Disclaimer. I do not know the members of Nsync, and this in no way represents their true sexualy identies. This is a work of pure fiction.
Hey guys, thanks for all the positive feedback! You keep writeing to me, and Ill keep things intreasting with Justin and JC. Hope you enjoy the 3rd installment!
Chapter 3
The plane carrying the 5 super stars of pop, landed at the airport in Germany. Justin lay sleeping in his best friend, JC's arms. Chris and Joey were a few seats behind, planning what they were going to do on their first night back in Germany. Lace was sleeping in the seat directly accros from JC and Justin. JC was awake, and was starting to get ready to get off the plane.
"Hey Justin, we're here" JC said as he nudged his friend. "Wake up Just."
"Huh? What? Ohh..hey JC, we there yet?" Justin asked as he looked around, begnining to rember where he was. It was allways hard for him to rember when they were touring. It seemed like every time he woke up, he was in a new country.
"Yeah, we're here kid. I think we get to stay the night at some hotel here in Munich, and then we go to Berlin tomarrow for the concert." JC said as he got his things out of the overhead compartment.
"Ok, well lets just hurry and get to the hotel. I want to get back to sleep ASAP" Justin said as began to yawn.
"Hey, you dont have to tell me twice. Lets go!" JC replyed, as he started to exit the plan, pulling Justin behind him.
In a little more then half an hour, the guys had taken their limo from the airport to the hotel, and were starting to settle in for the night. Just as JC promised, he was shareing a room with Justin for the night. Lance was right next door, and Joey and Chris were right acrost the hall.
As JC and Justin were putting their suitcases away in the closets, JC rembered that he needed to tell his family when he was going to be comeing home, so they could make arrangements to meet him at the airport. It was too late to call, so he decided to email them.
"Hey Justin, do you mind if I use your laptop to email my parents? I need to let them know when we're gonna be comeing home." JC asked.
"No, I dont mind. Its in the side pocket of my suitcase." Justin replyed as he climbed into bed.
"Thanks, Ill try to hurry so i dont wake you up" said JC, as he fished the small computor out of Justins suit case. He walked over to the small table, where the phone was located, and pluged the laptop into the jack iin the wall. In no time he had connected to the internet, and sent his email.
As he was closeing everything down, he decided to make an outline of the groups schedual, and leave it on the desktop, so justin would know where and when they needed to be while they were in Germany, ' he never pays attention to the schedual" JC thought to himself. As he opened up the word processer, he got an error message. Apparently when he shut the comp down earlyer that afternoon, the doccument had not been saved, and so there it was now, waiting to be saved. Jc clicked the cancel button, and began to read Justins journal entry from early that day...
" Why do I feel like this? Why cant I feel the same way about girls? What is i about JC? This will tear the griup apart, my mom will be devistated, what do I have to be gay....
JC felt the blood drain from his face, as he finished reading the last entry.
"Hey wants takeing so long?" Justin asked as he looked over to see what JC was doing.
"Ohh, umm, nothing..er that is, well, uhh..nothing." JC sttered as he saved the document, and quickly shut off the computer, and put it away.
"Okaaaaaaaay" Justin said as he watched the other mans jerky reaction to his question. "Are you sure about that Josh?"
"Yes yes, im sure.. nothing.. lets get some sleep." JC replyed as he walked over to the bed. He pulled the covers down and got in, leaveing visable space between himself and Justin.
Justin waited a few min for the older man to take the inicative and snuggle up like they allways did. When he didn't Justin turned over to face JC, and put his arms around him. As soon as he did this, JC turned over, so he was no longer faceing Justin.
"What's wrong JC? Why the hell are you acting so weird all of a sudden?" Justin asked, upset by the way his friend was acting.
"I told you, nothing is wrong, lets go to sleep" JC replyed as he tried to shut his eyes, and fall asleep.
"That is the * biggest * line of bull shit I have ever herd Joshua Scott Chasez. Tell me what is going on." Justin demanded, as he sat up in the bed.
JC turned back over, and sat up to fac Justin. He sat cross leged and proped his head up with his hands. It didnt take a rocket scientist to see that he was having trouble dealing with something.
"Look Just...After I sent that email to my parents, I was going to pring out a copy of the schedual for the next few days for you. I opened up the word processer and your journal thing opeaned up. I mean, it was right there in front of me, how could I not read it?" JC said quietly.
"OHH MY GOD, OHH MY FUCKING GOD" Justin yelled as he leaped up from the bed. "YOU READ IT? HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME? THAT WAS PRIVATE! IF I HAD WANTED YOU TO READ IT, I WOULD HAVE SHOWN IT TO YOU!"
"Im sorry!! It was right there, I couldnt help it! Justin, Im sorry, I didt mean to offend you!" JC pleaded.
In response to JC's pleads, Justin ran to the bathroom and locked the door. JC ran over and tried to open the door, but Justin had locked it. He could clearly hear Justing crying from his side of the door.
"Justin, open up!" JC called through the door. "Please Justin, we need to talk about this!"
Justin could hear JC from inside the bathroom, but he didnt really hear him. All he could think of was that this was the end. He hadnt been carefull enough. He had let things fall apart, and now his secret was out. JC knew, and Justin was sure that JC hated him now. And next would come the rest of the group, management, and finally, the rest of the world. The reporters would be talking about this for months and months. Yup, this was it. His life was offically over.
JC kept pounding on the door, trying to persuade Justin to let him in so they could talk.
'Well he knows I love him, what do I have to hide now? I might as well just face it like a man.' Justin thought to himself as he unlocked the door.
JC came chargeing through the door, the very second Justin unlocked it. Justin was sitting on the counter, next to the sink. His face was red from crying, and every now and then, another tear found its way down Justins cheek. JC was at Justins side immediately. He placed his arms around Justin and huged him for what seemed like hours.
"How can you do that?" Justin asked, as he pulled out of the embrace.
"Do what?" JC asked, not understanding what Justin ment.
"Hug me like that? I mean, now that you know Im gay.. dont you hate me?" Justin asked, as another tear started its path down Justins cheek.
"NO!! Justin, I could never hate you! NEVER!" JC said as he pulled Justin closer to him.
As the second hug ended, JC pulled Justin down to the mat on the floor. Justin got the idea and sat down with his legs crossed, directly opposite from JC.
"I guess we should talk...huh'" Justin said, looking down at the floor.
"Yea, I think so." JC said, and he stared at the younger man. "Justin, Im sorry for acting the way I did when I got into bed. I dont hate you, I never could.. Its just.. well... I didnt know how to act. I mean.. god, i didnt even know what to think! Much less how to act!"
"I understand. Its ok." Justin replyed.
"No its not Justin, I had no right to treat you so coldly." JC said sternly. "But, well it was a lot to process."
"So what now?" Justin asked.
"Well, geez.. I still dont really know what to say." JC said. 'Its now or never JC, just do it, and get it done with!' He thought to himself.
"They allways say actions speak louder then words, and I sure as hell dont know what to say...so Ill just let my actions speak for me" JC said softly.
"What?" Justin said. "I dont under..." Justins words were cut short, as JC's lips coverd his moutch. The kiss was magical. As their lips met, it sent a shiver down each of their spines. This is what they had waited YEARS for. And it was worth the wait. Justins soft lips welcolmed JC's. It lasted for not more then fifteen seconds, but to them, it seemed to last forever. As JC pulled back from the kiss, all either of them could do was stare at each other. Justins beautiful blue eyes drank in the handsome features of the man sitting before him. As he stared at JC, questions started to form in his head. 'JC has a girlfriend, is he doing this just to make me feel better? If not, how long has he known he was gay? He hides it well. Does he love me? Does he Love me as much as I love him?' Justin needed some answers.
"Whats going on JC, I know you just kissed me, and I loved it...but I dont understand." Justin said as he continued to stare at the handsome man before him.
"I guess I have some explaining to do, don't I?" JC responded, as he scooted closer to Justin on the bathroom floor. "Well, Ive known I was gay for as long as I can rember. I know, I know.. Stacey back in the states. Its just something I keep up for the press. I've been so scared all these years that they would find out about me.. and it would be over. It would ruin my life, and the rest of the groups. So, I hid it. Just like you did. Its been really hard. And you didnt make things easyer!
"Every since the very first day I met you Justin.. Ive been attracted to you. Well, attracted is the understatement of the year, but thats what it was in the beginning. You were cute, funny, cute, adorable.. did I mention cute?" JC said as he smiled, and ruffled Justins hair. Justin couldn't help but smile back. "Well, as we became a group, and I got to know you more.. You became my best friend. You've known that much. There are so many times that I dont think I would have made it through if you hadnt been there for me to talk to, or to cry with. You were, and are, my driving force. Well, as time passed...God...I dont know how to describe my feelings for you Justin. They are..out of this world. That probably describes it best. When Im around you, I just cant think of anything, or anyone else. I do, and allways have loved you."
As JC finished speaking, he looked over at Justin, who was crying tears of joy. JC reached over and gave Justin another fierce hug, followed by a passionate kiss. JC reluctantly pulled back from the kiss, but kept his forehead aginast Justins, so they were looking into each others eyes.
"What are we going to do now?" Justin said as he became lost in JC's eyes. "We're togeather now, and thats all that matters. But what about the rest of the group? And our familys? And the fans? What are we going to do about them?"
"I dont know Just.. I dotn know. Right now, Im not gong to think about it. This has been a very.....eventfull evening. Im going to let it end on this happy note. How about you and I get back in bed?" JC said as he stood up, and offered his hand to help Justin up.
"Sounds like a good idea. We can worry about the other thigns later." Justin replyed. He took JC's outstretched hand, and stood up. They entertwined their fingers, as they walked back into the bedroom, and into bed. Justin lay down next to JC, and put his arms the man he loved. JC turned his head back, and his lips were met by Justins. When the kiss ended, JC softly whispered "I love you" before drifting off to sleep.
To Be Continued...
Finally, It didnt end on a cliff hanger! I love happy endings! And It can only get better from here! I hope.. Smile Kevin Aeguy@angelfire.com