INTERNAL MASSAGE-3 Loss Of Virginity
Written by Eugene Marvin --aka- NPhillydogg@aol.com
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I'm not gonna lie...I've been having COLD FEET about letting my massage therapist fuck me! I mean the whole idea of willingly letting another man stick his DICK up my ass had my on the verge of throwing up! I definitely had butterflies in my stomach! I kept shitting all week, wondering WHY someone would want to stick their dick in there...? By no means am I gay! Never even fantasized about being with another man! I've been a pussy hunter ever since pussy had me! The idea of letting another guy shove his dick inside me and fuck me was like giving up my manhood and telling the world I was a PUNK!
The closer the date got, the more my stomach turned! I picked up the phone to call and cancel a half-dozen times, fearing what this could MEAN about me in the future! Would I still be considered `straight' after I've had my bottom officially breeched by another man's dick...?...even for medical purposes...? WHO would know about it? Was this just between me and Rhee [my massage therapist], or did the whole clinic know I was scheduled to be fucked on my very next visit...? Did the cute receptionist at the desk know...??? Oh lawd how would I face her if she did...?!
I didn't want to do it..., but as the week progressed there were times when I'd see a pretty girl or some woman would flirt with me and I knew I wouldn't be able to satisfy them sexually if I couldn't maintain an erection! THAT motivated me to go through with it!
The night before my appointment I drank the `packet' they gave me [to clean out my colon], then shitted like crazy before going to sleep! The next morning I showered and dressed [my nerves shot just thinking about losing my anal virginity], and drove to the therapist office!
I got there 5mins before my appointment, and spotted Rhee [the man that was going to take my virginity today] standing in the distance by the files, reading over someone's chart! I felt my heartbeat increase as I casually walked up to the receptionist and told her I was there for my appointment with Rhee! She looked down at her appointment book and grinned...!
"Yes Mr. Wallace...Rhee is eager to see you in room six!" she said, pointing the way!
Eager...?' --I wondered [as I took started walking]! Yeah, `eager' to break in another straight guy and take his virginity!' I said to myself as I walked by!
"I'll be with you in a moment Mr. Wallace..., please go in and make yourself comfortable!" said Rhee, looking up as I walked by! I nodded and kept walking, numbly [like walking to the electric chair]! I got to room-6 and walked in [another sterile lab room] and started to undress! This time I was more nervous than the first time, truly not knowing what to expect when Rhee comes in and...[dare I think it]...?...fucks me! Had I not taken that cleansing-aid last night I know I'd been shitting nervously all over the place right now!
I was in the midst of hanging up my clothes when Rhee finally walked in [wearing his long white lab coat], (probably hiding a huge erection)! I couldn't help staring at him for a moment, knowing eventually he'd be balls-deep inside of me soon! Was he going in bareback...? Was he going to cum inside me...?? We never discussed these things last week!
"Mr. Wallace..." he greeted, closing [and securing] the door behind him! "...how are you feeling today...?" he asked!
"Nervous!" I answered, fighting the urge to run out of the room screaming!
"There's absolutely NOTHING to be nervous about..." he tried to assure! "...it really won't be much different than the last 2 visits! I'll give you a massage to help loosen and relax you, then open you up slowly with my fingers, and I'll even prep you with the instruments first to really get you relaxed before I climb on board!" he assured! But all I could picture was him humping away on top of me like a big sweaty pig!
"Do you have any questions before we start...?"
"Yeah..." I answered [not knowing HOW to ask it]! "...h...how...would you be entering me...?" I asked, curiously! "Will you ejaculate inside me...?" he questioned aloud [feeling like a total doofus for asking]!
Rhee laughed...
"No, Mr. Wallace! It isn't about MY pleasure, its about YOURS! I will be wearing a thick latex condom, and I will only be probing for medical reasons...not to climax myself!
"The goal, however..., is to get YOU to ejaculate! Don't be afraid to relax and get into it! Allow me to go deeply and try not to tense up...as tensing will only give you more discomfort! And if at anytime it becomes too much for you and you want to stop..., just tell me and the experiment will be over! Okay...?"
"okay." I said, bleakly!
"Did you drink the laxative we gave you last night...?" he asked [not wanting any shit on his dick]!
"Yeah!" I answered!
"Good..." he said, "...you can lay on the table whenever you're ready!" he suggested, turning towards the counter [fondling his `instruments']!
I climbed up onto the table facedown [knowing this experience could totally CHANGE my life]! I tried to think of OTHER [more pleasant] thoughts, as Rhee turned towards me and started oiling my back and shoulders! I felt his hands digging into me, massaging me thoroughly, kneading me deep! It felt good! I could feel all the kinks and stress disappearing as my mind began to become clear! His hands moved down my back, to my legs and feet, then back up as he began kneading my ass! I could feel him roughly gripping the cheeks and pulling them apart [getting a good look at the hole he was about to fuck]! He paused for a moment then started adding oils to my anus before massaging his fingers over the ring, massaging his way inside, penetrating the sphincter muscles smoothly before adding a second finger, easing them in and out as he played with my prostate!
"How are you feeling, Mr. Wallace...?" he asked curiously, leaning in to see my hidden face!
"Okay so far!" I said [having turned my head away from him], (not wanting to see `it' coming)!
"Alright!" he said, grabbing his instruments from the counter! "I'm about to start prepping you..." he announced, oiling my asshole more before introducing the 4" massaging tool! "...don't tense up...!" he reminded, pushing it into me, stretching me as it sank inside!
I felt the tool slip in, then felt it probing about before finding my prostate to stimulate it! I could feel my asshole starting to quiver like before! I felt the first leakage of precum escape my piss-slit!
"There you go..." said Rhee, grabbing my soft penis [between my legs], having positioned it downward so he could see it leak! "...you're starting to release fluids!" he informed, fondling my sift dick with ONE hand, while probing my asshole with the massage instrument with the other!
He probed me for about 10 solid minutes, making my asshole moisten more [involuntarily] as he worked the tool in and out! As I lay there letting him shove things up my ass..., I couldn't help but wonder how BIG Rhee's dick was...? It behooved me that I didn't think to ask! NOT that I'm a size queen or anything...!...but I really wanted to know exactly WHAT kind of pain I could be in stored for...?
"Okay Mr. Wallace..." said Rhee [bringing me back to reality]! "...you seem well moist back there..." he added [before adding MORE oils to lubricant me], removing his white lab coat! I glanced back to see him starting to get undressed! I have to admit I was intrigued! He had a nice body (6'1", 175lbs of lean, muscular, not very hairy)! I tried to see his dick but his back was to me! I saw him pull a CONDOM out of his coat pocket before ripping it open and reaching down to slide it over his manhood...!
"Just try to stay relaxed...!" he continued, pulling a small stool up next to the table to climb on behind him! "I'm about to insert my penis..." he said [clinically], removing the instrument inside me as he rubbed the head of his condomed dick over my oiled hole...! "...it MAY hurt for a moment, because its bigger and thicker than the tools I've used on you up until today...!" he warned, before adding pressure and pushing into me!
"UHG!" I grunted, feeling his dickhead stretch me more than ANY of his instruments!
"Sorry..." he apologized, somewhere behind me! "...just pretend it the vibrator..., let it sink in slowly!"
I tried doing as he said...but his dick was MUCH bigger than the vibrator! In fact it felt like 2 vibrators being shoved in at once! I could feel my asshole screaming for mercy as he pushed into me!
"URRHHGG...!!" I grunted, squirming as if on FIRE!
"Does that BURN...?" he suddenly asked, as I told him YES!
"Are you allergic to latex...?" he asked [referring to the condom]!
"I...I don't know..." I said, honestly! "...I never had a problem with the gloves!" I reminded!
"Let me add MORE lube...!" he suggested, pulling out to squirt MORE oils directly into my ass!
I felt Rhee push in again, this time sinking in faster/smoother, getting a good quarter of it in before my body tensed and tightened [stopping him]!
"Just relax...!" he repeated, pulling back and thrusting in [deeper]! I could FEEL his dick inching in farther, going deeper as my asshole surrendered and gave way! I felt his pubic patch of hair scratching against my ass cheeks, indicating that I [finally] had the entire dick pressed inside me!
"URRHHHGGG...!!!" I grunted as he ground into me! "It HURTS..." I said, feeling the sharp pain of penetration shoot through my core! "...take it out...! Please!"
"Give your body a moment to adjust, Mr. Wallace...!" said Rhee, holding his ground, keeping his soft curly pubes plastered against my ass! "I won't move..." he assured, keeping his dick buried, as my anal muscles tightened and squeezed around him, trying to force him out! "...just try to relax...!...pretend as if you're having a bowel movement..., but don't worry, there's nothing inside you except ME!"
I tried to do as Rhee said, relaxing my ass muscles and not worrying about shitting all over the place! It was difficult, as my asshole's natural instinct was to automatically CLINCH to protect itself! I never realized my sphincter muscles worked so hard! I always thought they were just there to keep things IN [until I could make it to the bathroom], it never occurred to me that it could keep things OUT as well!
"I can FEEL your sphincter muscles starting to relax..." he informed [as my grip lessened a bit]! "...I'm going to start thrusting..." he directed, "...there should be some additional pressure, some rippling effects...but if you stay relaxed the pain will lessen faster! Okay?"
"O...o...okay...!" I said [taking him at his word]!
I felt him pull backwards with his hips [ever-so slowly], withdrawing his condom covered dick and causing that rippling sensation to erupt throughout my bowels as he inadvertently DRAGGED my asshole out with his dick! "URRHHGG...!!" I grunted, feeling my hole clinging to his rod like a life preserver!
"I know it feels uncomfortable right now..." said Rhee [guiding me through each step]! "...but I'm going to start pushing back IN now..." he added, "...don't clinch! Stay relaxed!"
I felt him pull out about 4 or 5 inches before changing directions and pushing back in [sending my hole back IN on itself]...!
"URRHHGG...!!" I groaned, feeling intense pressure both directions!
"It'll get easier as we go..." he promised, "...just TRY to endure and don't tighten up! It'll feel much better if you stay loose and relaxed!"
Easy for HIM to say, he wasn't the one with a big DICK up his ass! I groaned in physical pain as the dick reburied itself back in my bowels! I felt Rhee grinding into me again, stretching out my center with his big thick rod! He pulled back again [slowly], withdrawing about the same amount of inches before pushing back in!
Rhee was starting to build a slow but steady stroke! Every time he pulled out, he'd push back in, sawing his way by my sphincter muscles, literally massaging them with his dick! He was ripping through my ass, pulling and pushing its way through my body like a plunger, dredging up stuff in my bowels! I was definitely getting FUCKED [no doubt about it], as the dick moved back and forth, beating the hell out of my anal ring and plunging through my rectum to rearrange my innards to accommodate itself!
I started to notice the pain lessening quicker as I stayed relaxed and didn't tense...! Rhee stayed in pushup-position overtop me, no doubt staring down at the action in-between us as he watched his dick slice through my bare and vulnerable hole, watching his dick get swallowed up with each new stroke! I wasn't sure if Rhee was really straight or not...?...but he definitely didn't seem to have any qualms about fucking another man's ass! His dick was hard as hell, scraping through my innards like a garden rake [tearing through soft flesh]! Was THIS what it felt like to be a girl or a gay guy...?...to have one's asshole or pussy pounded like fresh meat?
I could actually feel some of the tension lessen, as the constant stroking caused the pain to suddenly ease [much to my surprise]!
"That's it, Mr. Wallace...you're doing great...!" encouraged Rhee, starting to pick up the pace, and churning his dick around to find my prostate! "The pains should be lessening now! Is it feeling better for you...?" he asked, making me feel I should LIE [what straight man wanted to admit getting ass-fucked felt okay]...?
"Yes!" I answered honestly, feeling like a total FAG for admitting it! But indeed the pain was starting to wane! It wasn't feeling good [by any means], but it was manageable, especially if it would help me gain an erection!
The fucking continued, with Rhee digging his dick in different directions, trying to work my prostate more! When he found it he started jabbing his dick into it, making my hole quiver again! At first I felt nothing but a dull ache...but then I started to notice my asshole gradually growing wetter, allowing his dick to thrust through easier, slicker, smoother! Any pains I'd felt beforehand were diminishing quickly, replaced by [what I'd hate to say was] pleasure, as a euphoric feeling started to emanate throughout my rectum! I was reminded of the last week when he left the vibrator inside me for too long and my prostate started to orgasm [as HE put it]! This felt like a build-up of the same feeling, but this time it was his DICK giving me anal pleasure, not some sterilized massage tool!
"You're getting wetter inside, Mr Wallace..." informed Rhee [like I didn't know], as he continued plunging through my ass like Roto-Rooter! "...that's a very good sign..." he added [never missing a beat with his thrusting hips]! "...you should be feeling some sense of pleasure soon..., the pains should lessen and the pleasure should rise! Don't fight it, let it happen, its all therapy for you prostate! Are you pre-cuming...?" he asked [still sounding like a doctor]!
"Ooohhhh...yes!" I moaned [involuntarily], feeling like I needed to PEE again [like last time]! I could feel the precum escaping from my dickhead, soaking against the sheets beneath me!
"Good!" said Rhee! "Have you achieved an erection yet...?" he asked afterwards [while steadily digging through me]!
WHY did he have to keep asking so many questions...?...why couldn't he just DO what he had to do SILENTLY while I dealt with the psychological issues on my own...?!
"N...n...no...I don't think so!" I said, too busy focusing on my asshole, which was now starting to pulsate and throb [against my will]!
"Ohgod...!" I gasped, unsure what to do or how to feel...?...having never experienced anything like this before! It helped that Rhee informed me last week that an anal orgasm was supposed to happen, that the prostate tends to throb when being properly stimulated! I felt a bit of it last week when he was working me with the vibrator, but I made him stop before the anal orgasm was complete! I have to admit I'm afraid of how that might feel...!...what it might cost me in the long run! I'm aware [now] that the male prostate was responsible for all my orgasms, and without I couldn't even achieve simple erections...!...but I had no idea the prostate could orgasm on its own, without my dick even being hard! What kind of shit was THAT to put up a man's ass...??!
"Urrhhh..." I groaned, feeling Rhee's dick continue to massage through me! And that's exactly what it felt like, an internal massage! I could feel my anal muscles relaxing totally, leaving nothing but a drooling hole which Rhee took full advantage of!
His fuck-pace increased faster as my asshole started to spasm around his plunging prick! THIS was the part where I made him stop last week, so I stumbled through it, allowing him to keep fucking despite the fears I had!
"Is it feeling good now...?" he asked [his voice now sounding husky and faint as his breathing became harsher]!
I opened my mouth to speak, but only whimpers came out! I was literally tongue-tied! Rhee kept fucking [nonstop], making my asshole quiver around his dick, causing me to elevate my hips, giving him a better target to fuck! I didn't even care about the consequences, my asshole was feeling the best it'd ever felt [EVER]...!...and I desperately didn't want that feeling to stop anytime soon!
"Does it feel good, Mr. Wallace...?" he whispered in my ear, leaning in closer behind my head [seductively]!
"uhg...uhg...uhg...uhg..." was all I could manage, as I began humping my ass back onto his dick, meeting him stroke for stroke!
"You're so WET inside..." he moaned, slamming his pelvic bone into my backside harder now! "...are you ERECT yet, Mr. Wallace...?!" he asked [still focused on my therapy]
It took a moment for me to notice...but my dick was actually HARD underneath me!
"YES!" I shouted [happily]! "IT IS!"
"Great..." said Rhee [sharing my joy]! "...now we need to get you off...!" he added, just before he began DRILLING my hole with deep deliberate strokes, causing tiny quakes to erupt throughout my bottom!
"OHGOD..." I groaned, never having felt anything so euphoric in my life! It was like a whole new UNIVERSE was opened to me to explore! "Don't stop..." I pleaded, feeling myself getting closer to coming [if at all possible]! "...I'm almost there!"
Rhee dialed it up, taking longer, harder, deeper strokes through me..., pounding his pelvic bone into my backside, determined to give me the gift of orgasm [anal AND dick]! I felt my asshole beginning to spasm as the pressure to release built in my loins! I had absolutely no control as my body began to convulse and shake [all over]!
"Ohgod...ohmygod..." I groaned, feeling the moment HIT me like a slap in the face as my asshole [my entire intestinal track] began to frantically spasm and MILK Rhee's plunging prick [like a clinching fist]! "...OHGOD..." I shouted, feeling my bottom EXPLODE...!...as if something inside of me suddenly SNAPPED!
"...URRRHHHHHHHGGGGGG...!!!" I screamed out loud, feeling like I'd just CAME myself AND out! My orgasm [the most intense part] was mostly contained in my anus, as it spasm, convulsed, and flexed wildly about Rhee's thrusting prick! I heard Rhee moaning behind me as I came, having a double-whammy [climaxing anally AND with my dick], flopping about on the medical table like a fish out of water!
Rhee stopped thrusting and slowly withdrew his dick [afterwards]...leaving me feeling EMPTY without him inside me anymore!
"I see you achieved an erection!" he said, examining my leaking hardon, which was still oozing out the last of my load [between my legs]! "Judging by the sheet, it looks like a HUGE climax too...!" he thrilled, noting the huge stain where I was lying! "...probably a lot of backup...! We'll work on unclogging the pipes during future sessions!" he assured!
"HOW are you feeling right now, Mr. Wallace...?" he asked, still holding my softening dick in his hands [rubbing the sensitive head in my own cum]!
"DRAINED!" I moaned [softly], ready to go to sleep!
"I can imagine!" said Rhee, turning towards the sinks to wash his hands!
I turned my head in his direction and noticed him starting to PEEL the condom off his dick! He looked to be only semi-hard at this point, but I estimated him to be probably around 8 or 9 inches [I couldn't believe I took the whole thing]! I was also surprised to see he'd also CAME while fucking me [likely at the same time I was having my own orgasms]! I could see his semen floating about the bottom of the condom..., and by the looks of it, it was a HUGE load also!
He noticed me watching as he tossed the used condom into the trashcan!
"I'm sorry..." he apologized [once he noticed me looking]! "...I didn't mean to ejaculate..., but I wanted to stay inside you until YOU did...!...and your anal orgasm triggered my own climax! Forgive me, please...?...that was unprofessional!"
"Look..." I reasoned [still lying facedown], "...you gave me my first orgasm in god knows how long...? No need to apologize for having a HEALTHY orgasm of your own!"
"Thank you!" he smiled [feeling better]!
"I'm going to GIVE you something to take with you..." he said [using paper towels to wipe up the excess lube and ass-cream leaking from my drooling hole]! "...something for you to PLAY around with at home!" he added [tossing the towels in the trash] before turning back towards the counter and reaching up into the overhead cupboards...!...pulling down a small box!
"Its an anal probe..." he described, before handing it to me! "...place it IN against your prostate while you masturbate at home...! It MAY help with your erections! Let me KNOW the results when you come back next week for your next session!"
"Okay doc..." I said [sitting up], staring down at his [still] half-hard dick!
"You can go on and shower now..." he said [letting me know our hour session was up]! "...I'll shower in out locker room!" he added, as I jumped down off the table and headed towards the tiny [one person] shower!
"Thank you for everything, Dr. Rhee!" I said, shaking his hand [diligently], before moving on!
I showered for 10mins, mostly focusing on my private parts [dick & ass], when I got out of the shower Rhee was dressed and gone! I took my time getting dressed, still reeling from the feelings in my well-fucked asshole! My anus felt 10x bigger than when I walked into the clinic! As I stepped out into the hall, I wondered if anyone had heard me screaming when I came...? The place was so sterile and quiet, I could just picture everyone hearing my erotic cries of glory echoing through the halls!
I walked up to the receptionist's desk to put in for my next appointment...!
"Hello Mr. Wallace..." said the pretty girl behind the desk! "...was your massage to your satisfaction today...?" she asked [as if she KNEW what happened]!
"uh...its was okay!" I said, feeling my asshole pucker [I'd never been more aware of what my asshole was doing before in my life]! I could feel it puckering as I spoke! "I'd like to set up my next appointment with Rhee!" I requested!
"Okay!" she responded, looking at the dates on her computer!
I left just as Rhee was coming out of their locker room to greet his next client, smiling at them brightly, not making ANY eye-contact with me at all [like we didn't JUST FUCK in room #6]! I could feel my asshole puckering MORE [from jealousy]...?...and rushed out of the clinic to go home and test out my new found anal probe...!
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