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The song that is in this chapter is called 'Falling in' by Lifehouse. I don't own the song nor do I make any money from it. I just like the song and it seemed to fit
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Dylan
I walked into school and everything instantly felt off.
I walked to my locker and got my things like usual. But I just felt eyes on me more so than usual. I mean I'm on the 15 so I'm going to be stared at. I've accepted that.
But the eyes on my back felt hot, like they have malice. I have never felt something like this. People generally liked me. The only person that I know about that didn't like me was Rickey and Jake.
But this was more than those two. I turned and was met with those eyes. The fire, the hatred that flowed from them had me against the wall.
"Hey gay boy," I heard.
I turned and there stood Rickey with Sean right next to him.
Sean had this smile, and I knew. I knew EXACTLY what happened. He fucking told Rickey. He told after he promised me and Cody he wouldn't.
After I promised Logan we could trust him. God, Logan was going to kill me. He warned me about this. And I didn't believe him.
I moved past Sean and Rickey, but my shoulder was grabbed. I was pulled back and thrown on the ground.
Rickey stood at my side and bent down.
"I'm going to make your life a living hell Princess. This I promise. I hope you enjoyed your time at the top, because it's a long fall to the bottom." He kicked my side.
I shot awake in a cold sweat; my breathing was fast, my heart racing.
It was a dream... just a dream.
Well more like a nightmare.
I looked over at the clock. It was one in the morning. I still had a few hours before I had to be awake for school.
Well after that nightmare I wasn't going to be falling asleep anytime soon.
I walked down the stairs and saw the TV on in our living room. I walked into it and saw Zach on the couch. He was fast asleep.
`He must have had a bad dream also.' I thought.
When Zach had a bad dream, he liked to watch TV until he fell asleep on the couch and usually I either had trouble sleeping or would have a bad dream at around the same time.
"Hey Zacky," I said shaking him a little.
He groaned and rolled over turning away from me. I shook him again and he rolled over and opened his eyes.
"Hey bud, let's get you back to bed... ok?"
He nodded. He got up and I followed him back up the stairs and into his room.
He lay down on the bed and I tucked him back him.
"Dylan?" I heard as I was getting up from his bed.
"Yeah Zach?" I said sitting back down.
"Do you think you could stay here until I fall back asleep?"
"Sure bud" I said.
"Thanks, I'm happy I have you for a brother," he said as he rolled over away from me.
What he said brought a smile to my face. How can younger siblings know exactly what to say when you were silently freaking out?
My dream freaked me out a lot. I was putting a lot of stock in Sean being trustworthy. I didn't even know the kid and my social life was in his hands.
But for some odd reason, Zach saying he was happy I was his brother made it all go away. I could be ridiculed at school. But I still had my family.
Well at least I hope so. Zach probably wouldn't care, but my parents might care if I came out.
My mother and father are both religious enough that it might be a problem.
I know I can't keep it from them forever. I will eventually tell them, just when I'm out of college and have my own place in the real world.
When I don't have to live in their house anymore. Yeah, that's when I'll do it.
I walked out of Zach's room and back down the stairs and into the basement. I grabbed one of the sticks I had down there and started to work on my stick handling.
I would really like to shoot the puck. But as I found out last time, that's not that quiet, and I probably shouldn't be doing that at 1 in the morning. So this was a quiet thing to do to try and take my mind off my dream.
But sadly it wasn't working.
I know I said we could trust Sean, but obviously my subconscious thought different.
I barely know the kid; he has given me no reason to trust him. The only thing that he has going for him is that he hasn't told anyone yet.
Well as far as I know. He could be waiting, or he could have told them and they are planning the downfall!
I should have let Logan take care of this. But now we are committed to trust Sean.
And that's starting to make me feel sick. That a boy I barely know holds the key to my future... Holds my happiness in his hands... and that boy isn't Logan.
Logan does hold my future and my happiness in his hands, but I trust him. I don't trust Sean.
Well I think I made the point perfectly clear that I don't trust Sean and that this was a bad idea.
Not only all of that but... the way Logan acted when he found out scares me. He looked so unstable. Normally, you can always count on Logan to think things through, be in control of himself and know what to say at all times.
But at that moment I saw a side of him that... that scared me.
And what did he mean when he said. `I know I created that side when I created Jake!'
What is really going on here?
It's known that Logan and Jake were best friends before their rise to the top. Logan was picked by Jason, who was the number one at the time, and Jake was picked by Jamie Gibson, who was the number two.
Jake and Logan had their war and Jake won it. Jake took number one, Amanda took Jake's spot at number two and Logan took Amanda's spot at number 7.
Logan said that he, Amanda, and Jason decided to let Jake win. And Amanda was going to date Jake and try and control him.
Was that part of Logan's plan? Setting up people on Jake's side so when the time is right he can rip them away?
Logan is a planner, he always plans ahead. What's to say he didn't plan this? What's to say I'm not part of his plan...?
What if he picked me because he knew I was gay? He knew that Jake would react negatively to me if I came out.
Logan could use that as an excuse to overthrow him and take his spot as number one...
But that plan banks on two things that Logan can't control: me coming out and Jake reacting badly.
Those are two variables Logan couldn't control... He wouldn't do it unless he knew it would happen.
Is Logan using me...?
No, Logan likes me. He wouldn't do that. He may be a planner, but he doesn't go out of his way to hurt people that haven't wronged him.
And I know I haven't wronged him. I've tried my best to always be on his side.
He's my boyfriend and I lo...
He would never do that to me.
I took the puck and wristed it into the net as hard as possible. I put the stick back, walked back to my room and laid down on my bed. It was now two in the morning and I knew I would have no trouble staying awake. It was going to be a fun day tomorrow.
I walked into school expecting my dream to be true. Waiting for the looks, but they didn't come. I got smiles and random girls giggling and looking away as my gaze crossed their path. It was a normal day. I got to my locker and went to get my things when I looked to my right and saw Sean and Rickey talking. But they didn't see me at all.
I guess he didn't tell anyone yet, which makes me feel a little better. Not much though...
I walked into my first class and sat down, taking my seat by Colin.
"Ready to work out today? You skipped out on me yesterday!" He said.
"I had a hockey game... And hockey practice afterwards. What did you expect?" I said.
I meant to say it in a joking manner but it didn't come out that way. It came out as more of a snap.
"Geez, what crawled up your ass this morning?" He said.
"Sorry, couldn't fall asleep last night. Only got around 3 hours of sleep."
"Something wrong?"
`Well yeah, my enemy's best friend knows I'm gay and I'm dating Logan. He says he is going to keep our secret, but I can't trust him. My boyfriend blew up, and honestly scares me a little now. He is a little unstable when he isn't in control of things. Oh yeah, he also might be using me to get back on his former best friend that wronged him.' I thought.
I would have loved to say all that-- to get it off my chest-- but I didn't.
"No, just couldn't find a way to get to sleep. Even with how tired I was."
"Gonna fall asleep in class again, aren't you?"
"Well I'm not planning on it. I never plan on falling asleep. It just happens," I said, "I'm pretty sure if I do fall asleep in class again Mr. Anderson is going to dock my grade or something."
"Yeah, you have fallen asleep a lot in his class. It's only November and you've fallen asleep, what, 4 times now?"
"I have a lot to handle right now. Not my fault there isn't 26 hours in a day."
Colin was about to say something back when the bell rang and we were forced to listen to history of some random country.
To my credit I didn't fall asleep in History. I did fall asleep in biology, which was the next period. But that was the first time I feel asleep in that class. So I got off easy with a `don't do it again' lecture.
The rest of the day went by without incident. Colin and I went to the gym and we were working on upper body today. He tried to keep up with my weight. Before I had to force him to slow down, finally convincing him that he would hurt himself if he pushed himself that much.
It's not that I was that much stronger than Colin.
Well okay that's part of it. I work out a lot he just started; I don't want him pushing himself that much at the beginning. He will hurt himself keeping up with me at this point.
I am so happy it is finally the weekend. Tomorrow Logan has his game against Mount Claire High. They are our biggest rivals. We beat their JV team last week. So now it was the varsity's turn to face each other.
The two teams rank first and second in the league with us barely beating them. If they win tomorrow, they take first place, which we can't let happen.
They have the second ranked center, we have the first.
Logan and Kyle, Kyle being the star center for the other team, have a huge rivalry. Both play a similar game in being set up man for their trigger happy right wings.
It's always an amazing game when they play each other.
I got home in time to take a shower before my mom had dinner ready.
The four of us mad small talk while eating, nothing amazing, just catching up on each other's day.
After dinner I packed my stuff and got ready for Logan to come get me. I was going be spending the night at his place to make it easier to get to the game tomorrow.
After Logan came and got me we went back to his place and settled in for the night. He doesn't like being out late the night before big games, which I can understand. I'm the same way.
"Hey Logan, I've been wondering..." I said,
"Yeah? What's up," he said.
We were sitting on his bed listening to music, I believe the band was Lifehouse, and just talking. But my thoughts from last night were slowly entering my head.
"I was wondering... what did you mean when you said you `created' Jake."
I heard a slight sigh come from Logan, "What I meant was. When they were picking the 15 for our group, I was chosen first. One of the other members hadn't picked anyone yet. So I suggested Jake, him being my best friend at the time. They didn't like that idea because he wasn't the person you see him as today. He was slightly less aggressive and wasn't as in your face. So I manipulated his behavior into what you see today and he was picked," he said, "So in a way, I created the Jake you see today."
"Is that all it is?"
"Yea, why is something going on between the two of you?"
"No, It was just bugging me that's all."
"This is about the way I acted yesterday wasn't it? The way that side of me acts isn't it?"
"You scared me Logan. That side of you was scary. I didn't know what you were going to do. YOU didn't look like you knew what you were going to do. You have always been in control. Seeing you lose control was scary."
"I admit. I'm not good at not being in control. I do freak when it happens. But know this Dylan. I will never hurt you. I only become like that if I lose control and someone I care about can get hurt because of it," He said, "You could get hurt, because I don't control Sean. He could make your life living hell, and there is nothing I can do about it.
"That scared me knowing you could get hurt and all I could do was stand back and hold you. I don't ever want to see you get hurt, especially by those people. They are sharks. They will prey on you and will never let up."
"I know that," I said.
"I'm your boyfriend, it's my job to protect you and I will do it."
Logan refered to me as his boyfriend. He actually said the words.
I smiled at him saying the word.
I think he may have realized what he said by the smile on my face.
I moved towards Logan and kissed him.
He cared so much about me. How could I ever have doubted him? How did I ever think he was using me? He would never do that.
The kissing intensified and I heard the song change to `Falling In' by Lifehouse.
~Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in~
We turned over and Logan pushed me down on the bed, moving his mouth to my neck. He started to suck and nibble on it, giving me another hickey that I would probably need to explain to my father if he saw it.
I felt my shirt coming off with him moving down to my nipple and lightly tonguing it. It kind of made me giggle.
~I can't wait till tomorrow
This feeling has swallowed me whole
And know that I've lost control
This heart that I've followed
Has left me so hollow
That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything~
Next, I pulled off his shirt and we flipped again, this time I assaulted his stomach. God his abs were delicious, perfectly defined, and perfectly edible. I licked and sucked on them until Logan put two fingers under my chin and pulled me up to his lips. This time it was a slow kiss. His tongue licked across my lips, and I opened up allowing him entrance in my mouth.
God kissing Logan was amazing. He was so good at it.
~Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in~
We flipped again and he went down to my pants and unbuckled my belt and pulled it off before throwing it away. He undid the button on my jeans and then unzipped it and pulled them down, leaving me in my blue boxer-briefs.
He kissed my tent before he started to suck on the head through the fabric.
I let out a moan. With his brother in the next room, I tried not to be too loud. But I can only promise so much!
He pulled my underwear down and licked my rod. I shuttered at the feeling of his tongue. God it felt amazing. It took all my power not to orgasm at that. He then took one of my balls In his mouth while working me with his hand.
"Logan I'm close," I said. I wish I wasn't so new to this. I would LOVE to have this last longer.
He looked up at me and smiled. He crawled up and kissed me again
~I'm standing in your driveway
It's midnight and I'm sideways
To find out if you feel the same
Won't be easy, have my doubts too
But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete
Yeah you feel like home, home to me~
We flipped again and this time I dove right down to Logan's pants and pulled them down leaving him in just his black boxer-briefs.
I almost didn't want to remove them. He looked so amazing in them. His bulge was so beautiful held in them.
But screw that. I wanted him.
I pulled them down and allowed him to spring free. His 7.5" sprung up.
I took as much as I could into my mouth and used my hand for the rest. Slowly I bopped up and down trying to make sure my teeth didn't get in the way.
From the way Logan was reacting, I knew I was going a good job.
I wanted more though. I wanted Logan...
~Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in~
I let him out of my mouth and caught his eye. He had this look of slight sadness that I stop. It was really cute.
"Logan... I think I'm ready,"
"Are you sure? I don't want to force you into this."
"Yea... Yea I want it."
He smiled and pulled me up again and kissed me.
"I'll be gentle don't worry."
He kissed my forehead and pulled a bottle of hand lotion out of his drawer by the bed.
"Lie down on the bed and get comfortable."
So I did. He put some of the lotion on his fingers and put them at my entrance. He leaned down and kissed me again, while at the same time pushing one of his fingers in.
It was a weird feeling, weird in a good way. I could get used to it.
When he placed the second finger in and started to scissor his fingers is when I started to moan. God it felt amazing. He placed a third finger.
If he wasn't kissing me I probably would have had the whole house awake.
~ I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, we're falling in, fallin' in ~
He positioned himself and looked at me and I nodded. He pushed in slowly and a loan moan escaped my mouth.
As he pushed I felt uncomfortable, but in a good way. I tried as hard as I could to relax, but it was hurting slightly.
He finally was all the way and waited. Allowing me to get ready.
When I felt I was ready he slowly pulled out.
~ All those nights I stayed away
Thinking of all the ways to make you mine
All of those smiles will never fade
Never run out of ways to blow my mind~
He started to move faster and faster.
God it was feeling amazing. As he was going he hit this spot, and my body tingled in pleasure. Faster and faster we went. I had to pull a pillow over my head so I could keep the noise down. He just kept hitting that spot.
One final time he hit that spot and I felt myself explode. Shot after shot left me completely draining me. I was overloaded with pleasure.
Logan was getting close, I could tell from his breathing. He pulled out and started to jack himself. He left go with a loud moan and spilled on my stomach mixing in with my own sperm.
There I was, naked, sweaty, and with my own and another boy's sperm on my stomach. I had just gotten fucked for the first time in my life. And I couldn't be happier.
We smiled at each other and kissed.
~ Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
Don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in~
It was beautiful, as our kissing broke apart we looked into each other's eyes and I knew I was in love.
The next morning I woke up. I was still a little sore from last night, but it was nothing I couldn't handle.
Logan's arm was around me, and he had me pulled against him. We were both still naked; his member was firmly pressed against my ass. This was something I could get use too.
But I had to wake up him. So I turned and looked at him and shook him awake.
When he opened his brown-green eyes, I was entranced.
He leaned forward and kissed me good morning, which made me smile.
"Have a good sleep?" He said, and I nodded yes. "How are you feeling?"
"A little sore, but overall very good."
"I'm glad" He said. The smile that came to his lips made my heart soar.
How did I, in the few short months since I met this boy, fall so head over heels in love with him?
Did I just admit I was in love him with...?
There's no hiding it, I am and I have been for a while.
"We have to be getting up," He said.
We arrived at the ice arena and I took a spot by Cody. He was as excited for this game as I was. For being an early game, the seats were filled with a good number of people. And there was still more coming in. I guess with rival teams playing each other it draws a crowd.
The players took the ice to warm up and stretch before the game, and I watch Jjay and Logan start talking to each other while pointing at random players on the other team.
Soon the refs blew the whistle and Logan and Jjay skated to the circle. Logan took his spot in the faceoff circle with Kyle taking his sport opposite Logan.
The puck dropped and Logan won it forward. He jumped behind Kyle and got the puck before anyone could rush in and get to it. When he hit the edge of the circle he wristed a shot.
From that far away he shouldn't have made the shot, but it went high, right over the shoulder of the goalie.
Just like that we were up one-nothing.
The other team was visibly pissed. This was going to be a game for the ages.
It was the second period; we were up 2-1 now thanks to a beautiful shorthanded goal by Jjay on the penalty kill.
Logan took his spot in the faceoff circle in the offensive zone. I could tell by the way his weight was that he was going to try to win it forward again.
The puck dropped and just like I expected the Logan tapped it forward and grabbed it on the other side and wristed it again. It went up and above the shoulder of the goalie and in. For the second time that game Logan schooled the other team in the faceoff circle and scored.
He skated around behind the net to meet with his team to celebrate when Kyle hit him awkwardly into the boards.
"Logan..." I said as he went down.
He wasn't moving. He was just lying there motionless.
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