was being emptied. Right when I was afraid the head of his cock would gently pop out of me, he pushed his whole cock back into me. His hips moved like pistons fast and hard slamming his pelvis into my taut ass cheeks. His white cock ravaged my Japanese hole. I nearly drew blood as bit on my lower lip still staring into Ricky's brown chocolaty eyes.
I don't know how long I lied there as Ricky fucked me. When he pulled out, both of us were sweating from the stale air in the confined room. You could smell the sweat as the odor emanated from our two bodies. He lied on his back and beckoned for me to sit on his cock. I crouched over his crotch and lowered myself allowing gravity to force the massive cock into my tight hole. I slowly began riding Ricky's dick, slowly lifting and lowering myself when Ricky grabbed my hips and sped up my pace on his own. I leaned back and let my hands rest on his knees as he fucked my ass from beneath me. My cock flopped around on his stomach splattering pre-cum all over his abs and even some onto Ricky's chest.
He grunted each time my ass landed on his crotch, and I moaned every time I felt his pubes scratch my ass. The sound of our sweaty skin hitting each other grew louder and louder mixing with the sounds of our moaning, grunting, and panting. I leaned forward; keeping the vigorous pace that Ricky had set and bowed my head. I kissed Ricky while I still rode and fucked his cock. Ricky held my head there with our tongues wrestling and fucking each other's mouths. He ran his hands up and down my back, across my chest, down my stomach and he even jerked my cock a couple times.
Ricky's window was full length and opened up to the patio between the house and the garage. Several times during the night, we thought we heard something from outside, but ignored it for the sake of our fucking. When Ricky was getting close to coming, he forced me to my hands and knees before resuming fucking my ass. Ricky pulled his cock all the way out before shoving his whole cock back into me. I moaned and gasped at the sensation of being emptied and stuffed almost simultaneously. Sweat dripped off of Ricky onto my back as his cock noisily raped my no-longer-virgin boy-hole.
Giving a final groan, Ricky shoved his cock all the way into me before unloading his load inside me. I felt his body tremble as it emptied itself of his semen. Even while ejaculating, Ricky did not stop fucking my hole. As he pumped his cock in me and unloaded his cum, globs of semen oozed out the sides of his cock. It coated the length of his manhood, lubricating it making it easier for him to fuck my already easily fuck-able asshole. I moaned as semen slowly dripped down the length of my ass crack and slowly soaking the bed underneath the area I was getting fucked.
Ricky collapsed on top of me. I lowered my legs from above my head and wrapped them around his waist, hugging his body closer to me. Ricky's cock was still hard but it was gradually losing its rigidity. Ricky's head rested on my chest as he panted and gasped for air. I lied there underneath him still with an erection pressed between our abs. I had been jerking it off for such a while without release that it was flowing with pre-cum almost as if I were coming.
Ricky and I slipped into a deep sleep that could only be achieved after hours of hardcore fucking. We woke up to find Ricky's dad throwing Ricky off of me, forcibly removing Ricky's semi-erect cock from my ass. Uncle Harry was standing over us in his briefs with his enormous belly hanging out in front of him, all 6'2" of him covered in dark brown, curly fur.
"What the fuck is going on here?" Ricky and I sat in our designated corners, too ashamed to even speak. "Andy, go to my room. NOW." He commanded as I reached for my clothes. Disregarding them, I hurried down the hall to Uncle Harry's room. I sat there nervously as I heard Uncle Harry yelling furiously before I heard a thud and a door slam. I heard someone storm out through the front door. Uncle Harry came into his room and saw me standing in front of the bed. My cock was fully flaccid and hung on top of my balls. My hands rested at my sides. My whole body was trembling out of fear that Uncle Harry would tell my parents. My head hung shamefully. "Sit on the bed." I sat down. Uncle Harry moved to his chair in front of his desk.
"Please don't tell my parents," I pleaded. I looked up and saw that Uncle Harry had an erection standing up inside his briefs.
"I won't tell if you help me take care of this for me," Uncle Harry said rubbing his cock through the thin cloth. I looked up into his eyes, hoping that he was serious about this bargain. I got up and knelt between his knees. I gently sucked on the head of his cock through his briefs, soaking the cloth covering his penis. Uncle Harry's body was nothing like Ricky's, but crazy enough, they seemed to have the exact same cock. Uncle Harry stood up allowing me to pull down the briefs all the way to his ankles. He stepped out of them quickly. Uncle Harry quickly grabbed the back of my head and forced the full length of his cock down my throat. I kept gagging and choking on it because of the smell surrounding his crotch. He began pumping my head forcefully.
"Fucking little slut. How long have you been trying to make my son a fag?" Uncle Harry continued to fuck me in my mouth even when I tried to deny it. He buried my nose in his pubes. I felt his balls hit my chin every time he forced his dick into my face. My face was getting smeared with my spit, snot, and Uncle Harry's pre-cum. "That's right. You're right where you belong, servicing my dick on your knees covered in spit and cum." He pulled out his cock and dragged me to his bed.
Uncle Harry threw me onto my stomach. He spread my butt cheeks and spit into it. He lined up his cock with my ass and let lowered himself onto me. He let his weight drive his cock into my sensitive asshole. Because of how Ricky fucked me the night before, my hole was still lubricated with his cum which made penetration easier, but it was puffy and swollen having never been fucked before. When Uncle Harry drove his cock into my hole, it sank in easier than Ricky's cock did, but it also burned hotter than the night before. I began moaning, but Uncle Harry forced my face into the bed keeping my cries of pain muffled. My ass deflowered quickly enabling Uncle Harry to begin shoving his cock into me with his full weight. Every thrust not only jolted my body, but also slammed the bed into the wall.
I could feel Uncle Harry's stomach resting and rubbing my lower back as he fucked me. His furry skin quickly became matted with sweat as he continued to ravish my ass.
"Uncle Harry, please stop... We can't do this..." Uncle Harry ignored my cries and pleads and continued to open up my ass with his cock. While fucking me, Uncle Harry began to insert fingers as well as his cock into my hole, opening it wider than before. Every few thrusts pushed my body away from the edge of the bed where he was standing. He used his fingers in my ass to pull me back towards him whenever my body strayed too far. I cried as I felt my ass being torn apart beyond, what I imagined to be, repairable.
Uncle Harry flipped me over onto my back and lifted my legs up. He held my feet over my head and leaned over so that my fully erect cock was pressed up against the underside of his beer belly, rubbing itself against his treasure trail. I opened my mouth to plead again, but Uncle Harry slapped my cheek so hard that I felt dizzy.
"Shut the fuck up you slut and take it like a man!" Uncle Harry commanded as he continued to pummel away what remained of the tightness in my butt hole. With one hand, I reached down and felt the point of penetration, where my anal lips were wrapped around his rigid cock as it quickly moved in an out of me. My asshole seemed to radiate heat. It felt puffy and was sensitive to the touch. Every time my uncle's cock moved in or out of me it pulled my anal lips with it, making it feel as if it were bulging and breathing... almost alive.
I looked up at my uncle, but his eyes were closed as he continued to fuck me wrapped up in some fantasy. He opened his eyes and began slapping my ass while he fucked me. He didn't stop fucking or slapping me to the point that both of my butt cheeks were burning red and felt as if they were burning. I saw the sweat on Uncle Harry's body clump up the hair forming little clots all over his skin. The sweat streamed down his massive stomach and onto my crotch and stomach, smearing me with his stench and my own pre-cum as it continued to rub over my front while he fucked me.
I don't know how long Uncle Harry fucked me, but soon I gave up struggling and begging him to stop. I just lied there beneath his massive frame and waited for it to be over, moaning occasionally when his cock plunged too deep into my ass. Every once in awhile, to incite a reaction from me, Uncle Harry would slap me across the face with such a force I'd see stars and cry out from the suddenness of the attack.
Finally, Uncle Harry grabbed my ankles and spread them as far as he could, widening the gap between my ass cheeks to give himself better access. I knew he was getting close to coming because of the quickness of his breath, the faster tempo with which he was fucking me, and the constant grunts and moans that began to emit from somewhere in his gut. With a final shove that shook the whole bed and slammed it into the wall, Uncle Harry threw the full length of his cock in me and held it there as he unloaded shot after shot of hot white cum into my ass. His cum mixed with Ricky's cum from the night before, and because of the massive size of his dick and the load already in me, some of it oozed back out of my ass around the sides of his cock and leaked down my butt crack onto the bed beneath me.
Uncle Harry held himself there as he waited for his cock to empty itself. When he was sure that every last drop was deposited into my cum-filled hole, he removed himself. He sat at his desk and turned away.
"Get out," he ordered. I quickly got up and ran to Ricky's room, grabbing my clothes, dressing myself in less than half a minute, and ran out of the house. I was going to run home, but I saw Ricky sitting at the park in his neighborhood alone. I started walking towards him when he noticed my movement and looked up. He rushed towards me looking concerned.
"Are you okay?" he interrogated, glancing at my sweaty face, disheveled hair, and red cheeks. I nodded, unable to speak at the moment shocked from his appearance as he was from mine. Ricky's eye was blackened and his nose showed signs of recent bleeding. "That fucking prick... he threatened to kill me if I told anyone what had happened. If he wasn't crazy and didn't have a gun, I'd call his bluff..." He drew me close to him and hugged me tightly. Being wrapped up in Ricky's arm made me realize that I was trembling from the shock of being violated against my will. I began to sob into his chest. Ricky just continued to hold me there until I managed to regain control of myself again. "Let's get you home before your parents get there and get you washed up." I nodded as he gently led me the way back to my house.
When we got there, Ricky led me to the shower and stripped me. He turned on hot water that quickly steamed up the bathroom and stripped and pulled me into the shower stall. He quickly scrubbed me down, but was extremely gentle when he got to my ass. When washing my front, he gave my cock a quick kiss before moving on to wash my legs. When done, he stood up, hugged me again, and held me against him under the pounding, steaming water. We both quickly got erections, but ignored them as they lodged themselves between our crotches. After we kissed for a few minutes with Ricky's finger gently massaging my swollen hole, he turned off the water and dried us both.
I got dressed in a clean set of clothes and lent some of my bigger clothes to him. They fitted his body perfectly, exposing the muscles and bulges in the perfect locations. Hugging close enough to be revealing, but not too showy at the same time. Together, we scrounged up what we could to eat for lunch before watching a movie together. I fell asleep leaning against his shoulder with his arm between us, his hand resting on my knee.
Later, I sensed I was moving, but I was still too exhausted to open my eyes. I realized afterwards that Ricky was carrying me to my room because I woke up in my own bed the next morning with Ricky's naked body spooning mine. Ricky had told my parents that he had fought with his dad, but he didn't give details about what. They insisted that he stay with us and told his mother what had happened. She agreed that the safest place for Ricky was to live with us.
When Ricky explained to me what happened while I slept the next morning with his cock lodged up in my ass crack against my hole, I almost started to cry knowing that I could sleep beside Ricky every night for at least a few months.
I shifted so that I moved from my side onto my back and lifted my legs, opening myself up to Ricky once again.
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