True story from H.S.
I was 15 In my sophomore year in HS, Coming from Indiana, I was a really good basketball player compared to the Florida players and I wanted to be macho and get girls but I was a tall and skinny redhead and had smooth fair skin and freckles, long smooth, skinny legs, a totally smooth chest, pink nips and round butt and a pink hole. To make matters worse, I had longish curly red hair almost to my shoulders like we wore in those days. Even though I was one of the best basketball players in the school, I was still constantly teased and made fun of because of my red hair and smooth femme-looking body.
After PE class or basketball practice, when I got in the showers the other boys, especially the blacks would make fun of my hairless smooth skinny body, my round bubble butt and my pink tits and say I looked like a girl or I was in the wrong showers making everyone laugh and point at me.
I would turn bright red and get mad but then I would leave the shower trying to hide my hardening cock and red face. I had a nice size cock, almost 7" in HS so it was not easy to hide it if I started to get hard. But I wanted to play with pussy and tits. I flirted with lots of girls and never thought about cock, whenever I jacked off, I was looking at naked girl pics or thinking about pussy. But because I looked smooth and femme, the blacks and the other boys would constantly tease me and try to molest me for fun and to watch me turn red with embarrassment when they joked about me being a sissy or a queer.
No matter how I responded, the black boys got more and more aggressive and would start pinching my tits or ass when I wasn't looking and then laugh when I turned red. Then one day 2 of the black guys grabbed me and turned me around facing away from the rest of the boys in the showers, they pulled my head down making me bend over and a 3rd black guy spread my ass cheeks exposing my pink hole and yelled... see? I told you he has a pussy!! Everyone in the showers started laughing loudly and pointing at me. When they let go of me I spun around with a dark red burning face, totally humiliated and embarrassed and cussed them out and grabbed my towel to run out because I was starting to get a hardon that they could see. That didn't help. After that they started calling me queer and sissy because they thought I got hard from being humiliated like that.
I was in denial and convinced myself that I wasn't a sissy and would mature into a more masculine looking guy but whenever I would think about how the other boys teased and molested me in the showers in front of everyone I would feel my face start to burn and my cock would get a little hard even if nobody was around. I didn't know what was happening to me but I did know I was getting turned on for some reason.
Back in those days, it was a small town and everyone was terrified about being outed as a queer or your life would be over. We had a black basketball coach and a black PE coach who saw the other boys pick on me in the showers every day and didn't do anything about it. I couldn't tell if they enjoyed watching be being humiliated or if they were waiting to see if I would figure out a way to put a stop to what was going on. Eventually, they also started making comments to me when I walked by. They would blow kisses at me, or whisper "hi sissy boy", etc.. when nobody could hear or see them. I thought they were just teasing me but I soon found out the basketball coach really wanted more than just to tease.
This coach was a big tall black ex basketball player probably mid to late 30's... he started coming around the burger place I worked at and would cruise through the parking lot in his car like everyone did back in those days while checking me out. The HS girls I worked with teased me and would say your boyfriend is back again. I would get so embarrassed because I wanted to fuck these girls and they were implying that I was a queer sissy too. I would say he was cruising through to look at them and which one of them wanted to go out with a black guy? But that didn't stop them.
Eventually he stopped in one night and ordered food and the other girls made it so I had to take his order to embarrass me. They watched me turn red as I waited on him and giggled behind my back.
He was a big hot black stud, good looking, and he had a very hot mustang that I really liked. He sat in the booth right in front of me eating and discreetly squeezing or touching his crotch while looking at me. I couldn't avoid glancing at his crotch when he did this and I'm sure he could tell I was watching. I couldn't leave and go in the back because I was working the register. Meanwhile the girls giggled in the background behind my back. I would feel my face turn hot and red knowing what they were saying and It was frustrating because I wanted to get in their panties so bad. Then I made the mistake of saying how hot I thought his car was. That was all he needed, He said you want to go for a ride?? As soon as he said that I knew I stepped in a trap. I said nah, I have to work and he said.. what time you get off? now I WAS trapped...
One of the girls who was nearby quickly answered. we close at 9 every night and before I could say anything. he said. I'll be back at 9 and give you a ride. I was speechless now. I just stood there burning red for all to see and he said I?ll see you at 9 and when he walked out the door the girls started teasing me and laughing. Oh! you have a date!... You better clean up if you're going on a date. Are you wearing clean panties? stuff like that. I was totally embarrassed now, trying not to act too mad about what they were joking and laughing about but also knowing the black coach didn't just want me to see his hot car.
I thought about leaving early to avoid him but couldn't get out of working. I had to close the place. A couple of the girls that could have left early actually got off and waited in the parking lot smoking cigarettes sitting on their cars which we all did back in those days. They were really waiting to see if he actually came back to pick me up.
When I remember it now I get horny and hot. I was a sissy and didn't know it yet, I got turned on when molested and teased by the other boys but tried to act mad and cuss them out while my dick was getting hard. Even though I was turned on by girls, I had always been teased and treated like a sissy growing up as a skinny smooth redhead.
I got the place ready to close and hurried to get ready to leave quickly if he wasn't there but about 5 until 9 here he comes pulling into the parking lot. The girls started to squeal and laugh, here comes your new BF for your first date!! I was mad and telling them to shut up. I kept saying I just wanted a ride in his hot mustang, my face was always hot and red. Repeatedly saying I'm not a queer, and stuff like, "bend over and find out if I'm a queer." LOL, the best I could think of at the time.
I walked to the door and the girls basically pushed me out the door and the black guy was sitting on the front of his car waiting for me and he said "hey baby, come on and let's get that ride." I almost fainted when he said that and the girls were giggling and whispering now when they heard him say that. I had no way out. He was just offering me a ride in his car but I knew that he knew all about what was going on in the showers and the girls didn't. Long story short, I got in his car, scared, nervous and embarrassed, trying to act normal and cool, just going for a ride in a hot car.
We lived in a small S. Florida town. He drove out towards the beach. As he drove, he shifted his left leg raising his knee towards the window and kind of spread his right leg casually towards the console and put his hand on his crotch like black guys like to do as they drive. He started rubbing it and watching me get more and more nervous. He started to talk to me about what was going on in the showers. Now I was really embarrassed. I didn't expect that. He came right out and said, are you a sissy? do you like it when those boys call you names and molest you and touch you? I wasn't expecting that but I of course said no!... I'm not a sissy!! He pressed on and said. Why do you get so red then? why does your dick get hard? I see you trying to hide your hard dick when they tease you. I was mumbling now, saying something like "I can't help it, I'm not a sissy." He said I think you might be, I think you love looking at the other boys' dicks and then they tease you and you get embarrassed and hard. I said ?no way? continuing to deny it. Then he said, is that what you like? you like to look at those boys? dicks? Do you like the black dicks? I continued to say no but felt my face was on fire and my cock was starting to throb, and I felt a wet spot starting in my underwear. I was having trouble breathing and even responding to his questions. My body was giving myself away. I was still in denial but couldn't understand why I was getting hot.
He persisted, I think you do, I think you like dicks. I think you want to play with dicks but you don't want anyone to know it, that's why you turn red and get hard, isn't that right? huh sissy boy? He was talking more and more nasty but using a nice tone of voice trying to get me to let my guard down and admit it. As he continued I was basically panting. Still trying to deny it, I said ?I'm not a sissy boy? and that's when he said, "you're not???, let's find out then, and when I looked at him he started unzipping his pants. He now had a huge tent in his pants and as soon as his zipper was down his cock sprung straight out standing high. It was HUGE and he had on no underwear so it just sprung out like a cobra.
I was shocked. I was staring with my mouth open speechless and he started to stroke it and show it to me. I was on fire but petrified now. I didn't know what was going to happen. He was a big strong black man and my basketball coach and I knew he could do what he wanted. I literally felt like I was going to throw up. I couldn't believe this was happening. I was in shock and just sat there looking at him wiggling his big long black dick at me.
He said what's wrong sissy boy? cat got your tongue? laughing, he was just stroking it and wiggling it at me and said you want this don't you sissy? I said no way, he said then why can't you take your eyes off of it? and laughed again. I was even more embarrassed when he said that. I quickly looked away caught in the act of staring at his cock but couldn't resist turning back to watch him again. I sat there paralyzed, just staring at his cock listening to him tease and taunt me about being a sissy and by not telling him to stop it or take me back to my car . I was basically admitting that he was right by not protesting.
I didn't know what was going to happen and was afraid to do anything thinking maybe he was tricking me into admitting that I actually wanted to look at and play with it. finally after a few more comments that I didn't respond to he said, "come on, you can feel it , I know you want to? and he reached over and took my left hand and I felt the heat in his hand from holding his hot cock. He pulled my hand over and put it right on his hot, big black cock and started moving my hand up and down making me stroke it. I think I almost came in my pants instantly when I felt how hot and hard and moist it was. It literally throbbed in my hand. I let him guide my hand up and down on it with no resistance instead of trying to pull away. I was still trying to act like he was making me do it but after a couple of strokes he let go and I continued without realizing it. He let me stroke it 4 or 5 times and then laughed and said you're playing with my cock all by yourself sissy boy emphasizing the word "sissy".
I realized what he said was true and knew I had inadvertently exposed my desire to play with his cock and just continued to do it without responding but now my face was burning hot, I felt like I could hardly breathe and I felt like I had admitted that I really was a sissy boy by continuing to play with his big cock without saying a word.
He sat back and let me stroke and play with it to get me used to it as he talked dirty, you like that don't you? I said "it?s OK", "You like my big black cock don't you?" once again, "it?s all right." Then he told me to say it, I sheepishly whispered, "I like your big black cock."
He had me now. I was admitting things to him and doing what he said, but at the same time. I was trembling with desire and terrified that others would now find out what I did. He told me to feel his big cum filled balls with my other hand and I did, I had to turn in my seat to face him more and put my other hand inside his open fly to feel his big, hot balls inside his pants. Now I wasn't even hesitating or playing like I didn't want to do what he said.
He asked me if I felt how hot they were. I said yes. he said that's because you turned me on and my balls are full of sperm now sissy. You are a hot sissy boy, Aren't you? I didn't answer but kept stroking him. I was basically in a trance and then he said it. "You want to suck it don't you? that snapped me out of it. I instantly said. "no", my instinct still made me deny I wanted to be a cocksucker because in those days if you were outed as a cocksucker, your life was over and I truly had a crush on several girls and I knew that if it got out that I was a cocksucker I would never get close to any girl in my town and all my friends and family would disown and humiliate me as a faggot.
He said I know you want to suck it, you can't take your hands and eyes off of it, you want to be my cocksucker don't you sissy boy??? once again I said no, but I continued to play with his cock and balls. He knew or sensed that I was afraid of being outed and that's when he said. I know you want it. You want to suck it like a piece of candy but you are afraid everyone will find out you really are a sissy cocksucker. Somehow I felt that he knew all along exactly what I was and he figured out how to persuade me to expose myself. I didn't answer him so he asked again, is that it? You are afraid someone will find out you sucked my big black dick? You really want to don't you??? I felt like I was going to puke but I lowered my eyes and looking at his big black throbbing cock, in almost a whisper I said "I don't? know". I was not very convincing.
For some reason I felt relieved. I think I figured that now he knew and it didn't? matter because now I had no control if he decided to tell anyone or not. He said. I Knew it, I knew you were a sissy and you want to suck my dick but you're afraid to admit it and people will find out, but I'm not going to tell anyone, it's going to be our secret only and you can suck on my big black cock. I couldn't believe I was leaning over the console playing with his big hard hot, wet cock with both hands having this conversation with a horny black man 20 years older than me who was telling me I was a sissy and I wanted to suck his cock but I couldn't stop and couldn't pull away. When I went to work that afternoon, I was a horny normal teenage boy, eager to flirt with the girls I worked with and here I am now alone in a car with a big black man at night admitting I like his big black cock and doing what he is telling me to do.
Finally, when he assured me nobody would know, he said. go on sissy, give it a kiss. Take a taste. I hesitated and he put his hand on my head which was only a couple of inches away from his cock now and he gently pushed my head toward his big cock. I didn't resist when it touched my mouth, it was wet and hot and smelled like taboo sex I still wouldn't open my mouth so he just started to rub his cock all over my face smearing it with his precum and getting me used to the feeling and scent of his cock on my face. I just leaned over letting him do it and suddenly I kind of let out a deep breath and it sounded like a moan and when he heard that he chuckled and said. Hahah!, I know you love it sissy, you're moaning like a little bitch now! You like me marking you with my juice? I felt my face burning with embarrassment but continued to let him rub it all over my face. Once again, I said, "it?s OK."
After a couple of minutes, He stopped rubbing it over my face and pulled my head up to look at him and then he told me to take a lick. I hesitated for a moment but then felt him forcing my face back down to it and knew I was going to have to lick it. When I took a lick right on the slit, just opening my mouth enough to stick my tongue out, he suddenly pushed my head down forcing me to take the whole head in my mouth very firmly and he said ?there you go sissy?, "that's what you want, mmmmm, do it sissy, you know you want it, suck on it now, nobody will know." He had been very nice and persuasive and gentle but now he firmly held my head down on it and the way he started to talk, I knew that he was not asking anymore.
Once that cock was forced in my mouth I went crazy It felt electric touching my tongue and I suddenly lost all my inhibitions. I had gone this far and his cock was in my mouth. I think I thought to myself, He just forced me to take it in my mouth so I can still tell myself or anyone else that I was made to suck it. I just lost it then, I twisted around so I was kneeling on the passenger seat with my head in his lap sucking like a whore now, ass up in the air. I didn't care if anyone saw me but we were parked in a dark isolated place. Now he had his hands on my head making sure I didn't' stop, talking more and more dirty, "suck it sissy, suck my cock, you wanted to be a cocksucker, now you're a cocksucker, you will always be a cocksucker now, even if you never suck another cock for the rest of your life." When he said that, I was shocked at how nasty it made me feel, telling me he just turned me into a cocksucker for life. I slowed down momentarily as I thought about what he just said, he just changed my life forever, but then he started aggressively fucking my mouth while pulling my head up and down by my hair. I had no time to think, I was on fire now, I realized that it was true. He really did turn me into a cocksucker and there was no turning back now. I thought I better suck him good now because I suddenly realized he scared me a little and I didn't know what he might do if I didn't.
The nastier he talked, the hotter it made me. I felt my face burning on fire. it was all true. I was sucking a black man's cock doing the most taboo thing a teenage boy could do and he was telling me what I was and I was admitting it by my actions.
I was sucking him like a whore and didn't even think about his cum. as he?s talking dirty and telling me I'm a cocksucker now he suddenly said, "suck it sissy, suck it, that's so good!!, I'm going to give you my sperm in a minute, empty my hot black balls in your white sissy mouth then you'll be a true cocksucker. When It registered that he was planning to cum in my mouth. I suddenly wanted to stop. I tried to pull up to ask him not to cum in my mouth and he felt me pulling off and suddenly strengthened his grip on my head and said., "oh no sissy, you're sucking my cock and got me all hot, you have to finish the job like a true cocksucker now, nobody will know you sucked my cock unless you try to pull off and not take my cum." I was frozen now, I didn't want to swallow it but also didn't want him to tell anyone he turned me into a real cocksucker. He was holding my head just humping up into my mouth and I was kind of frozen not knowing what to do when suddenly he was blasting sperm into my mouth. As soon as I felt him start to spurt I tried to pull off but he held my head down with more force. He was going to make sure he shot every drop deep in my mouth and throat whether I swallowed it or not and as he was cumming he said, "don't you mess up my pants sissy, don't mess up my car, swallow that shit sissy, that's what you want, swallow it!" He was pretty rough and forceful now and it really scared me for the first time. I was truly afraid of what he might do if I tried to pull off.
I was gagging and choking but taking his sperm, coughing, stuff blowing out of my nose, He yelled at me, "don't mess up my car man!" So I gulped it all down. He continued to hold me down as he drained his balls talking nice to me now as he started to relax. "That was great sissy, You are a real cocksucker now, you're my cocksucker! You look so good with my black cock in your sissy mouth." When he finally let me up I realized that I shot my load in my pants without touching myself and he noticed me feeling my wet pants with an embarrassed look and laughed and said, "that's the real proof you're a sissy, you came in your pants from sucking my dick." and he chuckled. Now that he had got me to suck his cock and admit I was a sissy cocksucker, I was totally embarrassed again. I felt my face burning hot and ashamed of what I did. He drove me back assuring me nobody would find out but he was going to let me suck it again. He didn't say it like he was asking if I wanted to. I had not thought ahead enough to think about what I would do if he said he wanted more blowjobs. My mind was racing now. I realized that I had to suck him again if he told me to because now he could expose me.
When we got back to where I left my car the girls were still there hanging out and smoking and I told him I couldn't get out with a wet spot in my pants that the girls might see. I felt like anyone could somehow see that I was a cocksucker now so he drove off and we drove around for a while waiting for them to leave. He pulled his cock out again and made me stroke and play with it some more and a couple of times made me lean over and kiss it or suck the head a little but he didn't make me blow him again. I was really ashamed and felt guilty now and wasn't really that horny anymore but I did what he told me to do because I didn't want to make him mad. Finally, he took me back and I was able to get my car and go home.
I don't think he ever told any of the boys my age but when I'd walk past him or the other PE coach they would call me a sissy or a cocksucker only loud enough for me to hear. I would turn red and get hard and then they would laugh as they watched me trying to hide the tent in my gym shorts. I would have a red face while exercising. I started to realize that being embarrassed or teased for being a sissy and the thought of people finding this out turned me on for some reason.
I was sure he told the other coach he turned me into a cocksucker but he swore he didn't even though the other coach seemed to have an increased interest in me now and would always wink at me and make nasty comments to me. I worked at that burger place for about 2 more years and the coach, would usually come by once and sometimes twice a week and cruise through the parking lot which was his signal to me that he wanted my mouth after work. I was afraid to say no because I thought he might let our secret out so I told him I didn't want him to pick me up there because the girls teased me for a long time about going on a date with the black guy even though I insisted he just gave me a ride in his really hot car. So I would leave work and meet him somewhere, leave my car and he would drive someplace and make me blow him. He never fucked me but made me suck his cock and lick his balls in every position you can imagine sometimes for over an hour while he drank a beer or smoked a joint. He got nastier and nastier after I went with him the second time because he knew that I was afraid he would out me to everyone. He started making me strip naked after we parked and he would play with my dick and pink ?boy pussy? and spank my ass red for fun while making me suck his cock. He would tease me about how I would hide my red spanked ass in the showers the next day. One time he made me strip naked and threw my clothes in the back of the mustang and made me ride through the black neighborhood where he lived to show off and expose me to some friends of his. I was terrified being naked in front of several strange black men and someone seeing me but my sissy cock was aching hard. He let them touch and pinch my tits and feel and finger my ass and dick, but that was all. He didn't make me have sex with any of them.
Eventually, I didn't have to take PE anymore and graduated from HS, I left the burger place and started junior college and didn't see him after that. I had grown some more and filled out more as a jock and I didn't really look like a skinny little sissy anymore. I think he lost interest. He liked boys and I was becoming a man. He had access to dozens of HS boys so I'm sure he found another sissy to turn into his cocksucker after me. I always wondered how many other boys were sucking his black dick. In the end, I still chased girls and wanted to play with pussy and tits, but I found myself jo constantly remembering how he turned me into a cocksucker and how much I still wanted to suck cock and be teased and humiliated about being a sissy.