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Dylan
We woke up to the sound of Logan's phone ringing. Slowly opening my eyes I looked over at the clock that was next to me, 8 am.
What is it about this weekend and being woken up really early?
I heard Logan moving to get up. I looked over at him and he was sitting on the bed.
He reached for his phone.
"Hello?" He said, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
"Oh hey Rich," Logan said, "what's up?"
Rich? Wasn't Logan's agent named Rich? Why is he calling?
I watched as the color drained from Logan's face.
"You're joking right..."
What's going on? Logan was white, like ghost white.
"What... what do I need to do from here?" He said, "uh-huh, uh-huh... I'll take care of it. Bye Rich."
I watched as Logan hung up the phone. He just placed it down and stared at himself in the mirror of the dresser.
"What's going on?" I said, "Rich is your agent right?"
"Yea" Logan said, he turned and faced me. "Apparently Bemidji isn't happy about my not playing. So much so that they... they pulled my scholarship."
"Are you serious? They can just do that? After everything?"
"It's their money, they can do what they want with it." He said, "And no schools are going to want me if I'm not play, so to get another scholarship, I have to start playing again."
"You're not thinking about?"
"I'm not sure, on one hand, it will get us all back on our teams. On the other hand Rickey went too far..."
He was actually at a loss for words on what to do.
All of this was becoming too much. So much shit has been going down and I'm not sure what we need to do.
"I think we should just end it all" I said. "It's time."
"Are you sure? They've done a lot of fuck up shit." he said, "I have no problem giving up the scholarship for this."
"No, we should end this. We let high school drama go too far. We are fucking up our lives now" I said.
I watched him take a breath, "Alright, I'll call Jake later," he said.
I nodded. Hopefully this can all end. Do I think Rickey will leave me alone? Never, he's going to be an enemy for the rest of high school, but Jake will probably back off. In everything he hasn't been the aggressor.
Logan sat next to me, placing his hand on my naked thigh. "everything will be fine."
I shook my head, "You shouldn't be comforting me, you just lost your scholarship, I should be comforting you."
"We both know it will take a lot more than that to get to me." he said with a smile.
"But still, you don't have to be strong all the time Logan. You can show emotion around me."
"I know, don't worry. You know emotions don't easily come to the surface for me." he said, "doesn't mean I don't trust you with myself. I just deal with everything differently."
I just nodded. Logan grew up differently than I did. In his childhood emotions were a weakness. I have to remember that.
Like he said, it's not that he doesn't trust me. This is how he is.
"So what do we have to do?" I said.
"Well first we take a shower. You smell terrible" he said.
"Not my fault, you wanted sex"
"Then I guess it's my job to make sure you get clean."
He took me by the hand and led me to the bathroom.
Logan turned to water on and adjusted it. When it was good he turned to me. We were still naked from the night before so he just pulled me in. He leaned in and kissed me as the water rolled down us. My arms wrapped around his neck and his arms around me lower back.
He had me pulled tight against him. Our groins grinding against each other.
I groaned as he pulled away from me. "We probably should actually get showered."
"Do we have too?"
"Someone wants it." He said, he gave me a quick kiss, "But yes we do, we have a long drive back home."
He picked up a bottle of body wash and motioned for me to turn around. He leaned into me, placing his length between my cheeks. I felt him rub the wash up and down, slightly rubbing himself between me.
A gentle moan escaped my lips.
He started to soap up my arms and thighs. Then I felt his mouth on my neck as his hands went to my hard-on.
Slowly he moved his hands on me. Pumping.
I quite enjoy this version of 'actually getting showered'
He kept going and I was getting close. He started going quicker, his mouth was on my neck, his other hand was squeezing my pec, and he was grinding into me. It felt like every part of me was being assaulted with pleasure.
The longer this went on I knew I wouldn't last long at all.
His hand left my pec and reached up and grabbed my hair and pulled. It pushed me over the edge and I shot. Robe after robe of cum shot out of me.
After the orgasm subsided I was breathing hard. I turned around and kissed him.
We parted and his leaned his head against mine and we just stared into each other eyes. His brown eyes, which were more green then brown at the moment, were mesmerizing.
It amazes me how in love I was with this boy.
"It's starting to get cold." He said, "Guess we've been in here for awhile."
"Guess so" I said back.
He reached back and turned off the water.
I guess so much for 'getting clean.'
He pulled the curtain back and grabbed a towel and started to dry me, before drying himself.
It was at this point that I realized he didn't get off.
I pushed him against the wall.
I kissed down his stomach, licked each one of his abs.
I looked up at him as I licked his hard length.
He had his head tilted back with his mouth slightly open.
That look on him was incredibly hot.
I took him into my mouth and started to suck on him.
Using my tongue I cradled him as I moved back and forth.
Logan's breathing started to quicken.
I knew he must be close.
Guess the shower really worked him up.
I kept going, rubbing my hands up his abs. I felt his muscles tighten, under my palms. I pulled away from him expecting him to last a little but longer, but was greeted with the liquid hitting my face.
When he finally stopped shooting, I looked up at Logan. Who looked like he was trying to hold back laughter.
"Shut up," I said, getting up.
I walked back into his bedroom and grabbed the rag from last night and cleaned off my face.
I heard him walk into the bed room, feeling him wrap his arms around me.
He kissed the crook of my neck. And just hugged me.
I felt so close to him in this moment. Our bodies fit together so perfectly. Everything was just right.
"We should get dressed and head out." He said, "We have a long day ahead of us."
"Can we just stay here today and deal with it all tomorrow." I said.
"Fraid, not. We have to get going."
We separated and I watched Logan reach into his back and pulled out
his underwear and slip them on.
The deep red fabric looked so amazing on him. His boxer-brief clad bulge looked beautiful.
He looked over at me, "You going to get dressed, or are you just going to stare at me?"
"What can I say, I like what I see."
"No more window shopping, we have to get heading back. It's a long drive."
And with that I reached into my bag and pulled out my clothes and started dressing.
Logan pulled up to the front of my house and looked at me.
"I'll probably talk to Jake later today, maybe set it up for all of us to meet tomorrow after school" He said. "Are you sure you want to end it all?"
"Yea, I'm sure."
"Alright, I'll let you know when everything is ready."
"Okay," I said.
I leaned over and kissed him and got out of the car and walked up to my house.
I walked in, saying hi to my father and Zach before walked into my room and throwing the bag onto the floor and falling onto the bed and closed my eyes.
I opened my eyes to the sound of my phone ringing, I looked over at the clock and realized I had fallen asleep for an hour at it was now noon.
I grabbed the phone and saw it was Colin calling me.
"Hey Colin, what's up?" I said answering the phone.
"Nothing, just wanted to see what you're up to today."
"Nothing at the moment, just got back from New York."
"You were in New York?" he said.
"Yea, Logan's family throws a huge New Year's party every year in their house up there apparently. So I went up with him and his father and helped set up. Then we walked around the city."
"Sounds like a fun time."
"Was great. Even got to me Logan's crazy ex-girlfriend."
"Ex-girlfriend?"
"Yea, apparently he dated her when he was in denial."
"Sounds hilarious." he said.
"It was in the moment. But her delusion was just sad really."
"Sounds it..." he said, "So you wanna hang out today? my parents aren't home, so I figure we can hang here."
"Oh your parents aren't home? Trying to bed me eh?"
"If I was trying to bed you, I wouldn't be as subtle."
"Oh, you got some moves do you?"
"Let's just say, if I wanted to, I could get you to worship me."
I brought out a laugh in me.
"You're ridiculous Colin." I said, "I'll be over in a few."
"Alright, see you then."
We hung up and I got up from my bed, and walked downstairs.
"Good afternoon, have a nice nap?"
"Yea, I did. I didn't even know I was tired." I said, "Colin just called, I'm going to hang out over there for a bit, can you give me a lift over there?"
"yea, no problem." He said, getting up and grabbing his keys, "You going to be home for dinner?"
"Not sure yet. I'll call you and let you know." I said getting into the car with him.
"Remember it's a school night. You have a curfew."
We drove off to Colin's in a comfortable silence.
I am so happy my dad is accepting of me. I don't know where I would be if he was like my mother.
Just the ease at which he put me at that night.
I was a wreck, but just knowing he had my back was great.
We arrived at Colin's house and I got out of the car and waved to my dad and walked up to the house.
I knocked on the door and waited. A few seconds later, the door opened and Colin stood before me.
His brown hair was tussled a bit. Kind of like he was playing with it for a bit.
He was wearing a green t-shirt, which accented his dark jungle green eyes.
I can say he looked very attractive at this moment.
"Hey Dyl, come on it." He said with a smile.
I walked past him and caught of wif of his deodorant.
"You smell nice," I said, "What are you going on a date or is this part of the 'moves' you bragged about on the phone?"
He closed the door behind me, "I told you, if I was making moves on you, you would know."
"Uh-huh, sure." I said, "So, what's on the schedule."
"Figure we hang out in the living room and play video games."
"Works for me, lead the way."
I followed Colin into the living room of his house, he grabbed controllers and sat down on the couch next to me.
I was instantly aware of how close he sat next to me. Our naked arms was barely touching each other.
But neither of us moved as the game started.
But, he had to be aware of it. I felt his arm twitching a big. Kind of like he was slightly moving it to make more contact.
But those thoughts left as the game started.
We were playing Call of Duty, and I have to say, I am terrible at first person shooters.
I don't understand how someone can be as bad as I am at them. Typically when we play I usually get only one or two kills.
While I'm bad at it, just hanging out with Colin makes me able to tolerate the game.
I've missed him. I don't hang out with him as much anymore like I used too. We use to be inspirable. Always thought of a pair.
But now that's changed, we've both changed in a sense.
I've been thrust into this new world, kind of leaving him behind.
In all my thinking, Colin killed me for the umpteenth time.
"You know, one day you are actually going to learn how to play this game. And you will finally be able to win a round."
"Probably will happen the same day you pin me without cheating." I fired back.
"After years of you cheating, I'm allowed to cheat back."
"Playing sports that actually makes me have muscle isn't cheating Colin."
"It is when I don't play any sports."
"And whose fault it that?"
"I blame genetics, they make me uncoordinated." he said.
"It's you that makes you uncoordinated Colin. Your sister was on the soccer team."
"No it's genetics."
I just gave him a flat glare.
"Don't give me that look. I can't fight genetics. "
"No, but you can fight me." I said.
I tackled him to the ground and off on the wrestling we went.
I can't lie and say I didn't use this time to feel him up a bit.
What can I say? I may have a boyfriend, but shit happens. Another boy was rolling around on the ground with me.
I was able to flip Colin onto his back and I quickly sat on his stomach and pinned his arms behind his head.
"I win." I said.
My head was directly above his.
we were both slightly out of breathe; I could feel Colin's heart beating fast.
Just staring into his eyes. There was this connection. A spark.
There was something here, and it scared me, because I felt it taking control.
I let go on Colin's arms and he propped himself up on his elbows so are faces were closer.
I tried fighting, but I felt ourselves beginning to move to each other.
~Logan~
At the last second before our lips touched I was able to pull away and get off him.
I stood and looked away from him.
I couldn't bring myself to look at him at that moment.
I had two different voices screaming in my head. One saying go for it, the other just saying the name 'Logan.'
Even with all of that, I had another thought rolling around in my head.
"Colin... are you?" I said.
I slowly turned to face him. He was sitting on the ground now, and just looking down at the floor.
"Colin?"
"I'm sorry, I... I can't do this anymore." He said, "I thought I could. But I can't."
"What do you mean?"
"Yes Dylan, I'm gay. And... and I really like you." He said, "I tried fighting it. But that way you look at me. How you are always so nice, always so you."
"Every time we hang out now, it always happens. What just happened on the floor always happens." He said standing up.
"There is something, more than friendship between us and you know it," he said, "I know you felt it too. It's why you jumped a second ago. You felt something between us."
His eyes were tearing up now.
"Everything about you Dylan drives me wild and I know you feel the same way."
Everything was making sense now, every look, every comment, every time he didn't use gender specific words.
And he was right.
I know there was something between us. I felt that draw, I felt that spark.
My mind was screaming at this moment. I felt myself being torn into two pieces.
"I'm with Logan, Colin" I said. "I have a boyfriend."
"I know, which is why I can't do this anymore."
"You aren't ending our friendship Colin" I said, "You can't."
"Yea, I am" He said, "because everything has changed."
"It doesn't have to Colin." I said.
I was fighting back tears now, while he seemed to have stopped fighting them.
"Yes it does. Everything has changed. You've changed." He said, "You've changed so much."
I knew exactly what he meant when he said I changed. I've moved on. I have Logan, Cody, Amanda, Jjay, Sean, and Victoria. I made a new life.
And seemingly left him behind.
Hell I left Bryan and Shayne behind. I haven't talked to them in months.
"Yea... I've changed Colin." I said, "I left the comfort zone we had for ourselves. I've branched out."
"You left me behind." He said, "You moved on with your new friends and just forgot about us. Hell I bet you haven't even talked to the others in months!"
I hate that he knew I was thinking about that.
"That may be true, but I never left you behind. I tried my best to stay with you."
"Then why the hell was I the last one to find out about you being gay and that you were dating Logan?"
I didn't have an answer for that. He was the last person I told. More thanks to Rickey then thanks to me. But still. I could have told him that night.
But I didn't tell him. I allowed him to find out via word of mouth.
Worst is, Cody and Jjay knew before him. The people who I met this year, and who were only friends with me because of Logan.
"Colin... I'm sorry for that. I know I should have told you bef..."
"No, don't apologize. I wasn't saying this because I want to find out why. It was to show you how much has changed between us." He said. "Our whole dynamic here is different. Even more so now.
"It's best that we end everything, before we do something stupid."
I was crying freely now.
"Colin... please."
"No," He said, "It's done Dylan. Have fun with your new life."
I didn't know what to say, or to do.
I was numb to everything.
Except the look of his eyes.
The pain behind them.
The pain I was causing by being there.
I took a breath, "Alright, if this is what you want. Fine." I said, "But if you need me Colin. Just let me know."
I turned out of the living room and left the house.
I didn't even feel the cold as I stood outside.
I felt nothing.
It's like I completely shut down.
I picked up my phone and scrolled down to Logan's number and called it.
He rang a couple of times before it went to voicemail.
I didn't even have Logan at this moment.
My house wasn't that far.
Not far enough that I cared at this moment.
What the hell just happened in there. I looked at the front door to Colin's house. Wanting him to come running out. Trying everything I could to make it happen.
I saw the blinds to the living room move.
Meaning he was watching me, waiting for me to leave.
Every part of me was numb.
I just lost my best friend. Maybe for good.
At least the new year is around the corner. This year has had its up and downs. Hopefully next year all of that is over and everything can go my way.
Is that too much to ask?
I shook my head and sighed, and started to walk towards my house.
Colin just needs time and space. Our friendship has lasted a lot of hardships. That doesn't just get thrown away.
At least I hope not.
But since when do things go the way I want them too?
Well there is the 21st chapter of 'I'll Make you Popular' I hope you enjoyed it!
I want to appologize how long it too me to update. I've been dealing with pretty bad depression, and it zapped my creativity away. It seems that I finally hit the other end of the tunnel and should be able to keep up with updating now. New chapters should be out every 2 weeks.
Things are starting to pick up now in the story; rivalries coming to a head and friendships are being broken. I can wait for you all to see what I have planned for this story. You are going to love it!
If you have any criticism I would love to hear it.