Disclaimer:
Hello do not read this if you are against gay stuff in that way or if you are underage, I do not condone any course of action from reading this but I hope you enjoy. This story is going to be a mixture of scream/fatal attraction/misery (I hope). I hope you enjoy. And thank you to all my friends muah
I Love You
The nights were dark and stormy, and the wind was howling through the trees and attacking the house like a barrage of machine guns. Our house overlooked the sea so with every flash of lightning I could just make out the big waves rolling up and onto the shore. The rain pelted the windows so hard I felt like they were gonna break. I was used to this type of weather though; in fact I loved it I found it so peaceful, it helped me concentrate when I type the stories I write for the Internet. I had been writing gay fiction for a while now, I loved to think up new plot lines and write then down for people to read. And I especially loved it when people sent me fan mail or talked to me whenever I was in a chat room. I know I sound big headed but I think I was pretty darn good a writer...hehehe. I had turned 18 a while back but I knew I was gay long before than, I don't know how really...maybe it's all the sex with men I had which clued me in...hehehe. I guess I wasn't the most perfect specimen of sexiness but I came quite close (sheesh I am big headed aren't I? I even think my name sounded sexy...Lucas) I stood at 5'10 and was nice and slim, I love to work out a little to so it gave me a nice semi-muscular body. I had a nice tan covering my body that made my blond hair stand out. I had grey eyes and a nice 6- inch meat that I liked to beat every now and again. I liked being me, it paid off...hahahaha. But there's one thing I had never actually done and that was fall in love, sure I had come close before but nothing I had ever actually felt...don't get me wrong I DID feel them if you get what I mean...hehehehe. But I had never connected with any of them.
I sat typing a new story at my computer about the usual 'finding love and sex' thing, but after a while I got bored, I decided to see if any of my friends were logged on the AOL chat room's. A few minutes later I was connected and ready to go. I saw one of my best buds was on and I started to talk to him, he was soooo cool and funny.
"RHYkish: heya Lucas"
"Lukestory: heya Adam"
"RHYkish: long time no see how are you? Found any one to love yet?" he just love to rub it in.
"Lukestory: nah, still waiting for u, u sexy beast u" hehehehe ok I'm a bit of a flirt...but flirting doesn't hurt does it?
"RHYkish: o Luke you are sucha flirt u know that don't u? lol"
"Lukestory: hell yeah butcha love it dontcha?"
"RHYkish: RAOFLLLLLLMAO...yeah" he always had a way with words. Our conversation developed for awhile and we ended talking about monkeys...don't ask.
"RHYkish: so if you had a monkey would you spank it?"
"Lukestory: I'd rather spank your monk..." A new chat box opening cut me off.
"Iloveyou: hello" hummm nice name.
"Lukestory: hi who r u?" unfortunately Adam had to go, so it was just me and the mysterious stranger.
"Iloveyou: a fan"
"Lukestory: a fan of what? Do u just stand there blowing air at people?"
"Iloveyou: lol...your funny I knew you would be. I'm a fan of your work. See you around, and watch you back u never know when something might happen" with that he was gone. I sat wondering for a second who it was, was it one of my friends playing a prank on me? And what did he/she mean by watch you back? I thought about it a while longer...actually all night and all the next day, I ended up writing it off as a stupid prank. I lay asleep in my bed my body spasming from the wet dream I was having...god I just love those dreams. Than I felt something-heavy land on my chest, I woke with a start to see my cat looking back at me. She just sat there basking in the smugness than not only did she wake me up but she had interrupted my wet dream...damn her. But still I loved her too much to get mad at her, she's been there for me through out all the rough times and knows all my secrets. In fact she was the only pussy I would ever love...hehehehe. I lent forward and kissed her on the nose.
"Tabby I love you" I ruffled the fur on top of her head, causing her to swipe me with her claws for messing her fur up. I laughed to myself as I rolled over causing her to jump off my chest and into the warm spot I had occupied.
"Jeez would you jump in my grave that quick?" I looked to the clock it read 8.45am, SHIT! I only had 15 minutes to get to school, I rushed about my room like a headless chicken, Tabby watching me and I just knew she was laughing on the inside. I tossed my dirty boxers over her head causing a little 'meow' to escape her as she tried to escape them...HA! That will teach her. I ran out of the house as fast as I could, my mom giving me my mail on the way out, I'd have to read it at school. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me, I couldn't be late again I'd be grounded for sure. I managed to make it to my locker with 3 minutes to spare, I rummaged around inside for the correct books...err...which class do I have? Shit I just couldn't remember I stood there for what seemed like an eternity trying to remember.
"You have Math" I turned to see Jason behind me, now he is the only person I trusted enough to tell I was gay. And I only told him because I think he is mega cute and I hoped there was a chance...sadly he was straight as an arrow. He was an awesome guy, he was the star football player and had muscles that seemed bigger than my legs...usually I wasn't attracted to guys like that but he just had something about him, besides his good looks. But we had been friends for along time and for along time I had a BIG crush on him. It was just the way his green eyes sparked in the sun, and his perfect lips smiled when ever he was happy, I loved to make him laugh too it was like hypnotic. I just loved the way his blond hair fell into his eyes as he laughed, and the way his cheeks would go red when he noticed I was looking at his milky white flawless skin. He even wore clothes that clung to his perfect body and tight ass, I knew for a fact he only wore clothes like that to tease me. I still remember how I got my lips around his perfect cock, it was amazing just like him...o wait that was a wet dream...where was I?
"I know I have math, what do you think I am an idiot? No wait don't answer that" he laughed and I felt butterflies in my stomach.
"Dude! Where have you been it's been like a week and we haven't done friend stuff like hang out" he was right, ever since me and that new kid Adam (sigh) became friends I have been neglecting Jason, I felt kinda bad now. But Adam was just so 'grrr' he was perfect, I just needed to find out if he was gay.
"I'm sorry, I know we can do something tonight" he sighed heavily while running his hand through his hair.
"Ok just me and you...NO Adam" I was about to protest but he put up his hand to stop me in the 'speak to the hand cause the face isn't listening' pose so I didn't even try. I left when the head cheerleader Samantha (his girlfriend...yuck) came and they started French kissing. That little conversation had made me late for my math's class and I got an evil glare from my teacher as I walked in, I took my rightful place next to Adam...I just love this class.
"You're late again, are you like this all the time?" Adam said as he leaned in close, god I just loved the smell of his breath, it always smelt like peppermint and chocolate...I just wanted to suck the breath right out him, as well as 'other' things, I chuckled to myself at the though. Now I think the term 'love at first sight' described how I felt for Adam. When I first saw him he was soaking wet, it had been raining heavily and everyone coming in was wet but non of them looked at pitiful as he did. His black hair was stuck to his ghastly white face, and you could burley see the blue eyes from beneath it, but you could see his thick pink lips. His cloths clung to his body showing his slender teenage frame. He just stood there dripping wet in a new school, where he didn't know anyone looking like a complete mess. I had decided to be brave that day and just approach him all I said was 'is it raining outside?' and that's how our friendship was forged and we hadn't been separated since. Thankfully though he didn't stay ghastly white but returned to a more natural pinkie white when he was dry, in fact he blushed quite easily and that just turned me on so much.
"Yea...well I try hard you know it's not easy been late EVERY day but it takes practice" I said while chuckling to myself.
"Do you think I could do it?" he asked looking at me in his most 'I am a little lost child teach me the ways of the world' look.
"Maybe one day my son...maybe one day" he stuck his tongue out at me and I had the amazing urge to suck it out of his head. The boring maths lesson continued and so we continued to talk away like there wasn't a care in the world. I always liked to let my arm rest against his on the desk cause I got a sick sexual thrill out of it...hehehe ok, ok I know I need help. Finally the torture of morning lessons was over and we were free for our dinner break, we sat at our usual table in the canteen just me and Adam talking away. It took a tap on the head before either of us realised Samantha there.
"Lucas I want to talk with you" she glanced at Adam giving him a 'leave us in private to talk or have your balls ripped off' look.
"Umm I need a pee see you guys in a second" she shot him another look "or two" he ran off occasionally looking back over his shoulder.
"Good now listen to me Lucas leave Jason alone do you understand? That means no meeting him tonight" huh? What's going on?
"What the hell are you talking about? I'm not leaving him alone he's my best friend we have been together since the beginning" she grabbed my shirt collar and pulled me close to her face, and spoke in a low menacing growl.
"Listen here, I have a perfect life, I'm head cheerleader, I'm smart and I'm pretty and o so very popular. As head cheerleader I'm supposed to go out with the lead football player and I'm not going to have his best friend fucking up our life's together, understand?" huh? What's going on?
"Umm no" I think that was the last straw, I could literally see the veins on her head popping up, she started to whisper into my ear.
"Do not ever talk to him again do you hear me? And do not go out tonight...unless you want the whole school to find out your gay, I can make your life a living hell" WHAT! Was I been blackmailed into dumping my best friend? But what choice did I have? I looked to the floor I just couldn't let her have the satisfaction knowing that she had won; I was going to have to drop Jason. The tears welled up in my eyes and my voice became shaky as my heart broke into thousands of pieces.
"I understand" I whispered it so low I wasn't sure she heard it. I knew she was a bitch but I didn't think she was this bad. That what had to be THE worst case scenario happened, Jason came (not literally you perves). He slapped me on the back knocking a few tears loose from my eyes.
"Lucas man you ok? What's wrong?" he asked me getting real close and almost hugging me, I didn't know how much longer I could take this.
"He was like this when I found him I have been trying to condone him but it hasn't helped" Samantha said to Jason making herself out to be the good guy. I knew no one in the canteen would tell Jason what really happened...they were all to scared of Samantha. I looked up at her and mouthed the words bitch; she looked down on me like an insect.
"Lucas dude talk to me tell me what's wrong, I'm like your brother you can tell me" that hurt so much to hear him say that but I couldn't let myself be outted and be the target of every gay hater in school. Tears streamed down my face in steady paths like the rain down my bedroom window; I had to get out of here.
"Leave me alone" was all I could say it started of a whisper but got louder as I repeated it about three times "Never talk to me again". I had never seen so much pain in his eyes than I had right than, not even when his mother had died and I held him and let him cry into my arms...what had I done. I felt physically sick at the fact I had actually done that to him but I was afraid, afraid of been publicly gay. I got up and through the haze of tears that were falling from my eyes I managed to find my way to the door, I heard Jason and Adam calling after me but I couldn't stop I ran home. I ran up to my room and thanked god that no one was home, I slammed my bedroom door and flung myself on my bed, I curled up into a ball and cried my eyes out. I had just lost and hurt my best friend, we had been through so much together and now I'm been forced away from him, and I didn't fully understand why. I think I had been so emotionally strained that I fell asleep, I remember waking up when the phone rang, tabby curled up next to me purring away happily. I was still a bit groggy but after a few fail attempts of feeling on top of my bedside table to find the phone I finally got it.
"Hello?" my voice was a bit raspy from all the crying.
"Lucas? Are you ok man, like I came back from the toilets to see you running out and Jason like started crying, you should have seen Samantha's face it was soooo red" it was Adam, damn I couldn't deal with him right now, I just wasn't in the mood.
"Sorry I can't talk" I placed the receiver back on it's hook and fell back on my bed, I felt totally emotionless and I had an empty void inside me. I laid there stroking tabby when the phone rang again.
"Hello?"
"Lucas, please don't do this to me (sniff), tell me what's wrong? (Sniff) What have I done?" damn it was Jason and he was crying, god I just knew I'd start crying again, my tears were streaming down my face.
"I can't talk I have to go" again I let the phone slam down back on the hook, I just knew school was going to be difficult...especially the classes I had with him. The phone started ringing again, I knew it was Jason so I just let it ring, and ring, and ring. For about five minutes the damn thing rang, I gingerly picked it up and waited to here Jason yelling at me for been stupid, or crying one or the other.
"Hello?" there was no answer, than I heard something it was heavy laboured breathing. What the hell? Is some one trying to give me a dirty phone call? I listened carefully (hey it was to see if I could hear anything else other than the breathing) but it sounded like some one was having an orgasm. "Who is this?" I asked out of disgust.
"I love you" the voice didn't sound real to me, almost machine like, in fact it sounded like they were using one of those voice changing toys children have, but I think it was a man.
"Who is this?" I made myself more demanding this time.
"It's 'I love you' from the Internet, I'm your biggest fan, you sound as nice as I expected, I knew you would" WHAT THE FUCK? I had never been so scared than I had been right than, how the hell had this person got my phone number.
"How did you get my phone number?" I asked my voice betraying me and showing how scared I really was.
"I know a lot more than that, did you get my letter?" my heart beat stopped, he knew were I lived. I slowly made my way off the bed to were I had left my school bag, I rummaged around inside it till I found the mail my mom had given to me on the way out. There were only two letters one from the bank and the other was just a plain yellow envelope with my name typed by computer on it in red ink, no address or stamp. It had been delivered by hand, who ever this was had come to my door and posted it himself, that scared me more than anything. My heart was beating a million miles an hour as I slowly opened it. It was just two lines typed by computer in red ink.
'BOO! I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE, I'D BE CAREFUL FROM NOW ON IF I
WAS YOU, I COULD BE JUST AROUND THE CORNER'
"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" I screamed into the phone only to be greeted by an evil bone-chilling laugh.
"What's a matter Lucas scared? I know I would be if I were you" who ever it was put the phone down on me and left me wondering, I let the phone slip from my hand as I stirred at the printed letter I was in total disbelief. God why did this have to happen to me? Especially today.
End of part one.
Hiya again, it's me from the top, I hoped you like this first chapter of 'I love you' or 'ily' 4 short.