The inspiration for this story is a poem written by my best friend, Bryan.
A Dream?...or A Nightmare?... Out of the shadows in the night, you came to me. You flew into my bedroom and sat by my side. Half-awake, I peered into your moon-like eyes. In that instant I saw the fate that awaited me. Sleeping through the day and patrolling the nights, Feeding on those who wandered far from their bed, Blood dripping off my fangs and down my neck. Atop the water tower, I stare blankly at the sleeping town below. With you by my side, I am truly happy. But when the sun comes up The horror begins. As I drift into slumber, My dreams are haunted by a life left behind. Memories of past loves and the warmth of sunlight. I look away from your blank stare. As I turn my neck, you lean in, I feel not warmth but a cool breath. Do I want to live forever in sorrow? Should I stay by his side, as his weapon? His love? You lean in closer I'm pulled in two, Do I want to be reborn? I turn to him, Kiss his chilled lips, Tears run down my face. He knows my decision and takes a step back.Swarmed into a murder of blue and purple ravens,Glistening in the light of the full moon. He flew out my bedroom window, Into the black of the night. I pass out as he faded away from my mind. Awaken by the morning light. I ask my self, Was my night prince a dream? Or a nightmare? "The sadness of a choice, the lose of a love, the wanting, the waiting, a trip into the unknown, a life full of memories, And a death with the promise of a new life." - Navi-sama
IN THE DEEPEST DARKEST NIGHT
In the deepest darkest night, I'm forced to wander till mornings light. My struggle, my hurt, my pain, and my loneliness, is because of you. Yes it was my choice, but you told me to choose, you MADE me choose. You told me it was either go with you or lose you for all eternity. My answer was this"If I lost you I would be dead anyway... so... you know my answer"
As a joke you said "Only your head will work" then you laughed and said "well maybe not your head... but your neck."
I didn't want it!! But I couldn't lose you... I loved you to much
When you were turned, you described it as a wonderful feeling, pure pleasure. You said you could feel power, pure power coursing through your veins. You said it was orgasmic and something you wanted me to experience, so much so you wanted me to come with you when you left to experience life, well maybe not life but I don't know what to call it, maybe undead. When I agreed, when I let you turn me, it wasn't the same feeling. I think it depends on the willingness of the person, you were willing and it was pleasure. I wasn't and it was pain... pure pain. It was pain like I could never have imagined. It was like taking my heart and soul and having them crushed, its was like Physical, emotional, and spiritual pain. I didn't even know you could feel emotional or spiritual pain. I would say It was like dyeing slowly, and being able to feel EVERYTHING... But that's exactly what it was.
I DID THIS FOR YOU!!! I didn't think this through, I mean... I knew what I was getting myself into, but it was different when it was all over. I was different, I had changed, there wasn't much of my old self left, I had become animalistic. When I awoke I had a hunger, a hunger different than any other. I needed BLOOD and I wanted it right then and there, I NEEDED it, at THAT moment. I went crazy, I could smell it everywhere, I had an insatiable appetite and nobody was going to stop me. NOBODY!! Not even YOU...
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