I am your slave, your owned property. You have been controlling my sexuality and kinkiness for months now. We started as just friends until I accidentally mentioned that I had a fantasy about be submissive to a hot woman. Your reply was "Am I hot enough for the job?" You of course know the answer, because you are the hottest woman I have ever met.
From that moment on, we have been more than friends. Almost all of our conversations now had a sexual undertone if they weren't blatantly about sex or kink. It didn't matter that we both had significant others, you were now my primary sexual outlet. Thereafter, i only had sex with my girlfriend when you told me to.
The level of ownership increased a little bit at a time. At first, you just called me slave. Then you started having me send erotic pictures of myself to you. Once you saw a picture of my pathetically small dick you started to also make fun of me and do things to humiliate me. I was now responsible for buying all of your new panties and lingerie. Apparently you were training me to become comfortable buying such things.
Our first sexual encounter was me going down on you. After you had orgasmed, you declared the encounter over and i was left turned on. As I dressed, you decided to have me wear your panties home, while you kept my boxers as a souvenir. You got a kick out feminizing me this way and suddenly much of our conversations centered on ways you could make me more girly. Within a few weeks I owned my own collection of panties and thigh highs, as well as a dildo and a cock shaped vibrator.
I basically knew where this was heading when you started having me send you pictures of me sucking on the dildo or the vibrator. It wasn't long before you told me that you wouldn't be happy with me until I had sucked cock for you. Only then would you know my true loyalty.
Now i had never before believed that i wanted to suck dick. I am not attracted to men, and it wasn't even something i had fantasized about...much. But now that I knew you wanted it, I was sure it was going to happen. You had me create a profile on an adults personals site stating that i was looking to suck my first cock. I posted some of the pictures of myself in teh panties, without my face. I then sent you the login information.
I was not allowed to converse with anyone on the site but I was allowed to login and watch your conversations with some of the guys who responded. You told most of them the scenario and you told them how much of a girly fag you thought i was and how it was such a shame that i had denied myself the taste of cock and cum my whole life. Most of the guys seemed to enjoy the situation and the predicament that I was in.
You seemed to like one of the guys more than the others. You set up a meeting between him and me, at your place. I watched it happen, not allowed to stop it. The meeting was set p for the next day, and I quickly received a text from you telling me to be at your house the next day. I was to be wearing the red lacey panties that you liked so much.
I was extremely nervous but I did as i was told. After I arrived, you gave me a huge kiss on the lips and fondled my cock through my pants. You had me take my clothes of except the panties. You told me you were not going to watch me suck cock but you were going to be home to "listen" and I better make him moan.
He knocked on the door a few minutes later. I was sent to your bed room to lay on your bed. You opened the door and greeted him. I could hear some muffled conversation and then he entered the bed room. He wasn't wearing pants and he was already hard. Apparently, as i would confirm later, you gave him a short hand job just to get him aroused.
He walked over to the bed and basically placed his cock in my face as he lay down. I took it into my hand first and then my mouth. It was a beautiful cock, I had to admit. It had to be at least 7.5 inches and had a sexy mushroom head. I heard him say " suck that dick you fag" and it turned me on more. I sucked the dick as best I could. I tried to do the things I knew I liked done to me. I licked the underside of the head, and i fondled his balls. He didn't fuck my face at all, but I basically made love to his cock with my mouth. I knew it was not as disgusting as i had imagined it. He eventually started to cum in my mouth. I did try and swallow as much as I could, but i started to choke some and a bunch of his cum wound up on my face.
After he was done he got up and went back out to the living room. I heard a little bit more muffled conversation. It lasted longer than I expected, and to this day I do not know what happened or what you talked about. I fantasized that you had him fuck you, but I doubt that actually happened. I just knew I wasn't allowed to come out until you called for me.
You came into the bed room, probably about a half hour later. You were only wearing panties and a tang top. You sat on the edge of the bed and told me to lay across your lap. I did, and then you spanked me through my panties. I think you hit me about 10 times. You told me to go get dressed and go home. That I should check my email when i got home because you had some questions for me as well as some new orders.- but that is a whole other story except to say that you made me make out with my girlfriend that night. I guess you hoped she would taste cum on my breath.
I read your email right away when I got home. It had a few questions like " did you enjoy your first cock?" and "did you like the taste of cum?" but it also had some instructions:
" Now that you are officially a cocksucker, my next goal is to make you into a good cocksucker. This means you must practice. If you log into the account you will see that i have set up meeting for three other guys. I will not be present for these, but you are to go suck their cocks and report back to me about the experience. Each scenario is a bit different and all you have to do is confirm a time/place with them to finalize it.
I am not sure how much you enjoyed today. If you decide that sucking cock is not for you, that is fine....but then I no longer want you to be my slave. We will go back to just friends, permanently. Also, until you have sucked at least one more cock we will not even communicate. So email me back responding to the questions in this email and then do not contact me again until you have tasted more cock. The choice is totally yours and I will "respect" either one.
Lastly, you will make out with your girlfriend today. If it leads to sex that is ok. If you decide to continue being my slave then sex with her today is the last time you are allowed until you ave sucked cock again. I know she never initiates sex, so I am not worried that you'll have to turn her down at all."
So, there it was. I had to decide whether this was something i wanted in my life. At this point i was leaning towards no, because i was pretty disgusted with myself. I sent a quick response to your email to acknowledge receipt and answer the questions. Also, I did make out with my gf that night though it did not lead to sex. I was trying to follow your orders still, leaving that possibility open.
I didn't login into the adult site for a couple of days. I honestly thought I was leaning on never sucking cock again. However, I kept going back to the idea that I did enjoy it while it was going on and it was only afterwards that I started not liking what had happened. I logged in eventually and looked at t the last few conversation you had been having. You hadn't updated any of the other guys with whom you had been setting up meetings. I decided to email them to tell them I had sucked my first cock and was contemplating doing it again.
One of them responded quickly and told me he was in my area on his lunch break. I should come meet him in the home depot parking lot and blow him. I don't know why i did it, but i said ok. A few minutes later I found myself driving over to the parking lot and then looking for his car.
I parked next to him and got in his car. Now while the first guy was about my age and good looking, this guy was in his 50s and short. he asked me if I was "in a cocksucking mood". I nodded yes and the next thing i knew his dick was out. It was semi hard but i could tell it wasn't as big as either the first guy or even mine. I leaned over and took it into my mouth.
He continually called me fag, cocksucker, and pussy boy while i blew him. This really turned me on. His voice and demeanor was very arousing and i couldn't help but notice that I was hard myself. I sucked his dick until he came in my mouth. he held my head so that I was forced to swallow it. It actually tasted yummy and i swallowed it all.
He told me I was good little cocksucker as he put his cock back in his pants. I shook his hand (not really sure why i did that) and went back to my car. Despite the fact that his cock was not anywhere near as good as the first guy and that he wasn't an attractive guy, i totally enjoyed the experience. I wasn't aroused from his cock but from his attitude and his words. I knew this was about being submissive for me, and that part i loved.
I went home and emailed you immediately. i couldn't wait to tell you because I knew you would be happy with me and that i could now continue worshiping you. I also logged on to the account to set up my next cock sucking "date".
I was so glad to be back in your service. You were extremely happy with me and even sent me an erotic picture of yourself as a reward. You reminded me that I still needed to meet the other two men, though, and that after I did I should expect an even better reward. I think you told me that in order to be sure I did it quickly.
I set up a meeting with the next guy for a few days later. i was to go to his house, which was also local. This guy was in his late 40s and really big. BY big I mean he was heavy, not that he was built or even regarding his cock size. I started wondering why these were the guys you choose for me and concluded that you must have wanted me to experience varying types of cocks.
I arrived at his home as scheduled. This time I was wearing a pair of pink panties under my jeans, even though me undressing was not part of the planned scenario. He answered the door and let me in. This was a MAN. He had a full beard, and gave off a full manly vibe. he told me that typically he usually was the guy that liked to give head and not receive it but was making an exception for me because i was so new to it. This really surprised me, because i figured someone so manly would only receive.
He sat on his recliner and took off his shorts. I got on my knees and took his flaccid penis in my hand. His balls were nice looking so i started to fondle them while i took his dick in my mouth. His dick grew almost immediately when it entered my mouth but to my surprise it was more thick than it was long. If it was 5 inches i am being generous but wow it was so thick.
His hand went to the back of my head almost immediately but he still let me do all the work. My jaw actually got a bit sore from the thickness of his cock. He came pretty quickly and told me he hadn't been blown like that in too long. Apparently he very much enjoyed it. I felt a sense of pride come over me. I was not aroused at all, but i was satisfied.
I left his house with an invite to come back and do it again whenever I wanted. I emailed you when i got home and immediately set about setting up meeting number three.
It as a bit more difficult to set up the last meeting. He was a younger guy and I suppose he was more nervous about actually going through with it. We chatted back and forth not coming to an agreement about I time. You started to get antsy about my lack of completion of your orders and told me i was to wear panties instead of boxers (not even under my boxers) until it was done. I had to send you a picture each day.
I eventually was able to set up the meeting. It was in the middle of the night while the gf was working the overnight shift. I met him behind the staples in town. We siezed each other up a bit and then we both got in his back seat. He told me he would be more comfortable if i took off my shorts first. So I pulled down my red mesh shorts, revealing the light pink panties I was wearing. He did not know that I would be wearing panties and he laughed a bit.
he then took his cock out of his pants. It was already hard. He was long but thin. Physically this guy was muscular and had an athletic build. I started sucking his cock. His hand roamed down my back until he was fondling my ass through the panties. I slid his dick in and out of my mouth and swirled my tongue around his head. I got into a decent rhythm and then i would change it up.
Apparently I was doing a good job because he was groaning and moaning. His cock tasted good and because he was so long i could feel him hit the back of my throat. I tried my best to not gag, and i realized that this was what You meant by practicing. I sucked his dick for what seemed like a long time. His hand was eventually under my panties and his fingers were between my ass cheeks, though he never penetrated me. I could tell that in my head i wanted him to.
We shifted positions some so that he was on top and he fucked my mouth for a bit. I like being used like this and I was hoping he would spray his cum all over my face. This went on for a while but he still didn't cum. He was starting to get frustrated at himself because he wasnt cumming. He asked me to lean forward over the car seat ass up so he could jerk off. so, of course, I did.
He fondled my ass as he jerked off. I half expected him to try and fuck me, and I probably would have let him. But he didn't. He eventually came in his own hand. I was a bit disappointed that I didn't get to taste it. We both got dressed while we made small talk. It turned out this was his first experience with a guy. I mentioned that I was wondering if he was going to try and fuck my ass when he was jerking off and he responded that he was thinking about that while he was touching himself. So we were both fantasizing about the same thing. he leaned over and kissed me on the lips. Just a quick kiss but still erotic.
I got out of the car and left. Overall it was a good experience and I was surprised how much I had wanted to taste his cum. when i got home I didn't email You immediately because i wanted to jerk off and touch my tiny unmanly dick while wearing these panties.
A few weeks went by and you didn't have me suck anymore cock. My girlfriend got hurt and i was dealing with that so i didn't even get to play over email much in those weeks. She was home 24/7 now and it was difficult to do anything sexual for you.
You found out that I had a court appearance that i had to attend and knowing you lived near the court you set up a scenario. I was to text you when I left court and drive to your house. I was to watch your door and not come in until you texted me. I did as instructed and was waiting outside your place for a few minutes. I saw a young muscular guy leave your house. He was tall, extremely well built and had a very happy look on his face.
I received your text almost immediately, so I left the car and entered your apartment. You were laying on the couch and waived me over. You were only wearing a tee shirt and your legs were a little open so that i could see Your amazing pussy. You told me to kneel and to get to work.
I knew what you meant so I got on my knees and started licking You. From this vantage point from both the smell and your wetness it was obvious to me that You had just been fucked by the guy I saw leave. I sunk my tongue into your pussy and I swore I could taste his cum. I realized i was meant to clean up his mess. I licked and swallowed your mixed juices as I did. I could feel that you were getting more and more aroused and eventually your legs were squarely over my shoulders and crossed, locking my head in place.
I licked until you orgasmed. I could tell you were flushed and spent. You couldn't help but smiling and letting me know you were happy with my service. You told me to take off my suit pants and underwear, so i did. You placed your bare foot up against my cock and started to rub it, basically jerking me off with your foot. I was getting pretty hard and close to cumming when you stopped. You kicked my balls lightly but enough to hurt a little twice. "I'm going to kick your balls very hard next time you show up here not wearing panties."
You then did something very unexpected, you pulled me close to you and we started to make out some. WOW, what a fantastic kisser you were. I wondered how it felt to be tasting yourself on my lips. When you pulled away a bit I got disappointed but was very happy with today's events. You waived for me to leave so I pulled up my pants and left.
Upon arriving home I realized that you had just rewarded me for taking care of my gf in her time of need. I was going to need to cum or i was going to have some bad blue balls. I closed the door to my home office, opened up a picture of you I had on my pc and touched my little dick until i came on my hand.