This is a true story
I knew that I was attracted to boys from when I was 7 or 8. But being in a large Catholic macho family, revealing it was impossible. There were many exciting instances of searching out what it was I needed and wanted but all of it was incognito. No one could know, no one could notice my lustful glares and prolonged stares at the prize. One attraction came so close to being revealed many times.
I was now 14 and in Junior High School. David was almost 2 years older but was finally in the same grade because he stayed back. David was also a family friend and lived down the street. He was a closer friend of one of my older brothers than he was of mine. One day in the locker room he yelled out to no one in general, who wants some of my seven inches? He was two rows over from where I was changing. I quickly finished up and left making sure I would pass his row and there he was in all his glory. His body was alabaster white and there above his cock was this beautiful patch of blond hair descending towards his more beautiful long thin white uncut cock. it looked to be over four inches flaccid. That site in my mind was the cause of many nights humping my pillow or jerking off in the bathroom or in the backyard under the stars.
If that wasn't enough, David use to come to my house almost on a daily basis. When none of my brothers were around he use to come in our den and watch television with me. If no one else was around he would sprawl himself out in the upholstered chair facing me, as I was laying down on the couch facing him and the TV. Without either of us saying anything to each other he would rearrange his cock and balls hidden by his blue jeans. I was amazed at how big the bulge was and I would grow a huge erection being certain to hide it from him. It didn't appear to me to be a hard on it just was a huge enticing bulge. Many more nights of orgasms due to David. This happened on many occasions, I am sure he was taunting me.
There was no way that I was going to reveal my desires to him, he was just too close to my older brothers and I was certain that he was straight and just waiting to catch my in my secret desires. Around that time I was jerking off with another friend who had a small cock but uncut and dark like mine. We were both Italian and David was French/ English. I remember one night asking my friend if he though that Dave had a big cock but he only told me about his cousin who had a bigger cock than mine and at that time my cock was almost eight inches. But that is for another story.
One day when I was almost 16 Dave asked me if I would go with him to an apartment that his brother had rented to wait for a furniture delivery. It was a hot summer day and it was early in the morning. We waited for a couple of hours and his nearness was getting to me. I went to the bathroom and took a piss. I lingered a little to massage my aching cock, put it back in my pants and went back to wait longer. By noon time the furniture still hadn't come. I returned to the bathroom several time so that David finally said something like "you sure your just taking a piss". My face turned all red and I felt scared. One o'clock and still no delivery. I was getting tired and certainly very bored except for my interest in jerking off. I decided to lay down on the kitchen counter, face up.. After a few minutes David hops onto the counter and lays down on top of me. We are now face to face and cock to cock. My cock was a raging hard on by now. But again I was to afraid to do anything and I certainly couldn't let him feel my cock against his ( but how could he not? ). I turned over underneath him expecting him to get off of me. But he didn't. Instead I couldn't hold it anymore and I shot my load into my white briefs covered by my blue jeans right there an the counter. David did the same, pressing his clothes covered cock onto my ass.
I naively thought he didn't know what had happened and I stupidly wasn't aware of what happened to him. I told him I had to go to the bathroom again. He got off of me and I got up to go the bathroom. He said do you know what just happened and I asked what he meant. H said you just mixed spermetaoza. I asked what that was and he said when you go home look it up in the dictionary. But then he said, don't tell your brothers or they will beat you up.
We never spoke of it again. We both went on to get married and raise a family. That was over 50 years ago.