For a long time after my first experience I didn't want to repeat it again. I felt dirty and embarrased. It turned me on to no end, but after I came each time thinking about it, I would just feel ashamed. It was almost a year later before I finally acted on my impulses again.
I was so horny I had to have some cock. I posted on craigslist again looking for someone to blow, and quickly found someone not too far from me. He lived in an RV park and was an olderr white guy. I assumed he was retired, but when it came down to it, it really didn't matter who he was. I just needed some cock in me!!
It was the middle of the day, but I was so horny I didn't care. Being completely sober this time, I couldn't believe how nervous I was. My hands shook the entire way there and I almost just turned around and drove home. I finally found the place and parked down the street a ways so no one would see my car. My hands were shaking and my breathing was picking up. I wanted to back out, but knew I had to go through with this. I could feel my face burn red with shame, but I was so turned on at the same time. Just walking up to the RV park gave me such a thrill, knowing that I was nothing but a cockslut here to get used!
I found the right RV and knocked without thinking to keep from backing out. It seemed like I waited out there forever. I was sure that everyone here knew that I was here just to suck cock, and was a slut and a little bitch. Eventually the door opened and I got a look at the second guy I was going to service. He was older, probably mid 50's to 60's, wearing glasses, tshirt and shorts. I could tell he definitely had a bit of a belly, but that didn't matter. He ordered me to come in, but stopped me on the step just inside the door and pulled it shut behind me.
"Strip slut"
I could feel my face burning, but I quickly stripped off all my clothes leaving me in just another sissy little thong. He laughed at that and turned and walked toward the couch. Dropping his shorts he sat down and pointed to the ground in front of him. I knew what he wanted and slowly crawled over and kneeled in front of him, staring at his semi-hard cock. It wasn't big, only a few inches long so far, but it was the first cock I had seen this close up in daylight. I leaned forward and took him in my mouth and started slowly sucking on him. I could feel him getting hard in my mouth and I started bobbing my head up and down keeping my hands clasped behind my back.
After a couple minutes he pulled my head off and pushed me down to his balls. They were tight against him, but I licked and sucked on them just the same while he jacked off above my face.
"You're a good little slut aren't you."
He pulled me back up and onto his cock again, holding my head and guiding me up and down. I couldn't believe what I'd done. Here I was, on my knees, in some stranger's RV, wearing nothing but a thong, and being used like a fucktoy. I felt like such a slut and bitch and couldn't believe how much I loved it and was ashamed of it at the same time. He started pulling me deeper and deeper on his cock, enjoying how it sounded every time I'd gag on his 6 inches. I could tell he was getting close and he started holding me deeper longer, puching my nose into his pubes while his balls rested against my chin. Finally he pulled me off and I could hear him grunting while he started spraying his load on my face.
It covered my eyes and nose so I had to sit there while I heard him getting up. He tossed something at me to clean up with and I quickly wiped the cum out of my eyes and off my face, only to open my eyes and see that he had tossed me my own white shirt. He smirked down at me seeing the recognition in my eyes.
"Not bad for a first time slut. I'm sure that you'll get better"
I mumbled a thank you and started dressing quickly. Now that it was over I just felt dirty again. Not only had I sucked another cock, but apparently it wasn't even that good! He opened the door for me and I quickly made my way back to my car, hoping no one would recognize the cum stains on my tshirt.
I made it home quickly and jumped in the shower. I dropped to my knees immediately and jerked off thinking about what a cocksucker I was, cumming so hard I saw stars. As soon as it finished though I could feel my shoulders drop in shame. I couldn't believe what I had done again. When I got out of the shower I deleted my email account and swore to myself I would never do it again.
It wasn't long though, before I was back on my knees with a cock lodged in my throat while I gagged and choked like the slut I am. And next time, I knew I needed to get fucked!
I hope you all liked the story. Sorry for the gap in between them, but sometimes the motivation wanes after I'm done. I love the comments though and they definitely get me ready to write the next chapter. The more comments, the faster I'll get it out!!