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I Want Your Love - Chapter 16
by JT Poole
// New York - Lance's Hotel Room //
"I just don't know what to do anymore, I can't continue to live like this. I wish that I wasn't alone." Lance stated as there was a knock at the door.
Lance stopped typing on his laptop and closed the lid. Getting up walking over to the door, Lance wondered who would be at his room door since no one knew where he was, not even his mother. Opening the door, Lance was surprised at the sight he saw at the door.
"Yes, may I help you?" Lance asked coming eye to eye with Devon Sawa.
"Hi James how are you doing baby?" Devon asked.
"What the hell do you want Dev?" Lance asked, ready to shut the door.
"Can we talk please? I would really like it, if you gave me a chance to talk to you." Devon stated.
"How did you know where I was?" Lance asked.
"I didn't guess. I saw you checkin' in at the desk earlier and my heart stopped when I saw you again. Please James let me in so that we can talk." Devin pleaded.
"Give me some reasons why I should let you in...why should I even trust you Devon?" Lance asked.
"James I love you, and you know I do. That should be reason enough." Devon stated dropping his head down.
"Come in and you better not try anything." Lance said directing the young man in. "So spill it, why are you here?"
"James please, don't be this way. It's not my fault that we broke up. If I remember correctly, you were the one that said that we couldn't have our current careers and be together." Devon stated.
"It must have been true because you didn't stay did you, instead you left and I haven't seen you since!" Lance shouted.
"Because you told me too. I would have stayed but you refused to let it go any further." Devon said.
"It's been six months James, please I love you. Do you at least have any love for me?" Devon asked. "If not, I don't see any reason for us to continue this conversation."
"Devon, it's not that simple. I love you, but with the way things are, what happens when someone finds out or the press catches us somewhere." Lance asked.
"Fuck the press, I love you, I can care less about the media or the fucking press!" Devon screamed.
"Devon please calm down, this is not helping any." Lance stated. "Besides, loving you isn't going to solve anything. I still love you, but we just can't be together. I wish we could but.."
"But what James, the other boys in the band won't let you, or you are afraid what your father is going to think?" Devon stated standing up.
"It has nothing to do with any of them. It has..oh nevermind." Lance stated as he walked over to Devon and kissed him passionately.
// Joey's House //
"Well Chris what do you say?" Justin asked.
"Could you two lovebirds leave the kitchen so that me and Ashley can talk?" Chris asked. "Give us some privacy."
"Sure come on Joeybear, let's go finish the movie while they talk." Justin stated pulling Joey towards the living room.
"Ashley, come over here and sit down please." Chris stated pointing to the chair in front of which he sat.
"Okay, sure." Ashley stated sitting down in front of Chris.
"To start off, I am very flattered that you like me and all, but we are from two different places in life. I heard you say that age is just a number, but could you really like an older guy? I am almost a decade older than you." Chris stated.
"As I said, I don't care about age, I like you Chris. I like the singer that came on the stage and captured my heart the first time I saw him perform, I like the kind hearted guy that treats everyone around him like they are the only one, I like the guy that has a cuddly appearance, I like the guy that finds the special qualities in his friend Busta. Chris that's what I like about you." Ashley stated.
"Well I am quite sure Busta likes you too. Busta likes anyone that allows him to sleep on them." Chris laughed.
"Seriously Chris, you are the guy that I have dreamt of since I came to terms with being me. You are the guy that I want. You may not see me that way, but if I have a chance, I would like to see if there is something there." Ashley stated walking around the table and walking out of the kitchen with tears in his eyes.
"Ashley wait, where are you going?" Chris asked.
"I think I have overstayed my welcome, I am going for a walk then I am going home." Ashley stated as he said goodbye to Justin and Joey and walked out of the front door, leaving Justin and Joey staring at Chris with evil looks.
"Christopher what did you say to that young man? Did you see the hurtful look on his face? Chris how could you?" Justin asked.
"I didn't do anything, we were just talking and..." Chris trailed off as Justin ran out the door behind Ashley.
"You decided that he was what? Too young? Not your type? What was it Chris?" Joey asked.
"I only asked him could he see himself dating an older guy? That's all, honest." Chris stated.
// Down The Street //
"Hey Ashley wait up, slow down." Justin stated running up behind Ashley.
"What do you want Justin? Did he send you to tell me not to show my face again?" Ashley asked.
"No, no, come back with me, please, talk to me, tell me what the goodball said." Justin stated.
"He basically beat around the bush about telling me he wasn't interested. He tried to use age as the basis for his discussion, but I tried telling him that I don't care how old he is, I still like him. He just can't or won't see that. I don't know what else to do." Ashley said as he started crying.
"Oh Ashley don't cry, I am sure that Chris likes you, I just don't know why he pushed you away the way he did." Justin stated. "Just come back to Joey's with me, you can stay there until you calm down. I don't think you need to be roaming the streets in your condition."
"Thank you Justin. I just wish Chris was here talking to me instead of you. I don't know what I did wrong." Ashley stated still crying.
"You did nothing wrong, I was being stupid and scared. Can we talk again?" Chris asked walking up behind Justin and Ashley.
"Sure, I guess. Am I going to need more kleenax for this talk?" Ashley asked.
"I hope not, unless you cry when you are happy about stuff." Chris stated.
"I am going back home to my man, will I see you two there? Justin asked as he kissed both of them on the cheek and walked away.
"Yeah, we will be back to see the last movie." Chris stated. "If Ashley would be mine and forgive me for the way I just acted."
"Sure I will, let's go." Ashley stated as Chris stopped him and pulled him into a hug. "That felt good Chris."
"I hope this feels better." Chris stated as he turned around and kissed Ashley passionately on the lips.
"Oh Chris...I have waited a long time to feel that." Ashley stated.
"Oh, well I hope you like feeling it a lot, I liked it. I plan on doing that more often." Chris stated as the two men walked back to Joey's House.
// New York - Lance's Hotel Room //
"James I don't want to play this game with you. I don't want you being hot one minute, than the next you are cold again." Devon stated.
"Devon listen to me. I love you, and I want you to come back to Orlando with me when I go back." Lance stated.
"Really? You are not going to be ashamed of me or try to hide me are you?" Devon asked.
"No, I want the guys to know that we love each other. It's about time that I started living for me and not N Sync." Lance stated kissing Devon.
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