Warnings and Disclaimers:
I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or any celebrity mentioned. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is only for entertainment value only folks. Hope you enjoy the show oh I mean reading.
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If I Ain't Got You
Chapter -- 30 by JT Poole mailto:jtsplace@nctv.com?subject=Story:%20%20If%20I%20Ain't%20Got%20You and Nikki Brown <mailto:mznikkigotstyle1@sbcglobal.net?subject=Story:%20%20If%20I%20Ain't%20 Got%20You>
// Orlando, FL -- The Poole Wahlberg Estates //
"Wha...what happened?" JT asks, opening his eyes and looking around the table at all the eyes on him.
"You fainted daddy." Kasai answers him.
"Fainted? For what?" JT asks, sliding the chair away from the table.
"You fainted because Aunt Angie has a bun in the oven." Kasai answers him as Angie, Nick and Justin throws their napkins at him.
"A bun in the oven? Angie you with child?" JT asks, staring at her.
"Yes I am with child." Angie replies, leaning over and kissing Kevin.
"Oh my girl...congratulations." JT says, standing up and walking over to her and hugging her tightly.
"Can't breathe...let me go, I can't breathe." Angie says as JT releases her. "Lawd, I just saw my life flash before my eyes."
"Oh girl stop. You act like I was trying to choke you are something." JT says, shaking Kevin's hand. "I'm happy for the both of you."
"I wish everyone was that happy." Angie says dropping her head down as Kevin hugs her.
"It's going to be alright baby. Remember what we talked about." Kevin reminds her, placing a kiss on her cheek.
"What's wrong Angie? What happened?" JT asks, walking back over to his chair.
"Momma is what's wrong." Angie answers him.
"Oh lawd, what did Mablean do now?" JT asks, grabbing a chair and sitting in between Angie and Nick.
"She lost her crazy mind and snapped at me for getting pregnant." Angie replies, tears forming in her eyes again that night.
"Why? I would think she would be happy that she would be having a grandchild. Hell she's been bugging you for years to have one." JT says, accepting his plate that Mark held out for him.
"Well she's mad that we are not married yet and I think she has an issue with Kevin's past." Angie says as Kevin looks away from her.
"Why would she have a problem with Kevin's past...oh nevermind." JT says, taking a drink of water.
"What about Kevin's past?" Kasai asks.
"Shut up boy and eat your food." Mark says, sitting down, draping a napkin across his lap and then clears his throat to say the blessing. "Thank you Lord for this wonderful meal we have received. Please Lord bless my lovely husband, my handsome child along with all of our friends here at the table this evening. Amen."
"Amen." Everyone at the table said in unison.
"Alright let's get on with it." Mark says, picking up his fork and digging into his food.
"So what are you two going to do then?" JT asks, picking up his fork as well and starts eating.
"We are going to get married." Kevin answers him as Nick drops his glass.
"You are getting married? Really? When?" Nick asks, causing Justin, Angie, Kevin and JT to look at him strangely.
"Baby are you okay?" Justin asks, as Nick looks down at the table.
"Yeah I'm fine." Nick answers, getting up from the table and walking out of the dinning room.
"What's wrong with him?" Kevin asks, starting to get up as Justin stops him.
"I'm going. Can someone put our food away please." Justin says, wheeling out of the room.
"Sure." Kasai answers, getting up to grab Justin and Nick's plates, placing them in the oven.
// In the Living Room //
"Baby what's wrong?" Justin asks, grabbing Nick's hand, pulling him down into his lap and kissing him.
"They...they are taking our thunder baby." Nick says, frowning, as Justin turns his chin up and kisses him again.
"Baby they are not stealing our thunder." Justin says, rubbing Nick's back. "I don't think we will all be getting married on the same day."
"We are supposed to get married first." Nick says pouting.
"Is that what you are upset about?" Kevin asks, walking into the room fully. "Me and Angie are getting married, but we haven't set a date yet. Our wedding is probably months down the line."
"Really Kev?" Nick asks.
"Yeah Nicky. We are not trying to steal your thunder." Kevin laughs, sitting down next to Justin's wheelchair. "You two don't have to worry about me and Angie spoiling your big day, that's going to be the special day for you two and you two only. So cheer up Nicky, things will work out."
"Okay Kev. Thanks." Nick says, hugging Kevin.
"Now can we go back to eat, I'm starving." Kevin says, standing up.
"I guess we can." Nick says, kissing Justin before the three of them walk back into the kitchen.
// Later During the Evening -- Kasai's Attic //
"So now I am stuck going to some preppy school I don't want to go to." Kasai says, sitting down on one of the beanbags next to Aaron.
"Man that's a real drag. Glad I have a tutor." Aaron states, looking through a magazine.
"Wish I had a tutor or something. I don't want to be around snobby kids all day." Kasai says as Aaron stands up, pushes his beanbag closer to Kasai and sits back down, wrapping his arms around him.
"Well you have me Kasai, I am sure I can take your mind off those snobby kids." Aaron says, placing a kiss to Kasai's lips.
"Mmmmm, sweet." Kasai moans. "I bet you can take my mind off anything."
"I will try cutie." Aaron says, holding Kasai's hand. "Kasai can I ask you something?"
"Sure you can Aaron. Ask me anything." Kasai answers him.
"I'm not trying to be too forward or anything, but would you...would you be my boyfriend?" Aaron asks, staring deep into Kasai's eyes.
"I will be your boyfriend on one condition though." Kasai says as Aaron freezes, waiting for Kasai to continue talking. "I will be your boyfriend if we can take things slow."
"Of course we can take things slow." Aaron replies, hugging Kasai.
"Ah...ah...well...yes I will be your boyfriend." Kasai stutters out as he and Aaron share a passionate kiss.
"Oh God I have been dying to ask you that since the day I first saw you." Aaron says, kissing Kasai again.
"I know that Aaron." Kasai says, smiling.
"How did you know that?" Aaron asks.
"I overheard you talking to Nick downstairs one night that you were here." Kasai says, smirking.
"So you've known all this time that I was in love with you?" Aaron asks.
"Yep, sure have." Kasai answers as Aaron tackles him, landing on the floor, on top of Kasai, kissing him again.
"From this moment on let it be known that Aaron Charles Carter is in love with Kasai Poole-Wahlberg." Aaron says as he and Kasai get up, rearrange the beanbags and sit back down together, holding each other, as they start kissing again.
// Later that Night //
---Angie's POV---
"Kevin?" I whispered, not wanting to wake him if he was asleep. When I didn't get an answer, I slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom, needing to do something to unwind. I decided a nice hot bath would be just what the nurse ordered. I went back into the bedroom to wait while the tub filled, sitting in the armchair in front of the window. The full moon cast a silver light over Kevin as he lay in bed, and I couldn't seem to take my eyes off him.
He was on his back, one arm thrown across the bed... the other over his face. The sheet had slipped down to below his belly button, and I could see the thin trail of hair that lead down to his semi-hard cock. He must have been enjoying whatever he was dreaming about, because my new best friend was making a sizable tent in the sheet. I giggled, kissing him lightly before I went in to enjoy a leisurely soak in the huge whirlpool/bathtub.
I light about ten candles and turned on the CD player, turning off the lights before settling down to enjoy my "me" time. I really, really need this tonight, especially after the way Momma reacted to me being pregnant. Sometimes I wonder why Momma hates me so much. I try and try to make her happy, or at least proud of me, but nothing works. And it's always been like this. Even when I was a little girl she would do her best to make sure I never felt good enough. If it wasn't for my Daddy, I don't think I would have ever heard a word of praise or had unconditional love.
I guess I'd better call Daddy before Mama does, I thought with a sad smile. At least he might welcome the news.
I sighed deeply, laying back and letting the warmth of the water soothe me while Jill Scott sang softly in the background. I began to let my mind drift, relaxing and listening to the songs play. By the time "He Loves Me" came on, I was in my special place where I could let go of all the tension from the day and just enjoy being. I don't know how long I lay there like that, but when I felt hands on my shoulders Jill Scott was long gone and my Prince slow jams CD was playing. I smiled without opening my eyes, sliding forward so that Kevin could sit behind me. I moved back into his arms, sighing and resting my head on his shoulder when they closed around me.
"Having fun?" he asked, his voice a low rumble. I moaned softly. His voice always does that to me. I love the way he says my name, and when he's feeling horny, his voice dropped to dangerous levels. Damn, now I'm horny.
"Not as much fun as I'm about to have," I replied, turning around to face him and slipping my tongue into his willing mouth.
He growled deep in his throat as I sucked on his tongue, his hands firmly attached to my ass. I settled on his lap, molding myself to his body from the waist up. I can feel a certain appendage between us and its starting to throb. Hehehe. Kevins hands are on the insides of my thighs and oh damn, I love it when he touches me there. Damn those erogenous zones.
The rumble between my legs is getting stronger, and Kevin's hands aren't helping. He loves taking his time with me--- especially when he knows I'm dying for it. If he doesn't hurry up and make himself at home inside me soon, I promise I'm going to get out of this tub and --- Fuck! Did he have to start sucking on my earlobe?! My hips begin to rock against him of their own volition, my desire for him burning hotter than a summer day in Arizona.
My hands are busy too, massaging the muscles in his back and arms. I slip a hand between us, running my soapy fingers over his nipples. I'm rewarded with a blinding kiss that turns the rumble in my body into a roar. I think I 'm gonna like this being pregnant thing! I moan into his mouth, enjoying the taste and texture of him under my tongue as my lips separate from his and seek out another place of temporary residence.
His Adam's apple is a good place to start, and I attach myself to it. I swirl my tongue over the quivering organ, enjoying the way the vibrations from his moaning feel against my lips. I lick my way down to his chest, capturing one of his small brown pebbles and teasing it until Kevin pulls my face away; blinding me yet again with one of those toe-curling kisses he specializes in.
My body has taken on a mind of its own now, and I'm on fire for Kevin now. His hands tangle in my hair, tugging gently to make my head fall back. When my neck is exposed, Kevin licks and sucks on my spot until I'm begging him to come inside me and enjoy my hospitality. Kevin slows the pace, holding me close to him and massaging my back and shoulders but still stealing kisses whenever the urge hit him.
"I think we need to get out of this water before we turn into prunes," I say softly, kissing his chin then his lips as we sit there holding each other. He smiles as he looks down at me, eyes shining in the candlelight and looking like some kind of sexual night angel. Note to self: see him by candlelight again soon.
"You're right," Kevin rumbles again, making me whimper. Damn he has a sexy ass voice. I'm a sucker for men with deep voices, and his is definitely turning me into a sucker of the all day variety.
We got out of the tub and showered together, which kept both of us hovering on the edge of complete meltdown. We dried each other off slowly. I had no idea a fine ass man drying my body could become such an exercise in torture, but Kevin had me purring by the time he was through. Damn if it didn't feel like he was doing everything he could to make me melt in his hands... or rather on his fingers. I grabbed his shoulders, holding on for the ride.
By the time we got out, I was aflame with the desire to have him making love to me. He sat me down on the bed and then went back into the bathroom. He came back with the candles, setting them up around the bed before he came back to me. His eyes were blazing... burning me with their intensity. He wasn' t even touching me, but my body responded to that look like a finely tuned violin, humming with desire and love. Kevin laid me down on the bed, his hands roaming the terrain of my body slowly, worshiping at my altar as he settled on top of me. My mind was all over the chart as those weapons of mass distraction continued to work their formidable magic on me.
"Ke-Kevin," I gasped as he licked the inside of my thigh, his stubble rasping the skin there sending me through the roof. Kevin locked his arms around my hips, holding me still while he continued his relentless onslaught on my senses.
Kevin slid up my body, the friction causing my nipples to harden against his chest. He takes my hands in his, fingers threading into mine and bringing them up to rest on the pillow. Our eyes locked, his eyes flashing as he slowly sank into me.
"God I love you so much," he gasped as I milked him, hips rolling as he kept up a steady rhythm inside me. When I squeezed him inside my love, his eyes disappear and he holds me closer to him. "Angie, you--- you have to---
stop!"
"I don't think so darlin'," I replied, allowing my newly pregnant body the chance to get to know him better. I held him tight, dragging his face down to mine. "I hope you're liking this baby --- I know I am."
We moved together slowly, drawing out our pleasure. I'm trying my hardest to put the drama Momma put me through out of my mind, but for some reason it just keeps slipping back in. I keep hearing her voice, angry, shouting at me, but before it totally takes me away from Kevin, he flips us over, leaving me on top of him. I moved with a steady rhythm, his hands guiding me down onto him. His fingers reached for and found my button, and I tightened around him, walls spasming out of control.
"Come for me baby!" he whispered, hissing as I clenched around him. I erupted over him, burning him with fervent heat. I could feel him going down in flames too and I whispered encouragements in his ear. When the flames burned down to a flicker, I looked over at him, not surprised to see his emerald green eyes focused on me too.
"I love you," I whispered, kissing him softly.
"I love you both," Kevin whispers, kissing my forehead as he rubs my tummy. We were drifting off to sleep when I hear voices, loud and angry coming from JT's office.
"Shit! I wonder what the hell is going on?" I ask, getting up and putting on my gown and housecoat. You stay here darlin'--- I'll be back in a few."
"Hurry back pregnant lady!" Kevin says as I make my way to the door, grinning and blowing kisses at him over my shoulder as I walk down the hall to see what the ruckus is about.
// Downstairs //
"Who's there?" Mark asks, walking to the front door. "It's really late, this better not be Jordan or Joey showing out again."
"What's going on baby?" JT asks, walking into the foyer, waiting on Mark to answer the door.
"What the?" Mark says, eyeing the sight of Chantal, JT's sister standing on the porch, with a suitcase in one hand and her shoes in the other. "What is it that you want `Tal?"
"Where's my brother?" Chantal asks, pushing past Mark into the house, stopping in front of JT.
"I'm right here `Tal. What do you want? What are you doing here?" JT asks, turning around and walking back towards his office.
"I had some free time and decided to come see my brother and his family." Chantal answers, dropping her bag in the center of the hallway, walking behind JT.
"That's not the real reason you are here. Why are you here `Tal?" JT asks again.
"I just told you JT. Damn! Why is it every time we are around each other its like a fucking questions and answers game?" Chantal asks, standing in one spot staring at JT.
"Probably because the only time I see yo' azz is when you don' did something wrong." JT replies, turning around and looking at her. "Again, what have you done and why are you here `Tal?"
"Fine then. I broke up with my girlfriend." Chantal answers, dropping her head as though she was going to cry.
"Cut the sad act girl, I know you and your ways." JT states, walking into his office.
"JT this is no sad act. She really hurt me. I came here because I thought it would be a place to take my mind off of her and at least spend time with my family." Chantal says.
"Bitch please!" JT shouts, sitting down behind his desk as Mark walks in and closes the door. "I am not going to fall for your shit `Tal. This must be some fucking joke. Are there some hidden cameras around here?"
"This is no joke JT. Why are you acting like this?" Chantal asks.
"Could it be that we are not family so to speak?" JT answers her. "You are the one that distanced yourself from me. You were the one that said that as long as I was with a white man that you would have nothing to do with me."
"That stuff doesn't matter to me JT, we are family. I love you man." Chantal says, tears actually running down her face.
"I love you too Chantal, up to a certain point." JT replies, turning a page in the chart he was writing in.
"So what does that mean? On some fucking level you hate me?" Chantal asks, walking in front of JT's desk and pushing the papers and folders off.
"Tal I know you didn't just do that!" JT shouts, standing up quickly.
"Answer me damn it!" Chantal screams. "Do you fucking hate me or something?"
"Baby calm down." Mark says, picking up the papers and the folders Chantal had just pushed off the desk.
"Mark stop!" JT shouts, grabbing Mark by the shoulder. "Put those back down. Chantal Mendleton is going to pick those up."
"I'm not picking up a fucking thing!" Chantal screams as there's a knock at the door.
"Oh you will pick the stuff up one way or another." JT says as the knocking gets more persistent. "Mark why don't you get the door while Chantal picks up the papers that are on the floor."
"I just told you, I'm not picking up anything!" Chantal shouts, turning around, stomping and then turning again to face JT. "Answer me damnit!"
"Is everything okay in there? Is something wrong?" Justin asks as Mark opens the door and lets him in.
"Another white man? Oh fucking great! How many men are you fucking JT?" Chantal asks as Mark slams the door.
"Shut up `Tal!" Mark shouts this time.
"Who is this woman? She's just as bad as that Valgina lady." Justin says, moving into the corner of the room.
"Who the hell is Valgina?" Chantal asks, glaring at JT and Mark. "Who the hell is he?"
"Don't you worry about her or him, you just worry about what's about to happen to you if you don't pick up my papers." JT states, leaning on his desk now.
"This is JT's sister Chantal and she's just as bad as Valgina." Mark says, walking over to where Justin was as there was another knock at the door.
"Look you fucking bastard! Don't be comparing me to some other person! I'm standing right here!" Chantal shouts, as the knocking gets louder.
"JT open this damn door!" Angie screams outside of the room. "What's going on in there?"
"Open the door for Angie." JT says as Mark opens the door, letting Angie into the room.
"Angie? I hope you don't mean Angela, Angela Sebastian!" Chantal scrams as Angie walks over to where she stood.
"Yes that's me bitch. What the hell are you doing here again?" Angie asks, getting up in Chantal's face.
"Angie don't do anything to her. I'm waiting for her to clean up her mess." JT says, still waiting on Chantal to pick up his papers.
"What did she do JT? Mark?" Angie asks, looking between JT and Mark. "Justin what are you doing in here?"
"I came in to see what was going on and well, this is what I found." Justin answers.
"Where's Nick?" Angie asks.
"He went to the store to get something for me." Justin answers, reaching behind his chair and grabbing his backpack.
"Okay on to other things." Angie says. "You never answered the question ho. Why are you here?"
"It seems you are the ho around here." Chantal responds. "Does she live here now?"
"Yes I do. You gotta a problem with that?" Angie asks, getting up in Chantal's face.
"Yes I do." Chantal answers her.
"I don't see why. You don't live here." JT says, walking around his desk, getting up and Chantal's face, grabbing her by the arm and pulling her to the floor. "Pick up my papers, NOW!"
"JT!" Angie shouts.
"Mind your business Angie!" JT shouts, waiting for Chantal to pick up his papers and place them back on the desk. "I'm waiting `Tal."
"Let me go JT!" Chantal screams, struggling with JT.
"Struggle all you like, but I am not letting you go until you put my papers back on my desk." JT says to her. "If you didn't want to pick them up, you shouldn't have put them down there."
"Baby just let her go." Mark says, getting a glare from JT. "Sorry, minding my business now."
"JT man let her up. She's a girl!" Justin screams, moving over to where JT and Chantal were.
"Ah Justin man, come on back over here, mind your business." Mark says as JT turns around and glares at Justin too.
"Minding my business." Justin says, wheeling backwards away from JT and Chantal.
"What's going on here?" Angie asks, stepping away from JT and Chantal.
"She knocked his papers off the desk. She claims to have broken up with her girlfriend and she's looking to JT for sympathy." Mark whispers to Angie and Justin.
"Lawd. The girl must be looking for trouble. She came to the wrong place if she wanted sympathy. She probably would have had better luck going to their parents' house for sympathy." Angie says.
"What's the deal with her anyway? Why are they like that?" Justin asks.
"They have a bad history. Hell I think at least all of JT's friends have a bad history with her." Angie says, thinking back to an unhappy part of her life.
--- Start Flashback ---
"Hey Chantal! Is John here?" Angie asked as she walked into the Poole house.
"No he isn't, but you can come upstairs and wait for him in my room," Chantal replied, leading Angie upstairs to her room. "So, how is school treating you?"
"It's going pretty well," Angie replied, grinning at her friend. "I got an `A' in Chemistry and English Lit, so my GPA is good to go when I start applying to Nursing schools. How are things going with you?"
"They're okay I suppose," Chantal replied, opening the door to her bedroom and letting Angie precede her into the room. "I broke up with Jamie the other day."
"Oh no sweetie," Angie exclaimed, hugging Chantal. She totally missed the expression that went over her girlfriend's face. "Is everything okay? Do you need anything?"
"No--- I'm straight. It was just something that needed to happen ya know?" Chantal replied, sitting on the bed and patting the spot next to her. "You know you're not a stranger. Have a seat chic. Did you want anything to drink?"
"Ummm a Coke if you have one," Angie replied, sitting down and getting comfortable on the bed. Angie slipped her shoes off, lying back on the bed and relaxing. "I just don't get it girl. You and Jamie were so in love. I thought you two would be together at least until graduation. What happened?"
"Well I kinda figured out that I'm in love with somebody else," Chantal replied, handing Angie her soda and sitting back on the bed. She lay back on the bed next to Angie, putting her arm across her friend. "Angie, how do you feel about me?"
"I love you Tal. You know that," Angie replied, sipping her soda. A sudden thought went through her mind, making her sit up and look down at Chantal. "Tal, are--- are you in love with me?"
"Yes," Chantal whispered, burying her face in her pillow. "I never meant for it to happen Angie. I swear I didn't. But after that night we shared..."
"I remember that night. I remember that you said it would just be sex," Angie replied, moving to get off the bed but being stopped by Chantal's hand on her arm. "Let go of me Chantal."
"Angie please... don't walk away from me baby," Chantal begged, standing up in front of Angie and blocking her way. "Please say that you love me too. That' s all I want."
"I did love you but don't anymore Tal. You killed whatever love I had for you when you left me for Jamie. Now move out of my way so I can leave!" Angie snapped, pushing Chantal out of her way roughly. "Tell JT I'll see him when I come home from school again. Bye Tal... and I hope you find someone to love you the way you deserve to be loved."
"Angie? Angie! Please!" Chantal screamed, collapsing onto the bed in a heap. "I hate you Angela Sebastian and I always will!"
--- End Flashback ---
"She doesn't look all that bad Angie." Justin says, taking a sip from his drink box. "How much longer is he going to hold her there like that?"
"Who knows." Mark says, standing up and walking back over to JT and Chantal. "Baby please let her up. I will pick up the papers. You know she 's just as stubborn as you are."
"Mark..." JT starts as Angie cuts him off.
"He has a point JT. Both of you are stubborn. Just let her go and send her ass packing." Angie says, standing up now too.
"I agree with them." Justin says as Nick enters the house calling for Justin.
"Justin, Justin baby where are you?" Nick calls out as Angie walks over to the door, opens it and waves at Nick.
"How there handsome. Your husband to be is in here with us." Angie says as Nick kisses her on the cheek.
"Thanks Angie." Nick says walking over to Justin, and kissing him on the cheek. "Here you go handsome."
"Thanks baby." Justin says as Nick turns around.
"What's going on in here?" Nick asks, sitting down in the chair next to Mark.
"Well that's JT's sister and they are having one of those sibling rivalry things." Justin says, taking another sip from his juice box.
"Oh. What are they fighting about?" Nick asks.
"Seems she's being a brat and she knocked some things off of JT's desk and he's trying to make her pick it up and Mark is trying to stop them." Justin answers him, opening the bag Nick had given him, taking the
"Sounds like sibling rivalry to me." Nick says, laughing. "They are acting how me and Aaron act sometimes."
"Yeah probably so." Justin replies. "I'm getting bored with this. Why don 't we go back to our room."
"Alright baby, let's go." Nick says, standing behind Justin, pushing him out of the room. "Goodnight guys."
"Yeah goodnight guys." Justin says, popping something into his mouth."
"Night!" JT shouts, turning his attention back to Chantal.
"JT just let her go. Aren't you tired yet?" Angie asks, walking over to where JT stood. "Leave the brat alone."
"I'm not a fucking brat Angela Sebastian!" Chantal screams out.
"What the hell is with you two?" JT asks, looking between Angie and Chantal. "When we were younger you two were good friends. What has happened between the last few years?"
"Why don't you ask Ms. Sebastian." Chantal answers, still struggling with JT as he lets her go.
"Shut the hell up Chantal!" Angie screams, eyes showing hatred, ready to attack Chantal.
"Angie what's going on between you two?" JT asks, sitting down in his chair as Kevin walks into the room.
"Honey are you okay?" Kevin asks, walking over to where Angie stood.
"I'm fucking fine!" Angie screams, eyes latched onto Chantal.
"Something's going on here. I can't put my finger on it, but I know something is going on here. You two use to be good friends and now all this animosity. `Tal why don't you tell me what's going on." JT says.
"Fine big bro. She's ackin crazee because she doesn't want it coming out that she's just like me." Chantal answers him.
"What do you mean just like you?" Kevin asks, wrapping his arms around Angie as tears came to her eyes.
"I mean she's just like me, from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet. She's a lesbian." Chantal says, as there was a gasp in the room.
"What?" Mark asks, looking at Chantal and then Angie.
"Oh I thought she was going to be serious. I see you are still up to your same tricks `Tal." JT says, standing up. "Don't you think we are all tired of your lies. I asked for the truth and you told me a lie."
"I'm not lying JT, honest I'm not. Angie and I had a fling back when you guys were in college." Chantal replies, tears falling from her eyes.
"Stop it with the lies `Tal. What's your problem? Do you have to lie about everyone that comes into your life?" JT asks.
"I'm not lying JT, ask her, ask her she will tell the truth about what we had." Chantal says, dropping to her knees in front of JT's desk. "I loved her and she...she just walked out on me."
"I didn't walk out on you! I told you how I felt in the beginning. To you it was just...it was just sex! You left me for a man Chantal. That hurt and you knew it did." Angie says, still in the comforting embrace of Kevin's arms.
"I loved you Angie, I really did, but I didn't...I didn't want to upset momma and daddee." Chantal replies.
"Lying bitch!" Angie screams, as Kevin rubs her belly.
"Calm down baby." Kevin says.
"How am I lying Angie?" Chantal asks, stepping closer to her as Mark steps closer as well.
"You are lying. You didn't care if you upset Marie and Donnie, all you cared about was who was able to do for you and what they were able to do for you!" Angie answers her.
"That's not true Angie and you know it!" Chantal screams. "I loved you and you know I did."
"You might have loved me Chantal, but you loved Jamie, Ken, Tom, Daniel and Jeffrey more than you loved me." Angie replies as JT blinks at the mention of all those names.
"How many damn people did you date back in school?" JT asks, standing up. "Damn Chantal were you the slut of the Valley or something?"
"I am not a slut!" Chantal scrams, turning her attention to Angie. "She's the fucking slut! She's been with more men than me!"
"You are a damn lie bitch, I am not a slut!" Angie shouts, struggling with Kevin.
"Baby stop. Think about the little one." Kevin says, smoothing Angie's hair back, trying to keep her in his arms.
"I'm not going to stand here and let this bitch continue to insult me over and over again!" Angie screams, still struggling with Kevin.
"Angie is what she say is true?" JT asks, walking over to Angie. "You and Chantal had a relationship?"
"Yeah...yeah it's true JT." Angie answers him.
"It is? Why didn't you ever tell me? Why did you let me assume that you were this straight girl all the time?" JT asks, walking over to where Mark stood. "I always felt that you didn't understand me because...Oh what the hell."
"JT it's not like that." Angie says, pulling away from Kevin, walking over to JT.
"Just save it Angie. I'm going to bed." JT says, turning around and walking towards the door. "Chantal you know I love you, but your attitude stinks. You need to straighten things out in your life and maybe you won't have so many damn problems. If you can't do that, then you are no longer welcome around me and my child. If you want to stay the night you are welcomed to, but I expect to see a change from you and soon. If you can't do that then you can leave here and never come back. As for you Angie, I will talk with you when I feel up to dealing with you."
// The Next Morning -- Florida Hospital -- JC's Room //
"Hello there." Dean says peeking into the room. "Guess who's back."
"Hi there Dean." JC says, putting his magazine down and sitting up in bed.
"Hi there yourself. How are you feeling?" Dean asks, sitting next to the bed.
"I am feeling a little bit better since the last time you asked me that yesterday." JC answers him, taking a sip from his cup.
"Well a whole lot could have changed since then." Dean replies taking his hand. "What did you do while I was away?"
"Nothing, nothing at all." JC answers him, smiling up at Dean.
"Nothing? That sounds boring Josh." Dean says, sitting down, still holding JC's hand.
"Well all I can do is sit here and wait until it's time to go." JC replies, turning to look at Dean.
"Maybe we have to do something about that." Dean says, standing back up again.
"What do you have in mind Dean?" JC asked, watching Dean move around the room, looking into the closet. "What are you looking for Dean?"
"Something that you could put on. Do you have any clothes here?" Dean asks, opening the side table's drawers.
"My pants are in there, but I don't have a shirt." JC states, pointing back at the closet.
"Hmmm, okay. What size are you handsome?" Dean asks, sitting down besides the bed again.
"A medium why?" JC asks.
"I'm gonna get you a shirt so we can go outside and walk around." Dean answers him, standing up again.
"Oh." JC says. "Do you really think that's a good idea?"
"Yes it's a good idea." Dean says. "You can't la in here without moving, you would get use to it and get lazy."
"I don't think I will get lazy. I've only been here for a couple of days." JC says, laughing.
"Well I think differently." Dean says, walking towards the door. "When I get back, the two of us are going for a walk."
"I...okay Dean." JC says, smiling weakly.
// At The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- The Kitchen //
"Who ate the last of the Cap `N Crunch?" Justin asks, rolling over to the island.
"What do you mean? There's a new box in the pantry baby." Nick says, getting up off of his stool.
"No there isn't Nicky, I just checked." Justin states, stopping in front of the table. "How many boxes did you buy last night?"
"I bought two." Nick answers him. "You ate one last night in our room and I left the other one in the pantry."
"Well that box isn't there." Justin says, laying his head down on the table. "I need my cereal."
"Well baby I know I put it in there. Hold on just a minute." Nick says, looking through cabinets and then walking back into the kitchen, looking in the cabinets above the island. "That's odd, I can't find them."
"Because they are not here baby." Justin says, slamming his fist down on the table and then starts beating the table with his spoon and bowl. "I need my cereal!"
"What's going on in here?" Kasai asks, walking into the kitchen with an empty bowl and the missing box of cereal.
"There it is." Justin says, wheeling over to Kasai and grabbing the box, shaking it, to show that it was empty. "This is empty! You ate the whole damn box by yourself?"
"No I didn't." Kasai says as Aaron walks into the kitchen.
"Baby what are you doing today?" Aaron asks as all eyes are on him. "What' s going on?"
"Did you eat all the cereal AC?" Nick asks, walking over to his brother.
"Well its not like there was much in the box." Aaron replies, burping. "Damn that was good.
"It was a whole fucking box of cereal and you dweebs ate them all!" Justin screams. "I need my cereal! I want my cereal!"
"Man chill, there's more cereal in the pantry." Kasai says, walking into the pantry returning with some other cereals. "See we have some Frosted Flakes, Fruit Loops, Special K..."
"I don't want that crap! I want my Cap N Crunch!" Justin screams again, beating on the table like he was a child.
"Whoa this is getting serious." Aaron says, backing away.
"Baby calm down. Please Justin, don't upset yourself for nothing. Come on baby please calm down. I don't need you going into meltdown over cereal." Nick says, tears falling from his eyes.
--- Start Flashback ---
"Nick I told you I need this!" Brian screamed, smacking Nick across the face.
"I'm sorry Brian, I didn't mean..." Nick said, sinking to the floor as Brian kicks him over and over. "Please Brian stop."
"NO I WILL NOT STOP!" Brian screamed, still kicking Nick. "When you learn to do as I tell you to, I wouldn't have to punish you!"
"You are hurting me Brian. Please stop." Nick spoke in a small voice.
"I don't give a fuck Nick! When I tell you something you should remember it!" Brian screams, grabbing Nick by his hair, dragging him to the bed and throwing him down in the bed. "I'm going to teach you a lesson right now."
"No Brian please don't. I'm sorry. I'll remember to get it I promise." Nick said as Brian slapped him again and started taking off his clothes. "No Brian please."
"Shut the fuck up Nick!" Brian screamed, forcing himself into Nick, forcefully fucking him. "When I am done with you, you will remember everything I tell you!"
"I will remember Brian, I will remember." Nick says over and over.
--- End Flashback ---
"I will remember!" Nick screams, falling to the floor, balling himself up into a ball, lying in the corner.
"Oh Fuck! Nick!" Aaron screams, as Kasai runs out of the room.
"Daddy J! Daddy J come quick!" Kasai screams out, trying to get JT's attention.
"Nick? Nick what's wrong?" Justin asks, dropping the bowl and spoon he was just banging the table with.
"I will remember, I will remember." Nick says over and over.
"Come on Nicky talk to me." Justin says again as Angie walks into the kitchen.
"What happened Justin?" Angie asks.
"I don't know Angie. I was arguing with Kasai about cereal and..." Justin says, before being cut off by Angie
"You were arguing around him." Angie says, kneeling down in front of Nick as Kevin enters the kitchen.
"What's going on baby?" Kevin asks.
"Ask Justin there." Angie says, smoothing Nick's hair back. "Come on Nick talk to me. It's me Angie."
"An...Angie?" Nick says almost in a questioning voice.
"Yes Nicky it's me." Angie says. "Are you okay Nick?"
"Tell Brian to stop. Tell him to stop." Nick answers her.
"Nick baby, Brian isn't here." Justin says, moving closer.
"Arrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhh! Make Brian stop! Make Brian stop!" Nick screams.
"Baby please..." Justin says as Nick screams again.
"Stop Brian stop!" Nick scrams, struggling with Angie as Kevin tries to hold him, trying to protect Angie and their unborn child.
"Nick...Nick calm down." Angie says, letting go of him and getting up.
"No! Stay away Brian! Stay away!" Nick screams as Mark, Kasai and JT enter the kitchen.
"Baby please...I'm not Brian...I'm Justin." Justin says, tears streaming down his face. "Please baby don't cry, it's me."
"Justin be quiet. I think you are upsetting him more." JT says, rolling over to where Angie, Kevin and Nick were.
"I won't be quiet. I am trying to show him that it's me." Justin says, tears streaming down his face as well.
"Well can't you see he's trying to get away from you!" JT shouts, as Nick starts struggling again.'
"It's not Justin, it's anyone that talks to loud. You know what...I don't feel so good." Angie says, running over to the bathroom and tossing her cookies.
"Baby please...please calm down." Justin says again, speaking softly as Nick continues to struggle with Kevin and Mark.
"Stop Brian, stop it, you're hurting me!" Nick screams, still struggling with Mark and Kevin. "Please don't hurt me. I promise I will be good. I will remember, I will remember."
"What is he talking about Justin?" Kevin asks.
"I don't know Kevin, I think he's thinking back to something that happened between him and Brian." Justin says, moving closer to the three men.
"Stop!" Nick screams, kicking Kevin and then punching Mark. "Stop it, I won't let you hurt me again Brian."
"I'm not Brian." Kevin says, holding his stomach.
"Baby please." Justin says as Nick backs into the corner, still screaming and crying.
"Stay away! Stay away!" Nick screams as Justin moves closer to him.
"Baby please...I love you Nick." Justin says, moving closer to Nick.
"Stay away!" Nick screams.
"I'm so sorry baby, I'm really sorry." Justin says, reaching for Nick, but not making it.
"Stay away, don't come any closer!" Nick shouts, sinking back down to the floor again.
"Baby I love you, I am not going to hurt you." Justin says standing up and walking over to Nick, falling down to the floor next to him.
"Oh my God, he walked." JT says, watching Nick and Justin closely.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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