I Sacrifice My Virginity for Love

I Sacrifice my Virginity for Love

Part 3

The celebrations after my last fuck were amazing. Ten out of forty had made it to become brothers. We ten went to shower and found fresh boxers to put on and then our brotherhood robes. We would move all our personal stuff into the frat house the next day and there we would stay until we graduated, and have two years of watching more pledges go through what we went through.

Thornton got hold of me during the party.

"Welcome to the Forrester's, Jason. I hope you'll come by my room sometimes for us to repeat what we did together tonight."

I grinned and let him know that was a possibility, but quite honestly I wanted Hector and Bubba's cocks even if Thornton had been gentle and considerate. I was definitely on track to becoming a size queen. Hector grabbed me during the evening as well.

"Jase, I think you have to be a little faggot, you were much too good at blowing and during my fuck to be a little straight boy. Bubba feels the same. We wondered if you would like to come over to our frat house some evenings to play."

I tried not to gush. "Oh, yes, I think that could be arranged."

"We'll both give you our cell numbers when you have yours with you and you can call to come over any time."

Well, that was set. I would give Mitch blowjobs whenever he wanted one. I'd probably let Thornton fuck me occasionally as well but I would concentrate most of my free time for sex on Bubba and Hector. I had the feeling life was going to be very good for the next three years.

I would take no more spanking now because I could openly scope out the footballers. Mitch was comfortable with that because they realised we were best friends not fuck buddies. Of course, they didn't know that Mitch was coming to my room after showers most evenings to get a blowjob. Our friendship didn't suffer even when he realised I was becoming a complete cock hound and fuck slut. I think the most incredible night for me was an orgy at the Black Panthers house. Bubba and Hector asked me first if they could expand the numbers for this particular night so I said yes. Why not, I could handle more fucks than I thought they would want, and I could suck cock forever.

"We will be having one special guest Jase. He is a cousin of mine from Nigeria. He is only visiting for a few days. He will want to fuck you as well is that ok?"

I said, "Sure, no problem."

Then he showed me a photo.

"That's him."

I gulped, looked at Hector to see if he was serious and then looked at the picture again. What I had before me was a black African, quite young, maybe a little older than me. Reasonable body, but what he carried between his legs was unbelievable. I knew I was going to say no, but at the same time I wanted to know more.

"How tall is he Hector?"

"Um, about six foot I guess, just a couple of inches shorter than me."

"Ok, has anyone got a ruler or a tape measure?"

One of the guys produced a foot ruler from his book bag. I measured Hector's inside leg. From the base of his penis to his knees was fifteen inches.

"Let's assume your cousin is one inch less, that makes his soft cock about fourteen inches long, and it looks to be about the same thickness as a baseball bat. How much longer does it get and can he really get that hard?"

Everyone was hanging on Hector's answer.

"Yes it gets hard and bigger, but it's too heavy to get above the horizontal. I asked him for final measurements and he told me it's only seventeen inches long and eight inches round. Hell, Jase, that's only five inches longer than Bubba and one inch thicker than mine."

That was it, everyone of these big butch black footballers fell over laughing.

"We'll give you anything you want forever Jase if you let him fuck you."

I stopped laughing then and got serious, serious.

"I can take you and Bubba without too much trouble now, Hector, but read my lips, `there is no way that thing is getting inside my ass'. Capiche"

The laughter now was hysterical.

"Ah, you spoilsport, I never had you pegged as chicken, Jase."

Ok it was funny and I know they wouldn't go against my wishes. The problem was that secretly I would love to have licked that cock to an erection, just to see it in real life, and hard.

"Ok, how about this deal Jase, we let Odigboo come to the orgy, but we won't ask you to take him up your love chute?"

Good enough for me, I was going to get my wish, so I agreed, with the appropriate degree of hesitation. Fuck, I was almost wetting my pants at the thought of playing with that monster. Can you even begin to imagine what it would be like to play with seventeen inches. Playing with Hector and Bubba was nothing less than amazing, Odigboo was going to be on another plain entirely. I was almost hyperventilating at the thought. I told Mitch about Odigboo and what the boys wanted. We were in Mitch's room at the time.

"Let me get this straight. You are going to take part in an orgy at the Black Panthers house where Bubba and Hector are going to fuck you, and probably some more of those guys, and you are going to give a blowjob to a guy with seventeen inches of cock?"

I sniggered, nodded my head and said, "Yes, I guess that sums it up."

"Well in that case I suppose it would be out of the question asking if I could fuck you now. I haven't buried my little Mitch in a piece of pussy for weeks. Your blowjobs are great Jase, but it's not the same as a fuck."

I had tried so hard to keep my thoughts away from having Mitch as a boyfriend, but here he was suggesting the most intimate of sexual contact. I wanted it, but I was worried about the effect it would have on me. I guess I hesitated too long because he got stroppy.

"I see, it's ok to give up your ass to a bunch of black footballers, but not to your best friend."

That made me mad enough to tell him the truth.

"I'm not likely to fall in love with any black jocks, but I already love my best friend."

He might only be a football jock but he wasn't stupid. He took me in his arms, which made me cry.

"I'm sorry Kiddo, I never thought."

"I love you so much. If you were to fuck me I'm sure I'd be your slave forever."

"I can't do that to you Jase. I love you as well, too much to make your life difficult. I'll help you find a boyfriend but I can't be him."

I nodded, I knew, I wasn't obsessing about Mitch being my lover, I loved him but that was it for now, if I was in love with him that would be the difficult thing to handle, and if he ever fucked me I know I would be there.

I guess it was sod's law that while I was in a slightly wobbly state I should run into Thornton. He was his usual amiable self and invited me to his room for a drink. I ended up telling him my problem with Mitch, and my intention to be the centre piece in an orgy at the Black Panthers frat. He tried to make a joke of it but I knew he was serious when he said he would try to get an invite as well.

"Jase, in some ways I would love to witness all those huge cocks reaming you out, I know how erotic it was at your initiation, but I've moved on from there. You see I think I'm falling in love with you, I can't get you out of my head, and every time we've had sex since then I've enjoyed it more. Not just because of the sex, but having your company."

Now that really threw me into tilt. I'd never thought of Thornton in serious terms as a lover. Yes he did make me feel good when he made love to me, and I did like him an awful lot, but boyfriend material, I didn't know what to say. So, I chickened it.

"I'm very flattered, and surprised. I like you a lot Thornton, but I've never thought of you as a boyfriend per se. Give me a little time to think about this will you?"

"All the time you need Jase, just know I'm here for you and I'd love you to be my boyfriend and not just a casual lover."

I thought that before I settled down with a boyfriend I would let Hector and Bubba have their orgy, after all, both their cocks were awesome when buried in my boy pussy. I gave Hector my programme and told him to organise it. I told him my preferred fellows.

"I don't suppose I will be too sore if I let half a dozen of you ream me out and blowjobs the same I guess, my jaw will ache too much if there are more of you because of your size. I know a little cp is a turn on for some guys so I won't forbid it, but I don't want to be bruised. I'm not against bondage but I don't want to be blindfolded, I like to see who I'm sucking and whose fucking me. You can't invite Mitch but apart from that the choice of participants is yours."

Hector grinned at me as he shook my hand.

"You're an ok guy for a little white faggot Jase, I'll let you know when."

He wasn't long in coming back to me, I spoke to him on the Monday after training and he arranged it for the Friday. Apparently the football team didn't have a game on the Saturday so they could run late on the orgy if they wanted to.

I told Mitch what I was doing and got a disapproving frown, but no comment. So, on the Friday after lectures I gave myself three enemas making sure the water was running clear, I had previously emptied my bowels and my bladder so I thought I would be safe for the evening. I showered very thoroughly with a neutral gel and used no deodorant when I was finished. I shaved carefully and trimmed my pubes. Looking in the mirror after combing my hair I reckoned I looked as good as I could. I donned a close fitting brilliant white T shirt, little white briefs, white athletic shorts and white trainers with mini white athletic socks.

Hector scoped me out when he opened the door to me and just went `Phew', before leading me into a big bedroom with variations. There were half a dozen armchairs round the periphery of the room and in the centre a double bed with no head or tail board, and one other piece of equipment that had me looking cockeyed at Hector.

"Ok Little One, let's show you our toy."

To describe it is a little difficult. It looked a little like a gurney, the bed of it was on a scissor assembly so that the height could be adjusted. It was padded and contoured making it look very comfortable to be stretched out on front or back. There were two foot platforms at one end and Hector said they could be moved up and down, and wider. They had ankle restraints fitted. There were a pair of stirrups which I recognised as similar to a doctor's examining table, used for internal vaginal examinations. The other end was totally weird. The forward half looked as though it could roll down and a chair on a pneumatic arm could be swung into place. There were wrist restraints on the legs. The whole thing was controlled by a remote control, it was like a futuristic doctors table I guess. The chairs were occupied while Hector was talking and after his explanation I looked round. I was a little taken back when I saw one white face and Hector started with him.

"Thornton you already know. We invited him because we wanted a senior frat brother from your house to act as mediator if we got too heavy for you. Bubba you know. The empty chair is mine and next to it is Odigboo, our guest. The other two you know from the football team Reynard and Othello. They all know the limits you set with me. Now is the last time you will be allowed to change them so speak now or you take what comes."

I grinned, these guys were all tasty. "No, I'm fine with them. To reiterate, no blindfolds, but bondage is ok, cp but no bruising, no more than six in each end unless I tell you I think I could take more. Ok?"

Everybody nodded their agreement so I turned to Hector, stood at rest and said, "I'm ready to obey your every command Master."

That was the first of many cheers I got that evening.

"Good boy, now strip and stand at rest again in front of our guest."

No problem, I was a little embarrassed because the others all had shorts on when I was naked. Odigboo looked me up and down, then in a commanding voice said, "Slave, take my shorts off and let my cock know how good you are at pleasuring a real man."

I did, with plenty of enthusiasm. I was almost gagging to see that monster get hard. I started to give him the most erotic blowjob I could. When he was as hard as I could get him I sat back on my haunches and just stroked it for a minute while I looked at it. It was amazing, Hector was thick, but this monster made it look small, and seventeen inches of man meat was utterly unbelievable except that I was looking at it.

"We aren't here for you to look at my cock, do something with it or I'll take a paddle to you."

I looked round and Hector was stood behind me swishing a neat looking paddle round. It was a little bigger than a table tennis bat and oval instead of round, also it had a smooth surface. It was an interesting piece of kit but I didn't expect to feel it on my ass during the evening so I got back to work.

I couldn't get Odigboo's cockhead in my mouth, but I did wonders with what I could. I used my tongue and very lightly scraped it with my teeth. The guy was almost freaking out and I then attacked his balls as well. The combination of jacking him, playing with his balls and assaulting his cockhead with my tongue and teeth had him filling my mouth way to quickly, but I was well practised and managed to swallow all his discharge which was copious, and also, unfortunately a little bitter so I didn't want to do that too many times.

"I'm pleased we have all night slave, I will want to do that many times if you make me cum that quickly."

I thought I would placate him and score brownie points at the same time.

"This miserable slave apologises Master, I will endeavour to make your enjoyment last longer next time."

Another round of applause and Hector whispered, 'you're already a star Jase, keep it up.'

The bed was next and I had to blow all the other guys. No one was bigger than Hector and Bubba so I just had lots of fun. Thornton was last and he made me laugh with his comments. I whispered to him after I had swallowed his orgasm.

"I'm making the most of tonight because I may be looking for a boyfriend after this and then I promise to be good." Double entendre, good at satisfying multiple partners or good at being monogamous. I actually meant the latter, except for Mitch's blowjobs of course.

Odigboo came back for seconds but instead of cumming in my mouth he pulled out and sprayed my face. I didn't like that but it was interesting to see the amount of it, and I was spared the bitter taste. Bathroom then to clean up before a break for drinks. Hector gave me a beer and I sat on his lap to drink it while he played with me. So, first hour or so out of the way and I had enjoyed it all, no one had got heavy, no one had spanked me or been rough.

Things heated up after that. I was put on my back on the weird machine. Legs in the stirrups and pulled back until they were level with my shoulders and then stretched as wide as they could get me comfortably. The action then was mind bending. My ass was quite high but the padded area had raised so that I was still comfortable, the overhang had dropped leaving my ass vulnerable to attack, and boy, what an attack. Thornton started it giving me the most exquisite rimming I had ever enjoyed. The two I didn't know very well stood either side and took on my cock and balls. I could reach their cocks so I played with them while they took me round the planets. They weren't as big as Bubba or Hector, but still a very adequate nine inches or so. Change of pattern after I had orgasmed twice, Thornton entered me and fucked me very slowly to a mighty third orgasm. Wow, this was seriously good sex. Then the two who had pleasured me took a turn each before relinquishing my ass to Bubba. That was like an old friend entering me and then Hector. He had a new system. He rotated his hips in a quite exaggerated fashion before starting to add fingers as well as his cock. It all started to get uncomfortable and I complained. Odigboo jumped in then.

"I don't want to hear him whining Hector, do you have any gags?"

Bubba had guessed what was coming and had picked one up from a cupboard I had not noticed. It was a cock gag and before I could say anything it was in my mouth. I was going to have to put up with everything else now without puting voice to it, and I sure as hell would have done when Hector had cum and moved to the side making room for Odigboo. I realised then that I had been opened up gradually, taking the smallest cock first, ascending in length and breadth ready for the big one. I was terrified, but too late to do anything. A strap had suddenly been fixed across my chest and my wrists had been secured to the table. I couldn't move.

Ok, I was well lubricated with five loads of cum and Odigboo was heavily lubed but when he went over my sphincter I thought I was going to die. Everyone was so mesmerised by this huge cock protruding from my anus that no one saw the pain and terror in my eyes. He kept still for a couple of minutes with just the head and about two inches inside me. The pain did ease considerably but there was still plenty to let me know he was still there. I guess he must have taken about an hour to feed me the first foot. He was fucking me quite slowly, adding a little more every time he went in. The sight must have been amazing. Hector whispered to me, "You have a foot, Odigboo thinks you may be the first one to take all of him."

I nearly wet myself, no way could I see me taking seventeen inches. In the event I didn't. I took another two inches though and the feeling was something I didn't want to experience again, but was amazing once. He fucked me to orgasm holding his hand over the last three inches, that was still a massive tranche of pain when he made his last few thrusts. I'm sure some of his cum was lodged in the back of my throat, he shot so hard. The cheers when he pulled out were way over the top.

I was released and thought that was it. Instead, they flipped me over secured me again and then worked the footrests so that I was spread very wide and raised up so that my ass was in the perfect position for them to go again.

"Ok, everyone, one more fuck each and then we'll deliver a verdict on our slave. You can get blowjobs as well."

They could as well. The gag was removed, my hands were free and I started.

I was getting sore but otherwise I was ok.

"Our guest of honour will get the last fuck, and this time he is going all the way."

I couldn't protest because Bubba was at my head with his cock buried balls deep in my mouth.

I can't even begin to tell you what it felt like to have seventeen inches of cock in me. I didn't even think it was possible. My intestines must have been totally rearranged to allow it. I cried round Bubba's cock the pain was unreal, but I survived. As he went soft I felt him peeing in me. That was awful and now I sobbed at the humiliation. He heard me, came round to my front, forced his cock head as far into my mouth as he could before finishing his pee. I had to swallow or choke making my sobs more pronounced. When he finished the whole lot came out of both orifices. Cum and piss, not much else because I hadn't eaten since lunch. What a mess, I was directed to a bathroom to clean up. Two of the gang came with me and pampered me. I was a mess but it did feel good to be pampered.

Back in the main room and I couldn't look at anyone, I felt so ashamed.

"You are, of course, going to make him clean up his mess aren't you?"

That was Odigboo, Thornton stepped in then and told him as it was his piss he should clear it up. Hector said, "Sorry Thornton, he is our guest so Jase clears it up or takes twenty with the paddle."

Back over the contraption and Hector gave me ten to each cheek, not too hard, but the humiliation once again had me crying, and Odigboo made it worse by fingering me all the time I was being spanked. I left then, without another word being spoken. Thornton escorted me back to my dorm. He undressed me, creamed my ass inside and out and put me to bed with a gentle kiss. I had no idea what the time was but when I woke up Thornton was asleep in my armchair. The second I moved he was awake and being as solicitous as he knew how until I assured him I was ok.

"I'll live Thornton. I just need loads of water and a teeth clean and I'll be ready for some breakfast."

"More like lunch, its one o clock, you've been asleep for twelve hours."

I was ready in no time. Thornton had done a quick wash and brush up and escorted me to lunch. The four black guys from last night were waiting for us as we exited the frat house. I looked at Thornton and he blushed. I was being set up for I didn't know what. The boys hefted me onto their shoulders and carried me to the cafeteria singing `For he's a jolly good fellow.' I was grinning like an idiot by the time we were sat at a table to eat. No Odigboo so I was quite happy.

"I'm really sorry about my guest Jase. We had to let him do as he wanted otherwise he would have thought we were all wooses."

I just shrugged, what was the point in making a fuss, I would just make life difficult for Mitch. He did hear all about it and told me what a stupid shit I was, but that was it.

Thornton proved to be everything I wanted in a boyfriend when I fully accepted that I could not have Mitch. We had a couple of wonderful semesters together before he graduated, and then we kept in touch. The intension was that I would go to work in the same town as him so that we could live together but I had another three years to go. I grew to love him, but I remained a realist, it might not work so keep a little of myself in reserve, besides I still had Mitch, and he still loved my blowjobs.

I didn't take part in any more orgies, but with Thornton's consent, I did go to bed with Hector once more before he graduated. You see, I genuinely liked him and the feeling was mutual, I don't think I would have found it too difficult to fall in love with the big lug, he was always loving and gentle with me. Thornton and I spent most of our holiday's together either at my house or his, both parents accepting our homosexuality. I graduated and moved into Thornton's apartment while I hunted for a job. The rest they say is history. I never moved out and I never had sex with another guy other than Mitch who would still get the odd blowjob when we were at our parents at the same time. Thornton thought it was amusing and never resented me doing Mitch that favour. I still have lustful thoughts about Hector and Bubba sometimes, their cocks were after all incredible symbols of their ethnicity, but that is something I don't share with Thornton, I think he might be a little peeved.

THE END